#still on my mini hiatus but pls love her

[snnydcys-a]

“so i have a confession to make..” she stated as guilt was taking over, “i asked for a water cup but got soda instead.”

[milkybonya]

Ahhh Milky I hope you're having a good last week! It's unfortunate you can't do more during your last week but I'm sure packing is very time consuming and saying good bye is so important! I hope your flight home goes smoothly too btw!! When I studied abroad I had a layover in turkey which took me in the wrong direction from getting back home so it ended up being like a 12 hour flight home when it could've been 8 😭 it wasn't very fun 😭 I'm sure it'll be really long coming home all the way from Korea. I hope you're able to sleep well or stay entertained~

I have exciting news! Or well it isn't that exciting but I've really started learning Korean now! I was doing it very casually earlier, but now I've installed the Korean keyboard and I'm trying to write little mini letters to Kingdom all in my own Korean! I used to solely use a translator even for short messages bc I couldn't spell or anything 😭 but I'm taking my duolingo more seriously and I'm actually making a lot of progress! I was able to tell Kingdom that I love them and introduce myself but I also did more complex things (at least imo LOL) like say their songs are cool~ I felt so proud of myself hehe one of the members who speaks English cheered my message where I told him I was going to write out a short message to him in Korean and then I did it and I'm just 🥰 Dann is our polyglot king so for him to cheer me on (literally) was so special. This might be a silly question, but what was your favorite word/phrase that you learned while in Korea??? Like it made you feel cool to know it or you were proud of yourself for learning it. I wanna feel cool too hehe 😎 Milky는 멋있습니다 😎

And now, comments on the smau 🤩 why is no one commenting on sunwoo's destroyed can??? 😭😭 It was just in there and everyone was like yep nothing to see here LOL but I mean it is fair that reader not liking rapunzel is a CRIME that's one of my favorites 😭😭😭 and like YES I'm biased bc she has a reptile but STILL I uwu over her and Flynn's romance so like.. I love it. Also reader calling Younghoon a hag LOL I love that they are Savage 🤩 also Eric is so funny like "I'm just covering my arms so you won't fall for me" ITS TRUE THO??? Eric is unofficially my bias wrecker with sunwoo (idk why I say unofficially like.. They always have my attention when watching mvs jfjdsj) and I WOULD fall in love with him don't test me 😭 I'm excited for changmin to come into things~ it'll be so cute, I know it!! And pls slow burn is the best 😭 I'm sooooo excited 🤩 you're going to make my heart yearn for love I just know it jdjsj

Oh and Im glad seeing treasure was so fun!! I'm sure it was heartbreaking to see only 10 of them up there :(( I'm just glad they were still glowing and full of energy for you 🥰 I hope your sunburn is doing better by the way!! I'm sure it is by now since it's been a while since you responded, but I hope it wasn't too painful for the first few days! I haven't gotten a sunburn in ages thankfully but all that does is attest to me never going outside LOL what songs did they perform?? Do you have any pictures?? I'd love to see them 🤩

Sending you lots of love!! Here's a Stalin pic for you hehe he crawled into my banana flavored candle (we call it the banandle) and did a "banana split" LOL he smelled like banana after I took him out lol he's so silly~ love you!

okay tumblr. pls dont delete my reply to my bestie's ask this time. there i'm manifesting that it won't be deleted >:O i was so mad it has taken me days to come back and reply T-T

but even though i was a bit busy packing during my last week, i still had a lot of fun and squeezed a few things in ! also,,,, the universe just aligned and i ended up getting accepted for kard's comeback showcase, which was 3 days before my flight,, and again by luck i was front row! kard are actually my ults and finally meeting them after 6 years and their 2 year hiatus meant to world to me T-T and then each member gave a polaroid away to someone in the crowd and i received Jseph's T--T so insane..

but layovers are confusing and the worst ㅎㅁㅎ that's why i feel so lucky we found a flight without one! so even if it was long and rough, we at least were not so confused <3

waHHH you're learning korean?! i'm so proud T-T learning a language takes a lot, especially when the country you live in doesn't speak it, and i'm especially touched that kingdom have become a motivation for you to learn this new language :")

ah! rather than learning any big cool phrases, i found learning smaller things like how to greet a restaurant owner or store worker goodbye cool. ah but!! i find it interesting that to ask if someone has eaten, you say have you eaten rice? (밥을 먹었어요?) rather than have you eaten food? (음식을 먹었어요?) because rice is such an important part of the korean diet that rice is the equivalent of food and vice versa :D

p.s. Kelsey 씨도 멋있어용~

omg the smau :(( i wanna say thank you for always commenting on it even though it's so messy and slow aH i appreciate you saying you like the slow though!! now that Changmin has finally been introduced officially, i wonder what you'll think :O

seeing treasure as 10 was so good definitely!!!! even though Mashidam were gone, the rest of them did so well <33 and you're so sweet ahh the sunburn healed quickly !

(i figured out why tumblr deleted my reply to your ask--the treasure festival photos didn't save to the ask properly and it ruined everything T-T so imma just direct message them to you hehe)

STALIN IS SO CUTE AND TINY IN THAT CANDLE I COULD CRY!! also omg i love banana scent/flavouring 🥺 so i just know i would live the banandle (i love the name) as much as Stalin hehe,,

i love you and Stalin so much and hope you have a good weekend!! ♡

[idv-ask-azrael]

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[AH SHIT SO MANY!!! this is gonna be a long one~]

@ask-victor-grantzcampbell for having a hella cute artstyle and a hella cute muse

@seer-is-here cuz “she doesn’t know” but you actually get nostalgia bonus as well cuz I have been silently stalking her blog for more than a year now and she’s a sweetheart

@ask-aesop all the shenanigans and rps were/are so much fun!!! Also I really like your artstyle~

@ask-wu-chang again, rps are funny af and I love mama Xie! Also a pat pat for the smol mun

@askidv-the-seamstress CUZ I DIED WITH EVERY DAMN POST OF ROMANTIC AURIE CAN YOU NOT KILL MY HEART LIKE THAT. Also a pat pat for the mun~

@ask-human-hastur again: NOSTALGIA BONUS!! Also we had some really funny rps~ It’s kind of sad we don’t talk as much anymore.... GOTTA CHANGE THAT!

@snipersiniora for all the fun talk and asks~

@askdancer-identityv MOAR NOSTALGIA BONUS!! Also I love her art and her humour

@askthephotographer for calling out my boi and thus creating one of the best inside jokes in my life

@ask-the-idvsquad CEZ MY BOI, MY SON!!!

@ask-cynical-green-friends cuz her posts make me laugh

@ask-the-idv-astronomer NEOMA IS BABY AND SO IS HER MUN

@idv-ask-intertwined-fates stop changing your blog name so much it is hard to find you hehehehehe... thanks for the cupcakes~ sorry for the bad joke but I had to also thanks for being such a supportive co-admin

@idv-askjacktheripper BIG FAT NOSTALGIA BONUS!! Also a big senpai I liked your Jack so much and I kind of fear I have been a little annoying in my early blog days

@ask-forward just the memes, fun and occasional duplo tiddies

@askhellember really awesome art, nice mun, we haven’t talked much but i get mum friend vibes~

@ask-smileyface-idv another nostalgia bonus xD ik I will laugh whenever they post

@stitchedstatic besides being an awesome person they can do epic rps

@ask-mini-hastur TAKE MY HUGS

@askmindseye for the T-pose around Christmas and the good posts for the rest of the year

@idv-askclaudedesaulnier can i just shower you in love? and Claude, too?

@ask-bloody-queen MARTHA NO!!! WHAT ABOUT ALL THE MEMES? THE AWESOME CONTENT? WHY WERE YOU GNOMED???????

@wuchangheibai Aesthetics. Just pure. Aesthetics. The good stuff.

@nata-mata SENPAI!!! HOW. IS. YOUR. ART. SO. PERFECT?!

@ask-darkcake-helena It’s dark cake Helena. What do you want more in life? And there is amazing art as well. And a nice mun. What more is there?

@askexorcistaesop idk if you are still alive but your art is awesome!

@dreamers-dust did you think you would get out of here without a tag?? HUH??? I WILL BURRY YOU IN MY LOVE AND YOU CAN RUN FROM ME also Azzy is still waiting for his shirts

@ask-the-best-mechanic the name says it all. She also got nostalgia bonus

@ask-identityv-cowboy is there an end to nostalgia bonus? no. here have some! Also thanks for all the good and funny content you have been supplying me with for more than a year now

@ask-thepuppeteer-idv I will adopt Sabrina and I won’t take no for an answer.

@idv-ask-thebastard EMS COME HERE OR I WILL THROW AZZYS LEGS AT YOU I WILL SMOTHER YOU IN LOVE

@askgardeneremma idk if you are still alive but CUTE AF EMMA AND MUN PLS COME BACK

@totally-correct-idv all those funny “quotes” I AM DYING OF LAUGHTER

@ask-magnetboi-nortnort YOU MAY BE ON HIATUS BUT YOU CANT ESCAPE ME jk I really appreciate your blog and I am looking forward to the continuation of our rp (that sounded stiffer than expected but my english is not good enough to express it better)

@ask-lucky we haven’t talked much so I can’t really go into detail but know that do more than just appreciate your presence ik i talk weirdly please forgive me

@ that coffin anon and I hope they read this I really had a great time!!

[fmdhyejuarchive]

you’re all probably dead tired of me and my ooc posts and don’t even care, but i just wanted to explain the abrupt hiatus !! if you don’t want to read about my hiatus & my plan with my muses, you can just have the short version and like this post to plot with me!!!

so after the event ended, i felt sort of empty and lost all the muse i had for my girls which is why i decided on a sort of abrupt hiatus. it was to the point where i was kind of ready to drop suji, but i love my baby girl too much and decided against it. i just didn’t want to force write a bunch of replies because that’s not fair to anybody who was interacting with me : ( so during about this week and a half, i thought about the direction i’d like my muses to go and how i would like some more deep connections with other muses!!! so basically, i’m just gonna jot down what i’ve been thinking regarding my muses while i was gone!

yujin 

she’s emotionally and mentally in a much better place because bomb bomb did better than their previous releases! she still isn’t fully confident that she’ll ever be able to face her parents and tell them that she’s a successful star, but it was enough to relieve her of a lot of stress

the hawaii trip also helped her out a lot, and i’m just going to hc that hanging out with all her friends in the warm weather just allowed her to feel free

oh her hair is back to black now btw. i’m sorry red hair!yujin enthusiasts, but her scalp was starting to hurt

michuri has ended, but the viral moment has helped her gain some confidence as well, and she’s a lot more open to trying new things now!! variety shows, maybe even acting, etc. 

plot-wise: she’s open for anybody who needs comforting basically. but i think it’d also be nice to have someone catch on the whole positive act she puts on when she’s like really stressed. little miss sunshine can’t always be little miss sunshine yknow : ( 

overall, she’s one of my happier muses!! yay!!

suji 

i was mostly at a lost when it came to suji. i didn’t know where i wanted her going, and all i know at the moment is that she really just wants to venture more into solo music

canon-wise, zimzalabim hasn’t come out yet, but i’m going to assume they’re starting to prepare for it and let me tell you suji DOES NOT like the song at all. like she thought rbb was bad, but this is a fucking nightmare to her (suji isn’t a fan of wild, experimental music y’all but i’m jamming to zimzalabim as i type this ooc shit up) 

anyway this sort of pushes her into wanting to pursue a solo career even more, and i was originally going to just have her release an unpromoted portal song, but with the mess that was zimzalabim, suji is most likely going to want another mini so!!! if anybody wants creative claim points for anything, feel free to hit me up because i only have one song picked out atm lmao i’m always open for discussion 

she still loves her members and fuse, but she’s kind of sick and tired of the musical direction they’re going with?? like she wants quality music, which she doesn’t think these latest release have been. like power up -> rbb -> zimzalabim is just a nightmare for suji 

plot-wise: feel free to call her out on the disinterest she’s been forming when it comes to fuse. remind her that she wouldn’t be where she is without the group anyway, and her musical taste shouldn’t drive her so far away. or on the other-hand, encourage her to go her way because she’s five years into her career anyway?? be my guest with anything. 

oh, she also has some family issues going on. her family is practically begging her to come back to london, and she sort of doesn’t want to because she doesn’t think it’ll feel like home anymore. like she’s sort of scared that she’s gotten detached too much, and so she’s putting distance between them. if anybody wants to plot regarding this feel free to hmu as well!!

hyeju

her solo portal release has been finalized by now, and she’s scared af like hand trembling scared af because she doesn’t think she’ll be able to pull it off on her own

the lipstick tour is the only thing keeping her brain focused because she loves concerts and tours and just overall not being on stage alone???

hyeju’s always been a homebody, but she’s sort of caged herself into her house so i mean if you want to show concern, go ahead. she’ll let you in the house, just don’t be too surprised at how messy it fucking is

out of my muses, she’s probably in the darkest place, so if you want an angsty plot go ahead, she’ll probably be your muse for it

other than that, i couldn’t come up with anything else for hyeju. i think right now, all she needs is a distraction so if you want to be a distraction and take her out to places or get her mind off of this solo debut, please do!! help her out a little... pls... 

[sweetestt-devottionn]

Hug Me

AN: This was inspired by a fic that i read before hope u enjoy it! sorry for any grammar mistakes english isn’t my first language, i’m open to criticism tho:)

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It seems like yesterday I was happy with nothing. Today, I make a wish to the moon. I told her if I can see you once again, I'll do one last dance with you to this song.

To remember you forever,

Just one last dance...

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Have you ever heard the word 'breathless'?

It has different meaning of its own if you put it in different use. One could describe the meaning of extreme surprise where you just froze in your spot, mouth hung agape as you look at the most precious thing in you possession in awe.

It truly was a wonderful description to appreciate such blessings.

Yet, in another meaning, one that you make sense of literally, has such a different effect, with a stark contrast between light and darkness, akin of a nightmare in the middle of a day dream.

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Breathless

[breth-lis]

1. without breath or breathing with difficulty; gasping; panting:

2. dead; lifeless.

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Everything happened so fast. One moment she was just standing there in her comfy clothes, casually washing the dishes then the next moment. She saw her lying on the floor as the plate she was holding dropped and shattered against the hard wood floor. It might be just at the spur of the moment, where she exists and everything fell apart. She was rooted to the spot, head staying on the same spot her love used to stand just moments ago. Slowly, but surely everything came rushing back, like a river current overcoming any hindrance. Her hands were shaking when she finally got control of her body.

"LISA!" She screamed then, heart gripped with the panic brewing inside her at seeing her lover so frail, surrounded with the broken glass scattered around her body. She was shaken with pity that at such a tragic misery her love was still attention's sweet centre. Painted was the tragically beautiful story of their journey, started with her world brushed with dark muddy colours.

“oh mygod ohmygod,”

Jisoo swore she never ran so fast in her life.

In the blink of an eye, she was holding her lover's head on her lap as her fingers fumbled with her phone, the trembling digits struggling to call 9-1-1.

"I need your help please... She fainted....I-" That was the last thing Lisa heard as the black spots on her vision finally swallowed her whole. When the last sigh left her lips, her body became slack.

And that,

was the night everything changed.

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The trip to the hospital was not one on her favourite list of trips but, at seeing her lover sudden decline of health, she wondered just how long it would take for the ambulance to reach the hospital. She sighed over and over again as she held Lisa’s hand close and kissed each of her knuckles.

She choked back a sob as her eyes welled with tears and the state Lisa was in. Oxygen mask covered her face, and somehow in the span of minutes she had only just noticed how pale and gaunt her love actually is, a drastic difference to her usually fair and healthy body. She cursed herself, hating the fact that she had failed to see the symptoms that might have had explained the ongoing situation.

“I’m sorry baby, I should have looked after you better and stayed home more, fuck I’m- I’m fucking sorry I shouldn’t have I-,” Her speech was cut off due to the sob threatening to burst out.

“pl-please just wake u-up please…”

It may seem unusual for those close to her but,

She prayed that night.

To whatever gods there are out there, she just hoped they’d listened.

When the sound of cars honking filled her hearing and the pounding of her heart reverberated throughout her body, she closed her lids tightly. Lips mouthing an inaudible prayer as tears welled in her eyes. She held her lover's hand a little tighter, yet somehow, she still refused to cry.

‘Me and my pride’ she muses.

She refrained herself to believe anything but her lover being okay again.

She had to be okay..

She just had to...

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The short trip to the hospital turned out to be a long one. The seconds and the minutes turned into hours as she waited outside the ER. She paced back and forth for she knew that there was something wrong, though she refused to believe it. Realising she might have to tell Chaeyoung, she steeled herself against the obvious thunderstorm and pressed call.

It doesn’t take long for the said best friend/ sister to pick up, and for some reason she felt guilty, like it was somehow her fault when the first hello filtered through the phone.

“Jisoo unnie? Are you there?”

“Umm… Chaeng, I-I’m so fucking sorry, I don’t know what just happened I-“

“Unnie? Please calm down, what happened? Is Lisa okay?”

“She-“

“She’s just been admitted to the hospital, Chaeyoung-ah…”

“WHAT?! JENNIE WE NEED TO GO NOW!”

“Chaeng- I..” She tried to say when the phone beeps, indicating the end of the call.

They came 15 minutes after she hang up their call, appearance so dishevelled some might think they’re some kind of a hobo.

“Is she okay?” Jennie asked as Chaeyoung was currently feeling too wrecked to even function.

“I- I don’t know , Jen.. One minute she was standing and the next she was suddenly on the floor unconscious.” She explained as her hands swung wildly in her manic.

Jennie said nothing but pulled Jisoo into a tight hug in which she immediately melt into, followed by Chaeyoung as the three of them relied on each other for the comfort they badly needed at the moment.

Their million questions were finally answered another hour later. In midst of her mini panic, the doctor handling Lisa's case came out of the room and approached her jittery self.

"I'm sorry...”

That was all Jisoo needed to hear to know that, she was not okay, her lover never was. She knew, Lisa knew that she didn't have much time left and yet, she still smiled and act that bubbly personality of hers. Always unyielding, always without flaw, not even once.

A gasp was heard, yet she couldn’t care less.

Jisoo pondered, just when did Lisa became such a good liar?

"I hate you so much..." She sobbed as her back slid against the white hospital wall. Its horror and constant dullness that painted her peripheral stayed unflinching. Leaving her, to fend for herself after the heart wrenching news that might just destroyed every good thing she had left in her life.

‘such a tragic life of a dreamer’’Such a pity’

I wonder Lisa,

I do wonder...

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Jisoo spent a restless night back at home. She laid on her side of the bed and took in the unusual coldness of her own personal sanctuary. Her stare resided on the empty right side of her bed. The golden sparks in her eyes had faded hours ago, only the remnants of it stayed. It had turned tedious brown in its departure.

She breathed deep, trying to remember her scent. Truth to be told, it had been hard for her to leave her love alone on the hospital bed, but she was not one to defy doctor's order. Though she really gave the nurses a run for their money when they need to forcefully dragged her away from her lover's limp body.

She decided then, she should have fought against their grasps harder, for Lisa was worth every struggle.

Every. Single. One.

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Days passed in a blur after the news. It was broadcasted on their social media accounts that they will be taking a long hiatus with the reasons unknown. It sure did cause an uproar in their fandom with their seemingly abrupt disappearance but in the end they couldn’t do anything but to accept their idols’ decision.

Realising the ticking time that was eating away her love’s life, Jisoo brought her everywhere her heart wished for. Her heart clenched every time she saw Lisa's face light up when she brought her to places she had never been before, knowing any moment now could be her last.

She smiled bitterly at that. Her time was limited and she was fucking desperate for any kind of miracle. She prayed every night, for something, anything, to happen.

Because she would give it all just for her to be okay again. That way, they would be able to do the future they had planned out together. In their future, they would be living in a 2 storey mansion with Dalgomie, Leo, Luca and 4 kids running around the house. They would grow old together, wasting their time watching the sunset every evening with a warm cup of tea.

Fate always said otherwise, because the one time she actually found someone who loved her for her. They took her away from Jisoo.

Even sometimes, love was not enough...

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It was another cold evening on the midst of December. The couple was snuggling on the couch just enjoying each other's warmth. Jennie and Chaeyoung were out, buying food for their dinner. No words were spoken, though the comfortable silence of the empty dorm was broken when Lisa called out to Jisoo.

"Jisoo?" Lisa asked quietly, head laying slack against Jisoo's chest.

"Hmm?" She responded, hand moving to stroke Lisa's hair gently.

"Can we sing right now?"

Her hand stilled from her movement as she looked down at her. Usually, Jisoo would have laughed at the random request but the look on Lisa's face, left her stunned. Absentmindedly, Jisoo started to sing one of her favourite song, Long Live.

It really was ironic.

"I said remember this moment

In the back of my mind...” She started, voice wavering a bit.

She was shaken out of her reverie when Lisa suddenly sat up and started pulling at her hands, urging her to stand with her.

“The time we stood with our shaking hands

The crowds in stands went wild

We were the kings and the queens

And they read off our names

The night you danced like you knew our lives

Would never be the same ..."

At this point, they were both dancing around in their apartment, not caring about what would happen in the future. Live in the now they said.

“You held your head like a hero...”

Lisa sang, voice sounding off key but none of them care anyways. She crossed her arms and posed as superman pretending to be showing her ‘spectacular biceps’ that had become bony and last muscular over the past few months. She nodded her head at Jisoo cueing at her to sing the next lines.

"On a history book page

It was the end of a decade

But the start of an age..."

Jisoo stayed quiet and instead, she only looked at her funnily. Lisa had no choice but to continue singing with a grumpy voice.

"Come on CHICHU!! I SAID ONE, TWO, THREE... SING WITH ME!!" She held out her hand between them as if to share the microphone for the both of them.

"Long live the walls we crashed through

All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you

I was screaming, "Long live all the magic we made"

And bring on all the pretenders

One day we will be remembered...”

This time Jisoo did join the fun, screaming with her lover as they belted out the lyrics. They might just sound like dying whale and the neighbours would surely filled out a noise complaint but seriously, they could careless right now. No headlines, no media, no worries. Just Jisoo and Lisa singing off key in their penthouse apartment.

"I said remember this feeling

I passed the pictures around

Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines

Wishing for right now..."

Lisa continued as she looked at Jisoo and pulled on a funny face, successfully bringing a long overdue smile on her girlfriend's face.

"We are the kings and the queens

You traded your baseball cap for a crown..."

Jisoo gestured to Lisa's head as if to put on an imaginary crown on her. Lisa smiled at the gesture and did an over exaggerated curtsy before standing up straight to urged Jisoo to keep singing as she swayed from left to right, doing some weird dancing of her own.

"When they gave us our trophies

And we held them up for our town

And the cynics were outraged

Screaming, "This is absurd"

'Cause for a moment a band of thieves in ripped up jeans got to rule the world..."

Jisoo belted the lyrics as she knelt on the floor like a rock star. Lisa was having the time of her life as she rolled down on the floor laughing her ass off.

"Love live the wall we crashed through

All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you

I was screaming, "Long live all the magic we made"

And bring on all the pretenders..." Jisoo sang loudly.

I'm not afraid," Lisa continued with a big grin on her face.

"Long live all the mountains we move

I had the time of my life

Fighting dragons with you

I was screaming, "Long live the look on your face"

And bring on all the pretenders

One day we will be remembered

Hold on to spinning around

Confetti falls to the ground

May these memories break our fall..."

Jisoo actually sang beautifully this time, giving it her all as she pour her heart for their impromptu Lichu-karaoke session. As she opened her mouth to sing the next stanza, Lisa had already beaten her to it.

"Will you take a moment,

promise me this...

That you'll stand by me forever

But if God forbid fate should step in,

And force us into a goodbye..."

Lisa sang the lines softly to Jisoo as she put her hand over her heart as tears welled in her eyes.

"If you have children someday

When they point to the pictures,

Please tell them my name..."

Her voice cracked as she sang it, knowing the reality of it all. Jisoo rushed to comfort her but one hand motion from Lisa and another plea of "I'm okay," left her with no choice but to continue the song.

"Tell them how the crowds went wild

Tell them how I hope they shine

Long live the walls we crashed through

I had the time of my life, with you...”

Jisoo presented Lisa with a teary smile as she pointed her fingers at her. She furiously wiped her tears away, and when she belted the next line, she was determined to end this in a good note.

All smiles no frowns.

"Long, long live the walls we crashed through

All the kingdom lights shined just for me and you

And I was screaming, "long live all the magic we made"

And bring on all the pretenders

I'm not afraid..." She sang as she put on a brave face and a salute at Lisa, getting a smile out in return. Jisoo gave her a signal and they sang the last lines together.

"Singing long live all the mountains we moved

I had the time of my life

Fighting dragons with you

And long, long live the look on your face

And bring on all the pretenders

One day, we will be remembered..."

They finished the song quickly and enveloped each other in a tight embrace, tears still streaming down their faces.

"Long live us...” Jisoo whispered against her head.

"Long live you...” She added with a smile, before pressing a light kiss on Lisa’s forehead.

You will be remembered...

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Lisa did last longer than expected as she somehow managed to get past through her birthday and Jisoo's. Though another incident might have barraged their way at her.

On the morning after Jisoo's birthday, Lisa had stupidly fell off her bed. But that, was not the problem. It was the excruciating pain that followed after that. She swore she had never screamed so loud in her life.

Hearing her screams, Jisoo bolted upstairs towards their shared bedroom. Fingers fumbling with her phone ready to call 9-1-1.

This was giving her a sense of déjà vu. Added with the fact that in dire times like this, Jennie and Chaeng always seemed to be away at an important meeting with their management, leaving Jisoo alone to deal with a crying Lisa.

Seeing her Lisa laying helplessly on the floor, screaming her head off, Jisoo panic level accelerate to 100 real quick. She knelt down beside the whimpering girl and wafted her hand through her hair, while whispering sweet nothings to soothe her pain.

"You're gonna be okay, baby.."

You will,

You have to...

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"She fell the wrong way, Chaeyoung. I've said this to you a million times. Why won't you believe me?" Jisoo hissed at Chaeyoung as they walked down the hospital halls to Lisa's room. She was being prepped for immediate surgery because apparently her stupid fall could possibly cause paralysis. Stupid bed and stupid floor, she had said.

"Wow unnie , Okay I believe you, but seriously you need to chill. You're basically on fire right now.." Chaeyoung tread carefully, afraid to get Jisoo madder than she already was.

"You're dealing with this better than I ever was Chaeng. How are you okay with her dying?" She ranted, frustrated.

"I'm not, and I never will be okay with her dying, so don't even try to say that. But, do you know what makes me strong unnie? It was her wish. She personally told me that she wanted her last days to be full of smiles, not tears; not frowns. So I tried, I really tried my best every day to keep the smile on my face, to keep the happy thoughts on my head as if she wasn't dying. I had to respect her wish. I had to, unnie..." Chaeyoung confessed as she blinked rapidly to avoid the tears from falling, knowing Lisa would caught up with her act once she saw a faint tear marks on her face.

"I'm sorry Chaeyoung-ah, I-I didn't know,"

"It's okay unnie, please just trust me on this. You need to respect her wish too okay?"

"All smiles?"

"All smiles."

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It had not been great.

Lisa was paralysed from the waist down. But she had not reacted poorly. She had taken a moment of silence after the news, both her lover and best friends looking at her expectantly, gauging her reaction. What happened next was not expected by the both of them.

With a defeated sigh, Lisa had looked back up towards the doctor and asked a simple question.

"Can I go back home now?"

The meaning behind her words were clear, she didn't want to talk about it and it was to be expected. Yet, that split moment when she looked at Jisoo at the word 'home', really messed with Chaeyoung's emotion. She had lived, knowing that her best friend and sister had found her home. A place for her to belong, yet, it was wretched from her grasp just after she found it.

Home…

Lost.

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Today was the day the two brotp? finally get to hang out. Though, Jennie realised she should have done this sooner. She had immediately became fast friends with Lisa after their first meeting with each other during their trainee days. She had said, the only reason they got along so well was because their ‘stupid aegyo tendencies and annoyingly cute gummy smiles ’ cheers to Jennie for that. She knew her gummy smiles are valuable winning weapon. So to speak, with their fast growing friendship and what not, this news had truly affected Jennie deeply.

They were strolling around the central park, not a lot of people were in sight which was a plus to the both of them.

"Jennie, if you didn't stop thinking, smoke might came out of your head any time now," Lisa suddenly said, causing her to pause in her movement.

"Shut it Manoban, or do I have to hit you to do so?" Jennie clapped back at her best friend who now appeared offended. She put a dramatic hand over her chest and said.

"Really? You'll hit a cripple? WHERE ARE YOUR MORALS?"

"Where yours are?" Jennie sassed.

"Shit, let me call Satan. He has them. Along with my list of fucks I do not give."

"Oh please, SOMEONE PLEASE GET THIS GIRL SHE'S ANNOYING ME," Jennie was all but shout.

"Watch it Nini or I'll tell Chaengie about your behaviour."

"You are such a tattle-teller, you b*tch. You disgust me," Jennie said in her best Kim-Kardashian-accent as she flipped her hair to get her point across.

"My energy should not be wasted talking to you, move along please I need to get my ice cream," Lisa commanded from her wheelchair bossily.

"You're lucky you're cute or else I would've left you somewhere," Jennie complained as she grudgingly started to push the wheelchair to the ice cream shop.

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Miracles do happen, sadly it didn't always last.

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Lisa knew her time was coming, knowing she had outlived the doctor's predictions; this was bound to happen anytime soon. It was a little after the New Year. She was being woken up, with severe chest pains. She screamed which immediately woke Jisoo up.

"Lisa baby, what's wrong?" She asked soothingly, trying to keep the panic from her voice.

Jisoo didn't get an answer from Lisa except for her occasional whimpers which caused her to curl further into herself, hoping to make the pain stop.

She knew her time was coming,

But she sure as heck was not ready for it.

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Lisa was hooked to a ventilator that night, her lungs had failed her and she didn't expect any less. Seeing her lover so fragile against the hospital bed, Jisoo made a beeline to the chair beside the bed and held her sleeping hand tightly.

She leaned her head closer to the bed and rests it at the edge of the pillow. It might have been an uncomfortable position but she wanted to, she need, to remember her.

I don't want to forget...

Right before she continued her restless slumber, Jisoo hummed sotto voce. She sang a song very dear to her as a prayer, and God, she did hope Lisa would listen close in her slumber.

“Please stay by my side,

Please stay with me..

Please don't let go of me, the one who's holding your hand...

I love you,

I love you...

In the long silence, a sound comes, screaming

From my foolish and weak heart..."

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The goodbye was the hardest.

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Lisa was looking at Jisoo as best as she could through her half lidded eyes. She could she the hudled figures of her best friends standing on the other side of her hospital bed. God, she was so tired, and she had long accepted her fate. She stared at Jisoo with any adoration she could muster and smiled weakly.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" She suddenly said, breaking Jisoo out of her trance.

"I want to remember you."

"Don't do this to yourself baby, please"

"I- I can't Lice, please I can't forget you. I don't want you to go. I LOVE YOU! Why is that not enough?" She sobbed as she desperately cling to her hospital gown to discard any possible distance between the two of them.

"It doesn't matter if I'm not physically beside you, unnie. Please don't cry, love, I'll look after you from the sky. You won't forget me because I'm here with you. I stayed in your heart. I'll visit you in your dreams, there you can relinquish all your joys and sorrows to me. You'll remember me, just like the way my heart will call out to you in the after life..."

"I love you, Lice. I'd give it all just for one more day with you..."

"Don't dwell- on your sadness please, all smiles, okay?" Lisa had to stop in between words to catch her breath as her lungs started failing on her.

“Unnie, if it is time for me to go, can you take care of Jisoo unnie for me?”

Lisa never said it to anyone  in particular neither Jennie or Chaeyoung, but the message was clear. They responded with a tight squeeze on her arm and a teary smile.

Their last moments together were spent with Jisoo brushing the remnants of Lisa hazel brown hair, as they enjoyed the silence that sang lullabies for those in passing. It wasn’t long when the silence was broken by none other than Lisa.

"Can I get one last kiss before I go to sleep, Chu?"

“Anything for you love,” Jisoo smiled a bittersweet smile through her red eyes and puffy cheeks before leaning in as they lips met in passion.

So desperately, trying to make it a kiss, one could remember forever.

"Sing for me please, Chichu…" Lisa whispered her last wish. She moved her body a little bit as she sagged against the hospital bed, eyes fluttering close.

"Hallelujah,

You were an angel in the shape of my love

When I fell down you'll be there holding me up

Spread your wings as you go...

And when God takes you back,

He'll say, "Hallelujah, you're home."

Jisoo wait until her breathing became no more, before she stopped. With one last cold kiss to the lips, Jisoo muttered her prayer against her skin.

"In peace may you leave the shore;

In love may you find the next.

Safe passage on your travel," Jisoo finished and wipe her tears away. She leaned her face closer to Lisa's and mumbled against her lips.

"May we meet again, Lisa..."

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It was nothing special, another day, another time, another dawn. They recalled that time when a young Lisa Manoban swore that when she died she would do it in such honour, with lots of people crying for her.

They had laughed it off then, saying that she wasn’t even close to a hero or a president. It was a stupid dream to begin with.

Lalisa Manoban didn’t die in such great honour, she didn’t die with the sound of trumpet and manmade tears marring people’s face as they pretend to show empathy to the fallen grace.

She died, on a normal Wednesday afternoon, with 3 of the brightest stars in her life, and I guessed for her,

It was more than enough.

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"One last kiss to a cold lips, to seal the prayer."

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[fmdxsujiarchive]

muse updates!! i know this trended like a month ago, but i thought it was brilliant then but never got around to it, so i’m doing it now. just an update on my three children, and things i have planned for them!! there are some plot ideas beneath, so if you’re interested please do hit me up!

yujin:

is super nervous about the element comeback because she realizes that it’s time for them to gather some domestic attention. while she appreciates all the love their international fans give them, she really doesn’t want to go on another world tour with just like five new songs.

her brand ambassador deal with banila co. is now officially over, and she’s become more interested in the beauty/fashion area, so i’ll probably have her venture towards that side a little more with point claims!

i also plan on having her release a promoted single, but that won’t be until the later half of the year! 

overall, she’s pretty content, as always, but if this new comeback doesn’t do too well, i see her falling into a minor slump where she starts doubting her path as an idol. like she trained six years, and she’s having a sort of “for what?” moment

( plot idea!! ) this also means she’s in a pretty vulnerable place so if your muse wants to play with her heart and then leave her broken, this is the perfect timing!! aka i want yujin to angst a little so if you want an angsty/your-muse-is-a-jerk plot, hmu!

suji:

after the success of her mini album (yes, she’ll call it a success because it actually charted!!), she’s a lot more interested in pursuing more solo music

( plot idea!! ) she’s more of a lyricist rather than a composer, so she might try to seek out some composing friends and get more help because as of now, all she knows how to do is string chords together on a guitar or piano and call it a day. the mechanics behind composition is fascinating so if your muse is a composer, feel free to hmu to plot! she would really appreciate the help 

another minor plot idea, i guess? but i plan on having suji release sejeong’s flower road around september, and while she may write the lyrics, i would like it if somebody else produced it? because in real life, zico produced the song, and i think it’d be nice if that happened in famed-verse as well! so if you would like your muse to produce the song, message me!

overall, she’s very musically focused and wants to try more as a soloist, yet she’s also afraid that people may think she’s losing interest in fuse which is false!! she still puts her group first, but if you’re a fuse member and want to plot a possible fall-out because your muse assumes that suji is leaving them behind, hmu pls !! 

or even if your muse isn't a fuse member, but you think suji is becoming too solo-centered, they can argue about that as well lmao

hyeju: 

while she doesn’t appear so, she’s a little worried for lipstick’s future. they’ve obviously already hit their peak and are slowly on a decline, and she definitely finds that to be a definite thing in this industry. however, she doesn’t know what she wants to do with her future. 

because she never dreamed of being an idol, she’s not sure what she’d do if lipstick just stopped promoting and went on an indefinite hiatus. 

she wants to try venturing into a soloist, but she’s not sure if it’d work out for her or what kind of music she’ll release (although, i, as a mun, already know what she’s going to release). 

she’s always sort of been known as a variety member, so i may have her guesting on some shows so she isn’t jobless all the time lmao 

( plot idea!! ) if anybody wants to have a semi-emotional thread/relationship going on with her, feel free to probe her about lipstick, and their future. it’d be better if your muse doubts that lipstick is going anywhere further with all the members having solo releases!! 

[heckin-good-holland-blog]

The Same Costume

Request:  Hello! I was wondering if you could make a drabble for peter parker x reader where its halloween and reader and her friends dress up as "sexy" avengers and she's dressed up as spiderman? You can do whatever relationship status with pete, whether it be crushes or girlfriend, etc.... thank you so much!

Warnings: None!!

Pairing: Female Reader x Peter Parker

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 1.6k

A/N: THIS IS SO BAD PLS DONT FIGHT ME I’ve been so busy and nothing was coming to me so I tried my best :’)

This is just kinda something to break up my mini hiatus so I’m not going to add the tags to this one !! (p.s 70 days until Halloween)

“Peter, would you stop spacing out and pay attention to me for a second?” Ned’s voice snapped Peter out of his daydream and he quickly looked up to see he best friend waving at him. Ned had been going on and on about his project for Robotics Lab so eventually Peter had just tuned him out.

“Yeah, yeah,” he said. “I am paying attention. What’s up?” Ned let out a long sigh and pointed over to the group of girls standing in the lunch line. Peter noticed almost immediately that you were one of the members of the group and averted his eyes. You looked really nice today with your hair pulled back and he felt his face begin to heat up.

“I heard that there’s going to be an awesome Halloween party at Bethany’s house tonight. Y/N is friends with her so I was thinking we could ask her to score us some invites?” Ned explained. You, Ned, and Peter had American Literature together and all got along really well. You had your other friends, of course, but you also liked to hang out with the two of them whenever you could. You had a lot of things in common with them surprisingly, and Peter felt a connection with you right away. He had developed quite the crush on you, although you were oblivious to it.

“I don’t know, Ned,” he said, pushing the thoughts out of his mind. “Parties aren’t really our thing.”

“But Y/N will be there!” he exclaimed. “We haven’t seen her outside of school in so long. Besides, it’s a costume party. You know how much I love those!”

“Fine,” Peter finally gave in, “but you have to be the one to ask her.” Ned beamed and waited until you looked in their direction before flailing his arms around to get your attention. You laughed, quickly excusing yourself to go and talk to him.

“Hey guys,” you said with a grin. “What’s going on? If you’re gonna ask to copy my English homework you’re out of luck because I didn’t do it either.” Peter’s heart rate was doubling as each moment passed, and he tried his best not to stare.

“Actually, it’s about Bethany’s party!” Ned piped up. “Are you going to be there?”

“I sure am!” you replied. “My friends and I are all coordinating our costumes, it’s gonna be fun. Are you two going? It would be so great to see you there.”

“W-we don’t have an official invite,” Peter stammered. Your smile grew even wider, making his stomach flip.

“Well then, consider this it,” you laughed. “You have to go in costume though. It’s a tradition and, as weird as it seems, you’d stick out more if you weren’t wearing something dumb.” The bell rang as you finished, cutting your conversation short. You waved goodbye to them, leaving Peter staring after you in awe. He couldn’t believe that he was actually going through with this. He could vaguely hear Ned babbling endlessly about last minute costume ideas, but he was only half listening since you were occupying all of his thoughts.

Peter had no idea how he found himself standing at the front door of some random girl’s house wearing a Luke Skywalker costume later that night, but for some reason he did. He turned to Ned, who was dressed as a very unconvincing Yoda. He was a jumble of nerves, feeling extremely self conscious, meanwhile Ned was having the time of his life. It was finally an excuse for him to whip out his Star Wars merchandise and he couldn’t have been more excited. Peter reached out and hesitantly rang the doorbell, already regretting every decision he had made thus far. His breath caught in his throat when you were the one to answer the door.

“Peter! Ned! I’m so glad you guys made it!” you exclaimed happily. Peter couldn’t help but stare, his jaw dropping. You were wearing a skin tight Spider-Man body suit with thigh-high boots, showing off every single one of your assets. Your eyes gleamed from behind your small mask and Peter noticed the slight tinge of pink on your cheeks. He suddenly realized that he had been staring shamelessly and tore his eyes away, embarrassed.

“H-hi Y/N,” he said, trying to keep things casual. “Nice costume. I uh… I didn’t know you liked Spider-Man. That’s cool, he seems like a good guy.” Ned nudged him a little, and Peter quickly stopped talking.

“Oh, yeah,” you laughed. “My idea was that my friends and I should go as the Avengers, but as you can see they took it a little differently. Technically I don’t think Spider-Man counts, but I really like him so that’s who I picked. I think it turned out pretty cute, you like it?”

“Y-yeah I think it’s… nice,” Peter squeaked. He cleared his throat, cringing at his own awkwardness. You giggled and let them inside, leading them into the kitchen. You were talking with Ned about something relating to The Force Awakens, but Peter couldn’t focus. He was totally distracted by the way you walked, the way your outfit accentuated your curves, and just generally how fantastic you looked in the Spider-Man suit. His suit. Well, something similar to it at least.

“What do you think Peter?” you asked, looking at him expectantly. He froze, not having any idea what you had been talking about. His mind went blank and he started to panic a little.

“Sorry, could you excuse me for a second?” he said breathlessly, turning and rushing past you.

“I should probably go after him,” Ned said to you as you watched him leave. “Parties aren’t really his thing. We’ll be back in a little bit.” He went off in pursuit of his friend, already knowing exactly what was going on. Peter found an unoccupied room and ducked inside, running his hands through his hair. He jumped when the door opened, but relaxed when he saw it was Ned. They stood in silence for a moment, just sort of letting him cool down.

“Peter, you have to tell her you’re Spider-Man!” Ned blurted out.

“Shh!” Peter gave him a severe look and looked around nervously. “What if somebody hears you?”

“But this is the perfect time!” he whined. “You heard her, she really likes you! Besides, you haven’t taken your eyes off of her ass since we got here. You have to make a move.”

“You’re crazy,” Peter said, although he had to admit he was considering it. Ned noticed this and his face lit up.

“I’ll tell her to meet you outside down the road in 5 minutes. Now’s your chance, Parker! Don’t blow it.” He ran out of the room, leaving Peter there with really no other options. He fumbled with his costume, pulling the suit out from his backpack that he never left home without. With the suit on he felt a lot more sure of himself and carefully climbed out the window quietly. From up on the roof he could see you walking outside, shivering a little in the cold October air. You stumbled a bit, still not used to walking in your heels. Peter smiled as he watched you go. He slowly followed, careful not to make his presence known.

“Hello?” you called, a little on edge since it had already gotten pretty dark. You tugged nervously on your costume, the tight fabric starting to chafe a little. Peter took a deep breath and built up the confidence to say something.

“Uh… hi,” he said, trying to pose in a non-creepy way as if he hadn’t been following her.

“Oh, you’re here!” you exclaimed as you whirled around but stopped dead when you saw it was Spider-Man. It wasn’t even one of those cheap costumes, it was the actual Spider-Man. You recognized all of the details of the suit, details that couldn’t be replicated. Your eyes widened and you quickly pulled the mask that you wore off.

“I-I think that’s one hell of a costume,” he said. “I’m not sure if I’d wear it, but the effort was there.”

“Sorry, is this weird for you? I mean, I bet it is. I didn’t mean for it to be offensive but I also wasn’t really expecting to see Spider-Man out here, you know? I can take it off. No, actually I can’t that would make it so much worse.” you rambled nervously. Behind his mask Peter couldn’t have been smiling any wider. Seeing you so flustered and shocked was really cute and he was loving it.

“I’m not offended at all, it’s the opposite really,” he laughed. “Why are you out here all by yourself without a jacket?”

“I’m actually waiting for someone,” you told him. “He’s great. He’s in my class and we’re friends but I want to ask him if he wants to go out- Oh wait, sorry you probably don’t care about that part. Forget I said that.” Now it was Peter’s turn to be flustered. 

“No, no it’s fine! Do you… Do you like him?”

“I mean, a little,” you admitted. “Don’t tell him, okay? Not that you would, you’re Spider-Man, but still.” Peter nodded slowly, taking a step back.

“Your secret is safe with me,” he said. “I have to go, I think I hear someone calling for help…” He looked behind his shoulder, pretending to pick up on something.

“I don’t hear anything,” you said curiously.

“No, trust me. Someone’s having a bad night, I should go help. Good luck with that Peter guy, I’m sure he’s nice. Hope things work out.” With that, he shot off into the trees leaving you there alone. You flipped your mask over in your hands, trying to ignore the fact that you had never mentioned Peter’s name to him and that Spider-Man had a very similar voice.

[writemywaytoyourheart]

Welcome to my BTS Masterlist! This is where you will be able to find all of my BTS works. I hope you enjoy them!!

-chip

Updated January 25, 2021

*Please do not copy any of my works, thank you*

*Requests are open: fluff, angst, and crack are all welcome, but no smut requests pls, they will be deleted and I won't be answering them at all. Only bc I wouldn't wanna call anyone out and be like 'no, sorry can't do it' cuz I don't want anyone to feel bad, I just don't write smut :) okay ily all*

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(OT7 Series new upload every Monday) *I'm a little behind on these I'm so sorry, hopefully I'll get them started up again soon. For now, RWILY is on a mini hiatus.*

fluff (f) angst (a) crack (c)

1. Why? (f)

2. Morning, love (f)

3. Definitely my idea (f) (c)

4. Chocopies? Check. Hugs and cuddles? Check. (f) (c)

5. Why're you still cute like that?? I hate you... (f)

6. Wow, you're beautiful... (f)

7. Y-you look like a mime! (f) (c)

fluff (f) angst (a) crack (c)

Fluff:

•On your period (f)

•Easter with you (f)

•You're self conscious about a scar (f)

• When you're sick (f)

• You take care of your mother and break down from stress (a?) (f)

• Their toddler throws a tantrum (f)

• When He's Sick (f) Maknae Hyung

• Wearing Matching Outfits (f)

• Accidentally Hurting You During A Fight (f) (a?)

• You're Moving Abroad To Study (f) (a?)

• Proposing To You At A Concert (f)

• When They're Whipped For You (f)

• You Have An Ovarian Cyst (f)

Angst:

•They see your self-harm scars (go to each member's individual list to see)

•You have a panic attack (a?) (f)

→Hyung Line

→Maknae Line

• Your Child Has An Eating Disorder (a) (f?) trigger warning

Crack:

• You ask them to kill a spider (c) (f)

• You tell them exactly what you're thinking (c) (f)

•Thanksgiving with BTS (c) (f)

•They Let You Do Their Hair/Make-up (c) (f) Hyung Line → Maknae Line

•Tik Tok Couple Pranks (c) (f)

*Please request more!*

•He sees your self-harm scars (a) (f)

•Keep Your Head Up, My Love (a?) (f)

→ Losing a family pet is never easy, but your sweet boyfriend is full of hugs and comforting words to get you through it.

*Please request more*

•He sees your self-harm scars (a) (f)

*Please request more*

•He sees your self-harm scars (a) (f)

•"Don't Give Up" (f)

→ a warm and fluffy morning with husband Yoongi as he assures you that you're doing just fine.

*please request more*

•Daisies in the Dark unfinished hiatus (a) (f)

→ Where the sun falls in love with the moon. Hoseok saves y/n's life when she tries to end it, without even knowing who she is; but will he be able to convince her to stay?

•He sees your self-harm scars (a) (f)

*please request more*

•First Date (f) (oneshot)

→Jimin has finally worked up the courage to ask you on a date, now he just hopes everything goes according to plan.

•He sees your self-harm scars (a) (f)

• My Precious Girl (f) (oneshot)

→ you and your husband Jimin are going on a date for the first time in a while! It's probably best if you don't play competitively on things meant for children though...

*Please request more*

•He sees your self-harm scars (a) (f)

• Forever (a) (oneshot)

→ Nobody said that it would last forever...

•Warm Kisses (f)

→You and your fiance watch the stars while you keep each other warm ❤️

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• When I See You Again (a) (oneshot)

→ Jungkook and you were happy, that's what he thought. But when you do something you can never take back he finds himself reeling, completely lost and desperate for a chance to at least say goodbye. So many things left undone. So many things left unsaid.

•He sees your self-harm scars (a) (f) (reaction)

•"Happy Birthday Baby" (f) (oneshot)

→ It's Jungkook's birthday, and you and the kids have a few surprises planned just for daddy.

•Onsra (a) (f) fic

→ vampire!Jungkook...

He will most definitely be the death of you.

Jeon. Freaking. Jungkook.

•Bath Time 🤗💗 (f) (oneshot)

→ You finally have a nice big bath to relax in and Jungkook has just bought you some new bubbles for it! Could it get any better? It definitely can.

•Your Beautiful Mind (f) (a?) (oneshot)

→ Not even the most loved people always believe they actually deserve it. "I fell in love with your beautiful heart, and your beautiful mind."

•Aim For The Heart (a)(f)(E2L)

→hitman!jungkook x target!f reader...

All he has to do, is pull the trigger...

•Bedeviled (a) (romance) (E2L)

->demon!jungkook x female reader...

Desperation will lead to many things, but making deals with the devil is a tricky business; one you might not have realized could end in something much more painful than death itself if you make a single mistake.

•Home for the Holidays (f)

*please request more*