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"But if college was free, then people would abuse that and get useless degrees" hell yeah I would! If I could go to college without debt I would make it my job to get a degree in every little thing that interested me. I'd get a doctorate in film studies. I'd have a bachelor's degree for every science I like. I'd try to learn at least 5 languages with varying results. I would learn something "useful" like coding and then follow it up with a ""useless"" degree like art history. I'd be the world record speed run holder for getting every degree possible.
But I can't afford college without going into massive debt, so instead I spent the last 5 years trying to figure out what I am passionate enough about to consider going into debt over, because unfortunately being passionate about everything is extremely expensive to pursue.
#simon says#i love learning so much and I hate the USA's college debt system#once they make that shit free I will be unstoppable#this topic sprung up because I had the idea that im very academic and annoyingly analytical that I might as well get a degree in it#because without a degree you just seem like an autistic asshole#but with a degree? then you look like a CREDIBLE autistic asshole#don't worry I will still learn but I still want that funky piece of paper to tell everyone I learnt it#also there's some things that are VERY difficult to learn#like I would love to persue this topic further but unfortunately I would need help with that#also before you say 'try taking [blank] classes instead! it's less expensive than a degree!' im broke#my only learning resource is the library sorry about that#also this is not the post to give me unwarranted financial advice#finances are one of the topics I DO NOT care about and I WILL NOT listen to a word you say
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on episode 5 of Squid Game 2 and watching Gi-hun come to the realisation of the microcosm he's fighting in real time - the pitfalls and propaganda of capitalism, the "you can build your dream if you just work harder", the desperation to succeed overcoming their desire for everyone to survive. Everyone recognises the faults, the danger, the gamble of what they're participating in - the lotto over the bread - they know some will not fare as well as others. What's more they know in order for them to win, they know more people have to die. But they still willingly participate, not because they're evil, or blind, or lack empathy - but because they think they have no other choice. They allow themselves to become complicit and justify it by saying it's for their own survival.
#squid game#squid game 2#also the son with the gambling debt hitting yes even after he promised his mum#I know it was because of the extra debt he hadn't told her about#but you could see in his movements#the shaking the sweating the shame on his face#that was perfect representation for an addict saying 'just one more time'#fUCK BRO this show has STILL GOT IT#GODDAMN#squid game spoilers#not really but to be safe
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the two biggest pieces of advice that i would express to anyone thinking about grad school are
1) do not pay for grad school. i am dead serious on this one. this was the number one thing every single professor i had in undergrad expressed to me. going to a grad school that doesn’t offer tuition remission or teaching or any type of funding so you can complete the work you need to do is not worth going into debt for don’t do it don’t do it don’t do it because—
2) besides the obvious (the degree) grad school offer you two things (ideally they offer both); training or access. by training i mean rigorous high level hands on practice honing your skills in your chosen field; by access i mean connection to people/institutions/funding to help support whatever work or research you’re doing. (i think that at least in the arts broadly speaking, it is easier to find training than it is to gain access.) i think it’s extremely important to weigh out what you’re getting out of a specific program and decide not only what is more important to you but also what opportunities a school is offering you
#this is just my experience as someone who has very recently gone through it and now teaches at a very prestigious college and still has#student loan debt from undergrad (i went to a funded phd program)#part of the reason i picked the university i did for grad school was because i wanted access#i already knew i knew how to write (and had experience teaching); i wanted to work at the major regional theatres in town and i wanted a#slightly easier time getting my foot in the door. and it paid off. a lot#if i had gone to a different program my career might look very different
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AGHHhhh I swore off Inanimate Insanity after the Cabby disrespect but then I heard they were KILLING PEOPLE IN THE FINALLE???? I want to rewatch the season before I draw anything serious but Oh my god the plot twist makes me feral
#inanimate insanity#art#digital art#fanart#ii yinyang#ii mephone4#ii paintbrush#ii cherries#ONE OF MY MAIN PROBLEMS WITH THE SERIES(other than the ableism lol) WAS HOW THE CHARACTERS NEVER AKNOWLAGED THIER LIVES OUTSIDE THE SHOW#Seriously going feral over the twist it was actually worth the wait I think#now for the horrors of trying to rewatch earlier episodes will I be able to do it without killing myself from cringe? find out soon#also I have a hard time rewatching things in general my brain just struggles to sit still for that long with things ive already experienced#Also I made the Cherries transfem bc I forgot to doublecheck their gender before drawing them and I like the design too much to change it#They need the prize money to pay the debt from their double transition
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Looking back on Milchick being expected to be grateful for those Blackface portraits of Kier as a reward for all the hard work and long hours he put in knowing that Harmony was given a bust of Kier and a platitude about seeing God in her along with what amounts to a middle manager position in the company which she was then fired from (+ a warning about never seeking credit for the work she did while the man who stole it is given nothing but credit and acclaim but of course the knowledge is for all and you're overestimating your contributions) and thinking about Milchick repeating again and again and again to himself that he needs to let go of childish things and grow up, grow up, grow, and Harmony's ten hour shifts in the factory at eight years old and Why Are You A Child Ms. Huang and she's a child "Because of when [she] was born" but that's it <- You must abandon childish things. You must Grow Up. And the fact that the Wintertide Fellowship is implied to be something you are selected for, plucked from the factory (I see Kier in you) and given the opportunity of working in an office instead of toiling away in obscurity and you should be Honored by this and this should be Enough for you and if it doesn't feel that way - if you feel unappreciated or humiliated or that malicious urge to demand ANYTHING from the Company, the Eagans, Kier, perhaps you should remind yourself of what you owe them (everything). Where you come from (nothing). Remind yourself by doing one task for hours and hours and hours, working until your hands shake in the dark. Do not go home if your mother is sick. She's only your mother because she happened to give birth to you (just as you are a child because of when you happened to be born) - Kier is your father. Lumon is your family, and we need you here. We've put you right where you belong.
#severance spoilers#jumbled thoughts oh my god this episode kicked me in the GUT#Milchick spending an entire day punishing himself for the TINY things Lumon has deemed punishable and Cobel with that fucking breathing tub#the kids are NOT alright - Ms Huang!!! Ms Huang!!!#The Company will take EEEEVERYTHING from not only you but the community you came from and DISCARD it when there's nothing more to be gained#from the exploitation and yet they'll still say you owe them EVERYTHING you owe them your LIFE and they owe you NOTHING#Seth Milchick#Harmony Cobel#Ms Huang#<- They need to start killing people NOW#You load 16 tons and what do you get??? Another day older and deeper in debt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I really need your support :,)
I know I'm a pain in the ass about this. But, please, if you can, please consider commissioning me. I have pay what you can/want commissions open too. If you need I can split the payment in up to 4 installments (or more if you need it) too. I also offer simple 2D animations. If you need a discount, we can talk about it, too. I'm open to draw pretty much anything. So, please, if you like me and/or my art, please consider commissioning me :')
I hate practically begging people to commission me, but I'm so close to paying off all of my debts, but even so the bills are super expensive and I'm scared of not being able to pay them all off this month. Commissions is all I can do (aside from sending free prints of your choice if you commission me and pay the full amount before the month ends if you fill out this form).
If you just want to support me, I accept ko-fi donations as well.
This is so important to me, guys 😭 I'm super thankful to all of you who always reblog my commission info!! I'll forever be thankful if you can commission me during this tough time I'm going through as well, and if there's anything other than art that I can do for you, talk to me and I'll do my best to make it happen if possible!
#i feel pathetic ngl#i'm SO CLOSE to paying it all off but jesus#why must living be so expensive#i know i'm still paying off the debts i made when I was out of it because of my poor mental health#but still
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Episode 1: Back to Heaven now, by accident
Bonus under the cut! (Warning tgcf spoilers but then again Why Are You Here If You Haven't Finished TGCF Yet Off With Ye)
#tgcf#tgcf art#mxtx#xie lian#ling wen#black water#Find all the lil bonus guys and u get uhhhhh#idk a gold star to your forehead#this scene is still incredibly funny reading it#especially considering the line is literally “he fucking did it again!!” when he ascends for the third time#imagine being XL tho#ascending and everyone just sighs in unision#i too would want to hop back down to earth real quick and gtfo#but no instead he gets saddled with DEBT#he is too powerful and so his ascension was too
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i keep forgetting to show you guys my “second” dol “pc” progress concept sketches that i post on twitter
#. // ♡ 🌱 art#dol#degrees of lewdity#dol pc#noel the vendor#i said ‘lets make a pc skinner flatter almost sexually repulsed and uncharismatic to contrast vani’#and unlike vani who is like ‘it eez what it eez’ when it comes to the debt stuff noel was like ‘hey i have a great idea!’ goes ‘missing’#noel’s thing is a lot more complicated than that but#i’ll save that for the finished & polished ref#since im still tossing them around in my head#i’m definitely leaning towards maybe a mix of jirai kei & lolita fashion
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that's genuinely horrifying, where i'm from student loans only have interest if you stop paying them off (when you can do at like $20 a pay check) or leave the county for more than 6 months how is america real - horrified non american
well good news everyone! our wonderful american president has just very helpfully fixed this problem for us. now no one gets loans ever again. everyone who has loans already still has to pay them back tho
#i am going to KILLLLL MYSELFFFFFF#i get around 30k a year in non-loan financial aid too btw and i am STILL 30k in debt to the government. it is so bad over here#asks
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I feel like Zoro would have way too much fun, if he got turned into a woman 😂 Like come on!
He wants booze?
Zoro: “Sanji! Can I get some booze?”
Sanji: “No!”
Zoro: “Look over here” *lifts shirt and shows his boobs*
Sanji: *handing over booze* “Please…just…cover up…!”
He wants more food?
Zoro: “Cook! Give me more!”
Sanji: “You just ate a whole plate of…”
Zoro: *shows cleavage*
Sanji: “For the love of…fuck…here” *shoves a whole plate of food in his face*
He wants a snack?
Zoro: “Cook! Snacks!?”
Sanji: “Shut it, Marimo! I’m not falling for that again!”
Zoro: *bats his eye* “Pleeeeeease! Cook-san!”
Sanji: “Shit…” *gives him all the snacks he wants*
The snacks are too sweet?
Zoro: “Can you make some salty snacks? Or better with wine filling?”
Sanji: “I’m gonna fill you with wine!”
Zoro: “Promise?” *shy smile with red cheeks*
Sanji: “You…what…? Stop that!” *stands an hour in the kitchen to make some wine-filled dark chocolate pralines*
Zoro: *casually training on deck - shirtless like always*
Sanji: *walks by, realizes it, dies of bloodloss*
Sanji: *standing at the railing, watching the sea*
Zoro: Can I join? *stands beside him*
Sanji: What do you want this time? * purposefully not looking over*
Zoro: *standing on his tiptoes and pressing a kiss to Sanji’s cheek - breast pressing to his arm* “Sorry for annoying you, Curly.”
Sanji: “It's…it’s…it’s fine! Marimo…Just fine…”
😂😂
#one piece#roronoa zoro#black leg sanji#zosan#one piece sanji#zoro would take full advantage of being a woman!#no one can convince me otherwise#He’s going to be the shyest woman ever just to get what he wants!#that’s how he gets free booze whenever he wants!#oh he’s so going to let Sanji pay his debt#Sanji and Zoro still spare but Sanji isn’t going full force - partly because he doesn’t fight women but more so#Because Zoro always gets him in a chokehold pressing Sanji’s head against his breasts and Sanji’s in heaven!
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Random HC for the seasons when giving a life/hearts didn’t require them killing you:
When Pearl gave lives in LL she would do it by cutting her hand open and shaking the others person’s. Literally giving life force to the other person. (It would not be the last time her blood stained Scott’s hands.) This wasn’t a strictly necessary way to give lives over, others did it through normal handshakes or hugs, or something less violent, but she liked the ritual of it. Never forget that even in Last Life, Pearl has always been pretty reckless.
When Pearl gifted hearts in SL, it was much less dramatic. After all, you didn’t lose anything by gifting hearts. She instead did it by either blowing a kiss or kissing someone’s forehead if they were close enough (she only did this to Bdubs in the back half of the season, when she gifted her heart to him for four sessions in a row. Etho, Gem, and Joel just got blown a kiss). This was the most common way to give over a heart in that season. Even the Heart Foundation would literally just blow a kiss in the general direction of the player they chose.
#I’m just having Pearl giving people hearts and lives thoughts because of her giving impulse the totem#and all the talk about how Scott is still in debt to her for the two lives she gave him in Last Life#you still have a one life debt dude#pearlescentmoon#last life smp#secret life SMP
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I fear I haven’t used the freedom that shifting gives me to Its full extent.
#this is about me in one of my cr variants competing in illegal robot battle (I want a enemies to lovers nerd bf)#and also about me living a double life as a music producer while still in high school (stole this plot from arrested development)#and also trump losing all his money and then having to compete in a bunch of humiliating reality show because he’s in debt#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifters#shifting blog#shifting community#waiting room#desired reality#shifting script#shiftinconsciousness#shifting diary#shiftingrealities#shifting realities#shifting#shifting memes#shifting antis dni
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my vision for DVAWTK modern AU is as follows: Baili Qingmiao comes over to Wenren È's house because he told her she's his goddaughter and she believes him completely and she needs a ride to the mall, and he’s sitting in a pool chair drinking wine in the middle of the day and watching his…subordinate? chauffeur?? bodyguard??? um, Yin Hanjiang, that guy he brings everywhere with him, do laps in the pool. both of them have absolutely no expression on their faces.
#devil venerable also wants to know#dvawtk#he still owes her a karmic debt which is why he's trying to help her get into a good university. and convincing her to dump her boyfriend
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The pitch presentation for the Final Fantasy 9 animated series leaked on reddit. I won't spoil but the designs are very cute.
I dug around after you sent me this inbox. So, it seems it's not quite 100% confirmed that the leaks are the FFIX animated pitch, it just seems the most likely, so I'm still going to maintain the possibility it may not be real.
That said, if this is, indeed, what was proposed for the (hopefully still) upcoming show, then I get why they intended it for kids. When I first heard the animated series was gonna be all-age, I was mildly puzzled; FFIX's world IS very colorful and whimsical that it would lend well to a kid's cartoon, but its subject matter and content is still broadly meant for an older, teen audience. ...But my assumption was that they were gonna adapt the original game, not make a sequel!
FFIX doesn't need a sequel, it ended wonderfully. But also, also, ALSO, it has the best premise for a sequel because it stars the children of the Best Character Ever (and serious contender for Best FF Character Ever, don't @ me):
BABIES!
LOOK AT MY NEW SONS AND DAUGHTERS WHOM I HAVE ALL JUST ADOPTED.
#final fantasy IX#Apparently the studio who is working on the animation is currently in debt???#The show has NOT be cancelled as far as I know but it may have been delayed significantly#God I hope it'll still come and these are all true#I want all the cute black mages#They're all adorable!!!#yi talks#thanks for bringing this to my attention anon
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been thinking about the orym and zeru conversation from 105 and sitting in a puddle of angsty thoughts about the uncertain future because orym saying "your son saved my life a day ago" and zeru saying "maybe you'll get the chance to return the favor" and orym saying "your son has already carved a very impressive verse in the pages of history and if my friends and i have anything to do with it he'll pen many more" and thinking ALLLLL the way back to the beginning of the campaign when dorian said "no debts between us" and how that could be taken one of two ways and remain true
something something fathers and sons and the inevitable dance of fate and pride and loss something something
#this is the fanfic author in me running wild but orym saving dorian via taking a hit for him? paying with his life to sustain dorian's?#and then smiling at him with blood in his teeth because 'we're even - no debts between us'#and maybe magic will be fine and they can revive orym but it's still a death it still counts against coming back again#and who knows maybe the matron will be gone and who knows if life and death will still bend to the whims of magic when fate has no patron#anyway these are what we call narrative red flags but this show isn't scripted sO WHO KNOWS#cr#critical role#dorym#c3e105#they make me insane in case you couldn't tell already from the everything about me
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Hi all, hope all is well.
So here's what's up: my father recently died. he was young. no one was prepared. everything fell on me. I went into massive debt for his burial, and it continues to get worse as I pay for all the things I need to do to deal with his property. Working while grieving is also hard. I'm out sick more than I should be. I would greatly appreciate it if you bought something from my Etsy, to help me get through these next few months.
Here's some of the stuff you'll find in my etsy. It's mostly prints & stickers but I have some pins & original paintings as well.




I just need a little help to get through the end of the year. Once I'm back on my feet, my next shop update will be a charity drive, I've been planning it for awhile. Right now I just need to put gas in my car. Thank you 🖤
https://www.etsy.com/shop/DropkickSlurpee
#hiiiii yall heres the promised etsy update!#still but from society6 if you want they got cool stuff but this all goes straight to me#plz share also I'm so broke :')#I have 6 dollars right now :')))#and 10k in debt :')))))
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