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THE BROTHERS ARRIVED
#yeyarants#fire emblem#feh#fire emblem heroes#fe#fire emblem engage#alcryst fire emblem#diamant fire emblem#alcryst fe#diamant fe#LETS GO#after maybe 100 orbs…#CYL is next month shit#I need to save orbs for summer ivy too#still haven’t gotten her#I will tho#ok but do I really need to summon for CYL?#maybe for male Robin#soren is the free one tho#easy choice#maybe I’ll get Robin and stop#don’t really care for gullveig or Corrin#no shade to Corrin fans#I NEED IVY#thank god Diamant came home early#I had to spark for Alcryst tho#it’s ok#I might summon for Citrinne later tho#maybe
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My BEAUTIFUL Mc Cariad in the modern day using https://meiker.io/play/13405/online.html
#Cariad Faiythe#Hogwarts legacy#Hogwarts legacy MC#slytherin#im so in love with her it isn’t funny anymore#She’s so damn pretty#Still haven’t gotten over her in game#Totally understand why half of Hogwarts was in love with her#Literal baby angel darling
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Since season 2 looks like no one will have a good time and Stolitz is getting pushed further apart, I'm choosing to believe the show is angst fanfic and your art is whats really happening with them 😭 LET THEM LOVE EACH OTHER
omg thank u sm ur so kind !!!! also SOOOO true god i can’t tell if i’m excited or terrified for the new ep <3 either way i’m losing it
here r some doodles i got of them in storage, plus a little unnamed stolitz kid i came up with in 10 sec with zero actual thought put into the design xoxo
#honestly most excited for apology tour?? can’t wait for more verosika.. need her lore so bad#still haven’t gotten the energy to draw the breakfast concept. been too *gestures vaguely to self* yknow#letterbox#thank u sm for ur kind words 😭💕 wild 2 think my art makes ppl think or feel things of any kind that’s crazyyyy#always happy to provide unrealistic stolitz fluff 🙏#unrealistic for NOW at least… in delusional enough to believe it’ll happen eventually. hopefully.. <3#stolitz#helluva boss#sketch
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cyno: it was a rough start but after overthrowing the sages together we all came to respect each other equally
alhaitham: actually i respect dehya way more than i respect the rest of you
cyno: i’m your husband
alhaitham: i said what i said
#genshin impact#genshin incorrect quotes#cytham#haino#cyhaino#alhaitham#cyno#gi dehya#i am once again thinking about alhaitham just randomly being like oh btw dehya rules#and he’s right she does#im in love with her#character of all time fr#and yet i STILL haven’t gotten her yet#offensive#anyway we should all put more dehya into cytham fics because alhaitham loves her#pushing my alhaitham dehya besties agenda#haino incorrect quotes
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it’s soooo cringe when i experience an adhd or autism symptom that everyone posts about on like pop psychology instagram or tiktok (or tumblr too let’s be honest) i’m always like nooooo… anyway rejection sensitive dysphoria has me literally unable to get up from the couch rn
#my date cancelled last minute and i’d gotten all dressed up cleaned my whole apartment washed my sheets…#still haven’t heard from her about why#i even did more homework last night than i’ve done in a single night all semester so i’d be free tonight :(((
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I miss the person I was a year ago. two years ago. more social. happier. doing more creatively.
#ya girl is just sad today#yelling into the void bc idk where else to yell#I was so much happier this time last year#even tho I have really good things in my life rn#I just think about like#April 2023 me :(#or!#fall 2020 me#she was living in constant covid anxiety sure#but she was also having the time of her life writing phinbella romance and sharing it with friends#now I haven’t updated that fic in nearly two years#and there’s friends I just don’t see much of anymore#which is no one’s fault that is just how life is#but it just aches#I just feel so sad#or 2021 me#she was posting so much art!!! literally living it up!!!!!!!#now well I mean#my newest pnf piece has gotten close to 500 likes on instagram which has never happened with my pnf art before#so that’s really cool#but I just#ugh#at least I have TTPD#I feel so disconnected from people which is the true reason I post art or fic or whatever#even tho I have lovely friends who I adore!!! they just feel far away#which isn’t anyone’s fault it’s just how life is and my own weird perception of the world#anyway#all this to say I do have a chfil chapter in the works still#maybe finishing that will heal me lmao#cadence rambles
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happy honeypre eos anniversary btw
#honeypre come backkkkk we still haven’t gotten a meoto mv select 5☆#also happy birthday hiyori lmao#though. huh. come to think of it hiyori didn’t have a proper focus event huh…#kinda odd for a main character who has been in the game since the start dontcha think~? guess she was a mob character till the very end :(#megu never got an event either but ft4 was introduced late so i can kinda excuse that#same for the other 2/3 of the jk trio#at least hiyo had her nonfan vn adaptation ig lmfaoooooo#s. still thinking about how the jk trio’s main story was better than the [redacted] anime though. damn.#just honeypre things
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Citrine doodle
#warframe#wf citrine#I love her sm it’s so much fun playing her with her gay laser death beam#I haven’t gotten dagath yet but. we’ll see. she looks pretty cool#I’m also just super behind I still need to farm like 6 primes
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🍓✨🔧
#snap redesigns!!#haven’t gotten around to redesigning all three of them yet but figured I’d give snap’s a go#really wanted to play up the transformation aspect#give her two really different modes that still sort of flow together#Snap#SweetSalt Cosmonauts#robot
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Not sure if this blog is still active BUT just wanna say I wanna brain zap every para social Its_Jawsh fan/stan. They literally can't handle any relationship that isn't picture perfect in their own definition and I literally wanna destroy them. Perfectly good bits are having to be tuned down just to not be "toxic bf" like dude, it's content, what's shown on live streams isn't an exact recreation of their personal lives. BRAIN ZAP. Please Jawsh fans chill out. Marie and Jawsh are peak, ships are good fun and all, but if they set boundaries, consider respecting them ????? KinoSMP Has strong potential to be ACTUAL Kino were it not for Brain Infested Parasocial Stans... Could just be me, but looking back at the Genshin stream VOD and those comments as well, added on top of a lot of Marie's appearances with Jawsh live.... Jawsh stan's really shouldn't be so surprised/ upset that Jawsh openly hates on them. Good Jawsh fans exist, I know they exist, it's just the "Ur Toxic bf" Parasocial ones spamming his content that make me quiet down and not mention I watch his stuff publicly. Good content creator, kinda-mid fans that slightly give me an ick. Brain Zap.
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#yes it is still active!#just haven’t gotten any asks lol#cc mentioned: jawsh#jawsh#i do not know who Maria is so sorry about not tagging her😭#confession blog#mcyt confession room
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Now ppl are reblogging the yasuke post acting like I don’t know Asians are just as racist towards black ppl as white folks *falling to my knees* (all whites and nbs in general. Most of them jump up and down for white approval, willingly accepting any crumbs they can get so-)
#I haven’t been on twitter fr but I’ve seen mostly white people bitching as always#I’m sure Japanese people are being just as racist I’m black I’m not stupid#there’s like two recent viral posts of Asians being insanely antiblack from like a day ago 😭#still I’m sticking to the topic since white ppl are the ones making uproars everytime a black person pops out#and is included in anything#them being violently racist is literally the reason why this whole thing has gotten sm attention to begin with duh#rambling#they’re the ones who cried about that girl playing Juliet before other people joined in on her harassment#they’re the ones who wanted to kill themselves over Bailey playing the little mermaid#and still DO#they’re the ones who started crying about DEI’s a month or so ago#like come on
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Finally caught up with Under the Bridge. Can I say how happy I am to have Cam finally yell at stupid Rebecca? Her annoying book-writing investigation nonsense makes me want to strangle her.
Ep 6 was a damn good episode. Dusty makes me cry. I wish somebody, anybody, gave a shit about her.
#under the bridge#I’m really curious about how the writer of the book depicted herself#if she was even a featured part of the narrative herself#and if so was she this bloody annoying?#I wonder if it was added for useful plot reasons#you still haven’t gotten me to give a shit about your book Rebecca#though the interesting thing about this show is typically she’d be framed as the main character#but I think the emphasis on this show is more evenly spread#or maybe other people see her as the protagonist and I just don’t because she isn’t at all interesting to me#she’s definitely a Piper Chapman character
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why was my therapist like YOURE NOT UGLY!! u might think a lil different ,,, but that’s ok
#i know im fucked up but i didn’t even mention that DHDHDH#at least ... maybe that means she was being genuine ...#maybe..?#but we were taking an my horrendous self image and how it is a fact#talking about *#n she did not like that HSHAJ#she like fully clasped her pearls and was & went !!!#also i did mention my suicidal thoughts finally for the first time#we still haven’t gotten to the sh#but . sort of closer#specifically the time at work i messed up the order and all i could think ab slitting my wrists w the knives i was washing#but i was like yea when i do humiliating things i pretty instantly go to ending it all#and was like oh like you should’ve been fired ?#and i had 2 correct her and be like . no i need to Kill Myself lol
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thank god chappell roan didn’t release good luck babe in summer 22!
#i unfortunately had a homoerotic female friendship that ended abruptly and tragically#she was my best friend for YEARS like we met when we were 11#i knew i was queer pretty early on but it’s so painfully obvious in hindsight how badly she was repressing everything#we fell asleep together she liked every guy i liked she was invested in every female situationship i had#like it was so painfully obvious what we were but we were just an undefined weird tension homoerotic pair of besties!#she always wanted to know every detail of my sex life w women refused to hear about the men i was w#she would hold me when we watched movies she wanted to do everything w me and she hated me after we graduated hs!#last conversation was on her birthday haven’t spoken to her once since#this song has sent me into a 3 day spiral session if you can’t tell 😭#never fully gotten over her but i see her post w her new friends at her school 6 hours away like cool cool okay#you’re going to ignore i ever existed instead of confronting your feelings okay! don’t know why she wants nothing to do w me anymore tho#crazy stuff it’s been a year and a half since we stopped being friends but i think about her a lot and i wonder if she thinks about me#i have 2 playlists about her she still follows me on spotify but she didn’t even wish me a happy birthday#at the end of the day i hope she figures everything out. you’re nothing more than his wife and all that#this song THIS SONG SHE WONT LEAVE MY MIND#probably delete later. we’ll see cause all my friends are sick of hearing me talk about her but i can’t stop she’s been in my mind since#this song dropped so thanks chappell 🥹🥹🫡
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Here *throws random and actually much more important than I realised at first OC redesign at you after two and a half years since the OG*
Meifeng, Ming-Hua’s cousin! I just randomly remembered that she exists while putting together my OC family tree and since the only art I have of her is… nearly 3 years old and mediocre at best, and Kat and I have recently spent so much time focusing on Red Lotus siblings, I thought “Hey, why not redraw her? Just because she’s a cousin and not a sister doesn’t make her any less special than Lien-Hua, Summiya, Aiza or Haya!” (On that note… Nia give someone a brother challenge. The only one that counts is Aiza and she’s only a brother half the time)
Some headcanons about her, both new and old (the old copy-pasted over and slightly edited to save everyone the second hand embarrassment of going to look at my old art), which will go under the cut because this has gotten LONG:
Old:
Older than Ming-Hua by around 10 years
Her dad is the older half-brother of Ming-Hua's mom who’s… not the most fond of their side of the family
Has never left her home in the Foggy Swamp Water Tribe
Master healer, specialises in children. Can't have any of her own because of the high pollution levels in the swamp which is why she puts all those motherly instincts into teaching and caring for kids
Got a scar on her leg while saving Ming-Hua from some wild swamp creature when the latter was a child who was absolutely convinced she could handle everything herself and never listened to anyone. Ming-Hua still insists she had everything under control that day
She tried to understand Ming-Hua's perspective on things, she really did, but ultimately tribe mentality and fear for her cousin’s safety, believing her not to be nearly as capable as she claims to be, won over
Attempted to stop Ming-Hua from running away but was, obviously, unsuccessful
Was the one consoling Nuying after Ming-Hua left
Helped Suiren learn waterbending and held genuine affection for the girl, although she ultimately refused when Suiren begged for the chance for her and Midori to escape from Haya and live with the tribe. She thought that while Suiren would most likely adjust well, Midori was simply too Gaoling to survive in a place as dark, damp and isolated as the Swamp. She regrets that decision every day since she found out Suiren became an assassin
Mourned Ming-Hua more than anyone else in the tribe when informed of her death
New:
Was the one who babysat Ming-Hua a lot when Nuying was going through one of her depressive episodes after Cadeo left, and Ming-Hua actually enjoyed spending time with her because she was a lot less overbearing and protective than her mother. Was the first person to start calling her Ming. Sometimes Ming-Ming, but Ming-Hua had a tendency to deliver a very hard kick to the shins every time she tried that
Never left Nuying’s side when she got sick in the years following Ming-Hua’s disappearance, no matter how much everyone, including her own father, told her to stay away, there’s nothing she can do to help her. In her final moments, Nuying was delirious with fever and called out for Ming-Hua. Meifeng didn’t have the heart to remind her that her daughter left so instead let her hair down, covered her own hand in water and told Nuying that she was “right here, mom. I’m right here” and stayed like that until Nuying passed
When Ming-Hua returned, Meifeng was the one to break the news to her. Later, when Ming-Hua asked how and when it happened, she couldn’t quite stop herself from snapping at her because she should have been there, Meifeng shouldn’t have had to pretend to be her so her mother could die without worrying about where her daughter was. Their relationship never really fully recovered after that fight
Still, she had met Suiren when she was little on the rare occasions when the Red Lotus passed through the Swamp and Ming-Hua chose to take her daughter to visit the tribe. She never met Midori, but she did see Ming-Hua pregnant with her once
Didn’t know about Ming-Hua’s imprisonment until an 11-year-old Suiren told her because world news don’t reach into the heart of the Swamp. She just thought they had decided to stop visiting. The news crushed her but… a part of her couldn’t help but go “you should have fucking listened to me when I told you to stay, then this wouldn’t have happened”
Her teaching Suiren waterbending involved mostly the basics of combat (she herself doesn’t know much of it since she’s a healer), plantbending and healing. Suiren reached her level of mastery and proficiency as well as figured out icebending on her own through sheer determination and spite (she’s so much like her mama 🥹🥹🥹)
Is the only one from the tribe Suiren had ever confessed to about being an assassin. That knowledge broke her heart and she spent all those years absolutely terrified that Suiren would meet Ming-Hua’s fate. When Suiren stopped visiting at one point (when she left for her mission to kill Kuvira, got injured, recovered at ATI, reunited with her parents, broke Kuvira out and started living with her, etc etc) she had assumed that it really did happen, until Suiren randomly showed up one day with Kuvira in tow (Meifeng did not approve bc of the whole spirit vine thing 😅)
Absolutely reunited with Ming-Hua at some point and it was an extremely emotional moment
Ripped Cadeo a new one when he suddenly appeared looking for his daughter after 45+ years after it became common knowledge that the RL are all alive and no longer wanted by the law
All in all… quite an interesting character that I really should do something with at some point, bc how come Ming-Hua’s family is the only one to get 0 attention in our discussions?? #justiceformeifeng2024
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#seeds of the red lotus#sotrl meifeng#she doesn’t actually appear in any of my works. let alone sotrl. but she exists in that verse#and it’s the verse in which she plays the most major role so… that’s what her tag is now#anyway#it doesn’t seem that way but she really is a very emotionally conflicting character for me#because she was in the position to get Suiren and Midori away from Haya only four years after they were left with her#which would have left them with 75% less trauma#but she didn’t. coming up with quite a bullshit excuse#yes Midori would have missed the sun and everything but the swamp is still miles better than Haya#meifeng must have seen his skittish Suiren is. how skinny. how bruised#and yet she did nothing. yet another adult whose inaction led to tragedy#ugh. imagine a UtOS-style au where she does take them in and while the biggest obstacle is the trauma#Midori does have an insanely hard time adjusting#she’d probably spend most of her time by the giant tree because the sun gets through there#and maybe one day.. she’d run into one cranky old earthbender#who takes her up as a protege for old times’ sake#(and later hooks her up with her granddaughter– WHO SAID THAT??)#and Suiren would grow up to be a swamp warrior who decides to go after Kuvira when she harvests the spirit vines#I’m a fucking genius#Kat if you’re reading this. look at what fun new branch of the multiverse my brain just spat out!! come yell about it with me!!!#but okay. that is currently besides the point. back to meifeng#you know…#‘oh my art has really stagnated I feel like I haven’t improved in years’#BITCH THIS YOU?? look at the OG version and look at this and TELL ME you haven’t improved#my self hatred may be intense but even I can admit that I’ve gotten much better at drawing. in the character design department at least
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long tag ramble below u have been warned
#ok i feel like i should say Something before i start being active again#but i dont want it to be a Statement which is why i’m putting it in the tags#(also bc i procrastinated doing this for weeks so i know this is a very stale topic by now#but i also haven’t been on tumblr literally at all so this is 100% my organic authentic opinion lmao)#so read if you gaf and ignore if you don’t#anyway: george def could’ve done more to ensure she was comfortable#and as someone who has also gotten in over my head with older men and regretted it#her hurt is valid and i’m deeply sorry she feels the way she does about that night#but with that said i see no reason to believe george Should have known how she really felt#or that he deliberately took advantage of either her youth/inexperience or her discomfort#and that’s the most important thing for me— he fucked up and misread a situation but that doesn’t make him an evil person#and i hope they can both move on and grow and heal#as for my future in the fandom: i honestly dunno how active i’ll be going forward#i was already becoming pretty disconnected so this might’ve just sped up the process? i’m tired of being put through the wringer#but i also don’t really have a fandom to replace this so i might just continue casually participating in the way i have been#either way rest assured i will never become a rabid anti. that shits embarrassing#i got HORRIBLE drolo rsd the other day when tommy’s mom needed clout and vagued him so like if nothing else. droloisms are forever#also as a last thing— this feels kinda silly and self centered to say but i will anyway#sorry for not opening up my blog as a forum for discussion again the way i did with the drituation#i know i helped a lot of people sort out their feelings and that was (and is) really really important to me#but it also tanked my mental health (mostly as a result of the fallout and not the act itself but still)#plus my life irl was pretty stressful at the time when everything was first going down#so i just didn’t feel up to putting myself through that again#but i’m sorry if anyone wanted to discuss w me but wasn’t able to#anyway. i think that’s all i have to say!#i don’t want to turn this into a capital D discussion but as always my askbox and dms are open#love you all tons! i hope you’re having a good day 🫂🫶#bella talks
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