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A sister's love
The justice league hurriedly responds to a call for backup at a little in the middle of nowhere place by the name of Amity Park.Â
The situation had seemed so simple.Â
A Star Sapphire had suddenly shown up on Earth which isnât immediately cause for concern but she was unidentified, so a lantern was definitely going to have to look into it if only just to make sure that nothing bad was going on. There are two planet side green lanterns, Simon and Jessica. So they responded to handle the potential situation.Â
Things rapidly spun out of control when they realized it wasn't just a Star Sapphire.Â
"I hate to say this but we're gonna need backup" Simon tells Cyborg, "the Star Sapphire has brought something with her. My first guess was a white martian but..." The other one can do some manner of density shifting, and he can go invisible, but they know ways around that. Whatever this one is doing isnât that though.
"Why isn't this working!?!" Comes Jessica's slightly panicked voice in the distance, "he keeps just going through my creations! dammit, think think Jess" She tried to contain him with a flamethrower construct but he just ignored it, like heâs seemingly ignoring everything else sheâs throwing at him.
"Our constructs have zero effect on the other one, the alien, meta? man I donât know heâs human shaped"Â
"What is the situation other than the two hostiles?"
"Uh we got some government agents who are retreating because of the Star Sapphire wrecking their stuff. And the civilian people here seem to be falling under her influence, so she must be human. She's from here, she needs emotional connection to pull that stuff off."
The people are furious, the violet glow around them clearly indicates that the girl is using her ring to amp them up but if Simon didnât know any better heâd say this was red lantern stuff.
Well there are more ways to whip people up into a frenzy, by hurting their loved ones for example.
There is a brief moment where it can be heard that Simon and Jessica try to get into a more advantageous position.Â
Simon grunts, "dammit, those agents seemed to have weapons that actually worked on the other guy but the Star Sapphire used her violet constructs to shield him and destroy their guns and we've been struggling since" this whole situation stinks, he has a weird feeling about all of it.
"Simon this is really really bad, i can't keep restraining all these civilians, we're running out of energy fast!"
Cyborg tries to get a visual on the situation from his position in the Watchtower while heâs notifying any league affiliated heroes who are nearby and available.Â
But all of a sudden he realizes there is just nothing, just a big lap of void where the two lanterns are supposed to be, there is no cctv footage, no cell towers, no internet connection. Just what the hell is going on here.
Then the audio transmission starts to violently crackle.
A new voice laced with static can suddenly be heard, "There you two are"
"Shit"
"Is the justice league coming yet? Are they finally going to do something?" the staticy voice continues.
"Stay back you-"
"Or maybe they still need more of a reason to act"Â
The audio cuts out.Â
"Jessica! Simon! Come in!" ... "Shit!"Â
Cyborg finally gets a clear picture with the satellite cameras and now sees the entirety of Amity Park has been covered with a crystalized violet dome. Itâs then that he remembers the story Hal told quite some time ago now about a Star Sapphire who managed to put a whole planet into love stasis.
They are gonna need more help with this one he thinks.
Meanwhile Jazz is still shakily trying to figure out how her new pink powers work, now that all the fighting is over (for now), the GIW forcefully expelled from Amity, and the two Justice league people captured and restrained.
Everything happened so fast, one moment the GIW had knocked out her brother and were forcefully taking him away and while she saw them drive off (she was pretty sure she was screaming) a pink thing just froze her in place, She was pretty sure someone said something about âgreat love in her heartâ and then she was⌠well she was flying and- and there wasnât really any time to question things then so she may have kinda gone and ripped into the van that had Danny.
Sheâs pretty sure she healed him, and then things just completely spiraled out of control from that point on. and now sheâs here.
Sheâs pretty sure this is crazy villain behavior, sheâs going to get put on some sort of watchlist and then sheâll never get to be a psychologist but itâs fine.
Her little brother is safe, thatâs all that matters. And she will keep it that way.
#dpxdc#dcxdp#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp x dc#dc x dp#dp x dc crossover#green lanterns#jazz fenton#simon baz#jessica cruz#so Jazz is a Star Sapphire#And she is using the love she has for her brother as well as the love of the Amity Park community#the people of Amity are already not happy with the Justice League so getting them to do what she wants isn't hard#atm though she doesn't really know she's doing it#and the ring is probably also influencing her#I feel like this situation would first get worse before it would get better#The GIW would try to spin this into their advantage somehow
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smoke and mirrors - chris sturniolo
chapter three
summary: your best friend Matt backs out of plans you had made together, so you replace him with his brother. the only problem is the two of you canât stand each other.
{enemies to lovers, fake dating}
includes : explicit language, fluff, smut(penetration, oral, fingering, etc.), angst if you squint, lots of bickering, slow burn
tw: slight body issues in this chapter.
wc: 3.2k
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The wedding was in a week and you found yourself out shopping with the triplets trying to find Chris a tie that would match your dress, which was just a simple, deep red, slim fitting, sleeveless dress. It was sexy and flattering, but nowhere near enough to draw attention from the bride or bridal party.
You had been shopping for a while, mostly goofing off, but now you guys had made it to Menâs Warehouse and were actually looking for what you needed. You carried around a swatch of your dress color so you could find something as close as possible, holding it up to every dark red tie you found, but nothing was to your liking just yet.
âHow about this one?â Chris asks, holding another one up, and you walk over and hold up your swatch, shaking your head. âToo bright,â you say, to which he groans.
âWeâve looked at like twenty different ties, one of these has to match,â he complains, putting the tie back.
âThe perfect match is out there, I know it is. We just have to keep looking,â you tell him, still perusing the array of options throughout the store.
Matt and Nick followed behind you guys, chit chatting with each other while you and Chris bickered over whether or not the reds matched, which they obviously didnât.
âHavenât you ever seen those pictures on the internet?â You ask Chris.
He raises an eyebrow, looking down at you. âVery descriptive, I definitely have,â he replies sarcastically.
You roll your eyes. âYou know, the ones where girls ask their boyfriend if they can tell the difference between two really similar nail polishes? Most of them canât tell the difference, but women can! So when you say that these ties are âclose enoughâ, theyâre just not. It has to be perfect, these pictures are going to be around forever, and as much as I wish you werenât in the pictures, I at least want to make sure we look good.â
âStop comparing me to a boyfriend, dude, itâs getting weird,â Chris shudders at the thought and you just shake your head, knowing that he wasnât listening to a damn thing you were saying and is just trying to rush through this store. âHow about this one?â
Chris holds up a tie for you to look at, and you hold your swatch up to it, instantly beaming up at him. âItâs perfect!â You tell him, bouncing on your toes in excitement. âSee? Donât you see how well that matches?â
He looks down at the two colors pressed together and reluctantly nods. âYeah, that looks pretty good,â he agrees.
âGreat!â You smile, grabbing the tie from his hands. âNow we buy this and weâre all done.â
Chris lets out a sigh of relief and turns to his brothers, ready to be done conversing with you for the time being. He makes eye contact with Matt who smiles at him and mouths the words âhelp meâ while pointing towards your frame that happily skipped up to the register.
Matt laughed and patted Chris on the shoulder. âYou agreed to it,â he tells him.
Back at the triplets house, youâre all crowded in Nickâs room, your dress laid out on his bed and Chrisâs suit laid right next to it. âYou put yours on first,â you tell him.
You wanted to see how you guys looked together before the actual day of the wedding, so you decided to try everything on now that you guys were both home and had corresponding outfits. You had brought your dress over earlier before you went shopping so that it was ready for you when you guys got back home.
Chris picks up his suit from the bed and walks into Nickâs bathroom, shutting the door behind him.
âHow are you handling being Chrisâs girlfriend?â Nick asks curiously, waggling his eyebrows at you.
You just laugh. âItâs not that bad, we just take pictures together every so often, but itâs just pictures. As much as I hate it I just have to remind myself that heâs giving me a date to a wedding so I donât have to hear everyone asking me why I donât have a boyfriend. A couple pictures in return for a night of silence sounds like a win to me.â
Nick and Matt chuckle, still shocked that you guys agreed to help each other in such an intimate way, considering your history.
âWhy do I have a feeling you guys are going to fall in love?â Nick teases, but you just scoff at him.
âYeah, right. Iâd rather date you,â you smirk at Nick and make a kissy face towards him, leaning in like you were going to kiss him.
Nick cringes and puts his hand in your face, pushing you away as you guys hear the door open, Chris walking out in his suit, his tie in his hand.
âI, uh, donât know how to tie this,â he says shyly, holding it out, clearly embarrassed.
You look around at his brothers and see them both looking just as clueless as Chris did. âSeriously?â You ask them.
âOur mom or dad always did it for school dances,â Matt tells you. âNever really worn a tie other than that.â
You huff and stand up off the bed, walking over to Chris, snatching the new tie out of his hands. âYou guys are helpless,â you mumble, starting to situate the tie around his neck.
ââM not helpless,â Chris says lowly, his voice slightly pouty.
âOh, of course not,â you reply, looking up at him. âYouâre just a twenty one year old boy that doesnât know how to tie a tie, or fill out forms, or make a restaurant reservationâŚâ you trail off.
âThe fuck? I made a reservation for you and Matt tomorrow,â he argues.
âTomorrow?â Matt whips his head around to look at his brother.
âYeah?â Chris responds, looking at Matt over your head. âI told you Iâd book it and then let you know when it was.â
âYou didnât think to ask first? Chris, I have plans,â Matt groans.
Chrisâs eyes widen. âWhat fucking plans?! You never go anywhere.â
âI have an actual date tomorrow, I canât make that. You shouldâve told me when it was first or asked when I was free,â Matt tells him, finality clear in his voice.
âKid, I had to put fucking a deposit down for this place, itâs non refundable. You need to go. Just reschedule your date.â Chris tells him.
Matt shakes his head, looking at Chris seriously. âNo, dude, Iâm not rescheduling. You shouldâve asked.â
Chris groans and throws his head back, currently hating his life. You finish up with the tie and reach up to brush off Chrisâs shoulders, then swipe your hands down his arms quickly before backing away. âDone,â you tell him, admiring your work. âYou know, you could just suck it up and grab dinner with me. Iâm not the worst person to be around.â
Chris turns around and goes back in the mirror to look at himself, shrugging a bit. âIâd prefer not to, but I also donât want to lose my deposit.â He walks back out of the bathroom and past you, going to sit on the bed. âAlright, try your dress on now so I can take this off.â
You nod and grab your dress before walking into the bathroom, shutting the door after you. You slip off all of your clothes and step into your dress, pulling the straps over your shoulders. It fits well, and when you bought the dress a couple of months ago, you fell in love with it and the way it looked on your body, but now as you stare in the mirror, pulling the sides tight against your waist as the zipper was still down in the back, you couldnât help but focus on all the imperfections staring back at you in the mirror. It almost makes you fully take the dress off and call it a day, figuring youâll just put it on the day of the wedding and suck it up, but you would feel too bad making Chris get dressed up just to back out.
Youâve never explicitly told any of the triplets about any of your insecurities, just threw a few self deprecating comments out there like people normally do, and for the most part you were a confident person, but everyone had their days, and today was just one of those days.
You reach back and try to pull the zipper up, but youâre only able to zip it about halfway up on your own, so you slip back into your happy demeanor before you open the door and walk out, smiling at the three boys staring back at you. âCan one of you zip me up?â You ask.
Chris stands up from the bed and walks towards you. Youâre shocked to see him volunteering without being coerced into it, but say nothing, afraid to startle him back to his senses. You just turn around and move your hair off your back, pulling it over your shoulder and he reaches out, grabbing the zipper and pulling it all the way up. âGood,â he tells you, and you turn back around to face him again.
âHow do I look?â You ask the room, smiling wide and putting your hands on your hips dramatically. Chris moves out of the way so his brothers can see you, but keeps his eyes on your body.
âThe same as you always look,â he retorts bluntly.
âYou look hot,â Nick nods his head enthusiastically in approval.
âWhat Nick said,â Matt says in agreement. âIâm kind of sad I canât make it now.â
You giggle at Mattâs words, feeling your ears heat up a little bit. You didnât necessarily have a crush on Matt, but you couldnât ignore the fact that he was attractive and his words did have a little bit of an effect on you.
âThanks, guys. Come here, Chris, I want to look at us in the mirror.â You tell him and walk back into the bathroom where he follows you.
You both stand in the mirror together, looking at your outfits. You scrunch your eyebrows together and brush your hands over your dress, trying to pull it in a couple different directions to make it look more flattering on your body.
âWhat are you doing?â Chris asks you, watching you through the mirror as you play with your dress.
âTrying to fix the dress,â you mumble, sucking in a little bit as you turn to the side to stare at your reflection from another angle. âI think I gained a little weight and I just.. donât really like how this is looking.â
Chris turns to look at you instead of your reflection, seeing how distraught you actually looked by the sight of your body in the dress.
âThereâs nothing to fix, the dress is fine.â Chris is clearly uncomfortable at the way youâre speaking, but has no idea how to manage the situation. It was bad enough that he wasnât good at dealing with other peoplesâ emotions, but you two also werenât close, so his urge to run away was even stronger than normal.
âItâs not the dress, I justâŚâ your voice falters, eyes still glued to your body in the mirror. âI look bad.â
âStop it,â he tells you, reaching out to turn your body towards his. You turn and look up to meet his eyes, your own starting to well with tears. âWhy are you crying?â
You sniffle and shrug your shoulders, unable to speak in fear of your voice giving out on you.
He reaches behind himself and shuts the door, blocking his two brothers from earshot of you guys. âWhy are you crying?â He asks you again, more firm this time.
You look down at the ground, sucking in a deep breath. âIâm just upset at how I look,â you tell him, voice high pitched and squeaky. âI really liked this dress when I got it but⌠I donât know how I feel now.â
Chris sighs and reaches forward, placing a finger under your chin so he could tilt up your head. âStop crying,â he tells you. âYou look really good in that dress. Your body is incredible and you know it, thatâs why you always walk around my house in your little booty shorts and a sports bra, isnât it?â
You cough out a laugh and reach up to wipe a couple tears that fell down your cheek. âNot really, Iâm just really comfortable around you guys. Even you wouldnât think to comment on my body. Youâre dumb but youâre not that dumb.â
Chris rolls his eyes at you and shakes his head. âWell, Iâm commenting on it and Iâm telling you that you look fine. Girls would kill to look like you. Once you do your hair and your makeup and shave your legs or whatever girls do youâll feel way better about how you look. So, sort yourself out, change back into your clothes and go cuddle with my brothers or whatever weird shit you do with them.â
You smile and nod, the tears subsiding almost completely as he speaks. âOkay,â you mutter. âThanks.â
âDonât mention it,â Chris replies. âSeriously. Ever. I donât ever want anyone knowing I⌠comforted you.â
You giggle at his words and watch as he turns to leave the bathroom before you try and stop him.
âWait, Chris,â you touch his shoulder and he turns around, looking at you confusedly. âI need you to unzip me.â
âOh,â Chris starts, moving his feet to come back to you. You turn around and place your hands over your breasts to hold the dress in place once itâs unzipped and he reaches up to unzip it down to your lower back, the small spaghetti straps falling off of your shoulders as he does so. âThere you go.â
You turn back around to face him, still holding the dress. His eyes couldnât help but wander, taking one last look at your body, so close to being completely naked in front of him. All you had to do was let go and the dress would fall to the floor-
âI said thanks,â you say loudly and Chris clears his throat, looking back up to your eyes. He doesnât respond, just leaves the bathroom and shuts the door, not even speaking to his brothers before he leaves Nickâs room and heads towards his own.
You turn back to the mirror and drop the dress, staring at yourself a few minutes longer, and the more you stand there, the more you feel your mood shifting, and what started as a judgmental and negative stare slowly turns into you checking yourself out, posing for yourself almost completely naked apart from your underwear. You hum to yourself and send a wink towards your reflection before getting dressed again, walking into Nickâs room.
Right now you wore sweatpants and a loose crop top with the collar cut out so it hung off your shoulders, but you strutted over to Nickâs dresser where you had some clothes you had left and he had so graciously washed for you, digging out a pair of old Nike pros and a sports bra, turning around and smirking at the boys that watched you from the bed, eyes wide.
âWhat⌠happened in there?â Nick asks, scared for the answer.
You just giggle and rip your shirt over your shoulders in front of both boys, causing Matt to gasp and cover his eyes with his fingers, though he mightâve kept a small slit between his pointer and middle finger, who knows, whereas Nickâs eyes just got even wider, his eyes trailing over your body as you pulled the sports bra over your head, changing your bottom half next until you were fully changed, letting Matt know he was okay to look.
âI know youâre my best friend but I am still only a man,â Matt tells you, not so subtly checking you out, which only boosted your confidence more. Maybe you were searching for validation in the wrong people, but fuck it you needed it right now and if Matt and god forbid Chris were going to be the men that made you feel like they were going to melt at the sight of you then so be it.
âItâs like window shopping,â you tell Matt with a grin. âYou can admire but you canât touch.â
Matt couldnât help his cheeks turning slightly darker at your words. âSureâŚâ he replies, definitely not sure.
âAnyway,â you start, clapping your hands together. âYou guys hungry? Iâm in the mood to cook.â
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You had scrounged up what you could in the tripletsâ kitchen and ended up cooking them some basic pasta, throwing all the boysâ portions onto a plate along with your own, putting everything on the table, calling Matt and Nick to the table who sat on their couch waiting patiently for dinner to be ready.
âIâm gonna get your brother,â you tell them with a smile before skipping towards the stairs, heading down them quickly. âChris?â You call, standing in his doorframe.
He glances up at you quickly then back down at his phone before he rips his head back up, doing a double take, eyes scanning over the new outfit that had adorned your body. âUh,â he drawls, looking up to meet your gaze. âCan I help you?â
You smile and place one foot on top of the other, your front knee buckled slightly, hands placed on the doorframe as you stared back at him where he lay on his bed. âI made dinner. You coming?â
Chris thinks about it for a moment before he shakes his head. âIâm not hungry.â He tells you, looking back down at his phone.
You huff and walk over to him until youâre standing next to his bed, reaching down to grab his phone and pull it behind your back. âAlready made you a plate.â You tell him.
Chris furrows his eyebrows and sits up on the bed, quickly getting frustrated with you. âStop fucking doing that shit every time your spoiled ass doesnât get what you want. Give me my fucking phone.â He says aggressively, voice a tad louder than it normally is.
âNot until you come have dinner with us. I donât want your food going to waste,â you pout, both hands now securely locked behind your back, phone held sideways between them. âDonât be so rude, itâs fucking annoying.â
Chris scoffs out a laugh and shakes his head in disbelief. âIâm rude? Youâre just coming in my room and snatching shit out of my hands like a fucking toddler, that seems pretty rude to me.â
You take a tiny step closer to Chris, jutting out your bottom lip. âPlease?â You beg.
Heâs still for a moment, and at first when his body starts to move, your first thought is that heâs giving in and standing up to go have dinner with you and his brothers, but youâre quickly proven wrong when he stands up and grabs your bicep, flipping your body around. You squeal at the sudden movement, stumbling over your own to feet as he spins you.
What you definitely didnât expect was him facing you towards the bed and grabbing your hands that were still behind your back with one hand, his other hand taking his phone and shoving it in his pocket. He pushes you down on the bed aggressively, your feet still on the floor but your body bent over with your chest pressed into the mattress, leaning over your back until his mouth was next to your ear, making sure you heard the words that were about to fall from his lips.
âWatch your fucking attitude around me before I fucking make you.â
He aggressively shoves your arms, pushing you into the bed roughly as he lets go of you, glaring your way as he starts to walk out of his room, eventually turning his head and exiting, stomping up the stairs.
You use your now free hands to push yourself up until youâre standing straight again, then use them to reach up to your bun that almost completely fell out, grabbing the hair tie and ripping it out.
It took you a moment to process what had happened, but you thought back to it and how it made you feel, and most importantly the newfound throbbing between your legs. You stand there in silence, arms dropped to your sides, until you let out a quiet and confused,
âWhat the fuck?â
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a/n: the tension is buildinggggg yall feel it??
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And the fact that Evan now has such a problem with that sort of thing?
Heartbreaking.
Hard to find a more fitting anecdote for how Trust is one of the primary things lost in a bad breakup; the person you made yourself vulnerable too and allowed to care for you can no longer be that support you need. In fact, theyâre attempts at resuming any kind of previous dynamic become invasive & are violations of the newly established order.
In the past, Evan was grateful that anyone would seek to care for him; in any way whatsoever, but now their shared history intercedes & Kâs attempt to help him serves only as a visceral reminder of the problems that drove them apart.
Kâs unwillingness to fully accept the way things are now, and her share of responsibility for it, make it impossible for that trust to be re-established. Thatâs clear because she doesnât even think to ask Evan before she tries to heal his arm. (And frankly, thatâs kind of surprising given her stated opinions on consent, but also her need for âenthusiastic consentâ kind of shows she has a one-sided view of such things)
And Evan makes a really great point when he mentions that when they first met, the dark, twisted, & fucked-up parts of him are what attracted her, but now she decides itâs too much?
K seems to think of Evan as âhersâ in a way, not totally possessive, but more like Heâs a character in Her Story, and so She gets to decide where & how his trauma ends & what shape/form itâs Allowed to take.
But Evan is his own person, and he gets to decide whatâs ok & not ok for him, and frankly I think he has a pretty good handle on his life, given that he was born to be some sort of embodiment of demonic-darkness: Heâs channeling it for good, heâs helping the magic world stay on itâs feet, heâs fighting monsters and bad guys and taking responsibility for the damage his decisions have caused, heâs fixing or replacing magical elements in the world that have broken down because of those decisions. Yeah, heâs still socially inept & living the life of a very isolated loner & not going to much-needed-therapy, but again, he was born on a track to make him Voldemort & guess what?!? Heâs no where near being a wizard-hitler witha snake fetish!
So Trust is out of the picture at the moment.
K doesnât trust Evan to be his own person, not fully,
and Evan canât trust K to treat him as more than her tragedy-coded-boyfriend.
Clearly neither of them have moved on, but any progress forward in their relationship is stalled by the fact that theyâre still stuck on the issues that broke them up in the first place.
Rewatching mismag season 1 ep 3 and at the part where Evan goes to K when theyâre having a heart to heart âyouâre the person who fixed my leg without thinking about itâ
And thereâs something profoundly tragic that 3 years later they would be the person that destroyed his arm, trying to desperately fix it without thinking
#mismag spoilers#misfits and magic#mismag 2#k tanaka#evan kelmp#I know Iâm kind of taking Evanâs side here#but honestly?#kinda hard not to#I mean K seems to be the one unwilling to move forward#and clearly she has minimal respect for Evans opinions in thes matters#because she can only see him as broken & in need of fixing#her fixing though#spoilers#dimension 20#brennan lee mulligan#dropout#d20
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đ period comfort w/ logan howlett
a/n : vv old little drabble :3 wanted to put some logan content out!
logan had never really thought much about what itâd be like to be with someone during their period. it wasnât something that came up often in his world, and to be honest, heâd never really had anyone in his life long enough to consider it. but things were different with you, and when he noticed the subtle shift in your mood one day, he couldnât ignore it. the signs were there - you werenât your usual sunny self, and your quiet, withdrawn nature told him enough.
at first, it took him a minute to figure out what was going on. you were usually talkative, always making light of things, but now, you seemed distant, your smiles a little more strained. he wasnât an expert on feelings, but he knew something was off. logan had a way of observing, of picking up on small details, even if he didnât always know how to deal with them.
when he realized what was going on, the thought of how to handle it made him pause. it was the kind of thing that made him second-guess his usual gruffness. his first instinct was to give you space, but there was a part of him that felt the need to care for you, to make sure you were okay, even if he wasnât sure how.
"you feeling alright?" he asked one evening, his voice a little softer than usual, though he tried not to show it. he was sitting beside you on the couch, his arm around the backrest, not quite touching you but close enough to reach if you needed him.
you gave him a small smile, but it didnât quite reach your eyes. "just tired," you muttered, pulling the blanket around yourself a little tighter. he could tell by the way you curled in on yourself that something more was going on. logan didnât pry much, but he wasnât an idiot either. heâd seen this before in the few women heâd been around - those signs of discomfort and pain.
if it had been anyone else, he might have just left it alone. but with you, it was different. he didnât like seeing you like this. he wanted to help, but he had no clue what to do. all he knew was that he wanted to make sure you werenât suffering alone.
the next day, after training, he showed up in your room with a small bag of supplies - he wasnât sure exactly what you needed, but heâd figured out that chocolate, tea, and some comfortable clothes might help. he didnât say much as he handed them to you, just a quiet grunt of acknowledgment. "thought you might want these," he muttered, trying to play it off like it was no big deal, though he couldnât help the faint tug of worry in his chest.
you looked up, surprised but grateful. your eyes softened as you took the items from him, and he saw you smile for real this time. "thank you," you whispered, voice quiet but sincere. he nodded, his lips pressing into a thin line.
he hadnât expected much in return, but when you asked if heâd sit with you, his heart gave a soft lurch. sitting still, being quiet, that wasnât his strong suit, but for you, heâd try. so he pulled a chair closer and sat next to you, not saying much. just being there. sometimes that was all you needed, heâd realized.
over the next few days, he learned the rhythm of what you needed. some days, heâd find you curled up in bed, too drained to do much else. on those days, heâd make sure to have everything ready - tea, snacks, and sometimes just a warm blanket and a place to sit in silence. he wouldnât press you for anything, just making sure you knew he was there. heâd sit beside you, occasionally offering a gentle squeeze of your hand or a quiet âyou good?â but he never made it awkward. he didnât need to say much. the small acts of care spoke louder than words ever could.
on the days when you felt a bit better, logan found himself doing things to make you laugh. heâd make stupid jokes or show you funny videos from his phone, trying to distract you from the discomfort. his usual gruff exterior softened, and he found that he didnât mind. he liked seeing you smile, even if it was a small one.
but it wasnât just the physical care heâd learned to offer. logan had also become more attuned to your emotions during this time. he noticed when you were quieter than usual, when your eyes looked a little more tired or when the weight of everything seemed to settle a little too heavily on your shoulders. and without asking, heâd find ways to lift that burden, whether it was just holding you a little tighter or giving you more space if you needed it.
there were still moments when he wasnât sure if he was doing the right thing, moments when he felt a little out of his depth. but with you, he wanted to be better. he didnât want to just stand by and watch you suffer in silence. he wanted to help, to make sure that even in your weakest moments, you didnât feel alone. and that, in itself, felt like the least he could do for you.
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"psych ward patient"!simon riley x psych ward patient!reader, or in which you try to hold onto someone despite how the floor beneath you crumbles.
cw | an abusive nurse (what the nurse does though is not described)
You glanced across the dining hall, your focus on someone who you have noticed before but never had the courage to talk to. You heard the rumors about him. About him being someone from the military, though others say he made the whole thing up.
You don't know how long you've been staring until he is staring right back, seemingly being able to feel your gaze. And instead of doing the "normal" thing and looking away, you continue your unabashed staring.
He wore a sort of mask, your nurse telling you that it was called a balaclava. You asked if you could get one too, but she merely glared at you which shut you up quickly. Your nurse was mean, so you tried to get on her good side as soon as possible and as often too.
It wasn't until you saw him get up from his table (plate of food in hand) and walk towards you did you break out of your thoughts. And, in silence, he had plopped down in front of you in the empty seat.
You continued to stare before deciding to finally open your mouth.
"I like your balaclava!"
Your voice echoed a bit. More than you intended it to.
He grunted out a thank you before turning his attention back to his food, a free hand rising up to pull at the fabric so his mouth was free.
You were quick to notice a scared.
"Wot got you starin' so hard?"
His accent was the first thing to hit you. You wondered where he was from.
"I thought you were pretty."
"Pretty," he parrots, almost like a scoff.
"Mm, when you first got here and weren't allowed the mask. Thought you were pretty. Wanted to tell you, but didn't know how."
He studied you for a moment. His analytical eyes making you feel just a tad bit too self conscious. It felt like he could see everything for what you are... and for what you weren't.
"Your voice is pretty too," you suddenly said.
That was another thing about you. In tense situations and in one's where it was getting suffocating or awkward, you would blurt out whatever you were thinking. A terrible habbit. But you hate being stared at despite staring at others so often yourself.
Just as he was about to say something, your nurse came to retrieve you. Her glare telling you everything you needed to know.
"You. Up."
She barked out those words as if commanding a dog. You could never handle it when someone was yelling at you. Your body always seemed to shut down the moment someone raises their voice at you.
And when you didn't budge, a guard came up to you and grabbed a strong hold onto your wrist to drag you along. Your food long forgotten as the nurse let out an angered huff and quickly followed after.
Simon was left to his questions before someone else sat next to him, "shame, guess she got caught again."
"Caught for wot?"
The new patient who sat next to Simon gave him a sad smile, "that lady nurse is super strict. It's not fun at all in her unit. Doesn't even let patients keep personal items. y/n, though, likes to read, and y/n always gets into trouble when the nurse finds a book in their room. Takes out her anger on y/n, too."
Simon looked to the doors that you, the guard, and the nurse disappeared behind.
"Best not to follow. It'll be over soon."
And true to the patients words, you came back. A little shaken and scared then before. Arms hugging close to your body and legs quivering like a newborn deer. And the quiver didn't do much to hide the slight limp.
Simon wasn't an idiot. He already knew what happened behind closed doors.
"Oh? Still here? Though you would go back to your original table," you said with such a timid voice than from before. It made something within him ache.
"D' you want me t' go back t' my own table?"
You shook your, "no, no! Please...please stay for a while longer?"
Simon nodded, his food already gone and his mask already situated back into place, and stayed.
Originally, he was here for an undercover mission. His target still far from reach.
"No one will even know you don't belong!"
Johnny that bastard.
What Simon didn't expect was to meet you. Well, see you from a distance and be hyper aware of your stare of him the moment he got here. Truth be told, he thought you were with the target. The two of you working together in the safety confines of the psych ward.
Though, the more he silently observed, the more obvious it became that you were just a patient. An innocent little thing being tortured by the ones who claim to be helping.
So maybe after this shitshow of a mission is over, he can take you with him. Maybe even take care of that nurse for you, too.
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I need to yap desperately about one single gripe I have with this game. MAJOR MAJOR MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD read at your own discretion
The first half is me ranting about how much certain things mean to me and how impacted I was, and the actual gripe comes closer to the end.
I'll preface this by saying this post is about Varric's death and my rage and despair regarding it, but more so about my Rook's.
I've seen people who said they picked up on the hints about whatnot, who knew before the Fade Prison. I was not one of those people. I was so relieved when I saw him after the Prologue that I didn't think twice, because I knew that it would destroy me the second shit started going wrong.
I was already not having a good time when I started the game simply because Varric was getting older. I don't handle aging well or death, and his design showing his age, and the comments he would make about "getting too old for this" just made my heart break.
And then shit got worse. I sobbed disgustingly when that knife went into Varric's chest.
After Rook woke up from talking to Solas and she heard Varric, I was so gods damned relieved. And my Rook was better taken care of by Varric in that year she spent with him than she was in the rest of her entire life.
I cried from the end of Ghilan'nain's fight until the romance scene and on and off after that. I got so used to visiting Varric just to be comforted by his presence. Inquisition was the biggest part of my life for a year and a half when I was just a kid.
I did really bad middle school age writing for it but regardless of the quality, those characters were built up in my head becoming even more than they were in the game. Varric was my biggest support character through everything I was going through at the time.
I don't talk about it much, but I didn't have a great childhood, and I know a lot of people didn't, but I coped with it through writing and video games. Varric was the one supporting me through the abuse I suffered and writing was the way I processed how bad things really were.
When Rook was in the prison she said "What am I going to find here?" And Varric said "I think you already know, kid." I DIDN'T until he said that. The second he said that my entire chest tightened and I just said "No" out loud as I watched Rook find his body.
Now for my real complaint!!!
Rook never gets the chance to grieve Varric. They go from talking to him every day to finding out he's dead and it was all a lie. I have personally never been more fucking pissed at Solas than I am now. But Rook comes back and they have that kind of "closing off" scene with Varric's empty bed (which was so hard to go through btw). And then they fuck their pookie LIKE I CANNOT BE THE ONLY ONE UPSET ABT THAT
FYM I gotta find out my dad is dead and then Rook is up for boning like there's no fucking way unless it's to cope. And at least pertaining to the Lucanis romance, Rook is processing everything that happened and they can say "So much has happened, I just don't know how to feel."
And rather than getting to process that in some kind of way, the devs said nah this scene serves one singular purpose, and Lucanis says "I do" and then dicks them down.
Personally, I felt very dismissed despite being overjoyed about finally having the romance scene, I couldn't even enjoy it with everything that happened prior.
Rook deserved the chance to completely break down after everything they went through. Tbh i don't know how they kept it together. Varric said "don't get all misty eyed" and i thought to myself that's way too delicate a term for what's happening here, I was fully ugly crying.
Fuck your "I had a good run" I still need you bitch.
All this to say I'm very upset, and I'm running my second playthrough and every time I look at, hear, or talk to Varric I tear up again. Wtf Bioware.
Rook should've gotten the chance to actually talk about what Solas did to them, especially in the sense that he made them believe Varric was still there. Or at least get to properly grieve the person who was their closest friend for a long time.
I have very strong feelings about this obviously
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imagine this:
the injured human gets better in record time and they seem to be handling this really well. The aliens go to beat up the alien that did that to their human, only for the still in-a-cast human to defend them and insist that they patch up the alien's injuries and that they forgive the alien. Theres something slightly off about it when they say it but aliens had never been able to quite decipher human cues and feelings so they decide to leave it as is.
especially when asked about it the human only goes "youll see"
a few weeks past. The alien had long since healed, they hadnt even needed the patching really. Then the human starts trying to befriend the alien. And all of the other aliens on the ship watcv flabbergasted as it actually fucking works. But they notice something odd. The alien wasnt good- by any means of the word. They were rude and crude and disrespectful. Whenever the human and the alien were together, they would modify their whole behaviour to be similar to the alien's. Seeing them slip into this 'role' (as the human called it) was jarring. Their postrure, their intonation, the way they fucking walked-
it may as well have been a new fucking human. But if this is whay they wanted the crew would respect it.
Months pass..
Then the alien was in the medbay again. He had been beaten almost to death. Even weirder- there was a post on a human app detailing the aliens exact house, a list of family members and a bunch of old, embarrassing photos, a detailed list of embarrassing things theyve done, spoken to thw aliens ship about their behaviour- it was frankly as impressive as it was terrifying.
The human. It was the human. Suddenly it made a lot of sense. when asked about it the human only grinned, one of those offputting bloodthirsty grins theyd give right before battle and said "Usually doxing is enough to sate me. But i really wanted to sink my teeth into this guy. So i did."
There indeed had been a chunk ripped out of their body. When did the humand even get the time to wash off the blood????
Months. Almost half a year of plotting and scheming- it was diabolical. Something straight out of a human film where humans had super powers. It was bone chilling. They mustve had to do so much research- there wasnt even that much research on that particular type of alien available to the public. Yet the human hit ecery single one if their weak spots with beat surgical accuracy. Where the fuck did they even get the research from? Did they just figured that out on their own? Either way it was dedication.
But it definitely reminded exactly what a human is capable of. And it definitely showed them they didnt need to worry after all. Humans are fucking terrifying.
been binge reading all those alien meet human posts recently and it made me wonder how aliens would react to human fear/hurt.
humans are fragile.
humans are fragile and somehow, by attitude alone they somehow manage to outgrow the confines of their physical bodies. Their bravery and intelligence make them seem so so much bigger than they actually are. Fancy weapons and body Armour and their ability to work in groups up to such an extreme makes them seem like they're more than they are. They'll packbond with anything too- too friendly for their own good somehow it never comes back to bite them.
But they really are just flesh and bone and heart under all that armour.
Imagine a human gets hurt. They get hurt and they get scared. So, so scared that they won't let anyone near them. It was like watching a wild animal, primal and instinctual in a way that humans rarely ever show. Sure, they get protective but they still keep their head on, still think it through. But they were just doing things right now- punching things with a bony fist that looked somehow smaller now. Humans make ot a point to go against anything that should be their nature, seeing them lean into that deep seated natural instinct to fight was chilling to say the least.
They were bleeding, bleeding too much to be any type of good, but they couldn't help. Its only after they pass out from blood loss do the aliens take them too the medbay. The confines of their body finally catching up to them in a way that aliens forgot it could. Usually when injured, humans will tough it out. 'Adrenaline' and spite spurring them on to keep going. To see them have to give up was unnerving.
They're better in less than an hour, like nothing had happened at all. Still, the crew of aliens tread on egg shells for an entire month after the encounter. If they hover a little closer to their token human during fights after that due to the new and old knowledge of their humans fragility, the human can only sigh and hope that they forget.
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Pollen and Potions: Beeman x afab!reader
Part Nine
In Which Lyith Gives Us a Biology Lesson
Ignore the silly picture iykyk
When Lyith came back from his work, the first thing he did was give you "the look". You weren't surprised. You were sure he had heard the news of your decision as soon as it could be delivered to him.
He didn't ask you any questions, like Rena did. But he did take you up in his arms, gave giving Rena a short nod. He flew you outside of the hive, all the way back to your house. Your soon to be "old" home.
You got to cooking up some ramen for yourself, and an old bag of hard candy for Lyith when he finally spoke.
"There is going to be a ceremony. It will be a lot different from how you bonded with Rena and I."
There was a silence.
"Are you mad?"
Lyiths posture remained still. You put down your chopsticks and walked over to him, hands reaching up to massage his shoulders. His skin didn't give in the same way human skin did but you could still make out the muscle underneath. It did seem to relax him a bit as his shoulders traveled downward.
"I just... feel like you were pushed into it. I know Haven. He can be very pushy." He still didn't look at you.
You smiled, and put a hand up to Lyitha chin pulling it down so you could kiss him. His stiff posture relaxed slowly into you, his hand reaching up to your cheek. After a moment he pulled away, his breath puffing against your lips.
"I've thought about it. Its still really new to me, but I want to take care of everyone in the best way that I can. And while Haven IS persuasive..." you pecked his lips again, staring into those lovely big eyes. "I can handle it. And its not like ill have to give you and Rena up, right?"
Lyith wrinkled his nose.
"Itll be different. We won't see you as much. And you'll be pregnant so everyone is going to be all over you all the time. Your first clutch is going to drive everyone crazy. Your going to have to be really firm with your boundaries."
"I refuse to let this affect our relationship. Speaking of.... When I talked to Haven, he told me you were a kvasir. And a high class drone on top of everything."
Your mind kept going back to all the intimate moments you had spent with Lyith.
"I only work as a kvasir when Haven wants a day off. He is way better at it then I am. As for the drone bit..." His eyes got a little heated. "You've known that I've been a drone since the day we met. What about it?"
You fidget a bit under Lyiths searching gaze.
"Well... I've been thinking. And I want the first time i... experience the whole egg thing to be with you. I want you to be my first."
He blinked at you before his lips tugged up, pure joy radiating through the bond, and shining from his face.
"I would be honored, my love."
He reached his lips to yours again, soft at first. His body captured yours, arms grasping around you in a tender embrace. Then the kiss started to smolder, Lyiths lips growing more demanding. You gave into him happily, opening yourself up to his tongue as it teased the inside of your mouth.
You laughed.
Your body coursed electric as his hands started to travel up and down your body, tracing the curves and dips of your torso, then down to your lower stomach. He stopped and twirled his finger in circles just above the top of your pants. A smirk was starting to form on his lips as he pulled away.
"You can't leave me alone for even a second, huh?"
He harrumphed, but it came out as more a chirp, as his body began to purr.
"Its only natural."
He pulled at your jeans, pulling them down to your knees. He stayed there, looking back up at you with hungry eyes. The old kitchen table bit into the skin of your backside, as your core pooled into liquid fire.
You swallowed. Lyiths smile was full of mischief. His hand crept slowly from your thigh upwards.
"You know... maybe I should give you a lesson. On the reasons why drones need to sexually please their Queens so often..."
His fingers traced over your clothed mound and up towards the waist of your underwear. Your breathes were coming out labored.
"Y-yeah? There's a.... a reason?" You gulped. He was slowly pulling down your underwear, the cool air hitting your bare skin. He pulled them down to your ankles and rose. He grabbed your waist and lifted you onto the table. With one hand he pushed you back so you were laying down, core on full display before him.
This seemed to please Lyith as an expression of satisfaction settled on his features. He reached and pulled your lips apart. A finger traced the outside of your lips, but didn't venture any further inside.
"When a young Queen is freshly bonded, her mental state and her mana can be very... sensitive."Â He began to trace the inside of your lips, making you squirm.
Fuck. You swear you could cum just from Lyiths husky voice. The way it had you dripping should be illegal.Â
"A Queens pleasure stabilizes their mood and mana. Meaning their bonds to their mates aren't stressed. And when they... orgasm..."Â His fingers started to rub at your clit, making you intake a sharp breath, thighs tightening.
Every syllable was charged and fluid, as his words melted together and into you, like a caress.
"...the queen produces a special form of magic. It floods through the hives mana. Its like water. A vital nutrient."
His fingers were swirling up and down and around your clit, hypnotizing motions. Lyith leaned in closer to your heat. You could feel his breath on you as he spoke.
"And Drones, we are sensative to it. We are so thirsty for it. For your pleasure. To feel wave after wave of it from you." He inunciated slowly, eyes like fire.
"Until all you can do is cum and cum and cum."
With this he attacked your core, licking and sucking with so much enthusiasm you were already right on the brink. When he started to suckle on your clit, you crashed over, a tsunami of ecstasy crashing over every millimeter of your body.
When you came down, chest heaving Lyith was full of mirth and lust.
"Do you really love my lesson that much? You came so quickly. Perhaps my Queen needs me to educate her like this more often?"
You couldn't answer, just crane your head up to look at him as you gasped for air.
After a moment he started to stroke you again, this time using his other fingers to take leisurely pumps inside your already wet heat.
"The ceremony will be different. Their will be the banquet with the rest of the hive. Then their will be the swarming. When each drone will have a chance to fill you will eggs."
He started to pump faster now, each ragged drag of his fingers against your walls sending heat and electricity through you, making you mewl. His innocent round face was positively sinful as he stared at you with such intensity. His hips were bucking into the side of the table as he went on.
"A Queen must take as many eggs as possible. Not all of them will be properly fertilized and... mmm. Some will eventually....ahhh. Will liqify and turn into a magical... goo that will be absorbed into the egg for food. And into your womb..."
His breaths were coming out ragged now. As he upped the pace of the fingers inside of you, he upped his own rutting against the table. His change of expression as he absolutely lost himself only added to the pressure and heat in your core.
"Mmm.... you'll have to be... so full for us..." the thought seemed to do something to him, because he groaned out, reaching his peak. Seeing him come undone brought you over the edge with a sharp cry.
The kitchen was filled with ragged breathing as the two of you came down from your high. You laughed, giving Lyith a smile that he returned.
When you had got off the table and buttoned up your jeans, Lyith had gone over to try to work the microwave on your cold ramen. You reached over and embraced his back, watching as he tried to fiddle with the buttons.
"Hey Lyith?" You whispered into his back.
"Hmm?"
"I'll always make time for you." You gave him a big squeeze.
The two of you spent the rest of the night in your old room, cuddling before passing out for the night. You promised yourself this wouldn't be the last time you spent alone with him.
This is really bad and unedited but!!! Lyith got to live out a little of his school teacher fantasy! Hope you enioyed!
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Chapter 1: Oh Lights Go Down, In The Moment We're Lost And Found
Summary: After multiple failed attempts at retirement, you keep getting pulled back into action by Sam Wilson and Bucky Barnes. Despite the constant bickering and teasing, thereâs an undeniable tension between you and Buckyâsomething everyone else sees except the two of you.
When a new threat involving stolen Inhuman tech emerges, you reluctantly join Bucky and Sam for one more mission. As the stakes rise, your playful banter with Bucky deepens into something more, and the emotional walls youâve both built finally begin to crumble.
Warnings: Swearing, Violence, Smut.
It was one of those perfect daysâthe kind where the sun streamed in through the open kitchen window, warm and golden, making everything feel just a little bit softer. The faint hum of the city was distant but present, a reminder of the world outside your quiet little corner. The breeze carried in the scent of blooming jasmine, and you were happily chopping vegetables, pretendingâfor just a momentâthat you were just an ordinary person, living an ordinary life.
But, of course, that illusion was shattered by the two men currently sitting at your kitchen table.
âYouâve been retired what? Three times now? Or is it four?â Sam Wilson asked, his voice full of teasing amusement.
âI think itâs three,â Bucky Barnes replied, deadpan, not even bothering to look up from where he was unceremoniously slouched in his chair, arms crossed over his chest.
You couldnât help the grin tugging at your lips as you turned from the counter. Sam was lounging back in his chair, arms behind his head, a shit-eating grin plastered across his face. Buckyâever the grumpâwas giving you that familiar raised eyebrow, though there was a glint of something in his blue eyes that suggested he was enjoying this more than he let on.
Leaning against the kitchen counter, you cocked a hip and pointed your knife at them. âIâd still be happily retired after the first time if a certain bird brain and tin man would stop knocking on my door and learn how to handle their issues without me holding their hand every time.â
âOof.â Sam put a hand to his chest and gave you a mock wounded look. âThatâs cold.â
Bucky, unbothered, just smirked. âYouâre not wrong.â
You laughed, shaking your head as you turned back to the cutting board, the rhythmic chop, chop, chop of the knife filling the brief silence. âItâs true though, isnât it?â you called over your shoulder, not letting them off the hook just yet. âLetâs review, shall we?"
You held up a finger, turning slightly to glance at them. âThe Flag Smashers. You two couldâve handled that without me. No problem.â
Sam rolled his eyes. âUh-huh. And who was it who saved your ass when you got blown off that truck?â
âI had it under control!â you shot back, but the grin on your face gave you away.
âRight,â Bucky muttered, his voice dripping with sarcasm. âLooked real âunder controlâ when you were flying face-first into traffic.â
You snorted but continued your list, holding up a second finger. âThen there was that terrorism thing in Cairo. Again, easy pickings. You didnât really need me for that.â
Sam leaned forward, elbows on the table. âI dunno, I seem to remember you saying something about âmissing the thrillâ when you punched that guy through a brick wall.â
You paused, remembering the satisfying crunch of stone under your knuckles. âOkay, maybe I missed it a little,â you admitted with a shrug, âbut thatâs not the point.â
Buckyâs lips quirked, but he stayed silent, watching you with that same unreadable expression he always wore when you got into these conversationsâhalf annoyed, half amused, and something else you couldnât quite place.
âAnd then,â you continued, holding up a third finger, âthere was that mutant with the glowy cards and the cool accent who was doing all those heists in New Orleans.â You paused for dramatic effect, stabbing the knife into the cutting board. âNow, Iâll admit, that one was a bit... sticky.â
Bucky snorted softly. âA bit?â
Sam gave you a pointed look. âHe blew your ass to hell.â
You gave Sam a grin. âAnd I still managed to get his number afterwards,â you turned to look at both of them âBut the point still standsâyou two are perfectly capable without me.â
Sam shook his head, laughing under his breath. âYeah, maybe. But things are more fun with you around.â He winked, leaning back in his chair again.
You rolled your eyes, scoffing as you turned back to the vegetables. âIâm not here for your entertainment, Sam. Iâm retired. Retired,â you emphasized, as if you hadnât had this exact argument before.
Bucky finally chimed in, his voice dry as ever. âYou keep saying that, but here you are. Again. Inviting us inside.â
You threw him a look over your shoulder. âYeah, well, I wouldnât feel obliged to if you two werenât so damn persistent.â
Sam folded his arms across his chest with a smirk. âPersistent? Is that what weâre calling it now? I thought you liked the action.â
You pointed the knife at him, eyes narrowing. âI like peace and quiet, Wilson. Two things I seem to get a lot less of whenever you two show up at my door.â
âCouldâve fooled me,â Sam quipped, grinning. âYou light up every time we drag you back in.â
Before you could fire back, Bucky gave a small snort and muttered under his breath, âYou love doing this.â Your eyes flicked to Bucky in surprise. There was something in his toneâsomething so confident, like he knew you better than you knew yourself. The bastard probably wasnât wrong, but you werenât about to give him the satisfaction of admitting it. Instead, you shot him a mock glare, trying to keep your voice as dry as possible.
âI love retirement, Barnes. You should try it sometime,â you retorted, pointing your knife at him for emphasis. âI even have an actual job now. You know, normal people stuff.â
Buckyâs lips quirked into the faintest hint of a smileâone of those rare, fleeting things you only caught when he wasnât trying so hard to be the worldâs grumpiest super-soldier. âNot my style,â he said, his voice low and gravelly.
You rolled your eyes, muttering under your breath, âClearly.â
Sam, who had been watching the two of you with an amused smirk, cleared his throat loudly, cutting through the banter. âAnyway, we didnât come here to talk about your third failed retirement,â he said, leaning forward with a mischievous glint in his eye, âAnyway, Iâm still waiting for my invitation to come over for dinner one night now that you have all this time on your hands.â
âYouâre not getting one,â you shot back, crossing your arms. âAnd besides since when do you two just casually drop by my house on a perfectly good Saturday?â Sam leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms as he gave you a pointed look. âFury called me,â he said, his tone casual but carrying that undercurrent of âyou know where this is going.â
You arched an eyebrow, glancing over your shoulder as you continued slicing vegetables. âOh yeah?â you said, clearly unimpressed. âAnd what does  Ex- Director Fury want this time?â
Samâs smirk widened, and he leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table. âApparently, youâre not picking up the phone. Heâs been trying to get ahold of you.â
You scoffed, not even bothering to look at him as you tossed the chopped peppers into a bowl. âYeah, because, again, Iâm retired, Sam. Retired as in ânot doing whatever he wants me to.ââ You punctuated the sentence by slicing into a tomato with a little more force than necessary.
Sam chuckled lightly, shaking his head. âYou might wanna reconsider picking up the phone this time.â
You paused, glancing at him with a skeptical look. âOh? And whyâs that?â
Sam exchanged a brief glance with Bucky before turning back to you. âSomeoneâs been stealing Inhuman techâexperimental stuff.â His usual lighthearted tone was gone, replaced by something serious. âItâs not just some minor operation either. Whoeverâs behind this is organized. Big time.â
You shrugged, trying to appear nonchalant, as if the weight of what Sam was saying wasnât already sitting heavy in the pit of your stomach. âAnd what does that have to do with me?â you asked, your voice steady, though your mind was racing.
Bucky, who had been leaning back with his arms crossed, quietly watching the conversation unfold with his usual stoic expression, finally raised an eyebrow. That subtle shift in his demeanor said more than words ever could. Heâd always been the silent type, but after everything youâd been through together, you could read his moods with almost unnerving precision. âYouâre really gonna make me spell it out, huh?â His voice was low, carrying that familiar gravelly edge, but there was something else there too. A challenge.
You turned to him, already fighting the grin that was pulling at the corners of your mouth. There was always this tension between you two, a strange mix of camaraderie, banter, and something deeper that neither of you ever fully addressed. You leaned casually against the counter, crossing your arms, meeting his gaze with a wide-eyed, innocent look that you knew would get under his skin. âUh huh,â you nodded slowly, clearly enjoying the moment. âBecause you know what Iâm going to say.â
Buckyâs lips twitched, and for a fleeting second, you thought he might actually smileâone of those rare, almost disarming smiles that made your stomach clench and your heart stutter. âYouâre going to say youâre retired,â Bucky deadpanned, though you could hear the faintest edge of frustration in his voice. He knew you too well by now, knew the games you liked to play when you didnât want to be dragged into something.
You pointed at him with the knife youâd been using, your grin widening in triumph. âExactly,â you said, savoring the moment.
Sam rolled his eyes but couldnât hide the smirk tugging at his lips. âAlright, we get it. Youâre retired. But this isnât just some random mess weâre asking you to clean up. This is big. And itâs gonna get worse if no one steps in.â
You tilted your head, still playing coy, the edge of mischievousness in your voice. âAnd you two canât handle it? I mean, youâre Captain America and the Winter Soldier,â you said, gesturing lazily toward them with the knife, before going back to slicing. âSeems like youâve got things under control.â
Buckyâs eyes narrowed slightly, and you could feel the shift in the air between you. His tone dropped, that low, no-nonsense voice he used when he wasnât in the mood for games. âItâs not about whether we can handle it. Itâs about whatâs coming, and the fact that youâre in the crosshairs whether you like it or not.â
You paused, your hand hovering over the apple for a split second, the playful façade slipping just a little. The truth in his words hit harder than you wanted to admit. Youâd been out of the game for a while, sure, but that didnât mean the game was done with you. And if Bucky was worriedâreally worriedâthen you knew this was serious. He didnât show fear, not easily.
Your eyes met his again, and there it wasâthat unspoken connection. You trusted him with your life, had done so countless times before, from that first chaotic fight in Bucharest to every mission since. Heâd saved you more times than you could count, and youâd done the same for him. But it was more than that. After every battle, every moment where it felt like the world might crumble, it was Bucky who sat beside you in the quiet, his presence a steady reminder that you werenât alone in this âCrosshairs?â you repeated, your voice softening just a fraction, though the tension in the room seemed to coil tighter.
Sam nodded, his tone quieter now, but still sharp with purpose. âIf theyâre stealing Inhuman tech, itâs only a matter of time before they come for the source. People like you.â
You stared at him, the weight of his words sinking in slowly, wrapping around you like an uncomfortable blanket. You wanted to roll your eyes, to laugh it off, to tell them both you werenât interested. But deep down, you already knew where this was headed. You always did. It was the same old tune, the same pull of inevitability. They came to you when things got bad, and this time, it sounded worse than usual.
Still, old habits died hard, and you werenât about to make it easy for them. You never did.
âSo, let me get this straight,â you said, raising a hand as if to clarify, the sarcasm dripping from your voice. âYou two are here because someoneâs stealing tech, and now you think Iâm some kind of target?â
As you spoke, you caught movement out of the corner of your eye. Bucky leaned forward slightly, the intensity in his gaze pinning you in place before you could look away. His eyesâusually so guarded, so stoicâheld a flicker of something different. Something raw. Fear. The sight of it made your chest tighten.
âWe donât think,â Bucky said, his voice low, almost strained. âWe know.â
For a second, the air seemed to shift as the room narrowed around just the two of you. That flicker of fear in Buckyâs eyes, so out of place on someone like himâsomeone who had seen more war, more blood, more death than you could ever imagineâhit you harder than you expected. You could handle your own fear, push it down, bury it deep where it couldnât reach you. But seeing it in him? That was something else entirely.
You sighed, rubbing a hand over your face, trying to shake off the weight of his words. âOf course you do,â you muttered, dropping your hand and crossing your arms again, leaning back against the counter. You could feel the tension rolling off Bucky in waves, but you werenât ready to let them drag you into this. Not yet. âAnd let me guess, Fury wants me to do something about it?â
Sam shifted uncomfortably in his chair, giving you a look that was a mix of apology and expectation. The kind of look that told you everything you needed to know, with just a hint of regret. âItâs not just Fury,â he said, his voice soft but firm. âYou know we wouldnât be here if we didnât need you.â
You couldnât help the dry laugh that escaped you, shaking your head in disbelief. âYou two realize how ridiculous this is, right? Iâve been out of the game for how long now? And suddenly Iâm supposed to jump back in because Fury says so?â
Buckyâs jaw tightened, his expression hardening as he leaned back in his chair, arms folding across his chest in that familiar, defensive posture. You knew that look. The one he used when things were getting seriousâwhen he was drawing a line in the sand. âItâs not about Fury,â he said, his voice edged with a quiet intensity. âItâs about protecting people. And you know that.â
His words hung in the air between you, and for a moment, the kitchen felt smaller, quieter. The intensity in his eyes was enough to make your stomach twist, the weight of his gaze settling over you like a storm cloud. Bucky wasnât one to dance around the truth, and you knew that. He was right, of course. He always was when it came to this kind of thing, and it irritated you to no end. But that didnât mean you had to like it.
You wanted to argue, to push back, but the words caught in your throat. Because deep down, you knew what he was saying was true. You always did.
Sam stood up from the table, walking over to where you were standing. His expression softened as he spoke, his voice low and sincere. âLook, weâre not asking you to suit up and start playing hero again,â he said, his gaze locking onto yours with that maddening calm that always made him seem so reasonable. âBut this is bigger than just a couple of stolen gadgets. If theyâre after Inhumans, youâre not gonna be able to sit this one out.â
You held his gaze for a long moment, the familiar pull of responsibility growing heavier with every word, pressing down on your shoulders like it always did. Sam had this infuriating way of making things sound so logical, so reasonable, and yet utterly impossible to refuse. It was like he knew exactly which buttons to push, how to make you see the bigger picture.
Bucky didnât even need to say a word. The fear youâd seen in his eyes earlier still lingered, a shadow that hadnât quite gone away. It wasnât something you were used to seeing from himâBucky, who had stared down gods and monsters without flinching. But if he was worried, *really* worried, then this was far worse than they were letting on. You could feel it in the air, the way neither he nor Sam had cracked a joke, hadnât tried to lighten the mood even once. This was serious. And if they were here, asking for your help, it meant they were out of options.
You let out a long, resigned breath, feeling the weight of their silent expectations pressing down on you. âIâm not un-retiring,â you finally said, holding up a hand in warning, preemptively stopping any celebrations before they even started. âThis is just a favor.â
Bucky stood, his expression softening just a fraction. You could see itâhow hard he was trying to hide the flicker of relief that crossed his face. But you caught it. He was too easy to read, at least for you. âRight,â he said, his voice quieter but steady. âJust a favor.â
You shot him a look, raising an eyebrow. âExactly. A favor,â you repeated, making sure he knew where you stood on this.
Sam, clearly feeling the shift in the room, clapped you on the shoulder, a wide, triumphant grin spreading across his face. âSee? We knew you couldnât resist,â he said, his tone smug, as if heâd just won a bet.
You rolled your eyes, shaking your head as you turned back to the counter, picking up your knife to finish chopping the vegetables youâd abandoned earlier. âYeah, well, donât get used to it. After this, Iâm going back to my actual job. You know, the one that doesnât involve me getting shot at.â
Sam snorted, leaning casually against the kitchen island, arms crossed, that damn smirk still plastered on his face. âYeah, sure. You keep telling yourself that. Weâll see how long that lasts.â
You gave him a sidelong glance, one that said, Iâm not in the mood for your bullshit, but Sam just grinned wider. It wasnât the first time youâd tried to retire, and he damn well knew it. He also knew how impossible it was for you to stay away whenever things went south.
Bucky, now standing with his hands stuffed into his jacket pockets, leaned back against the wall, giving you a sidelong glance. His voice was low, teasing, though there was an undercurrent of truth in it. âYou wonât stay gone for too long. You never do.â
You paused, the knife hovering over the cutting board for a second longer than necessary, letting his words hang in the air. He wasnât wrong, and you both knew it. It wasnât the first time youâd tried to step away from the chaos, and it wouldnât be the first time you got pulled back in. But that didnât mean you had to admit it aloud.
âYeah, yeah,â you muttered under your breath, not looking up as you resumed chopping. âDonât get ahead of yourselves.â
Sam chuckled, pushing off the counter to grab an apple from the fruit bowl. âOh, weâre ahead of ourselves? You were âretiredâ for what, two years before you got involved with S.W.O.R.D.?â He took a bite of the apple, his eyes twinkling with amusement.
You shot him a dry look, not stopping your chopping. âOh, that was a mistake and a half. Ever been mindfucked by a grieving woman who can rewrite reality on a whim? Not exactly on my Top Ten list of fun experiences,â you grumbled, the memory still a sore spot. âDefinitely not a fan.â
Sam raised his eyebrows, still chewing, clearly enjoying the banter. âAnd how long did you swear off helping people after that? Because if I remember right, you said you were doneâand then, what happened? I asked you to help with the Flag Smashers, and next thing I know, youâre right back in it. Then someone else came knocking, and BAM, there you go again.â
You glared at him, pointing the knife in his direction, the sharp edge glinting under the kitchen light. âAll youâre proving to me,â you said, deadpan, âis that Iâm a pushover who canât set boundaries.â
Sam nearly choked on his apple as he laughed. âPushover? Nah. Youâre just bad at saying no when it counts.â You opened your mouth to argue, but Bucky cut in before you had the chance. His voice was calm, though you could hear the teasing edge in it. âCome on, Sam. Give her some credit. She lasted a whole eight months this time.â
You narrowed your eyes at Bucky, but he wasnât looking at you. His attention was on Sam, the corner of his mouth twitching in that almost-smile he tried to hide. He was jokingâhe always did when things got tenseâbut there was something else in his eyes. That glint of worry he couldnât quite mask, even behind the banter. It was subtle, but youâd learned how to read him, how to see the way his shoulders tightened when he was anxious, the way his brow furrowed when he was thinking too hard. And despite his attempt to keep things light, you could tell this mission wasnât sitting right with him. He was worriedâabout you.
âEight months is impressive,â Sam chimed in, nodding sagely, as if you werenât standing right there. âI mean, thatâs gotta be some kind of record, right? For someone whoâs addicted to saving the world?â
You groaned, setting the knife down with a little more force than necessary. âYou two are the worst,â you muttered, but the faint smile tugging at your lips betrayed you. You couldnât stay mad at them, not really. âI should never have let you in.â
Bucky gave you a knowing look, his voice soft but still teasing. âYou didnât really have a choice. We wouldâve just broken in.â
You rolled your eyes, but there was something about the way he said it, the way his voice softened around the edges when he was talking to you. It made your heart skip, just for a moment, a flicker of something more beneath the surface. Youâd known Bucky for a long time nowâlong enough to understand the walls he kept up, the distance he tried to maintain. But lately, there had been cracks in those walls. Little moments where the tension between you wasnât just about the mission, or the danger, or even the banter. It was something deeper, something you hadnât quite figured out how to deal with.
âExactly,â Sam said, grinning as he leaned casually against the counter. âYou canât get rid of us that easily.â
You huffed, crossing your arms over your chest, trying to focus on anything but the way Buckyâs presence seemed to fill the room. âYou say that like itâs a good thing.â
Buckyâs expression softened, just enough for you to notice. He stepped forward, closing the distance between you both ever so slightly. His voice dropped a little lower, and there was a quiet sincerity in his words that made your heart do that annoying little flip again. âIt is a good thing. Because you know weâd do the same for you.â
The way he said it, so matter-of-fact, yet layered with meaning, made warmth spread through your chest. You knew he would. You didnât doubt it for a second. Bucky wasnât the type to say things he didnât mean, and when it came to you, he always seemed to mean more than he actually said. Youâd felt it in the way he looked at you after missions, the way his hand lingered on your arm just a little too long when he was checking to see if you were okay. The way his gaze would soften, as if he was seeing something in you that even you hadnât fully grasped.
âYeah, well,â you said, tearing your eyes away from his intense gaze and looking back down at the cutting board. You needed a distraction, something to ground you before you lost yourself in whatever was simmering between you and Bucky. âJust donât expect me to make a habit of this.â
Sam chuckled from his spot by the counter. âDonât worry. Weâll send you a postcard when weâre out saving the world.â
Buckyâs lips twitched into that almost-smile again, and for a brief second, the tension that had been weighing down the room seemed to lift. His eyes lingered on you, and you could feel the warmth of his gaze even with your back turned. It was like he was saying something without saying anything at all. And it made you wonder, not for the first time, what it would be like if you just stopped pretending there wasnât something more between you.
âSure,â you said, the sarcasm thick in your voice. âIâll frame it.â
Sam grinned, tossing the apple core into the trash with a smirk. âEven better. You can hang it next to your retirement papers.â
You groaned, turning back to the vegetables, the familiar banter easing some of the tension in your chest. âI hate you both.â
But as you went back to chopping, the knife moving rhythmically over the cutting board, you couldnât stop your mind from drifting back to Bucky. The way heâd looked at you just a moment ago, his expression soft, his voice low and full of unspoken promises. It was ridiculous, really. You were supposed to be retired, supposed to be out of this life. Yet here you were, roped back in by the same people who always pulled you underâand by the man who, despite all your best efforts, had found a way into your heart.
Because the truth was, you didnât really hate them. Not even close.
And when it came to Bucky, you werenât sure you could ever stay away. No matter how hard you tried to convince yourself this was just another mission, another favor, something about him always pulled you back in. It was frustratingâbut also undeniable.
You cleared your throat, trying to shake off the warm, fuzzy feelings creeping into your chest. The last thing you needed was to get all sentimental in front of them. âAlright, enough with the bromance,â you said, your voice cutting through the air, aiming to bring things back to the task at hand. âWhatâs the plan?â
Sam straightened up immediately, slipping back into his familiar role with ease. He was all business again, though the grin from your little exchange hadnât quite left his face. âWeâll brief you on the way. Furyâs got intel, and weâve already got a lead on where theyâre keeping the stolen tech.â
You raised an eyebrow, gesturing between the two of them as if the absurdity of the situation had just dawned on you. âOh, youâre ready to go right now?â There was a playful incredulity in your voice, as if the sheer audacity of them showing up at your doorstep and expecting you to drop everything hadnât fully hit you until this moment.
Bucky shrugged, utterly unfazed, his tone casual. âNo better time than the present.â
You let out an exaggerated sigh, pointing to the food on the counter as you turned back toward the stove. âIâm cooking, Barnes. Iâm not wasting this. Saving the world can wait until Iâve finished dinner.â You waved a hand dismissively, like the fate of the world was no bigger than an afternoon errand. âPull up a chair,â you added, turning back to the chopping board, resuming your task as if you hadnât just agreed to help them thwart a major global threat.
Behind you, Sam and Bucky exchanged a look. Samâs eyebrows raised slightly, and he passed Bucky a knowing grinâthe kind that said, See? Told you sheâd come around. Bucky, for his part, gave Sam a small, soft smile in return, one of those rare, almost imperceptible expressions that only those really close to him would ever notice.
They missed you. And now that they were here, in your kitchen, it was more apparent than ever.
âWell, you heard the lady,â Sam said, pulling out a chair and plopping down at your kitchen table, clearly amused by the sudden shift in pace. âGuess saving the world can wait for dinner.â
Bucky, after a momentâs hesitation, followed suit, settling into the chair beside Sam. His eyes lingered on you for a second longer than usual, something unspoken passing between the three of you as the earlier tension faded into something warmerâsomething more familiar. âYou always did have your priorities straight,â he muttered, his voice teasing, but with a hint of genuine admiration.
âDamn right,â you replied without missing a beat, not looking up from your task as you tossed some vegetables into the pan. The sizzle filled the quiet as you added, âIâm not about to burn a perfectly good meal just because Furyâs got his knickers in a twist.â
You could hear Sam chuckling behind you, and you imagined the way he was probably shaking his headâhalf-amused, half-impressed by your ability to turn life-threatening situations into something routine.
âSo, what are we having?â Sam asked, leaning back in his chair, clearly settling in for the long haul now that dinner was on the agenda.
You shrugged as you stirred the pan. âStir-fry. Something simple.â
Bucky raised an eyebrow, the barest hint of a smile playing on his lips. âYouâve gone soft. I seem to remember you used to cook meals that could feed an army.â
You threw a look over your shoulder at him, your eyes narrowing playfully. âThat was back when I was an army. Now Iâm just a humble civilian, remember?â
Sam snorted, folding his arms across his chest as he leaned back in his chair. âYeah, right. âHumble civilianâ my ass.â
You smiled, shaking your head as you turned back to the stove. âBelieve what you want, Wilson. Iâm retired. This is me living the quiet life. I even mowed my lawn the other week.â
Bucky leaned back in his seat, crossing his arms, giving you a long, considering look. His gaze was steady, unblinking, as if he were trying to read between the lines of your words. âYouâre really gonna stick with that story, huh?â
You waved the spatula at him, eyes narrowing again, but this time there was a playful edge to it. âI told you already: this is just a favor. One time only.â
Buckyâs lips twitched into that almost-smile again, this one more visible than the last. He leaned forward slightly, casting a quick glance at Sam before turning back to you. âYou know we donât believe that for a second.â
Your eyes flicked up from the pan, meeting Buckyâs for a brief, charged moment. There was something about the way he looked at youâsomething that made your heart beat just a little faster. You hated how easily he could do that to you, how effortlessly he could make you feel like the world outside didnât matter as much as the small, quiet moments like this.
But you couldnât let him know that. Not yet.
âBelieve what you want,â you said, turning back to the stove with a shrug that you hoped looked more nonchalant than you felt. âIâm not getting dragged back into this mess for good.â
Sam, ever the opportunist, jumped in with a grin. âSure, sure. And next week, when one of your buddies call, Iâm sure youâll be⌠what? Mowing the lawn again?â
You shot him a look. âIâm serious, Sam.â
âUh-huh,â he said, clearly not convinced. âJust like you were serious when you said you were done after getting shot in Madripoor.â
You opened your mouth to argue, but Bucky beat you to it, his voice cutting in with that same calm, steady reassurance. âJust a favor. We get it.â His tone was teasing, but there was something behind itâsomething softer, like he was trying to meet you halfway.
Your eyes met his again, and for a moment, the room felt smaller, more intimate. There was a warmth in his gaze that made you feel seen in a way you werenât sure you were ready for. It was the kind of look that made you want to say more than you should, the kind of look that made you wonder if maybe, just maybe, there was something more than friendship between you two. Something youâd both been dancing around for far too long.
But before you could say anything, Samâs voice broke the moment. âSo, whatâs for dessert?â
You blinked, the spell broken, and turned back to the stove with a sigh of exaggerated exasperation. âDessert? Iâm already feeding you dinner, Wilson. What more do you want?â
Sam grinned, leaning back in his chair. âJust checking. You know, in case we need to carbo-load for the world-saving weâre doing after this.â
Bucky chuckled, his eyes still lingering on you for just a second longer before he leaned back in his chair as well, arms crossed. âIf sheâs making dessert, weâll be here all night.â
You shot them both a look. âYouâre lucky I havenât thrown you both out yet.â
But the truth was, you liked having them here. You liked the way Samâs laugh filled the room, bringing with it a familiar sense of ease, and the way Buckyâs quiet, steady presence grounded you, even when he wasnât saying much. It was the kind of silence that wasnât uncomfortable, but comfortingâa reminder that some bonds didnât need words. You liked the way this feltâlike home. And maybe that was the real reason you could never stay away.
Because when it came to Buckyâand Sam, too, if you were being honestâit wasnât just about the missions, or the thrill of saving the world. They werenât just your team. They were your family.
Even if youâd never admit that out loud.
The three of you fell into a comfortable silence after that, the only sound the soft sizzle of the food cooking and the rhythmic clinking of utensils against plates. The smell of stir-fry filled the kitchen, warm and inviting, and for a few minutes, it almost felt like the old daysâback before everything got so complicated. Before youâd decided to walk away. The banter, the easy camaraderie, the way you fit together like puzzle piecesâit was all still there, just buried under layers of time and distance, waiting for moments like this to resurface.
As you plated the food and set it down in front of them, you couldnât help but glance between Sam and Bucky, feeling that familiar, strange warmth again. There was something about seeing them here, sitting at your table, that stirred something deep inside you.
And maybeâjust maybeâyouâd missed the thrill, too. The adrenaline, the missions, the way the world always seemed like it was on the brink of something big, and you were the one who could tip the scales. You had walked away from it all, but now, standing here with them, it didnât seem quite as distant as it once had. It felt close, tangible, like it was pulling you back in before you even realized it.
Sam took a bite, nodding in approval. âNot bad. Definitely better than MREs.â
Bucky grunted his agreement, though he was already halfway through his plate, eating with the quiet efficiency of a man whoâd spent too many years not knowing where his next meal would come from. You watched the two of them for a moment, leaning against the counter with your arms crossed, suddenly feeling like an outsider in your own kitchen. But it wasnât a bad feelingâit was one of contentment, of seeing the people you care about in a rare moment of peace.
âSo,â you said, breaking the silence, âare you two gonna brief me, or are you just here for the free food?â
Sam wiped his mouth, leaning back in his chair with a grin. âOh, weâll brief you. But firstâŚâ He paused, his expression shifting slightly, the teasing glint in his eyes softening into something more genuine. âThanks for this. For helping. We know itâs not easy being dragged back in.â
Bucky, who had been quiet as usual, nodded, his gaze meeting yours. His expression was softer than it usually wasâunguarded, almost vulnerable, in that way he sometimes got when he was trying to say something he wasnât quite sure how to put into words. âYeah,â he murmured, his voice low but sincere. âWe appreciate it.â
You shrugged, trying to play it off like it was no big deal, though the warmth in your chest told a different story. âDonât thank me yet. Iâm not un-retired, remember? This is just a one-time thing.â
Bucky caught your eye, and for a moment, something passed between youâsomething unspoken, something you werenât ready to acknowledge just yet. His expression was unreadable, but there was a challenge in his gaze, a quiet understanding that made your heart skip a beat. âSure,â he said, his voice soft but steady. âWhatever you say.â
There it was againâthat invisible pull between the two of you, the one that had been there for as long as you could remember. It was subtle, but undeniable, like the gravity that kept you orbiting around each other, no matter how hard you tried to break free. You could tell yourself this was just a favor, just one mission, but deep down, you knew better. You knew that Buckyâs presence in your life was something you could never fully walk away from.
Sam chuckled, pushing his empty plate aside. âAlright, letâs get to it. Hereâs what we knowâŚâ
As they began to lay out the details of the missionâFuryâs intel, the stolen tech, the possible locationsâyou listened intently, your brain shifting into tactical mode almost immediately. It was like slipping into an old, well-worn jacket. You hadnât realized how much you missed thisâthe strategizing, the planning, the feeling that you were part of something bigger than yourself.
But even as you focused on the details, you couldnât shake the feeling that maybeâjust maybeâthis wasnât going to be as âone-time onlyâ as youâd planned.
Because the truth was, you liked this. You liked the way Samâs voice filled the space, the way Buckyâs quiet presence anchored you. You liked the sense of purpose that came with being part of something this important, and the way you felt like you belonged when you were with them.
Maybe you were exactly where you needed to be.
And as Buckyâs eyes flicked over to you again, his gaze lingering for just a moment longer than necessary, you couldnât help but wonder if he felt the same. <><><><><><> The night air was crisp, the kind of cold that settled in your bones, made worse by the biting wind that whispered through the trees. The cabin where Nick Fury was staying loomed ahead, isolated and quiet, nestled deep in the woods. It was larger than you expectedâmore of a lodge than a cabin reallyâwith dark wooden beams and wide windows that reflected the sliver of moonlight hanging overhead. The gravel driveway crunched beneath your feet as you stepped out of the car, the sound jarring in the otherwise still night.
âFour and a half hours Iâve just spent in that car with the two of you,â Bucky began, pulling your duffle bag out of the trunk with more force than necessary. His breath came out in misty puffs, and you could see the tension in his shoulders, the way his jaw clenched as he spoke. âI keep forgetting how much of a nightmare it is.â
You climbed out of the passenger seat, stretching your legs as the cold air hit your face. âWhat? You saying my singingâs bad?â There was a feigned offense in your voice, but Buckyâs expression didnât soften.
âIâm saying in the kindest way possible to not quit your day job,â Bucky replied, slamming the trunk shut with a thud that echoed into the night.
Sam, ever the mediator, moved around to stand beside you, his boots crunching on the gravel as he grinned. âHey, I think it was great.â
You smiled, grateful for the support. âThank you.â
âTalent recognizes talent,â Sam continued, with a smugness that made you laugh out loud.
Bucky rolled his eyes, shaking his head as he slung your bag over his shoulder. âIf you two are done patting each other on the back, Furyâs waiting.â
The three of you made your way toward the cabin, the soft glow of a light from inside spilling onto the porch. The door was solid, old wood, and the cabin itself had a rugged charm to it, like something out of a survivalistâs dream. It was the kind of place that felt cut off from the rest of the worldâa perfect hideaway for someone like Fury. Away from prying eyes, away from the chaos of the world he spent so much time trying to control.
You hadnât seen Nick Fury since Tony Starkâs funeral. That day had been a blur of pain, loss, and finalityâa day that felt like the end of an era. The memory of it was still heavy in your chest, the weight of it never fully lifting. Youâd slipped away after the service, disappearing into the background, telling yourself you were done. Done with the missions, the wars, the endless fighting. You deserved peace, you told yourself. You deserved to walk away.
But now, standing outside Furyâs door, that certainty felt like a distant memory.
You paused on the porch, your hand hovering just above the railing as you glanced back at Sam and Bucky. The two of them were already making their way up the steps, their shoulders brushing as they moved in sync, like they had done this a thousand times before. You, on the other hand, felt a strange tightness in your chest. This wasnât just another mission. This was Fury. The man who always seemed to have a plan, who always saw the world through a lens of strategy and sacrifice. You respected him, sure, but you werenât blind to the way he moved people like chess pieces, manipulating the board without ever asking for permission.
He hadnât reached out after the funeralânot really. Maybe heâd respected your decision to step away, or maybe heâd just been biding his time, waiting for the right moment to pull you back in. That was how Fury worked. He didnât waste time with pleasantries or emotional goodbyes; he played the long game. And now, after all the time youâd spent trying to convince yourself you were done, here you were, standing outside his door. The irony wasnât lost on you.
As you stood there, the cold night air biting at your skin, you felt an old, familiar mix of emotions bubbling up inside you. Frustration, mostly. Guilt, too. Youâd walked away from this life, from the constant chaos and danger, but now you were right back in it, like no time had passed at all. Part of you resented Fury for itâfor always knowing exactly when to reel you back in. And maybe, in a way, you resented yourself for being so easy to pull.
âYou good?â Samâs voice broke the silence, pulling you out of your thoughts. He was looking at you with that easy, reassuring smile of his, but there was something softer in his eyes, something that told you he understood exactly what you were feeling.
You nodded, though you werenât sure if you were trying to convince him or yourself. âYeah,â you said, your voice a little quieter than youâd intended. âIâm good.â
Bucky, already at the door, glanced back at you, his expression as unreadable as ever, but there was something in his eyesâa flicker of concern, maybe. He wasnât one for words, especially when it came to feelings, but you could tell he was watching you closely, waiting to see how youâd handle this. He understood the weight of what you were walking into, even if he wouldnât say it.
Without hesitation, you followed him inside, choosing not to knock. The cabinâs wooden floors groaned beneath your boots, announcing your arrival in the otherwise still night. The air inside was heavy with the scent of aged wood, leather, and old books. It was familiarâtoo familiar. The smell brought you back to hours spent in briefing rooms, late-night strategy sessions, and the endless weight of responsibilities youâd once carried on your shoulders. This cabinâit wasnât just a place; it was a reminder of the past youâd tried to leave behind, a past that seemed to have found you once again.
Fury was in the main room, hunched over a holographic display, the blue light of the projection casting eerie shadows across the room. The information was streaming in front of him, lines of text and maps flickering as he scanned them. You didnât bother trying to make sense of it just yet. He hadnât changed muchâstill the same black trench coat, same eyepatch, same imposing presence that seemed to fill the room without effort. His back was to you, but you knew from experience that heâd already clocked your presence the second you stepped over the threshold.
Without turning, Furyâs voice cut through the silence like a knife. âWhat? Did you lose your phone? I called.â
You scoffed, rolling your eyes as you pulled up a chair across from him and dropped into it, feigning a casualness you didnât feel. âDidnât you get the memo?â you shot back, leaning against the table, arms crossed.
Fury finally straightened, turning just enough to fix you with his one good eye, the intensity of his gaze sharp enough to cut steel. âWhatâretired, huh?â he scoffed, waving a hand as if to dismiss the very notion. âI threw that memo out. You know why? Because itâs bullshit.â
You couldnât help the slight roll of your eyes, leaning back in the chair, crossing your arms. The knot in your stomach tightened, but you kept your voice steady, controlled. âYou canât just ignore something because you donât like it, Fury.â
His eyebrow raised slightly, his expression as unyielding as ever. âHave you met me?â
The corner of your mouth twitched despite yourself. It was such a classic Fury responseâblunt, relentless, and entirely too good at getting under your skin. No matter how much time passed, he had a way of cutting through the noise, making everything seem simpler, even when it wasnât. And despite the frustration bubbling inside you, you couldnât deny the truth in his words. Fury didnât care about your so-called âretirement.â He cared about results, and he always got them.
âI told you, Fury,â you said, your voice sharpening like a blade. âIâm done. Iâve been doing this my entire adult lifeâhell, some of my teenage years, too. Iâm tired of being dragged back in every time the world decides itâs falling apart.â
Fury didnât flinch. He didnât blink. He just sat back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest, his one good eye never leaving yours. His voice, calm but edged with steel, cut through the room, each word deliberate. âYou think youâre the only one whoâs tired?â he asked, his tone measured, calculated. âWeâve all been fighting for as long as we can remember. You donât get to walk away just because youâre tired. The world doesnât stop spinning because you want a break.â
Your jaw clenched, frustration bubbling up dangerously close to the surface. You glared at him, feeling the weight of every battle youâd fought, every sacrifice youâd made. âIâm not asking for a break, Fury! Iâm asking to live my life without having to look over my shoulder every damn second. Iâve given enoughâmore than enough. I donât owe this anymore.â
From the corner of your eye, you could see Sam and Bucky hovering by the door. Theyâd clearly caught the tail end of your argument, their expressions a mix of understanding and resignation. Sam raised an eyebrow at Bucky, who gave a small, resigned shrug, as if to say, Told you this would happen. You felt their eyes on you, but you didnât turn to face them. This wasnât their fight. Not this time.
Fury leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table, his intense gaze never wavering. His voice dropped lower, but it was no less firm. âYou think youâre done just because you said so? Youâve been out of the game, sure. But that doesnât mean the gameâs done with you.â He paused, letting the weight of his words sink in. âPeople like us donât get to retire, and you know it.â
You let out a harsh laugh, shaking your head in disbelief. âIs that it then? The rest of my life, Iâm just some puppet you get to pull the strings on whenever it suits you?â
Furyâs expression darkened, his voice low but firm. âI never said you were a puppet. But you were a damn good Avenger. And you know better than anyone that once youâre in, youâre never really out.â
His words hung in the air, heavy and undeniable. You hated that he was right. You hated that deep down, youâd always known this was the truth. But that didnât make it any easier to accept. Youâd spent years trying to convince yourself that you could walk away, that you could live a normal life. And yet, here you were, sitting across from Nick Fury, the man who had always been able to see through your excuses and drag you back into the fight. You felt a flicker of guilt at Furyâs words, but you swallowed it down, refusing to let him sway you. âI didnât choose this, Nick. None of us did. We were thrown into it, and we did what we had to do. But that doesnât mean I have to keep doing it forever.â
Furyâs gaze was as sharp as ever, unwavering and unrelenting. âThereâs always a choice,â he said quietly. âYou just donât like the options.â
His words hit harder than you wanted to admit. You let out a long, weary breath, your gaze dropping to the floor as you tried to find something steady in this storm of uncertainty. The weight of what he said pressed down on you like a suffocating blanket, thick and heavy, the truth of it undeniable. The room felt smaller, the air thicker, and your mind raced with conflicting thoughts. You were tired. So damn tired. The kind of exhaustion that sleep could never fix. Tired of the never-ending battles, of the responsibility that clung to you like a shadow, never fully letting you out of its grasp. Tired of the world always needing saving, and you being one of the few people left standing to do something about it.
But maybe that was the point, wasnât it? Maybe there was no running from this life. Not really. No matter how far you tried to go, no matter how much you tried to convince yourself you were done, every time the world started to fall apart, it found you. Dragged you back in. And deep down, you knew Fury was right. There was no staying out of it forever. People like you didnât get to walk away. You could pretend, sure, but the game never stopped. It was always waiting in the wings, just out of sight, ready to pull you back when it needed you most.
The silence stretched between you all like an unspoken truth, thick with the weight of everything you werenât saying. You could feel the eyes of Sam and Bucky on you, waiting for your response, for some kind of decision. But still, you stayed quiet, your mind spinning as you tried to piece together the right wordsâif there even were any. The air seemed to hum with tension, the quiet creak of the old cabin settling the only sound.
Furyâs one good eye locked onto yours, his expression hardening just slightly as he raised an eyebrow. He was waiting for somethingâa word, a nod, a sign that you were still in this, even though you didnât want to admit it yet. The silence stretched uncomfortably, thick with the weight of everything unsaid. When you stayed quiet, lost in your thoughts, he let out a quiet, almost imperceptible huff of impatience. His patience, never his strongest quality, was wearing thin.
"Alright then," Fury said, his voice cutting through the tension like a scalpel. "If you're done with the brooding, can I get on with the reason I dragged your dumb ass out here?"
The bluntness of his words snapped you out of your internal spiral, and you couldnât help the way your lips twisted into a mock frown. You leaned back in your chair, the wood creaking under your weight. âYou know, I miss when Hill was around. You have zero tact.â
Furyâs expression didnât shift much, but there was the faintest twitch at the corner of his mouthâthe closest thing to a smile you ever got from him. If anyone else had said that, theyâd probably be on the receiving end of a death glare, but you? You could get away with it. You always had.
"Hill had tact," Fury replied dryly, "and you still didnât listen to her either."
From his spot by the door, Sam let out a quiet, amused chuckle. He was clearly enjoying the exchange, his arms crossed as he leaned against the doorframe. Bucky, on the other hand, shook his head, his arms folded tightly across his chest. He was watching the back-and-forth like it was a well-worn routine, a script heâd seen played out a hundred times before. He had, in a way.
You shrugged, trying to suppress the small, satisfied smirk tugging at your lips. âYeah, but she didnât drag me into things by insulting me first. Sheâd at least give me a coffee or something before dropping the bomb.â
Fury shot you a sharp look, the kind that would make most people shrink back, but you just smiled wider. It was a familiar dance by nowâa rhythm you and Fury had fallen into over the years. You pushed. He pushed back. But there was always an understanding beneath the surface. You respected him, even when he drove you insane, and he⌠well, he tolerated you. Maybe even liked you, though he'd never admit it.
"Coffee?" Fury deadpanned. "Really? I didnât know you needed a latte with your world-saving."
You leaned forward, resting your elbows on the table, locking eyes with him. âJust saying, if you want me to save the planet again, maybe donât start with âdumb ass.â Itâs bad for morale.â
Furyâs lips pressed into a thin line, but you could see that glint in his eyeâthe one that meant he was enjoying this more than heâd ever let on. âYou need morale? Youâre worse than I thought. Maybe I shouldâve called Parker instead. At least he didnât need a pep talk before doing his damn job.â
That earned him a real eye roll from you. âOh, donât play that card. You know damn well youâd miss me.â You leaned back again, voice dripping with sarcasm. âWho else is gonna keep you from going completely gray?â
Furyâs eyebrow lifted ever so slightly. âYou think youâre doing me a favor by sticking around? Youâve been a pain in my ass since day one.â
âYeah, but Iâm your pain in the ass,â you shot back, a grin breaking through your faux-serious expression. âAdmit it, youâd be bored without me.â
There was a pause. For a second, you thought maybe youâd gone too far, but then Fury let out a short, almost reluctant exhale that was dangerously close to a laugh. âBored?â He shook his head slowly, his voice dropping into that familiar gravelly tone. âWith you around? Iâd have better luck finding peace in a war zone.â
Sam was clearly holding back laughter now, his hand covering his mouth, while Bucky just sighed, looking away like heâd seen enough of this pissing contest for one lifetime.
You let out a laugh, shaking your head. âIâll take that as a compliment.â
Fury didnât reply, but the look he shot you said enough. He didnât need to admit anything out loud. The truth was, beneath the gruff exterior and the constant scowling, there was a mutual respect that had been forged from years of fighting side by side, from making impossible choices and surviving the consequences. He knew youâd always show up, no matter how much you complained, and you knew heâd always have your back, even if he was a hard-ass about it.
But as quickly as the moment of banter had come, Furyâs expression shifted again, the brief levity evaporating as he turned his attention back to the matter at hand. His voice grew serious, more measured now. âLook, I didnât drag you out here for a trip down memory lane,â he said, gesturing toward the holographic display in front of him. The soft blue light illuminated his face, casting shadows across his features. âThereâs something you need to see.â
Furyâs hand cut through the soft blue light of the holographic display, casting eerie shadows across his face as he adjusted the projection. "Something bigâs brewing," he said, his voice low and sharp. "And itâs not gonna wait for you to decide whether youâre âinâ or not."
You exhaled slowly, your eyes flicking toward the hologram, but resisting the urge to really see it. You already knew what was coming. Youâd been down this road too many times before. Another crisis, another fire to put out, another reason you couldnât just walk away. But you werenât ready to admit itânot to him, not to yourself. Still, deep down, you knew there was no avoiding it. You couldnât pretend this wasnât your problem. Because, like it or not, it always ended up being your problem.
Letting out a final breath, you turned back to Fury, your shoulders tense, but your mind a little clearer. You could already feel the pullâthe same pull that had dragged you into this life years ago, the same one that never really let you go, no matter how much you tried to ignore it.
"Alright," you muttered, your voice steadier than before. "Letâs hear it. Whatâs so important that you couldnât just leave me in peace?"
Fury didnât hesitate. He turned fully toward the holographic display, swiping his hand through the air. The image shifted, revealing a global map with dozens of red markers scattered across itâclusters in major cities, others in more remote locations. It was a spread that sent a chill crawling up your spine before you even knew what it meant.
"This," Fury said, his voice like steel, "is whatâs coming. And itâs not just some small-scale operation. Weâre talking global destabilization. Coordinated attacks, high-level targets, and resources being pulled in ways we havenât seen before. This isnât a one-off threatâitâs the start of something bigger. Something weâve been tracking for months. But itâs moving faster than we can keep up with."
You stared at the map, the red markers like pinpricks of danger scattered across the globe. Your stomach twisted, that familiar pit of dread settling in your chest. You didnât need Fury to spell it out. Youâd been here before. You knew how this worked. One crisis would bleed into another, spiraling until the whole world was on fire.
Furyâs eye gleamed with that familiar mix of determination and something harder to placeâmaybe it was relief, maybe calculation. Either way, he knew he was getting through to you. His fingers danced across the holographic display, and the image shifted once more, zooming in on clusters of red dots. They were centered around key locationsâresearch labs, containment facilities, even old SHIELD outposts.
âThese,â Fury began, his tone deliberate, âare the sites of a string of coordinated attacks. Small for now, but escalating. And trust me, theyâre not random. Someoneâs pulling the strings, and theyâve got their sights set on something big.â
You leaned forward, frowning as you studied the map more closely. The red dots were spread too far apart to be coincidence, but there was a pattern here. The more you stared, the more it started to emerge, like muscle memory kicking back in. You hated how quickly you could fall into this mindsetâthe one that was already calculating moves, analyzing angles. The part of you that had sworn youâd leave all this behind was screaming to turn away. But the other partâthe part that had been doing this for so longârefused to let go.
Fury, ever the observer, watched you closely, his eye flickering with something like satisfaction. He could see the shift in your expression. He knew you too well. âIâm not asking you to pick up right where you left off,â he said, his voice softer now, almost like he was offering you an out. âBut we need you on this. Hell, we all do.â
You bit your lip, still staring at the map. âThe boys said Inhuman technology is getting stolen?â
Fury nodded, tapping the display again. The map zoomed in on specific locationsâresearch labs, containment sites, all with ties to Inhuman tech. âItâs not just the tech,â he said, his voice growing more grim. âWeapons, artifacts, dataâanything connected to Inhumans or their enhancements. And whatever theyâre taking, theyâre not leaving a trace behind. Whoeverâs doing this knows exactly what theyâre after.â
You exhaled slowly, your mind spinning through the endless possibilities. âSo what? Theyâre building something? Or selling it off to the highest bidder?â
Furyâs gaze never wavered. âMaybe both,â he replied. âBut weâre not gonna wait around to find out.â
You shook your head, still staring at the map. âAny idea whoâs behind this?â You werenât sure if you really wanted an answer. Part of you hoped this was small-time, something that could be handled by other agents. But the other partâthe part that could already see the storm brewingâknew better.
Furyâs lips pressed into a thin line, and you could already tell he was about to drop the other shoe. "Itâs not just tech and data thatâs going missing," he said, his voice lower now, more serious. "Inhumans are disappearing too."
That got your attention. Your head snapped up, eyes narrowing. "What do you mean, âdisappearingâ? How many?"
Sam, who had been standing by the door, stepped forward, his brow furrowed. âWhy the hell wasnât this mentioned earlier?â
Fury turned to face you all, his expression grim, his voice steady. âAt first, it wasnât noticeable. A few here, a few there. We chalked it up to people going off the grid, fleeing persecution, whatever. But now..." He swiped his hand across the display, and the map zoomed out, revealing a shocking number of red dots scattered around the globe. âOn a global scale, almost two thousand Inhumans have gone missing in the last four months."
Your stomach dropped. Two thousand? You pulled a face, confusion and disbelief crossing it. âHow did no one pick up on that?â
Furyâs eye locked onto yours, and for a moment, you saw the strain thereâthis wasnât something he wanted to admit. âOn a global scale, itâs a blip,â he said. âIndividual cases get lost in the noise. But Iâve got someone helping me now. Someone off the radar. They noticed the pattern.â
Sam crossed his arms, his expression darkening. âSo, what? Someoneâs hunting Inhumans?â
Fury didnât answer immediately, his silence more telling than any word he couldâve spoken. âWe donât have all the pieces yet,â he said finally, his voice thick with tension. âBut whoeverâs behind this, theyâre not just hunting. Theyâre stockpiling. And we need to find out why.â
You stared at the map, the weight of what Fury was saying settling over you like a lead blanket. Two thousand Inhumans. Missing. Taken. And whoever was behind it wasnât stopping anytime soon.
The room went quiet, the tension thick enough to choke on. You felt the familiar stirrings of dread in your chest, the kind youâd spent years trying to suppress. This wasnât just another mission. This was something bigger, something darker. And as much as you wanted to walk away, you knew there was no turning back now. âWho are we thinking?â you asked, still staring hard at the map. Almost two thousand Inhumans. Almost two thousand people whose only crime was having abilities. You swallowed, the weight of that number settling in your chest. Almost two thousand people like you.
It was a bitter pill to swallow. The world had always been on edge about people like youâpeople with powers. Some feared you, some wanted to control you, and others⌠well, they just wanted you gone. But the idea that nearly two thousand people had been taken, snatched from their lives, their families, because of something they couldnât helpâit hit too close to home. You could feel the anger bubbling beneath your skin, an old, familiar fire that you thought youâd managed to smother.
People like you had always been treated like a problem to be solved. The world never took kindly to those who didnât fit neatly into the box of ânormal.â Youâd learned that the hard way, time and time again. And now, those people were vanishing. No explanation. No trace. Just gone.
You shook your head, trying to focus, but the thought gnawed at you. How many of them fought back? How many didnât even get the chance?
Furyâs voice cut through your thoughts, pulling you back. He gave you a long, hard look before speaking. âWeâve got a couple of suspects. Old enemies crawling out of the woodwork. But nothing solid yet.â
Sam stepped forward, folding his arms across his chest as he studied the display. âHydraâs always a safe bet,â he suggested, his tone almost casual, though his eyes were sharp. âThey seem to have a habit of not staying dead.â
Bucky let out a bitter laugh from across the room, shaking his head. âYeah, they never really get the memo, do they?â
You leaned back in your chair, rubbing your temples. âHydraâs a possibility. But this feels too⌠surgical for them. Theyâre more of a âsledgehammerâ type of operation. Theyâd march in loud, make a mess, and leave their logo plastered all over the place for good measure. Whoeverâs doing this? Theyâre moving in silence.â
Fury nodded, his mouth pulling into a thin line. âExactly. Whoever it is, theyâve got resources and intel we havenât seen in a long time. And theyâre staying ahead of us at every turn.â
You looked up at him, eyes narrowing. âSo, what? Youâre telling me weâve got nothing? No leads?â
Furyâs jaw clenched, and for a brief moment, you could see the frustration flicker across his face. It wasnât often you saw cracks in his armor, but when you did, it usually meant the situation was worse than he was letting on. âWeâve got whispers. Names bouncing around the black market. But nothing concrete. Yet.â
You raised an eyebrow, leaning back in your chair again. âWhispers? You dragged me out here for whispers?â
Sam chimed in, his tone light, but pointed. âYou know Fury doesnât call unless itâs serious. Heâs all about the mystery and the drama. Gotta keep us on our toes.â
Fury shot Sam a look, the kind that could make most people rethink their life choices, but Sam just shrugged it off with a grin, clearly unfazed. âHey, Iâm just saying. A little more info up front would be helpful.â
Bucky, still leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, smirked. âYeah, maybe next time you send out an actual briefing, Fury. You know, like the good old days.â
Fury didnât miss a beat. âIf you two clowns would spend less time cracking wise and more time reading the briefings I do send, maybe weâd be a little further ahead.â
You couldnât help the small laugh that escaped you, shaking your head. âI missed this. Really, I did.â Your voice was dripping with sarcasm, but your smirk betrayed just a hint of genuine amusement. âItâs like a dysfunctional family reunion.â
Furyâs face remained unreadable, but you could tell he was holding back a comment. Instead, he pulled the conversation back to the matter at hand. âLook, this isnât just about the Inhuman tech. Itâs about what they plan to do with it. And I donât know about you, but Iâm not interested in waiting to find out.â
You leaned forward again, resting your elbows on your knees, eyes tracing the red dots on the map. Each one a potential target. Each one a potential victim. The weight of the situation was settling over you, heavier with every breath. âSo, whatâs the play?â
Furyâs eye glinted, and you could almost see the gears turning behind that steely gaze. The familiar spark of strategy came alive as he laid out the plan. âYou, Wilson, and Barnes will hit one of the key locations weâve flagged. Covert op. No noise, no trace. We need eyes on the ground to figure out whoâs pulling the strings.â
Sam raised an eyebrow, crossing his arms as he glanced between you and Fury. âAnd youâre just sending the three of us? No backup?â
Fury didnât miss a beat. âYouâre the backup.â
Bucky let out a low chuckle, shaking his head, his tone dry. âOf course we are.â
You exhaled sharply, feeling that all-too-familiar sense of dread creeping in. âWhat happened to the people you originally sent if weâre the backup?â you asked, not sure you really wanted to hear the answer.
Furyâs gaze didnât falter, his voice steady but grim. âWe lost communication.â
That was Furyâs way of saying, Theyâre probably dead. No need for sugarcoating, no false hope. It was a reality youâd gotten used to hearing over the years, but it never really got easier.
You popped your lips a few times, letting the weight of it settle over you, before muttering under your breath, âWell, this is gonna be a fucking blast, isnât it?â
Sam snorted, shaking his head with a wry grin. âAlways the optimist.â
Fury ignored the commentary, his expression tightening as he leaned in a bit closer, his tone more intense now. âListen, I know youâre all used to dealing with heavy stuff, but this isnât just another smash-and-grab. Whoeverâs behind this has been stealing weapons designed specifically to take down Inhumans. If theyâre stockpiling that kind of tech, it means theyâre expecting to fight people like youâand theyâre ready.â
Your heart skipped a beat, but you kept your face neutral. âWeapons designed to take down Inhumans?â you echoed, your voice carefully calm. That wasnât news you wanted to hear. Youâd faced enough threats over the years, but the idea of someone deliberately targeting your kind, with tools made to dismantle everything that made you who you were? That hit too close to home.
Fury nodded. âYeah. So you especially need to be careful out there. This isnât just some random group of thugs. These guys know what theyâre doing, and theyâve got the means to take you down if youâre not careful.â
You couldnât help but grin, leaning back in your chair and crossing your arms, adopting your most nonchalant look. âIâm always careful.â
The room went silent for just a beatâlong enough for you to register the exaggerated snorts coming from Sam and Bucky behind you. You barely had time to process it before you heard the unmistakable sound of Sam tryingâand failingâto stifle a laugh. You glanced over your shoulder and caught him biting his lip, his shoulders shaking with amusement. Bucky, on the other hand, was giving you that lookâthe one he reserved for moments when he was about to roast you alive and savor every second of it.
You groaned, rolling your eyes in exaggerated frustration. âOh, come on.â
Sam was already chuckling, holding up his hands in mock surrender, his grin wide and unapologetic. âHey, sorry, sorry. Itâs justâyou? Careful? Youâve got a reputation, you know.â
Bucky smirked, shaking his head slowly, his voice thick with sarcasm. âYeah, careful⌠What about that little dance you had with Walker?â
You turned toward him, pointing a finger in his direction, your face scrunched up in mock indignation, but there wasnât any real heat behind it. âOkay, fine, Iâll own that one. But, to be fair, Walker was mouthy. And he pissed me off.â
Sam snorted, clearly enjoying himself now. He leaned against the table, arms crossed, shaking his head as the memory came flooding back. âPissed you off? You threw him through a damn window.â
You threw your hands up defensively, leaning back in your chair once more, though the smile tugging at your lips was impossible to hide. âHe was lucky I didnât go outside and throw him back through the window with that attitude.â
Bucky let out a low, amused chuckle, his smirk widening. âThat wouldâve been a sight.â
Sam, still grinning, chimed in, âMan, if youâre âcareful,â I donât even want to know what reckless looks like.â
You shot Sam a playful glare, though you couldnât help the laugh that escaped you. âThat was me being careful. If Iâd really gone off, there wouldnât have been a window left for anyone to throw anyone through.â
Bucky shook his head, his voice filled with mock disbelief. âI mean I guess he wasnât hurt too badly.â
You leaned back further in your chair, arms still crossed, your grin widening. âLook, Walker was asking for it. And letâs be honestâafter everything he pulled, I was doing the world a favor.â
Sam raised an eyebrow, his expression amused, clearly enjoying the banter far too much to let it go. âYou know, youâve got a real funny definition of âdoing the world a favor.ââ
You shrugged, putting on your best innocent face. âHonestly, he should be thanking me. I couldâve done worse, and I didnât. I restrained myself.â
Bucky let out a low chuckle, crossing his arms as he leaned back against the wall. âYeah, ârestraint,â sure. You call throwing a grown man through a window ârestrainedâ? Iâd hate to see what happens when you donât hold back.â
Before you could fire back with a witty retort, Fury cleared his throat, cutting through the banter like a knife. The room fell silent almost instantly, the lingering laughter evaporating as all eyes turned toward him. He stood at the head of the table, arms folded, his expression unreadable but carrying that familiar weight of authority that demanded attention.
Fury stepped forward, his voice cutting through the moment like a bladeâsharp, no-nonsense, and to the point. âAlright,â he said, deadpan, âas much as I enjoy watching you three play âwhoâs the biggest pain in my ass,â weâve got work to do.â
The playful atmosphere between you, Sam, and Bucky deflated as quickly as it had started. You straightened your posture almost instinctively, the weight of Furyâs words settling in. He wasnât one for idle chit-chat, and when he said it was time to focus, you knew things were about to get serious.
Fury took a few steps closer to the table, his lone eye sweeping over the three of you, assessing, calculating. That look he gave when he was lining up all the pieces on the chessboard. âYouâre heading to Eastern Europeâremote location, off the grid. Itâs a small facility buried in the mountains, not on any map youâll find.â
You tilted your head, curiosity piqued. âWhat kind of facility?â
Furyâs gaze remained steady. âOne thatâs been under the radar for too long. Intel says itâs being used to build weaponsâspecifically designed to neutralize Inhumans. Think of it as an experimental lab with a military-grade twist.â
Samâs brow furrowed as he leaned forward, resting his arms on the table. âNeutralize how? Are we talking suppression, or...?â
âTermination,â Fury finished, not missing a beat. âThese weapons are built to stop them dead in their tracksâliterally. Weâre talking tech that can disable powers and take down the ones who wield them. And itâs not just the weapons weâre worried about. The people behind this? Theyâre not amateurs. Theyâre smart, well-funded, and ruthless.â
Bucky glanced at you, then back to Fury. His voice was calm, but there was an edge to it. âSo, whatâs the plan?â
Furyâs lips tightened. âYou go in, retrieve the data on these weapons, and destroy anything that canât be moved. We donât leave any trace of this operation behind.â
You crossed your arms, eyes narrowing thoughtfully. âAnd weâre doing this alone?â
Fury shook his head, a shadow of a smirk playing at the corner of his mouth. âNo. Youâll have help. Someoneâs already on the ground, gathering intel.â
You raised an eyebrow, the curiosity deepening. âWhoâs the help?â
Furyâs smirk widened just a fraction, his eye gleaming with an almost amused glint. âIâve got a feeling you and her will get along pretty well.â
That caught your attention. âHer?â
Fury just stared at you, the smirk never quite leaving his face. He didnât answer directly, letting the mystery hang in the air like a challenge. âLetâs just say sheâs more than capable of holding her own. Youâll meet her when you land.â
Sam leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms as he shot you a look. âYou know, Iâm starting to think he enjoys keeping us in the dark.â
You couldnât help but smirk at that. âOh, he definitely does.â
Fury ignored the side comments, his tone shifting back to business. âSheâs been embedded in that facility for weeks. Knows the layout, the personnel, and the security protocols. Sheâs the reason youâre going to walk in and out without setting off a single alarm.â
Buckyâs expression didnât change, but his eyes narrowed slightly as he asked, âAnd we can trust her?â
Furyâs smirk faded, his expression becoming stone-cold serious. âIf I didnât trust her, she wouldnât be on this op. Thatâs all you need to know.â
You exchanged a glance with Sam and Bucky, the tension between the three of you palpable. Whoever this mystery woman was, Fury had a lot of confidence in her. And if Fury trusted her, that meant she was no ordinary asset. But still, something about walking into an unknown situation with a stranger didnât sit right.
You leaned forward, crossing your arms on the table. âAlright, Fury. Weâll play along. But if this goes sidewaysââ
Fury cut you off, his voice firm. âIt wonât. Sheâs good at what she does. All you need to worry about is getting in, getting the data, and getting out.â
Sam gave you a sidelong glance, grinning slightly. âYou hear that? Worry about getting in and out. No âimprovising.ââ
You snorted, shooting him a smirk. âI donât improvise without good reason.â
Buckyâs eyebrows lifted, clearly not buying it. âSure you donât.â
Fury sighed, shaking his head. âI swear, if you three donât get this done clean, Iâm leaving you in Eastern Europe.â
You grinned wider, leaning back in your chair. âRelax, Fury. Weâll be in and out before they even know weâre there.â
Furyâs eye flicked between the three of you, clearly unconvinced but resigned to the fact that this was his team. âI know you have contacts. Make some calls." His gaze landed on you, his tone growing more pointed. "Get some rest. You leave in the morning.â
You nodded, standing up from your seat. As you gathered your things, Sam shot you a look, still grinning. âIâm curious who this mystery woman is. Furyâs got that look like he knows something we donât.â
You shrugged, slinging your jacket over your shoulder. âWhoever she is, sheâs gotta be something if Furyâs that confident. Guess weâll find out soon enough.â
Bucky stood as well, adjusting his jacket. âLetâs just hope sheâs not another wildcard.â
You smirked, throwing Bucky a glance over your shoulder as you strode toward the door. âOne wildcardâs enough for this team, donât you think?â
Bucky snorted, crossing his arms over his chest. âYeah, and that wildcard is you.â
Sam chuckled in agreement, shaking his head as he leaned back in his chair. âNo argument here.â
You mock-pouted, shifting your gaze between Sam and Bucky, your tone exaggerated for effect. âYeah, I feel like Iâm being bullied here. You two beg me to come back, and all you do is roast me the whole time.â
Sam broke into a wide grin, clearly unbothered by the accusation. âHey, we roast because we care.â
Bucky gave a half-shrug, his smirk barely hidden. âItâs a sign of affection. You should be flattered.â
You rolled your eyes but couldnât help the smile tugging at the corner of your lips. âSure, thatâs what it is.â
Flashing them both a quick grin, you turned and stepped out of the room. The door clicked shut behind you, sealing off the playful banter like a curtain falling between acts. The cheerful, easy atmosphere evaporated as you found yourself alone in the dimly lit hallway, the quiet settling in around you.
Her.
Furyâs cryptic comment about the mystery woman still echoed in your mind. Whoever she was, he seemed confident you two would hit it off. But that could mean anything coming from Fury. He wasnât exactly known for his straightforwardness, and when he said youâd get along, it could be his way of saying youâd end up liking herâor that youâd butt heads until sparks flew. Either way, if she was half as good as Fury hinted, maybe this mission would go smoother than usual.
Maybe.
You pushed open the door leading outside, stepping into the cool evening air. The sky was a deep shade of blue, the stars just beginning to peek through the fading light. You reached into your back pocket, pulling out your phone as you leaned against the porch railing. You knew exactly who you could callâsomeone with the kind of connections that could keep an ear out for intel.
But did you want to call him? Absolutely not.
The last time you saw him⌠well, youâd made it perfectly clear that it was a one-time thing. No strings, no complications. Once you walked out of his hotel room, that was it. The only thing youâd heard about him since was the message telling you he made it to Charles Xavierâs school, which had been a relief. You never wanted him to think you cared too much, but a part of you was glad he had found his placeâsomewhere far away from you.
You scrolled through your contacts, feeling the knot in your stomach tighten as your finger hovered over his name: Remy LeBeau. You stared at the screen for a long moment, debating whether or not this was a good idea.
Itâs just a phone callâŚ
You muttered under your breath, âAlright then,â as you pressed the call button and switched the phone to speaker mode, setting it on your knee while you sat on the porch steps. The cool evening air brushed against your skin, a small reprieve from the pressure building in your chest. The phone rang once. Twice.
Then his voiceâsmooth, honeyed, and unmistakably Cajunâcame through the line.
âWell, well, well⌠look whoâs callinâ olâ Remy. Thought youâd forgotten âbout me, chère.â
You rolled your eyes, despite the small smile tugging at the corners of your lips. âTrust me, itâs not for lack of trying. I was just scrolling through my contacts and thought, âHmm, who annoys me the most?â And wouldnât you know it? Your name popped up.â
There was a pause on the other end, but you could practically hear the grin spreading across his face. âAhhh, so datâs how it is, huh? Not even a âHow you doinâ, Remy? Missed ya, Remy?ââ
Before you could answer, the door behind you creaked open, and you glanced back to see Bucky stepping out. He gave you a curious look before plopping down on the porch beside you. You cleared your throat, giving him a playful wag of your eyebrows.
âAlright, fine,â you said into the phone, your tone dry. âHow are you, Remy? Last time we met, you blasted me to the other side of the state with a fucking Uno card.â
A rich chuckle echoed through the speaker, and you could hear the smirk in his voice. âChère, you punched me through a brick wall first. Iâd say dat makes us even.â
You couldnât help but grin. âYeah, well, Iâd say you deserved it.â You shot a glance at Bucky, who was shaking his head, smiling at your banter. It was clear he was enjoying the show.
Remyâs voice dropped a little, teasing, âDepends on what you think I deserved, ma belle. âCause I remember a night where you thought I deserved a whole lot more.â The night with Remy had been a collision of chaos and inevitabilityâtwo forces that had been circling each other for far too long, finally crashing together in a moment of reckless abandon.
You hadnât planned it. Hell, you hadnât even wanted it, at least not consciously. Everything leading up to that moment was supposed to be purely professionalâa job, a mission, a means to an end. But somewhere between chasing him through the narrow, twisting streets of New Orleans and that final standoff in the abandoned warehouse, something shifted. Something in the way he looked at you, the way he moved, the way he knew exactly how to push your buttons and get under your skin.
You were angry. Furious, actually. Heâd always had this ability to infuriate you more than anyone else, to make your blood boil with a single smirk or a well-placed quip. He knew exactly how to play the game, and worse, he knew how to play you.
When you punched him through that wall, it was supposed to be the end of it. It was supposed to be over. But instead, when he came back at you, pinning you against the crumbling brick, there was something different in his eyesâsomething dangerous, yes, but also something raw and unspoken.
You could still feel the heat of his breath on your skin as he leaned in close, his voice low and teasing. âYou sure you want me to stop, chère?â
You should have said yes. You should have shoved him off, thrown another punch, done anything but what youâd actually done.
But you didnât.
Instead, youâd felt that pullâthe same pull that had been simmering beneath the surface for years. That electric tension, that unspoken something that youâd both been ignoring, pretending didnât exist. And in that moment, youâd let it take over. Youâd let it win.
When his lips finally met yours, it was fire. It was reckless and impulsive and everything you knew you shouldnât be doing, but you couldnât stop. You didnât want to stop. Your hands were in his hair, his hands were on your waist, and it wasnât long before the fight between you turned into something else entirelyâsomething far more dangerous.
The room blurred after that. The world outside ceased to matter. It was just the two of youâtwo people who had been dancing around each other for too long, finally giving in.
You didnât think. You couldnât think. There was only the heat, the way his body pressed against yours, the way he somehow knew exactly where to touch, how to make you gasp, how to make you want more. It was messy and unrestrained, a rush of adrenaline and pent-up frustration that spilled out in ways neither of you had planned.
You groaned, running a hand over your face. âOh, for the love ofâRemy, can we not do this right now?â
âYou brought it up, chère. Just followinâ your lead.â
Clearing your throat, you turned your attention back to the phone. âAnyway, as much as I love walking down memory lane with you, I actually need something.â
âAhh, business, den?â Remyâs tone shifted slightly, though the playful undercurrent remained. âAlright, chĂŠrie, what you need?â
You sat up a little straighter, glancing at Bucky before speaking. âI need you to keep an ear out. You and the rest of your team. Inhumans are going missing.â
There was a long pause on the other end, and then you heard some muffled voices, like Remy was talking to someone else. You raised your eyebrows at Bucky, who gave you a nonchalant shrug, clearly waiting for the conversation to unfold.
Remy came back on the line. âHold up. Got de team here. Can you explain it to dem?â
You sighed, pinching the bridge of your nose. âSure, why the hell not?â You shifted the phone slightly, making sure it was positioned right on your knee. âHereâs the situation: Inhumans are disappearing, and someoneâs stealing weapons specifically designed to terminate them. These arenât just suppression devices. Weâre talking about tech built to kill.â
There was a low whistle from Remy on the other end of the line. âDamn, sounds like you got yourself a real mess, ma belle, You wouldnât happen to be planninâ somethinâ, would ya?â
You exchanged a glance with Bucky, who raised his eyebrows in silent amusement. âWhat makes you think that?â you asked, your tone innocent but laced with sarcasm.
âChère, I know you. You donât get involved unless you got a plan to blow somethinâ up.â
Bucky snorted next to you, leaning back on his elbows. âSheâs not blowing anything up,â he interjected, his voice dry.
You gave him a playful shrug. âYou never know.â Then, turning your attention back to the phone, you added, âWeâre going on an adventure. Heading to Europe tomorrow to⌠well, shake things up.â
Remy chuckled softly. âAhhh, Europe, huh? Sounds like a real vacation. Yâ got your SPF packed?â
You rolled your eyes. âItâs not that kind of trip, Remy.â
âI figured. But donât pretend you ainât planninâ on stirrinâ up some trouble. You always do.â
âLook,â you said, âjust keep your ears open. Let me know if you hear anything about these weapons or the people behind them.â
There was a pause, and you heard Remy step away from what sounded like a crowd, his voice growing quieter, more serious. âThese weapons⌠they can really kill Inhumans?â
You exhaled, the weight of his question pressing down on you. âYeah, they can.â
The line was silent for a moment, the tension hanging in the air. When Remy spoke again, his voice was low, but the sincerity in it was unmistakable. âYou be careful out there, chère. You hear me? Donât go gettinâ yourself hurt, âspecially not for somethinâ like dis. Call me if you need backup.â
You laughed softly, though there was a tightness in your chest. âIâm the backup, apparently.â
Remy chuckled darkly. âYeah, well, even de backup can need help sometimes.â
You glanced at Bucky, who was watching you closely, his arms crossed over his chest. You gave him a small smile, but your mind was still on the mission ahead.
âThanks, Remy,â you said, your voice softening just a touch. âI mean it.â
âAnytime, ma belle. You know where to find me.â
With that, the line went dead, leaving you staring at your phone for a moment longer. The echo of Remyâs voice lingered in your head, the way his concern had slipped through, buried beneath all his usual teasing. Part of you hated that he still cared, that he could still get to you after all this time. But if you were being honestâreally honest with yourselfâanother part of you was relieved. Relieved that, despite all the chaos, someone out there still had your back.
Bucky shifted beside you, drawing your attention. He had that look on his faceâthe one where he was trying to pretend he wasnât curious but failed miserably at hiding it.
âSo... whoâs this Remy?â he asked, his tone casual but laced with interest.
You pocketed your phone, not quite meeting his eyes. âRemember that mission in New Orleans a few years ago?â
Buckyâs brow furrowed for a second before recognition dawned. âMmhmm. The, uh, heists? Stolen artifacts?â
âYeah, that guy,â you said, your voice deliberately casual as you scrolled through your phone, doing your best to ignore the way Bucky was now openly staring at you, his curiosity ramping up with each passing second.
Bucky nodded slowly, his expression shifting as he pieced it together. âWait⌠youâre telling me you slept with the guy we were supposed to apprehend?â
You paused, your thumb hovering over the screen of your phone. There was no point in denying it. You knew Bucky well enough to know when he had you pegged. So, with a small shrug, you replied, âTo be fair, if you ever met Remy, youâd probably also sleep with him. Heâs just that type of guy.â
Bucky blinked, then shook his head, letting out a surprised laugh. âThat type of guy, huh?â
âYeah,â you said with a smirk, âthe type that can charm the pants off anyone.â You tilted your head, shooting him a playful look. âLiterally.â
Bucky held his hands up in mock surrender. âNo offense taken. Just... didnât peg you as the âsleep with the targetâ type back then.â
You chuckled, leaning back against the porch railing. âTrust me, neither did I. But Remy... heâs complicated. Always was.â
Bucky let out another laugh, but there was something softer in his expression now, something more understanding. âI get it. Sometimes things happen in the field that you canât plan for.â He paused, then raised an eyebrow. âJust didnât expect you to be so... enthusiastic about it.â
You rolled your eyes, but you couldnât help the small smile that tugged at the corner of your lips. âIt was a long time ago, Buck.â
âDoesnât seem like that  long ago,â he said, his voice quieter now, more thoughtful. You sighed, already knowing where this conversation was headed. Bucky always had a way of cutting through the banter when it mattered, of seeing past your sharp words and deflection, straight to the heart of things. He could sense the weight you were carrying, the edge in your voice you didnât want to acknowledge. And sure enough, his next words werenât teasing. They were deadly serious.
âLook,â he said, leaning forward slightly, his blue eyes locking onto yours with an intensity that made it impossible to look away. âRemyâs right. You need to be careful.â
You blinked, caught off guard by the sudden shift in tone. You werenât used to seeing Bucky like thisâso openly worried, so raw. âIâm always careful,â you said, your voice quieter than you intended, a reflexive defense.
But Bucky wasnât buying it. He gave you that lookâthe one that could cut through any bullshit you threw his way. His brow furrowed, his jaw tightening just slightly, the tension radiating off him in waves. His eyes, usually calm and steady, were now shadowed with something deeper, something that tugged at the pit of your stomach.
âReally?â he asked, raising one eyebrow in that way that made you feel like you were missing something obvious. âBecause from where Iâm sitting, it sounds like youâre about to throw yourself into the middle of something dangerous. And I know youâwhen you get deep into this stuff, especially when itâs something like this, you donât always think about yourself.â
You opened your mouth, ready to protest, to brush off his concern with the usual quip, but Bucky cut you off before you could say a word.
âIâm serious,â he said, his voice dropping low enough that it sent a shiver up your spine. He leaned in closer, his hand resting on his knee, fingers clenching into a tight fist. âThese weapons youâre talking about? Theyâre not just a threat to the missionâtheyâre a threat to you.â
There was something in the way he said it, the way his voice faltered slightly at the end, that made you stop. Made you really look at him. His eyes were filled with a worry you hadnât seen in a long timeânot just the kind of concern youâd expect from a teammate headed into a dangerous mission, but something more. Something almost vulnerable. He wasnât just worried about the mission going sideways. He was worried about youâabout losing you.
You swallowed hard, feeling the tension between you both thickening, the air growing heavy with what was left unsaid. Bucky wasnât someone who wore his emotions on his sleeve, not like this. He kept things close to the chest, locked up tight behind walls heâd built over decades of pain and loss. But right now, sitting next to you, his gaze fixed on yours with an intensity that made your heart twist, he wasnât hiding anything.
He was scared.
âBucky,â you started, trying to find the right words, the right way to ease the worry in his eyes. âItâs just like any other mission. Iâm not invincible. I know that. Anything can kill me.â
He let out a long, frustrated sigh, his head tipping back slightly as if trying to gather his thoughts. When he looked at you again, there was a flicker of something else in his gazeâsomething sharper, more personal.
âBut itâs not like every other mission, is it?â he asked, his tone softer now, but no less urgent. âThis isnât just some random op. This is personal for you.â
You opened your mouth to argue, to tell him that it wasnâtâthat you were fine, that you had it under controlâbut the words wouldnât come. Because deep down, you knew he was right.
This mission was different.
You had been on dangerous assignments before, faced down threats that would have sent anyone else running in the opposite direction. You had dealt with mercenaries, terrorists, assassins, and gods. Youâd been shot, stabbed, thrown through walls, and walked away each time with little more than bruises and scars, each one a testament to your survival. You had faced down death more times than you cared to count, and somehow, youâd always pulled through.
But this? This was something else entirely.
It wasnât just the danger of the mission. It wasnât just the weapons designed to kill people like you, to strip away every advantage youâd ever had in a fight. It was the weight of itâthe personal stakes, the way the faces of the missing haunted you, how it felt like the world was closing in, and the people you cared about were at the center of it. And now, as you stood on the edge of another mission, the fear wasnât just about whether or not youâd make it out alive. It was about whether youâd come back the same.
Bucky shifted beside you, the two of you sitting in the quiet aftermath of his words. The worry in his eyes was still there, but now it was mixed with something heavier, something deeper that you hadnât fully comprehended until now. He let out a small sigh, his gaze drifting away from you for a moment, his fingers drumming lightly on his knee like he was working through what he wanted to say next. His jaw clenched and unclenched, his brow furrowing just slightly as if trying to find the right words.
For a long moment, he said nothing. The silence between you stretched, thick and palpable, the weight of the conversation hanging in the air like a storm cloud about to break. You watched him, the way his eyes flickered with unspoken thoughts, the tension in his shoulders, the way his chest rose and fell in shallow breaths. You could sense it before he even said anythingâthis wasnât just another conversation about the mission. This was something deeper, something raw.
When he finally spoke, his voice was low, rough around the edges, as if the words were scraping against his throat. He still wasnât looking at you, his eyes focused on something far off in the distance, something only he could see.
âIâve been to war,â he began, his tone calm but tinged with an exhaustion that ran deeper than just physical tiredness. It was the kind of exhaustion that came from carrying too many burdens for too long. âIâve seen things... done things... that I donât talk about. Things Iâm not proud of.â
His hand tightened into a fist, his knuckles going white as he clenched it against his thigh, like he was trying to hold something back. âIâve been brainwashed, manipulated, used as a weapon. Iâve had my mind taken from me, my choices ripped away. Iâve been forced to do thingsâterrible things. And Iâve lost... God, Iâve lost more than you can even think about.â
His voice cracked slightly on the word *lost*, and for the first time, you saw a vulnerability in him that he rarely ever let anyone see. His gaze shifted downward, like he couldnât bear to look at you in that moment, like the weight of everything heâd been through was too much to hold your gaze.
You opened your mouth to say something, anything, but he wasnât finished. Not yet.
âI got through it,â he continued, his voice quieter now, almost as if he was talking more to himself than to you. His eyes finally met yours, and they were filled with a kind of haunted resignation. âI survived. I kept going because... well, because I had to. I didnât have a choice. I had to keep moving forward, even when I didnât want to.â
He swallowed hard, his jaw tightening again as he fought to keep his emotions in check. But the cracks were showing now, the carefully constructed walls heâd built around himself starting to crumble in front of you.
âBut,â he said, and the word hung in the air, heavy and final. He hesitated, his throat working as he swallowed again, this time more slowly, like he was trying to gather the strength to say what came next. His eyes softened, and when he spoke again, his voice was barely above a whisper, but it cut through the stillness like a knife.
âI think if I lost you...â
He trailed off, and for a moment, you thought he wasnât going to finish the sentence. His hand, the one that wasnât made of vibranium, unclenched and hovered in the air for a second before he let it drop back to his side. His eyes searched yours, raw and open in a way youâd never seen before. A way that made your heart ache.
âI donât think I could cope,â he finally admitted, his voice cracking again, this time with an emotion so deep it made your chest tighten. âIâve lost so much already. More than anyone should. But you...â
He paused, his eyes flickering with something that looked like fearâreal, unguarded fear. âYouâre different. Youâre...â
He didnât finish the thought. He didnât need to. You could see it in his eyes, feel it in the way his words hung between you, unfinished but heavy with meaning. You were more than just a teammate to him, more than just someone he fought beside. You were a lifeline. A connection to the world, to something real and grounding. And the thought of losing youâof you not coming back from this missionâwas a weight he didnât know how to bear.
You felt your breath catch in your throat, your heart pounding in your chest as the full weight of what he was saying settled over you. Bucky Barnes, the man who had faced down gods and monsters, who had lived through a century of war and torment, was afraid of losing you. And not just afraidâterrified.
Suddenly, everything about this mission felt different. The stakes werenât just about the people you were trying to save, or the weapons you were trying to stop. They were about the people youâd leave behind if you didnât come back. The people who cared about you, who needed you just as much as you needed them.
You swallowed hard, your throat tight as a thousand possible responses raced through your mind. You wanted to reassure him, to tell him that youâd be fine, that youâd come back just like you always did. But the words felt hollow, empty, as if they would shatter the moment they left your mouth. Because deep down, you knew the truthâyou couldnât make that promise. Not this time. Not with what you were walking into. Not with these weapons.
âI...â You hesitated, the weight of his confession pressing down on you like a physical thing, heavy and suffocating. You could feel the raw emotion in the air between you, the unspoken fear and frustration. âBucky, Iââ
But before you could finish, Bucky ran a hand through his hair, his fingers digging in as if he could pull the frustration out of his scalp. He let out a sharp breath, a mix of a sigh and a growl, his eyes flashing with an intensity you didnât see often. âIâm angry,â he said, his voice rough, âIâm angry at Fury, at Samâhell, at everyoneâfor wanting to drag you into this. Theyâre putting you at risk,â he spat, his voice low but fierce, as if the mere thought of it set his blood boiling. âAnd for what? Because they think youâre the best shot at stopping this? Because they think you can handle it? Theyâre willing to gamble with your life, and Iâm supposed to just sit here and be okay with it?â
You clenched your jaw, feeling your own frustration start to build in response to his. âI can handle it, Bucky,â you shot back, your voice sharper than you intended. âItâs why Fury asked you to bring me in. Iâve done this before. Iâve faced worse.â
Buckyâs eyes darkened, his expression hardening , his presence looming larger now, as if the raw emotion he was feeling was physically radiating off him. âWorse? Worse than weapons designed to kill people like you? To neutralize everything that makes you who you are?â
His words cut through you, sharp and unrelenting. And the way he said itâlike the very idea of you being vulnerable, of you losingâwas something he couldnât even bear to think about.
âThis isnât just another mission, and you know that,â Bucky continued, his voice rising as the anger heâd been holding onto finally broke free. âThis isnât some mercenary with a gun, or a terrorist group with a bomb. These are weapons designed to end people like you. Theyâre not going to miss. Theyâre not going to give you a second chance. One wrong move, and youâreââ
âDead?â you interrupted, your voice hardening as your own anger flared to life. âYeah, I know that, Bucky. Iâm not stupid. But you think I donât know the risks? You think I havenât considered what could happen?â
Buckyâs fists clenched at his sides, his expression twisting with frustration. âThatâs the problem, isnât it? You know the risks, but youâre still willing to throw yourself into it. You always do thisâyou always think you have to be the one to save everyone, to take the hit so no one else has to. But this time, itâs different. This time, itâs...â
His voice broke off, and for a moment, the anger in his eyes softened, replaced by something rawer, more vulnerable. âThis time, itâs you. This time youâre the one that needs saving.â
You felt your chest tighten, the weight of Buckyâs words settling deep in your gut. He wasnât just angry about the mission, not really. He was angry because it was youâbecause this time, the risk was almost too real, too close to home. This time, it wasnât some faceless threat or a distant danger. It was something that could take you away from him, and that terrified him.
You shook your head, a bitter laugh escaping your lips despite the tightness in your throat. âYou think I want to be in this position? You think I donât know how dangerous this is?â Your voice cracked, your words sharper than you intended, but you didnât pull back. You couldnât. Not now. âBucky, I was done with all this. I had walked away. Hell, I wasnât exactly happy, but I was... I was content. I was safe.â
You saw a flicker in his eyesâwas it pain? Understanding? Maybe both. But it didnât matter. The words were spilling out of you before you could stop them. âBut then you knocked on my door. And you know damn well Iâd never say no. Not to you.â
The truth hung between you like a blade suspended in the air, sharp and unspoken, its weight pressing down, impossible to ignore. You felt it in your chest, heavy as a boulder neither of you knew how to move. You had been out. You had built something resembling a life, a fragile, quiet existence that wasnât perfect but was safe. And yet, all it had taken was himâjust Buckyâto pull you back into the chaos. And he knew that. He had to know that.
For a moment, the two of you just stared at each other, standing on the edge of something, but it was the silence between you that roared the loudest. It felt like standing at the precipice of something dark and uncertain, something you both knew was there but hadnât allowed yourselves to fully face.
His eyes softened, just for a second, like heâd let his guard slip. You could feel the unspoken feelings swirling in the air between you, thick and tangible. This wasnât just about the mission. It wasnât even just about the danger. It was about you. About him. About the way your lives had become so entangled that even the thought of losing each other was too much to bear.
Buckyâs gaze held yours, and you could see itâfeel itâjust under the surface. The way his eyes lingered a beat too long, the way his breath hitched ever so slightly when you said his name. He looked at you like you were the only thing tethering him to the world, like losing you would destroy the last piece of himself he had left. And God, you felt the same way. You had for a long time.
This wasnât just about the fights youâd been through together or the missions youâd survived. It was about the way he looked at you when he thought you didnât notice. The way his voice softened when he spoke to you, like he was afraid of breaking something fragile between you. It was the way your heart raced whenever he was too close, how you knew with absolute certainty that youâd follow him anywhere, no matter the cost.
You werenât sure when it had happenedâwhen that line had blurred. Maybe it had always been like this, simmering under the surface, waiting for the right moment to break free. But standing here now, with the ocean roaring beneath you and the future uncertain, you couldnât deny it any longer.
Neither of you could.
The space between you felt like it was shrinking, the weight of all the things you hadnât said pressing down on your chest like a physical weight. It was suffocating, the silence heavier than the wind whipping around you. You could see it in his eyesâthe way they flickered with something raw and unguarded, something vulnerable that Bucky never let anyone see. But you saw it. You always saw it.
And for the first time, you realized just how much this wasnât about the mission, or the danger, or the weapons. This wasnât just about the threats you faced together every time you were called in to save the world. This was about you. Because you were more than just a partner to him. You were more than just someone who fought by his side.
âBut why does it always have to be you?â Buckyâs voice was rough, barely above a whisper, like he was holding back something much bigger than words. âWhy do you always have to be the one to throw yourself into the fire? Why the hell does everyone always go to you when they need something? When itâs dangerous, when itâs impossible, when itâs a goddamn suicide missionâwhy is it always you?â
You flinched at the rawness in his voice, at the way his words cut through the thin layer of composure youâd been clinging to. His eyes were locked on yours, and in them, you saw everything he wasnât saying. He wasnât just asking why the world seemed to throw its worst at you. He was asking why you always took it on. Why you couldnât just stop. Why, even when you had the chance to walk away, to live a normal life, you let yourself be pulled back into the storm.
And deep down, you knew the answer. You knew why you kept doing this. But the answer wasnât something you could explainânot to him. Not when you could barely explain it to yourself.
You opened your mouth to say something, anything, but the words stuck in your throat. You werenât sure you had the strength to tell him the truth. That it wasnât just about the mission. That it wasnât just about saving the world or doing the right thing. It was about him. About being there for him, because the thought of him facing this without you, the thought of him being out there alone, was unbearable.
Before you could find your voice, the cabin door creaked open, and Sam stepped out onto the porch, his presence breaking the tension like a sudden gust of cold air.
âEverything okay out here?â Sam asked, his eyes flicking between you and Bucky, clearly sensing the heavy silence that had settled between you.
For a moment, you and Bucky just stared at each other, the unspoken words still hanging in the space between you, thick and suffocating. His gaze didnât leave yours, and for a split second, you thought he might say something. Something real. Something that would shatter whatever fragile barrier had been holding the two of you apart. But then, just as quickly as it had appeared, that raw vulnerability in his eyes was gone, replaced by the familiar mask he wore so well.
Buckyâs gaze lazily shifted to Sam, his voice flat as he replied, âEverythingâs fine.â
But it wasnât fine. You could feel it in the pit of your stomachâthe unfinished conversation, the things neither of you had said. The truth that lingered just beneath the surface, too dangerous to confront but impossible to ignore.
Bucky stood up from the porch, the movement slow and deliberate, like he was putting distance between you and whatever it was that had almost been said. His eyes lingered on you for just a moment longer, and you could see itâthe fear, the anger, the loveâall of it, buried beneath layers of walls heâd spent years building. But he didnât say a word.
âIâll see you in the morning,â he said simply, his voice devoid of the emotion that had been there just moments before. And then, without another glance, he moved past Sam and walked back into the cabin, the door closing behind him with a soft thud that felt far too final.
You sat there, staring after him, your heart pounding in your chest, everything you hadnât said still lodged in your throat. You wanted to call after him, to stop him, to tell him the truth. That it wasnât just about the mission. That it wasnât just about saving the world. That you were doing this because you loved him. But the words wouldnât come.
Sam stood there for a moment, his brow furrowed as he looked between you and the now-closed door. He didnât say anything at first, just let the silence stretch on, as if he knew that whatever had just happened between you and Bucky was something too fragile, too complicated to pry into.
âYou sure everythingâs okay?â Sam asked again, his voice softer this time, like he already knew the answer.
You forced a smile, one that didnât quite reach your eyes. âYeah,â you lied, your voice barely above a whisper. âEverythingâs fine.â
But as you sat there, staring at the empty space where Bucky had been, you knew that everything was far from fine. You had stood on the edge of something with himâsomething real, something terrifyingâand you had both stepped back. For now.
But you werenât sure how much longer you could keep stepping back. Because the truth was, you were already in too deep. And so was he.
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bestfriendsolderbrother! simon <- masterlist simon "ghost" riley x reader
mmm maybe he eats you out after all of this.
parts: one, two
simon is edging himself away from you on the couch. you whine, he was done? already? neither of you getting the orgasm that was wanted. i guess he knows he can't do anything right now, not with the time that he has left to leave the house.
his cock is still stiff and throbbing so hard from fucking your thighs. and you look so raw, and swollen and ready to cum all over his cock for the first time. you were almost crying from how much you wanted it, and how much you craved it.
the constant dragging of his dick against your pussy made you way too sensitive. and it was nothing like you've ever felt before. god simon's cock was your drug.
he gave you a new dosage, something new, something you wanted to overdose on. the feeling of him directly on your pussy. what was he going to do to you next, if he wasn't going to actually fuck you, yet.
"simon!" you yelp into his arm, the one he snaked around your neck moments ago to stop you from moaning too loud. the one that kept you in place on this couch. he was slapping your pussy now, with his thick shaft. he's spread your legs open finally, sticky arousal from the both of you, everywhere on your goddamn thighs. fuck you were going to cum all over him if he didn't stop now.
he just wanted to hear you make a little bit more noise, struggling to keep a secret. he loved it. just teetering on the edge of being heard upstairs. but not enough.
all of a sudden you feel his mouth. one sloppy kiss to your cunt makes you dizzy. those lips, never losing your attention. you feel yourself leaking, getting wetter and shaky. "i'm cumming."
you warn him like he's told you to, time and time again when you guys are doing things together. he's praising you in his head, calling you all of his pet names for remembering the rule. you were there, right on the edge and you knew it. simon was so good with everything, making you feel welcomed and completely useful. his mouth making sure your clit felt needed and respected. he keeps sucking and licking like he's telling you thank you for letting him use you like he did moments ago.
you whine into the couch, both of his hands on either sides of your stomach, lifting you up into his mouth. he's telling you to cum, just by his actions. he's mumbling and getting you closer, against the fats of your folds, slobbering and shaking his head minutely. and in a matter of seconds, he's filling you with his tongue. his hot breath, every dip of his tongue setting an exhale free.
he knew you liked when he tongue fucked you. and wanting to be filled as much as you did just now, he was going to fuck you full as much as possible with what he could. and there you go, cumming all over his chin, in seconds, his light blonde beard hairs getting soaked in your arousal. you couldn't handle much more and he wasn't going to push you any more.
he just didn't have time.
and now he's giving you the address to his place, stuffing his hard cock into his pants. and tells you to call him so he can pick you up when you're done here.
he'll give you exactly what you want later, just like you asked.
#simon riley x reader#i can't stop writing him BESTFRIEND OLDER BROTHER TROPEEE#he's so hot#bestiesolderbrother!simon#phantom writes
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[Sif has been looking at you weird for a while...] "Isa." [CRAB!!!] "Uhh, Yeah Sif?" [He's looking straight at you, his eyes piercing you to your bones. He looks kinda creepy like this... Reminds you of all the times you found him reading late at night with his flashlight eye.] "You mind if we talk for a second? Alone." "UMM. YEAH SURE SIF." [CRAB CRAB CRAB CRAB CRABBBBBB] "Are you alright, Isa? I've noticed you doing some... things. You're acting more- There's really no other way to say it, Isa you've been acting dumb. Acting like you're just 'really lucky' whenever you find a key that we need. I know you, Isa. I know you aren't stupid. You're really smart actually, and I know something is up. So what is it? Can I help?" [CRAB CRAB CRAB WHY IS HE ASKING THIS NOW????] "What do you mean? I really have just been getting lucky?! I don't know how I would know where the keys are, I've never been here?!?" [You feel awful lying to them.] "Right. So you finding the switch to the Death Corridor trap instantly isn't something strange? You always trust me to handle traps, and yet you immediately put your hand out in front of me and stopped me before I could look around, and then hit the hidden switch. I know I only have one eye, but that was really well hidden." "But how would I know where it was beforehand? I just had a feeling."
"I don't know Isa, but I know that people with 'a feeling' still jump at massive falling rocks! And I know that people with 'a feeling' don't just nonchalantly strut into The King's chambers and talk before Odile gets a chance to talk to the man who froze her entire home. I know people with 'a feeling' don't grit their teeth hard enough to shatter. Don't act like nobody noticed that either, maybe the others didn't but I did." [!!!] "But, that'd be impossible, right? It's impossible to have been here before-" "Is it? Because you sure seemed to have a few theories! You knew to ask me about Wish Craft, to ask me to read those books! You knew that I could wish properly, you didn't have an inch of doubt on your face when you said how I taught you. You knew that a wish could have given The King the ability to harness Time Craft. Don't think I believed you when you said you didn't wish for anything. I know you're indecisive, but you aren't going to just ignore something I told you either. I know you wouldn't just listen to me tell you how to wish and not bother with it. You aren't callous. [If only he knew... If only he knew how callous you were!]
"I..." "Isa, I know you're not stupid. And you know I'm not stupid either. If I see something, the only thing I can do is observe for more. And all signs right now point to you. Did something happen? Is that... Is that why you're looping in time? Did-"
"Oh Siffrin... Why? Why did you have to figure it out now? Why couldn't you have figured it out before? Why couldn't you have never figured it out?" "Isa, I-" "Can't you see? It's too late now. Nobody can help, now. It's already too late. Because I was too much of a coward to try and ask for help. Because I was too much of a coward to tell anyone about the loops! Because I was too much of a coward to say anything! Because I was too much of a coward to tell you how I feel! Especially you, Sif. I'm too much of a coward to tell you how I feel about you. And I'll never get that chance. Because it's already too late. "..." [He's just staring at you with a scared expression. Or at least its probably scared. Whatever. It's too late anyway. You coward.]
"...So what is it? Can I help?" "Nope! Was that all?"
[Sif seems... sad, at your response.]
"Alright. I'll miss you Isa. Come visit me sometime on your travels, okay? It'd be a shame if I couldn't look at the stars another time with you."
Roleswap Sus event combos Everybody gets a turn being the suspect and the suspectee! Nobody enjoys the experience, though.
#isat role!swap au#researcher sif and traveler isa have very 'doomed yaori' vibes#i love them both so very much#they are so very vibes#sorry if any of this doesnt correlate well with the au i just needed to do it cuz they're both so ooouggghhh#/pos#popsie writes
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Would you? a part 2 of "She Wishes".
Recommend reading "She Wishes" before going down.
Warnings: Angst, a lot of angst. Regret... Emotional Out Of Character Wednesday
Summary: Would you come back if you knew how much she has changed? Pairing: Wednesday x Female Reader.
I donât need someone dragging me down, constantly whining about feeling neglected. If you canât handle that, then maybe you should find someone else willing to put up with your desperate need for attention.
Wednesday jolted awake, the voice still ringing in her ears, her own voice.
In her whole life, she had never been the one to be afraid of nightmares, yet she ended up like this, being unable to sleep because of the nightmare she created herself. It had been the same, night after night.
When was the last time sheâd slept without revisiting that moment, that night when she said those⌠words? She couldnât remember.
She dragged herself to a seated position, trying to steady her breathing, only to catch a flicker of movement on the balcony.
A figure stood there, perfectly still, as if waiting... just as it always had.
It was you.
She knew her mind was simply tormenting her, feeding on her guilt and grief, creating illusions to make her suffer even more. But in a way, she had come to accept it. This was the only way she could see you now, the only way she could be near you. She couldnât resist the pull, the familiar ache in her chest that begged her to walk toward you.
She glanced over at Enid, who was sleeping soundly on her side of the room. Fortunately, Enid could sleep through the wildest storms. Wednesday supposed it was a blessing; her friend wouldnât hear her break through the silence to talk with⌠you.
And there you stood, haloed by the soft glow of the moon, looking more beautiful than she ever remembered. She took in the way your hair caught the light, the way it made you look ethereal, almost otherworldly.
A year ago, she wouldâve never noticed something like this, but now? Now, she was all too aware. Painfully so.
She approached with quiet, as if you were something fragile she might shatter with her presence alone.
âYouâre here again.â Her voice was low, tentative.
You didnât respond, just kept staring up at the stars.
Wednesday swallowed, hating the awkwardness of her own silence, hating that she struggled to express herself even now, even when she knew you weren't real.
âI thought you might like to know how uneventful my day was,â she said softly. âNothing of interest happened. I went to class, ignored everyone, and endured the same dull routine.â her gaze lingered on you, trying to memorize every detail.
As she stood beside you, leaning on the railing, she looked at the moon, "Thing played a particularly irritating prank on Enid, it was suspicious. Thing would never hurt Enid's feelings⌠unless Enid told him to do so. She probably did to⌠lighten my mood, which to her disappointment, didn't amuse me at all." She glanced at you, half-expecting a response, though she knew youâd never answer.
You were only an illusion, yet you watched her so attentively, as though you were really listening.
A faint smile ghosted across her lips, sad and bittersweet. It reminded her of the way you used to listen to her back then, a year ago, when the two of you were⌠something. Sheâd always avoided putting a name to it then, but now, she wished she had.
âI⌠know I never asked much about your day. I assumed youâd tell me what mattered eventually, but⌠you used to talk about everything, even things I thought were trivial.â Her gaze fell, the weight of her own words settling heavily in her chest.
"And the irony is," she whispered bitterly, "even if youâre just in my head, you're listening more to me right now than I ever did to you."
Wednesday waited, as if expecting you to smile at her words, to nod with that knowing look you used to give her when she vented. You always used to tell her about your own day, too, in that same casual, almost rhythmic way.
She closed her eyes, trying to remember the things you used to talk aboutâbut it was like trying to catch mist with her bare hands.
The details were lost to her because she had never truly listened. Sheâd always kept her mind focused elsewhere, assuming youâd always be there, assuming your words would repeat endlessly, and she could listen when she felt like it. But that moment, like you, was gone.
"I donât even know if I remember what your favorite book was," she muttered, almost to herself "or your favorite subject...or our favorite moment." She swallowed, the words sharp as they caught in her throat. "I donât know why you gave me so much of yourself when I barely gave you a second thought."
She hadnât even realized she was reaching into her pocket until her fingers closed around the metallic edge of her smartphone. A tool she despised. She pulled it out, letting it rest in her hand, staring down at the dark screen. She hated devices like thisâclunky, bright, too noisy, too eager to pull you into a world she didnât care for.
To her, the smartphone was an obnoxious symbol of the modern world, a world she found lacking in anything genuine or meaningful. Yet here she was, holding it, clinging to it like a lifeline.
This ugly piece of plastic and glass, which sheâd once ignored with utter disdain, had now taken on a significance.
It was the only way she could reach you...
She found your number, just as she had every night for the past year. She already knew how this would end, the way it had every night since youâd been gone.
It always ended the same way, going straight to voicemail. Yet she pressed it anyway, waiting for that familiar sound. The ringing stopped, and the voicemail picked up.
She took a shaky breath, and then, she began to speak.
âHello, itâs⌠me. Again.â Her lips twitched in a faint, bitter smile. âI suppose that part was obvious.â
She paused, glancing over her shoulder to make sure Enid was still asleep, then turned back to you.
âI know youâre not going to answer. I know that. But somehow⌠I canât seem to stop myself. Pathetic, isnât it?â She let out a low, humorless chuckle. âI never thought Iâd be the kind of person to talk to the void, to cling to something so⌠intangible. But here I am. Just another fool.â She gripped the phone a little tighter, closing her eyes as she struggled to find the words.
âToday, I thought about that time you asked me to spend the evening with you. You brought snacks and books, and you told me it could be fun, remember? I scoffed, said it was pointless, a waste of time.â She swallowed. âBut you⌠you just smiled at me. You always⌠God, you always just smiled, didnât you? I never understood how someone can hide so much pain behind a smile... Now I do." She smiled.
The silence on the line felt crushing, a void that seemed to swallow her whole, yet she kept going. She had to.
âIf you were here right now⌠Iâd ask you to tell me about your day,â she whispered. âI wouldnât even care if it was boring. I wouldnât mind if it dragged on or if you rambled. Iâd listen. For once, Iâd actually listen.â
She took a deep breath, her gaze dropping to the floor as she tried to steady herself. âI miss you,â she admitted finally, her voice breaking. âI miss you so much it feels like Iâm losing my mind. I may already have...â She looked at your form in front of her, looking at her with such pity in your eyes.
"I donât deserve to miss you this much. I know that. I know that I failed you in every possible way, that I took you for granted. And nowâŚâ She trailed off, her voice shaking with the weight of her confession.
âI keep thinking, what if⌠what if Iâd done things differently? What if Iâd actually listened, actually cared about the things that mattered to you?â She swallowed hard, the words barely a whisper. âWould you still be here?â she sighed.
âI just⌠I need you to know that I would give anything, anything, to have you back. To have one more chance to show you that Iâm not the person I was back then. I can change. I have changed. I just⌠I just want you to come back. I just want to know one thing, Would you come back if you knew how much I've changed?"
The beep sounded, signaling the end of the voicemail. She lowered the phone, her hand trembling as she placed it back in her pocket. Her gaze returned to your figure, still there, still watching.
âWould you forgive me?â she asked, she had to know, just so she could at least sleep that night.
At that moment, your lips curved into that familiar smile, the one that always held so much pain and you whispered back.
âWould you?â
[Author's note: Was in a mood to bring the old angst back, Comment how your heart feels after this đ]
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Seeing as how you're doing headcanons again i'd like to request hcs of Gavin,Milo,Sam,Vincent,and Guy( btw here's a thought for ya Guy as Hermes dangerous has stuck in my head for the past couple hours send help) also your previous hc were also great!(you could say they were ruthless ha ha ha im sorry that was bad lol)
~ Deviant anon ďźââĎâ(´Ďď˝*â)
idk if you can tell but I really like Guy
also I wrote headcanons for some character recently so characters like Gavin, Sam, and Milo have them a lil short than Vincent and Guy since it takes a while to think about possible in-character hcs for them. Sorry :(
Lots of Headcanons #3
Gavin
Believe it or not, Gavinâs social media accounts are usually blank. Save for Instagram. He just has them to comment under the groupâs posts.
Despite never reading a book, Freelancer has told him heâd do best in the writing industry.
He does not know how to hold a baby. If you give him a baby for any reason heâd hold it with both of his hands under its shoulders.
The worst heâs been scared was when he played a horror VR game, but he didnât scream or anything he really just jolted and went âshitâ and moved on. Freelancer was not amused.
He likes being the big spoon when he and FL cuddle because he gets to breathe in their scent, hold them, and remind himself that this is real, and not just a dream heâll wake up from.
Milo
You canât beat him in cup pong. Digitally or physically. You just canât.
The only reason David is considered a better cook than Milo is because Milo uses a lot of seasoning and the pack is full of babies who canât handle oregano or sazĂłn.
Whenever the pack goes somewhere tropical he has to wear a shirt or Sweetheart will constantly attempt to latch onto his torso.
Milo and cats have always gone together like peanut butter and jelly. He had a cat toy when he was a toddler, his first cell phone had a stray cat as his wallpaper, heâd feed the stray cats around his home, etc. So when he learned that he and the people around him could turn into âdogsâ (wolves but still) he was DEVASTATED. Got over it after a day tho.
He likes juice boxes.
Avid Apple Juice âtastes like pissâ hater, although he also says mint ice cream tastes like toothpaste so take that as you will.
Sam
Sam fucking hates cowboys.
Sam had braces from the ages of 19-21 and the only upside he had to being a vampire when he first turned was that he didnât need his retainer anymore.
Sam always reads manga wrong and no matter how many times anyone explains it heâll read it from left to right and never understands whatâs going on.
The closest Sam has gotten to riding a horse is when he flopped on top of Darlinâs back while they were shifted and they walked around his house like thatâŚheâs never been on a horse.
Sam has a lot of existential crisises, compared to like Vincent or Porter.
If something's flying and he can't figure out if it's a plane, helicopter, animal, or any identifiable flying object, he just believes it's an Alien UFO and moves on.
Darlin' gave him a wheat head for Christmas once. He was not amused.
Vincent
Wanted to be a youtuber for a brief period in time in 2010.
Had a weird obsession with those traced anime characters dancing tiktoks in 2020, a little after meeting Lovely.
He canonically has multiple cars he likes showing off to Lovely, but he also nearly never uses them and itâs Lovely who showboats them and takes them on joyrides.
He didnât believe William at first when he was first told heâs a vampire now and was the only one who survived The Surge incident, until they both saw his funeral take place and see his grave, which took place a long time after the accident because his parents refused to believe he was dead.
He had 3 tomodachis at once and they all constantly died because he forgot feeding them was a thing.
He commonly "regrets" asking William to make him unable to lie to Lovely because they like to ask him embarrassing questions on purpose and he canât help but answer them, even though he could just stay quiet.
His favorite memory as a kid was roller skating with his parents on his 7th birthday. Even though he fell on his face, sprained his ankle, and had a loose tooth fall out. Still his favorite day.
Guy
GUY IS SO HERMES CODED UR RIGHT
Turned a fanfic he wrote as his college essay and got in just because of it.
Was very afraid of Honey when they first met, they kept staring at him like he was the scum of the Earth. They just wanted to talk to him about the Animal Crossing pin on his backpack.
Whenever his friends order from Maxâs, and he turns out to be their delivery guy, they make fun of him so much (playfully) and give him a 10 dollar tip
He borrowed his friendâs motorcycle to impress Honey
Cried over Gnomeo and Juliet
Dressed up as the Thomas Jefferson Miku Binder drawing in 2023.
He almost gave himself a buzzcut once when he was drunk, he had to be held down because everyone knew heâd regret it so hard later, not matter how funny itâd be.
#A wheat head is the thing cowboys have in their mouths#When I write headcanons it mainly consists of me playing Tower of hell on roblox and switching tabs to write a hc whenever one comes to min#its a long process but also very fun#its also why I only write HCs on my laptop#bc fuck mobile roblox#ALSO GUY WOULD ABSOLUTELY LOVE DANGEROUS especially the livestream animation holy shit#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redactedverse#redacted sam#redacted darlin#redacted milo#redacted vincent#redacted guy#redacted honey
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More 9-1-1 Ranting
I wish I could stop thinking about this show. Iâm hoping once I get all my rants out Iâll be able to move forward. Iâm definitely not watching anymore. The sad thing is I decided to drop the show after season 6. It was no longer bringing me joy. However, with the move to ABC, I gave it another shot. I still wasnât sold but then on April 4th, which happens to be my birthday, we got the Buck/Tommy kiss and I was all in. Kinda wish now that I wouldnât have watched those episodes. What a waste of great storytelling. Sadly, this is what happens when a show runner has no idea how to craft an overall season story and flies by the seat of his pants.
Anyway, Iâm just gonna say I donât believe or trust anyone connected to this show, especially TM. Iâm sorry but that man has no idea how to write or run a show about relationshipsâŚand yes, this show is just a soap opera with firefighters. Everything is just a plot point that he thinks will be cool but has no interest or idea how to actually make it work. Thereâs minimal or no follow through on stories and no understanding of how time works or how people actually share things about their lives based on the latest Abby fiasco. I mean really, she was engaged to a firefighter from the 118 and then dates another firefighter from the 118 and she says nothing? SMDH
It really doesnât matter anyway because people will continue to watch and that will be the green light for him to keep doing what he does. I wouldnât be surprised if the ratings for this weekâs episode go up. TM blows up Buck/Tommy making people feel bad for Buck and wanting to see how he handles it and poof, engagement and viewers. Exactly why he did it. TMâs all about ratings and doesnât care how he gets them. Donât fool yourself otherwise. Itâs show business not show friends.
Oh, and donât forget, heâs also trying to launch a spinoff so he has to prove to the network that he deserves one. Also, donât forget, the audience is just a means to an end. Thatâs all. Maybe Iâm cynical, but doesnât make me wrong. Theyâre selling a product and need viewers to keep making money. Again, itâs show business.
Nothing will change because people will keep watching and ultimately, thatâs the only thing that matters to the network.
Rant over!
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Dimensional Crossroads: Martha (Batfamily Chronicles Series)
Context: Portals from a mysterious source have been opening up around the world. Recently, Jason made the mistake of falling through one, along with a version of himself that didnât die horribly. But it doesnât stop there. In another dimension, Martha Wayne survived the robbery, while her husband and son fell victim to the mugger. In her world, her Robins are called Dovesâcomprised of Kate Kane, Beth Kane, Barbara Gordon, and Stephanie Brown. Martha has been through a lot: dealing with creepy stalkers, facing a Joker-like Selina Kyle, and burying her grief. Now, she and Bruce are about to be surprised to see each other, even if they arenât their versions.
Batwoman, aka Martha Wayne, landed effortlessly from the portal above, her feet touching down silently. She smiled, feeling satisfied with her graceful entrance.
Batwoman!Martha (age unknown): I still got it.
She surveyed her unfamiliar surroundings, taken aback by the array of heroes and villains that surrounded her, but she steeled her focus.
Batwoman!Martha: Hm, Giovanni mentioned Iâd land in places different from my own. But this place is really something⌠a gender-swapped version of my world?
She groaned after using that word, realizing it was a term Barbara had recently become obsessed with as she delved into fan culture. Barbara had been sharing all sorts of things with her, and "gender swap" popped up frequently in those discussions.
Batwoman!Martha: Iâve been around Barbara for too long if Iâm referencing her.
With a sigh, Batwoman retrieved a device given to her by her version of Oracle, designed for navigating these dimensions. It blinked with data about her new environment.
Batwoman!Martha (fascinated): Huh, I was somewhat right. This place has a⌠Batman? Where is he? I hope heâs not my husband, driven mad by some dark fate⌠I canât deal with that again.
As she hummed to herself, Batwoman wandered through the chaos until she spotted a man in a blue-and-black spandex suit and a young blonde woman in a purple spandex outfit. She then stepped forward to the figure of Batman, who was assessing the pandemonium before him. She tapped his shoulder gently.
Batman turned around and saw the strange woman in a batsuit that closely resembled his own.
Batwoman!Martha: Oh my... God.
Martha instinctively covered her mouth in shock. Behind the cowl and suit, she recognized himâher Bruce, now all grown up.
Batwoman!Martha (whispering): Youâre here and⌠alive?
Batman (monotone): Iâm assuming I died in your dimension. Are you my cousin, Kate? If so, I hope youâre not as aggravating. And please, donât be a stalker.
Martha sniffled as her tough exterior began to crumble, and she pulled him into a warm embrace. Nightwing and Spoiler exchanged shocked glances, concern etched on their faces. Batman, on the other hand, was bewildered by the sudden hug.
Batman: Maâam, whoever you are, let go.
Spoiler (shouting): Yeah, heâs not a hugger!
Batman (annoyed): Spoiler!
Spoiler (shrugging): Youâre not!
Marthaâs eyes widened in realization, and she quickly pulled away, embarrassed by how she must have looked to these strangers... with the exception of Bruce.
Batwoman!Martha: Oh dear, sorry! Iâm making assumptions, young man.
Batman (in his 40s): Young man?
Nightwing: Ha, he's old as hell!
Batman groaned, covering his eyes in annoyance. Batwoman, still in shock, could only smile at the potential adult version of her son. She had so many questions but knew she couldn't reveal them in a public area where people were running around in a frenzy.
Batwoman!Martha: I mean, uh⌠adult man. You are an adult man! Tax filing age. Nice suit, very well made. Itâs loud here. How about you and Iâjust usâhead to your Batcave to discuss all this?
Batman (suspicious): Um, sure, but in a few minutes. I need to handle this situation first before it escalates.
Batwoman!Martha: Oh, right! I almost forgot the intensity of what weâre facing. I admire your focus on the task at hand. Mind if I lend a hand?
Batman (confused): Sure. If youâre a version of me, I assume youâre a hero.
Batwoman!Martha (pulling out a sleek red and black gun): All right! Let me get my proper weaponâBatgun. Who should I aim for?
Batman swiped the gun from her grasp, walking away while gesturing for Martha to follow.
Batman: I donât know what the rules are in your dimension, but here, I donât use guns and I donât kill. I hope you can respect that while youâre here.
Batwoman!Martha: Oh, of course... of course.
Batwoman!Martha (in her head): Poor Brucie must have been traumatized after losing⌠me. Is Thomas alive? Iâll ask about him later. For now, I can fight alongside my son!
Batwoman!Martha (speaking out loud): Lead the way, sonny, and we can catch up afterward.
Batman (finding her odd): Honestly, youâre very strange to me right now and I'm not sure what catching up means in this context.
Batwoman!Martha: Oh, donât worry! Youâll understand at the Batcave.
Batman rolled his eyes, still unaware of the true identity of this version of Batwoman. All he wanted was to resolve the chaos of the night.
To be continued...
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Azerbajian GP Weekend Part 2
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The engine hummed beneath me, a steady rhythm that barely masked the tension coiling in my chest. Halfway through the Azerbaijan Grand Prix, I was still holding P10. A solid position, but I couldnât help the restless fire burning in my veins. The car felt goodâresponsive, nimbleâbut it wasnât enough. Not for me. Not when I had to prove so much more than the others ever expected.
Santinoâs words echoed in my mind like an unbearable buzz. Iâd barely had a chance to catch my breath from the barrage of rumors swirling around me when his latest attempt to undermine me dropped like a bomb. Santino Ferrucci, a man who had never seen the value in anyone else unless it served him, was now playing his cards to feed the gossip machine. The same ex-teammate whoâd made it clear from the moment I stepped into the F2 paddock that he wanted nothing to do with me. The same guy who didnât even give me the chance to prove myself before deciding I was nothing more than a distraction. Now, somehow, he had the media eating out of his hand, painting me as some kind of problem child, someone who didnât belong.
I gripped the steering wheel, teeth clenched, my eyes narrowing as I weaved through the unforgiving turns of the Baku City Circuit. The whispersâthose rumorsâwere becoming louder and louder in the background of my mind. The media. The drivers. My ex-teammate. They all thought they could write my story for me, that they could decide my worth before I ever had a chance to prove myself.
But they were wrong.
I could feel the heat rising in me. The pressure to be perfect. To show them all that I was more than just a headline. That I was more than Santinoâs petty attempts to tear me down. He didnât know half of it. Didnât understand how hard Iâd worked, how much Iâd sacrificed, or what I had to overcome just to be here. Every inch of my success had been earned, fought forânot given. And I wasnât about to let a jealous ex-teammate or a handful of shallow opinions take that away from me.
As I entered the DRS zone, I could see the cars ahead of me, their tail lights glowing like targets. I knew I had to stay focused. Keep my head clear. If I was going to finish this race the way I wantedâno, the way I needed toâI couldnât let their words break me.
With a snap of my fingers on the steering wheel, I activated the DRS. The rush of speed surged through me, and I pulled in on the cars ahead, inching closer to the top six. I didnât have to look back to know that the battle for the points was heating up behind me, but I could feel the fire inside me intensifying with each lap, fueled by the hatred Santino had tried to spread.
They thought Iâd fall. They thought the rumors would hold me back. They thought I couldnât handle it.
But I was going to prove them wrong.
I floored the throttle, my mind locked in on the finish line. With every corner, every straight, I could feel the anger, the frustration, and the hunger building inside me. I wasnât just racing against these driversâI was racing against the world that had already counted me out. By the time I crossed the finish line, they wouldnât just remember my name. Theyâd remember how hard I fought to earn my place.
P6.
It wasnât just a position on the board. It was my victory. My revenge against the whispers, the lies, and the people who underestimated me.
And as the checkered flag waved in the distance, I knew one thing for sure: I would never, ever let anyone define me again.
The celebrations following the end of the race were a blur of cheers, high-fives, and the kind of joy that made all the hard work worth it. A smile finally returned to my face as it sunk inâI had done it. P6. I had crossed that finish line ahead of so many doubters, my heart racing with a mixture of exhaustion and triumph.
It felt surreal. After all the rumors, all the noise, all the moments of doubtâI had pushed through. And not only had I made it to the top ten, but I had also outperformed my own teammate, who had finished just behind me in P7. The pride I felt wasnât just for the result, but for what it represented. I wasnât just a placeholder. I wasnât just surviving in this paddock. I was racing. I was competing. I was proving that I belonged here, every bit as much as anyone else.
Franco caught my eye across the paddock, grinning from ear to ear as he raised his fist in my direction. Weâd both pushed so hard, and now, we had something to celebrate. It felt good to finally have something that belonged to meâsomething I had earned, without anyoneâs help or approval.
I glanced over at the screen showing the final race standings, and there it was: P6. The numbers didnât lie, and neither did my efforts. This race wasnât just a win on the boardâit was a win for everything I had fought against, everything I had pushed through. I had done more than prove myself to my team; I had proven something to myself. And that was worth celebrating.
Yet, when I finally reached the end of media pen, my smile quickly faded. I had barely stepped into the area when I saw who was waiting for me. Of course, it was himâthe same interviewer who had tried to tear me down from the very beginning. The one who had asked all the probing, personal questions, pushing me to crack in front of the cameras. It wasnât just that he had a way of twisting words; it was that he seemed to take pleasure in it.
I could see his smug expression as he adjusted his microphone, ready to ask the same pointed questions he always did. He had even been the one to interview my ex-teammate, Santino Ferrucciâthe guy who had never once given me a chance to prove myself in F2, and whose lies about me had been used to fuel the worst rumors that followed me.
The thought of it was enough to make my blood simmer. I had worked my ass off to make it here, to get to this moment, and yet here I was againâstaring down someone who was more interested in sensationalism than the hard work behind it all. It felt like a constant uphill battle, one I was tired of fighting, but I knew I couldnât back down. Not now. Not when I had just shown the world what I was capable of.
I squared my shoulders, trying to push down the frustration rising in my chest. This wasnât the time to show weakness, not with all that I had fought for hanging in the balance.Â
I took a deep breath, trying to maintain my composure as the interviewerâs voice broke through the hum of the paddock.
âSo, y/n,â he began, his tone already carrying the sharp edge I knew all too well, âthere's still a lot of talk about your time away from racing. Many people are wondering why you left F2 so abruptly. Some say it was just a matter of timing, that you were simply âtrainingâ for F1... but others think thereâs more to the story.â
I could feel my jaw tighten as he carefully crafted his words. He wasnât just asking for informationâhe was fishing, poking at a wound I wasnât ready to reopen. I could hear the whispers in his voice, the way he implied I was hiding something.
I clenched my fists, but kept my face neutral. âI've already said this before,â I replied, my voice steady despite the rising anger bubbling beneath the surface. âI left to train. I needed to focus on becoming the best version of myself, and I made the choice to step away so I could be ready for the challenges ahead. And honestly, thatâs all there is to it.â
His eyes narrowed, not buying it for a second. He pressed on, undeterred. âRight, right. But... you didnât mention much about what happened during that time. Rumors have been circulatingâspecifically about your sudden departure and your reasons for being away. You see, many believe you had personal matters going on, things that werenât exactly... racing-related. Some have even suggested your absence was tied to... other things.â He let the last part hang in the air like a threat.
I could feel the heat rising in my chest, my fists tightening into balls of anger. I could already tell where this was going, and I wasnât going to let him drag it out. He wasnât going to paint me as some secretive, unprofessional driver just because of his own assumptions and the garbage people like Santino had been spreading.
I stared him down, my voice cutting through the tense air. âYou donât know what youâre talking about,â I said, my tone unwavering. âYou can ask all the questions you want, but the truth is, youâre just speculating. And frankly, Iâm tired of answering questions based on rumors. So if youâre looking for some juicy story about me, youâre not going to find it here. Iâve moved on, and so should you.â
The interviewer wasnât backing down. He smirked, pushing further, almost daring me to break. âYou know, some of these rumors have real consequences. People in the paddock have talked about you being too emotional, not cut out for this level of competition. And others... well, they wonder why youâve clung so tightly to that turtle necklace. Surely thatâs a little... odd, donât you think?â
The words hit me like a slap in the face. He was baiting me, trying to get me to say something that would let him twist it into another story. But this time, I wasnât going to let him get away with it. The anger that had been simmering in my gut finally boiled over.
I leaned forward, my eyes narrowing as I locked onto his smug expression. âYou want to know why I wear this necklace?â I said, my voice low and dangerous. âYou want to know what it means?â I didnât wait for him to answer. âItâs because of my mother. She passed away while I was away. I had to leave everything behind because she was dying. And now sheâs gone. So if you want to keep throwing insults and rumors at me, go ahead. But you donât know what itâs like to lose someone like that. You donât know what I went through.â
The words hung in the air like a punch to the gut. The interviewer fell silent, his expression faltering as my words sank in. The entire paddock seemed to freeze, the tension hanging thick. I didnât care about the cameras, the microphones, or the rumors anymore. This was the truth. My truth.
I took a steadying breath, still seething with anger, and stood up. âAnd as for the turtles,â I continued, my voice still shaking with emotion, âtheyâre a reminder of her. Not because I think Iâm slow, but because she loved them. Because they remind me of her strength. She was a fighter. And Iâm going to keep fighting for her. So you can keep spinning your stories, but Iâm done talking to you.â
With that, I turned on my heel and walked away, leaving the stunned silence in my wake. I could feel every pair of eyes on me, but I didnât care. The interview had turned into something else entirelyâa moment of truth I wasnât about to take back.
I didnât know if I had silenced the interviewer or just made everything worse, but I didnât care. For the first time in a long time, I felt like I had taken control. And if that meant walking away from this media circus, so be it. I had nothing to prove to them anymore.
I marched into my driverâs room, desperate for some space to breathe and escape from the chaos swirling around me. The weight of everythingârumors, lies, the pain of the dayâsettled deep in my chest, threatening to choke me. Tears burned behind my eyes, but I refused to let them fall. Not now. Not here.
I paced the room, my fists clenched, trying to keep the floodgates closed. But then, just a minute or two later, I heard a knock at the door. My heart skipped a beat, and I forced myself to take a deep breath before walking over to answer it.
When I cracked the door open, I was met with the sight of Franco, flanked by Lewis and, for some reason, Charles. I hesitated, unsure if I wanted to deal with anyone right now.
Franco noticed my reluctance and offered me a softer, sad smile. It was enough to break through the anger clouding my mind.
âPlease, Hermosa,â he said gently, his tone filled with concern. âLet us chat in private. Just a few minutes. Please.â
I glanced over at Lewis and Charles, who were standing behind Franco, their expressions unreadable but soft enough that I could tell they werenât here to make things harder for me. With a sigh, I pushed the door open a little wider, stepping aside to let them in.
The moment they entered, the tension in the room seemed to lighten slightly, but it didnât take away the knot that had formed in my stomach. I wanted nothing more than to curl up and be left alone, but I knew they were here to helpâwhether I liked it or not.
Charlesâs voice cut through the silence in the room, surprising me. He wasnât usually the first to speak up, but the sincerity in his words caught me off guard.
âFirst, I want to apologize,â he began, his expression softening. âFor allowing myself to believe the rumors, even for a second. I should have known better, especially after all these years. And Iâm sorry. I know I canât fully understand what youâve been going through, but I can relate to losing a parent before they truly got to see you succeed. Itâs one of the worst feelings in the world. I may not know what itâs like to hide behind rumors to protect your pain, but I know the grief of losing someone close to you.â
His words hit harder than I expected, and I could feel the weight of his empathy in his tone. Charles smiled at me, a smile that held more vulnerability than Iâd ever seen from him before.
âI want to offer you my help. I want to be someone you can turn to, someone who will listen without judgment,â he continued. âItâs definitely owed to you, after everything... after ignoring you just because of some baseless rumors.â
I didnât know how to respond at first. My heart felt heavy with the realization that someone who had once been indifferentâif not coldâtoward me, was now standing here, offering support when I needed it most. I blinked, trying to gather my thoughts before I spoke, but the sincerity of his apology left me momentarily speechless.
Franco stepped forward then, placing a reassuring hand on my shoulder. "Hermosa, you don't have to say anything right now. Just know that we're here for you, whenever you're ready."
For the first time in what felt like ages, I allowed myself to relaxâif only for a moment. I was still angry. I was still hurt. But, perhaps, things were starting to change.
Lewisâs voice broke the moment of silence, his tone lighter than before. âYou donât have to worry about that interviewer anymore, by the way,â he said, his words catching me off guard.
I raised an eyebrow, confused. "What do you mean?"
Lewis smirked, leaning back slightly with a look of satisfaction in his eyes. âWell, as much as I would have loved to be the one to hand his ass back to him on a silver platter, Max beat me to it.â He chuckled, clearly amused by the turn of events. âAt least we found something else to agree on.â
I couldnât help but let out a small, surprised laugh at his casual tone. It was good to hear that Max had stood up for me again. Francoâs smile widened, clearly relieved by the lighter shift in the conversation. âGood. That man deserved it,â he muttered under his breath, more to himself than anyone else.
I nodded slowly, taking in what they had said. Despite the chaos of the day, it was comforting to know that not everyone believed the rumors or enjoyed feeding into the drama. I appreciated their support, even if it was difficult for me to fully let go of the anger still simmering inside.
"Thanks, Lewis," I said, finally finding my voice again. Lewis shrugged nonchalantly, his grin still there. "Weâve all been there at some point. Itâs about time some of the nonsense gets put to bed, donât you think?"
I nodded, feeling a small weight lift from my chest. Suddenly, Franco let out a soft laugh and, without warning, shoved his phone into my hands. "Youâve got to see this," he said, his voice full of amusement.
I looked at him, confused for a moment, before I glanced down at the phone. Franco had already queued up a video, and my eyes went wide as I saw Maxâs familiar figure step into the frame right after I had stormed off.
Max stood at the media pen, his jaw clenched and eyes narrowed as he stared directly at the interviewer who had just tried to tear me down. His voice cut through the air, sharper than I had ever heard it.
âIf you want to keep making up lies about someone whoâs just here to race, you can keep doing that,â Max started, his tone filled with frustration. âBut donât you ever come at her like that again. Itâs one thing to talk trash, but youâve crossed a line.â
The interviewer shifted uncomfortably, but Max wasnât done. He stepped closer, his voice growing louder with each word, making sure everyone in the vicinity could hear him.
âYouâve been digging so deep, trying to unearth some dirty little secret, but all youâve managed to do is expose yourself for what you really areâa pathetic excuse for a journalist," Max continued, his eyes burning with anger. "You think you know the full story, but you donât know anything about whatâs going on behind the scenes. You want to judge her? Letâs talk about your pathetic need to pry into peopleâs lives for a cheap headline."
He paused, letting the words hang in the air for a moment, giving the interviewer no room to respond.
"She's been protecting her family, dealing with a loss that most people would never understand. Her motherâs been gone for weeks now, and sheâs been putting all of her energy into racing. All youâve managed to do is twist that into something ugly. So next time you want to attack someone, maybe you should take a good look in the mirror and figure out who the real asshole is here.â
Maxâs words hung in the air, silencing the crowd around him. The interviewer had no comeback, his face going pale. Maxâs fierce defense had not only shut him down but had made it clear: he wasnât going to let anyone continue to harass me without facing the consequences.
I stood there, a little in awe, feeling an unexpected warmth in my chest. Max had always been a competitor, but seeing him stand up for me like this... it was something else.
Franco let out a chuckle as I stared at the screen. "Max doesn't usually get involved in stuff like that, but... youâve got to admit, it's nice to see him standing up for you."
I was almost speechless. Seeing Max, of all people, not just defend me but make such a statement to the media made me feel something I hadnât expectedâgratitude. I looked up at Franco, who was still grinning like a proud big brother.
âI... wow,â I muttered, still processing the video. âThatâs... thatâs really something.â
Franco smiled, his eyes softening as he watched me. âTold you. People are starting to see the truth.â
It was a small victory, but it felt like a step in the right direction. It was a reminder that, even in the midst of all the chaos, not everyone believed the rumors or was content to let them fly.
I exhaled slowly, trying to shake off the mix of emotions swirling inside me. "I guess maybe there's still hope for some of them, huh?"
"Absolutely," Franco said, his grin widening. "And youâve got us. Always."
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