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Night 2 of making terrible choices
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✨️ Tag Game Tuesday ✨️
(a day-ish late)
Got tagged by my beloveds to participate in this tag game, thank you @metalheadmickey, @squidyyy23, @mishervellous, @vintagelacerosette and @look-i-love-u 🫂💖
Name: Lyds 🌷
Age: In my 30s.
Where are you from originally? From the country I live in now.
Your go-to coffee, tea, or soda of choice: Jasmine green tea with lots of honey, preferably sage.
Your comfort film: Frankie & Johnny 🫶
Love the whole cast and identify with these two souls so much, it's ridiculous.
How many siblings do you have? One.
If you could take a vacation anywhere, where would it be? Right now I'd like to go some place cooler, surrounded by lakes and mountains 🏞
Last song you listened to: Carpe Diem by Joker Out, learned the lyrics to the entire thing and have been singing it even though I don't speak Slovenian.
Do you believe in aliens? Absolutely 👽
What about ghosts? Had too many weird things happen to me to say "no".
It’s 2am. you can’t sleep. You get up to get a snack. What is it? Toast sandwich, as usual.
And finally, share something you’ve done/made recently that you’re proud of: Can't think of anything other than writing/editing every day except the 2-3 ones when I was under the weather, it's been great having a routine and projects to work on ✍️
Tagging @lizelandre, @francesrose3, @crossmydna, @thisdivorce, @ian-galagher, @gardenerian, @harrowhark-a-vagrant, @sickness-health-all-that-shit, @mmmichyyy, @howlinchickhowl, @sweetbee78, @sluttymickey and whoever sees this and wants to play! ✨️
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Unintended consequence of creating my own Bill... He watches me draw now...
The Horrible Triangle in question:
#On the 3d glasses: it's exposure therapy and even if it wasnt: I can't break the geneva convention because I'm not at war. Anyway#i think this is the first billford kiss ive posted??? Which is hilarious. Ive done a lot of on these guys that I've drawn but not posted#genuinely i will be drawing and suddenly remember he is behind me. He initially watched me sleep but its safer on the shelf#his prototype brother still watches my bed tho. So while HE is Safe. I Am Not.#Gravity falls#Fan art#Bill Cipher#Comic#Doodles#Silly posting#custom plush#Gravity falls comic#Gravity falls fanart#Fanart#Billford#Ford pines my beloved. i am never giving you a break sorry#tbob / thisisnotawebsite lore my beloved also. giving him those 3d glasses is fun :)#cw eye contact#GF fanart#artists on tumblr#My art
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Karkata...
#still can't sleep#uhhh#homestuck#genderswap#kind of#not so much genderswap as i hit her witj the girl ray#tgirl karkat#karkat vantas#karkata vantas#i know it doesn't fit with the six by six but its fun and i like it so accept it or i will eat you like mulch#she's so cute#i think#tormented by acne though#not projecting at all#pinky swear#(im lying)
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you know what boils my blood.
over the last 2 weeks, i've seen countless patients walk into my urgent care center, symptomatic for so many things, refusing to get tested for covid and flu, citing that they don't want to knowingly bring it to their holiday tables. i had a patient tell me, verbatim, "i don't want to test for covid, because i don't want to be the asshole who brings it on a plane."
i understand that - i understand that holidays are times where people look forward to meeting loved ones that they might only see once a year, or where they get a break from the hectic back and forth of their lives.
but here's the thing - whether they get tested or not, they will bring whatever they have to their holiday tables. it's pure recklessness to know that you're sick, and walk into someone else's house spreading the disease.
today, january 2, i saw 91 patients, many of them who have tested positive for covid and flu. many of these patients are the same ones who didn't want testing 3 days ago, until their events were over, and now, they will have to reach out to everyone they know to let them know that they were positive because they were showing symptoms well before their event.
the next week or two? we're going to see many, many more, all people with symptoms that started around christmas. these are the only two viruses we test for rapidly in our office, but they are potent and can be fatal in many people.
so here's why i wrote this post, and maybe it's a little late, but - if you care about your loved ones, please get tested if you know you're sick. it doesn't have to be at a clinic if you don't want it to, because the over-the-counter tests work just fine too (if you test within 5-7 days of symptom onset). just...please don't try to run from the knowledge that you might have covid, because immunocompromised people, elderly people, people with co-morbidities like asthma, pregnancy, diabetes, etc...many of them may not recover. and they may not be sitting at your holiday table in the future because of it.
#zee rambles#this isn't to guilt trip anyone#but im so so tired of people coming in and just refusing testing because they want to see grandma or whatever#and on top of that people are avoiding vaccinations and all that too??#we all lived through the pandemic - everyone saw how many people unfortunately passed away from it#now because of vaccinations and some amount of herd immunity we're finding milder cases in healthy people#but that doesn't mean its gone#that doesn't mean it doesn't have long-term repercussions even in healthy people and that doesn't mean people aren't still dying from it#honestly i just needed a lil rant#and if this helps at least one person??? im all for it#also i can't sleep so here we are spilling thoughts into the voidddd
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I guess today's theme is suffering
#still can't sleep#sit up needing sleep#lay down and everything wantsto drain#i need someone to sedate me
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homeless and so fucking scared lol
#I really don't know what to do#avoiding sleeping at night bc it feels safer to during day#trying not to drink anything so I don't have to pee bc there are never public bathrooms :( but dehydration is so bad for me#idk im gonna cry. brushing my teeth in a bar bathroom#I need more blankets but can't fit anymore in my car#idk what to do. thank god I have my car but it's still so fucking terrible and unsafe and i feel powerless
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It will be 2040 and jin will still be talking about this lmao 🥹😅
#seokjin#jin#bts#bangtan#skygifs#I'm still sleepy but I can't sleep so I made this set quickly laksaks
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anthony is dead: the funeral roast (paid content)
#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan and phil#phan#smosh#anthony padilla#mine#my content#hi sorry i can't get a hold of the person who shared this clip with me so i don't feel comfortable posting it in full#however i'm not a good enough person to Not Gif It#so here u go here's a bit of it in gif form lol#i'm going to sleep i'm sure by the time i wake up the full video will be up#oh also oh my god this clip gives me such super amazing project vibes i almost cried#ok. anyway. it's 8:20am. im drunk still. goodnight im finally going to bed x
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been thinking about Beren and Lúthien ballet adaptation again...
#ft a proper finrod and celegorm design!#and daeron stalking#and mandos#giselle vibes for the halls of mandos sequence#in an actual ballet the story would have to be drastically simplified because you can't have overly complex dialogue#so i'm not sure if you would actually want to include finrod and celegorm+curufin in an actual adaptation since the bare bones of the story#still works without them. but it's more fun with them in it#also!#i have more sketches :) trying to work on some 'court scenes' which i imagine would be similar to sleeping beauty or romeo and juliet#for doriath and nargothrond#may post those too if i get the motivation to finish coloring them haha#clarisse doodles#tolkien#the silmarillion#beren and luthien#tolkien ballet#beren#luthien#finrod#celegorm#daeron
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To relive a death
@williamvapespeare commissioned me to draw anything with the boys being gentle to each other and Edwin comforting Charles in general, so we went with this!
The idea of a character who is dead having to go through it once a year is very dear and near to my heart (how many dead blorbos do you have, I hear you ask. Too many) but at least these two have each other
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#i imagine it's not as bad for edwin#maybe he gets a little bit sleepy and his wrists hurt where he was restrained#perhaps he can't talk? since i think he had something in his mouth? can't remember#and of course he can only appear with his sleeping clothes#which is a bad reminder of hell#but other than that#it's not as bad as internal bleeding and hypothermia as far as manifestations of your trauma go#i mean he can at least do something other than shiver#also i once wrote a fic for a different fandom with this whole premise. still proud of that one#(it was j*dtavius)#censoring it so this doesn't appear in the tag lol#anyway what do you think they're reading? do they pick a different book each year or do they always read the same one?
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Good morning, Sleepyhead.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#'WWX was asleep for 4 days' is an incorrect factoid.#The average WWX sleeps for 8 hours. The PD-MDZS WWX who was asleep for 40 comics and 4 months is an outlier.#We are back to present day! I have missed drawing them!#Ah...the contrast between how the flashback ended (cold and distrustful) to how wwx wakes up (warm and watched over)...#The gap between the past and present is very important. Not just in this story but in our lives too.#The past can still hurt and it doesn't just go away with time as some say. It is the power of realizing that things have changed.#We can't get the good back. The bad memories have concluded. Those live somewhere else now.#It is hard to realize that you have to live for today and tomorrow. The past is so loud.#For WWX it is realizing that despite the mistrust in the past - He really does have faith that LWJ will be there for him.#It is the reflection of knowing that you changed and will keep changing and that change is good and kind sometimes.#But more importantly...and this I really do mean with all my heart:#It will all end up okay in the end. Even after the worst day. The most painful losses. You will get through it.#What feels like a breaking point is truthfully just another step you have to take. You'll get through it even though it feels like the end.#There are wonderful things you have yet to see. Friends you have yet to meet.#Even if it hurts so badly...one day it just aches. Someday you'll go a few weeks not remembering that it ever hurt.#Oh and because my izutsumi comic revealed many people were in need of hearing this:#You are loved. Right now. You are so loved right now. We just forget to tell each other that.#Go tell the people you love that they matter to you. I'm assigning you homework!!! You are graded on completion.
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got a corpus engineer on board
he really likes warframes
#it's been so long since the previous one but i actually planned these two together from the very beginning#i was thinking that adding a friendly corpus on the orbiter can have some interesting plot#because. you know. warframes have been killing a lot of corpus#i swear that makes sense#but i haven't come up with a lot of plot about this tho#even if i did in this month i still can't draw them because i haven't finish this post yet#why am i doing this in 5am anyways#okay gonna sleep now#warframe#warframe excalibur#warframe gauss#warframe gauss prime#warframe ordis#warframe corpus#my art#warframe carl the intern
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This game wrecked me so bad man wtf,,,,,
#pentiment#andreas maler#Ursula Gertneryn#Anna Mülleryn#Bertholdt Drucker#Paul Müller#my art#It's been a week since my first playthrough and I still can't get over it#and I definitely didn't listen to the ost while crying to sleep everyday haha#anyway the kids<3<3#kids and the college boy
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Ribbun week: "Alternate Universe" (Hedonism City) + "Plushies"
Wanted to post this before the new ep aired. Updated Ginnie's look in light of her new mask in canon - I think she looks cute enough. Had a great time turning her into a marketable plushie.
#✏️ rory draws#Jax what are you saying. you've fucked this woman#(but lowkey think he'd still be the type to go “eww cooties” at tender little smooches)#tadc jax#tadc gangle#hedonism city au#tadc au#ribbun week#ribbunweek2024#ribbun#hedonism city ginnie#hedonism city jax#I didn't add the “Ribbun 2024” label bc I am. Tired#and because it would've been a hassle to copy since I did it weird on like three different layers#it gets messy man#tomorrow I'll watch the ep. I need to be sharp in mind and soul to take it all in. besides I doubt I could sleep directly after watching#(it's coming out at midnight here)#can't wait to see what our freak of a babygirl will get up to#oh and also Ragatha taking drugs
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if i had a heart, i could love you
my undying gratitude and awe to the incredible @cozymochi for bringing to literal life my vision of ob!Lilia :] let's all wish him a pleasant time as he keeps a steadfast soldier's watch over the dreams of a human boy he no longer recognizes and yet he cannot bring himself to leave his side . . . whatever could that mean?
(please click for high-res, tumblr why do you try to keep us from exquisite art)
#what if ur dad was ur sleep paralysis demon#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland silver#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#twst lilia#diasomnia#art for lettie#I CAN'T STOP STARING AT THIS OK#IM SO ENAMORED BY THE LITTLE DETAILS#THE THORNY BRIARS STILL GROWING TO ENCASE SILVER'S SLUMBER#THE MELANCHOLY EXPRESSION ON LILIA'S FACE#THE TORN AND INK SPLATTERED WINGSSSSS#IT'S SO CREEPY AND I LOVE ITTTT#EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU COZY FOR THIS EARLY HALLOWEEN TREAT#edit: bear with me as i figure out why this isn't showing in main tags im DEVASTATED
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