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#sth else i wanted to. to feel good n then be able to go back to who i am and then sleep (:
1overbaby · 1 year
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Felt so happy when imagining last night and really being aware that i am my own lover. The way i experience these imaginations within me, in my own kingdom, its all me.
I am lucky to love myself in a romantic way within, i am so lucky to allow myself to experience truly endearing moments, memories and love. They [sp] are also so lucky that i am conferring the gift of love to both of us.
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justcallmesakira · 8 months
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HIII OMG I haven’t had a good laugh in a while until i came across your fyodor’s sis dating dazai hcs IT GOT ME ROLLING ON THE FLOOR 😭 can i request for dazai’s sister dating fyodor if you’re up for it? fluff crack make it silly if you want i’ll enjoy anything from you for sure!!
"Dazai with a sister dating Fyodor!"
Sypnosis: Uh oh! Looks like Dazais one and only sister he grew up with is dating a rat who the entirety of yokohama is after!
Genre: crack, suggestive? (idk sth is wrong with me)
Warning: More blasting, bombing, terrorrist, rizz,
A/N: AHHH I AM SO HAPPY U ENJOYED IT- AND I AM MORE THEN HAPPY BCS I MADE YOU LAUGH !!! >.<
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nahhh like brother like sister :/
NO BCS i feel like fyodor just wanted to temper dazai by using his ugly breedable charms on you
But it backfired terribly! (like his posture)
Though you were his one and oNlY eNeMyS blood relative he just couldnt help but flirt with you and perhaps ykyk do those romantic stuff ppl do
This is so ooc rn ;skull emoji 69x;
However you were extremly LIKE extremly careful to not let your brother know
You literly sneaked off the house as if you were sneaking inthe kitchen to cook a whole buffet at 3am!!
Except you were sneaking off to EAT a whole buffet😏😏
Even the rat himself helped you to sneak to his rusty ahh apartment
Wow! The first thing he actually did for others!!!!!
Honestly dazai would be chill though-
Like oh his sister is dating someone? welp sure! i have exes all around the city hope its not one of them though hehe...HeHe
FUCKING SLU--
You took the risk of rizzing fyodor up infront of him though like:
"I am crime, I am punishment" you: "I know something else you can punish :3"
Dazai woke back from the dead with em bones fish eye when u said that
AYYY DAZAI IN HIS MELANIE MARTINEZ "PORTALS" ERA!!!!1😍
When he find out though.....oh god hes going to give you that light skin stare, with his eyes turning into nothing but a pitch black void
like my soul-- OKAY THIS IS THE LAST ONE I PROMISE--
One day you met up with fyodor and you were so excited that you nearly threw his anemic ass to the ground
"Yaaaah fedya,!! we finally met! dont give me that face do u know how hard it is to come and meet you when my lazy ahh brother puts trackers on me!" "Malyshka, please calm down---''
All of a sudden u could hear shuffling which instantly cautions the both of you only for your eyes to be meeted with your brothers eye turning into nothing but pitch black like the face he gave when he saw mori
your getting grounded <3
"Out of all people...out of 8 billion people, sister😀" "I-i-i-i i can explain"
he then looked at fyodor with the ugliest angry face ever "YOU FUCKING RAT HOW DARE YOU WOO MY SISTER WITH FEHUYOUR UGFLY AHH RATUTILLIE NO RIZZ MANIUPULATION I AM GONNA BLAST YO-"
damn.. dazai become eminem
the shift mood between to u then to fyodor was so funny
LIKE YALL SAW THE ADVICE FYODOR GAVE TO DAZAI IN THEIR CELLS? THATS A BIT--- UM YANDERE??????!!
"BROTHER CALM DOWN I WAS NOT MANIUPULATED TF-" "THAT WONT STOP ME FROM MY MANSLAUGHTER ARC" "WHAT?--"
#siblinggoalsfr
fyodor honestly only glared at him with a smile that said "If they annoy you, go for their sibling"
dazai YANKED Your arm taking you back to you apartment and just stared at you as if you got a B in maths
uh oh...
So YEAH after hours of not being able to calm him down he finally accepted!
Dazai gifted fyodor a dead rat in a helicopter after he accepted you guys😍😍😍
No bcz i think u and nikolai would have matching energy--
Nikolai: "Dos-kun bites his nails!" You: "Real except he bites my neck!"
one day ranpo jolted up from his seat with fisheye and slowly turned to you as if you ate his (dead)mother
"Dazai Y/N, you did not..." "Oh yes yes i just did :3"
everybody was so confused like did you steal his snacks or sth???
"like brother like sister i guess...." -ranpo after finding out his bestie is doing unholy things to his enemy
JKJK-
Dazai acted so overdramatic omg- ugh hes so babygirl
"I still cant believe it... MY OWN SISTER DATING-DAT-DATING A STINKY RAT! Wait- WHAT IF YOU GET MARRIED???????!!!!! WILL YOUR NAME BE D-D-D-DOS-DOE RATVESKY?? sis you better let him take your name WAIT NO I WILL NOT SHARE MY NAME WITH HIM UGFYDUTYFE"
dramatic gossip girlie fr
like its literly like
"I took your victory😈" "I took your sisters viriginty😈😈😈"
i am so sorry-WAHHHHHHHHHH- *gets shot in the head by reader for being so dirty*
during gatherings, they just smile at each other protesting in their minds who can take care of u better while your in a chair rollin around and going :3
kuro kuro kuro kuroooo kuro kuro kuro kuro ding luro kuro ding~
until your silly ahh falls! :D
And its just a second of time to see who can cath you first-
Dazais going to turn your wedding into an arson commitment!
"Breaking news!, Depressed man who half the fandom slanders burns down his sisters wdding venue with soy sauce!"
Well... its a funky ride! but hey its fyodor
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A/N: i know its short but i tried okay- ENJOY!! i love doing crack if i cant laugh or be happy i will make others happy!! <33
Divider crds: @nikolaismasquerade
tags! @silverbladexyz @riiwrites @chuuyasboner @heartsfourdazai @atlasnessie @atsquie @tojifile @biscuits-lovely-corner @darling--angst
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menalez · 2 years
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If you don't mind sharing advice-
I have read about the way you have struggled with mental health and I am sorry about that :/
But you're also studying everyday. So could you advise me on how to study while being mentally ill?
Ik our experiences might not match. But everytime I try I am able to study for 1 or 2 hours properly max. After that I end up getting a panic or anxiety attack. I also feel hollow and sad all the time and not have desire to do anything but sleep. And I keep finding myself reading the same thing again and again or taking longer than usual to achieve a goal.
Do you know how I could deal with that?
tbh i get moments like this too. it sounds like youre really stressed. i usually try to make studying enjoyable and reward myself when i got through some parts. so like today, i motivated myself + made it so i can enjoy studying as much as possible doing the following:
listening to music that hypes me up / motivates me & helps me focus while studying
taking short breaks in between
sometimes talking to myself and explaining to myself out loud if im struggling to understand sth
once i finish a section, i reward myself by using my phone for example. for you, it might be sth else, like idk having a food you really like. going outside and enjoying the sun for a bit. whatever it is that is comforting and can push u 2 go further would be good imo (its hard to balance with using ur phone personally speaking bc u can get carried away n lose track of time)
reading out loud in general helps
writing down notes and then rereading them. writing them nicely also feels good so it helps me feel a bit better
sometimes watching videos about the topic can help if im struggling to focus when reading
writing a to-do list but rly breaking it down step by step. ticking stuff off the list is a good motivator
making sure to distinguish between what you NEED to do and what you WANT to do. extra things are extra, things without deadlines dont need to be done until the end
if sth is too difficult, i make note of it and come back to it later.
if ur struggling to focus, take a break and do sth that will help remotivate u and bring ur attention back
also its good to study while ur body is alright like, ur not too hungry or thirsty etc. i know thats basic but sometimes when ur busy u neglect urself
relating to point 12... also doing small stuff like a shower, washing ur face, etc can help u refocus, feel better, and get u more in the zone. at least for me
but tbh a lot of what ur mentioning to me sounds like chronic stress or some sort of stress overload.. is there a reason u can pinpoint as to why youre having these reactions? if youre in university or school, is it possible to receive disability support? when i was in university, i was provided with disability support which involved me seeing a woman 1-on-1 every week and we'd talk thru my achievements + what id have to do next n shed help me manage it better basically. i know they provide various accomodations depending on what ur specific issues are. so if ur school or uni has some sort of support for disability, seek it out. theres nothing to lose rly and u could rly benefit from it if u do gain sth from such a visit.
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cythoughtsnmemories · 5 months
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14.04.24
Think recently I'm just angry person. Now I got to close d window when I sleep else I be awaken by some inconsiderate residents who bring his pet birds (4 or 5, maybe more) to the trees near my area and let them sing from 5.45am - 7am unless raining. I know those birds are singing beautifully but it's noisy for light sleeper like me. So mad, I feel like calling the police but I felt like I'm crazy to complain such matter.
Able to hit d gym after work is actually quite a happy event to let my sweat out.
Going mil place for weekly dinner and suppose to eat vegetarian. Lucky FIL has leftover chicken n fish too. Don't uds y mil cannot cook normal ingredients which can get from market. 鸡油菇soup which taste a bit sour and her own veg which taste a bit bitter. Why cannot just cook sth like kailan, bak choy, steam tofu? Stir fry shitake?
So sis n bil can't make it for dinner and mum wasn't angry. So bias, cos d last time hubby had to ot n he call early but mil nvr pick up. Angry us for a wk lol
Sis said she will come over for lunch next day (PH) but not confirm. MIL requested us to join too. I was shock and of cos didn't want. Lucky hubby said we have plans whole day tmr. Again, not happy. Next day, hubby updated me that sis can't make it for lunch (PH). Heng ah~ nvr agree to go for lunch at MIL place.
Yay~ went swimming w hubby in morning, then lunch (fish soup closed on PH 🥲) n movie. Then came back rest a bit n went to ecp...wanted to cycle but cloud was gloomy, so we just stroll to dinner place. Besides the toast is good, other dish are just overpriced. Still an enjoyable day w hubby.
Ytd, didn't go hiking cos we think it will rain (but nvr). So I decided to jog to breakfast place to get our fish soup! Finally we get to try it! So delicious ~
Went over to mil place then found out she went to work. See~ u whole day not around, we go over also for what. Might as well stay at my hse. So not happy hubby had to help shift mil de plant...or plantation for the painters to do their work 🙄 so many pots on both side of corridor and it's heavy leh.
贪! You have so many plants (also on lvl 1) need to maintain which requires so much time and effort. I hardly see d fruits too...cannot uds why so stubborn and greedy. More of making the hse n outside d hse so cluttered and messy. Don't feel good over there...like living at recycling corner.
Anw, have been working more than usual working hrs. Hope things gets better.
12.30am already and I'm wide awake. GG! Hubby is already snoring away haha
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zorosq · 3 years
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misunderstanding ; roronoa zoro
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↻ angst, fluff, jealousy, misunderstanding obv, cussing, hurt/comfort, wano spoiler, suggestive if you squint hard enough, grammatical errors
↻ pairing ↬ zoro x fem!reader!
anonymous asked: hi! is it okay if i request a scenario/drabble/hc of the reader getting jealous and hurt over how protective zoro was being of hiyori, then she sees them in the shed and she rationalizes that it was a misunderstanding, but when the dust settles after onigashima and they have their typical victory banquet, she sees them being all close or sth, just laughing and it just hurts. could it pls have a happy ending? 🤍 if not, then could you write the reader being jealous/insecure of sabo and koala seeing their close friendship and bond. again with a happy ending or my heart won't be able to take it 💀😂 you can decide!! thank you!! sorry if this was so specific!
a/n since i've alrdy wrote for sabo with the same scenario for more than one time, i'm gonna try my best and write up your first request🚶‍♀ i just watched wano arc thats why it took so long. and i definitely encourage for everyone to be more specific in their requests <3 idk if you meant a canon victory banquet or smtg bcs im just starting the 3rd act but here you go anyway, i hope its good :)
the moment you slid the door open, an awkward silent hangs in the air. brook looks at you, and back at the woman who was laying next to your lover. “who is that?! w-w-what’s going on?!” he shrieked.
you could feel the jealousy boiling in your heart. it’s an ugly feeling. you hated it. but you knew that it was simply a misunderstanding. there was no way that he would cheat on you. the man was way too loyal for that.
but still, you couldn’t help with what you’re feeling. your ears rang for a moment, looking around the shed. anywhere else but him. “it’s not what you think―”
“i know,” you answered, completely cutting him off. you could see him breathing out a relief sigh. he quickly get out of the woman's grip and walked towards you.
you could see his eyes taking in your feature, looking for any sorts of injury which you didn’t have. deciding to put your jealousy aside, you pulled him into a hug, careful not to press on his injuries.
“i’m glad you’re okay...” you said, hiding your face at the crook of his neck. just as he was about to get comfortable in your hold, you pulled away from him and slap his arm roughly.
“that hurt!”
“that’s what you get for worrying me! god, you’re so reckless!” you scolded him. “sorry for worrying you...”
“you should be sorry! you had no idea how worried i was when i saw your wanted poster!” you continued again before sighing. you could see his eyes twinkle with amusement.
“what?” 
“nothing... it’s just... you look cute when you’re all fired up,” he said with a smirk. gosh, how can he be so?! 
before your interactions could go any further, the skeleton beside you cleared his throat. except that he doesn’t have a throat―
“sorry to interrupt this and all, but don’t you think you should introduce us to her?” brook asked politely. 
.
everything had happened so fast. one second, you were just getting to know hiyori and otoko. the next second, you were running to chase for zoro who was going after hiyori. 
“oi! you guys are still on the run! what would happen if one of orochi’s assassin happened to find you?!” zoro scolded her. your heart panged with a feeling of jealousy.
she knew that zoro was right, so she decided to listen to him and let him catch up to otoko. you didn’t stop running. instead, you continued to follow him from behind.
you were more worried about him getting caught by orochi’s forces or the beast pirates.
you ran and ran until you arrived at the flower capital, where tonoyasu being tied up to the long pole where he was displayed for everyone to see.
“toko!” you called out along with zoro. sure, you had only spent less an hour with her, but she already have a place in your heart. you could hear her laughter, and the next thing you knew, gun shots was all you could hear.
.
you sighed softly, brushing the girl's pink hair out of her face. she had been crying all the way to sleep.
it probably still hurts her if she wakes up anytime soon. you sighed once more. zoro, who had been sitting next to you knitted his eyebrows together.
“you okay?” he finally asked when you let out another sigh. your head snapped up to meet with his eye, heart beating a little bit faster from the shock he gave you.
“sorry, i... it's just- sad to think that she doesn't have any family left...” you said, which he nodded. “i still have everyone on the crew. and everyone is like a family to me,”
you were expecting some sort of response from him. anything, really. but you knew that zoro doesn't know how to express those words out. he only knows how to show them through actions. which is more effective in telling.
but he was staring in your eye, listening to you intently. and that was enough.
.
you flopped onto the ground, letting the victory washes over you. a single tear slipped from your eye, feeling relief.
you caught the sight of your boyfriend, walking towards your way but was stopped by a certain oiran who hugged him affectionately.
you knew that she was only paying her gratefulness towards him. it still didn't stop from your heart to tug painfully.
a day passed by, and everyone was already setting up the victory banquet for the straw hats. knowing your crew, every one of them would be ecstatic due to the food, drinks and of course, woman.
you chuckled at the thought of sanji losing too much blood because or attractive woman again.
it really didn't take them long to prepare the banquet. the next thing you knew, the banquet was already starting.
looking around at the lively atmosphere made you smile. you were glad that luffy accepted to help momonosuke. it was one of the reason you followed luffy as captain.
zoro somehow found you, his lips quirking into a small smile. “you look beautiful,” he complimented. you felt your cheeks getting hot. though the two of you had been in a relationship for so long, a compliment from him wasn't as often as you'd like to think.
he was a man of action after all. “thank you. you look beautiful as well,”
your compliment had clearly caught him off guard when you saw the red tint dusting his cheeks slightly. he took your hand, pulling you away from the crowds and prying ears.
he sat down on the bench, pulling you along with him, resulting in you to land on his lap. he nuzzled into your neck, sighing in content.
“y'know, i can smell your jealousy from miles away. but... thank you for trusting in me,” his hand that was resting on your waist moved teasingly on your back.
“don't you think that i deserved a little reward?”
a/n god i hate this 😭
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The Morning Sun- Asahi x Reader Oneshot
An Asahi x Gn! Reader fic.
Genre: Fluff, slightly comical interactions || SFW
Warnings: None. Just wholesome, lighthearted fluff with Y/N and Asahi being adorably awkward and nervous dorks around each other.
Word Count: 2.3k
A/N: I have no clue about the kind of views one would see while travelling to Tokyo from Miyagi so pls forgive in case I get sth wrong lol.
Also, I prefer not to use any pronouns when writing gender neutral fics. I try to keep it usually "you" or "Y/N" but I've used they/them in like 3 places where I couldn't use either options.
Hope you like it! :)
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It is time for Karasuno’s first training camp in Tokyo. The team will leave Miyagi in the middle of the night so that everyone can reach Tokyo by morning.
You and Kiyoko, Karasuno’s managers, have arrived a little early to make sure that everything is in order before you set off on the journey.
“I’m so glad we got invited to this training camp. I think it will really give the team a boost in their confidence and techniques. They’ve all been so down ever since they lost to Seijoh in the Inter-High,” you say to Kiyoko as you both load some necessary items onto the bus.
“Yeah, it will do them good to see and learn from the different types of plays these powerhouse schools use.”
“Yeah... I wonder how they’re going to change after this.” Even though you seem to be talking about everyone (and you are), there is one person in your mind that you are most curious about. And that is the ace of Karasuno: Asahi Azumane.
You have become great friends ever since you joined the team as a manager. When you were new to the team, you used to be really nervous and awkward around everyone but somehow Asahi always knew you were feeling hesitant/unsure and gently tried to raise your confidence. You soon discovered that he himself was a Nervous Nellie™ and you returned the favour by gently encouraging him to conquer his own fears. The more you got to know him, the more it fueled your huge-ass crush on him. His personality, his kindness and thoughtfulness, his face, his hair, his smile - (list cut short for length) you just find everything about him endearing. You do not know whether he likes you back in that way or not but he does seem to be much more open, smiley and talkative when he is around you.
“Looks like we got done earlier than expected,” Kiyoko’s words break you out of your reverie. “Oh, Takeda sensei is here.”
Takeda sensei walks up to you two. “I see you guys are already done. Thank you so much for turning up earlier to take care of everything. We’re all very lucky to have you as our managers.”
“It was no trouble at all, sensei.”
“Well, there’s still about 20-30 minutes to go for the boys to reach here. If you guys want, you can just go in the bus and get some shut-eye. Especially you, L/N, I know you must’ve barely had time to rest since you live so far away from school. There’s nothing else to do here, anyway. I’ll stay outside and wait for everyone to turn up.”
It’s true. You did live far away from school and today you had only had time to go home, shower and change, eat dinner and pack your bags. You haven’t had a moment’s rest so you gladly take him up on his offer and head inside. Kiyoko decides to stay up with him.
You like seeing the beautiful countryside views while travelling, so you choose a window seat somewhere in the middle. You take out your eye mask from your bag, pull it over your eyes and settle back into your seat for some much needed rest.
You are soundly asleep by the time everyone arrives. Coach Ukai and Takeda address everyone and they all start climbing into the bus.
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Due to the shortage of funds, they were only able to hire a very tiny bus and our gentle giant, with his build and height, is having trouble making his way to the back of the bus. With his large duffel bag in his arms, he keeps hitting the seats and people’s heads as he stumbles on.
Flustered, he lifts the bag up in front of his face so that it stops hitting everything in its path. Except that it now makes him even slower because he cannot see anything in front of him.
Noya, getting impatient about how slowly Asahi is moving, suddenly pushes past him, eager to grab a seat in the last row. Poor Asahi is taken aback by the sudden tornado erupting at his side and he stumbles and falls into the seat right next to him. He puts the bag down in his lap and looks to the side to see that he has accidentally landed in the seat next to you.
However, you were extremely tired and are a heavy sleeper in general so you have not been disturbed in the least by all the commotion.
Asahi decides to wait until the others have settled down to change his seat so as to not inconvenience anyone. Kiyoko is the last one to climb in and he gets ready to get up. He adjusts his duffel bag and is about to pick it up when he feels a weight press against his arm. He looks to the side to see that your head has rolled over in your sleep and is now resting on his upper arm.
Heat starts to rise in his face. As Kiyoko passes by, she sees you sleeping on his arm and says, “Poor thing is out like a light. They were running around all day in preparation for the trip. But if you’re uncomfortable, I can wake them up.”
“N-No it’s okay I don’t mind. Let them sleep. Coach said it’s gonna get bumpy further down the road so it’s better they get as much rest as they can.”
Kiyoko gives him a little smile and goes and takes the last seat at the back.
The bus starts to move. Asahi, being the sweet and considerate person he is, tries to remain as still as a statue so as to not wake you. He is a little worried about what you might think of him when you wake up and see him sitting next to you. He hopes you won't get creeped out or scared seeing his face in the dark when you wake up. But the sight of you resting peacefully against his arm, breathing deeply, calms him down and he too slowly dozes off.
He wakes up about half an hour later when he feels you grab his arm with both hands. It is a chilly night and you, in your sleep, are holding and pulling his arm towards you for some warmth as you curl up around it.
As slowly and carefully as he can without waking you, Asahi removes his jacket from around him and covers you with it. You seem completely undisturbed by the movement.
Damn, they really must be tired.
About an hour later, you are jolted awake as the bus rides over an exceptionally bumpy piece of land. You feel a large hand touch the side of your face gently, as if trying to keep your head steady.
You remove your eye mask and find yourself looking straight into the deep, brown eyes of Asahi. He looks at you apprehensively as you blink a few times and try to get your bearings.
You suddenly realize that you are clinging completely onto Asahi's arm and you almost fling it away from you as you let go of it instantly.
"Oh my God, I am so sorry, Asahi. I didn't realize I was sleeping on you," you whisper as everyone around you seems to be asleep.
"I-It's completely okay," he whispers back.
"How long have I been like this?" you look at your watch, "I have been asleep for more than two hours! Have I been sleeping on your arm the entire time? You should have woken me up and asked me to move! Is your neck stiff? Does your shoulder hurt?"
"Y/N, calm down. I am completely fine." He reassures you until you finally stop worrying and apologizing.
"I-It was kind of n-nice, actually."
You see his face turn 4 shades redder as he says this, causing heat to rise in your own cheeks.
He sat next to me. Did he want to sit with me or were all the other seats full? You make a mental note to subtly ask Kiyoko about this later.
You smile at him and whisper, "Well, thank you for being my pillow - hey, wait, is this yours?" You finally notice that you have a large jacket around you.
"Uh, y-yeah. You looked cold so I covered you with my jacket. I hope that was okay?"
"Yes, it was very sweet of you to do that" you smile and hand it back to him.
"I-It's okay, you can keep it."
"I brought my own with me. I just forgot to wear it before sleeping." You reach down into your bag that you had placed below your seat and pull out your own jacket. He accepts his jacket back and puts it on. As you watch him zip it up all the way, you can't help but wonder if he had been cold all this while. You start feeling guilty again. Why does he have to be so nice to you?
"I'm sorry again."
"Y/N, you have nothing to apologize for. It's all good."
"I will let you sleep now. And thank you. Also, as a payback, you can use my arm as your pillow if you want," you say, smiling slightly.
He chuckles silently. "I'm good. Thank you for the offer. You can keep sleeping on mine if you want. I don't mind at all."
"I'm good too. I actually brought a neck pillow with me but I was just so tired that I went straight to sleep. I thought I'd wake up when everyone arrived but I didn't."
You pull out your neck pillow and put it around your neck.
"Goodnight, Asahi."
"Goodnight, Y/N."
You lean against the window and slowly dose off again.
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Sunlight filters in through the windows and tickles your cheek with warmth. You open your eyes to the most breathtaking view in front of you. The sun has just risen and is throwing the most glorious hues of red and gold across the cloud-laden sky and the vast meadow below.
"Woah" you whisper to yourself as you watch the scene in awe.
You feel Asahi stir next to you and turn around to see him adjusting himself in his seat to get more comfortable. His eyes are closed but you can tell he is awake. You tap him lightly on the shoulder.
He opens his eyes to find you looking at him excitedly.
"Hey, sorry to disturb you but I thought you would like to see this. Look!" you say in a low but excited voice and gesture towards the scene outside your window.
Asahi's eyes widen as he looks outside. He sits up straighter and whispers "Wow."
"It's you!" you whisper, smiling.
He looks at you quizzically.
"The morning sun. Asahi. It's you!"
"Ah." a light blush covers his cheeks as he smiles.
You both quietly watch the sunrays dance around for a while.
"It really is pretty," Asahi whispers, eyes not leaving the view.
"Yeah... Except..."
Asahi looks at you as you pause, not knowing whether to finish your sentence or not. You avoid looking at him as you stare at your hands in your lap and play with them. You can feel the heat creep up your neck and engulf your face completely.
"Except?"
It's just a compliment. It doesn't have to mean anything. You decide to take the chance. You look straight in his eyes.
"Except...you're prettier."
Asahi is so taken aback by the sudden compliment that he actually jumps a little in his seat. His entire face instantly turns a deep shade of red.
"Th-th-thank you" he manages to stutter as he blushes furiously.
Even though you are extremely nervous, you can't help but giggle at his reaction. "Wow, you're prettier AND redder than the sun right now."
Asahi stutters incoherently for a bit until he finally manages to form a sentence. "Y-you really mean that?"
"That you're the prettiest thing I've ever laid eyes on? Yes."
You are more surprised by your own response than Asahi is.
There's no going back now. You can't brush this off anymore as "just a nice compliment". You cover your face with your hands and mumble about how this was such a bad idea. Your stomach is twisting itself into knots as you wait for Asahi to recover from the shock of your words.
"Y/N."
You sigh and turn towards him. He is looking at you and, to your extreme surprise, he is smiling. It is a really shy and nervous smile, and yet you can't help but think how breathtakingly gorgeous he looks every time he smiles.
"I-I think you're the prettiest thing I've ever laid eyes on t-too."
You look like you have been shot in the head.
"R-really? You're not saying that just because I said it?"
"No," he rubs his neck in embarrassment, "I've actually wanted to say that for a while now."
"M-Me too. I didn't think you'd return the feelings, though."
"I do. W-would you like to go on a date with me once we're back from camp?"
Your eyes light up as you respond excitedly, "I would love to!"
You both smile the biggest smiles at each other as your 100km/hr heart rate slows down.
"Can I hold your hand?" you ask him.
He blushes again, nodding shyly in response.
You take off the neck pillow around your neck and give it to him. He raises his eyebrow questioningly.
"You can use it. I've got a much better one," you say as you link your arm around his once again. You slip your fingers between his and rest your head on his upper arm. He chuckles.
"I'm really glad you sat next to me."
"Actually, i-it was kind of on accident. Noya pushed past me as I was making my way to the back and I stumbled and fell into the seat next to you."
You giggle. "Yeah, that sounds about right. Well, I am glad you fell into the seat next to me."
He has the biggest smile on his face as he looks into your eyes with pure adoration. "Yeah, I am glad I fell, too."
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softpatts · 4 years
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꒦꒷ִֶָ· . the obey me characters preferred nicknames (as well as their reactions because i cant stay on topic)
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warnings: none !!
fandom: Obey Me!
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ᜊʕ っ◞ ˕ ◟c ʔ.. ♡︎ 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑠: ayee im,, not dead ^^; im soso sorry for not posting- havent had much motivation to write latley,, as you can probably tell !! so again,, sorry !! but have these,, kinda shitty headcanons ~ !! <3
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𝙻𝚞𝚌𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚛:
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- hes really old fashioned with pet names
- will automatically call you "Darling",, no i dont take criticism
- as the relationship progresses hell call you more,, such as sweetheart,, doll,, mine,, pos s i b l y babydoll though im a bit iffy on that one
- hes just a sucker for nicknames like those,, the old sappy ones,, and god the way he says it fits perfectly,, just the slight accent he puts into it is,, mWAH
- as for him,, he doesnt have any preffered nicknames,, but something about the way his name sounds coming out of your mouth
- god he loves it so much
- though besides his name his favorite would probably be darling/my love
- it seems so intimate and he loves how hes the only one you call that,, nobody else
𝙼𝚊𝚖𝚖𝚘𝚗:
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- weve seen what this man calles MC,, his human,, he likes most nicknames as long as theres "my" in front of it
- though the ones he called you most are stupid,, idiot,, dummy,, you can see the pattern
- while that i s how he expresses his love,, if he sees its bothering you even the slightest bit hell stop right away
- hes pretty rough with affection,, but he wILL call you doll,, no doubt about it
- and the way it soUN D S AAA it sounds so pretty and god its just,, wow
- when it comes to calling HIM nicknames,, he loves being called baby (or baby boy,, but hell never admit to that one)
- no matter how long you two have been together hell get extremely blushy n flustered whenever you call him that,, hell tell you to shut up,, spoiler alert he doesnt want you to
- please keep calling him that he loves it akdhsk
𝙻𝚎𝚟𝚒:
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- hes extremely akward with it at first,, and youll probably have to bring it up first
- i feel like hell call you his "irl waifu" alot,, or hell call you his "henry"
- though in the private of his or your room,, hell call you really sappy names like princess,, baby,, or anything with "my" in front of it,, though he only really calls you baby when youre teasing him
- hell stretch out the "y" n say it in a really whiny voice aA
- the first time he called you princess was one night,, after staying up for days on end,, he finally crashed,, he was close to passing out while leaning against you
- though before he fell asleep you heard him whisper a soft "night princess" AND OH MY GOD AKDHSK
- switching to him now,, he loves it when you call him handsome,, or your prince
- every time itll make his heart soar and hell turn into a fumbling blushy mess,, like mammon he wILL call you stupid,, and tell you to shut up
- once agAIN DONT- DONT SHUT UP HE LOVES IT
- theres been many occasions where hes accidentally called you a really cheesy cutsey nickname in front of mammon,, and god he never lets it go
- hell tease levi endlessly,, mocking him in a wierd voice that you assume was supposed to be levis..?
- but no matter how much he gets teased for it,, he loves being called pet names
𝚂𝚊𝚝𝚊𝚗:
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-hell definitely call you kitty,,, doesn’t matter where,, in the bedroom,, in front of his brothers,, even in the presence of Lord Diavolo himself
- he thinks it fits !! seeing as he likes cats,,, and likes you even more,, what better than to call you his kitty??
- I feel like he’s also the type of person to call you baby,, but in a really deep n fancy voice,, fancy?? I think that’s right AKDHSK
- but he loves your reactions,, no matter if it’s getting extremely flustered,, or you doing it right back to him !!
- the first time Lucifer heard him call you kitty,, mans spit out his drink- he was,, surprised to say the least??
- after that it just pissed him off,, so aye another reason to keep calling you his kitty !!
- he enjoys any nicknames,, though if you call him master- WOOH lemme just say this man will go feral aA he loves it,, he’ll get flustered if it’s in a public setting though- he’s all for calling you embarrassing nicknames but when you flip it around all of a sudden he’s against it 😞
- (just saying,, thats a lie- he loves it when you call him that in public akdhdk he likes people knowing he’s yours as much as you’re his !!
𝙰𝚜𝚖𝚘:
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-he calls you baby,, precious,, cutie,, all tho s e akdhsk 
- hell do it in a real,y high pitched,, almost baby voice n it’s sweet at first,, but gets annoying when he wONT SHUT UP
- if he knows it annoys you,, no he won’t stop,, he’ll do the opposite in fact,, he’ll do it even more !!
- if you start getting “angry” he’ll drape himself over you n try to kiss you while saying “you know you love meeee” drawing out the e
- when he does that the others swear he drunk,, actually drunk?? no,, love drunk?? yes,, yes very much
- he loves you,, and he’s not gonna stop showing you exactly how much he loves you !!
- now that’s what he calls you,, but ypu calling hIM nicknames ><
- he lOVES LO V E S it when you call him things like "pretty boy" "cutie" "handsome"
- they just make his heart flutter,,, and though he may get those all the time,, them coming from you just makes it an absolute gift
- hell often retort back with one of your nicknames
- "what are ya doing handsome??"
- "nothing really cutie~ i was planning on going to this new salon that opened up though,, would you like to come?"
- something about you calling him nicknames just,, mwah !!
- he also loves when you call his personality pretty,, or compliment his personality/traits,, hes used to compliments about his physical body,, but hi m and what he can actually do makes his heart flutter,, and hed actually get somewhat flustered !!
𝙱𝚎𝚎𝚕:
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- He definitley calls you sth food related,, his creampuff,, dumpling,, honey,, sweetheart,, just really sweet n nice nicknames,,, he loves the way it sounds when he talks to you
- the first time he called you that was in the kitchen,, he had heard satan talking about these things that were common in relationships called "pet names"
- so you walked into the kitchen one night n it was the first thing that came to his mine
- "hey there creampuff,,"
- wh a t
- you had to do a double take,, but,, after a few seconds you answered
- "is something wrong??" please he thought he made you uncomfy,, or satan was wrong,,,
- "no !! i just,,, wansnt expecting that from you"
- hell call you nicknames ALOT
- first thing in the morning,, randomly in the hallway,, just anytime hes able to hell call you nicknames,, its gone to the point where hell rarley call you by your actual name
- he loves it when you call him "my man",, "baby",, "sweetheart",, but his favorite would have to be "my love"
- nicknames with "my" in them make his heart flutter
- the first time you called him a nickname he froze up and got all blushy
- he didnt at all exepect that,, and you sounded so casual??? what???
- he pulled you over you him,, wrapped his arms around you,, and rested his head on top of yours
- he didnt let go for,, quite a while
𝙱𝚎𝚕𝚙𝚑𝚒𝚎:
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- belphie isnt actually one for nicknames,,, he doesnt think it makes any sense,, why should he call you anything other than your name??
- though if you ask,, or it comes up at all that you want him to call you something,, hell do it without hesitation- aksjak
- he calls you sleepyhead. No i dont take criticism- it doesnt matter if you nap as much as him or not hes calling you sleepyhead
- i feel like he also might call you his light,, or his sunshine,, just because of how he met you,,, n how at some points you seem like the only good thing in his life at that moment,,,
- "i love you, my light,, more than i could ever tell you."
- AAAAAAAAAAAAAA GOD PLEASE AKSJAJS
- as for you calling him nicknames,, he could really care less,, as long as its from you he loves it
- one of his favorites is "my moon" you just,, came up with it one day,, and he stuck with it,, and its gotten to the point where hell barley answer to his own name,, which can get him in a bit of trouble
- "belphie !! get yer ass up and help me with this !!"
- "belphie."
-"BELPHIE!!"
- "hm? Oh were you saying something?"
- "yes i called your name like a hundred times or somethin !!"
- sometimes he just doesnt answer you when you call him by his name,, and hell wait and stare at you until you until you call him by his nickname
𝑡𝑎𝑔𝑠 🏷️:
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nextdoorharry · 4 years
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it’s just acting.
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request : Could you please write sth about y/n feeling a little jealous because of Harry playing jack on don’t worry darling and Harry with make her feel better and remind her that he only loves her!!!!
y/c/n = your cousin’s name
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you were in harry’s la home, just finished up with work (from home of course), and started on dinner. ever since you came to la to stay with him while he films, (well more so you came to see glenne and jeff get engaged but that’s a secret between you and glenne) you decide to cook dinner every day. under normal circumstances you and harry usually switch off, but since harry is out the door by 6 am and doesn’t come home till 7 pm, he’s drained, so you decided to do it.
you light a candle, ring up your close cousin that lives back home, and begin cooking. you two begin catching each other up on your weeks, and anything significant that happened.
“enough about my relationship though, what about you? how’s harry?” y/c/n asks, as you pour the chopped garlic cloves in the pot.
“he’s good! just a little drained i suppose because of filming and other stuff. i feel like i only see him for a few hours of the day though..but honestly i’m glad we’re together at least for some time of the day, way better than being quarantined away from him the first few months when that all happened,” you sigh, putting the knife down. as you remembered when he was stuck in la, and you were stuck in your guys’ shared london home. he didn’t come back till june. before the pandemic, he was always gone for the better part of the year so the fact that when he was required to stay home but was in la, sucked.
“mhm i bet,” your cousin said, not really knowing the feeling, but sympathizes with you. “how’s filming going for him? heard him and florence have to get it on in the movie,” your cousin giggles, teasing you.
get it on.
harry and florence have to get it on.
no.
jack and alice have to get it on. you remind yourself.
you giggle a bit, taking a deep breath before stating your thoughts about it, not hearing the garage door open.
“yeah i mean, obviously it’s acting, so it’s not real. and i absolutely adore florence, i met her a few times, and she’s in a commited relationship as well, so it’s not weird to me. but obviously the slight jealousy is gonna be there no doubt. i mean seeing your boyfriend kissing someone and ‘getting it on’ with someone else is gonna mess with me a bit, i just gotta remind myself it’s acting,” you state nonchalantly.
“yeah it’s acting until one of them actually falls in love with each other” your cousin said in a teasingly joking manner. you both cackled.
“oi stop it!” you laugh. “okay well enough about that, i can’t wait to see the film though it’s gonna be so good,” you say, pouring yourself a glass of wine to go with the almost-ready food. you decide to pour harry some too as he should be home any minute now.
“me too, can’t wait. tell harry i want a seat next to chris pine,”
“don’t you have a boyfriend?” you question jokingly.
“he’s not chris pine,” your cousin said.
“gooooodbyeee y/c/n,” you both laughed and hung up.
once you locked your phone, you turned around to the oven to check on the food. but a figure caught your eye. harry.
he smirked. “hiya baby,” he coos walking over to where you stand. wrapping his arms around your waist, you wrap your arms around him as well.
“how long have you been standing there?” you ask giving a quick peck to him lips, moving your arms so your hands can grab his chin gently.
“long enough to hear you two talk about how me and florence might fall in love,” he smirked, teasing you, squeezing your sides.
“oi. stoppppp,” you exclaim. looking down smiling, cheeks getting heated with slight embarrassment knowing how harry knew how you felt.
you never really wanted to mention it in the first place because you really thought it was dumb. it was acting overall. so you never really cared to say anything.
“s’alright baby, i know s’gonna be weird seeing me kiss someone else. but yeah like you said, just gotta remind yourself s’acting,” he states, tilting your head up so you can make eye contact with him.
“can’t tell if that’s harry talking or psycho jack talking playing mind games with me,” you tease.
“definitely your harry. jack lost all energy today,” he smiles.
“here take your wine and i’ll plate up your food, go sit,” you say gently pushing him away so you can get to the oven.
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once you both are seated, indulging in the food and wine, harry speaks up, “love you, i mean it,” he firmly states looking up towards you.
you blush. “love you too, h,”
“no seriously, if you’re actually getting upset or something about the whole me kissing someone else thing, tell me. wanna make sure you’re comfortable,” harry said.
you nod, not saying anything. the fact that it’s being talked about now is growing your jealousy inside.
“besides, i felt uncomfortable even doing those scenes, and of course same with florence since she’s in a relationship too, we had to re do those scenes many times because the chemistry wasn’t really showing at those times,” harry confesses.
“jeez harry like that makes me feel better,” you breathed out a laugh.
he puts his fork down and wipes his mouth. “noooo i’m saying, you were all i thought about. i actually felt like i was cheating. it felt so wrong. had to remind myself it was acting and i had to do it. promise baby, i love you, you’re it for me. nothing’s gonna change that. i’ll even cover your eyes at the premiere if ya want,” he said jokingly, but of course serious about what was previously said. harry’s in love with you. he wouldn’t want lingering thoughts about what ifs come to your mind. he’s all about you. he needs you to know that.
and you do know that. and you feel better. he loves you and expresses it in many ways possible. you two are endgame for each other. it’s just acting. relax y/n. you smile at him, blushing again like a school girl, “i love you lots,” you state.
he takes your hand across the table, giving kissies to your fingers. then intertwining his with yours.
“and y/n i actually applaud you. if this was the other way around don’t think i would be able to handle it. i’m too jealous baby,” he says in that tone. you know that tone far too well. you down your wine and drop your fork.
“wanna act out that scene of yours?” you smirk, and he thinks he’s gonna lose it right then and there, quickly jumping out of his seat.
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a/n : thank you for requesting! @liligoli hope you like it! sorry if this was kinda rushed. hope you enjoy<3
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meltwonu · 4 years
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| 🍒 CH-CH-CHERRY BOMB! 🍒 |     [CHAPTER 3]
pairing; dom!seungcheol x camgirl!reader
this chapter’s notes; camshow, anal play, panty stuffing, toys that have fake cum, a bit of drunk ‘n dom!seungcheol, masturbation, daddy!kink 😳😏 yall! and we are back! I’m sorry we had to take a pause from last week but hopefully we won’t have anymore issues! 😭😭  this chapter is about 6.5k so strap in for the ride yall! and as always, thank you all soooo much for the support and love on my fics T_T it means so much to me! 💕 I hope yall have a good weekend bbys!! 🍒 
chapters; 1 - 2 - 3 - ?
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dom.cheol has donated $250
angelhan: :( i still cant believe i missed ur morning show…
chwenon: me too, i wouldn’t have stayed up til 6am had i known lol
sleepy_wonu: tbf, i couldve gotten kicked out of lab if i got caught watching… worth it tho
dom.cheol: i was at work but anything for u, baby.
You can’t help but pout at the camera reading the comments; knowing that some of your viewers were working or in class when you had done your surprise show. “Aww, m’sorry… I know it was so out of place for me but… You guys probably get it too, right?” You pause, sliding off of the pillow you were sitting on top of. You’d done a short show tonight; doing a strip tease for the camera before mounting a pillow and grinding against it until you came; fingertips gripping onto the silk as breathy moans spilled from your lips.  
“Y’know? When you wake up and you’re just so needy.”
hoshi_tiger_xx: all the time, baby!
gentleman_josh95: literally me this morning ;(
“Right? See you guys get me!” You giggle. The sound of donations and comments sound off in the background as you zone out for a second.
It had already been a couple days since then and this was your first show back. You and Seungcheol had texted sporadically; a little bit of awkwardness on both ends if you were completely honest. He seemed genuinely shy which was not what you expected at first but you also knew it must’ve been weird for him to suddenly have unrestricted access to you. Seungcheol seemed to be unsure of what he was able to ask you or talk to you about, even though you had assured him that you wanted to get to know him just like regular friends.
In your case, Seungcheol was undeniably hot and seemed to really like you which sent the butterflies in your stomach soaring each and every time your phone pinged.
kitty_junjun: hey can i ask a weird question
You tilt your head, eyes blinking cutely at the camera. “Of course!”
kitty_junjun: do u think you’ll ever have a show with someone else? Like a guest or sth? I know we’ve asked before but i’m just curious since your anniversary is comin up again...
Biting your lip, you watch as the others chime in, asking the same question. In truth, you had considered it maybe once or twice. But that came with risks. Not only would you have to find someone who was okay with being on camera with you, but you also ran the risk of losing viewers if they weren’t happy with who it was or how it turned out.
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Seungcheol bites his lip reading the comments; he’d thought about it too.
He thought about if he’d be jealous, which he convinced himself he wouldn’t be. He would.
And whether or not he would pay to be the person to join you on cam and fuck you in front of all your viewers.
He definitely would.
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“Mmm… I mean, I definitely thought about it before? But wouldn’t it be weird to see someone else on my shows? And, like, an actual… guy?” You watch the comments fly past, donations getting lost in the flurry of comments saying that you should do it.
universe_WZ: and miss the chance of seeing u getting fucked and put in ur place like a good girl?
universe_WZ: i will pay top dollar
alphagyu97: same
artist8hao: also same
dom.cheol: you already know how much we’d all love to see your cute lil cunt getting filled up with a real cock, sweetheart.
You bite your lip in thought, glancing at the camera with a coy expression. “Hmm, okay! I’ll keep thinking about it… I really want to but it’s gonna take some time to find the right person and make sure they’re okay with being on cam with me too~”
j__min: u should ask me, i cam sometimes too… we should collab ;)
Trying to hide the awkwardness, you laugh it off, tucking a few stray hairs behind your ear. “Oh? A camboy that watches me? That’s interesting~”
There were usually only 13 of your viewers who you considered to be your ‘regulars’ and you knew them all by their usernames. Of course, there were others who seemed to comment here and there and lots of anonymous donations and comments as well. But the newcomer seemed to be very interested in you and you weren’t sure how to take it just yet.
“Hmm~ Okay! I think I’m gonna end the show here! It’s getting kinda late now, huh? I ended up staying and chatting too long again~”
dom.cheol has donated $300
universe_WZ has donated $100
dom.cheol: it’s okay baby we like talking to u :)
sleepy_wonu: agreed
You stick your tongue out, winking at the camera before you say your goodbyes and last few thank you’s.
“I’ll see you guys next time~ Sleep well and dream of me!”
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Seungcheol takes a deep breath, rolling his computer chair away from his desk as soon as you go offline. You’d been as cute as you normally were, but this time he felt like your lust filled eyes pierced the screen a little harder than usual.
He reaches for his phone, opening your text window before typing a quick response. ‘Great show tonight, baby. ;)’ Pausing, he wonders if it’s a little too weird to text right after you’d finished a show; but instead hits send. The read receipt shows up immediately after which alerts Seungcheol you already had your text window up when he messaged you.
babygirl 🍒 : i was just about to message u!! hehe, how are u?
Seungcheol bites his lip. Would it be too much to call? He ponders.
‘Hey, is it okay to call? If ur busy, it’s okay. Just figured it’d be quicker than typing.’ He hits send before he can regret it, watching as the read receipt shows up under his message again.
In a few seconds, it’s his phone that rings, your display name at the top as he accepts your call.
“Cheollie!” Seungcheol’s heart threatens to beat out of his chest at your nickname for him, hand clutching the phone tightly as he tries to calm himself down. “Hey, sweetheart. Sorry, you must be tired? I just thought this would’ve been quicker.” He chuckles, standing from his computer chair as he makes his way towards his bed.
“Oh, not at all! I’m just tidying up so I have you on speaker right now~ If that’s okay?”
“Mm, of course, baby.”
Seungcheol takes the time to lay in his bed, a deep sigh escaping him as he relaxes into the sheets. “Everything okay, ‘Cheol?” Your voice is soft and gentle; music to his ears as he stares at the ceiling.
“Yeah! Just… the comments have been weird, huh?” He ends it with an awkward laugh, hoping you knew exactly what he was talking about.
“Oh, are you talking about people asking me to invite someone or the new guy in the comments?” Seungcheol doesn’t know which he wants to talk about first. “I guess both?” He inquires, hoping that it’s not too prying.
You make a humming noise on the other end, deciding which one to address first. “Mm, I mean… I would love to have someone else on the show with me but I don’t know… Don’t you think it’d be weird? I feel like I’ve been doing my show for so long by myself but maybe I should start trying other stuff…” You trail off, leaving it open-ended for Seungcheol’s opinion.
“It’s ultimately up to you, sweetheart. But---But if you do, just promise me you’ll make sure everything with this person checks out, okay? I mean--I just want you to be safe, don’t let it just be some weirdo off the internet.” Seungcheol blushes, words leaving his lips in a hurried mess. Sometimes he hated how overprotective he was of you. “And--and make sure they take a STD test and stuff, y’know?” Your giggles pour out of the phone receiver as Seungcheol hides his face in one of his pillows.
“Is this in reference to the ‘j__min’ person offering their services?” Yes.
“No…” Seungcheol mutters, somehow already knowing that you didn’t believe it.
“‘Cheol~ don’t worry. I’m not gonna get into cahoots with someone I don’t know. And honestly, it kinda weirds me out how he came out of nowhere… Makes me wonder if he was some anonymous viewer or donator this entire time and then decided to have a name.” There’s a pause on your end; Seungcheol hearing the washing machine going off.
“And anyway, if I were to do a cam show with someone else, I think I’d want to know them really well, don’cha think? Like a friend, maybe?”
Seungcheol lets you go to sleep after 15 more minutes of chatting; making sure you down a glass of water and get some food delivered before he lets you go for the night.
He places his phone down onto the nightstand, tugging his shirt off as he stands. But his phone pings not a second later, confusion crossing his features as he picks it up.
‘Hey hyung, don’t forget we’re going to that new diner across town tomorrow after work!!! I’m gettin me some disco fries baby!!!! - ggukie’
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Seungcheol ends work 30 minutes later than he should the next day and Jeongguk watches from the concession stand as Seungcheol trudges over, fingertips running through his silvery-blue hair as he sighs.
“Some kid fuckin’ puked in the restroom and nobody wanted to clean it up so guess who did.” He complains, leaning his head onto the cool countertop as Jeongguk pats his head comfortingly. “Not my job but you should’ve called someone else. Where was Yoongi-hyung?”
“Gone, as per usual. We both know he clocks out 30 minutes early.”
The two laugh half-heartedly, making sure they have their things before they leave for the night. The night shift crew had already checked in just a few minutes prior; Taehyung and Hoseok waving them off as they leave.
They hop into Seungcheol’s car; Jeongguk already fiddling with the radio controls as Seungcheol puts in the address for the new diner that had opened up. “I hope this place is good. It seems to get a lot of good reviews for a place that just opened up, like, two weeks ago.” Jeongguk nods, settling into his seat as Seungcheol pulls out of the parking lot.
“We live in a city that’s straight out of an episode of Riverdale. I mean, we work at a roller rink? And there’s diners all over? But we’re in the present day with present day technology? Soon we’ll be Archie and Jughead. Except I want to be Jughead since I have the tattoos so you can be Archie. Or we can both be, like, from the Serpents but I still want to be Jughead.”
Seungcheol raises a brow at Jeongguk’s references.
“I don’t know that show so all of that just went over my head.”
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It takes approximately 30 minutes to get across town; the huge neon lights from the diner welcoming them into the parking lot as Seungcheol parks the car somewhere near the entrance.
“God, was it just me or did that take a long time? I’m fuckin’ starving.” Seungcheol mutters; hopping out of the driver’s seat. “I think you’re just hungry, hyung.” Jeongguk offers, jogging up to the other male as they make their way to the doors.
Thankfully, the place seemed relatively empty for a Thursday night, a lone male standing at the front of the diner in a pastel coloured uniform.
“Hey! Welcome to Dynamite, my name’s Jun! Table for two?” Seungcheol nods slowly, eyes narrowing at the male who, for whatever reason, seemed familiar.
Jun picks up two menus, guiding them to a booth in the far corner of the diner. “We’re just a little understaffed tonight so I’ll also be your server tonight! Can I get you guys some water to start?” The two nod as they sit in the multi-coloured booth. “Hey, can I ask you something?” Jun blinks, nodding slowly as Seungcheol peers up at him from where he’s seated.
“I feel like I’ve met you? It’s weird. I’m pretty sure we’ve never met though��?” Seungcheol trails off, confused eyes meeting Jun’s. Jun wracks his brain, unsure, but feeling the same way. “I dunno, I feel the same but I’m pretty sure we never met. Maybe a past life thing?”
Jeongguk laughs, eyes too focused on the menu in front of him. “Oh, that’d be weird as fuck.”
“Anyway, I’ll come back with your water!” Jun walks away, leaving Seungcheol and Jeongguk to go through the menu.
“Hey, Seungcheol-hyung?”
“Mm?”
“I know you said you’re usually busy on the weekends but I’m doing a PUBG stream on Saturday and was wondering if you wanted to hang? I asked Yoongi-hyung too and he’s coming over to drink and hang out.” Seungcheol’s lips press into a firm line, eyes burning holes into the menu in front of him.
Jeongguk was a video game streamer sometimes and his streaming schedule lined up with yours which is why Seungcheol almost never had a chance to watch or be a part of Jeongguk’s. “Um, what time is it at?”
“I’m thinking of streaming from like 6PM to midnight or somethin’. But you don’t have to be there the entire time! Just thought it’d be cool to hang out on the weekends for once.”
Seungcheol nods slowly, glancing up at Jeongguk who’s already staring back at him. “I can probably show up for a bit? I need to leave by 10 though, I, uh, sleep early sometimes.” He knows Jeongguk doesn’t buy it, but a smile paints itself onto the younger male’s face in an instant.
“Cool! Wow, didn’t think you’d say yes actually.”
The older male nods, a tight smile on his lips. Your cam schedule was almost always on time; Fridays, Saturdays, every other Monday, and every other Wednesday at 11PM. Sometimes you’d have surprise shows, like before, but you often kept to your schedule unless something important came up. “I know, I get so busy on the weekends, y’know?”
Jun comes back with their waters, setting them down on the table before fishing out a pad and paper to take their orders. “What are you doing on the weekends anyway? I feel like I’ve never asked directly but you never return my calls on Fridays and Saturdays.” Seungcheol freezes mid-order, hands gripping the laminated menu. “Um, and a cherry coke, please, thank you. And I told you ‘Guk, I… I just like to unwind on the weekends, I like to enjoy my quiet time so--so sometimes I just turn my phone off, y’know?.”
Jeongguk puts his order in with Jun who runs their order back before he walks off again. “Is working at the roller rink that bad? I know it can get wild sometimes but… are you thinking about quitting?”
In truth, Seungcheol had thought about it before when he was first starting out at the roller rink. But he also knew it paid too well for him to leave just yet. “Nah, just… it gets loud, y’know? I end up doing jobs around the place that I’m not qualified to do. And with Namjoon-hyung gone still, we’re shorthanded. I thought about picking up another job for some extra cash, but with what time?” Seungcheol grabs his glass of water, lips puckered around the plastic straw as he takes a sip.
“You should cam!”
Water sprays all over the table as Seungcheol sputters, choking on the liquid. “The---what!?” Jun runs over with a stack of pink tissues, helping to wipe up the water as Jeongguk stares from across the table with a wide grin. He waits until Jun leaves again; eyes fixated on Seungcheol and the crimson blush that coats his cheeks and ears. “It’d be easy money for you. You’re not exactly ugly, and you can cover your face!”
“Why exactly are you suggesting that!? Why’d you go straight for that!?” Seungcheol screams under his breath.
“Let’s be real, it’s crossed my mind so it’s probably crossed yours too. You can always just game too, but if you need cash quick y’know… And hey, I have some extra equipment so…” Jeongguk trails off, wiggling his eyebrows at Seungcheol suggestively.
Seungcheol had actually thought about that too. Maybe once or twice.
But after he’d spoken to you and found out just how difficult it really was to keep your viewers engaged and how difficult it was trying to find new ideas to bring to your cam show, he knew it wasn’t as easy as most people thought it’d be. You always put in extra effort in your cam shows and it was a whole production with effort and ideas. Sometimes it took you days to even come up with a theme for a show and sometimes it didn’t do as well as you’d hoped.
“Um, if I ever do, I’ll let you know ‘Guk.”
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Saturday comes sooner than Seungcheol knows and he’s antsy. He could barely even enjoy your cam show from the night prior knowing that he had to haul ass back home after Jeongguk’s stream. He plots out the drive home; times it just perfectly so he still has some spare time to relax before your show starts.
For a second, he wonders if it was the right decision or if he should’ve just stayed home like he normally did. But he quickly shakes the thoughts out of his head; glad to get out of his apartment and spend time with his friends on the weekends for once.
He makes it to Jeongguk’s place on time, a box of beer tucked under his arm when he knocks on the door. Shockingly, it’s Yoongi on the other end who greets him; a lopsided smile on his face as he ushers Seungcheol inside. “‘Guk was setting up so…”
“I brought more beer! He said you were spending the night on his sofa so drink all you want, hyung.” Yoongi nods, plopping back down onto the sofa as Seungcheol makes his way towards Jeongguk’s PC room.
The entire room is lined with LEDs, posters of anime and various video games lining all the spaces between the soundproofing pads that Jeongguk haphazardly attached to the wall.
“Yooo, how’s the setup coming?”
“I’m almost ready!”
It takes 20 more minutes of Jeongguk fiddling before he sits in his expensive gaming chair; Seungcheol close behind as he watches the younger male pull up the loading screen. “You’re not drinking, hyung?”
Seungcheol shakes his head, legs crossed as he leans back in the spare desk chair. “Nah, I drove here. Gotta be responsible, kid.” Jeongguk shakes his head, placing his headset and mic on before starting his stream.
“Hey guys! Welcome back to Golden Closet Gaming! I’m doing a PUBG stream tonight and one of my closest friends is here so if you hear him on the mic, that’s definitely not a ghost this time!” A concerned look crosses Seungcheol’s features but he laughs lightly. “Hey guys, I’m Seung---I’m, uh… I’m---SCOUPS!” He blurts out in a hurry; using his gaming username instead.
“And I’m your main player, JK!”
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Watching Jeongguk game so seriously is interesting for Seungcheol. They take a break an hour and a half into Jeongguk’s streaming session to get food and drinks; immediately going back to the PC room right after.
But it makes Seungcheol wonder what it was like on your end to always be alone filming in your bedroom to thousands of people in such an intimate setting. For a second, it makes him sad, wondering if you ever felt lonely after your shows were over. Or if you were so tired and could barely take care of yourself.
I would’ve gladly been the one to take care of you after your shows, he thinks.
“Fuck you too, asshole! Get the fuck out!”
Jeongguk’s screaming brings him out of his sad thoughts; a brow raised as he peers at the screen. How the younger male had the energy to game for so long was beyond him sometimes.
“Uhhh anyway comments are asking what I should stream next week? I dunno, give me some ideas? Not the SIMS again though...” Jeongguk mutters. “Oh, j__min said I should play The Last of Us?”
The name has Seungcheol perking up in an instant, leaning over Jeongguk’s shoulder as his eyes dance over the comments.
j__min: bro u were supposed to stream that like 4 streams ago, wtf 
seokGENIE: its a good game tho, id be interested in seeing how badly u do
j__min: actually yea me too lmao
Seungcheol’s eyes narrow slightly. Surely it couldn’t be? He thinks. The typing style wasn’t the same at all but the username was, which sent Seungcheol’s mind into a frenzy at the possibility.
But unfortunately for Seungcheol, Jeongguk launches into another match which means he had to wait another time to ask about it. He notes it mentally, making sure to get answers as soon as he can.
10PM comes sooner than Seungcheol expects and he lets Jeongguk know when it’s 9:50PM and while they’re in the middle of a break that he needs to go.
“Damn, where did time go? But okay, hyung! Sorry we didn’t really talk and I just gamed the entire time but maybe next time we can actually do something else? Go out for drinks maybe?” He shoots the older male his best puppy eyes until Seungcheol sighs and gives in, nodding as he fishes for his car keys.
“I’ll see you at work, okay?”
Seungcheol waves at Yoongi still glued to the sofa; a tiny wave of his own as he wishes Seungcheol a safe drive home.
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He makes it home at exactly 10:32PM, toeing his shoes off before shucking off his jacket and tossing it onto the back of the sofa. He shuffles to the kitchen and grabs a few beers out of the fridge; already downing two entire bottles before he even makes it to his PC.
The buzz feels good when he sits down, taking a swig of his third bottle as he boots up his computer. In the meantime, he checks his phone, scrolling through apps and deleting notifications.
A text pops up at the top of his phone’s screen.
babygirl 🍒 : see u soon :)
Seungcheol smirks; ego inflated knowing that he was the only one getting that text message.
He checks the clock, 10:56PM, and loads up your profile, simultaneously finishing off his third can of beer since he’d gotten home.
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For whatever reason, you’re nervous when you finally sit down in front of your camera setup tonight. You adjust your baby pink lace bra that Seungcheol had gotten you; a cherry blush on your cheeks as the giddiness pours over you.
Checking the clock, you notice it’s already 10:59PM, finger hovering over the ‘rec’ button before pressing it.
It takes a second before the comments already start flooding in; the sound of donations and comments flying across the screen in an instant.
“Whoa~ You guys are so eager tonight, huh? Already so many donations! Thank you!” You shift slightly onto your side, biting your lip. “We’re already so close to the minimum donations for me to start… what’s up with you guys?”
tangerine_kwan: I’m so glad to see u, yesterday was not enough
therealchan99: fuckin talk abt it dude, i almost quit my job im stressed i need to see u princess
dom.cheol has donated $500
dom.cheol: fuck, baby i need to see your pretty lil pussy already i’m so fuckin hard
Your eyes go wide with Seungcheol’s massive donation. He usually waited until you were mid-show or towards the end to donate such huge amounts of money and yesterday he seemed relatively quiet during your show. It threw you off slightly, but you just assumed he might’ve just been going through some things at the time. “Seems like you guys had a rough week, huh?”
xcaliburDK: gOD u dont even know, ur literally my stress relief, beautiful
kitty_junjun: yea i just started working at a new place and its… weird, just glad to be off today
Pouting at the camera, you lean in a little closer. “Hmm, guess I should start then, shouldn’t I~? Since you all seem like you need a ‘lil escape~”
gentleman_josh95 has donated $45
sleepy_wonu has donated $70
sleepy_wonu: please put us out of our misery, baby
You can’t help but giggle, sliding the bra straps down your shoulders before you unhook the material and toss it to the other side of the bed. “This cute setup didn’t last very long this time! Should I upload some pics later to my private room?”
alphagyu97: plz
chwenon: yes yes yes lewds plz
“Okay~” You pause, fingertips hooked onto the sides of your panties. “I actually… wanted to try a new toy…” You murmur, shyness taking over as you slowly slide your already wet panties down your thighs. Sitting back down, you slide them off completely before you place them next to you, glancing at the comments as you cross your ankles.
artist8hao: wait was that…
universe_WZ: i think so
hoshi_tiger_xx: plz plz plz let us seeeeee
dom.cheol has donated $200
dom.cheol: spread your legs, sweetheart. Let daddy see.
You clench your teeth at the arousal that pools in your lower abdomen; shaky legs parting towards the camera. Squirming slightly, the plug that you had eased into your ass shifts, making you mewl at the feeling. You’d tried using your fingers in the past, but by far, the toy was the biggest you’d used yet.
“I--I… I bought this toy m-myself ‘cause I wanted to… wa--wanted to… start learning how to t-take cock in my ass too…”
The way you sit on the bed has the toy fully seated inside of you, toes curling against the bed sheets as your hazy eyes flit to the camera. “I dunno how long I’m gonna last, it feels so good~” You moan, grinding against the sheets underneath you.
angelhan has donated $150
angelhan: i’m begging please, panty stuffing
You bite your lip, eyes dancing over to the lace material sitting next to you. “Hmm~ I don’t think I’ve ever done that on my show before… Should I try it?” You ask cutely, flashing the camera a cheeky smile. The donations pour in like rain; the pinging making your stream lag for a second as it tries to keep up.
dom.cheol has donated $400
tangerine_kwan has donated $100
dom.cheol: fuck, sweetheart lets see you get those panties fucking soaked
universe_WZ has donated $200
“Guess we have our answer?” You laugh airily, reading a few of the comments that were basically begging you to.
Spreading your legs as wide as you can, you maneuver yourself against your pillows; grabbing the lacy material. You quickly adjust the camera with a remote, zooming in until it’s focused on your soaking folds. “Ngh, I’m already so fuckin’ wet… this plug is really making me feel so full~”
dom.cheol: i bet your cute lil ass could barely take my fuckin cock huh
“Mmh, is daddy gonna fuck my ass and make me cum nice and hard?”
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yes, yes yes, god yes!
Seungcheol could die right now and be happy.
He wraps a hand around his cock, hips shallowly thrusting up into his closed fist as he watches you run your own fingertips through your wet folds before you sink two of them into your tight pussy. His eyes flutter shut, the image of himself fucking your tight ass as you whine and beg for his cum dancing behind his eyelids.
The alcohol in his body has him on edge even quicker; the grip he has on his cock loosening so he doesn’t cum as quickly.
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“A-ah… g--guess it’s time to try this…” You whisper, reaching for the lacy panties. You drag the material up your thigh teasingly, swinging it around your wet fingertips before you place it against your entrance.
You take a deep breath, slowly pushing the panties into your pussy.
tangerine_kwan: oh my god oh my god
alphagyu97: fuck thsts so hot fuck
angelhan: spread your legs more, please god
Your lust filled eyes glance towards the comments, shakily spreading your legs as far as they can go. “O-oh god it--it feels suh--so good…” You mewl, pressing the material further and further into your pussy.
“It’s d-different but… but it’s--it’s--mmh!” 
You’re cumming before you know it, toes curling against the sheets as you cum around the toy in your ass and your fingers and panties deep inside your pussy.
Your legs threaten to clamp shut in an instant, which you fight off; the sound of donations and coins clinking flooding your eardrums. “I--fuh--fuck, I--I didn’t know I was gonna c-cum from that!” You let out a breathy laugh, moaning as you continue to push the panties inside of you until the fabric is completely gone from the camera’s view.
chwenon: now will u sell those
hoshi_tiger_xx: please once again i am begging I AM BEGGING
“Aww~ I wish I could… but you guys know my rules~” You pout; body warm and fuzzy after your first, unexpected orgasm. “God, I didn’t… I really didn’t know that’d make me cum so easily~”
dom.cheol: fuck sweetheart, your cute lil cunt cums so fuckin easily
“I know~ I have such a greedy pussy… Always want something filling me up…” You wink at the camera, reaching for a toy that was out of view. “I have another toy~ hehe, tonight is just full of new things, huh?”
You show the toy off to the camera, shifting so that you're on your knees instead. “It looks like a regular dildo right? But it’s full of cum! Not real cum anyway, but cum lube… It’s not the same but it’ll have to do for now~”
therealchan99: oh fuck oh god
sleepy_wonu: aww is the princess gonna let it cum in her cute ass?
artist8hao has donated $75
kitty_junjun has donated $50
dom.cheol: lets see that ass fuckin take all that cock baby
dom.cheol: let it cum in ur pretty lil hole
dom.cheol: fuck
You zoom your camera back out, turning to your side enough so that you could still see your monitor but also still be in frame. “Yeah? Does daddy wanna see how a good girl takes cock in her ass?” Moaning, you reach behind you, fingers on the end of the plug as you slowly pull it out. The stretch makes your back arch slightly; legs trembling when the larger part of the toy finally breaches past the puckered muscle.
The sudden emptiness only makes you reach for the dildo faster, covering it with lube before you place it against your ass. “D’you think I can take it?”
tangerine_kwan: i kno u can baby
sleepy_wonu: yes eys yes
dom.cheol: daddy knows u can, sweetheart
You place the toy at your puckered hole, biting your lip and telling yourself to relax before you slowly start easing it into your ass. “O-oh fuck…” You had made sure the toy was on the smaller size since it was your first time but the stretch of it still had your body tensing up almost immediately.
It takes a long and torturous minute until the toy is fully seated in your ass; body buzzing at the sensation. “G-god it--fuck, it feels even better than the plug~” You whine, maneuvering until you were sitting down on the toy completely.
You let your body adjust to the new feeling for a moment before you’re bouncing on the dildo, loud cries and garbled moans spilling from your lips. The new feeling has you chasing your high insanely fast; tuning out the comments and noises as you focus on your own pleasure.
Your mind can’t help but imagine Seungcheol again; his hands roaming your skin and his deep voice growling filthy praises into your ear as he fucks you from behind. You clench around the toy and the panties still in your pussy, wrecked sobs on your lips at the thought.
Before Seungcheol, you always imagined nameless hands on your body or even resorted to thinking about other videos you’d seen to help get you off. Some days it was harder and some days you were cumming in under five minutes. But now that Seungcheol had a name and face to you, it was impossible for you to imagine anyone else fucking you.
“Shi---it, I--I wanna cum!”
dom.cheol: already? Fuckin greedy lil ass
dom.cheol: cum, sweetheart. Let daddy cum in ur tight ass too
universe_WZ has donated $100
alphagyu97 has donated $75
You alternate from bouncing on the dildo to swiveling your hips; reaching a free hand down to rub circles around your swollen clit. “Already? Can I cum?” You whisper, mind already a puddle of goo now that you were so close.
kitty_junjun: cum
xcaliburDK: cum
chwenon: cum
dom.cheol: you heard them, sweetheart. Cum. Now.
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Seungcheol’s grip on his cock tightens after he sends the comment; growls spilling from his lips as he watches you bounce on the toy. His cock throbs in his hold, already feeling himself just as close to his orgasm as you were to yours.
“Fu--fuck I’m cumming! D---daddy!” You cry, slamming yourself down onto the toy as you cum hard. Seungcheol bites his lip to keep in his own screams; streaks of cum landing on his shirt and jeans as he works himself through his own orgasm.
He tries to keep his eyes focused on you in the midst of his orgasm, watching as you squeeze the base of the dildo until the cum inside starts to pour into your ass. “O--oh god!” You mewl, still thrusting the toy into your ass.
Seungcheol’s mouth goes dry when you reach a shaky hand between your legs, fingertips dipping into your pussy and pulling the soaked lace until half of it is in view of the camera. His grip on his cock tightens, moans on his lips when you then slowly start pulling the dildo out of your ass; the fake lube immediately spilling out of your ass and onto the bed sheets and sliding down onto the panties.
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universe_WZ: oh my god oh ymg f
xcaliburDK: eyeeeeeee
kitty_junjun: i
You push the fake cum out, soft cries on your lips as the last bits of your orgasm roll through your body. The fake cum feels slightly cold which sends a shiver up your spine as it drips down your legs.
“Mmh… god that---that was intense…” You mumble, upper body slumping against the sheets.
You reach a hand between your legs again, making sure you’re in the camera’s view when you tug on the panties again; this time pulling them all the way out as you groan.
alphagyu97: if ur not selling those can it be a giveaway
alphagyu97: make it a raffle
You toss the soiled fabric to the side, mindful of the puddle of fake cum soaking into the sheets as you readjust your tired self in front of the camera. “You guys really want these, huh?” You laugh, responding to a few other stray comments asking for the soaked material. Your entire body is tingling from all the new sensations, mind going a mile a minute with the adrenaline coursing through your veins.
Slumping forward, you thank your viewers again, yawning as you stretch out. “I think I need a bubble bath now~ ‘m so messy!”
hoshi_tiger_xx: we love a messy girl ;)
therealchan99: fuck yea we do
Letting a few more viewers leave donations, you start saying your goodbyes; wishing everyone a good weekend before you blow a kiss to the camera and sign off.
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Seungcheol sends one last donation of $550, jaw clenched and cock still throbbing.
He reaches for his phone on instinct, opening your text window. Pausing, he grins. Maybe it was the alcohol in his system but he opens his camera app, flipping it so that it’s on him as he snaps picture after picture of his cum covered torso and his free hand still wrapped around his hard cock.
Smirking, he opens your text window again, thumb dancing across the keyboard with renewed energy.
‘fuck, princess. your fuckin show got me so hard. those panties were fuckin soaking from how much u liked getting ur ass fucked huh? I bet i could get u to cum just from me fuckin your cute lil ass... probably wouldnt even need to touch ur clit or fuck your cunt to get your tight walls cummin for me. but ur a greedy lil thing arent u? probably would still want a toy to keep that pussy nice n sated. fuck, im still hard even tho i already came once.’
He hits send before he thinks twice, quickly attaching a few of his own pictures before he locks his phone and tosses it onto his desk.
Seungcheol’s body is sensitive from his first orgasm still, but his hips thrust up into his closed palm again; head leaning up against the headrest as he lets out harsh breaths. His eyes flutter shut, eyelashes tickling his skin.
This time his imagination runs wild; hands tangled in your hair while he tugs on it, forcing your back straight against his chest as he fucks into you hard and fast. He imagines your sweet voice begging him to let you cum, walls tight around his cock when you fall apart on it.
“Fuck!” He cums hard, body rigid as his free hand digs into the armrest and the air is knocked out of his lungs.
Seungcheol vaguely hears his phone pinging in the background; mind hazy as the waves of his orgasm wash over his body.
When he starts to come down, he slumps against the chair, sleepiness already taking over with his two orgasms and the alcohol still in his system. He mentally makes a note to get rid of his soiled clothes another time, tiredly reaching for his phone.
He stares at it through his blurry vision, barely making out your name before he blinks the tiredness away enough to read your message.
babygirl 🍒: hehe~ does daddy want my panties then? i’ll gladly give them to u if u want them~ 😚
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ynscrazylife · 4 years
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This is kind of a cliche request but can you do sth where the reader and Natasha are on a date at coffee shop or somewhere and another girl that the reader used to like and was rejected comes in and Natasha recognises her and starts to get jealous but when Nat goes to the bathroom the other girl tells her she made a mistake but the reader says she is happy w nat which nat over hears? Thankyou 💕
I love this request ! To anyone else who requested, I’m just going in order.
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Y/N nearly spit out the coffee she was drinking. “Clint did what?” She asked, eyebrows raised from where she and her girlfriend, Natasha Romanoff, sat in a coffee shop. It was rare for the two spies to have a day off for themselves, and the beautiful weather outside just made it feel more and more like a wonderful dream.
Natasha nodded in confirmation, giggling. It was so rare that the Black Widow did something as innocent as giggling that the sound warmed Y/N’s heart. “He hid in the vents to get out of a lecture from Steve,” she said, shaking her head in amusement at the memory.
“Wow. I really should visit the Tower more often,” Y/N said, putting the mug to her lips and taking a long sip of her coffee. “Mmmm.”
The door rang as it opened, alerting both women. Y/N was able to keep her concentration on her girlfriend, but Natasha being a highly trained spy, flickered her eyes over just in case the person entering was a threat.
Y/N gazed out the window behind the redhead until she heard Natasha growl just the lightest of bit and saw her eyes narrow. Y/N immediately sat up in her seat and went to look at what Natasha was looking at, until Natasha placed her hand over Y/N’s, stopping her.
Damn. The butterflies fluttering through her heart was as familiar was the first time they met. It was only a signal of how in love Y/N was.
“It’s nothing, Любовь,” Natasha said, making Y/N smile once more and calm down. The trust they had in each other was unrivaled.
(Любовь = ‘love’)
It wasn’t nothing. At least, not for Natasha. However Natasha didn’t want to worry her girlfriend, or put a damper on the mood. The two were having such a good time together, and Natasha would to anything to keep that from being distributed.
What Natasha saw wasn’t a huge threat, she thought. It was merely Y/N’s “ex”, a SHIELD Agent who had moved a couple months back. Natasha remembered the story clearly. She was the one to comfort Y/N, as her best friend at the time, after that dammned girl rejected her. That was the night when Natasha thought “Who could reject such an amazing and beautiful woman?” and Natasha realized she was starting to fall for Y/N.
The two talked a bit more until Natasha had to go to the bathroom. She excused herself, and Y/N sipped more of her coffee and gazed out the window once more. However, her peace wasn’t held for long.
“Y/N?” Y/N turned around when hearing her name, and blinked in shock when she saw Maria, the woman she had fallen for and was cruelly rejected by.
“Uh, Maria? What are you doing here?” Y/N asked, trying to remain civil.
“Well, I realized that I made the wrong choice, Y/N. And I’d like to have a chance with you,” Maria said, not meeting Y/N’s eyes, and shifting her weight uncomfortably.
Y/N waited for a moment, trying to see if this was a joke. When the silence just continued, she stated the obvious, “You laughed in my face and asked me why a girl like you would ever want a girl like me when I confessed my feelings for you.”
A blush quickly grew on Maria’s face and she looked away, shameful, before gaining the courage to look at Y/N. “I know, but . . . I was wrong to do that . . . And, c’mon, are you actually happy with Romanoff? She’s scary. I would treat you better,” Maria said, getting back the courage she had months ago.
Y/N’s nose flared and she stood up, frowning. “Nat may be a little intimidating at first, but she’s far from ‘scary’. And I doubt you could treat me better, as all you’ve shown is that you’d treat me worse than she does. I’m much happier with her,” Y/N said.
Maria blinked, obviously expecting something different than this reaction. When Maria just stood there, Y/N said, “I believe we’re done. Bye.” Maria took that as her cue to leave.
Y/N took a deep breath, calming down. When she saw Natasha head back to the table, her previous annoyance disappeared. Y/N immediately walked towards Natasha and gave her girlfriend a kiss.
Natasha merely grinned down at Y/N. “You heard that, didn’t you?” Y/N asked.
Natasha nodded. “I did. I’m so happy that you’re happy. That’s all I ever wanted,” she said, and leaned down to kiss Y/N again. They forgot that they were in a coffee shop.
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volleychumps · 4 years
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HEY HEY HEY!!! hagsfdjkhg okay so i was studying and that reminded me of sth. Like how would study dates go with the Haikyuu boys? (more specifically Kuroo, Akaashi, Iwaizumi, Oikawa, Bokuto, Semi, Goshiki)(Alsooo i dont know if youve got a limit for characters so feel free to omit some of them if you wish ^^)
Study Dates w/ Kuroo, Akaashi, Iwa, Oikawa, Bokuto, and Semi
Kuroo
-Surprisingly enough, Kuroo is actually really good at studying
-like actually though, when you were shocked he was actually offended
- “...did you actually think I was dumb?” 
- “I plead the fifth.” 
-Likes to lay his head on your lap while you type your assignment w/ your laptop on the armrest of the sofa as he reads his assignment w/ the spine folded in half
-fuck his reading glasses made him really hot
- Would help you proofread your papers and would pop your back for you if the study session was long
-Distracts you, though
- “What?” You peer down at him curiously when his eyes are off his assignment and just staring up at you 
- “Babe...can you like, pet my hair?” 
-  “What are you, a cat? I can’t type with one hand.” 
- “Then don’t type.” hoe closes your laptop for you while smirking, waiting for you to give him attention as you hit him with a deadpan stare
- “I should’ve known you were being quiet for too long.” 
- Closes his eyes and sighs in relief when you run a hand through his hair, making you shake your head as you open your laptop back up 
- Maybe you could type with one hand 
Akaashi
- Smart hoe is probably gonna be tutoring you with what you need help on
- Claims he’s not that smart, but passes classes without really trying
- Probably super patient with you, and gives you soft little praises when you get a problem right
-When you’re visibly stressed, he’d leave and come back with your favorite hot beverage while rubbing your shoulders until the tension leaves 
- When he’s doing his own assignments, you catch him tracing the pads of his fingers around the crevices in your hand absent-mindedly 
- You’re probably the one who gets more distracted than you’re genius boyfriend 
- “Akaashi, can we just cuddle?”
- “..Don’t you need to work more on this?” 
- “But...” When your lips form into a pout, he sighs before giving in, watching with a blank stare as you dive into his bed and under the covers, ready to nap 
- Rolls his eyes, but grabs a textbook on the subject you need help on before getting into bed with you and pulling you into his side, opening the book so you can study together
- he can’t help the small smile on his face when you whine, shushing you
- “Compromise, love, okay?” 
Iwaizumi 
- Would probably take you to study at a cafe w/ soft music in the background w/ comfy seats by the window
- Gets focused and into his work quickly, and releases a soft sigh after a few minutes, hands stilling over his keyboard 
- “Why are you staring at me?” 
- “You’re really cute.” 
- “Do your work, (y/n)” 
- You pout at the fact he hadn’t used your nickname before shoving in your earbuds and ignoring the look of confusion that passed his face when you actually listened without putting up a fight 
- Goes back to his own assignment after shrugging it off, reaching out to take your hand across the table 
- You pull your hand away innocently before he can do so, pretending to change the song on your playlist as you ignore the look of seriously? written across his face
- “Is there something wrong?” 
- “Nope, nothing at all, Iwa.” 
- You actually become involved w/ your work and don’t notice the realization dawn on to him before he scoffs and leaves the table, leaving you to sit alone
- wow what a bitch- 
- Until he comes back with two mugs of your favorite drink, reaching one out to you as you take it suspiciously 
- “Take a break, babe.” 
- When you visibly perk up he rolls his eyes as he blows the steam from his mug, a small smirk on the corner of his lips 
- “You’re too much.”
- “I love you too.” 
Oikawa
- For God sakes, this boy gets so distracted but his glasses make him hotter tho
- “Oikawa, physics isn’t like serving a volleyball-” 
- “Hear me out, okay? So, the volleyball has an intial velocity- are you with me?- and from there-” 
- “Baby, we’re studying English right now.” 
-Would probably share the space on one of your beds to do the assignment, you on the foot of the bed criss cross and him with his back pressed against the headboard with his legs stretched out 
- When you’re doing your own assignments with a focused look on your face, this hoe would poke your cheek, marveling at how you didn’t even react before continuing to do it
- You glance at his handsome self sideways “Hm. Are you bored? I couldn’t tell.” 
- “Ne, give me a kiss.” 
- “Oikawa no.” 
- “Please?” 
- “I said-” 
- “What, do you hate my kisses or something?” 
- “Can I please just work-” 
- Cuts you off mid-sentence with a peck on your lips as he retracts, a smirk on his features 
- “Okay. All energized now. Time to study!” 
-ugh this boy
- Gets invested in his own work after awhile, and when you finish before him you pull his glasses off his face before crawling into his lap with the frames now resting on your nose,
- the now closed laptop falls to his side as he eyes you with a smirk “Oho, what’s this?” 
- “Shut up. Done yet?” 
- “I am now, cutie. Let’s nap.” 
Bokuto
- ooooh boy good luck
- “Bokuto, it’s not the end of the world if you can’t do this problem. Stop pouting please, I don’t like seeing you sad.” 
- “If I can’t do this...what if I can never make you happy?” 
- “Babe whAt” 
- Gets easily depressed when he gets to a problem he can’t do, but boasts about himself when he’s able to do it with ease 
- “See that, baby? Yeah, I’m smart. You’re dating someone smart, how does it feel?” 
- “Bokuto, there are eight more.” 
-Nuzzles into your shoulder when he gets distracted, and physically pushes the papers you’re working on away when he wants attention 
- Random acts of affection here and there when you’re focused, including him gaping at how easily you seemed to be able to do your work compared to him, making him pepper your face with kisses out of nowhere
- “How are you cute and smart?! That’s not fair, give me some!” 
- Would study at a place with an outdoor patio, and you’d have to tap his forehead to stop his eyes from wandering every where else except his assignment
- “Babe, we can go on a date after this if you get your assignment done on time.” 
- You’ve never seen your boy more quiet and focused in your entire life 
Semi
- “Why don’t you understand this? It’s easy stuff! God, this is troublesome...” 
- “We can’t all be good at Trig, Semi. You don’t have to help me if you don’t want to.” 
- Semi blinks once, realizing his tone took on an edge that was borderline offensive as you remain unfazed, now looking up an online tutor to help you 
- “I...” 
- When you look up from your computer questioningly, Semi looks away quickly, looking embarrassed 
- “I didn’t mean to...” 
- “I know.” 
- would sit and do his work on the bed while you sat at his desk in silence, with him occasionally looking up at you once in a while, wondering why you were so quiet
- Semi, I’m just focused like damn- 
- when he can’t stand the silence anymore, you blink in question when he’s suddenly behind your chair as he slips the hair tie off your wrist, now pooling your hair from around your neck 
- “What are you doing?” 
- “You usually study with your hair up...”
- You smile a little, knowing this was his apology for snapping at you earlier with his temper 
- Strangely, his bun was super tight and efficient, and you lean your head back to look up at him from an upside down angle as he remains in his spot behind your chair 
- “I love you.” 
- Blushy tsundere boy turns beet red as you giggle, watching him stomp back to his spot on the bed in embarrassment 
- “What was that?” You turn slightly when he mumbles under his breath. 
- “I said I love you too! Is that a problem or something?” 
- “Ugh, come here.Let’s take a break. I’ll cuddle you.” 
- “Wha-? I’ll cuddle you dammit, not the other way around.” 
- “Yes, yes, whatever you say.” 
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shunsuiken · 4 years
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hc’s for Kuroo and Bokuto with a fem!s/o that DOES NOT STOP TALKING!!EVER!!! like she seems quiet and calm at first, but then she surprises them; please 🥺🥺 xo
due to my illiteracy i read kuroo and kenma sdsjdksj i still wrote bokutos hcs tho so dw! thank u for this request<3
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kuroo, kenma and bokuto having a talkative fem s/o.
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—kuroo tetsurou.
so when you and kuroo first started dating
you guys were kinda nervous at first but thats natural for a new couple
after a few weeks though, you guys began opening up quicker and more comfortably with each other
communicating became much easier as well when you both learned each others love languages through lots of trial and error 💀
then came this time where
it was as if
your soul had switched with someone elses
because kuroo knew the type of person you were and what you were like
but that was not what he felt when he saw you excitedly chatting away with your friends regarding some movie that came out last week
(you guys are also laughing HYSTERICALLY with each other and omg kuroo has never seen that big of a smile on your face EVER)
kenma had to poke his sides to bring him back to earth cus dude was just that shocked
“KENMA WHAT WAS THAT FOR??-?-?-?1?1”
“you’ve been staring at y/n for a socially unacceptable amount of time, you look like a creep.”
“OH! HEY KUROO YOU’RE ON LUNCH BREAK”
oh my god. kuroo would think at first. who WERE you???
he realised that maybe all this time, the reserved and quiet you may have just been the first layer of your personality, maybe you just needed the time to adapt to the changes?
and so will kuroo lmao
“KUROO KUROO HAVE YOU SEEN THIS NEW MOVIE” “WE SHOULD WATCH IT” “ITS ACTUALLY REALLY NICE AND”
“y/N??? DO YOU NORMALLY SPEAK FHIS MUCH???” he was so used to seeing your calm and relaxed composure
and now that you looked like the epitome of chaos, he felt so cheated that he wasn’t able to get you to be like this in the first few weeks of the relationship
“YEAH!!! but MAYBE im on a SUGAR RUSH right now IM NOT ENTIRELT SURE BUT”
kuroo is just watching you speak, this dumb smile on his face as the truest form of you flourishes in front of him
he’ll start acting like a parent at some point because YOU ARE CRAZY MAAM
“y/n stop yappin’ and EAT” “WAIT WAIT LOOK AT THIS TEASER FOR THAT NE-”
he’d deadass shove a whole onigiri in your mouth just to tease you for a bit
he also likes that he can make jokes and make you laugh louder than before
hes just so happy to see this side of you 🥺
—kozume kenma.
kenma is going to be SO SHOCKED
ngl he’d probably look at u with his brows like >:0 “where did u take my girlfriend!!! where is my girlfriend!!!”
and you’d be in this happy mood so you are PEAK chatty right now so you’re laughing at kenma’s face cus 💀
were your two personalities really just that different 💀💀
kenma will have to get used to your sudden outbursts of excitement conversations every now and then
boy has NO idea what triggered you into switching personalities
but i guess kuroo helps him connect the dots and hes like oh and then hes like oh :D because its a good thing that you willingly act like this in front of him
esp without feeling embarassed or anything hes happy you’re comfortable
its also really cute when you suddenly feel like youre rambling too much
your arm would cling around kenma’s and he’d listen to you ramble about this new netflix show that was released a few weeks ago but it was totally cliche so you told him how the entire internet made fun of it
then when you turn your head to look at kenma, hes just looking forward and you’re like “sorry, rambling arent i?”
“its not a bother,” he’ll say, sliding his fingers to wrap around yours. “if you want we could watch it together for the fun of it”
and thats literally what yall did and oml is kenma glad to see the chaos unfold in front of him
(you were not wrong when you said it was cliche, kenma almost puked at how cliche it was lmfao)
he’ll defs poke fun at the way youre loud just around him and your closest friends but when youre with other people youre just crickets
sometimes when hes playing, you’ll watch his screen and suddenly start braiding his hair
and boy does he have some silky locks despite all the bleaching
then theres another situation where hes playing and you’ll be right beside him, commenting and yelling when they’re in a danger zone
“KENMA IF YOU STAY THERE YOURE-” “I KNOW I KNOW IM TRYING TO GET OUT” “QUICK!! YOUVE ONLY GOT 10 SECONDS LEFT”
“pft kenma you got your girl over or sth? we can hear her” an online friend is gonna say and kenma’s JUST BLUSHING AND STUTTERING, TRYING TO EXPLAIN
you can hear kuroo’s hyena laughter through kenma’s headphones 💀
and since you got to see kenma stumble all over his words and act like a nervous trainwreck, it was overall a very enjoyable experience for you
“sooo when are you gonna play again?”
HES GOING TO PINCH YOUR CHEEKS AS A PUNISHMENT
but you like it cus kenma does this cute nose scrunch whenever he pinches your cheeks
and ever since you’ve shown kenma this side of you, the teases between you and him have been endless
you both make sure never to go too far with the jokes tho! so alls good :)
—bokuto koutarou.
bo would prolly be so confused at first like yall know that one ep where hes up against karasuno for that summer training camp and hes just (°_°) YEAH
he’d be like that for the first five seconds before shit clicks
“Y/N!!! Y/N!!!!” “KOU!!! KOUTAROU!!!!” and cue the big couple hug
and every other third year is like 💆🏻‍♀️ here they go AGAIN
and akaashi is literally holding bokuto’s hotdog he literally threw in the air
“A- AKAASHI DO YOU SEE THIS” “yes, bokuto-san, please lower your voice”
bokuto is just 🤩 @ you and he can’t seem to take his eyes off your lips, he loves the way they move
sometimes when yall are in the same class, everyone purposely puts you two on each end of the class
just so that your vibes dont mix and end up causing an explosion
but distance makes the heart grow fonder 🥴
SO THERES LITERALLY NO DIFFERENCE
but even if you two become a lil too loud for everyones liking, they still enjoy the atmosphere you two bring
also loves to invite you and akaashi to walk home together because 🥺 the energy is just so nice
hes also glad that his girl and his best friend can speak comfortably
also rip akaashi’s ears whenever you two start laughing or yelling about some stupid puns you read out loud on the way home
now, during practises after school
the entire fukurodani vbc has to constantly remind you guys to tone down your noise levels
no, not those noise levels
but the way both of you can speak so passionately when talking about things you both have mutual interest in
there’ll be lots of jumping around and always expect the unconscious hand-holding, bo just really likes to hold hands with you
“Y/N YOU LIKE THIS MOVIE??1?2?1?-?1?” “YEAH IVE LOVED IT SINCE LIKE,,, FOREVER!!”
and obvi bokuto’s gonna bring up and ask you why and how you suddenly have so much more energy than before
and you’re just like “i’m only like that for a while 🥺” and you tell him you only start showing the way you actually act when you’re fully comfy w the person
his face softens, relieved that he can make you feel safe in his presence
hes happy that you’ve come to feel that way
so he becomes clingy for the rest of the afternoon you’re not complaining
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straykats · 4 years
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Can you do something along these for Minho? And it ends with like a smutty makeout or sth and confession? Thank you xx “We’re not just friends and you fucking know it.” “did you at least think of me, when you were having sex with her?”
This is like. The smuttest thing i’ve written and i don’t even write smut. like. bruh. I don’t think i’ve ever even written about sex in any of my writings. Implied, yeah, but nothing like this. Anyways, enjoy lmaoo hope it’s alright
warning: not smut? but like scandalous + talk of sex
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“What the fuck was that?” you demanded, foot tapping impatiently on the floor of Minho’s kitchen.
You’d come over that morning, expecting Minho to be ready to go. The two of you had made plans for the day - get brunch, go shopping, come back to his place for a movie and maybe dinner... But you had arrived to a sleepy eyed Minho, hair messy and shirt hitched up on one side. You had been suspicious, then - Minho was rarely late or disorganised. Then you’d come in, just as a girl exited the bedroom and scurried out with a jacket pulled tight around her.
The sight had shocked you for barely a few seconds before the anger had taken over.
“What the fuck was what? Her?” He indicates the door. “What’s it matter to you?”
“Maybe it doesn’t, but I don’t need to see you and your little hook-up.” It was a stupid, pointless thing to say. You try to keep your voice neutral, but your jaw was clenched. 
Minho doesn’t miss it.
“Are you jealous? The hell are you jealous for?” He asks, incredulous. He turns his back to you. “I can sleep with whoever I want. We’re just friends, aren’t we?”
You let out a harsh laugh before you can stop yourself. “‘Just friends’? Is that what we are?” 
The tip of Minho’s ears turn pink, stark against his dark hair. “What, did you have plans for us?” he asks sarcastically.
“We’re not just friends and you fucking know it.” 
Something in what you said must have irked him, because his jaw clenches and he cocks his head challengingly as he storms up to you. 
“I know it now, do I?” he whispers lowly. 
The last time the two of you had been this close, speaking as low as he just had, it had been late into the night, almost early morning. You’d both been sitting outside under a shared blanket, you and him both a bit tipsy.  It was just the two of you, in your own little worlds. You’d kissed his cheek, and he’d had an arm around your waist. He must have thought you were drunk, or very out of it, because he’d whispered words he’d never said before or repeated again. 
“Friends don’t say “I love you” the way you did to me, Minho,” you hiss with a jab to his chest.
“So you heard that? You knew I was in love with you? And what, you were just gonna wait until I said something?!”
“Well, why didn’t you?! You thought I was drunk!” 
He rolls his eyes. “Well, obviously I thought wrong.”
“Yeah, no shit.” You shove past him, moving to stand in a more open space. The sun was shining through his kitchen window, lighting up the space with a brighter mood than what seemed appropriate. “Why are you sleeping around with people if you’re in love with- If you don’t have feelings for them?” You put as much poison into your next words. “Did you at least think of me, when you were having sex with her?”
It’s silent for a few seconds, rough breathing filling the kitchen.
And then with an almost wild grin, Mingo moves towards you with such fierceness that you move back until your back is to the wall and he’s on you, elbows on either side of your head.
It was scary. You should have been scared. But something about how he had smirked, about the emotions that had flashed onto his face at your words… 
His body was unbelievably hot against yours, the thin shirt he wore doing nothing to hide his rising chest as he tried to calm down his emotions.
“You want to play like that, huh? Want to make me admit it, that I like you? Love you? Well, here’s your answer.” He lets out a short laugh, his words coming out like a growl. “Yeah, I thought of you while fucking her.”
The Minho that stood against you now, that had you pinned to the wall - this was a side of Minho that you’d never seen before. 
And it made you hot, riled up. Made you want to challenge him, want to see how far he’d go.
So you lift your head up, meet his eyes, hold his gaze.
“What, no details? Are you that boring?” You tease, and then push yourself off the wall. 
Your chest meets Minho’s, and his eyes turn dark. He leans forward in retaliation, until he’s pressing you against the wall with his body. 
“Why should I tell you the details,” he starts, leaning in till his lips brushed your ear. “...when I could just show you?”
It was like a trigger went off inside you. 
Bringing your hands up around Minho’s neck, you pull him in and spare only a millisecond to think about the surprise on his face before you kiss him.
Perhaps it was because the two of you had been friends for so long, or perhaps it was because you’d both harboured your feelings in secret for so long, but kissing Minho was not like kissing anyone you’d ever kiss. 
The heat was intense. It radiated off his body, off yours, off the kiss, off the fervent hands roaming over the others body in ways that wouldn’t have been suitable before. Minho explored the curved of your body, sliding his hands under your jacket and around your back, tracing the lines of your bra strap, tracing down your spine and up your waist and covering as much space as he could. His body moves against yours, groaning whenever his hips met yours. 
It was intense and new and leaving you in a high, headlight and hands shaking and cheeks burning. 
A hand travels down the side of your body, featherlight but ever so present. It goes past your waist, your hips, follows the curve of your leg and rests on your upper thigh. Minho pulls your leg up until it’s half wrapped around his hips, and pushes himself closer to you. 
He pulls back and lets out a devil-sent smirk when you let out a moan. 
“You’ve no idea how annoyed I am that I’m probably not the first person to hear that, y/n.” The words come out quickly, and you open your mouth to reply. Instead of words, another moan comes out, Minho having attached his mouth to your jaw, kissing his way to your neck and down your neck. His lips continue their ministrations onto your shoulder, your collarbone, while his hand rubs up and down your thighs.
“God, you’ve no idea how long i’ve wanted to do this, to kiss you and to hold you and to be able to love you, y/n.”
You look down at him, his lips and hands having stopped moving. His head was, instead, against the wall, his cheek against your neck. He leans into you, letting out a sigh.
“You asked how I could sleep around with others even though I’m in love with someone else.” Minho moves back, looking you in the eyes. “Thinking of you while doing it… It was the closest thing I could get to being with you in such an intimate way.”
“Minho…”
“I love you so much, and I feel like I’ll never love anyone like this. You know I never call out anyones name during sex?” His hands were now on your hips and rubbing circles into your skin. “I’ve never called out anyone’s name, no matter how good it was, no matter how good I felt, because I only want to call out your name, y/n.”
You let out a whimper at that, feeling your heart elate and your mind go wild with fantasies. You were sure your knees had gone weak, and had it not been for Minho’s body holding you up, you might have collapsed. 
Minho brings a leg up between yours, until it pretty much supports you. He went back to kissing you - short, breathless kisses on your lips, on your cheek, on your eyelids, your ear and your neck and anywhere he could reach. 
“I love you. So much, y/n. I love you.”
Head falling back against the wall, you find yourself lost in the sensation his lips gave you, his hands gave you, the sensation in your stomach and your chest and between your legs - it was all so good and new and loving and your mind was feeding your lips the only words it seemed to know in that moment.
“I love you too, Minho, I love you, I love you, I love you.”
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bisexualhobi · 3 years
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what did you think of namjoon&tae in the grammys bangtan bomb saying something along the lines of “maybe it’s better if we didn’t win, we might have gotten arrogant / would not have worked as hard anymore”??? and then jungkook looking at the camera and specifying “that’s their opinion”? like idk what joon n tae said just rubbed me the wrong way... like are yall really already that tired of your job or supposed “passion” that the grammy would be your “final destination” and after that you can slack? i feel like it would’ve been different if they said they would’ve like rested more or sth, which they deserve, but imo it just sounded kind of “done with it” if they had won. not too read into it too much assdfgjkkl .... and in that moment i really felt like a fucking solo stan bc i was like man free jungkook ....
no I haven't seen that and don't plan to bc I don't care about the grammys thing but I can imagine what they said. it's funny cause I saw a clip of hobi being so excited he kept going "let's get that award" "and the grammy goes to bts" but I truly think he was just doing that to boost the morale.
I think namjoon taehyung and hobi are the ones that care the least about the grammy shit or any american measurement of success for that matter. I think they're done and over this shit and hybe are so obsessed with it they probably got fed up at some point (?) which is understandable. it's not just the grammy it's the whole fucking american circus, the fake laughs in interviews, the pretending they love these songs, etc. it's just a show parading their mediocrity - and bts are actual artists that take their craft very seriously. ofc this would feel disingenuous and hypocritical to them. instead of writing their own songs in korean and putting out stuff they like they have to recite a pr approved answer about how Ed sheeran really "understood the bts sound"
it's not really weird or bad to think that by getting that grammy they could get even more complacent or comfortable. it already happened to their music. armys get any song they release to the top of the charts and now the music sucks. because no matter how shitty a song is they can put out WHATEVER and the fans WILL chart and stream and buy. so you have no real feedback of how good a song actually is. and now their legacy is fucking dynabutterptd which are the worst songs in their entire discography but the numbers don't reflect that. the numbers say that bts has never been more successful than when they release bubblegum pop shit written by white people. is that an accurate representation? no, but it's what happens when your public is an echo chamber
so by winning a grammy they didn't deserve it probably would've led to a certain sense of inflation of their image - whether they admit it or not achieving grand scale success WILL inflate your own perception of yourself, that's just human psychology. and beyond that, it would've definitely gotten hybe off their case. hybe has been pushing them for two years now to GET that grammy at all costs and if they got it I certainly think they would change their strategy. maybe slack isn't the word but I can bet anything that bts would get allowed to go back to their own business and write songs they like - mess around the studio without having to worry so much about charting and selling.
but if jungkook feels different or somebody else doesn't share that point of view that's also completely valid. if jungkook wants a grammy so bad he should be able to make that a priority! he's too competitive and needs the public reassurance too much so I get why his position would be opposite of that, instead of seeing the grammy chasing as something that limits them he probably sees it as a motivation to grow even more and surpass their own limits. maybe when he goes solo he could get one on his own which would be awesome
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inadaydream99 · 4 years
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Heyy~~ i hope ur doing well~ i was wondering if u could write sth abt Sangyeon from The Boyz reading their crush's diary since u said ur opening ur requests~ have a great day~
Hey! Thanks for the request 😊 Got really carried away with this, so it’s a lot longer than I intended it to be but I hope you enjoy!
A Diary and A Plan
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Sangyeon didn’t mean to blush everytime he made accidental eye contact with you, he didn’t mean to grow shy whenever you spoke to him, or feel all jittery inside when you brushed past him casually. But he did. And his crush on you had only grown since he stumbled upon your diary a few months back. His curiosity got the best of him that day and he cursed himself for not so accidentally reading your private thoughts ever since.
He was surprised to say the least, not once had he ever suspected your feelings towards him. He didn’t think he would ever have a chance with you. But even though he knew how you felt , he was still too shy to confess to you.
“Sangyeon!” The gentle waving of your hand in front of his face snaps him out of his daydream. Suddenly very aware that he had zoned out and that twelve pairs of eyes were now all focused on him, including yours.
“Sorry?” Is all he manages out, confusion written across his face from trying to register what he has missed.
“I asked you if you could pass the remote but you were off in your own world.” You chuckle, shooting him an amused smirk. Your tone is slightly mocking, a cheeky air surrounding you. Before he would have brushed it off as being playfull, just like any of the other guys would have done, but now he can’t help but notice the sparkle in your eye and the flirty glance you send him as you reach over him to take the remote from the table at his side.
His eyes dart around the room, relaxing a little when he realises that the attention is no longer on him, everyone else easing back into their own conversations. Trying his best to hide how flustered you made him, he let out the breath he was holding in and tried not to think too deeply about how your body was practically pressed against his. So caught up in his thoughts once again, he doesn’t get a chance to respond before you have retrieved what you had set out to get and made your way back over to sitting inbetween Younghoon and Changmin.
“What’s that smirk for, you look very pleased with yourself.” Changmin quietly questions, leaning into you a little in order to keep your conversation hushed. He was aware of your actions, knowing about your crush on Sangyeon for a while, he just can’t pass up an opportunity to tease you about it.
“I have no idea what you’re on about.” You play coy, lightly nudging him away with your elbow which makes him snicker, shaking his head at your responce.
You laugh under your breath, discretely casting a glance over to Sangyeon before settling into the sofa as everyone quiets down and Juyeon starts the movie.
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“That was so not scary.” You scoff as Changmin boasts about how he enjoyed the movie. Of course it’s no secret he loves horror. You could hear him laughing throughout when everyone else was screaming and covering their eyes from all the jump scares. You had even resorted to burying your face into Yonghoon’s chest at one point.
“Just because you are deranged and immune to scary films.” You burst into laughter at Sangyeon’s sarcastic remark, watching the proud look on his face as you make eye contact with him.
Changmin rolls his eyes in responce, sliding a soda can across the kitchen counter to you before opening his own.
“You know I’m not gonna be able to sleep tonight.” You joke, though you do truly mean it. You aren’t the best when it comes to watching something scary, you’re more of a romcom kind of person.
“Well, my door is always open if you need some comfort.” Sangyeon winks, having a moment of confidence, before casually standing up and leaving the kitchen.
Throughout the film he couldn’t stop thinking about your flirting. He’d even noticed you kept glancing his way every so often, checking to see if he was paying you any attention. Of course he was, he’s completely mesmerised by you, but he’s gotten very good at hiding it. He’d come to the conclusion that he was gonna have a try at being more obvious with his flirting, testing the boundaries a little.
You turn to Changmin with a look of shock, mouth slightly agape as he stifles his laughter.
“Where did that come from!” Your wide eyes convey your surprise at Sangyeon’s forwardness. He wasn’t typically one to be so obvious with his flirting, especially making a comment at you like that. And you instantly become suspicious. Eyes narrowing in on Changmin seconds later.
“Don’t look at me! I haven’t said a word.” His hands raise in defence, sensing your accusation towards him.
“Well why else would he say something like that to me?” You sass.
“Maybe he read your diary.” You gasp in realisation. Although Changmin was joking he notices your shock, the cogs turning in his head until he reaches the same conclusion you have.
“He’s read your diary!” His voice is muffled by your hand reaching across the kitchen island and covering his mouth just in time.
“Shhh! We don’t know that for sure, he doesn’t even know I keep a dairy.” You reason, mostly trying to rationalise the idea yourself.
“I guess there’s only one way to find out.” A devious smirk consumes Changmin’s face which you find a little frightening.
“And what’s that?” You press for more, though you are unsure if you really want to find out what he’s planning.
“If you want to find out if he has read your diary then we need to catch him in the act.” Changmin deviously raises a brow. You honestly have no idea how he can manage to go from looking so cute and innocent to like a criminal mastermind in mere seconds.
“I’m listening.” Your unsure tone conveys your reluctance but Changmin leans in closer to inform you of his plan anyway.
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“Can one of you do me a favour?” Changmin rushes into the living room looking a little stressed. Hyunjae and Sunwoo barely acknowledge him, both of them too engrossed in watching some video together.
“Sure, what do you need?” Sangyeon responds first, placing his phone down to give the younger his full attention.
“I need you to comfort (Y/N) for a second while I run to get a first aid kit?” Changmin’s guilty eyes make a flush of worry shoot through Sangyeon, believing his panicked state.
“Of course!” Sangyeon springs up from the sofa, heading towards the bathroom where he finds you holding your ankle.
“Woah what happened?” Your pain stricken eyes meet Sangyeon’s concerned ones, whincing when you make an attempt to move and let out a hiss in responce.
“Changmin bet me that I couldn’t beat him in a race and I twisted my ankle.” Your bottom lip quivers, acting as best as you can to make sure it’s believable you are hurt.
“Ok, well is there anything I can to do make you feel better?” He softly speaks, kneeling down next to you as you sit uncomfortably on the floor. You almost feel bad for tricking him like this as you watch him gently hold your hand in an attempt to provide some reassurance.
“Could you please get my phone, I left it in Changmin’s room.” You timidly look at Sangyeon through your lashes, feeling shy from his intense gaze.
You had set up your phone so it was placed next to your bag, positioning your diary at the very top so it couldn’t be missed. You’d even left it slightly open so some of your notes can be seen. If Sangyeon has really read your diary then this would be too hard for him to resist.
He silently nods, letting go of your hand as he stands up and leaves the room. You wait a few seconds before getting up and carefully following him to Changmin’s room.
Peaking around the corner your mouth falls wide when you see him staring at your diary. You can see the inner conflict on his face as he contemplates picking it up and when he does you feel your heart skip a beat.
“Is that my diary?” You act on impulse, catching Sangyeon off guard.
“(Y/N)! I didn’t mean to- it was just...” Sangyeon fumbles over excuses before falling silent, a defeated sigh escaping his lips as he places down your diary and gains enough courage to look at you directly.
“I’m really sorry, I just couldn’t resist.” He continues, a guilty look coulding his features as he awkwardly stands facing you.
“Is this the first time you’ve done this?” You softly speak, trying to keep calm on the outside although on the inside you are freaking out. If he has read your diary before then Changmin was right and it also means he knows about your feelings for him.
“Not exactly... though the first time was purely an anxident!” His eyes grow wide, shaking his head lightly. “That’s why I have been more forward with you lately, I’m guessing you were suspicious cause your ankle is suddenly completely fine again.” He chuckles, trying to create a more lighthearted atmosphere.
“Oh, yeah... it was Changmin’s idea.” You giggle, looking at your feet, suddenly feeling embarrassed. You only look up again when you feel his presence in front of you, his hand reaching out and carefully intertwining your fingers together.
“You know it’s sometimes freaky how quick he is with things like this.” He chuckles, his amused smirk awakening a flutter of nerves in your stomach. “But maybe it’s because he saw that we were both too scared to make a move.” You can feel his breath fan against your face, now only inches apart from each other.
“And you are very welcome.” The moment is disrupted by Changmin’s head poking around the corner, evidently listening to his plan unfold. You turn to face him briefly, rolling your eyes before he disappears again.
Unbeknownst to both you and Sangyeon this wasn’t even the whole plan. Changmin had been trying to get you to confess for months, he was even the one who initially set up your diary so Sangyeon would stumble across it and give it a read. And although he succeeded in getting him to read it, he still failed to get Sangyeon to confess.
“Would it be ok if I took you on a date sometime?” Sangyeon asked, his nervousness melting away when he sees a wide smile spread across your lips.
“I thought you’d never ask.” You nod, his smile making you feel all warm inside. And in that moment you feel glad that Sangyeon read your diary after all.
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The sweetest tm person 💞 @mne-bolno tagged me to list my top 5 shows and I've been waiting for this moment my whole life, I'm so so sorry for the long post, feel free to ignore
1. Avatar the last airbender (or s3-4 of legend of korra) -> my coping mechanism when life slowly starts to lose all meaning, it happens so little by little that you feel unsettled but you can't yet understand why, nothing is supposed to be as it is, that or you really have lost touch with yourself and reality, these times you need sth to remind you of who you were and are or that it is okay if you don't know where you're going in life, it is okay, everything will be okay, you will understand again why the world is the way it is, hope for a clear mind and soul will come again, a good life can be a peaceful life (autumn vibes, it is the season when you can feel change coming, you feel it in the wind and all around you, sth new is starting, you will finally have a routine again, also huge nostalgia)
2. Parks and Recreation -> comfort show, feelgood show, it is great for a quick escape from the world when you feel too anxious or at the edge of your seat, after a few eps you feel like it starts repeating itself and you're able to snap out of it before hours of binge watching pointlessly, you smile, remember to not take life too seriously (early summer vibes, exactly when the season is changing and you, for the love of god, need the end of the school year to come and sleep for a month straight, but it gets hot a little too soon and you feel like the days are starting to blend into each other but you're safe and content, a simple life can be a good life)
3. The Haunting of the Hill House -> it is 1 am and it is very cold, you're cuddled up with your favourite blanket and stuffed animal, you have nowhere else to be but your bed and nothing else to do, no responsibilities whatsoever, it is 2 am and you don't want to sleep, you could stay up all night if you wanted to and you do, no-one can tell you you can't, everything is perfectly still, silent, it is 3 am and the world is sleeping, the ghosts are keeping you company, the more episodes you watch the more sleepy you become and the more ghosts are at your bedside, they like your stuffed animal, they are protecting you, it is 4 am and you slowly drift off, the ghosts stay, they are chatting amongst themselves, they feel like home, it is 5 am and they feel dread, they have to leave, they don't know if they ever will be back together again, you don't get a chance to say goodbye, you are alone (winter vibes)
4. She ra and the princesses of power -> comfort show, everyone has a million things to do and it has been so long from the last time you rested that you can't remember a day that you weren't productive, you need a break but no-one is there cause everyone is caught up in their own lives and responsibilities and you can't blame them, you are not alone, actually you are surrounded by people, but you feel really lonely, you need love and you need to be seen, you need a day in Etheria, in Brightmoon, or the Crimson Waste, or in Plumeria, or in Mystacor, you need to find your people and just be present with them, love is around you, love is strength (spring vibes, you're finally getting vitamin D after winter, you cry cause you've been in need of it for a long time but denial creeped into your brain)
5. Harley Quinn the animated series s1 -> fuck this shit, you're tired and angry and sick of people not taking you seriously, you want to smash a window or to drive a car into a lake or just yell and pop a lung open, i get it, you want to clench and unclench your fists, you feel tingles starting from your feet, up your legs, behind your knees, all the way up your spine till your nape, you want to start running but like you can't bring yourself to because you have spent years mastering how to limit yourself and you feel like you're going crazy, honestly you need a break from being nice, take a day off, be angry and salty, who fucking cares anyways (november/february vibes, just decide man, you wanna be autumn or winter? winter or spring? make a fucking decision)
Here are a few honourable mentions:
Στο παρα 5 (5 minutes before), Rwby, Phineas and Ferb, Atypical, The hockey girls, Sense8
I'm tagging ppl I see in my notes🤗🤗 I JUST WANNA SAY I DEEPLY APPRECIATE ALL OF YALL 💖
@ellouko-22 @ihaveahiccup @flux-of-daydreams97 @thinkingaboutmyotps @mavrogata @auroromunroe @palpietine-1 @astr0manced @carry-on-my-wayward-son98 @y0ur-cup-0f-c0ffee @zzzomegazzz @unicorn-of-the-world @iicaoimheii @ladlightfoot @geekg1rl3 @prol-x @maximum-effort28
(obvi u don't have to do it if you don't feel like it and you don't need to analyse the shows you can just list them, i just had a lot of feels)
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