#dazais sister x fyodor

[justcallmesakira]

HIII OMG I haven’t had a good laugh in a while until i came across your fyodor’s sis dating dazai hcs IT GOT ME ROLLING ON THE FLOOR 😭 can i request for dazai’s sister dating fyodor if you’re up for it? fluff crack make it silly if you want i’ll enjoy anything from you for sure!!

"Dazai with a sister dating Fyodor!"

Sypnosis: Uh oh! Looks like Dazais one and only sister he grew up with is dating a rat who the entirety of yokohama is after!

Genre: crack, suggestive? (idk sth is wrong with me)

Warning: More blasting, bombing, terrorrist, rizz,

A/N: AHHH I AM SO HAPPY U ENJOYED IT- AND I AM MORE THEN HAPPY BCS I MADE YOU LAUGH !!! >.<

nahhh like brother like sister :/

NO BCS i feel like fyodor just wanted to temper dazai by using his ugly breedable charms on you

But it backfired terribly! (like his posture)

Though you were his one and oNlY eNeMyS blood relative he just couldnt help but flirt with you and perhaps ykyk do those romantic stuff ppl do

This is so ooc rn ;skull emoji 69x;

However you were extremly LIKE extremly careful to not let your brother know

You literly sneaked off the house as if you were sneaking inthe kitchen to cook a whole buffet at 3am!!

Except you were sneaking off to EAT a whole buffet😏😏

Even the rat himself helped you to sneak to his rusty ahh apartment

Wow! The first thing he actually did for others!!!!!

Honestly dazai would be chill though-

Like oh his sister is dating someone? welp sure! i have exes all around the city hope its not one of them though hehe...HeHe

FUCKING SLU--

You took the risk of rizzing fyodor up infront of him though like:

"I am crime, I am punishment" you: "I know something else you can punish :3"

Dazai woke back from the dead with em bones fish eye when u said that

AYYY DAZAI IN HIS MELANIE MARTINEZ "PORTALS" ERA!!!!1😍

When he find out though.....oh god hes going to give you that light skin stare, with his eyes turning into nothing but a pitch black void

like my soul-- OKAY THIS IS THE LAST ONE I PROMISE--

One day you met up with fyodor and you were so excited that you nearly threw his anemic ass to the ground

"Yaaaah fedya,!! we finally met! dont give me that face do u know how hard it is to come and meet you when my lazy ahh brother puts trackers on me!" "Malyshka, please calm down---''

All of a sudden u could hear shuffling which instantly cautions the both of you only for your eyes to be meeted with your brothers eye turning into nothing but pitch black like the face he gave when he saw mori

your getting grounded <3

"Out of all people...out of 8 billion people, sister😀" "I-i-i-i i can explain"

he then looked at fyodor with the ugliest angry face ever "YOU FUCKING RAT HOW DARE YOU WOO MY SISTER WITH FEHUYOUR UGFLY AHH RATUTILLIE NO RIZZ MANIUPULATION I AM GONNA BLAST YO-"

damn.. dazai become eminem

the shift mood between to u then to fyodor was so funny

LIKE YALL SAW THE ADVICE FYODOR GAVE TO DAZAI IN THEIR CELLS? THATS A BIT--- UM YANDERE??????!!

"BROTHER CALM DOWN I WAS NOT MANIUPULATED TF-" "THAT WONT STOP ME FROM MY MANSLAUGHTER ARC" "WHAT?--"

#siblinggoalsfr

fyodor honestly only glared at him with a smile that said "If they annoy you, go for their sibling"

dazai YANKED Your arm taking you back to you apartment and just stared at you as if you got a B in maths

uh oh...

So YEAH after hours of not being able to calm him down he finally accepted!

Dazai gifted fyodor a dead rat in a helicopter after he accepted you guys😍😍😍

No bcz i think u and nikolai would have matching energy--

Nikolai: "Dos-kun bites his nails!" You: "Real except he bites my neck!"

one day ranpo jolted up from his seat with fisheye and slowly turned to you as if you ate his (dead)mother

"Dazai Y/N, you did not..." "Oh yes yes i just did :3"

everybody was so confused like did you steal his snacks or sth???

"like brother like sister i guess...." -ranpo after finding out his bestie is doing unholy things to his enemy

JKJK-

Dazai acted so overdramatic omg- ugh hes so babygirl

"I still cant believe it... MY OWN SISTER DATING-DAT-DATING A STINKY RAT! Wait- WHAT IF YOU GET MARRIED???????!!!!! WILL YOUR NAME BE D-D-D-DOS-DOE RATVESKY?? sis you better let him take your name WAIT NO I WILL NOT SHARE MY NAME WITH HIM UGFYDUTYFE"

dramatic gossip girlie fr

like its literly like

"I took your victory😈" "I took your sisters viriginty😈😈😈"

i am so sorry-WAHHHHHHHHHH- *gets shot in the head by reader for being so dirty*

during gatherings, they just smile at each other protesting in their minds who can take care of u better while your in a chair rollin around and going :3

kuro kuro kuro kuroooo kuro kuro kuro kuro ding luro kuro ding~

until your silly ahh falls! :D

And its just a second of time to see who can cath you first-

Dazais going to turn your wedding into an arson commitment!

"Breaking news!, Depressed man who half the fandom slanders burns down his sisters wdding venue with soy sauce!"

Well... its a funky ride! but hey its fyodor

A/N: i know its short but i tried okay- ENJOY!! i love doing crack if i cant laugh or be happy i will make others happy!! <33

Divider crds: @nikolaismasquerade

tags! @silverbladexyz @riiwrites @chuuyasboner @heartsfourdazai @atlasnessie @atsquie @tojifile @biscuits-lovely-corner @darling--angst

[animeprincessforever]

Brother Dazai X Reader X Chuuya

Why Him?

YOUR POV:

I’ve been in the port mafia since I was 12 I’m a nurse but I have an ability. You see my ability was creation my ability gives me the power to create any non-living material/object from my exposed skin by transforming the molecular structure of my body fat cells and turning it into something. It comes in handy I guess. But I’ve always found it useless. So I love being a nurse for the Port Mafia. However Mr.Mori appreciates it cause I can create replacements of certain valuables and usually by the time people find out it’s a fake it’s too late. I’ve hated my ability cause it always makes me hungry. I eat up to 10 meals a day when I use my ability. Today was one of those days. I had used it to make new communication devices. When me and my brother were summoned to the boss Dazai carried me into the room as I was exhausted. Mori said “Ah, Dazai,  (Y/n)  there’s someone I want you to meet. Chuuya Nakahara. He is the leader of the sheep.” Dazai said “you’re the punk kid from earlier! Very short!” Chuuya said “I’m still growing! And I’m not the leader of the sheep I just have a good card up my sleeve.” As they bickered I asked “Mr.Mori, with all do respect I don’t understand why I’m here. I’m useless. So why am I here.” Ougai replied “you are very useful. Now Dazai and Chuuya you too are going to go on a little mission. (Y/n) please step out your job is separate.” I bowed “yes master.”

Time Skip

When I was summoned by Mr Mori I passed my brother and gave him a hug “be safe and careful brother. I love you.” Dazai smiled and patted my head “you should know by now that no one stands against me.” I smiled “I know” I turned to Chuuya “thank you please look out for each other. Chuuya thank you for your service even if you didn’t have a choice.” I bowed and walked in. Mori said “I would like you to be close by with your tools. Just in case. I have a feeling once the sheep find out they might attack Chuuya. So then he’d join the port.” I nodded “as you wish boss.” He smiled “very well you may be excused.” I then made my way out and waited for my brother’s safe return.

Time Skip

As I went to the spot I was told to meet my brother I watch Chuuya was stabbed and I saw him hiding on the ledge near water. I was with my brother now and Chuuya said “don’t kill the children.” Dazai smirked “as we discussed the children will remained unharmed.” Chuuya huffed as he mumbled “bastard planned it” as my brother and the men left I went over to Chuuya. “What do you want?” He barked and I said “let me help you please.” He mumbled “fine.” So I got to work I brought out my medical box and put gloves on. I removed his jacket and shirt then I removed the knife slowly and put it in a bag. I pulled out some needles and said “these may hurt a bit but it’s going to remove the poison.” As I gave him the shot I bandaged him up. “Here I hope this helps.” I then grabbed a blanket and draped it around him. “To keep you covered I’ll clean your clothes. Now please follow me.” As I got into the limo with him he said “are you really related to that suicidal maniac?” I giggled “oh you mean my brother Dazai. Ya… I know he is a handful but I appreciate you looking out for him!” I said with a smile. Since that day we formed a relationship.

Time Skip

A year later we became boyfriend and girlfriend. However, my brother wasn’t to pleased when I told him he said “why?!?! Oh why?! (Y/n)! Why did you pick Chuuya?! Why him?!” I giggled “love works in mysterious ways” I said with a smile. Dazai said “you know there are taller and more better looking guys out there right?” As he said that Chuuya overheard and like usual they argued

Chuuya-at least I’m not a suicidal manic!

Dazai-at least I’m tall!

Chuuya-I’m still growing!

Dazai-really how much? Half a centimeter?

Chuuya-why you!

Dazai smirked and said “nuh uh uh! Your my dog Chuuya you must respect me after all you lost!” I sighed and shook my head. ‘I wish they could get along.’

Time Skip (in armed detective agency)

I was sound asleep when I heard my brother “we got to go.” Was all he said. I asked “but Chuuya!” Dazai said “we are leaving forget about him you deserve better.” That was YEARS AGO. I miss Chuuya but I know brother did what was best. But now we were in a crazy scenario and it all evolved around a man named Fydor. People where turning into vampires and dying it was scary. However, I was forced to watch from sidelines. When I saw Chuuya tears filled my eyes. He is a vampire! I was shocked I went to the roof as I watched Dazai get the antidote to get the poison out of his body he then said “I had a card up my sleeve. You can come out now!” I looked and saw Chuuya he took off the contacts and said “so what now?” I was frozen the man I love was in front of me. As I blocked out everything just staring at Chuuya I heard him say “damn! These fangs won’t come out!” I giggled and went over to him. “Let me help.” I mumbled as I grabbed something to help them slip out. “There!” I said with a smile. Then Dazai and Nikolai talked with Chuuya I stayed quiet. ‘Just like the old days back in the port.my brother and boyfriend kicking butt while I’m a nurse on scene. I missed it.’ I thought.

Time Skip

Things seemed at peace and I felt happy but I had some sadness ‘I should’ve tried to talk to him more’ then I heard a voice “so you’re still alive.” I saw Chuuya and I said “ya why?” Chuuya said “that’s what Dazai told me during the battle of the guild. But I knew you wouldn’t have died so easily.” He walked closer to me and pinned me against the wall. “Now you owe me for all the time I spent looking for you.” He said as he gave me a kiss I sunk in then I heard my brother. “NO!!!! (Y/n)!!!! Why?!?! I tried to get you to go with Kunikida! I should’ve tried harder! Why Chuuya?!” I smiled and looked at Chuuya then grabbed his hand “Dazai dear brother. You can try to set me up with someone else but it won’t work. I love Chuuya and only him.”

The End SORRY CRINGE Tysm For Reading

[elvestoneanzelote1]

Hello may I request a Platonic! Dazai x Mother! Reader.

Basically, Reader is Dazai’s biological mother, but of course he doesn’t know and grew up thinking he had no mother for the majority of his life, and Reader watched over him during his Mafia days, watching and protecting him in the shadows while putting up a front and working besides Hirotsu, who along with Mori knew they were related. So before and during the Dark Era, reader and Mori made a deal that if Dazai left the Mafia, she would be forced into isolation with no contact with the outside world, but if Dazai stayed, the reader would finally be able to speak with her son as a mother instead of a stranger. Obviously, Dazai left, and it wasn’t until the whole fiasco with Fyodor and the vampire outbreak that during the scene with Chuuya “shooting” Dazai in the head, he finally heard his mother’s voice of sorrow and anger shouting to Fyodor, “What have you done to my son?!”

(The ending is up to you and how Dazai reacts and if you write this as Yandere or not. P.S. I love your works and I am an absolute fan of your Zhongli/Albedo! Reader, Yandere BSD fic❤️)

𝙰:𝚗- 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝... 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚍𝚘 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸 𝚖𝚒��𝚑𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎 𝚜𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚐𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚞𝚝.

𝙷𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚘𝚢.

𝙱𝚊𝚜𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚏𝚎𝚖!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚡 𝚜𝚘𝚗 𝙳𝚊𝚣𝚊𝚒. (𝙿𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚌).

𝙵𝚎𝚖!𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚡 𝚢𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝙼𝚘𝚛𝚒 𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚊𝚒

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙵𝚎𝚖! 𝚁𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚡 𝙵𝚞𝚔𝚞𝚣𝚊𝚠𝚊 𝚈𝚞𝚔𝚒𝚌𝚑i

Part 2

What was a mother like for him...? Dazai does not know.

He doesn't remember his parents much either... Perhaps abandoned him? Perhaps he is worth nothing in the eyes of his parents... Even his mother must be ashamed to birth him... Right?

Dazai always felt incomplete as he Stared the happy families which he... Wish he had too.

That was until, Mori brought him to Port mafia.

Perhaps he truly belongs to... Bloodshed?

Perhaps not...

But his heart melt when you came to his life.

You were apart of Black Lizards... Well not that much but some... Connected mission you does so.

You were about 35 or perhaps more then that?.

To be honest... You yourself was shocked to see your son in port mafia.

Even if you want to approach him... Ask how the father was... You knew somehow he... The father must have past away leaving... Dazai alone.

Don't get y/n wrong... She was a victim of Teenage pregnancy... The father offered her money to birth a boy for him to inherit his property as a refine man

As your parents left a huge debt onto your life you agreed.

But somehow... Dangle yourself with Hirotsu your... Friend... Perhaps? You can say that way even If he is older then you but.

He was the one offered you to join Port mafia.

Unaware of the fact Dazai have no one with him... To call a family...

Only through Him appeared with Mori had you realise your guilt.

You blame yourself not trying to find the fact if your son was okay.

Perhaps money does blinded your motherly nature.

But... All you can do was smile warmly at him.

Despite Kouyou who take upon you too... She respect you like an older sister and watch over Dazai for you too when you are out.

But... Perhaps that was a fault on your part to be attach with your son... Who doesn't realise your his mother.

Honestly you were very much concern when he ask you to suicide with him.

It was... Heartwrenching on your part.

But slow it was yet, you stay with Dazai... Like a mother... No to ease your guilt for leaving him almost 13 years of his life.

He was an just a baby a year old when you left him... You can't blame him if he forget you... As you are the fault here.

"L/n-san! Did you know what happen today?" Asked Dazai who happily sat beside you and side hug you as you gently smile at him.

"What happen today? Dazai?"

"Today I burn a farm! It was accident but thankfully those people which we need to kill are dead now"

"So you completed your mission?"

"Yep! And I eventually hurt my head!"

"Are you fine now? Shall we go to Boss?"

"Nope! Just kiss my forehead and it will be better!" Said Dazai as you chuckle slightly yet does so.

He oftens stays beside you laying his head on your lap as you let him sleep.

He felt close to you... Perhaps if he had a mother... If she is alive maybe... Will she care like you do? He often thought that way while letting himself cuddle to you.

As much as he hate sharing your warmness you also care for Akutgawa... Well leading him to take some... Steps which concern you.

Akutagawa start avoiding you afraid he will disappoint Dazai.

Your ability was not for fighting more likely telepathy. You can talk to people afar through telepathy if you wanted to and... The fact you read mind because of it.

𝙿𝚢𝚜𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚎𝚗: your ability name.

Perhaps that is the reason why 𝙼ori was fond of you... Short of way.

He knows Dazai is your son and you care a lot.

Despite him should not value much but for an tiny bit he kind of find peace been with you.

"Did you know, Y/n-chan"

"Hmm?" Your gentle e/c eyes side glance at Mori who hold onto Elise hands who on the other hand holds yours.

Afar it might look like a family but you aren't far from that thought.

"Some colleagues were wondering if we were married of sort before I... even became the boss you often stay around for me" said Mori as your gentle smile never wavered.

"Oh? But I do say, Boss you should get married unless you plan on dying single"

"Your indeed correct but I cannot find a women who is kind or tolerable for me"

"Are you searching for one?"

"Not really... Perhaps I already have someone on my mind" said Mori who stopped and faced you.

You blink slightly confused as Mori gently hold your left hand.

"There are women's that come and go even if I trust my ability as a sole... You have also become an important piece on my life, Y/n"

"...what... are-" his other hand gently stroke your face as your eyes widen staring up at him.

'I know you will read my thoughts... But I guess it will better this way...' Thought Mori to you as your eyes widen by his confession.

'Will you marry me y/n? And solely be apart of my life?'

"...but what if, I betray you?"

"Will you?" Said Mori who let out a chuckle as he stepped away abit as your mind race with thought of confusion as the only word came to your mind.

'Reject him'

"Well I will give you time to think..." Said Mori leaving with Elise who chuckle and walk away with your mind been blank of what to think.

Your heart was forever close for anyone except your son whom you love dearly as a mother should.

But... Loving another man? Yes Mori have been kind to you and you knew him when he was just an underground doctor.

You even met Fukuzawa too who told you to leave Mafia.

But you couldn't.

You can't leave your son.

And before that you couldn't.

You cared about Hirotsu.

Who is only friend of yours that was with you when your parents sucided themself.

Time past by as you were more likely ignore the question of that day.

As One day Dazai left.

He left without a word.

As much as it hurted you.

You knew it was better perhaps that friend of his have really change Dazai for better.

You could only wish to see your son been in good well.

Even if Akutagawa was hesistant he still stay with you as you cared for him as he was indeed your son student.

Both the siblings admit your like a mother for them and you even encouraged them to call you their mother of sort.

But...

When Dazai left you knew your fate was sealed.

"What do you think, Y/n-chan? Do you like white or red dress as a wedding dress?" Asked Mori while selecting dresses with Elise looking in choosing some accessories.

"Anything... Will be fine Mori-san..."

"Now now, You should call Ougai now no?" Said Mori who smile and gently hold your face sway away strand of hairs of yours from your face.

"After all, We will be together and you will be my wife soon, Isn't it lovely and honour for you to be my wife?"

"..."

He squeeze your face tighter as you try your best to smile a bit.

"Ye-yeah... Ougai-san..."

"Good very good... It is a shame Dazai will be unaware that I will be his soon step dad... Ah the irony but don't worry Y/n-chan I really like you... But more likely your ability is something which I cannot let you leave Mafia again" as Mori lean to your ear as you could feel his warm breath to yours.

"Never are you... Going to leave me, understood?"

"Y-yes Ougai-san"

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But perhaps fate will bring the truth to your son... Well... More likely Ada told him the truth.

"...what do you mean?" Muttered Dazai as he side glance at Ranpo who told him the truth with Fukuzawa nodding with a frown present.

"Y/n l/n... Is your biological mother"

"...why did she left me then? And why did she come to my life again instead... Why?" Asked Dazai as he couldn't care if he is over showing his emotions.

As gentle as you are Fukuzawa frown that not a bit of Dazai resemble you perhaps the father infected him more.

Though some part he is slightly glad you never married anyone else after The birth of Dazai.

Either way, Dazai was asking what they meant truly.

"Your mother gave birth to you when she was only... 16 perhaps yeah... Been force to pay debt of her late parents she was offered money to birth a son by your father... Your mother was tossed away and given money when you were just a year old. Unaware of your life that your father passed away soon after and... Your Uncle took away your inheritance leaving you... Somewhere either way... Yeah it is y/n l/n your mother"

"...all this time... She was so close to me... Yet I never knew... I have to meet her and ask her about it.. If she know it too or even-"

"That's not the reason why we told you" said Ranpo as Dazai was abit confused as he quickly composed himself with a stiff smile.

"What do you mean?"

Fukuzawa handed Dazai a card who was confused with Fukuzawa frown present on his lips.

"Y/n was a close one even for me too... But perhaps in time she choose.... The port mafia boss Mori"

"...what kind of joke is this" muttered dazai as Fukuzawa nod.

"Either she is forc-"

"She have to be forced! Y/n- no mother never love Mori-san... And Mori-san value her for her ability.... We have to save Mother!" Said Dazai as he glance at Ranpo then Fukuzawa.

"Please... Since mother was close to you too, Save her from the marriage!"

"..." Fukuzawa let out a sighed as Ranpo side glance at the president and let out a chuckle.

"Seems... Like president gonna get another son beside me and I am getting a mother!" said Ranpo leading Fukuzawa to side glare at Ranpo with slightly flustered face as Dazai blink twice as his eyes widen in realisation.

"Even if... we save mother that doesn't mean I'm letting mother marry you!"

"...shut it concentrate on saving her from marriage first"

"Listen to your father, Dazai! And even Your older brother, me!"

"Ranpo/- San shut it"

"Now... you both are aiming me for nothing!"

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𝙰:𝚗- 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚍𝚊𝚢/𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚕𝚕! 𝙷𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚊 𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚢/𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚊𝚕𝚕!

[lit3rallyll0yd]

Hey love, hope your all right. So Hoe about dazai with an s/o who always acts cheery and all childish like him in order to hide their immense trauma. So whenever someone scolds Them bit too loud reader flinches but again brushes it off?? ❤️

SRRY IS THIS TOO LIKE ANGSTY I RLLY AM CRAVING FOR HURT TO COMFORT RN----

You don't have to do it BTW ^^

"it's okay... to not feel happy all the time."

taglist : @justcallmesakira @riiwrites @silverbladexyz @atlasnessie

warnings : angst to comfort, lowercase writing, cursing, mention of past abuse, evil exes(heheh scott pilgrim), kunikida is SOOOO out of character holy shiiitttt (╥﹏╥) not proofread, sorry!!

HAII BABEEEE!!! consider your cravings feed!! i'm actually like this irl omg is that why i'm so excited to write this???? hope you enjoy

i love dazai so much :( my back hurts from slouchinggg i'll have back problems by the time i'm fricking twenty!!!!

osamu dazai x gn reader

dazai

HEADCANONS ₊˚ෆ

you are so cute.

almost everyday is a new adventure for him when he's with you.

he's the first thing you see in the morning.

he opens his eyes and your all in his face like; "hi, sisters!!" and he literally shrieks, but don't tell anybody.

you start tickle fights with him all the time when you seem to be in an upset mood or just want to hear him laugh, but can you ever win?

he will play along with you because too be honest; he is just as childish as you are from time to time. ESPECIALLY when he's with you!!

you grab his arm a lot and jump up and down when something really gets you excited.

once, kunikida agreed to use his card to buy you some ice cream at the fair and you grabbed onto dazai's arm and almost slapped him in the face with his own hand.

he's never really understood why you get so like that over something so childish.

be glad it's not fyodor; SHEESH.

until, one evening.

you screwed up on a mission with atsushi; too which caused kunikida to throw his anger out on you. all the two of you were ordered to do, was to steal the documents you were ordered to retrieve in order to take down this small organization of scary gifted (not the port guys; •⤙•)

atsushi had to save you from a sudden attack, injuring him in the process, having no other choice but to retreat.

yosano treated him up right away.

atsushi noticed the way your arms would flinch up to your face each time kunikida would raise his voice, but honestly kunikida was just ranting about how stupid it was for you to get distracted over such a childish thing like a stray kitten.

he gave kunikida a look, saying to calm down and just go rage somewhere else without having you in the room.

after that you mentioned none of this to dazai; however atsushi thought telling him the way you reacted would be the right thing to do as both your friends.

SCENARIO ₊˚ෆ

"HOW can you be so careless, y/n?!"

it was almost like you felt a knife stab through your rib.

over and over for the past couple minutes kunikida has been going off about you getting distracted on the mission you and your weretiger friend, atsushi nakajima, were assigned on.

"i thought you would be perfect for this job because of how focused you were on all our other missions. WHAT HAPPENED?"

you gulped on your spit, your arms shalking from the once again booming voice come from kunikida.

it was a simple mistake-

"SIMPLE??"

atsushi side eyed you to see how you were holding as he was just awkwardly standing beside you as kunikida continued to just shout at you.

he would noticed your lips tremble ever so slightly, you head held down low as your fingers played with the fabric of your pants as you plucked up the courage to finally speak; "i'm sorry, kunikida. i didn't mean to screw up-"

"we'll, you wouldn't have to be sorry if you had just DONE YOUR JOB!"

your eyes were fixated on the floor still as you took in a deep breath, "jesus, i knew you were childish, but y/n what the fuck!?"

he swore.

atushsi was also getting a bit uncomfortable at kunikida's screaming session.

"atsushi got hurt on this mission, y/n, because you!"

without another word, you ran past atsushi who reached out t grab you back, however kunikida told him to let you go as he sat at his desk, removing his glasses, rubbing the bridge is nose.

with a frown he watched as you ran, looking at the carpeted floor to notice some tear stains following the exit.

you ran.

and ran, and ran, and ran.

into on coming traffic, past strangers who complained when you accidently bumped into them, and to yours and dazai's apartment.

there you were now. standing in the lobby of the apartment, the security guard awkwardly looking at you as you entered the elevator that has opened after a couple of seconds of waiting.

you used the mirror to look at yourself in as you quickly tried to wipe the tears away from your face, and maybe any makeup you may have had on? does it matter, it all melted away anyways!

your floor arrived, and the ding from the elevator dinged as you exit it and slowly walk toward the door of your home.

you fumbled for your keys that were in your pocket, even after all that running and bumping you did to get here, hands shaking with fear.

kunikida's voice echoed through your head; "are you really that childish? he never seemed to care...why does he have to shout?? there's no need for it, no? and even atsushi was there, double the embarrassment!!"

"'donna!?"

dazai's voice rang through your head as you looked up at him at the door step. oh, right, you unlocked the door but have yet to open it, causing osamu to do it for you.

"i thought you were at work, your shift doesn't end till..oh, well you still have 35 minutes?"

you pushed the thoughts in your head in the back of your mind, and gave him the biggest smile you could muster and hugged him, giggling and spinning around until you reached inside.

"don't worry, i just felt like coming home early to see my handsome and amazing boyfriend, who promised me ice cream waffles when i did get home!"

dazai chuckled, grabbing you by the waist and using his foot to close the door, managing to keep you in the air with one hand as he quickly used the other one to lock the door behind the two of you.

"well, i can tell someone's been excited all day?" you giggled, although your throat hurts from crying so much on the way here, dazai hadn't had seem to notice.

or so you think.

he placed you on the couch, gently kissing your lips before slowly pulling away. your eyes were still closed as he did and a smile on your face.

"feel free to choose whatever you like, my dear~" he taps the remote for the tv on your head and hands it to you; "well thank you kindly, my...man?"

he smiled at your cute comeback, causing you both to giggle as he walked to the kitchen.

you could hear him to rattle around with the toaster and opening and closing of fridges and freezers, probably for the ice cream.

when he was out of sight, you checked to feel anymore tears on your eyes and sniffled softly, not knowing dazai had already figured everything out.

"so, how was my sweethearts day, today? make any new friends?"

you chuckled, knowing he meant about the stray kittens you always seem to run to.

"it was alright, what about yours?" you tried to change the focus onto him, but he was smarter then that.

"mm, boring without my angel. day-off's are so sad without you," you heard the sound of the waffle popping out of the toaster, "didn't you have that mission today with atsushi? tell me, how did that go?

he expected the sudden silence that had filled the room. he scooped vanilla ice-cream into a small bowl for you; and only you, as he hummed.

"'donna, don't go quiet now. talk to me..."

you felt the tears roll back again. it was that voice that made you all emotional again. it was so soft and gentle, almost as if he's whispering into your when he's on the opposite of the room.

you took a shaky deep breath in as you stopped clicking the buttons on the remote, you stared at it, your hands shaking once again as you tried to control your crying.

dazai had a blank face was he added whip cream to top of the dish, and finally emerged from the kitchen...his eyes immediately on your figure which was seated on the couch, right where he left you, however your cute and childish personality wasn't.

he slowly walked over to you, his eyes drifting away from you to place the bowl on the table in front of you. you looked down to take a look at the dish; it was a waffle and ice cream scooped into it, like it's own bowl, and whip cream on the sides to give it the mountain shape, "you can do more then stare at it, ya'know?" he smiled, sitting beside you suddenly and wrapped an arm around your shoulder.

you felt yourself suddenly start crying; to which he pouts at; "it was first mission, darling, there will always be more-"

"IT'S NOT ABOUT ME FAILING IT!"

he looked at you like wide eyes and nod; "something more?"

you sighed loudly and hugged yourself, "it's just-" you kept stuttering due to your lack of breath from your sobbing,

"take your time, it's alright." he gently scratches your scalp to sooth you.

"kunikida...gohot so mahad...he...he yelled, he swore at him, he got close to my face...ahand the..thehe thoughts..ihi..ihi could only thihink abouhut my ex...whoho would do the sahame when i screhw something uhup.."

although you kept sniffling and breathing hard through, dazai understood each and every word.

his hands moved to rub the back of your neck, as his other held your hand tightly as you cuddled into him, your tears staining his dress shirt.

"ihi...just got schahared...ihi just whanted to...to have you...buhut i didn't want to bohother you with my prohoblems.."

dazai couldn't believe was he was hearing.

you, giving him problems about your mental health? what are you, MAD?? no, just insecure. which he understood completely.

"may i?" he asks, taking your cheeks in his one palm, making you look at him. not knowing what you agreeing to, he suddenly pulls you in for a tender, soft kiss.

you almost forgot what his kisses felt like, all the memories of your ex made you almost forget you have found somebody new, who will never, ever, want to hurt you without having any sense of what he's talking about.

moments later, he pulled away, placing his forehead to yours's as tears spilled from your eyes; however these were the tears that brought joy and happiness to your relationship.

he was never good with the words of comfort, however this is the reason why he is learning to be better, for you.

"there are bad, bad people in this world, and sometimes they change, some don't. i would know, but that doesn't mean everyone has such an evil heart. like you.." he chuckled, poking your chest, "you have such a pure heart, only the kindest of souls could ever have a chance to ever get close to it and open up to it. kunikida is just a grumpy man, when things don't go as planned he just goes.."

dazai circled his finger by his temple, causing that adorable smile to appear on your face.

"oh, there's that smiiile~" he laughed as he suddenly dig his long fingers into your soft sides, causing you to squeal and laugh immediately, "theres that smile, yeaah, awh~ your so cute, i could just eat you up-"

"DAHAZAI!"

you screeched when he nibbles on your neck, now tickling your upper ribs as well.

all those nasty thoughts that were in the back of your mind, dazai has a way of taking them and tossing them out the window and making sure you go to sleep with that cute smile on your face every night.

[tojisprincesa]

I'm your angel

fyodor dostoevsky x fem reader

a/n : This is my first piece of writing containing smut, so please be nice! English is not my first language & I don't know how to properly format my writing on here either so I apologize in advance. I would GREATLY appreciate feedback! Thank you for reading my work and hope you enjoy it :)

word count : 2.1k

summary : The devil is real. And he's not a little red man with horns and a tail. He can be beautiful, because he's a fallen angel and he used to be god's favorite.

✧ warnings : MDNI 18+ NSFW sexual content, rough sex, choking, breeding kink, hickeys, manhandling, possible objectification, degradation, dacryphilia, name calling, overstimulation, multiple rounds, unprotected sex, penetrative sex, belly budge, stalking, yandere behavior, virginity loss, manipulation, possessiveness, obsession, sacrilegious, creampies, mention of sex in a church, slight dubcon, betrayal, multiple orgasms, dumbification,  aphrodisiac serum usage, non consensual recording, praise, hints of aftercare, reader referred to as a dog, reader is gifted but its not used in this piece, not proof read. please tell me if I missed anything. MDNI 18+ NSFW

Inspired by:  I'm Your Man by Mitski

On a midnight walk home, alone you enjoyed the breeze winter had bestowed upon Yokohama. The moon was full and shining down on you. It was so cold out you wouldn't be surprised if you woke up to snow. You had stayed at the agency quite late finishing up some paperwork. Dazai had been no help, again. You hated working on a case with him simply due to the fact you were always stuck with ALL the paperwork. This case had been a big one, thanks to the decay of angels.

You loved your job truly, helping people was your purpose in life. Your ability was called “ Angel Wings”. It was a rare and very powerful ability, you were able to use what was essentially dark magic. But what gave your power its name was your majestically, beautiful wings. They looked just like an angel’s pure white wings but as fate would have it yours were as dark as the midnight sky. 

You were the only one in history with this gift who had been born with black wings and the only one who had access to dark magic as well. The people of Yokohama had rumored it to be a bad omen.

Your parents had left you abandoned on the steps of a church. As a baby you were taken in and grew up in the monastery. At 10 years old you had discovered a file the sisters had on you, only to discover your parents had left a note on you as a baby stating only god could save your soul, they called you an abomination more so, a fallen angel. It was at that age you were determined to use your powers for good. 

You’d like to believe you left that life behind at 18. But only god knew it plagued your thoughts day & night. And on this fateful night that's exactly what you thought about on your journey home. You were so lost in thought you didn't notice the cold amethyst eyes that tracked your every move. 

✧

As you arrived home, all that your body wanted to do was rest. But you decided against that so you took a hot shower to relax your tense muscles. You deserved it after a long day at work. Unfortunately, it gave the devil watching you a perfect opportunity to set his trap. After your shower you decided to skip dinner due to your exhaustion and headed straight for bed. You had failed to notice the faint smell of  gas leaking from under your bed. That mistake would cost you your freedom, you had not only fallen in a deep slumber but in the jaws of his trap.

As you opened your eyes all you saw was the moonlight so scarce, you couldn't even make out the room’s layout. But you immediately recognized the ominous voice that spoke to you. Fyodor Dostoevsky. You and everyone in the agency had been warned of this man who was a demon, no more like the devil himself. Dazai had given a brief rundown of his encounters with such a foe, stating even he himself wasn't sure of his ultimate goal. He warned that no one could win against him nor his intelligence. He was always a step ahead. 

“Awake already? That gas should have knocked you out for a couple more hours..huh you're full of surprises angel” he spoke as he stepped into the light shining through the stained glass window. He looked like a god. 

“There’s no use yelling, it's just you & I in the middle of nowhere so don't get any ideas. I doubt even Dazai could find us here” 

It was as if he was reading your mind. You were left speechless whether it was out of fear or shock you weren't quite sure. But you couldn't let him know that. So you got straight to the point.

“What do you want from me?”

“It's quite simple really. I want your cooperation, your loyalty, and you.”

‘“ Me ?” 

“Yes. You, mой ангел”  [my angel]

He reached out to caress your cheek & your mind was racing. But the moment his ice cold fingers made contact with your warm rosy cheeks, it went blank. All you could focus on was Fyodor, his touch was all consuming. You found yourself leaning into him but the cushioned chair you were tied to did not allow much movement to your dismay. Your wings were aching due to the tight position you found yourself. 

His haunting eyes were staring right into your soul, you were convinced he could rid you of all the sins you've committed. You did not dare to look away. He then let out a chilling laughter while holding your chin. He said

“It's not like I am giving you an option dear. You will essentially be my dog. You will obey my every command and this will be the only warning I give you, do not test me. Your disobedience will not bring any harm to you, yourself but I cannot say the same for others at the agency. Nod, if you understand.``

You gave him a subtle nod. He had made it clear you had no choice but to obey him. An eerie smile stretched across his face, it sent chills down your spine. But the way he was speaking to you sent a pulsing heat to your core. It was embarrassing to have your mind and body reacting differently, to have them be at war.

Unbeknownst to you at the time, Fyodor had injected you with an aphrodisiac serum while you were passed out. He thought it would make you easier to manipulate. Not because he thought it would be difficult but because he had a strong desire to see you beg for him. The same way he had yearned for you all these months. Watching you from the shadows, studying you. You were the object of his desire. His obsession with you was sickening and unexplainable. He had to have you and now he does.You were his. He wouldn't. No. He couldn't hold back any longer. 

What shocked you like electricity running through your veins was Fyodor’s lips on yours. It was an intensely passionate kiss. You found yourself kissing him back instantly. The heat you felt between your legs had spread all over your body. His kiss had left like an ice cold sip of water in the blazing hot summer heat. You needed more to soothe this ache and he knew that. 

In an instant you were untied and swooped up being led towards a bed you hadn't even realized was there. As he set you down on the cool silky sheets he made his way down your body undressing you with kisses. You couldn't protest, not with this heat making you physically dizzy, you needed him and fast. It was at this moment you realize this must've been his doing but you didn't care, a part of you had wanted this. Deep down you wanted this handsome devil to have his way with you. You were his for the taking. 

 “Please” you moaned 

“ Please, what angel. Use your words” 

Fyodor was losing his mind at how simple this all was. You really were like a dog begging for its master.  

“ Please Fyodor.. I– I need you, inside me” You groaned frustrated with the heat building up and meeting its peak. 

“Such a greedy mutt I have” he whispered in your ear as he nipped it. The degradation heightened your arousal, he quickly undressed and pressed his body against yours while he sucked on your neck, marking you as his. Simultaneously, his fingers played with your clit and he applied pressure as he twisted and pulled on it. You moaned out in painful joy. 

“ More. I need more” you pleaded. He slapped your aching pussy, hard. 

“ Where are your manners stupid slut–” he felt what was like a heartbeat come from your cunt as he said that. 

“ Oh fuckk my angel is no saint, I will indulge you my dear” you felt tears escaping your eyes from how much you needed relief. Fyodor could tell from how wet you were alone. He was going to make sure only he could relieve this heat from you now and forever. He had done his research and found that you were a virgin. Not yet tainted, his angel had yet to fall from the favors of god.

He took his tip and rubbed it on your cunt giving you pleasure moaning out as he inserted himself fully. He did not give you time to adjust, not that you needed it despite it being your first time. Like a whore you screamed out in pleasurable pain. It was as if you were made for him, made to take him day and night. You were his to breed like a bitch in heat.

You looked between your legs to see the moonlight illuminating his pretty face perfectly. With the stained glass window behind him he might as well have been fucking you in a cathedral. He no longer looked like a god, he was your god, your savior. 

His touch was heavenly. His pace was relentless. In and out he went with harsh deep strokes he hit your weak spot every time. He left no part of you untouched. You felt like you were suffocating in pleasure. If sex was considered a sin out of wedlock, God could add it to your list of sinful deeds. You were born a sinner but you'll die a saint. You were sure Fyodor was god himself. Each touch he bestowed upon you, cleansed you. 

You whimpered as you got closer to finishing. He could tell by how your cunt squeezed  around him. 

“ My sweet angel, what would the detective agency say if they saw you now? Taking me so well, huh?” 

You couldn't help but squeeze him tighter and cry out to him. He leaned down and whispered 

“ Go ahead and say hello” as he gestured to his right. You had failed to notice a camera was recording you, capturing everything that was conspiring between the two of you.Your dignity was long gone at this point. You obey his command and let out a high pitched moan.

“ helloooo”

Fyodor groaned at the fact it wasn't even a command but you followed it nonetheless. Maybe training you wouldn't take long after all. 

“ Good girl, my good girl” 

He sped his pace up with harsher strokes while one hand  had went down to play with your clit and the other around your neck restricting your air flow. You rolled your eyes to the back of your head and your tongue was hanging out of your mouth. You were panting like a bitch. So he'd treat you like one. He let go of your throat only to grab you cheeks, squishing them together to spit in your mouth. This only brought the knot in your stomach closer to snapping. 

“ Please, Fyodor let me cum” you begged. And who was he to deny his pretty angel when she asked oh so nicely. 

“Look me in the eyes when you cum angel”

Looking at him and seeing his eyes full of lust and love. His devotion to you brought upon your unraveling. You moaned his name as you cummed causing him to reach his peak as well.

His cum had you filled up to the brim. You could feel it sloshing around inside you when he applied pressure on your stomach. He knew you weren't on any birth control but that didn't matter. He needed a successor anyways. He wanted to see you plump and round full of his seed. This was his way of permanently marking you from the inside out.

 So cock drunk you had lost count of the round you were on. You only realized a vast amount of time had passed due to the sun rising. The sheets were soaked from your juices mixed together. You had done unholy things. But you felt reborn as though you had been baptized in his cum. There wasn't a part of your body that wasn't covered in it by now.Your body had been pushed past your limits. Fyodor knew that and cleaned you up, he brought you water and ibuprofen. He caressed your hair holding you against his chest, laying down he praised you. 

“ You did well my angel” rewarding you with a kiss on top of your head. You smiled and succumbed to your exhausted state. 

You were now a fallen angel. And Fyodor was your god.

✧

After you had given Fyodor all the information he needed with no protest. He rewarded you, like a pup. You had betrayed the agency like a man. One day you'll meet your judgment by the hounds and whether that be heaven or hell you didn't care as long as you had Fyodor by your side. For if he should leave you, you should die. You deserve it don't you? It had sealed your fate. You were positive no one would ever love you like your god again.

✧ ALL WRITING BELONGS TO ME. PLEASE DO NOT STEAL MY WORK. ✧

[oikasugayama]

could you make a bsd chart for when you're horny?

the x axis isn't very yes/no, but i'm making it work

here's an inspired headcanon post

Tachihara and Chuuya aren't begging bc they could find others but they are so down to clown. Fukuzawa, Sigma, and Ango are very shocked and nervously accept your offer.

Poe and Dazai are literally falling to their knees. Kunikida, Nikolai, and Atsushi are metaphorically on their knees.

Akutagawa and Oda didn't really think of you romantically but you asked him to hook up and he was like "...yeah sounds good"

Fyodor wants to court you but is turned off that you asked him to hook up (he is hypocritical). Mori is similar but mostly wants you as a figurehead partner.

Ranpo knows you like him and tell you to take care of yourself, he doesn't feel like helping out right now. Mushitaro friendzones you. Junichiro thinks you're nice and all "but you know Naomi isn't my sister, right? She just says that to freak people out..."

ASSUMING BRAM HAS A BODY he politely declines.

[capitanooos]

death. // fyodor dostoevsky (bsd)

-`♡´- pairing : fyodor dostoevsky x reader

-`♡´- summary : spoilers for last anime ep. fyodors death. (written when the helicopter crash episode came out. obviously we all know where he is now)

-`♡´- warnings : death.

-`♡´- notes : my husband :3

dont translate, modify or repost my work. you do not have permission

[Name] was reading a book in her living room when she felt it. A cold chill ran over her entire body. The book in her hands fell to the ground as she sat up. Only once before in her life she had felt this feeling this strong, that’s how she knew it was bad. 

She rushed to the front door for her shoes and jacket, and with a fast twirl she was at her destination. What she saw couldn’t be real. Fyodor had a metal pipe run through his body? A pipe? A sword? Something. And he was bleeding a lot.

At first glance [Name] did not realize where she was, but when she looked around it clicked, they were right outside of Mervault. Fyodor had escaped, but was now bleeding. 

“Fedya!” she rushed towards the helicopter in a rush. If she were fast enough she could reverse what happened. A hand found itself at the back of her coat, pulling her backwards. “No!” She looked up, only to meet eyes with Dazai Osamu. “Let me go!” Dazai pulled her backwards again as she tried moving out of his grasp. She couldn’t teleport now, it would just take Dazai with her or he’d just cancel her ability.

“Let me go to my husband!” she screamed and trashed, “Please!” her hands were reaching behind her back at the strong hand gripping her jacket. That was it! He was just holding her jacket! [Name] quickly opened the zipper of her jacket and ran. 

She reached the helicopter, scambling, almost falling over as her hands fell onto Fyodor’s wounds.

She heard him sigh. “I specifically told you to never cry over me, didn’t I?” 

Somewhere in the background Dazai was talking. Something about uncertain cards, Fyodor’s weakness, allies. [Name] didn’t care what he was talking about, her husband was dying in front of her.

“Look at me.” he said, drowning out Dazai’s annoying voice. “What is your job?”

Her breath got caught in her throat, “Plan it out, make it work.” 

“And for how many situations did we make plans to make it work?” Fyodor's purple eyes were staring deep into her own eyes.

“All.”

A new voice entered the conversation, this one [Name] knew. Chuuya.

“Do not shed tears over those who won’t be dead for long,” Fyodor spoke as he cupped her cheek with a shaking, bloody hand. “Go to your brother now, myshka. It’s not our end.” 

Fyodor bent down a little to give one last kiss on his wife's forehead before ushering her away.

With shaky legs and tears streaming down her face she walked over to Nikolai who was standing besides Dazai. 

“Don’t look so down! At least now I will be free from affection, dear sister!” Nikolai twirled his sister around, who was still silently crying as she watched her husband talk to Dazai. 

They had predicted this. They knew there was a possibility of this happening. They had plans, it would be alright, but it still hurt seeing him die.

Eventually the helicopter took off and crashed, and [Name] let out a blood curling wail as she felt Fyodor’s sign of life disappear from her own body. Dazai gave her a pitiful look while Chuuya a look of disgust. 

“Why now, beautiful, don’t cry. At least you’re rid of him now.” Dazai said as he knelt before her a few minutes later. Her mascara was smeared across her cheeks, together with tears and Fyodor's blood as her hands shook, also stained with her beloved's blood, her legs had given out not too long ago and her knees hurt from the fall. 

“You killed the man I loved with my entire being.” [Name] sobbed, oh how she wished she could just rip this heart out and break it in two, make him feel what she was feeling right now. But that wasn’t the plan Fyodor and her made. She had to stick to the plan. 

Dazai shrugged and stood up, bending back down to grab the crying woman from the floor. “Yeah well, from my perspective he deserved it. But I'll see to it that his remains get sent your way so you can give him a proper resting place, since you’re his wife. I give you my condolences, and since you are not responsible nor did you participate in your husband's actions, the Agency will give you whatever you may need to get back on your feet.”

-`♡´--`♡´--`♡´--`♡´--`♡´--`♡´--`♡´--`♡´--`♡´--`♡´--`♡´--`♡´-

dont forget to like and reblog <3

[wizardfrog69]

May I request Platonic!Yandere!Fyodor with a younger sister reader who’s dating/being courted by Dazai. Reader was in the DOA but faked their death during a dangerous mission and ended up joining the ADA after Dazai found them

(Sorry if this was too specific, feel free to ignore)

Have a good day/night! :)

Thank you for your request!

'•.¸♡ stop controlling my life! ♡¸.•'

(Platonic) yandere!Fyodor/Dazai x gn!reader

Angst

Warning! Controlling behaviour, mentions of gore, stabing, mentions of suicide but none being committed

Masterlist

Enjoy!

You have had lived with your older brother, Fyodor, your entire life and never really realised how controlling he is, not until you ran away, but you knew you wouldn't be able to ran far, you never were able to, not from Fyodor at least.

Your brother always made sure you would be his and no one would ever steal you away from him. One could argue he was like this because you were the only family he had left but even before when he did have a place he could call home he was like that, you don't know why and can't remember much before moving away.

You had to be with your brother all the time, you even worked with him. Whilst growing up you always told him you never wanted to take a life away yet he didn't listen and forced you to murder.

You can still remember the first time you had to kill someone, it never was a pleasant memory and if you could you would erase it from your mind entirely, but you couldn't, it continues to haunt you to this day.

That day was meek, clouds which indicated rain covered that skies. You were holding a knife in the both of your hands, standing front of a helpless woman, tied up, screaming through the tape indesparation. Your heart was pounding, your mind focused on the horrid screaming of the person in front of you. You never wanted to stab her! Fyodor was standing behind you, telling you to stab the woman in front of you, you knew that if you didn't stab her Fyodor would find some way for you to feel his disappointment in you and it wasn't going to be fun. You moved closer and closer to the person in front of you, holding the knife in your dominant hand, you knelt down and stabbed it in the chest. Blood, there was blood everywhere once you pulled out the knife, it kept pouring from the thing all over you and it. You could feel Fyodor kneeling down behind you and whispering you to stab it again. 'No, I can't!' You shouted but instead of listening to your cries Fyodor took the hand which still held the knife, he lifted up your hand and proceeded to stab it once more with your own hand. You quickly let go of the knife, it was dead, you didn't have to continue killing it! Fyodor knew every single thought you ever thought and took your hand to check if it was still alive. She was. She was still alive, barely but her heartbeat was still faintly still beating. You wanted to save her, you wanted to run away and save her but you couldn't, you never could and you never will be able to run away, not now, not ever.

The only way to save her was the only way you feared of saving yourself. You lifted the knife once more and with tears streaming down your face you continued to stab her, and stab her and stab her and stab it and stab it. The body in front of you was now a corpse. But what did that make you? Were you now a murderer? Did the only person who vowed to protect you and love you really just turn you into one of the worst monsters there could ever be? But it was for her own sake was it not? If you didn't stab her to death she would have suffered in pain for who knows how long, Fyodor was never one to take mercy on anyone.

Now everything was different because you were in love, in love with Dazai. Fyodor has told you countless times not to talk to him as he is dangerous and he'll only use you to his own advantage. That was never the case, you had never revealed the fact that you were related to Fyodor or that you were a part of the decay of angel. You had told Dazai that your older brother was controlling but that was all you had told him.

It was hard, trying to hid your relationship from Fyodor, he never let you have any friendships and he certainly never let you date anyone. So you had to sneak out of the house late at night and meet Dazai only for an hour or so, there wasn't much you could do in that time either, just share a couple of words and exchange a kiss or two.

Fyodor had quickly caught wind of this but didn't interfere, letting you live out the fantasy of freedom for sometime atleast, just until it was the perfect time for your heart to shatter. Fyodor had stopped checking the mail to further your relationship with Dazai. You caught wind of Fyodor's avoidance of the mail and without thinking you decided to send Dazai letters of your love. The letters you received and sent out were always checked by Fyodor, without your knowledge of course.

It all was like a dream, you were in love with the seemingly perfect man, the man of your dreams, but you were still in the hell Fyodor calls home, and the only way to drown is to swim. You soon came up with a plan, you would fake your own death which wouldn't be easy. At first you thought you were going to throw a corps which would look similarly enough like you to fool Fyodor but that would never work. You planned and planned until the perfect plan came to mind.

It was the day of your plan to escape Fyodor. You left for work with Fyodor and said goodbye to him as he left for his office. He would check on you hourly and you knew there were cameras everywhere you went. There was a mission you were to go on, it wasn't anything special, you just had to get something from someone and there was a really high chance you were going to be killed, so nothing special. You arrived at the designated area with a couple of other people surrounding you to protect you, it wasn't anything knew to you but the person clearly felt threatened and called upon someone behind them. They whispered something to each other and the guy nodded, stepping backwards and whispering something to the other ones ear. The two people soon charged at you, stabbing you in the stomach, just where you asked them too. A fight broke out between the two, to which many more soon joined, and the five people who swore to protect you. You were out numbered and so everyone was whipped out, you being the only one standing. You paid the leader generously and left without the item you had to pick up.

Once everyone had left it was your time to do your part. You took a corpse you had obtained which looked close enough to you. You took the corpse and placed I down how you would have been lying down, you switched out the clothes you were wearing, and, most importantly, you took the necklace which was a gift from Fyodor and hanged it around the corpses neck. The necklace was given to you as a gift, never to be taken off, you saw it more as a way for Fyodor to brand you as his and less as a present.

You were free, you were finally free to leave! You laughed to yourself and started tearing up from the joy you felt, the joy you wished to experience forever. It was such a wonderful feeling, although it didn't last long, nothing did and nothing ever will, the only thing that would last forever was hell and the people or things that were ruling it.

You left straight for your boyfriend's apartment. It was still a bit early so you hopped he would be home. Once you knock to your fortune Dazai opened the door, he looked as if he had just awoken but his mood significantly improved upon seeing you. His sleepy face turned into an exited and happy one. He gave you a big hug, asking you how you it was possible for you to stand infront of him. You simply explained that you ran away, nothing more. Dazai was so exited that he could spend more time with you. He welcomed you into his home and let you stay there for however long you needed.

Once Fyodor got news of your untimely death he got extremely pissed off, he shouted and screamed at the messenger of the news till they were shaking from fright. Fyodor stormed out of the building and ran to the sight of your death as fast as he could. Once he got there he slowed down and slowly walked up to the corpse in front of him. He knelt down to caress your face but he stopped himself as he continued to stare at the corpse, this wasn't you. He gentle took the necklace from the corpse and without bothering to whip the blood off of it he placed it gently in his pocket. He left as quickly as he had gotten to the sight and started figuring out where you had ran off to.

It didn't take Fyodor to find out where you were, ir never did, he knew ever single thought you ever had in that brain of yours. But Fyodor didn't act yet, first he wanted you to get used to a life without him, just so he could traumatise you all over again.

Some months had passed, you now worked with the ADA with Dazai by your side, you still felt paranoid about Fyodor and what he might do to you or Dazai but you tried to focus on the future and not the past.

It was a day off for both you and Dazai and you decided to spend the day together. You woke up to a lovely morning, but, Dazai wasn't in bed anymore. You quickly became worried until the smell of pancakes focused your mind again, Dazai is just making pancakes you thought to yourself. You stood up and left for the kitchen to meet your lover.

When you walked into the kitchen you could feel your body freeze up, you couldn't move, your heart started beating faster and faster you felt as if you were about to pass out from the fear eating you from the inside. Fyodor was standing in front of the cooker making your favourite pancakes with Dazai's headless body thrown carelessly onto the floor. Tears began to pour down your cheeks as the gasped in horror at the sight as you continued to look around you. Dazai's head was placed neatly on the table as if to feast on. 'What have you done!' You screamed with the sounds of true horror and overwhelming sadness infecting every note which left your mouth.

'Good morning to you to dear.' Fyodor looked up at you with a genuine smile which made you feel sick. You were trapped, you were always trapped in this hell, even if you were to escape Fyodor he would still haunt you in your dreams, he would find you no matter where you are you will always be his and he'll know where you are there is no hiding from him not now not ever he has you and he will never let go. You are trapped.

You collapsed onto the floor and started crying, you curled up into a ball and cried and cried. You didn't even notice Fyodor turning off the stove and kneeling in front of you until he placed his hand on your back as to comfort you. 'Don't cry now, there is no reason for you to cry, after all this is all your fault.' After saying those heartbreaking words Fyodor stood up and commanded you to do the same, you did as told.

Fyodor took you by the hand and moved you to stand in front of a mirror, facing yourself. Fyodor took your necklace, still covered in blood, out of his pocket and placed it around your neck. 'Remember you are mine and you will always be mine, I don't want to have to force it on to you.' Fyodor remarked and left to the table. 'Would you like to keep his head or should I throw it away?' Fyodor spat. 'No! Please don't touch him!' You cried out running to his severed head, grabbing it and holding it close you your heart. This action angered Fyodor greatly and he ripped the head out of your arms. 'I'm the only one you belong to, no one else.' He moved his head centimetres aways from yours. The threw the head into the bin, leaving you to cry once more. Before coming back he picked up a knife on his way.

You took no mind to Fyodor, until you realised he was standing there, not wanting to move. You looked up and saw the knife he held in his hand. 'You belong to me.' His voice was terrifyingly dark as he leaned closer to you. Without a warning Fyodor pinned your arms in one place and pinned your legs down with his own, it was hard to keep you down but he tried he lifted your shirt to reveal your abdomen. A sharp pain hit your abdomen and soon you felt something wet run down from the place where the pain was coming from. 'Fyodor stop. You're hurting me! Stop!' You continued to shout but to no avail. Once Fyodor stopped doing what he was doing he sharply grabbed your arms and dragged you painfully to the mirror and lifted up your shirt once more. It was more difficult to see it but Fyodor's name was clearly carved into your skin, you were his and no one else's.

༺♡༻ 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 ⋆ 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊 ༺♡༻

This one is a bit longer, I didn't really like the middle to end part though :(

Hopefully it isn't too long.

Have a wonderful day/night and sleep well!

-love, Az

[maxwritesalot]

Ships And Ship Headcanons For The BSD High School AU Fanfic I’m Making🥳🙌

(I began writing this yesterday :0)

(This is really long lol! These also aren’t all the ships, I’m thinking about making headcanons of the other ships that’ll be in the fanfic! There will be angst/NSFW, but mostly SFW !)

Warning.

These headcanons/soon-to-come-out fanfic will have PROSHIP/COMSHIP/DARKSHIPS, and some graphic/triggering topics that might make you or some uncomfortable, so, if you don’t like it, RESPECTFULLY LEAVE!

[ None of this art is mine/belongs to me, but I did edit/make the images for the ships you’re about to see! ]

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Ships/Headcanons:

Junichirō x Tachihara (TaniTachi)

Best Friends ➜ Crush ➜ Dating

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• They play guitar together!

• They take a bus to school and they always sit next to each other and listen to music with headphones!! 🎶🤍

• Junichirō enjoys taking walks, while Tachihara rides a skateboard:3. After school, they sometimes go to clothing stores, Junichirō walks while Tachihara rides his skateboard!

• Junichirō buys Tachihara bandaids with little cats and bears on them lol! Tachihara thinks it’s cute 🩹

• (a little nsfw) Tachihara and Junichirō skip class sometimes to make out behind the school😭. (They got caught once)

Akutagawa x Chuuya (AkuChuu)

Friends ➜ Best Friends ➜ Crush ➜ Dating

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• Akutagawa fell for Chuuya, and Chuuya fell for Akutagawa harder❤️‍🩹

• Chuuya likes to take Akutagawa in a field and they just shoot at trash cans lol! (Idea from my wonderful girlfriend @catmelonwriting ❤️)

• Akutagawa and Chuuya go behind the school to smoke. No reason much, just to be with each other. (They’re also the ones that caught Junichirō and Tachihara one time)

• Chuuya and Akutagawa always have lollipops and always swap them hehe!

• Akutagawa enjoys biting and kissing Chuuya’s neck. :3

• Akutagawa and Chuuya go on double dates with Junichirō and Tachihara!❤️🤍

(Bratty Sub Akutagawa and Hard Dom Brat Taming Chuuya🙏❤️)

Dazai x Atsushi (DazAtsu)

Crush ➜ Friends ➜ Dating

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• They met on Atsushi’s first day of school, but met again in the Library (when Atsushi began to have a crush on Dazai:3)

• They go to the Library together a lot!

• When they started dating, they went on dates to Café Uzumaki all the time hehe! (I love Café Uzumaki if you can’t tell)

• They write poems together!! (TOTALLY not a reference to me and my lovely girlfriend)

• Dazai buys Atsushi flowers and plushies, Atsushi buys Dazai bandages and coffee.

• (nsfw) Dazai and Atsushi don’t make out a lot, but if they do, they do in the school bathroom because why not hehe! Atsushi sucks Dazai off a LOT😭.

• Dazai gets A’s and B’s, and only gets one D. While Atsushi has B’s and C’s and only one A, so they help each other :3

Fyodor/Fedya x Nikolai/Kolya (Fyolai)

One-sided friendship ➜ Crush ➜ ? Dating ¿

( kinda S/A warning ? )

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• Fyodor plays with Nikolai’s hair a lot! He always puts Nikolai’s hair in braids, ponytails, buns, etc.

• Nikolai sometimes holds Fyodors hand during class! Fyodor doesn’t like it, but Nikolai loves it!:3

• They both try to manipulate each other which rarely works.

• (Angst?) Nikolai has wanted to date Fyodor but Fyodor refused (internalized homophobia) . Nikolai kind of forced him into a relationship with him. Their relationship is very one-sided.

• Nikolai always gives Fyodor kisses (even without consent). 😣

• Nikolai sometimes forces himself onto Fyodor, which Fyodor of course doesn’t like at all. Sometimes Fyodor just goes along with it.

Higuchi x Gin (HiguGin)

( teacher x student )

teacher/student ➜ Crush ➜ Dating (slightly toxic)

( warning pedophilia, slight S/A )

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• Gin is the student, and Higuchi is the teacher💚

• At first, Higuchi had a crush on Akutagawa but he rejected her. Gin, being Akutagawa’s sister, of course looking like him; Higuchi went after her instead.

• Gin, like Akutagawa, refused. But Higuchi continued to pester Gin anyway.

• (Angst?) Higuchi would S/A/do sexual advances on Gin until Gin finally gave in.

• Gin actually fell in love with Higuchi a little after they began dating.

• They try on lipstick together and kiss each otherrrrnnn!!!:3

• Higuchi sometimes asks Gin to stay after class so they can kiss, hug, etc. Higuchi always says it’s about Gins behavior so no one suspects anything.

John x Lovecraft (SteinCraft)

Best Friends ➜ Dating

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• They love drawing on each other’s papers!

• John’s really good at doing hairstyles, so he always does Lovecraft’s hair because Lovecraft doesn’t know how to do it much since he has so much hair!

• They hug a lot in every class they have together :3

• During lunch they always go under the school stairs to eat there! (Like most couples do irl except to have sex which they rarely have😭)

• They are known as the “perfect couple” ❗️💜

• John and Lovecraft like to eat fruits together, especially grapes!!!!!!!! :3

Shibusawa x Atsushi (ShibuAtsu)

( teacher x student )

teacher/student ➜ Obsession ➜ Dating (toxic)

(I love toxic/abusive ShibuAtsu💕)

( warning pedophilia, grooming, S/A )

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• Shibusawa is the teacher, and Atsushi is the student!💕

• Atsushi is the “teachers pet”:3

• Shibusawa nicknames Atsushi “angel”. (Dead Apple ref lol)

• (Angst?) Like Gin and Higuchi, Shibusawa makes Atsushi stay after class. The first time he did, Shibusawa groomed him and S/A’d him. Atsushi was confused and didn’t understand why it happened.

• They started dating after Shibusawa forced Atsushi to because he threatened to drop his grade to an F!:(

• Shibusawa and Atsushi don’t go on dates, they just stay in Shibusawas classroom :P

Wow! Thanks so much for reading this! This took 13 hours in total 😭 ! I really hope you like it❗️

Also, I’m so sorry if I don’t post for a while again! I’m dealing with a very serious problem going on in a few days, so, my dearest apologies!

[iloveyanderes]

What I think of every bsd character (some of them I don't know so I'll be making wild guesses about them) also I got all these names off a wiki and sometimes there not exactly spelt right.

Fukuzawa: nice cat loving man who I respect

Yasano: best doctor in the world, would not recommend though

Atsushi: my cute little tiger boy🥺💕

Tanizaki:I kinda like to pretend he doesn't have a sister

Kunikida: dazais number one target

Kenji: adorable, would protect with my life

Kyouka: don't dislike I just don't really feel her

Dazai: suicidal maniac, best singer ever

Ranpo: I love him, smart but dumb, I would give him all of my food.

Katai: I have no idea who he is but he looks like he never leaves his bed

Naomi: I like to pretend she doesn't have a brother

Kirako: she looks nice

Mori: I fucking hate him, no pedophiles allowed near anyone

Elise: girlboss, someone get her the fuck away from Mori.

Ace: looks flashy

Chuuya: love him, small boy with nice hair and the best hat in existence

Rando: looks very random

Koyo: idk man, she looks powerful

Paul: where chuuya got his style

Akutagawa: in need of dazai approval

Higuchi: was annoying at first but she grew on me

Albatross: looks like he's constantly in a disco party

Doc: bad haircut supreme

Iceman: looks like a fireman

Lippmann: invests in great lips

Piano man: is great at playing the piano and knows it

Ryuro: this guy will die of lung cancer

Gin: is okay

Tachihara: I know who you really are

Karma: I know nothing about him except that Fyodor got to him

Yumeno: I'll stay on their good side

Kajii: I know he likes bombs and lemons

Oda: love him, fellow ginger, love his ability, without him this story would have never really began or at least Atsushi wouldn't be the Mc.

Ango: uhhhhhhhhh, cool I guess don't really like him

Scott Fitzgerald: the entire guild is probably his sugar baby

Poe: love Karl, fellow introvert, probably gets billions of dollars from writing x reader fanfics, I'd pay him any amount

Lovecraft: the only author I actually knew about before reading this book

John steinback: kinda looks like he could be kenjis distant cousin

Lucy: like her just not really attracted to her character

Margaret: I know nothing about this character but I despite the way her name is written, I prefer margrett it sounds more like it

Mark Twain: twains out of bad situations

Nathaniel: is more likeable because his name is closest to my fav boy name Nathan.

Fyodor: somehow I have a completely neutral opinion of him, I don't like or dislike him.

Nikolai: this may be bias but I absolutely adore white haired characters that have braids, there my type of people and I automatically like them, bonus points if there unhinged

Sigma: bro is the official Y/N I feel bad for him, the absolute shit he went through, also he has the best and most realistic facial expressions in all of bsd

Bram: I like him, I seriously hope him and that small red head gets a brother/sister relationship.

Oguri: studio bones got to him

Agatha: her name is like one step away from being majestic

Fukichi: bro is the reason why Kenji and Atsushi got hurt alot, not to mention he's planning world wide terrorism, and it was all because he got rejected by his childhood crush(this is totally what happened)

Teruko:my fav bsd character, love her absolute girlboss, pls I beg of you let me be your bestie, I will sell my soul

Jouno: pretty good, I love that he put others above his own self pleasures, also kinda terrifying in some manga panels and In others hes so cute

Tecchou: cute little boy, love him, also I ship him with jouno, it's mandatory if you enter this fandom, will probably end up being bestie with kenji

Aya: biggest girlboss in this entire series, hate her dad, she is best girl, if you dis her I will track you down and find you.

This is all the characters I got a the enger for, hope you enjoyed

[justcallmesakira]

hihihihi AUGH i love ur work sm?!! omg if u can fyodor with a younger sister (she has the same level of intelligence of him and works in the doa and his organaization) who is dating dazai? :) I know there are some but i need crack and suggestive!!1

ty and er bye good luck take ur time!

"Fyodor with a sister dating Dazai''

Sypnosis: Your rat brother is anything but happy about the fact that you are dating his only enemy on earth! Good luck on surviving!!!

Genre: crack, suggestive at the end

Warnings: bombing, terrorizz, , mentions of maniupulative behaviour, mentions of verlaine, roblox radgoll, loads of simping words, me being down bad, making out (lol), your mom

A/N: my reqs are currently closed but ehhhh who cares lol also THIS WAS SO HARD TO WRITE HONESTLY- pls enjoy and reblog i tried my best--- *dies of mental ilness*

How bro-

JUST HOW DID U DO THAT W/O HIM BLASTING DAZAIS INTERNAL ORGANS? 🤯🤯🤯

No bcs fyodor did not even plan to let u meet dazai but ofcourse bcs of the dead apple tower and stuff and since then he had completly fallen inlove with you whether you are dostoevskys sister or not

He prob asked u to do a waltz with him in the mukokukokurokito or whatver the phuck that towers name was when you entered the castle with your brother

Fyodor WAS NOT happy because he saw the flirty glint in dazais eyes when u came

If looks cold kill-.. (KILL ME, RUSSIAN ZADD😍😍---)

And all you went was giggles and flirting back

Fyodor is prob gonna get his own medicine bcs they two are so like each other??? but he still couldnt believe how you with such high intelligence could fall for him???

(fyodor take your anemic medication first)

Dazai obv had some skeptics after you but like the manwhore he is and prob slept with the entierty of yokohama! ofc hes gonna court you as if you might not just use him!!!

Very (not) normal behaviour indeed!!

HELP YOU KNOW THAT ONE INDIAN RIZZLER VS. UWU CAT??? HES LITERLY THAT BUT

Dazai: "I fucked your sister she be screaming high pitch😈" fyodor: "What did you say, you little child i will crush your skull 😡😡😡should have known when i smile, I also play cello, i can be anything Уву"

that was UWU in russian btw-

But in all serious he will try maniupultaing you or gaslighting you into leaving dazai, he cant leave his only family to a man he does not trust! fyodor doesnt even trust himself-

fyodors gonna act a bit more colder then usual bcs of the fact HIS sister is dating someone and that someone is his enemy

Honeslty you go up to say chuuya whos like "why do i get deja vu-" *flashback to verlaine* you: "First time?"

But ofc since you are also extremely smart you somehow convinced him (after playing roblox radgoll with him for 8 hours) to let you atleast join date with dazai

I bet you rizzed up dazai by "He said his favourite colour was blue, so i blew him up😍💣"

*insert proud brother noises*

He speaks in russian or any slavic language whenever you three are in a gathering to mostly embarress dazai

I have seen some hcs on dazai being a collarbone biter so if you were off shoulder shirts and fyodor sees them by chance hes going to glare at you as if you are covered in mud :33

"Sister,,,what. is. that." *nasty side eye to the love bite on your neck*

Dazai 100% one time randomly pulled you into the alley and started aggresively making out with you with his hands literly sprawling all over your body like hes daddy long legs or sth-

Bcs HE KNEW that fyodor had cctv set in that part of the city and fyodor would be raging at the fact that the sluttiest man is touching his precious sister like that

bros gonna forgot abt human rights- oh wait hes russian

IF HE EVER CATCHES YOU TWO THO--

Like making out on some bed or sth hes actually no LIKE ACTUALLY GOING TO throw a whole ass cabinet at dazai with a face full of nothing but malice-

"How dare, an inhuman animal like you touch my very sister" "BRO CHILL I AM YOUR BROTHER-IN-LAW--"

And your just trying to stop your brother from commiting murder even though that his hobby ^^

fyodor finally forgot he had anemia bcs now all his focus was to give dazai the most painful death know to the medieval period\

Good luck on stoping your brother from poking a fork in your lovers eye in family dinners!!

A/N: guys ik i am doing the valentines req pls be patient i am trying my best!! i have a relly bad mental health rn so yeahhh-

Divider crds!: @cafekitsune

tags! @silverbladexyz @biscuits-lovely-corner @riiwrites @heartsfourdazai @tojifile @atsquie @atlasnessie @chuuyasboner @yosanosboner @ruanais @darling--angst

[circinuus]

Wow, I love the headcanon "fyodor with a little sister who's dating dazai". May I ask for the soulmate au, when Dazai assumes that his s/o and he are soulmates of each other and is proud of it. But one day he learns that his s/o's soulmate is someone else and not him? (His own s/o and that person doesn't know that fact)

a lover. not a soulmate, never a soulmate

dazai x gn! reader. 0.5k words

❥ hii thank you so much i'm happy you like them!! sorry this took so long ಥ◡ಥ i feel like it'll deliver better as a drabble, so i hope you won't mind and this is up to your expectations! 🫶

Dazai Osamu had once heard about this peculiar, wishful concept called 'soulmates.'

Obviously, it was something of a foolish and farfetched notion. A covetous concept. 'The one person whose soul is bound to yours,' was it? 'The one destined to be your other half as you walk hand-in-hand in this long road called life.'

Dazai, the lone man whose dull eyes saw nothing in the worth of life and death and everything else, whose soul was (is) still tattered and imperfect and lost, had laughed. Of what use should fate send him a 'soulmate,' if it even exists at all?

But then you came along, unprecedented as you are unexpected—like a shooting star he didn't even know what to wish upon.

'A soulmate?' Dazai had asked then.

'Your soulmate.' and you answered, with your sweet smile and hopeful eyes.

It must've been that; the way your presence make it seems like you trail hopes and dreams in your wake. And before he realizes, he is drawn to your sparkle, drown in your soft touches and warm embraces. Then he thought maybe, just maybe, it wasn't a foolish nor a farfetched concept, after all. Soulmate is real, and soulmate was you.

But what is he supposed to do with you?

When your eyes brighten up like the Sirius whenever they catch his gaze, and how your voice sings his name whenever you call him yours, and you his?

And what is he supposed to do with him?

When he has always convinced himself that you were too good to be true, but still finds himself fearing you'll slip away from his feeble hands?

(Like how all the precious things do. And you are precious. Too precious for the likes of him)

The clear glass window shows the muted ambiance of Yokohama's after-hours. The dark curtain of the night has long fallen, and the stars dance around the soft glow of the moon. What if you someday slip away from his arms and join them, among the beautiful heavenly bodies, away from sinful, mortal hands like his?

Dazai, the lone man whose dull eyes saw nothing in the worth of life and death and everything else, whose soul was (is) still tattered and imperfect and lost, now laughs again. Was there really a reason to be afraid in the first place?

As if your 'soulmate's' distress penetrates even past your dreams, your small hum intrudes the lone man's musings. Chuckling, Dazai caresses your cheek. tenderly and adoringly. And your eyelashes slightly flutter, your head nuzzling to his touch even under the spell of deep, sweet sleep.

Of course not, he thinks. You are not his. You never were.

You were the best thing that happened to his life, but you were never his to begin with.

"I'm sorry, Love."

With that, Dazai tucks away a strand of your hair, pressing a fond, lover's last kiss. Not a soulmate's, never a soulmate's. But a lone man's—a lone lover's sincere goodbye.

is he leaving? is he not? welp. just know that this happened on the night before jouno yoinked dazai to meursault bc i said so. ain't that romantic? he's giving you goodbye kissies <3 may you be reunited in another life real soon <3

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𝘐 𝘩���𝘷𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘱𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯.

𝘍𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘰𝘧𝘧. 𝘈𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 ��𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘠𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘹 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳.

𝘐𝘯𝘤𝘭𝘶𝘥𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦, 𝘍𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘯𝘦𝘶𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘭 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳.

Bungou stray dogs.

Port mafia.

Ougai Mori:

My lover part one (yandere)

My lover part two. (Yandere)

Yandere Ougai mori x dazai mother reader x yandere Fukuzawa Yukichi + Platonic yandere dazai part1

Yandere Ougai Mori x dazai mother reader x yandere fukuzawa Yukichi +platonic yandere dazai part 2

Chuuya Nakahara:

Liar: Yandere Chuuya Nakahara x Guild! Male reader.

Smile for me: Yandere chuuya nakahara x fem reader, past sheep member

𝘒𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪 𝘒𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘢 (𝘰𝘤 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳) 𝘹 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘊𝘩𝘶𝘶𝘺𝘢

Platonic yandere chuuya x younger brother Male reader

Habit yandere Chuuya x clean obsessed fem reader

Yandere port mafia boss Chuuya x fem reader

Ryounosuke Akutagawa:

I love you: Yandere Atsushi x fem reader x Slight Akutagawa

With s/o And him (fluff yandere)

Kouyou Ozaki.

Smile: slight yandere fem reader x Kouyou Ozaki

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Ada.

Yukichi Fukuzawa:

Yandere Ougai mori x dazai mother reader x yandere Fukuzawa Yukichi + Platonic yandere dazai Part 1

Yandere Ougai Mori x dazai mother reader x yandere fukuzawa Yukichi +platonic yandere dazai part 2

Osamu Dazai:

Alchemists pm teacher! male Reader x Osamu Dazai (yandere)

My pretentious friend - Yandere Beast au Osamu Dazai x Yandere male reader.

A Goal--- Older fem p/m! Reader x yandere Dazai

Adopted bond: Platonic yandere Dazai x big sister reader

Adopted bond: Platonic yandere Dazai x big sister reader.

Yandere Ougai mori x dazai mother reader x yandere Fukuzawa Yukichi + Platonic yandere dazai part1

Yandere Ougai Mori x dazai mother reader x yandere fukuzawa Yukichi +platonic yandere dazai part 2

Yandere: trio dazai, Kunikida and Atsushi (separate) with fem reader with a very low self esteem

Yandere Dazai x Male inumaki reader x yandere Ranpo

Yandere Platonic dazai x twin sister reader x Fyodor

Broken lovers yandere dazai x male guild reader

Ranpo Edogawa:

Cursed speech: Yandere Ranpo x male reader x Yandere Poe

Cheater female reader x Yandere Ranpo Edogawa

My silent love- Port Mafia yandere Ranpo x male reader

Yandere Dazai x Male inumaki reader x yandere Ranpo

Doppo Kunikida:

Yandere: trio dazai, Kunikida and Atsushi (separate) with fem reader with a very low self esteem

Atsushi Nakajima:

Beast au, Yandere Atsushi x Male reader.

I love you: Yandere Atsushi x fem reader x slight Akutagawa

Yandere: trio dazai, Kunikida and Atsushi (separate) with fem reader with a very low self esteem

Akiko Yosano:

Memory: Yandere Akiko Yosano x fem reader.

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Overall duo organizations.

Platonic Yandere Ada x child male reader x platonic yandere Port Mafia part 1

Platonic Yandere Ada x child male reader x platonic yandere Port Mafia part 2

Platonic Yandere Ada x child male reader x platonic yandere Port Mafia part3

Yandere BSD various x Zhongli/albedo (male)reader, pet favour

Yandere BSD various x Zhongli/albedo reader (male), Assistant Suhu

Yandere BSD various x Zhongli/albedo reader (male) initiative game.

Yandere BSD Port mafia various x Zhongli/Albedo reader (male) Barge into the room unnoticed.

Yandere Platonice Francis x son reader x yandere ada

Yandere platonic Ada x teen fem reader

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DOA.

Nikolai Gogol:

Yandere Nikolai Gogol x fem reader

Venti reader x nikolai

Fyodor Dostoevsky:

Yᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ Pʟᴀᴛᴏɴɪᴄ Dᴀᴢᴀɪ x ᴛᴡɪɴ sɪsᴛᴇʀ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ x Fʏᴏᴅᴏʀ

Cult au, slight nsfw (yandere Fyodor x raiden shogun fem reader)

Venti reader x yandere fyodor

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Special Division for unusual powers.

Yukito Ayatsuji.

Obessesion, Yandere Yukito Ayatsuji x male albedo/zhongli reader.

Birthday special, Yandere Ayatsuji x male albedo/zhongli reader

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Hunting dogs.

Yandere tecchou x Oc (kiana Komori) x yandere Jouno

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Guild.

Edgar Allan Poe:

Curse speech: yandere Ranpo x male reader x yandere Poe

Louisa May Alcott:

Letter: Yandere g/n reader x Louisa

Francis Scott Fitzgerald

Platonic yandere Francis x son reader x slight yandere ads

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Mashle: Magic muscle and power.

Alder:

Mash Burnedead-

Sickness love hc- yandere Mash x g/n reader

Yandere Alder x venti male reader

Finn Ames-

Yandere Alder x venti male reader

Dot Barrette-

Yandere Alder x venti male reader

Lemon Irvine-

Yandere Alder x venti male reader

Lance Crown-

Yandere Alder x venti male reader

Rayne Ames-

Sickness love hc: Yandere Rayne x g/n reader

Yandere Alder x venti male reader

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Lang.

Milo Genius-

Yandere Magia lupus x Venti male reader

Abel Walker

Yandere Magia lupus x Venti male reader

Yandere Abel walker x fem reader.

Abyss Razor-

Yandere Magia lupus x Venti male reader

Wirth Madl

Yandere Magia lupus x Venti male reader

Love Cute-

Yandere Magia lupus x Venti male reader

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Doom:

Doom x g/n reader.

✩┈┈∘*┈୨୧┈

General Yandere Mashle.

Yunan male reader x various Mashle yandere

Reblooged Yunan reader

Yandere Mashle x (yosano) fem reader

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Genshin Impact

Lynette:

Eyes: Yandere g/n Reader x Lynette

Lyney.

Lyney x reader who is hurt.

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Moriarty the Patriot.

Sherlock Holmes.

Observation: Yandere sherlock Holmes x male (albedo) reader

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Honkai Star Rail.

Caelus:

Herta space station worker fem! Reader x yandere Caelus

Aventurine:

Yandere aventurine x rengoku male reader.

Aventurine x reader who is hurt.

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𝘚𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘈𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘎𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳.

Gᴇɴᴇʀᴀʟ Gᴀᴍᴇ Yᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

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Tokyo Revengers.

Takemichi Hanagaki.

G/n Reader x takemichi (angst not yandere)

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Fanart

Venti: (as a crossover)

In Lang! Fanart

Akiko Yosano (as a crossover)

In mashle, alder (fanart)

By me, Elvestoneanzelote1, You can also follow me in instagram. It is written. In the picture.

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The master list will always keep on updating when I update. You can always rely on this.

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There's a Will; There's a Way (Book 4) Chapter Twenty-One

Dazai Osamu x Fem! Reader

Chuuya Nakahara x Fem! OC!

Chapter Twenty-One: Together

Summary: (Y/N) gets to have everyone alright and together.

Mouse Note: Final chapter of Book 4!

            (Y/N)’s eyes opened to a plain white ceiling. She groaned and pushed herself up onto her elbows. Her body no longer ached, free of wounds, but she had no idea where she was. (Y/N) could be dead for all she knew.

            “Hey, hey. Don’t strain yourself.”

            A bandaged arm supported (Y/N), and her eyes snapped up, widening.

            “Dazai!”

            The man she loved smiled at her from he sat at her side. “(Y/N),” he said with a voice of pure adoration.

            “You’re alright,” said (Y/N), relief and joy in her eyes.

            Dazai held her hand and smiled. “So are you.”

            (Y/N) leaned up, ignoring how tired her body was, and pulled him to her. She kissed with the passion their separation had caused, with all the love she had in her body for him, endless and powerful.

            Dazai’s arms wrapped around her, and he tilted his head to kiss her deeper. He too had missed her, and to have (Y/N) back in his arms to love and to cherish was an incredible feeling. He threw all of those emotions into his kiss.

            When they finally pulled apart, (Y/N) and Dazai were unable to stop smiling at each other.

            “I thought I’d never see you again,” admitted (Y/N).

            Dazai chuckled softly and cupped her cheek, smiling gently. “What? So little belief in my intelligence?”

            “You were trapped with Fyodor,” said (Y/N). She swallowed at the memories of Fyodor. “I couldn’t help but worry.”

            Dazai’s gaze became fierce, and he gently turned (Y/N)’s face to look into her eyes. “Fyodor is gone. I made sure of it. You’ll never have to worry about him again.”

            (Y/N)’s eyes widened. “He’s gone?”

            Dazai nodded. “I made sure of it. He’ll never hurt you again.”

            (Y/N) let out a breath of relief and relaxed. Fyodor was dead. He’d never try to take her for himself again. She was alright, and Dazai was back with her.

            “But while I’m glad he’s gone, I’m sorry I wasn’t here to support you through everything,” said Dazai. “I saw your injuries before Yosano healed you. You fought almost until your own death.”

            (Y/N) smiled ruefully. “I needed to protect the people I cared about. I couldn’t let Fukuchi hurt everyone.” At his name, her expression faltered. “Especially not after everything he’d already done.” She looked at Dazai. “He was my father. He killed my mom, just like he killed Akira’s. And now he’s dead. What type of messed up family am I a part of?”

            Dazai kissed (Y/N) gently to reassure her. “You’re not Fukuchi. Blood doesn’t matter, in the end. You were the hero the world needed when you fought him. He could never have been a hero like you. You are your mother’s daughter. And if I had to guess, Akira is her mother’s daughter since she was willing to do the right thing.” He was calm as he heard the Akira Mori’s mother, Ougai Mori’s wife, had been killed by Fukuchi, since his mind put together the scenarios with ease. (That, and it meant he had ammunition against Mori if needed).

            (Y/N)’s eyes widened. “Oh, god! Akira! Where is she? Is she alright? She was really hurt, there was a lot of blood, did Yosano get to her—”

            “(Y/N).” Dazai calmed her with a squeeze of her hand. “Akira is alright. Yosano healed her. She’s alive.”

            (Y/N)’s heart jumped for joy. Akira, her dearest friend, her sister, was alive. She was alright. (Y/N) let out a sob of joy as all the stress and exhaustion of the past few days caught up to her.

            “Everyone’s going to be alright,” said Dazai, pulling her into a hug.

            (Y/N) hugged him back, shoulder’s shake as relief washed over her. From the truth of her mother’s dead to Fukuchi being her father to the vampires to the people she cared about nearly dying to taking control of One Order, (Y/N) was filled a complex array of emotions. And finally in her love’s arms, she let go.

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            Akira sat up the moment her consciousness returned. “Where’s (Y/N)?!” she said, looking around herself wildly. She was nearly out of her bed and ripping the curtains from her hospital cot away when someone stepped around them, alarmed at the shouting.

            “She’s alright,” assured Yosano. “She’s just resting, like you.” She gave Akira a stern look. “Get back in the bed.”

            Akira scowled. “You don’t tell me what to do. I need to check on (Y/N).”

            “I swear, Akira, (Y/N) is alright. Dazai’s with her now,” said Yosano, catching Akira’s arm and turning her back to the bed. “But my ability can tire people. You need to rest.”

            Akira shrugged out of Yosano’s hold. “I’m fine. My gift means I heal quicker than others.” She paused and glanced at Yosano. “But…thanks. You probably saved me and (Y/N)’s lives.”

            Yosano smiled. Their old friendship was broken, and whatever they had now would never be the same, but at least Akira was speaking to her. “Well, you and (Y/N) saved all of us first.”

            Akira tsked and crossed her arms. “I killed the guy who murdered my mom. It was about my own revenge.”

            Yosano smirked. “Sure.” She wouldn’t point out that if Akira was that selfish, her first thought wouldn’t be about if (Y/N) was alive. “I’m still glad you fought with (Y/N). We couldn’t have done this without you.” She cleared her throat. “But I’m mostly just glad you’re okay. I-I know I messed up when we were younger. I should have tried to find you after I joined the Agency. I know what Mori is like. I should have made sure you were okay. And I didn’t. So, I’m sorry, and I know it doesn’t mean much to you, but I really am happy you’re alive. You’re still…important to me.”

            Akira paused, red eyes piercing into Yosano’s expression. And then, she smiled ever-so-slightly. “Thanks.” Her eyes flicked up to Yosano’s. “And I’m glad you’re alright, too. I’ve hated a lot of people in my life, but you…I don’t want you hurt, Akiko. Mori is an asshole. What he’s done doesn’t have anything to do with you.”

            Yosano smiled. There was a long road to real friendship, and there would always be history, but Akira and Yosano had something again.

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            (Y/N) smiled as she watched her friends run around and laugh and drink and dance. After everything that had happened, she was glad they could have fun. They all deserved it. In fact, people were just so relieved to be alive and to have Yokohama (and the world) safe that they didn’t care if they were around Port Mafia or Agency members. Even Akira was fine with Port Mafia members in her bar (though (Y/N) suspected that was mostly because Akira wanted to see Chuuya but was too proud to say anything to his face).

            (Y/N) chuckled lightly as she watched Dazai run around with Kunikida’s notebook while the blond chased him. This was what she liked her life as: fun chaos instead of deadly chaos.

            “(Y/N) (L/N). Or should I call you (Y/N) Fukuchi?”

            (Y/N) crossed her arms and turned. “If you’re try to irritate me, you’ll have to try harder, Mori.”

            The boss of the Port Mafia smirked. “Irritate you? Nonsense. I don’t condescend to irritate a mere Agency member.”

            “And yet you approached me,” remarked (Y/N). “What do you want?”

            “You possess One Order,” said Mori sharply. If (Y/N) wasn’t going to beat around the bush, he wouldn’t, either. “Your Gift allows you to use it.”

            “It responds to me, yes,” said (Y/N).

            Mori’s eyes narrowed. “That is a significant amount of power to wield. It threatens the very world, and left unchecked, it could cause trouble.” The curl of his lip as he spoke directed his message clearly. If you’re left alive, there could be issues.

            (Y/N) just smiled. “I don’t go looking for trouble, and I want One Order to be properly locked up again.” Her smile turned to a slight smirk. “But if you want to try to ‘check’ any possible danger, remember that you’re a smart man who knows when he’s out of his depth.”

            Mori’s gaze was cold. “I very much doubt I’m out of my depth.”

            “Believe what you’d like about me—” though (Y/N)’s ability sparked at the idea of getting to fight the infamous Mori “—but I’m not the only person you have to deal with. Setting the entire Agency aside, I don’t think you’d want to cross Dazai on his own.” She cocked her head. “And I’m not foolish enough to think you don’t know about our relationship. So I also that you’re aware of just how much damage Dazai is capable of if anything happened to me.” She smiled. “Just recently he killed Fyodor Dostoevsky for me. I don’t think you want to be on his bad side.”

            “Are you threatening me?” said Mori lightly.

            “Not at all. I’m just doing what you did, pointing out facts about the situation,” said (Y/N), all smiles and pleasantries.

            “Facts? Yes, like how Dazai is also unwilling to risk Yokohama as a whole, and my leadership of the Port Mafia holds a delicate balance,” said Mori.

            (Y/N) chuckled. “If you think Dazai doesn’t have a breaking point just because you haven’t found it, you’re more foolish than I thought.” Mori’s eyes narrowed. “But even if Dazai wouldn’t do anything to hurt Yokohama, I know one person who would burn the city for the ground if they cared enough.” (Y/N) smirked as Mori furrowed his brow, and she went straight for the jugular. “Akira isn’t exactly known for holding back.”

            Mori paused at the mention of his daughter. “She is hardly a threat.”

            “No? Then you haven’t seen her fight,” said (Y/N), continuing without a care for who she was speaking to. “I mean, she went berserk and nearly killed Fukuchi on her when she found out he killed her mom.”

            Mori hid any reaction behind a pointed sip of wine. The truth of his wife’s death weighed heavy on him, and he longed to bring Fukuchi back just to get the chance to make him suffer for what he’d done to Nanako.

            But Mori was not a vulnerable man. He refused to be, so all he said was, “If she did try anything, I have people who could fight her.”

            (Y/N) smirked. She knew for a fact Chuuya wouldn’t harm Akira, but she’d leave that truth a secret. “I don’t think you do. In fact, I think Akira is the biggest threat to you.”

            Mori’s eyes flashed imperceptibly. “Excuse me?”

            “I’ll spell it out for you. If you were to try to ‘check’ One Order—” if you try to kill me “—you wouldn’t be able to handle Akira—” you wouldn’t be able to kill her if she came for you.

            “If someone threatens the balance of protection for Yokohama, I have no mercy,” said Mori coldly.

            (Y/N) hummed in acknowledgement and was silent. Mori gripped his wine glass tighter. He thought the conversation over and was glad. It had not gone the direction he intended. He wished to ensure One Order was handled properly and not left in the power of a young woman who seemed to have too much power of the world already, but it seemed she was remaining steadfast and not cowering from anyone trying to push her around.

            “You know, Akira told me that Elise used to be pretty stiff and quiet,” said (Y/N) suddenly. Mori stiffened, and his red eyes went to (Y/N) as she continued with a calm smile. “Interesting that she has a personality now, right? Pretty energetic, a bit sassy, and very stubborn, so I’ve heard.” She tilted her head and looked across the room at Akira. “Funny. I bet Akira was like that when she was younger, maybe about eleven, like the age Elise shows up as.” Mori was silent, and (Y/N) faced him with a smile that felt as threatening as Dazai’s. “Actually, the same age you abandoned her.” (Y/N)’s smile turned sharp. “Quite the coincidence, isn’t it?”

            Mori had a steely expression. “I don’t know what you’re implying.”

            “No?” said (Y/N). “I think Akira is safer in this city than she realizes.”

            Mori’s eyes narrowed. “You think you understand more than you truly do.”

            “No, I think I understand perfectly.” (Y/N) smiled. “And you understand too.” She picked up a wine glass and took a sip. “Have a nice night, Mori. Try to remember our discussion.” She paused. “And be careful. If I can see what you hide, I’m sure other people do. And as you said, other people aren’t as merciful as me.”

(Y/N) walked off and left Mori alone. He wouldn’t be trying anything against her just for having One Order’s obedience. He would be risking far too much.

            Mori’s eyes went to Akira and felt unable to leave as he watched his daughter smile and laugh with others. He hadn’t seen that in over a decade. Unbidden, his fist clenched his wine glass as Fukuzawa walked up to Akira and she brightened.

            (Y/N) was quickly joined by Dazai as she walked away from Mori. His gaze was sharp and flicked between her and Mori. It didn’t take a genius to know that the Port Mafia boss was most certainly threatening her. She got One Order to respond to her, after all.

            “Did he try anything?” said Dazai.

            “He threatened me,” said (Y/N). She smiled. “But he won’t be trying anything.”

            “Are you sure?” said Dazai. Mori was not one to be trusted in any way.

            “Oh, yes,” said (Y/N), smirking.

            “Did you threaten him?” said Dazai incredulously.

            “No, just pointed out that I know his weaknesses and that they mean he can’t try to hurt me,” said (Y/N) brightly.

            “You’re cunning. I like it.” Dazai put an arm around her waist and smirked fondly.

            (Y/N) chuckled. “Only you would be attracted by the idea of me basically blackmailing someone.”

            “Well, if it’s you, then yes,” said Dazai. He leaned in to give her a kiss, but a blur of red nearly threw him to the side.

            “(Y/N)!” chirped Akira as Dazai groaned and picked himself up. “Guess what?”

            “What?” said (Y/N). “You and you-know-who talked out your issues?”

            Akira scowled. “No.” She brightened again. “I got a job offer from Mr. Boss Man.”

            (Y/N)’s eyes widened in surprise. “You what?”

            “I’ve got an offer work at least part-time with the Agency,” said Akira. “Fukuzawa asked me a minute ago.”

            “What did you say?” said (Y/N) excitedly.

            “I said yes,” said Akira. “I think I want to try helping more people like you do.”

            (Y/N) nearly squealed in excitement and hugged Akira. “I’m so proud of you.”

            “Yeah, yeah,” said Akira, but she was just as excited to work with (Y/N), and she hugged her best friend just as tightly. “It’s just part-time, though. I can’t give up the bar, not after all I put into it.”

            “Of course not,” said (Y/N). “But I can’t wait to have you with me.”

            “We make a hell of a team,” said Akira, grinning.

            “Have you told Yosano?” asked (Y/N).

            “Akiko? No, I should,” said Akira. “But I’ll be back!” She bounded away, and (Y/N) watched in amusement.

            “All three of Mori’s kids or proteges are going to be at the Agency, hm?” said Dazai. He grinned. “He’s going to hate this.”

            “Probably,” said (Y/N), watching Akira tell Akiko in amusement. She glanced at Chuuya, who kept glancing from over with his people towards Akira. (Y/N) raised a hand, and There’s a Will; There’s a Way activated. She waved her hand, and a green glow subtly appeared around Chuuya and Akira. They were pulled from their places and bumped into each other.

            “Oh.” Chuuya stared at Akira.

            “Oh.” Akira glanced at (Y/N), knowing full well who had pushed them together. (Y/N) smiled encouragingly.

            “…You’re alright,” said Chuuya. He glanced over Akira as if searching for wounds. “I’d heard you were badly hurt in your fight against Fukuchi.”

            “I was,” said Akira. Her eyes returned to Chuuya, (Y/N)’s silent encouragement in her mind. “I heard you invaded Mersault.”

            “I did,” said Chuuya. “But I wanted to be fighting Fukuchi directly.

            “It did feel nice to kill him,” said Akira.

            “I’m sure he didn’t stand a chance,” said Chuuya, smiling.

            “Oh?” Akira felt an unbidden smile appear on her face.

            “You’re fierce and powerful. Anyone who fights you is bound to lose,” said Chuuya.

            “High praise from Port Mafia Executive Chuuya Nakahara,” said Akira.

            Chuuya winced at the drop of his job title. That was the rift between them, after all, her trauma with the Port Mafia and his lies about it.

            Akira caught (Y/N)’s gaze again, and she nodded at Chuuya. Akira paused and gazed at Chuuya, someone she truly cared about in a deeper manner than she cared to admit.

            “Do you want to grab a drink?” said Akira.

            Chuuya blinked. “You want a drink with me?”

            “I think I can put up with you for one drink.”

            An olive branch.

            “You do have good taste,” said Chuuya.

            “I know I do,” said Akira, a slight smirk on her lips.

            A second chance.

            Dazai and (Y/N) watched the interaction from across the room. (Y/N) smiled as she watched Akira and Chuuya sit down and pour a drink together. That was step in the right direction.

            “Huh. Akira and Chuuya,” said Dazai.

            “You’re not allowed to tease either of them,” said (Y/N), knowing exactly what her boyfriend was thinking.

            “I love you, my light, but I will absolutely be teasing them,” said Dazai. He grinned. “It’s just too good an opportunity to pass up.”

            (Y/N) chuckled and rolled her eyes. She leaned into his side, and Dazai held her close. This was how it should be. Her friends around her, happy and laughing. She was with Dazai, the man she loved. They were together.

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Genshin Stray Dogs: Prologue: The Outlander Who Caught the Wind

read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/MlFp3ut by WynterSpring Bungo Stray Dogs x Genshin Impact Crossover After being seperated from his sister, Atsushi wakes up years later and finds himself trapped in the country of Yokohama. Now, he must travel across this world in order to find his sister and find out whatever he can about the Unkown God that trapped them there should he have any hope of leaving this world. Words: 1153, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English Series: Part 1 of Genshin Stray Dogs Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game), 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs Rating: Not Rated Warnings: Major Character Death Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi Characters: Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs), Miyazawa Kenji (Bungou Stray Dogs), Izumi Kyouka (Bungou Stray Dogs), Yosano Akiko (Bungou Stray Dogs), Tanizaki Naomi, Tanizaki Junichirou (Bungou Stray Dogs), Fukuzawa Yukichi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Edogawa Ranpo (Bungou Stray Dogs), Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs), Akutagawa Gin, Tachihara Michizou (Bungou Stray Dogs), Kajii Motojirou (Bungou Stray Dogs), Higuchi Ichiyou (Bungou Stray Dogs), Francis Scott Key Fitzgerald (Bungou Stray Dogs), Lucy Maud Montgomery (Bungou Stray Dogs), Edgar Allan Poe (Bungou Stray Dogs), Louisa May Alcott (Bungou Stray Dogs), Howard Phillips Lovecraft (Bungou Stray Dogs), Fyodor Dostoyevsky (Bungou Stray Dogs), Nikolai Gogol (Bungou Stray Dogs), Sigma (Bungou Stray Dogs) Relationships: Akutagawa Ryuunosuke/Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Fukuchi Ouchi/Mori Ougai (Bungou Stray Dogs), Edogawa Ranpo/Edgar Allan Poe (Bungou Stray Dogs) Additional Tags: bungo stray dogs genshin impact au, atsushi is the traveler, This Is Not Going To Go The Way You Think, Sad with a Happy Ending, I hope, How Do I Tag, Mondstadt (Genshin Impact), Liyue (Genshin Impact), Inazuma (Genshin Impact), Sumeru (Genshin Impact), Natlan (Genshin Impact), Snezhnaya (Genshin Impact), I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Atsushi is Aether, Kyouka is Lumine read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/MlFp3ut

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Bungo Stray Dogs Headcanons, but it’s only the characters that I think deserve more attention

I'm currently on a BSD kick, so have these headcanons while I feel ✨Inspired✨

I'll take requests for other characters, these two are just the only ones I have inspiration for right now.

Tw: Aku’s a yandere so yeah. He’s also kinda just a violent disaster of a person in general.

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

🖤‼️ I got one word for you, and that word is Yandere. Are you surprised? You shouldn't be. If you manage to catch his eye, he will kill to keep you by his side. He’s certainly a dangerous one, so watch your back! Yes, he will kidnap you. You kinda brought this on yourself by searching ‘Akutagawa x reader’

🖤‼️He has no idea what love is, actually. He just knows that the world is a dangerous place and he’s the only one strong enough to protect you. It’s going to be a while before he can put a name to this strange feeling, so just sit tight while he figures it out.

🖤‼️Gets a lot of advice from Chuuya, mostly. It’s not that everyone else doesn’t already know that he’s helplessly in love with you, it’s that they’re all scared of him. Chuuya is the only one who isn’t, and thusly he is the advice giver. He actually gives surprisingly good advice, despite his rather angry personality.

🖤‼️It’ll be a while before he trusts anyone else around you. Eventually, you’ll basically be an honorary member of the Port Mafia, but for the LONGEST time he refuses to let anyone else even speak to you. Chuuya does not give a fuck, and visits you while Aku’s out on a mission. Don’t worry, Short Ginger’s got your back. He’ll be your best buddie and wingman.

🖤‼️He has absolutely no clue how to socialize like a normal person. You think Dazai took the time out of his busy schedule to teach Aku how to function socially? Absolutely not. He was too busy turning Aku into the perfect killing machine. Aku is incredibly blunt and literal about everything, and he takes everything way too seriously. 90% of jokes will fly straight over his head, which is pretty funny in its own right.

🖤‼️Gin is the first person Aku trusted with you. She’s his sister, after all. You’ll likely become friends with her, which pleases Aku. He wants all the important people in his life to get along.

🖤‼️If you’re not already a secret badass, become one. Just trust me. Aku is very into that. If you suddenly whip out a gun and save his ass by shooting a bitch without hesitation, he’ll be hooked forever. He’ll be so stunned in the moment that he won’t be able to function properly. Remember that scene in season 3, episode 11? Where he just said yes to everything? Yeah he relapses into that.

🖤‼️Please validate him. Tell him he’s the best and the strongest. He needs to hear it from somebody he cares about. And maybe try to convince him to not seek after Dazai’s validation so much. Does his opinion really even matter? I mean, he certainly doesn’t seem to care about Aku.

🖤‼️He spends more time in the infirmary than out of it. This hard-headed idiot pushes himself well past the limits of what his frail body can handle LITERALLY EVERY FIGHT. You’re going to be spending a lot of time sitting by his hospital bed hoping he’ll wake up from whatever coma he’s currently in. Somebody needs to tell him not to push himself so hard, and it may as well be you.

🖤‼️Please make him take care of himself. Force feed him if you have to, but this boy needs a sandwich. Good gracious, he’s a fucking toothpick. There is no meat on his little toothpick bones. Make him bathe, too. At least make him wash his hair and put on deodorant.

🖤‼️No, he will not let you steal his coat. He will get you a matching one, if it’s really that important to you.

🖤‼️Aku opposes physical affection at first, especially in public. He can’t have people thinking he’s a softie! Eventually, he’ll warm up to it. Only in private, though. Unless he happens to be jealous. Then he needs to show this other guy who you belong to.

🖤‼️Over all, probably the third most dangerous pick in the show. First being Fyodor, and second being Shibusawa Tatsuhiko. It’s not that he lacks power or ruthlessness, just that he has a very obvious issue that can be fixed with some hard work and dedication. He needs lots of validation, and to have some sense beaten into him from time to time.

Edgar Allen Poe

🤎🦝 Oh gosh I love this underrated mf so much- there really isn't enough content of this sweet introvert baby- Anyway, Poe is the sweetest, shyest little bean pole. I think he would like someone who won't abandon him at parties. *ahem* ranpo *ahem* He would also love it if you would read his stories and give him positive feedback. Please. Just do it. He deserves it.

🤎🦝He does have some… interesting… mood swings. Honestly, he can be moodier than most girls on their periods (i can say that, because I’M a girl). One minute he’ll be happy and cheerful, and the next he’ll be Tamaki-Amajiki-ing in the corner. If you don’t know what that means, go watch My Hero Academia. 

🤎🦝He and Karl are a packaged deal, obviously. I’m sorry if you have some deathly fear of raccoons (if you do, then why the heck are you simping for raccoon man??) but that’s how it is. Karl is his best buddie, and will be your best buddie too. Look on the bright side, you get to pet a fluffy raccoon!

🤎🦝You met during one of the ADA’s office parties, which Poe attended to show Ranpo his latest novel. Unfortunately, Ranpo is easily distracted and abandoned poor Poe within five minutes. Seeing the incredibly nervous introvert in the corner, you decided to talk to him. Congratulations! You now have a second shadow! Poe is so incredibly insecure in social situations that he will cling to you for as long as you’re willing to put up with him, even if you’re also introverted.

🤎🦝If you like to write, he would love to read your writing! He’ll give you pointers on how to make your writing better. Y’all meet up regularly to discuss your latest projects, read each other’s work, and give each other tips and ideas.

🤎🦝He is WAY too shy to confess to you on his own. He writes so many letters, but never has the courage to send them. He also practices with Karl daily, and still can’t handle the pressure. Somebody please help him-

🤎🦝He tries to ask Ranpo for advice (probably a bad idea) and Ranpo outs him immediately. (“Oh, you’re crushing on y/n, aren’t you?”) Ranpo advises him to just confess already. The World’s Greatest Detective definitely already knows that you’re crushing on Poe. It doesn’t take a genius to see how much you’re pining for each other!

🤎🦝Cafe dates!! Library dates!! Anywhere decently quiet and calm. Poe really doesn’t like large crowds, so maybe no big social gatherings. He enjoys just relaxing at home and reading next to you.

🤎🦝Loves physical affection, but is so so so shy about initiating it. Please just grab him and snuggle him so he doesn’t have to worry about it. Hold his hand! Give him kisses, if you can reach! He absolutely loves to cuddle. With how tall he is, he makes a great big spoon. He could probably just envelope your entire body with his.

🤎🦝Apparently he’s also rich?? Not certain if this is canon (edit: it is!!!) or not but we’re going with it anyway. That way, he can spoil you. If you like to read, he will buy you so many books. You’ll never have time to read them all. Artist? He’ll buy you art supplies! Any other hobbies? Taken care of. Saw a cute necklace/dress/outfit/whatever? It’s on your doorstep within a week.

🤎🦝All in all, a phenomenal pick. Perhaps the best in the show (in my opinion, anyway). Yeah he’s super clingy and insecure, and has some interesting mood swings, but he’s still just a good lad who deserves all the love in the world. Plus he has a pet raccoon, and that’s just really cool.