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celestialvoid-fanfiction · 5 years ago

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Time Does Not Heal All Wounds, but Scars Tell A Thousand Stories

Stiles has a lot of scars—scars that tell everything he’s been through. Stiles hates them, but Derek finds them infatuating and will do anything to make sure Stiles knows how gorgeous he is.

For @bluebelle88

There wasn’t an inch of him that wasn’t scarred. He had a small across his cheek from a shard of broken glass when his father threw a bottle of him in a drunken rage, but you could only notice if he turned his head a certain way. There was another scar in his hairline, just above his right temple, from when he’d hit his head after the hellhound flipped his Jeep. He didn’t care about it though; it was easily hidden, and no one ever really noticed, but the others weren’t as subtle. The others were painful reminders of how frail, weak, and mortal he was.

His left shoulder was marred by the spreading fading pink lines of the lightning-like scar that the lichen had left behind—a painful reminder of everything that had happened during the Nogitsune’s control. The lines stretched across his shoulder blade, over his shoulder and up the back of his neck slightly, but thankfully it was low enough that he could hide it beneath the collar of his shirt.

The curve of his right shoulder was scarred by the ring of teeth marks left behind by the lamprey Donovan spawned to bite him that dreadful night. His hand trembled as he ran his fingers over the ridges of the rippled pink scar tissue. He felt tears well in his eyes, blurring his visions to streaks of colour and light as his mind was flooded with the horrific image—the memory—of Donovan at the bottom of the scaffolding, his body slumped backwards on the blood-soaked iron bar that impaled him.

He blinked the tears out of his eyes, looking down at the faint white lines and patches of pink skin that covered his arms—reminders of the battles he’d fought, the car crashes, the times their enemies had kidnapped him and beaten him.

He had a gash across his abdomen, a wound he only faintly remembers from during the time the Nogitsune was in control. He remembered drifting in an endless oblivion, lost in the tangled mess of his own mind. He couldn’t move, he couldn’t speak, couldn’t scream; he could only watch on helplessly as the Nogitsune controlled his body. He remembered the distant feeling of the knife tearing through his flesh, the blood draining from his body as the Nogitsune’s fireflies escaped.

There was a gash across his chest, a scar from the huge shard of glass that had impaled him. Melissa had done her best to stitch him up but even she couldn’t stop it from scarring.

There were others—scars down his back, legs, and a missing toe from when he was shot in the foot trying to save Derek. His hands were scarred from where Allison’s taser had scorched his palms.

They were hard to look at; even harder not to look at.

Stiles let out a deep sigh as he grabbed his shirt, pulling his arms through the sleeves and lifting it over his head. He tugged it down over his chest, pulling at the hem of his shirt until it covered the scars that marred his pale skin.

He jumped as a pair of strong arms wrapped themselves around his waist.

Derek nuzzled his face into the curve of Stiles’ neck, enveloping him in his warmth.

“You scared the shit out of me,” Stiles gasped.

“You know, they say scars are sexy,” Derek whispered, pressing a kiss to Stiles’ neck.

Stiles snorted. “I’m not sexy.”

“I beg to disagree,” Derek replied. He reached up and gently brushed Stiles’ tousled hair away from his face. He pressed a tender kiss to Stiles’ temple. “Not only that, but they show the kind of man you are.”

“Oh, really?” Stiles scoffed, turning around in Derek’s arms to face him. He pointed at his cheek. “My father was a drunk.” He gestured to his left shoulder. “I was possessed by an evil spirit.” He pointed at his right shoulder and added, “And I killed a guy—and that’s just the start.”

“That’s not what I see,” Derek said softly. He leant forward and pressed a soft kiss to Stiles’ cheek. “I see strength.” He hooked his finger around the collar of Stiles shirt and tugged it down, bringing his lips to Stiles’ neck.

“I see resilience,” he said in a low, sultry voice, brushing his lips across the pale scar before tilting his head the other way and bringing his lips to Stiles’ other shoulder. “I see courage.”

Stiles pulled back slightly. His jaw was tense and he couldn’t bring himself to look Derek in the eye.

He hated talking about his scars—hated being reminded of all the things he’d been through, all the things he’d done.

He wasn’t like Derek; he wasn’t strong, he wasn’t resilient, he wasn’t brave.

Derek seemed to catch on to his thoughts.

“Come here,” he said, pulling Stiles against himself. He scooped the young man off his feet and tossed him onto the bed.

Stiles yelped as he bounced on the mattress, sitting up and glaring at Derek. “What the hell was that for?”

Derek stalked forwards, crawling across the bed until he straddled Stiles, pinning him to the bed. He leant forward, closing the space between them and bringing their mouths together.

Stiles let his breath fall from his lungs. His eyes fluttered shut as he leant into the kiss.

Derek drew back, licking his lips and grinning at Stiles’ euphoric expression.

Stiles tilted his chin, chasing his Derek’s lips. He felt Derek chuckle against his mouth as he brought them back together again.

He looped his arms around Derek’s neck as he brought his lips back to Derek’s.

Derek dropped his hands to Stiles’ waist and pulled him close, enveloping him in his warmth. His fingers toyed with the hem of Stiles’ shirt. He ran his hands up Stiles’ side, pulling the shirt up with it before wrestling it off Stiles.

Stiles giggled as he struggled to pull the shirt off over his head. He laid back against the mattress as Derek crushed their mouths together.

Derek pulled back, craning his neck and pressing his lips to Stiles’ temple, then his cheek, then his neck and the curve of his shoulder, taking his time and lingering on each scar—tenderly kissing the pale flesh.

“You’re beautiful,” Derek whispered as he made his way down Stiles’ body, kissing each of his scars. “Every… last... inch… of you.”

“Derek,” Stiles stated, reaching down to try and block him.

Derek stopped. He took Stiles’ hands in his own, pressing his lips to the palms of Stiles’ scorched hands before pinning them above the young man’s head. His eyes lit up with a flash of crimson as he said, “Keep them there.”

Stiles felt a warmth trickle through his veins, a shiver rolling up his spine.

He started from the top again, pressing hi lips to Stiles’ temple and trailing faint kisses across his pale skin. His lips brushed across Stiles’ bare skin, making him shudder and gasp.

He kissed every scar—every inch of skin—from his head to the waistband of his jeans, lingering on each.

“I’ve also got a scar on my butt from when Scott accidentally stabbed me with a pair of scissors when we were four,” Stiles told him. “You wanna kiss that one too?”

A devilish smirk lifted the corners of Derek’s lips as eh grabbed the waistband of Stiles’ jeans and tugged at them.

“Wait, no,” Stiles said, bursting out in laughter and he swatted away Derek’s hands.

Derek let out a low chuckle, crawling back up the bed and pressing his weight against Stiles, pinning him in place and enveloping him in his warmth as he brought their lips together in a tender, loving kiss.

He drew back, looking deep into Stiles’ eyes.

“A scar is just a scar,” he whispered soothingly. He gently ran his fingers through Stiles’ tousled hair, brushing it back from his face. “And a scar simply means that you were stronger than whatever tried to hurt you. You’re strong enough to outlive whatever hurt you. You’re brave enough to keep fighting. And you’re gorgeous—you’re more beautiful than words could ever describe. And every scar is a reminder that you’re alive.”

Stiles cupped Derek’s face in his hands, craning his neck and bringing their lips together in a tender, chaste kiss. As he drew back, he rested his forehead against Derek’s.

“I love you,” he whispered.

A soft smile played across Derek’s lips as he brushed his lips against Stiles’. “I love you too.”

[AO3]

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wheredidhiseyebrowsgo · 7 years ago

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deaf/HoH or blind sterek?

I see you, Nonny, sneaking multiple asks into one :P I do like these types of fics tho. :P

Also:

anonymous said: Hii! Do you know any sterek fics where one of them or both are deaf, blind, or can’t speak? If you could put a mix of them in there that would be great (: thank you so much your amazing !

This list fills your ask too, but also check out our mute!Stiles tag for those fics (cause this post is already kinda crazy long, lol).

Enjoy the fics! -Emmy

First up: Deaf

(Ooooooh…he gives me Derek vibes :D )

Deaf!Derek

You Don’t Have to Hear Your Heartbeat to Feel It by redhoodedwolf

(1,186 I General I Complete) *sterek, college au, TA!derek, college student!stiles

It took Stiles longer than he’d like to admit for him to discover his TA for Mythological Studies was deaf.

Little Gestures by Stereksale7

(1,976 I Teen I Complete) *sterek, driver!derek

Derek is a deaf Uber driver.

He’s hardly thanked by his passengers, and when he is, it’s seldom genuine.

In comes Stiles Stilinski, who changes it all.

Give Me a Sign by WhichWolfWins

(2,215 I Explicit I Complete) *sterek, loss of virginity

Stiles decides to learn sign language so he can communicate better with Derek and he ends up using it to communicate his feelings for him.

Laughter is the Best Medicine by literaryoblivion

(4,432 I Teen I Complete) *sterek, human au, doctor!stiles

He hasn’t always been deaf.

Although, sometimes, he wishes he was. Mainly because he knows what he’s missing. He remembers what the rustle of the wind in the trees sounds like, remembers what kids playing in the playground sounded like, what laughter sounded like.

He misses it. A lot.

Speak to Me by Ember

(9,168 I Teen I Complete)

Derek became deaf from the fire that took his family long ago, and has refused to speak since. But when he is forced to speak in the court case of the woman who betrayed him long ago, he begrudgingly accepts the help of a newly graduated speech pathologist. Stiles, however, is about to teach a whole lot more.

Bones Straining Under the Weight by weathervaanes

(15,645 I Explicit I Complete) *sterek, au, food blogger!derek

One of Stiles’ favorite things about life is Derek Hale’s food blog. He never expects to meet the man in person.

“Derek,” he says again, and the name feels very strange on his tongue. “You don’t mean Derek Hale.”

His professor’s eyebrows reach up, eyes widening. “You read his blog?”

“Uh. Worship. Would be a better more descriptive word. That is Derek Hale?”

Jimmy chuckles. “Good-looking guy, huh?”

“You mean to tell me the Food Network hasn’t snatched him up to dethrone everyone else from daytime TV.”

Jimmy smiles a small private smile. “I don’t think TV is his medium.”

Stiles raises an eyebrow. “Shy?”

The man laughs heartily at that. “No, I wouldn’t say that. He just has particular forms of expression, like eyebrows and chili powder.”

Counting to Infinity by artenon

(15,763 I Teen I Complete) *sterek

When Derek goes deaf, he finds himself going to Stiles for help. Stiles does.

Want You To Shut Up (Even Though I Cannot Hear You) by ChairmanChurch

(19,487 I Mature I Complete) *sterek, college au, roommates, alive hale family

“Wait, wait,” Scott scrutinized him suspiciously, “is all of this about the killer thing or just that you want to ogle at your roommate’s body?”

“No way, dude. I have my standards. Not the guy with eery green grey eyes, perfectly trimmed stubble and stupid bunny teeth.”

(Or the one in which Derek is deaf and Stiles doesn’t stop talking, and Isaac’s finally being helpful)

Deaf!Stiles

The Music Of your Body by GameCake

(2,389 I Teen I Complete) *sterek, dancer!stiles

Derek inspected the paper with curiosity. It was a poster that seemed to be advertising a dancing event. There was a dancer in the middle, dressed in ballet clothes, body toned and hard, but the movement that was captured screamed smooth and melodic even from the picture.

I don’t understand. He signed with a frown.

It’s an invitation. I am one of the dancers in the group and I would like it if you came. Stiles replied nervously.

Hush by gryvon

(5,101 I General I Complete) *scott/stiles, alive hale family

Scott becomes infatuated with Derek’s friend Stiles.

Heartbeats by lizleminem

(5,441 I Mature I Complete) *scott/stiles

When they’re sixteen they steal some of Stiles’ dad’s alcohol. They’re a little tipsy when Stiles starts whining about how he’s still never kissed anyone. He makes a face and signs, “I’m sixteen, Scott. This is ridiculous. I’m gonna wither up and die before I ever kiss anyone.” His signing is a little loose and sloppy from the alcohol, and when he finishes he collapses backward on the bed, sighing like the world is crumbling around him.

Scott leans over him, rolls his eyes, and signs, “I’ll kiss you if it means you’ll shut up about it.”

Savagely Wicked by KrAuEd

(6,241 I Mature I Complete) *sterek, model!stiles, nerd!derek, alive hale family

Stiles Stilinski, also known as the most famous model any underwear company has. He’s on billboards, magazines, covers of packaging. Anything and all. Most people say he’s popular just because he’s gay, others say it’s because he’s hot, or because he’s deaf. His life is busy and he works a lot, but it all changes when he meets Derek, a local man who treats him like a normal person.

(Previously known as ‘Really? That’s how you want to play?’)

Communication (And Lack Thereof) by impalagirl, wilddragonflying

(7,761 I Mature I Complete) *sterek, proposals, weddings

Sheriff Stilinski has been waiting for this day for a long time. As he watches his visitor walking up the path, he thinks about everything that’s happened in the past year and his fingers twitch for his gun. But he can’t do that; he can’t shoot this man, as much as he might like to sometimes. Maybe he can go one worse, though.

Wild Tonic by officerstilinskihale

(11,010 I Mature I Complete) *sterek

Stiles nodded and smiled again, his teeth flashing brightly and he signed something again, before looking frustrated with himself.

“You’re welcome,” Derek told him, feeling a wave of relief when Stiles’ face brightened. That would’ve been awkward if Stiles hadn’t been trying to say thank you.

“I had a really good time, so yeah. I’m glad you came with me,” he said, feeling his face grow hot. Derek wasn’t usually like this. He wasn’t confident. Sure, he had the looks and he could flirt shamelessly when he got hit on, but he always got shy around the people he genuinely liked, not that there was too many of those.

But Stiles didn’t let him dwell on that. He gripped Derek’s arm, grinned cheekily and pointed at himself before lifting two fingers. It took a while for Derek to get it but when he did, he couldn’t stop a smile from spreading across his face.

Me too.

And the Rest Was Silence by Reaping

(13,417 I Explicit I Complete)

April 16th: Noise

“Still can’t hear, go away.” He forms the words carefully, not sure how loud they are, but sure the wolves will get it.

Passing Notes to Say I Love You by AceLotti

(18,618 I Mature I Complete) *sterek, college au

Love is Deaf. You can’t just tell someone you love them. You have to show them.

Silent by Handsofred

(28,313 I General I Complete) *sterek, mates, kidnapped stiles

Alone, Stiles could feel the tiredness start to run through his body, the cuts on his body aching and other places hurting which made him wonder how they were hurting before he blinked a few times, eyes lifting towards the windows and the grey sky, Stiles hoped that the pack would find him. Slumping down in to the bonds, Stiles dropped his chin to his chest as tears gathered in his eyes, he felt scared for the first time since the car accident and he hated the fact that he couldn’t hear for anything which could creep up on him, hated that he couldn’t protect himself, squeezing his eyes shut tightly, Stiles tried to keep the tears away as he finally let the tiredness wash over him.

Silence is Loudest by codarra

(132,553 I Explicit I Complete) *sterek, human au, sick!stiles, hurt!stiles, first time

Monday dawned fresh and cool and with a lack of Stilinski.

The buzz in the school changed over the week, once Derek started paying attention to it. No longer was the student body talking about where the students were going on vacation, or lack thereof for the more middle-class populace. They were bandying about a different series of words instead.

“Accident.”

“Car crash.”

“Hit and run.”

“Sick. Really sick.”

“Disease.”

“Brain damage.”

“Brain dead.”

“Stilinski.”

Blind

Blind!Stiles

Blind Guy Walking Here by foodunderstandsme

(1,141 I Mature I Complete) *sterek

Stiles could remeber the last thing he saw, it wasn’t the car that was about to hit him it was Derek Hale. Stiles is now Legally blind hiding his secret from his friends for Three years now their back and his life is turned upside down and all he can think about is Derek.

It’s Just Like You To Come And Go (series) by wednesdays

(2,469 I Teen I Series WIP)

Stiles is blind. Derek may or may not like him a little lot.

Blind Trust by FairyNiamh

(3,255 I General I Complete) *sterek, high school au, human au

Derek hates his life, hates moving, and hates that some kid keeps staring at him.

I see You Better by theroguesgambit

(4,686 I Teen I Complete)

He dreams, sometimes, of his last moments of seeing.

At the church in Mexico, Stiles is blinded by a Berserker. Derek uses his new wolf status to act as a guide dog, while Stiles adjusts to his new reality.

In the Darkness by Boy On Strings

(7,817 I Mature I Complete) *sterek

Stiles is blinded in the final showdown with the Alpha, Derek tries to comfort him after realizing he almost lost something forever.

Can’t Stay Away by mommymuffin

(10,689 I Not Rated I Complete) *sterek, magic!stiles, mutilation

“It’s really quite simple, Derek,” Deucalion drawls. “You pick one to kill tonight, you kill the rest later, you become part of my pack.”

“And if I refuse?” Derek growls.

“We’ll kill one of them anyway.”

Heretics and Bastards by JusticeBanana

(13,229 I Mature I WIP) *steter, historical au, medieval au, nobleman!peter, magic!stiles

Peter is sick of court and the drama it entails. His sister is creating a life for her and her children in a new and promising land that Peter finds cold and horrid. Soon he is dragged into something much bigger than himself and the usual royal court happenings. This boy he thinks he failed to keep from harm may not be safe but he is alive.

Love is Blind by super_queer

(14,238 I Not Rated I Complete) *major character death, sterek, werewolf!stiles, alpha!stiles

Stiles loses his sight in a terrible accident, but Derek is determined to give him a good life regardless.

Sinking Like a Stone by iamnightbird

(20,012 I Mature I Complete) *sterek

Derek Hale is convinced he can protect his pack from anything. Kanimas, other packs, even the supernatural that remain myths (like demons and the such), but an event hits him like a punch to the gut to remind him that the things he can’t protect his pack from are the everyday horrors in which life makes us her bitch. [Blind!Stiles]

What Big Eyes You Have (Series) by A_Lesbian_With_Pink_Hair

(20,978 I G-E I Complete) *sterek, mates

An AU ‘verse in which Stiles is born blind and is Derek’s mate. The rest of the world is just going to have to adjust accordingly because if you think that’s going to stop the boy who runs with wolves, you are horrendously mistaken.

Serendipity by mynamjo

(45,141 I Explicit I Complete) *sterek, artist!derek, magic!stiles, florist!stiles

Derek moves back to Beacon Hills to open up his new art gallery when he meets a blind boy who won’t leave him alone.

Cornerstone by Vendelin

(83,738 I Explicit I Complete) *sterek, marine!derek, ptsd!derek, human au

Suffering from PTSD, ex-Marine Derek Hale moves back to Beacon Hills to open a bookshop and find a calmer life. That’s where he meets Stiles, completely by accident. Stiles is talkative, charming and curious. Somehow, despite the fact that he’s blind, he’s able to read Derek like no one else.

He Sees Me For Me by Karlarado

(23,999 I Not Rated I WIP) *sterek, dad!derek

Derek and his adopted daughter move to Beacon Hills to try and start up a normal life. They meet Stiles in a park with his service/seeing-eye dog and while Malia bonds with the dog, Derek ends up bonding with Stiles.

Windows by dr_girlfriend

(83,015 I Explicit I Complete) *sterek

Derek has a new neighbor who won’t stop looking.

Blind!Derek

Definitely Actually a Love Story by saltyavocado (rainglazed)

(2,057 I General I Complete) *sterek, Scott and Derek are brothers

Second and final part to the Bigbro!Derek verse.

The Colors of the Rainbow by MagnusBanewood

(3,425 I Not Rated I Complete) *sterek

When Derek arrives at his new high school he is afraid that people will make fun of him again. But then he meets Stiles and slowly falls in love with his voice.

Feeling You by secretfanboy

(6,158 I Teen I Complete) *sterek,

When Derek loses his sight and hearing saving Scott from an attack, the Stilinski’s take him in. As nurse and patient Stiles and Derek grow closer, but what will happen when Derek gets better? Will Stiles be left with a broken heart?

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