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confused-n-queer · 3 months ago

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Dysphoria is stupid. I worked at a soap store. I know fragrance is something that’s been arbitrarily gendered and it always made me happy seeing guys buy or even just try “feminine” fragrances because it showed a level of comfort with their gender but also that they weren’t limiting themselves from smelling the way they wanted too just because of societal pressures. And yet here I am with my nice floral and “gourmand” soaps sitting in a drawer because my brain demands MAN SOAP ™ to make my dysphoria manageable. Like damn dysphoria brain, who knew you hated smelling nice so much

#like don’t get me wrong I don’t hate smelling like whatever the fuck “victory game’’ is but can we mix it up a bit my guy #maybe mix in a bit of vanilla and rose?#gender disphoria #ftm #side note #it’s probably because I look so feminine and can’t control much else about my apperence so #soap #I feel like most trans guys and other afab gender outlaws experience this but with their deodorant #old spice #it’s the second phase in the “closeted gender freak’’ handbook #step one is a pixie/buzz cut or heavily dyed hair

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