#steamingfidihealing

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Had a beautiful, peaceful weekend filled with sunshine, swimming, good food and love! A stranger bought me a big planter of flowers and when he gave it to me he said that I was beautiful, he then walked away without wanting anything in return. I was so grateful. I made some hot cacao which was delicious and reached a new level of existence with my meditation. My stomach began to hurt more than it has in a while and I was struggling to even get the words out to my partner that I was in pain. I began to focus on my breath and take control of my body, within a few breaths I felt the pain leave my body with my exhales. I have never been able to breath my pain away like that before it was truly incredible as I have severe life long gut illnesses. I was also able to exist beyond my body in a meditation; my skin was one with the air around me, my body was like water with the air and I existed only as a mind or soul.

I’m the universe experiencing itself and I’ve reached new levels of experience this weekend ✨

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Photo dump!! I’ve been trying my best to grow my plants, growing my appreciation for crystals, feeling divinely connected to life and practicing herbal remedies. I performed 3 different dance routines on stage, which I haven’t done in maybe 8 or 9 years?! It was so much fun and nerve wracking and I’m so grateful I was given the opportunity to dance again. My partner and I cleansed and organized our spaces at home today and now we’re relaxing and listening to music in our sacred space with our pets.

I’ve paid a deposit to reserve my spot in a womban rebirth retreat in Ocho Rios Jamaica. It is an old friend of mine that puts on wellness retreats with some beautiful people she’s met. Also where I got all the teachings on steam chalices from. I am SO beyond excited for the experience and everything I will learn and experience.

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TRUST THE PROCESS

I am feeling SO GOOD and SO EXCITED for things to come. The big things I have on my mental vision board are coming to life and I am receiving ABUNDANCES of all kinds. I just celebrated my 24th solar return and had a beautiful weekend camping in the rain with my love and my dog, and then had a wonderful lunch and get together with my family. My mother gotten me practically a whole veggie garden, soil included, and I got many other gifts that I am so happy for. What is meant for you will come to you, if it doesn’t it was not meant for you.

To think just a month ago I had no idea what was going on, feeling sunken and stuck and unsure of where to spend my energy. Now I feel like I am ON MY PATH I know just what I want and I’m GETTING IT. I receive abundant gifts from the universe as if the universe hasn’t done enough. I am so grateful for all I have and all I receive. Everything flows easy. I am so lucky, everything always works out for me 😉

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I love posting on here because I can just post my life experience and no one will try to invalidate me. If anyone has something to say to me; it’s kind words and said with a loving intent. I appreciate you who interact with me on here and wish you so much happiness.

I love the internet because I learn so many things as it opens my mind to new ideas I would have never heard about other wise. It brings me closer to people I resonate with that live across the planet and has been an asset in bringing issues of social Justice to light.

However there is down sides to the internet I will not take the time to list out. We all know the down sides.

When I get discouraged to post as my true self on other platforms I always like to come back here where I can express myself without getting shit on.

I have been really good lately. My lawn is growing out and I’m making tea with the native herbs that grow around me. My bleed this cycle was calm and peaceful. I was grounded within myself and connected with the universe. I experienced no cramps and inability to do tasks. I rescheduled my clients to the next week so my body could have the rest and time it needed. I’m learning more about my ulcerative colitis and how to heal it through different techniques as all bodies react differently.

I am starting to feel worn down in areas of my activism and my social media presence.

Trust the process and always find your safe space.

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Spring equinox 🌱🌸🌞

A time to see the balance between light and dark and rebirth yourself.

Clean your space, clean your head, connect with nature and practice gratitude 🙏🏼

What a magical time, I honestly feel overflowed with excitement and positivity. Maybe it’s the seasonal depression leaving my body, maybe it’s MOTHER FUCKING SPRING. It’s 2023 let’s HEAL and live authentically as our HIGHEST SELF.

Thank you to my new followers and the people reaching out to me ✨

What are you calling in this year?

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One of my goals in 2023 was to see and be in more waterfalls. It was still too cold for me to go in, cus I’m not one of these crazy ice water people. I prefer warmth and relaxation. I still loved being in this forest and meditating in front of the half frozen water fall. As I continued down the river I could walk on top of the frozen water and heard it flowing underneath me. The earth is so magical and wonderful, I feel so blessed to be a life here. I live in a town and am privileged to be surrounded by nature just outside of town. I can’t just go outside my front door and be in nature yet, but it doesn’t take a lot for me to get there. When I get to be surrounded by nature it’s always so powerful. A reminder that the life we as humans “know” isn’t what it seems. An escape from man made systems and depression. Mother Earth provides all that we need, and introduces a natural system to us that we can live by. But we have lost our way, greed has poisoned our thoughts and we cannot trust our own kind. I return to nature to return to myself, my body, a part of nature. I return to nature for all balances I seek.

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Full moon tingz 🌕

The full worm moon is in Virgo, my rising sign.

The full moon brought me a want for self improvement, both with myself and my home. I feel motivated to put in the work and create a better reality for myself. I let go of the things that do not serve me and perfectionism.

I am already my highest self, my goal for this next cycle is to stay connected and focus on what I really want.

Everything always works out for me in divine timing✨

Steam chalices from JahSteamaz

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Steaming for the healing.

I’m a little bit lost right now and unsure of what I want. Im always unsure of what I want, but sometimes it gets overwhelming. I miss the sun on my skin and the ability to swim and float in the water without freezing. Existing is easier in the summer.

I’m falling backwards into the matrix. What’s crazy too is I’m aware that I’m falling back, yet I let it happen. Im actually wanting things that I fought so hard to stay away from. I’m betting on my own self destruction. I got tired and gave up. Everyday I wake up and don’t want to do the things that make me better, and every night I go to bed hating myself for not doing them. I can and will do better for myself. If anyone’s gonna treat me right it’s me. I need to come back home to myself.

Tomorrow I will be a better person than I was today.

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Really missing that summer vibe. This winter has been my best yet for remaining connected to my environment, but summer is what my soul longs for. Having that warm sun on my skin is euphoric and watching the clouds reflection in the free movements of the water surface is mesmerizing. This summer I want to do some waterfall searching and just and bathe in the free energy. I’ll have so much time to enjoy my own company and I’m thrilled to not be pulled down by having a boss and a schedule. I am the captain of my life and can’t wait to set sail into the sun rays to come 🌞

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There is no high with steaming cannabliss, only elevation. One with yourself, one with the universe.

Looking at the sky helps me ground myself.

Jamaican steam chalice from JahSteamaz

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12/12/22

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Photo dump

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Homebody vibrations today. I am so grateful I have this moment and this happiness. I am calm and cozy with nothing but self and partner on my mind. I had a lot thrown at me yesterday and felt I had to defend my lifestyle all day, but kept my mind loving and calm. I made all the good decisions and journaled my way through all the conflicting emotions. I am really starting to see the fruits of my labour in the garden of self and can feel release of past realities. I evolve and thrive. I’m giving energy and receiving energy, saying and writing my affirmations and manifesting baby.

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mood bc I AM SO LUCKY AND EVERYTHING ALWAYS WORKS OUT FOR ME!

It feels like everything is falling into place! I am learning more about my gut health and moving foreword in my healing journey. To think I started my healing journey with just trying to get my sexual assault trauma dealt with and now healing has molded to every aspect of my being. I don’t feel weighed down by anything and no longer see myself as a victim of anything. Trust the process and shed your skin like a snake. Death and rebirth is what life is and I am so honoured and grateful I get to experience it so often.

Big tingz are coming for me and the people I love and I am so happy and excited. I feel as though I am the best I have ever been and there’s only up from here. This is my highest self I have experienced and I feel like all the work I’ve been doing on myself is showing.

Remember your affirmations and to consume the music and lifestyle you want to embody.

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Steaming for te healing everyday.

Gratitude to the herbs, our medisun and healer. Give thanks to the highest entity and the rastafari way. I give thanks to the chalice and all elements involved.