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I know this isn’t the usual speed around here but slightly pathetic whimpery s1 Rafe is to die for!! He’s obviously cocky and entitled but it’s in a more spoiled and almost bratty way so he throws his little temper tantrums when he doesn’t get his way… I think s1 has seriously overlooked toxic Rafe potential
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wait i know im allllll about season 2 rafe like hes loml seriously but i just started rewatching season 1 and i dont like his hair lol but hes so toxic and gross. i know everyone on here has been talking more about him and like fratboy rafe and i usually refrain but something about being his gf through all of season 1..... im hornee.
in particular im thinking of like how he acts so douchey with everyone in public but its so visible he has a huge soft spot for you.. waves you over when he's just hanging out with his friends to check in that you're doing okay, goes and gets you a fresh drink before giving you a kiss and sending you off back to ur friends.. makes some gross comment about how you were screaming for him in the back of his truck last night after you walk away... kelce is like bro. i always sit in the back.
you'd be lurking in his bedroom when he goes down to 'have a chat' with his dad, like when he gets yelled at about the generators. comes back all angry and literally folds you in half and fucks you until you cry because you are his favorite way to calm down <3 ... (i have no idea what the vibes on this blog are and i dont wanna make people mad but he gets so manipulative... esp if you're just like i don't feeling like fucking again right now or esp in public!!!! which he looooves.... starts going on a tangent about how he provides for you and takes care of you and he's the man of the house and if he needs to relax you should be on your knees already.... sorry omg if ur reading this n youre starting to hate me i apologize in advance. i never talk about scummy scummy rafe but hes real and hes so hot. fully wants you to be like a hyperactive horny bunny just waiting for his dick at all times.... i would 110% start doing it too... ANYWAYS)
he's so spoiled so he likes spoiling you with anything you want... most of the stuff he gets you is pretty much for him tho... gets hard because you wear an RC necklace.. lots of pretty lingerie and babydolls that he likes to rip up...handcuffs because duh.. it's almost always you in the handcuffs but every once in a while he can be convinced to get in them lol
but the temper tantrums are soooo real like especially if you're out with friends or made plans with your parents. like he seriously loves making you abandon your plans to come see him. but then youll show up and hes at a party and selling or ignoring you and ofc you cry because it's like he made you come here and not even giving you any attention... then he'll drag you out by your hair and fuck you SOOO mean in the back of his truck talkin about "just needed this dick, yeah? s'okay, dad's gonna give it to ya hard. then you'll be good as gold won'tya?" ugh. hes so mean.
im still in my rewatch but the scene where him and topper beat up pope:( this especially hits sooo hard w my pogue reader but i can just imagine that being the cause of your first real fight, like you're so upset he can be that cruel but there goes his manipulation tactics.. telling you he needs to be a proactive man to protect you and his friends and his turf. he's not letting anyone walk all over him, regardless if you like them or not. fucks you until you forget all about your pogue friends, and then you end up bandaging his bloody hand for him.
ooohh and when they go to that movie showing.. can just imagine curling up on a lawnchair with him under a blanket, him n the boys are on high alert for jj and pope but he keeps a tight arm around you, goes and gets you a soda and popcorn which you two share.. you don't want him to leave and you whine when he does.. can just imagine the scene where jj and pope turn back to look at him when kie tells them rafe is right behind them. rafe is staring so hard at them while ur tryna feed him a piece of popcorn. LOL
#waiiiit i love you babe you just made me actually want to write for s1 rafe. bye HAH#do you prefer like these long winded explanations or a real full on drabble in reply?#love u !#📮 asks#💓 anon
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Hi, I'm Aura Duvall.
29 - She/Her - Transbian/T4T/Lesbian - Poly - 5'11"
This is just a reiteration of my bio but yeah ! I'm 1/3 of Effigy Films with my gf and her gf :) i made this ol blog to connect w people and have a fun time looking at, posting, and reposting images and text on tumblr dot com. A more wordy introduction can be found below but anyway... mwah!!
Top Leaning Vers // Sub Leaning Switch
Kinks:
Biting / Romance / Bondage / Impact / Praise / Humiliation / Free Use / Spit / Oil / Latex / Feederism / Still Finding More
Hard Lines:
Race Play / Age Play / Scat / Incest / Vomit
You can find my polycule's F4nsly here.
I'll only follow back if you got your age in yr bio and if my interest is mildly piqued.
TERFS/SWERFS/Z10NISTS/RACISTS/COPS/MINORS
^^^WILL BE BLOCKED POSTHASTE^^^
This is my long-winded bio, skip if you wanny. Or don't...
I wanted to find a place away from the polish and performance of regular sw avenues of promotion like twitter*, instagram*, bluesky,* etc. Somewhere I can experiment and play. So, here I am !! I promise I won't incessantly promo post like I do on other platforms.
I am one third of Effigy Films* , my polycule's dream and baby: a Trans Lesbian Owned & Operated Adult Film Studio For Trans People (!!!) together with my gf Deluge Duvall*, and her gf Star Duvall*. To our knowledge, nothing of this kind currently exists, but we are looking for rivals, so if you know anyone please let me know.
I love the camera. I love writing and ideas, and giving them life! Breathing a soul into the moving image.
I believe in the power of trans love, of "We Keep Us Safe", and I think it extends into the realm of adult content in a way that most of us don't realize. We are working really hard to give our dream legitimacy so we can then give all the trans creators* around us part of that power.
I've been an artist all my life, for better or worse. I started with music, and I continue to make music, but my favorite medium is simply movement. Never been too good with words on a page, or painting, or sculpting, but unchanging has my passion been for sound, and film, babey! I tend to ramble heh heh. And be verbose. And redundant.
Anyway, this was all to just introduce myself to anyone who might read this. I want this to act as a moodboard, a place where I can throw stuff against the wall and see what sticks, where I can experiment (another great love of mine) with things I haven't done before, like writing a smut piece to contextualize an old film of mine. A place where I have greater freedom to provide context to the art I make! To make friends, to get off, to express myself, and my Love.
If you do read this, you may as well follow lmaooo you must be a very patient person.
#transgender#trans#intro post#pinned intro#ftm nsft#transbian#transfem nsft#auraduvall#Aura Duvall#Effigy Films#me
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im pretty much dislike the direction brry's management are w his career, first the overexposure (him attending every event, the vanity fair shoot is just to keep him in the spotlight) to the point he's getting backlash from the public, then the pr relationship with a girly pop singer (im sorry but you're so naive if you think the relationship started off genuinely lmao) just after his popularity w saltburn (now he's accused as abandoning his son to chase after his gf etc), now they try pushing him as leading man so much (not that he can't do it ok) by fixing his appearance to fit hollywood standard?? dude can do just fine with his unique look and talent like plsss...ik there literal genocide happening but im still so upset if it's true...ok I'm done lol
You've put all of my thoughts into words anon. Like they're doing WAY too much here, just give the man a break for fuck sakes let him go home and be away from the spot light for a while. They're literally having him go to academy ward parties when they're not even nominating him for shit lol. And ik he's a grown ass man who can deal with himself but I fear the hollywood machine is going to eat him alive at this rate, he's looking so tired from flying all over the place for his "relationship" .... and yeah I know theres more pressing issues happening right now but I'm allowed to care for more than one thing even if it's a thing as silly as ranting about the celebrities I like.
And truly in the grand scheme of things, nothing I do on my niche ass tumblr blog makes any difference in the world.
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Ok this might be a little weird and I want to tell this to you anonymously because I don't want to make you feel pressured into answering ^^' (let it be known I am a mutual of yours & I know we don't talk but I think you're really cool <:) Your genuine love for Gravity Falls and you excitement about The Book of Bill is kind of. Helping me rekindle old love for the franchise. I stopped interacting with it more or less involuntarily (bad experience with bad people) and felt bad that I can't get into it but honestly your interest did help me rediscover it, or at least start to do so. Like I've picked up my old Journal 3 a couple times this week, I thought about re-watching the show, I bookmarked the cheapest "to be released" listings for TBOB in the online shops in my country, I have the thisisnotawebsitedotcom bookmarked too. I've been picking up my hand-made-from-a-towel Bill plush and just looking at him. Thinking about trying to find his hat and make him a new bow because I took them off when it was just too awful to perceive.
I hope this isn't weird. I genuinely don't mean to be weird or trigger your anxiety or anything, I mean it. Your love for this show and everything around it is helping me a bit to rediscover my own, which is great, because as someone with interest in folklore, the paranormal and cryptids, GF was an amazing thing to discover. I myself made a grown up version of Dipper, who's a full-on cryptid hunter and wrote a lot of stories about him, later turning that concept into my own thing because it was too painful to keep but I loved all of the creatures I made and the lore and stuff. So I just took my ideas and moved it into my own thing, which is currently my most developed universe with my most beloved ocs.
This is lengthy. Sorry. Again, I genuinely don't want to creep you out, just, I'm glad I found you and your art and your comic and that you're so excited about your interests. Please know that you are never bad or annoying for loving what you love, please continue being so passionate about things, because it's really cool. You're cool. I hope you know that ^^ and, well, if not, I'm telling you. You're cool and your work is amazing.
(If you would prefer me to pm you feel free to post about it here or your personal? blog, whichever you're cool with, I'll probably see it and can just pm you with like "haha yeah I'm the long rekindled-interest anon" or you can answer this or just read & delete, I really don't mind if you don't want to answer ^^. Just, wanted to say this. Again I hope this isn't weird ;w; I swear I'm just a little adhd guy who used to love GF a lot, and possibly might be okay enough to start interacting with it on his own. And your love for the franchise helped.)
Hi this made me tear up (iN A GOOD WAY I PROMISE AHSDOFISADH I CRY WHEN I'M HAPPY LOL), this is seriously so, so sweet. Thank you so much for sending me this!! 🥹 I'm really glad that all of my silly Gravity Falls stuff has helped you get back into the show, and I hope you enjoy it and enjoy the Book of Bill if you get it!
Also, this seriously means a lot to me, especially because I'm actually really self-conscious about my interests and passions haha. I'm terrified of being seen as annoying, and there's been a lot of times recently where I've shut down out of the fear of being annoying about my interests. But I'm starting to not give a shit about whether or not people find me annoying online?? I want to be super vocal about something I adore so damn much cause it makes me happy! I've also been burnt out on drawing for a WHILE, but reading this book has given me so much inspiration, and drawing feels really fun and exciting again for the first time in a while! I struggle with depression a lot too, but my love for Bill and excitement about what's to come for the series has helped me feel really happy and kept me going for the first time in a bit. So, while I'm still scared of being perceived as annoying, I'm really happy right now and I want to keep doing stuff that makes me happy, even if that's just drawing Bill antagonizing me / my sona lmao. Seriously, thank you so much for sending me this! It's incredibly sweet and I'm really grateful that you did ;w;
Also you can absolutely reach out over DMs!! I would love to talk, but I hope you're having a wonderful day!! 🥹❤️
#asks#anon#I LEGITIMATELY TEARED UP YOU'RE SO SWEET THANK YEW AHHHH#I'M GRATEFUL THAT YOU ENJOY ME YELLING ABOUT THIS SILLY TRIANGLE MAN I LOVE HIM SO MUCH#on a silly note i think i love bill so much because he became my favorite character during a really shitty time in my life???#i remember having a panic attack at one point and turning on sock opera and seeing bill made me feel okay again#and i dealt with bad depression but seeing new gf stuff helped me to keep going#anyway hi i love gravity falls so very much and will try to be unapologetic about how much i love bill and this show lol
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i know im not a steven universe blog but youtube knows i used to be a mentally ill middle schooler so i got recommended a bunch of SU songs and now i've binged the show again + movie + future and idk here r some of my SU opinions/hc bc fuck it why not.
opinions/thoughts
i totally think the Diamonds were redeemed way too quickly, and rewatching season 5 made me realize how god awful the pacing of that season was. they really needed a season 6 or like, split 5 in half idfk
obviously theres a difference between redemption and forgiveness, but I really wish that SU:F focused on that more bc it would've been a great internal conflict for steven but we only get like an 11 minute episode based on it (and yeah u could say that steven having mommy issues in Future is basically that but imo mommy issues r different than diamond issues)
pearl has the patience of a saint bc if my magical girl literal goddess of a gf/situationship left me for the 90's equivalent of a soundcloud rapper id never stop raging (yes this is partially a copypasta of that one tweet but they hit the nail on the head fr)
rewatching the series i love pearl so much i really see my younger self in her, especially w/ how autistic coded she is in regards to her feelings/emotions
i love seeing the different classic manga/anime artist styles reflected in each of the diamonds, like pinks design is so sailor moon vibes
steven shouldve flipped his shit before Future like, at least 6 times
headcannons/silly lil ideas
i like to think after SU:F and he's had time to heal, steven tries to connect with the diamonds and not run from/suppress that part of his family, like he's not gonna be 100% w/ them but he tries to at least accept it
steven also connects with greg's side of the family! idk I like to imagine he spends a lot of holidays with them to catch up on all the ones he missed
steven spends his summers in beach city and every other part of the year he dedicates to travel (idk he never seemed the type to settle down anywhere for long, and i fw the wandering nomad type)
steven grows his hair out as he gets older, like young-greg length (long haired men > literally any other hairstyle), despite the length it stays curly
once steven begins to accept/cope w/ being part diamond, he lets his hair go pink (either by dyeing it or magic, take ur pick) with the mentality of "im reclaiming this color from my mommy issues, also i look cool af" (this hc is mainly based off of how I like steven's pink hair in Future. style was first, lore was second lol)
post-Future steven is 1000% more willing to throw hands and lose his shit but in like a coping way bc he knows if he keeps it pent up it'll be 10x worse
steven definitely starts one of those van life style tiktok accounts and has a bunch of cats as his van pets
#steven universe#steven universe future#steven universe headcanon#my two cents on the show + my hc#pink diamond#blue diamond#yellow diamond#white diamond#pearl steven universe#my middle school hyperfixation has come back to haunt me
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Just wanted to let you know that I made my gf make a elemon handler and Zephyr and their elemon handler are gonna kiss
- @perseusofjackson (I hope its okay if I start using sign offs in my asks)
HELL YEAH HELL YEAH
thats awesome im so fucking glad yall love elemon that much ;w;
(and yeah no worries! i get tumblr's weird with side blog asks)
#if u got her characters design u should ping me with it!!!#elemonsters research team#judithan talks
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idk which ex ur talking about in that "insane things my ex has done" but i relate bcuz i am currently in a relationship with a gendie who has started saying recently that my aversion to male genitalia is incredibly transphobic even though she knows i have been sexually assaulted many times by men (and am and always have been a lesbian lol) (also sorry if this is inappropriate but i feel like i have no one else to confide in.)
im not sure where i talked about her but i can tell from what u said which ex i was talking about lool its my 1st gf and i never rly talked fully about this bc my ex has since transitioned (only socially tho afaik) & continued to be questionable as fuck in various ways and went from friendly w me to shit talking me bc how dare i share my opinions on my blog which she decided to keep regularly checking for years after our break up despite her having a gf and us hardly ever talking (partially bc of me bc frankly in hindsight i was far too forgiving n despite that she demonised me at the end of our relationship n was weird in various moments after we remained friends)
but she was (& is) also a gendie, which is fine bc when we were together she wasnt like irrational about it. she was the one who told me that SRS doesnt work the way i thought it did, like the genitals didnt magically change and there arent like no differences like i thought, instead she said the differences were obvious. but near the end of our relationship she insisted to me that the way to fix her issues was to make our relationship an open relationship, said that my body made her insecure about her own body n she should sleep w people with a similar body to gain confidence in it. prior to that i was not for an open relationship at all but those comments made me feel like saying no would make me selfish and that if thats what she needs to accept herself then fine yanno. then ofc not soon after she starts e-dating this trans woman who is an abusive creep & rapist (like not even exaggerating here. but ofc those accusations were dismissed for a while bc the trans woman called the woman who came out about the abuse a terf n ppl believed that until trans women also began to call this out). i was like um hows dating someone with a diff body than u and even a diff sex going to make u feel better about ur body when thats the entire reason for the open relationship? never rly got a proper answer but whatever i let it be. then that trans woman wanted to be in a throuple with us basically like wanted to get with me and my ex and would openly fantasise about me to my ex. my ex said "oh she wouldnt be into that, shes not into penises" and the trans woman was like omg why.. :( and my ex was like oh shes penis-repulsed etc and the trans woman was like aw how sad i hope she gets help for that!! n my ex agreed. then my ex told me about this n i was like... what the fuck? it took me a bit but after a few days i was like hey this comment really pissed me off wtf do u mean gets help for that.. and my ex was saying that i should seek therapy to stop being penis-repulsed and should see trans women as women and be open to trans women in a romantic & sexual way basically and i was clearly upset by that n i was like. ur telling me to seek conversion therapy. n she was like nooo and i was like what so u mean some kind of exposure therapy against the "phobia" of penises? and she was like yeah just like that! n i said... thats literally a form of conversion therapy that was done in the past to other gay ppl.. exposing gay ppl to the opposite sex's genitals to try to change their feelings towards it is literally a conversion therapy tactic.
anyways my ex n i ultimately broke up bc it turned out the open relationship was meant to be one-sided somehow and her doing things was ok but if i did things it made me a cheater somehow and my comfort was repeatedly disregarded, i didnt like that trans woman at all at that point n my ex would still keep dating them n it was just all too many bad things at once so i was like fuck it im done w this. ultimately my ex realised that this trans woman is indeed an abuser and i also realised the my 2nd gf who i got with soon after i broke up w my ex is also an abuser. but then when my ex began to transition she started to show more of that homophobia she showed during our relationship like saying the f-slur (calling ppl that) and saying its ok bc "im a bisexual man" which was just.........erm... anyways in the end our last form of communication was her getting her friends to gang up on me for ~ruining the fun~ of a game of among us and then she talked shit about me to one of my close friends (been friends for 14 years) who she never even met and was like ~omg shes so problematic im sorry i just cant handle it anymore~ ......
anyways i feel u lmao. its not inappropriate dont worry and im sorry u went thru that too bc its painful to love someone as they are and yet they basically tell u that ur lesbianism means something is wrong w u bc ur truly not into males at all. honestly i think its best for u to end it asap instead of making the mistake i did, nothing good came out of it for me and i shouldve left for good at the first red flag which was my ex's compulsive lying about serious issues like rape & fgm, or immediately ended it when she was saying that i should go thru conversion therapy otherwise im transphobic
#i say she here for clarity's sake btw bc its kinda confusing switching pronouns esp when people on here already assume im secretly into men#if i said he ppl would def jump to conclusions the way they always do about me
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jackie burkhart in every episode | 1x01
#70sgifs#t70sgifs#bbelcher#chewieblog#useralexa#that70sedit#jackie burkhart#1x01#starting this blog off w my gf yeah
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nooooooo today has been so wild i need to go put myself to sleep before it gets worse lmfao
#the chief of staff for my company likes to send out pizzas to every location once in a while and she was gonna send one to me tomorrow right#so she placed the order on door dash for it to be delivered tomorrow around 1#and like 10 mins ago i get a call from an unknown number while i’m BUSY d*cking mySELF d*wn like a WH*RE#SO NATURALLY i silence the call but then i started getting texts#about a delivery in the lobby#so i had to STOP . my god this is embarrassing smfwhy am i speaking#it’s so funny oh my god. anyway yeah. texts about delivery in the lobby so i trxted my gf#and she’s not expecting anything and neither am i so i was like???? u got the wrong number boo#and they call me again so i answer and the person is asking me if i want the delivery sent up to MC which is code for the floor i work on..#and i was like TF WHAT delivery and he said PIZZA and i was like nooooooo that was meant for tomorrow i’m not THERE#he goes you’re not up there????? and i said i’m at home????????? it’s way after hours???????????#so he was like do u want me to send it back or what. and i told him to keep it and share w the boys#and i’m over here half n*ked LAUGHING my ass off at how stupid this all is#and i had to message the woman that ordered it and b like Uh it was just delivered 🥺bls send another .#bc i was soooo excited for it i’ve been craving pizza all weeeeek#and she orders from a GOOD place like it’s not ur regular nyc slice it’s goooooood#anyway. all of this and ig i don’t get to *** ***#can’t wait for my gf to read this in the airport and roll her eyes at meeeee bc i literally. did not even wait for her to be out of the city#okay good bye i hate this i hate m%self goodnight i need to go#also helo this is why my blog is e*ght**n + pls unfollow if u are not that. i’m sorry
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Spook update
Ello aaaaall~ As you all know Human Data arc has ended qwq Data no longer human and has lost his feelings and emotions. We gonna miss dem pink eyes and Floof hair. That said if you still wanna draw some human data give him loving (coughmarryhimcough) or genderbend him like that ONE PICTURE IM STILL LAUGHING OVER LOL! But yeah despite Human Data no longer here. You all are within your right to do fan stuff of human Data. Just no sinning please X…D. Anyways with this arc down I got ANOTHER arc coming up soon. If I’m right the post for the start of it will come soon. And let’s just say ALOT of artists are excited to see this arc happen :3c it’s been something I been preparing for a LONG time. And had SO MANY REWORKS X…D thankfully I was given a go ahead. And soon you will see what the new arc will have in store. I also wanna update me and my Gf’s kaijutale blog since we now have a baby bean to ask questions qwq. And there is also the CHARISKTOBER TO THINK ABOUT OWO; OH BOI I HAVE ALOT MORE TO DO THEN I THOUGHT! And I hope I can get to work on drafting something big… A friend of mine is not on to help me with TW so I’m gonna have to guess since they aren’t here (come back friend please I miss you Q.Q) Hopefully it will all be ok. I should tell you all however to prepare your hearts for this arc… Things are gonna be a bit…. Different… then usual. I’m not gonna spoil anything all I will say is that you better be DETERMINED to see this through to the end. Anyways have a good day all. I’m off to work on some wholesome stuff…. At least for now >w> also hap spook month.
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hello, it is i. the nuisance formerly known as little-fairground-fish. I took like a 6 yr break from Tumblr before suddenly falling in love with it again recently and therefore hadn't updated my blog in forEVER and realised just today that it was all mortifyingly cringey and teenagery, so here we are. new blog, old me. BUT that's not important rn. what IS important is that I discovered Jacqueline's blog last night and promptly scrolled through like 50+ pages of it instead of sleeping. wise? no. fun? YES.
In doing so I learnt many things, including:
Jacquie has f*cked a vampire? I am impressed but i have questions
She has also fought a kraken. (angry mermaids 2 blame)
Was a governess. (Never again)
Started a titty duel - hot
Can dual wield - also hot
Likes swords, but who doesn’t
Had a cutlass which her ex lost (dick). Rapiers r v good too
so are corsets (or at least. they're not as bad as Hollywood makes them out to be)
hates summer. the weather not the aunt. honestly what a fat vibe. hot weather is so uncomfy >:(
Chaotic and dramatic bisexual (same)
makes excessive amounts of hash browns when stressed
Throwing hands w aunt spring. but it gets tiring for everyone after awhile except mommy winter herself who goes HARD always
Pun wars (Jacquie vs everyone. especially jack)
Elle and B never have time to do the do (technical term) except for in august, bc Jacquie is ALWAYS. THRE. no respect for privacy ever
woerm. sinful. I knew not of this meme and now I feel so blessed.
Jack is ordained? amazing. why
he has a wealth of fainting couches. what a dramatic bitch I love it.
dite is ace. I love. this.
she and Jacquie are not only adorable gfs but also adorable travel buddies. wow 😌😍 my skin is cleared and my bills are paid.
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this has been an education and I've enjoyed it immensely. especially her interactions with Elle.
I quite possibly have covid rn and istg Jacquie, Elle et al content is keeping me out of the grave.
im sorry. I realise this isn't a question but I just wanted you to know. this is serving me v well while drawing her!
never feel obligated to answer my rambles, I just like to talk a lot!
I see no nuisance here, only a really cool person gushing about things I too like to gush about! Love the new URL :)
It's alright! I never use the ask box to ask asks, lol. At least, not 100% of the time!
Jacqueline has done MANY THINGS and this prompted me to scroll though her blog again, I vaguely recall the vampire thing but not enough!! And now I need to find it!!! @snowqueenjacqueline WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS!
But yeah, all of the above are things!! She has done!! Other things I know off the top of my head: She was a blacksmith apprentice, then a blacksmith; very good chance she MADE the sword the ex lost. She had a very fulfilling career in piracy; had an undercut in the 90s and ROCKED IT, and has many many years of middle child-ing to catch up on, and unfortunately for Elle this bleeds through to her, too, lmao!
Sorry to hear about ms rona! I know a handful of people here who've finally run into it, and I HATE being sick and covid sounds SO unpleasant, so I hope it's maybe NOT covid and if it is, you have a SPEEDY RECOVERY! May the goddess of the springs (and her horrible awful magibeans lmao) continue to aide you in this endeavour ;)
#dani answers#ask box shenanigans#definitelyy-not-a-vampire#crystal springs#tsc: crystal springs#tsc: cs#i think u really hit the nail on the ehad#when u said im not sure if i want to be her or date her#and yes!!! dite is v v ace and we love her for it!#my biggest flex was making the literal goddess of pleasure ace#that's the ace agenda folks
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hi! could you do some hcs about hopper and his gf going to a fancy event and him being all handsy?
I’m so sorry this has taken so long!! Thank you so much for requesting this, I hope you’re doing okay!
NSFW below the cut!
Hopper hates going out.
Actually, hate is a strong word.
He hates going somewhere he doesn’t know. He doesn’t like going out. If he could, he’d hole up in his trailer until the end of time with beer, his record player, crime novels and a TV.
That was before he met you. When he did... well, he kind of started to like going out, as long as it was with you. In your first few months of dating, you went to the cinema, to restaurants, to shops, to his favourite bar, over to his colleagues’ houses for BBQs and dinners and he found that maybe, slightly, a little bit, sometimes, he enjoyed himself. As long as you were back at his or yours by midnight.
‘oKaY CiNdErElLa’ you are oft to say as he pulls his jacket on and eyes up the door.
The Hawkins City Hall Gala is an event that happens every year, once a year to celebrate the bravest and best of Hawkins, with some citizens invited who are honoured, and officials and those from the police, hospital and fire department also in attendance. It sounds fancy? It isn’t. As much as Mayor Kline likes to put on a show, get all those invited dressed up to the nines and free champagne going, it’s just an adult version of a school awards assembly.
Hopper has to go. Has to. When he once tried to decline, Kline sent a huge gift basket to his trailer and to the Station every day until he called and said ‘ACTUALLY YES I WILL COME’.
Usually he goes with his work buddies and they bring their wives or girlfriends and they’ll hang around in a corner drinking and eating until the awards ceremony starts and then they’ll all sit together at the back bored out of their minds.
You’ve been dating for nearly six months when it comes round to it, and he invites you, in the way that Hopper would invite.
‘It’s just a shitty little ego parade thing for Kline, some people are good there, they deserve the awards sometimes, but more often than not it’s just some kids and old people gettin’ ‘em for living a long time or doing the most paper rounds or some shit like that, but the food’s good and the drinks are free ‘cause Kline wants everyone to have a good time and it finishes at about 11 and then there’s the after-party which is usually shitty, too, so we can just come home or go to a bar with the guys and their girls or just come home, I don’t mind.’
‘... So do you want me to come.’
‘Yeah. If you’re not busy or have anything better to do ‘cause really it is so shitty─’
‘I’ll come.’
‘You sure? It’s really shitty, it’s just the worst─’
‘Stop, I’m coming.’ you will be
On the night, you’ll be dressed up to the nines like everyone else, wearing your favourite outfit, which also happens to be Hop’s favourite outfit on you, but he likes anything on you so it doesn’t exactly count, and he’s in a suit, one hand in his pocket, the other holding yours.
After being greeted by Kline and his wife on the steps, the Mayor’s constant grin verging on maniacal, Hop’ll make a beeline for the nearest drinks and you’ll just have caught up with him when he’s heading to a corner, his colleagues already there with their partners. They’ll have hoarded some food and beer and champagne bottles already and you’ll resign yourself to the not so terrible idea of just hanging out here all night.
Hop’s hand will settle on your lower back and a conversation with start up about the food or the drink or Kline, in hushed tones, and that’ll be it.
Except you start to feel Hopper’s hand drifting down a little.
And then a lot.
Your back is to the wall, so no one can see, but you’re very much hoping no one notices your slightly widening eyes, your lips parting then quickly closing, and the hitching in your breath.
Hopper, on the other hand, is cool as a cucumber, nodding and carrying out a conversation with Powell without missing a beat. His hand is now fully cupping your ass, fingers splaying and gently caressing. You have to fight very hard to stop your back from arching.
You bastard...
What is it about him and his touch that has you turned on in seconds?
His fingers drift lower, sliding in until they’re near your covered pussy, and damn him...
Your attention is drawn away, momentarily, by someone standing at the other end of the room calling for everyone’s attention. As the preliminary speeches start, your little group quietens, but Hopper’s hand doesn’t move.
It slides even closer, his fingers caressing in slow, light circles.
You have to fight so hard to keep your breathing even, your hands clasped tightly in front of you.
Hopper shifts his stance slightly, his head leaning down, and he murmurs into your ear so only you can hear;
‘I bet you’re wet already, aren’t you.’
Oh, fuck.
Clearing your throat, you smile politely at your group and excuse yourself quietly, saying you need to use the restroom. Hopper’s hand slides off your ass, but not before his fingers give a slight squeeze.
Message received.
You have to ask one of the staff where the restroom even is, hoping your slightly flushed and faintly jittery attitude will just be interpreted as confusion and a desperate need to go.
She points towards a grand staircase and tells you to go right before it. You do, your heart pounding with anticipation.
God, this place is fancy.
Hopper mutters all the time about how Kline has poured the majority of the town’s money into this place, and, hell, next time he mutters you’re going to join him.
There are three doors, all having a gold ‘W/C’ on them. You open the furthest one at the end of the corridor and step in, quickly closing the door behind you and leaving it unlocked before you survey the room. It’s very fancy.
Gold everywhere. Gold everything.
You pull a slight face at trying to take it all in, the slightly dim lighting shining off of it all.
Then, the door opens behind you.
Turning, you watch Hopper step in, your breath catching in your throat. His eyes are on you, darker, focused. Closing the door, he doesn’t even blink as he locks it.
‘Are you?’ he asks in a low, gravelled tone.
Your three seconds of silence are just to tease him.
‘Yes.’
He closes the distance between you in two seconds.
Hands cupping your face, he captures your lips in a fierce, demanding kiss, long fingers spreading across the sides of your neck. You return it instantly, hands gripping at the back of his suit jacket to both steady yourself and keep him against you.
He’ll take you hard against the counter, your hands having to grip the sink as he thrusts into you from behind, hands tight on your hips.
‘Look at me...’ he’ll growl, and you’ll lift your gaze, meeting his in the reflection of the gilded mirror as moans tumble from your lips. ‘... Yeah... Look at me while I fuck you, sweetheart... while my cock’s deep inside you... I want you to look at me while I feel you cum...’
No one will notice that it takes you both ten minutes to return, and that you’re still trying to catch your breath, and his shirt is rumpled, tie now knotted too tightly.
It’ll only take a few moments for his hand to return to your ass, and a smile will pull at your lips, his last words to you lingering in your mind.
‘Oh, you just wait until we’re home, sweetheart...’
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Hello! I love your blog and writing so much! May I please request modern au dating hcs for Mikasa?
tysm for requesting ilysm 🙈💥
i also went a bit overboard i hope thats okay !!
modern mikasa ackerman dating headcanons
lowercase intended !
college!mikasa ackerman x gn!reader
- eren finds out abt her crush on you. idc idc
- mf may be dense sometimes but he isnt stupid, he KNOWS what mikasa acts like when shes in the presence of her crush,, he would know bc he was one ;)
- anyways, maybe your like, going up to ask mikasa for her notes from last class, or just chatting with them to be friendly
- either way mikasa goes from 😳 to 😐 real quick
- shes very quiet which youre used to so you dont really think too long abt her lack of communication. its literally just you and eren talking at this point
- after you leave to,,, idk sit under a tree ?? erens immediately turning to mikasa being like "okay tell me everything"
- she denies the crush on u 😔💔
- but then eren tells armin.
- and eren has a big mouth so who knows who else he told ??
- so finally, after beating up eren for spilling the beans she tells her two closest friends EVERYTHING
- like from how nice your hair smells to how pretty she finds your eyes. how she loves your sense of style. she just likes everything about you
- erens like "i mean yeah theyre rlly cute but like,,, what do you like about them that isnt physical 😐"
- mikasa starts blushing HARD. and slowly goes to her bedroom in their shared apartment, before slinking back out holding a crinkly folded piece of paper.
- its something you wrote and it says "thanks for studying with me mikasa !! let me treat you to boba as a thanks. youre so sweet, ill see you next class babie"
- erens looking at the note like 😐 mf is this it ??
- armins flipping it back and forth and reading it over and over again
- mikasa just says "theyre kind to everyone. and theyre funny. i just like them a lot."
- erens like 🙄 k but armins all for it
- then they start coming up with a plan to get you to like mikasa back (even though mikasa doesnt want that)
- erens an asshole and says "mikasa i love you and you will always be my number one, HOWEVER. they might just see you as a friend, OR WORSE. an aquaintance. we gotta make u so cool that youre irresistable"
- now mikasa is a bit worried
- HOWEVER. what none of those idiots know is that YOU have had a fat crush on mikasa since you asked her for a pencil at the beginning of the semester 😍 she stared at u like 😐✏️ and u were like "omg thanks 😊" w a little blush on ur cheeks bc mikasa's hot
- i mean,, if you didnt like mikasa WHY would you have invited her out for boba ?? one, who doesnt like boba ?? and two,, doesnt that count as a date ? u didnt know but u just wanted to like ✨subtly✨ shoot your shot
- but that was almost a month ago and she hasnt said yes. so you assume she didnt wanna go
- a few days go by after mikasa tells her friends all about her crush. and like,,, they do nothing ?? what happened to the big plan of making mikasa seem like the coolest person around ?
- it turns out eren doesnt know enough about you to know what you like. and ur dumbass friends aint help either.
- so one day he finds you and mikasa coming out of your shared class, your talking about something and mikasa is just nodding with a blush on her cheeks.
- he runs up to both of you before saying "hey just to let you know mikasa has a big crush on you. and she'd love to go get boba with you 😁👍"
- mikasa gets so red in the face and starts smacking him with her binder. you couldnt stop it even if you tried
- after literally YELLING at them for their attention you just turn to mikasa like "please get boba with me 🥺" and she cant resist
- and then the rest is history 😌✨
- after the boba date you learned so much about her and vice versa. you guys were like,, closer than ever. always going to her apartment or her coming to your dorm
- you guys would have sleepovers very frequently. nothing ever happens but you two like being so close with each other
- and you guys do a lot together when you arent busy with school or work or friends
- mikasa takes you to cool museums and art galleries
- you take her to cool shops downtown and parks
- its so fun
- but you cant help but wonder if youre dating or not ?? like do you have the right to call mikasa your gf ?? you guys havent kissed on the lips but she always kisses your head when you cuddle, and you always take each other out on dates
- on the day you finally bring it up during one of your sleepovers. shes on her back and youre almost on top of her with your arms around her shoulders and your face smushed into her chest
- u just kinda mumble "are you my girlfriend ?"
- and its SILENT.
- u start freaking out bc "omg she doesnt like me 😁👍 im gonna cry"
- until she just quietly says. "yes."
- OFNWIDNKWSMWKKWKALSMQLSME
- ur gonna marry this girl 😐
- her love language ?? definitely acts of service. idc idc.
- when u sleep over shes making you tea without u asking. (u said u liked lavender tea ONCE and this bith got a whole container 😭😭)
- when you have movie nights with her, eren, and armin she always chooses a movie you like ("no we arent watching the florida project again armin cried last time" "yeah but y/n loves it so" "this feels like oppression mikasa" "okay and ?")
- is also very protective. she hears mfs in the halls talking shit about you ?? shes shutting them up with her glare
- also u know how isayama made her goth in his like, highschool thingy ?? yeah 😍
- #gothmikasasupremacy
- she makes her eyeliner and shadow messy on purpose.
- you love just laying her down on her bed and straddling her, just leaning over and doing her makeup for her (jules and anna tease 🙈✨)
- sometimes you guys go to thrift stores and pick out outfits for each other
- one time you found this GORGEOUS floral sundress and she physically shivered from the thought of wearing
- tried it on and looked SO BEAUTIFUL, but it wasnt her style 😐
- also doesnt tell her parents about you ?? not bc shes embarassed or anything but just because she knows her dad is gonna be like "who are they ? what are they like ? where do they live ? whats their major ? where are they from ? whats their zodiac sign ?"
- he doesnt do it to play the "overprotective dad" role but because hes genuinely curious and excited
- she brings you home for the first time and youre so surprised because this tall blond man is her FATHER ?? she looks so much like her mom though its not even funny
- for dinner her mom and dad made traditional japanese food 😭😭 it was so good omfg
- also this has nothing to do with dating headcanons but mikasa used to live off of lunchables as a kid. was literally addicted to the rubber like ham 😍
- her mom is so sweet, and she shows you all of the stuff she's embroidered all these years
- her dad is so extroverted, he loves telling dad jokes. you find them HILARIOUS but mikasa sits there like 😐👍
- he DEMANDS you guys play scrabble. he says it help him figure out who you are as a person. now youre scared 😁👍
- anyways
- you love giving her little kisses on her lips because one, you get some of her moisturizing lip gloss on your lips and two, she blushes SO HARD
- one time you two were on a date and you ran into her ex. whos literally so scary
- her name is annie and shes blonde and muscular and rlly hot but has that same blank stare as mikasa
- you feel kinda weird bc how did she go from being with ANNIE to you ??
- you ask her abt it and shes like "oh yeah we dated in our last year of high school. im much happier with you" and now youre feeling all giggly and happy bc mikasa doesnt lie 😭😭
- u roll around on her bed with your cheeks squished together to hide your blush bc you feel so good that she said that
- she just rolls her eyes before getting on top of you and taking your hands away from your face
- she gives u kisses all over before putting the final one on your lips. its such a soft and sweet moment with just the two of you, you cant help but confirm what youve already thought:
youre gonna marry her one day.
a/n
i REAAALLLLYYYY enjoyed making this oml. i hope u all enjoyed this !! remember: requests r open for anything aot OR u can give me ideas for other fandoms to write for
kk goodbye friends 🤩🤩🤩
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Anon request: “hi love, hope you are doing well.. I want to request you something.. Can you please write a fic/series where Henry's Gf dies.. and he is absolutely devastated and a mess since then ..He remembers their fond memories, her immense love for him.. He is left to live the aftermath and misses her..(intense angst) I think with your writing this will be loved by all.. Please consider this request.. Love you <3″
A/N: This was honestly such a hard one to write, imagining Henry to be like this honestly broke my heart, I was literally a sobbing mess the whole way through. This was very different for me but I’m glad I expanded my horizons and wrote this. I would say I hope you enjoy it but I don’t think it's appropriate.
Also I know you asked for it to be Henry’s gf but I started writing it and it became wife so sorry. Also I usually write my stories as “you” but I’ve been wanting to switch it up a little so my stories don’t seem too repetitive.
Also I listened to Goner by Twenty One Pilots (one of my favourite bands) whilst writing this so if you wish to listen to that, to add to the mood, ’ve added it.
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Warnings: mentions of death, severe angst, crying and sobbing Henry. Please do not read this if you think it will impact your mental health. Mental health matters and always comes first. Here for anyone who needs to talk
He had never believed in the idea of the human heart shattering into a million pieces... until he lost her. This dreadful event had been the downfall of his once perfect life.
Darkness. That’s all his life was now, the existence of her had changed his life, she was his saviour, his salvation, but the loss of his one true love, that destroyed his life. She was the brightness even in the darkest of times and places. Everything he had loved before, he despised now, everything reminded him of the woman he once held in his arms, the one he was lucky enough to call his wife. He was convinced he would never be the same again, he felt like his heart had been combined with hers and when she left him, his heart left him too. He hadn’t expected this, he had expected to grow old with her, have 4 or 5 children and several grandchildren to carry on the couples legacy. She had promised him that’s what would happen. She vowed to love him until their final days, and he had underestimated when that day would be.
Here he sat, in their garden, a cigarette between his fingers, bringing it up to his lips and taking a deep puff, the tar slipping down his throat and coating his lungs with filth, she’d scold him if she were here... but she wasn't. He knew it was bad for him, but he didn’t care anymore. He needed an escape, he didn’t want to feel anymore, he wanted all the agony and anguish to disappear, leave him like she had.
God knows why he blames himself but he does. She had her whole life left ahead of her and this cruel world stripped that from her, removed all opportunities for the both of them to live a full and happy life together.
“I miss you my love” he says, to the sky, the darkness perfectly resembling himself, the stars in the sky seemed to be dimmed, apart from one, which was glistening brightly. He had decided that was her, watching down from heaven. Heaven was another thing he hadn’t believed in until his world collided with hers. She was this angelic being and had to have fallen from heaven, there was no other explanation to her beauty, her perfect personality, one in which complimented that of his wonderfully. She was the kind of person that bettered those around her, made them whole, made them purer.
Tears emptied from his eyes and he sighed, his hand which was holding his cigarette thrusting into his deep curls, curls he hadn’t washed or brushed in weeks. He didn’t think he could cry anymore, but here he was, water running down his face like a flood, amplifying his red and bloodshot eyes, the deep and bruising bags underneath his eyes a reminder of his soul crushing pain. His hand moved back down, slipping the tip of the cigarette back in between his lips, sucking it.
“God I fucking miss you baby” he says, his voice completly broken, he sounded like a character in a show or film, a different person alltogether and he supposes he is now he’s without his wife. He hears a knock on the door and swears, picking up the ash tray and walking with it, inside his house, where he plods to the door, swinging it open and seeing her best friend.
“Fucking hell Henry” she says as she sees him, the lead in her hands attahced to the collar around his dogs neck, Kal looks up at him making him turn away, even Kal reminds him of her and he can’t deal with him at the moment, hence why her best friend was looking after him. She closes the door behind her, following his trail back outside, releasing Kal from his collar, letting him roam the house.
“Thought you’d want to see Kal” she says, sitting outside with him, it was freezing and dark but she bared it, picking up his pack of cigarettes and taking one for herself.
“You don't smoke” he grunts, flicking the ash at the end of the cigarette into the ashtray.
“Neither do you” she quips back, making him raise his eyebrows, putting out the cigarette as it reaches its end, pulling one from his packet and lighting it instantly, needing his lungs to be filled with the poison.
“If she saw us now” her friend says, making him sigh, more tears falling down his face.
“Fuck” he says, wiping them away, the last thing he needed was her friend seeing him completly destoryed, she would for sure tell his family and hers and that would damage him even more.
“Henry” she says, sympathy laced in her voice.
“I miss her so fucking much” he says, making her reach forward and take his hand.
“Me too” she says, not knowing what to say, but she squeezes his hand, making him tear it back not wanting the attention.
“You don't understand,” he says, making her scorn him.
“Of course I don’t. It’s not as if she was my best friend. For fuck sake Henry, I’m trying to be here for you, its what she wanted” she said, looking away, her eyes landing on that same twinkling star, taking a puff from the cigarette.
“Well she’s not fucking here so who the fuck cares” he spits.
“Amazing. She wouldn’t have wanted this” she says, standing up, taking one last puff of her half used cigarettes, stubbing it out before leaving him.
“Wait” he says, stopping her in her tracks, she looks back, her eyes falling over his face, tears now streaming down his face, she walks over to him and his hands reach out to her, they’ve never done this but she knows he needs it, so she wraps his arm around him, his tears sinking into her shirt as his head rests against her.
“I’m so sorry” she says, tears springing in her eyes too.
“I can’t live without her” he sobs, his voice cracking making her heart ache for him.
“Henry” she says as she hears Kal crying behind her. Henry pulls away and looks at the dog, his face falling, the dog's large eyes looking into his.
“Hey buddy” he utters half heartedly and the dog walks up to where he’s sat outside, Henry puts out his cigarette and his hands begin to pet the dog's head.
“He’s had his hair cut” he says, making the friend nod.
“Yeah, he needed it, I know she usually takes him on Monday’s so I thought I’d take him” she says making Henry frown.
“Shit, did you tell Caroline?” he says, talking about the groomer she usually takes Kal to.
“Yeah” her friend says, a frown on her face too.
“I forgot to tell her.” he says.
“It’s okay, it’s the last thing you needed to remember” she says, referring to the long list of people Henry had to notify.
“We need to sort out the funeral, I can plan it if you’d like?” she says, making Henry shake his head, still petting his dog.
“No that’s okay, I should do it” he says, his voice breaking as he sobs loudly again.
“Henry, she'd hate to see you like this” she says, her hand gesturing to the man whose features looked uncanningly like another person.
“Well she’s not fucking here is she?!!” he shouts making her friend flinch.
“Sorry” he utters, dropping his head into his hands.
“I just wanna be alone” he says.
“No you don’t” she says, dropping down to her knees, placing her hands on his knees so she’s level with his face.
“Talk to me, she asked me to be here for you and that’s what I tend to do” she says caringly.
“Well I don’t fucking want you here, I want her and she’s fucking dead” he shouts, knocking her back, her hands landing on one of Kal’s paws making him yelp.
“Shit, I’m sorry” he says, to her best friend and to Kal.
“I’ll just fuck off then” she says, giving up. The dog looks longingly at his dad as she storms inside, before she comes back with the lead clipping it onto the dogs collar, slamming the door as she leaves the house.
“Fuck” he shouts, standing up from his chair. He walks back inside, looking around his house. His hands land on a vase containing flowers from his mother and he throws it aggressively against the wall, the noise ringing out dramatically in the empty house. It smashes against a picture on the floor, the picture falling loudly to the floor, the glass from the vase and the frame smashingly loudly making him swear.
“Shit” he says, walking over the picture frame, picking it up, the shards cutting his hand, but he doesn’t flinch at the pain, no amount of pain could hurt more than that in his heart. His fingers push the remaining shards of glass off the picture, revealing a picture of him and his wife on their wedding day. A small smile appears on his face as he scans her face, she looks genuinely ecstatic, that's how he will always remember her. His lips are pressed against hers and he carries her down the aisle, a smile against her lips and he remembers the moment like it was yesterday. It was the best day of his life, their friends and family were there to celebrate the union of the couple, it was the day she promised to love him forever, promised to be his faithful and loving companion until death does she part.
“We didn’t know it would be so soon huh love?” he says, chuckling despite it being far from funny. He places the frame down, deciding to clean the glass up later, he no longer had the dog to worry about and he didn’t care if he got hurt by the sharp shards.
His eyes drift to the other pictures that frame the walls, the one he had taken of her at their honeymoon, her naked body completely covered by the beach water, the waves crashing against the shore perfectly, making for the perfect picture, she had that same smile on her face and Henry’s lips lift up momentarily at the sigh.
“So beautiful” he says, looking at the picture.
The next is a picture he had taken of Kal attacking the beauty with kisses.
“That was taken after the first time we shagged '' he says to himself, chuckling at the memory. Laughing loudly when he remembers all the times she cringed when he used the word shag. They had shut the dog out wanting to save him from the sight of the two of them making love. Henry had gotten up moments after the wonderful moment when he heard his dog crying at the door, he had opened the door and Kal had jumped up on the bed, kissing her face as soon as he saw her, Henry had picked up his phone almost immediately, he remembers framing the picture on the wall but she had taken it down to cut part out (because her breasts were in the picture).
He looks at the next picture and he thinks this might just be his favourite, it was a picture of her being carried by his brothers, they had played a game of rugby and Henry was worried she would get hurt but she beat his team and his brothers picked her up to celebrate her winning the final shot. They were all laughing and so was she.
“Oh how I loved your laugh baby” he says. He walks to the kitchen, grabbing the first aid kit from the cupboard and quickly cleaning and wrapping the wound, before picking up a notepad she kept there, finding a fluffy pen she used and he began writing.
“My love,
No words can truly express how much I miss you, no words can describe my pain. So I’m not going to speak about that. I’m going to talk about how amazing you were, how amazing you will always be. The moment you walked into my life, I knew I was done for. You turned my word upside down baby. I know you were the one the moment I met you, I knew when you said my name for the first time, I knew when we kissed for the first time and every time since, when it felt like fireworks. In films we constantly see these epic ideas of love and me being the pessimist that I am never believed in them. But then I met you. And oh baby did that change. Our love was epic, and it always will be. I remember the first time you met my family, you were so nervous, you bit your lip so much that it bled. But the moment they met you, they loved you, you became one of us, that was the moment I knew I wanted to be your husband. I remember being so excited to meet your parents, because I was so curious to meet the people who shaped you into the wonderful person you are… were. I remember asking you to marry me and I was so fucking happy when you said yes, the moment you became my life will always be the best thing that has ever happened to me. And part of me is convinced that it’s the best thing to happen to anyone, anywhere. I will forever be grateful for the time I had with you but boy do I wish we had more time. I will love you forever and a piece of me will always be absent. I ask you to look over me. Heaven is one lucky place because now they have you. I was and always be your husband, your Henry. This world has no idea how lucky it was to have you, you will forever be the love of my life and I will continue to count my lucky stars, everyday baby.
Forever yours,
Henry
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Look I wasn’t trying to start anything before but I do think you have a legitimate pattern of villainizing popular queer canon/semi canon ships (Solangelo, DaniRahne, Beauyasha, Nico x light speed •forgot her name, supercorp, ect) that I do think you need to address. Why are you more comfortable centering discourse over queer ships? Maybe reflect on that 💋
Pls this is so funny. Ok first off I appreciate you engaging in good faith and I appreciate your concern over this pattern on mine. However and this is a big however-the cited ships really are the worst 😭 I will explain my grievances here:
Solangelo : https://ursie.tumblr.com/post/661257841638850560/can-you-please-tell-me-how-solangelo-is-ableist
DaniRahne : pls this one is so racist 😭 the native has a special connection to her because of her animal mutation 😭 also Rahne is the worst literally canonically a p/do and violent homophobe. Dani is also a bit older than her like. No
BeauY : This one is mostly because 1. It really felt outa pls r to me in a pair your spares way especially as they backtracked on bj so harshly. But also it’s mostly because of the fj server and the fandom about that like. If you know you know.
KarolinaNico : ok first off same I too consistently forget her name. Second off this is really about how comics shouldn’t change to fit the adaptions audience. Karolina had a longtime established hero gf (who is either infantized or villainized in the current run) who they broke up, and a Black Nb alien partner whom is in limbo because they broke up ig. W Nico if they weren’t gonna villainize what’s his name they honestly could’ve just been a couple in the show her not dating the black guy for a white girl isn’t actually the most progressive option. But honestly it’s mostly that as fun as their couple could’ve been forever ago both characters grew so now their old ship is holding them back when their dynamics were better used elsewhere. Also their writing is just incredibly bad and it’s all being written by known anti Asian racist and lesphobe rainbow rowell so. Yeah it’s just bad. That’s taking out every other creative decision in the run.
Super/co/p : it’s ableist and racist. Lena is a disabled woman portrayed as a able bodied woman on the show. The entire ship was made to not ship Kara w a black man. The fandom is steeped in anti blackness. It’s just not a great look babes.
Anyway that’s just off the top of my head I like being a hater yeah but I promise you usually I do have my reasons 😭
Also I would like to note fandom culture is almost entirely based around shipping and vastly only q ships so there being more discourse about q ships on my blog is really just an argument about correlation vs causation.
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Just wanted to say you’re absolutely right about 1900s-10s fashion especially bc it’s so much better than the previous decades.
Yeah! I know this blog has Nothing to do with historical fashion but early 20th century is my favorite era, at least for European and American fashion.
Like the Victorian era gets so much focus but imo Edwardian era is far superior. I like the sillohette a ton, I like the way you have a lot of menswear showing up on women, it's such a good era.
This is the Vibe. Look at them. The gloves. The collars. It's all good. (Image from Wikipedia; on mobile or I'd do a proper citation.)
You get to have fun with hats and skirts and suit patterns without the box shape of the twenties or the hyper specific rules of the Victorian era.
It's my favorite time period by far.
None of you know me IRL but like. You can't watch historical dramas set in the early twentieth century if you don't want me freaking out about the costuming.
(I also hate the Regency. I don't get what people see in it. I'm not a fan. Even if the fashion mishaps are funny.)
Anyway since I'm rambling, the photo I included is my inspo for Squilf and Hollyleaf. I need to look at fashion plates to decide on clothing for everyone, especially Heathertail, but just. That particular piece of art. Makes me think of like. Holly and her two brothers ready to take on the world and fuck shit up. Love it.
Bramble and Squirrel are rather well off, so they're all going to be fashionably dressed. Hollyleaf is very ambitious, so even tho I don't think she would care about fashion for fashon's sake, she understands the concept of dressing up and how that effects people's perception of you. I think when Lion is about 10 (And the year is ca. 1905ish), Jay and Holly are going to be 13 to 15.
And the structure of this is going to be like. 10/15/20, ish. Maybe not those exact years, but it'll b three parts. The song the title comes from ("best day" by Taylor swift) has two and a half parts, in childhood, young adolescence, and the older Taylor who's narrating, and I want to copy that a bit.
But anyway, Jay and Holly are like. In the background freaking out about their parentage and what that means and their reputations and they wanted to go to college! Fuck. And meanwhile Lion is like "this is my gf Heathertail now I know I am repeating the mistakes of my aunt, which is currently causing my older siblings serious distress, but she's cute and I like her."
But no the thing I'm trying to get to is! We see two changes of dress, one when Holly is 15 to 18, and she's starting to dress like an adult, and the second that's the same with Heathertail. I get to use putting your hair up as a narrative device.
Look I love writing cats but like. I also like using the word smile.
Anyway I love historical fashion and am just going to talk abt photos from Wikipedia some more.
Some standard dress for you. I vibe w this. It's a good look. I am a Man however I think skirts are under appreciated. I should get a nice long skirt. They're so good.
Some fancier dress. I picture Holly and Heathertail meeting at a party. That probably won't happen but just. Look at the lines. The hat game.
And no I haven't forgotten men. Unfortunately men's fashion is similar to current formal fashion, but subtle touches are there. Waistcoats are good too. I'm too lazy to wear one but they're good.
The coats! God. Why did we start making men'e clothing so...box shaped? Come on! Give me more fit and flair.
Obligatory canes and top hats. (Need to do research on blind people in this era but I think Jay will not b noticeable w a cane. Most of the time. I'm not sure, canes for visual imparement are different than walking canes now but that's why I need to do research. Like I doubt anything was comercially available but that could easily be wrong.)
Baby holly in a big hat! (Again none of these are specific they're more the image that's being conjured in my mind.)
Sailor suits! Baby Jay and lion in Sailor suits!
And last but very much not least, some working women. The most right one is my fav of every image in this post. I think bc she captures the energy I like of the era.
Alright anyway yeah edwardian era is my fav in English fashion and the early 20th century is in general good.
#I'm not an expert#but I am trying to b good and only use edwardian for English fashion#mobile tag#anon#essay#mine#txt
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