#starlitdeus

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@starlitdeus​ asked: “ (Honkai preacher Legion Doll) Is at the door, with a pamphlet on the Honkai. “

“ ...... “

Nope. He said no to this shit earlier, and he isn’t even gonna give this one a face to face meeting. He’s just gonna tell AI Chan to use one of the point defense cannons on the Hyperion to blow the Honkai Preacher Legion Doll to god knows where. If only it was that simple though. If only it was that simple.

[jinruinokyuseishu]

(Dr. Mei) She wishes she could hug him, to comfort him....but she can't. "Kevin..."

“--Don’t make that face.”

Kevin’s voice is soft as he finally manages to glance back behind him. He’s still fully suited up, having only just returned from the field, and to be honest....His hands were still shaking. Training had been brutal in itself, but nothing prepared him for the horrors that were currently overtaking the world, hidden at times in the guise of a human being. 

“I’m fine, see?”

Flashing a light-hearted grin, one near identical to the smile he sported back in Senba Academy--The newly christened MOTH gave MEI a mock salute, tilting his head very slightly as the other hand continued to tote his gun that felt....painfully heavy in his hands. As painful as the weight on his shoulders, but he would bear it.

He would do this for her.

“I promised to protect you, didn’t I? This is nothing.”

@starlitdeus 

[ryogai]

@starlitdeus​ said : (Samael) he’s always going to be by her side, like a thorn but at the same time he’ll protect her. It had started out with just simply finding someone to harass, and she had been dragged into exorcist work and now… fingers ran through her hair as the demon king of time peered at her with glowing darkened green hues. She had been injured, terribly so, one of the many pitfalls in this line of work as he let her rest on the bed with him sitting next to her. As a demon he would refute he was capable of the human emotion called love, even when confronted by undeniable evidence, and yet he didn’t mind if it was her. “Rest well my dear…” after all….he wasn’t going to allow the demon Death to come take her any time soon. Not without his specific say so. The demon flashed a toothy grin, those sharp teeth revealing themselves in this moment before he would eventually stand. He had someone he needed to take care of~ and he shouldn’t keep his dear waiting~

If it wasn’t for Samael’s habit of dropping in on Nix all the time, she likely would’ve pushed herself too much. With her injuries, rest was what she needed most of all instead of work. Thankfully there was very little protest in getting her to lay down for the night, especially with her not being alone. Unfortunately, the silverette fell into a deep enough sleep that she didn’t hear a word that the demon had said. In fact, she wasn’t even fully aware he had left her side. Though his presence did aid in her sleeping peacefully for a change..

[fxtelism-moved]

Me on my way to kick anonymous ass cuz don’t need it here.

You write wonderfully, and I love the diversity of your different muses, I see you there being cool. Don’t stop <3

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY/COMMENT, JUST PUBLISH.

[mcsesofhope]

Me on my way to give you love without that dumb anon around. 👏👏👏 I love your characters and you are going through so much in life I’m so proud of you and you being my friend. You may not realize it but you work hard, even when you’re doing shenanigans.

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY/COMMENT, JUST PUBLISH.

you all are breaking the rules so so am I

Thank you so much! This means a lot to me! Life has been hell lately.

[digitalfcte]

Anonymous get out of here don’t need, I know I’ve not really rped with you much but I do love seeing your character on my dash and I hope one day I’ll get something going with you! Also ps: stay awesome <3

[naive-petals]

“You thought of me?” And here she was worried that the other might be forgetting her, it was nice to know she was still thought of. Nuzzling against the others neck she was quick to respond. “Im so bored! Theres nothing to do when you’re in school!”

@naive-petals​ said:

Violets here to fix nothing happening, sneaking up on Ren before pouncing onto the others back. “Ren-chan!”

“Oh! V-violet. I was just thinking about you..!” She responded easily, a couple stutters falling here and there. However it was always nice to see the other. Even now. “How are you doing?”

[imaginariaarbor]

I’ve thought long and hard about what’s been going on these last several months. Between a few friends having misunderstanding lobbed into their face, and others being run out. I’ve been lied to, I’ve been backstabbed. I’ve had several people in my life die on me as well. It’s been one continuous fuck you from the world.

First off, I want to politely thank anyone that’s put up with my bullshit, my spazzy nature, and my forgetful memory. You are all precious who interact with me, who give me time and who are there for me just as I wish I could be there for you.

Now then, I think it’s a good time to reflect on some things. I have been around tumblr- documented to the best of my ability since the beginning of 2013, my very first blog was deleted to remake to something else so I cannot give an exact date in 2012 when I started but my second ever roleplay blog I can remember began in Feb 2013 under the handle @female-allen-walker, who was purged and restarted only to fall off the face of the earth. A quick search of tags and posts relating to such can be found but please be warned they are when I was in school and therefore suck.

I lived in the D. Gray Man Fandom for a while, eventually coming to run some 76 blogs in said fandom. Now, sadly due to how many there were, I cannot and will not list all of them, in fact most I do not remember the specific URL. However, my first multi-muse was created in Dec 2013 as @ater-albus-pennae after I burned myself up with school, and I had been running the blogs consecutively on a day to day basis. From there I branched out, creating separate blogs for muses in the Bleach Fandom, such as @endlessandvoidless and @maboroshi-no-ken. I had an incident there because I strayed from the absolute canon at the time, got wound up tied to someone that ended up dumping me to the side like a sack of potatoes and leading to my outing of the fandom. It was during this time I was MIA from the RPC that I worked on my first icon blog @iconsofthemall, which within the last couple years was moved to @the-void-archives due to tumblr error.

I lived with panic and fear every day thinking I was going to be hunted down and prosecuted again by the people that had caused immense drama. The people I thought were good people and friends. Every time I saw a blog after that from that fandom I’d end up disappearing for days and weeks on end due to the sheer amount of panic I had. However I did try and recover those blogs, but ended up moving and creating a new multi-muse; @malicioussouls,  then @catacombofsouls which moved to @starlitdeus and now to the blogs I have now.

Now I’ve thought long and hard on this. I’ve tried keeping open doors, and I’ve tried being a mediator between groups, not wanting to take a side and not wanting to get involved due to the fear of things going south again. I want to continue to be in the RPC, I want to continue to icon manga and shows, I want to continue to be here.

So I’ve decided to look over my followers and my friends closely. This is my notice to all of you that have either journeyed with me or are new. Come with good intentions or don’t come at all.

[lex-cursus]

Screw anonymous, I love seeing you on my dash and you’re characters a well written and developed!

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME YOUR HONEST OPINION ABOUT ME. I CAN’T REPLY/COMMENT, JUST PUBLISH.

[ryogai]

@starlitdeus​ commented : oOOOOOOOO they do fun things and you can get more characters and equip-!!!

oooo nifty~.. Though these tickets have that Ai lady on them. When I went to the Supply area, I don’t see where I can use them?? I am lost-

[starlitdeus]

URL change

imperiumgoddes -> starlitdeus

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@starlitdeus​ asked: 

“ He wouldn’t understand, he hadn’t gotten to the end of his journey yet. “…I see you are doing well.” The Abyss Princess didn’t come any closure to him, he had approached her but she did not move. What to say…she didn’t want her brother getting in her way but the mages had told her about him defending the archons and protecting Dvalin. He wouldn’t understand now….not at this time. (AbyssPrincess!Lumine to Aether) “

“ ..... “

Yeah, there was.... clearly something wrong with his sister. She had never ignored anything he had said quite like this before-- especially when he had asked her if she was okay. That, combined with just how cold she had been to him since their little encounter began, made her feel almost like an entirely different person to him. So different, in fact, that he wasn’t even sure how to speak to her... or if he even could for that matter. Several times he tried to get his voice to come out, but somewhere along the line from his mind to his mouth it just got caught in his throat and he could do little more than just continue to stare at her.

“ .... Yeah. “ Of all the things he tried to say, he finally succeeded when he decided to just attempting to respond to her comment; though when he attempted to add that he missed her afterwards... it just wouldn’t come out.

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@starlitdeus​ asked: “ (Honkai Preachers) his screaming and yelling only resulted in a chorus of laughter from the dolls, the one in the ceiling shifted and turned like a puppet on strings despite being upside down, it coyly tilted its head, a smile on its lips as it’s covered eyes hid the no doubt empty eyes behind. “Come come! We will free you! You can be free! Not a puppet for anyone! Free! One of us!” More laughter. “

Honestly, had the situation been even just a little different-- chiefly if it had taken place outside of his quarters or even just a few hours earlier-- he may have been a little calmer about things. But unfortunately they had picked quite probably the worst place and time possible to pop up and put him into this mess yet again; which had led to the aforementioned scream and yelling... and the laughter that followed suit from each of the dolls that were currently within the confines of his room because of it, to which his reaction was understandably unpleasant. And surprisingly strong enough that he distinctly unnatural movements from that doll part way in the ceiling.

“ LIKE ANY OF THAT MEANS ANYTHING COMING FROM YOU LOT! LOOK AT YOU, YOU’RE ACTUAL FUCKING PUPPETS! “ Oh. Oh dear, he just abruptly shot to a standing position on his bed to stare at that ceiling bound doll right in the blindfold. “ NOW TAKE THE HINT; AND GET THE FUCK OFF MY SHIP! “

And now he’s just going to grab that doll by the neck, proceed to pull it the rest of the way through the ceiling and then quite literally throw it into the wall next to the closet door. Seems the gauntlet has been thrown-- perhaps quite literally.

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@starlitdeus​ asked: “ (Honkai Preachers) some more would be shot off the deck before it would go quiet, and it would seem like he had won, like he could relax without them intruding on his already stressful life. Until one day he’s laying down to sleep and. “Why won’t you let us talk about our savior the honkai?” Oh god why is it half coming out of the ceiling??? And then the closet door open and he could see more peeking out. “

Admittedly when the sounds of cannon fire finally came to its end after the Herrscher of Preaching Legion’s last appearance, the captain felt quite pleased with himself. He had finally achieved what seemed like a lasting victory in something that added onto his already stress filled life; and it actually prompted his already quick work skills to get the more boring things he had to do done for the following few days. However... then came that day came.

“ ...?! “

As if hearing that voice alone-- within his quarters of all places-- wasn’t bad enough, it prompted his eyes to snap open and lay eyes upon the VERY alarming sight that awaited him; they were in his closet, peering out of him and then there was the one half way sticking through the ceiling. He had seen a lot of shit prior to getting the position of captain on the Hyperion, but none of it had prepared him for this happening when he was just getting ready to sleep-- and the result was a sharp and resounding perfectly cut scream.

“ WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK-- YOU PICK NOW TO COME BACK OF ALL TIMES? I WAS LITERALLY JUST ABOUT TO GO TO SLEEP! AND WHY ARE YOU SO FIXATED ON TELLING ME ABOUT YOUR “LORD AND SAVIOR”?! “ Yep. There was no way he was gonna stop yelling anytime soon. And AI Chan was DEFINITELY in trouble for not saying anything about intruders being on the Hyperion... though she didn’t pick up on them until the exact same moment he did.

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@starlitdeus​ asked: “ (Honkai Preachers) more and more show up now, all chanting the same thing. “the honkai will liberate you! Save you! One of us! one of us!” There is at least 10 there. They seem to multiply every time they show up. “

“ ..... Are you fucking kidding me? I swear they’re worse than cockroaches spliced with DNA from the goddamn Hydra! Just how many times do I have to have them blasted off of the deck before they get the message?! “ That’s a trick question and you know it, you fool. You read the reports on the Herrscher of Preaching/Legion.

“ Okay I’m done talking. AI Chan I want them blasted off the deck YET AGAIN, and any more that show up I want you to use as target practice. I’ve got some paperwork to take care of that will honestly be less stress inducing than seeing those puppets at the door every two damn seconds. “ Oh you poor fool. You think they’re JUST at the door leading to the deck. You poor, poor fool.

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@starlitdeus​ asked: “ (Honkai Preachers) And Now more have shone up, one's head spinning around and around as they giggle. "Come come! Let us talk about the honkai! Don't worry we will liberate you! We will save you! Become one of us! Become one of us!" “

He really should have expected this; they were every bit as bad as actual religions preachers, based upon these few interactions he’s had with them personally thus far and what he had read from several reports both. The giggling and comments about liberating him and becoming one of them prompted little more than a look of annoyance-- the head spinning though. That made him cringe a little... okay a LOT.

“ What part of NO do you little preachers not get?! I am NOT interested, now get the HELL OFF MY SHIP! “ And now cue a repeat of the use of the point defense cannon. Just with the addition of a couple more. He clearly isn’t learning anything yet.