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@son-of-pendragon said : “We don't know each other well enough for you to say something like that to me.” Reassembling his horned helm, Mordred turned to leave; Nix may have been Gaheris’ Master, but she wasn’t his. He didn’t have to be polite.

What the hell just happened? Nix stood there shocked at how Mordred reacted and quickly thought back to what she had said. It was nothing bad right? "Wait.. It's rude to say thank you for the help!? Or we make a good team!?" How did that even work? Or was it her offering to help Mordred should he need help? The master would need to consult the other Round Table knights to figure it out..

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The battle was chaotic but they needed to band together. Especially when it came to the Enforcement Knights. They were incredibly tough to deal with, even more so with the numbers they had. Nix looked over at Morgan, seeing the injuries he sustained so far and hurried to his side. A hand reached out, illuminating green light, and let the healing spell wash over him to mend a good portion of his wounds. "You're doing just fine, Morgan! Don't worry about it. Neither of us are alone out here, so let's stick together and get through this!"

".....They don't screw around, do they?" He's holding Charlemagne's sword, Joyuse Ordre, and trying his best to fend off the Enforcement Knights. "This would be better if I could actually summon Servants and not just their Noble Phantasms...."

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@ateliermahou said : 🙊 ― a memory you don’t ever talk about.

The sky was grey, the sun being hidden behind thick rainclouds high above. A small group of mourners were leaving the graveyard, not a one looking in the direction of the lone silverette. Nix had to stand far away from the proceedings, her presence clearly made unwanted by the family.. As if they had the right to treat her that way. The elderly woman buried here was the only one to show her kindness after her mother and husband slipped away in the night. During the years the years the two lived together, the elder's so-called family very rarely came to see her. Nix was the one who looked after her. Helped tend to the small shop she ran. Not them. And yet..

Nix was told by this family that even though their grandmother raised her, she wasn't entitled to anything. The shop was sold. The home she lived in no longer welcomed her since it was to be given to the 'real' granddaughter. It certainly was hard to find an apartment at the last minute, a job even more so. But that was how Nix found herself standing before the grave of the only good hearted person she knew. Knowing the woman would never be able to see her again. Never seek her much needed wisdom.

"Hey, Grandma.. I just wanted to let you know I'm going to be fine, I think. I found a job that's somewhere far away. Some security organization called Chaldea. Weird name right? Anyway.. I just don't want you being worried about me over there. I do miss you but I know you wouldn't want me being stuck here." Tears came to Nix's eyes as she spoke to the grave, a bitter sweet smile on her lips. Oh how much she wished the woman was there at that moment. "I just hope you're right, Grandma. That one day I'll find people who understand and accept me.. That I'm not destined to being alone. I hope I can come visit again one day but for now.. Good bye, Grandma."

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🐝  *  ―  𝑾𝑨𝑳𝑲 𝑫𝑶𝑾𝑵 𝑴𝑬𝑴𝑶𝑹𝒀 𝑳𝑨𝑵𝑬.  (  send in a symbol to receive a drabble or meta about one of my muses’ memory.  )

🌼 ― a happy memory. 🌧 ― a sad memory. 🌹 ― a romantic memory. 🌪 ― a scary memory. 🍑 ― a sexual memory. 🌑 ― a fading memory. 🌕 ― a vivid memory. 💫 ― an obscure memory. 🎀 ― a childhood memory. 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦 ― a memory involving a family member. 👥 ― a memory involving a friend. 🐕 ― a memory involving a pet. 💥 ― a memory you wish you’d forget. 🗝 ― a memory you never want to forget. 🧠 ― a memory that had a big impact on you. 🌈 ― a memory you’re not sure actually happened. 🙊 ― a memory you don’t ever talk about.

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First Meetings Sentences, Vol. 3

(Sentences for muses meeting for the first time. Adjust phrasing where needed)

"What am I supposed to call you?"

"You're following me. I don't care to be followed."

"Hey, you're that guy, aren't you?"

"I don't even know your name."

"You must not know who I am. Want to find out?"

"We don't know each other well enough for you to say something like that to me."

"You're not what I expected."

"You look like a man who could use a drink."

"You have me confused with somebody else."

"Well, that is an interesting way to say hello!"

"From your description, I expected you to be a lot taller."

"Who told you where to find me?"

"I know who you are!"

"How long have you worked here?"

"Say, why don't we carry on this delightful conversation over a cocktail?"

"I heard you were looking for me?"

"You've been following me since I arrived, haven't you?"

"Do I know you? You look so familiar."

"Do you know this city well?"

"To what do I owe the pleasure of your company?"

"Who are you? I've seen you someplace before."

"Is that seat taken?"

"Who are all these people?"

"Who the hell are you supposed to be?"

"I've heard stories about you. They can't all be true."

"I don't believe we've been formally introduced?"

"It's exciting to have someone new to talk to!"

"Don't get many visitors here, do you?"

"Can you just explain exactly what you do?"

"They told you I was crazy, didn't they?"

"I'm sorry, I don't know your name?"

"We've never met before, right?"

"What's your name anyway?"

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How did things go so wrong so quickly? As soon as they passed the Storm Wall, U-Olga Marie showed up. The fight to try and stop her immediately began but something strange happened once their secret weapon was launched. The surprise was clear on her face that she survived such a blast.. So to Nix, that meant someone interfered somehow. But before she could think about it further, things got even worse. A colossal pillar of light erupted from a hole in the very earth itself. According to Da Vinci, it was a sun.. A sun erupting from within the hole beneath them.

The time for evacuation was at hand and Nix was following the others towards the Shadow Border.. That was when she saw the most bizarre thing outside the window. A vibrant green light took the form of a person, their hand aiming to swat them out of the sky like a bug.. Or were they aiming for the Foreign God? It was impossible to tell. Just then, her father suddenly spoke up with a clear panic in his voice. "We need to move now! If we stay here-!" It was then too late, the side of the ship was ripped open like it was made of paper.

The force and pressure of the wind outside pulled Nix and the Nemo Marine off their footing and into the open air, tumbling downwards. It felt like all was moving in slow motion, seeing the panicked faces up above. Was this really how it was going to end..? It was then Nix felt an arm wrap around her, holding her and the servant close. "I've got you, Nix.." Emil had jumped out after his daughter without hesitation and wasted no time in using his own magecraft. Thick twisting vines grew around the trio, forming a sphere to try and protect them during the descent. All the way down, the man used himself as an additional shield to protect Nix and the terrified Servant. "Dad..?" Then all went black for Nix..

A thick mist greeted the silverette as she came too, not feeling pain like she expected. Oddly at peace.. Which was a familiar sensation for some reason. Then suddenly her father was there too! Unharmed and quick to look his daughter over for any injuries. "Oh good! You're not hurt, Nix.. I don't know where the Marine went but I'm sure we'll find him. Want to lead the way? You are the one with more experience in this field right? But I'm here to support you." That helped Nix breathe a sigh of relief, hearing her father believing in her like this. At least she wasn't alone out there, where ever they were.

Soon a campfire was found and a stranger sitting beside it. It didn't take long for the conversation to make a few things clear to Nix. She wasn't dead but her spirit left her body to follow another. It was in fact Emil that died and would remain so unless a deal was struck. Plus the Storm Border was on the verge of crashing, which would leave everyone vulnerable. A price needed to be paid to ensure her father would come back and for them to make their way back to the others. Seemed the man was fond of weapons.. It was too bad Nix couldn't simply remove the rocket still residing in her arm, that would've been a good bargaining chip. The man then eyed the Command Seals upon her right hand, which gave Nix an idea. ".. You can have the mana residing in my Command Seals but you can't have the seal itself. I will resolve matters here without using a single one. You know how much mana is in even one of these but you can take in the worth of three. Do we have a deal?" It intrigued the man to see Nix giving up the ability to boost her servants in vital situations handicapping herself in such a dangerous place. It was done. None of the Command Seals would regenerate while in this Lostbelt unless they meet again and she earns the mana back. Emil tried to say he wasn't worth putting herself at risk, that he could offer something of his own but it was too late. An odd candy was handed over since what she offered was of great value that he needed to 'give change' back. Then they both fell through the ground..

Golden Sea of Trees, Nahui Mictlan : Order Start

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"You can't protect everyone."

I have to try.

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flower meme

Pick some flowers for your muse to give mine and watch them react. Feel free to send in as many as you’d like!

Alstroemeria:  wishing you wealth, prosperity, and fortune; craving your friendship Amaryllis: your worth is beyond beauty ; your beauty is splendid Anemone ( Darker ): i’ve been forsaken; my hope is fading Anemone ( Lighter ): anticipation Anthurium: craving your hospitality; wishing you happiness and abundance  Aster: i am patient; you are patient Bird of Paradise: you are magnificent  Bouvardia Double: your enthusiasm is appreciated Calla Lily: your magnificence and beauty captivate me White Calla Lily: i’m allured by your innocence Carnation: you are remarkably beautiful and proud Red Carnation: i greatly admire you Pink Carnation: motherly love Purple Carnation: you are capricious  Yellow Carnation: you disappoint me; you are unworthy of my time White Carnation: my love for you is as pure as snow Striped Carnation: refusal Chrysanthemum: you are blessed with my loyalty; i wish for your life to be long Red Chrysanthemum: my love for you is inextinguishable White Chrysanthemum: i wish for us to be truthful with each other  Yellow Chrysanthemum: you reject my love Daffodil: you are a worthy adversary Daisy: you are too pure for this world Delphinium: i am irrevocably and perpetually attached to you Freesia: you constantly find your way to my mind Gardenia: i no longer wish to hide my love for you Gerbera: i wish for your cheerfulness to be eternal  Gladiolus: i will forever remember you Heather Lavender: never again will loneliness plague you Heather: i wish to bestow unto you my protection Hyacinth: you are terribly reckless Blue Hyacinth: i will always wish for your presence beside me Purple Hyacinth: i am haunted by sorrow Pink Hyacinth: allow me to be playful with you White Hyacinth: your loveliness is immeasurable Yellow Hyacinth: because of you, i know the bitterness of envy Hydrangea: i want you to understand me Iris: your eloquence leaves me awestruck Purple Iris: your wisdom is unparalleled   Blue Iris: please, have faith; hold fast to hope Yellow Iris: my love for you is as fervent as it is unyielding White Iris: your purity is blinding  Jonquil: all i ask is for the reciprocation of my love Larkspur: i am enraptured by your humor Lilac: your confidence is a radiant beacon White Lilac: i am humbled by your innocence  Field Lilac: your charitability is exceptional Purple Lilac: you are the first to have taught me to love Lily: i deeply admire your sophistication Lily of the Valley: your heart is the purest of all Marigold: i am crueler than you can possibly know Narcissus: i cannot and will not apologize for my ego Orchid: you cannot be tamed and for that, you are profoundly admired  Peony: you have earned my compassion and i wish for it to be reciprocated Petunia: your mere presence allows me to savor serenity Primrose: without you, i cannot live Protea: you have changed  Queen Anne’s Lace: i deeply hope that you can find happiness with me  Ranunculus: your luminous radiance is exceptionally attractive Red Rose: i am eternally devoted to you; my love for you is limitless White Rose: i would very much like for you to begin anew with me Black Rose: my love for you has withered Green Rose: please get well soon; recover swiftly Orange Rose: you fascinate me more than anyone or anything else possibly could Yellow Rose: you will always be my most cherished of friends Snapdragon: you are being deceived; i wish to show you the truth Statice: i wish for you to know immeasurable success Stock: it would gratify me immensely if you would accept my affection Stephanotis: i would like for you to travel with me Sunflower: never will i cease to love you; my love for you is rooted in dedication Sweet Pea: you have shown me true bliss Tulip: i am prepared to confess my love for you White Violet: i ask you to take a chance on me White Zinnia: within you lies genuine goodness

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Why did she need them to tell her what she could and couldn't do? No, that wasn't what she meant.. Nix never needed others to tell her what she was capable of doing. Ever since she had to start looking after herself, she determined what was and wasn't outside her reach. Despite all her struggles, hadn't she always done what she could in the face of doubt? And Kay was right.. Why was she even bothering to listen to Moriarty's words anyway? She won their fight, proved she was capable. In fact the Master had always done so since she was still alive. Still accomplishing the missions given to her.

So why? Why were others still fixated on the fact she wasn't 'raised as a traditional mage'? What the hell did that have to do with anything? Hadn't Nix proven by now that her upbringing played no part in her capabilities? The more she thought about it, the angrier she got. Even more so when Kay asked if she needed praise from everyone and needed approval for everything. If his goal was to piss her off, it was working. Nix took a moment to rub her forehead, where his finger had been a moment ago.

"I never did any of this for praise. I know fully well that no one outside of Chaldea will ever know what I've done. I don't expect to be a hero or anything like that." From day one, Nix was aware of that very fact. There was no expectation or desire for everyone to constantly sing her praises for what she does. It was just.. "I at least want everyone to stop treating me like I can't do anything! It's just like when they hid the truth about the Lostbelts back in Russia!" Perhaps Kay had a point in provoking her anger at this point. Voicing her aggravations instead of letting it fester inside. "And is it wrong to think that at least one person in that Command Room would have my back?!" Just one, 'He doesn't know what he's talking about.', would've been enough.

"And it's not a case of 'can I or can't I', Kay.. I will do this. I have to do this. Even if the others don't believe I can or lack the capacity.. I'll just have to show them I can, even without their full belief. As long as I have you and the other Heroic Spirits in Chaldea.. I know I can do this. We've overcome every obstacle in our way so far, after all." Nix took a deep breath, still clearly angry but still determined. ".. Did you really have to make me angry, Kay?"

“Kay,.. why do they keep thinking I can’t do this?” Seemed Moriarty’s words were still hanging around in Nix’s mind. “The Director, Da Vinci.. hardly anyone said he was wrong either.” Why did her efforts and accomplishments always get reduced down? // @ryogai

"Why do you need them to tell you what you can and can't do?" The return question was equal parts sharp and careless. There's a moment where an expression familiar to anyone who knew him during the peak days of Camelot, when Kay was at his sharpest and most unruly, would recognize as the knight lifted his chin and frown before unleashing a torrent of unflattering remarks. "After all this you're going to listen to the words of an unruly clown faced brat and doubt yourself over the fact that a useless old man who can't even share half your burden and a half baked heroic spirit didn't rush to assure you everything is fine?" The knight scoffed and pressed his index hard against his Master's forehead, forcing her head to tilt back and look up at him. Despite the rough tone and harsh words, his gaze was steady and expectant. "You need the praise and recognition of everyone around you that bad? I don't remember agreeing to serve a puppet Master that has to have other's approval every step of the way, and I sure as hell wasn't summoned by any of the other useless mages present here. Can you do this or can't you?"

He let the question sit for a moment before removing his finger from Nix's forehead, and took half a step back before he leaned down so their faces were at the same height. "I don't stick around for Kings and Masters, Nix. Nor do I suffer fools; I've even turned my back on my own brother when I decided he could no longer be trusted and followed." His tone was remarkably softer with those words. "Yet here I am, willingly, still following you and no one else."

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"I'm going to make some tea to relax with after all this commotion.."

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How often does Nix relieve herself sexually?

TIME FOR A READ MORE-

Not that often! It's actually pretty rare that Nix relieves herself in that manner. She more often drowns herself in tasks to do and training. So relief of the sexual nature gets ignored in comparison.

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It's been made but I'll only share with those that want it.

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“Haha nerd!”

"Is that supposed to be a bad thing?"

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But for the comfort of others, I will just make a new naughty sideblog.

I did have a sin blog once but it never got used so.. Read Mores on here are much more efficient if things ever take that turn.