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hiohaku · 1 month
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WHAT IS YOUR TRUE ROLE IN THE STORY?
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑 ` . . . oh gentle comrade, you know what it takes to make others shine. you live your life assisting others to reach their goals, but many say you are lackluster and unnecessary. but alas, do we need the stars any less for their dim light helps the moon glow brighter! you are warm inside and out, perhaps made of sunshine one might ask? but I can see you are as weary and worn as the hero you so desperately cling to. your purpose is to serve? Is it not? it's those moments of undying loyalty that make your bones ring true with honor. "I am right beside you," you whisper, for unlike the ones who lie through their teeth you will be with your ally through joy, through heart ache, through death. it is a difficult thing to gain your trust back if one has shattered it though, you are forgiving yes? you give many chances, but alas, one can only look away from a wrong doing so long. you can't exactly turn your other cheek as once wrings a blade through your middle.
you are made of a steadfast heartbeat and a tired, knowing smile. you bring solace to the aching, and comfort to the wronged. but what happens when your protagonist loses? what happens when your valiant heroes fail you? will you pick up a sword and vanquish their enemy or will you wait patiently for yet another savior to appear and save the day? one must live long enough to see their heroes die. but are you brave enough to take their place? the only strings that bind you to your oaths of subservience are your own doubts. "am I good enough?" they whisper in your ears. you answer that yourself love. for the only difference between the paladin and the stable boy are mettle. it is not the question of can you be a hero. it is simply, will you be?
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TAGGED BY — @ak4rin TAGGING — @kuraokcmi , @usagimen @chipen @venstm + YOU !!
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goldensunset · 2 years
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I've only been passively interested in your pokemon playthrough but last night I had a dream about Arven and now I am really considering getting scarlet or violet
anon i hope you know how funny this is. i blorbo posted so hard he astral projected into your dreams like a prophetic vision sent from up above and now you’re discerning a call to action
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suiana · 22 days
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wait chat this might maek me start a new yan
(yandere! viewer x gn! streamer reader) (yandere viewer..s? idk brah)
"chat i'm going to go afk for a bit. don't leave."
ILOVEYOUYN: okkkk
sigmasigmaonthewall: why, r u gonna pee or smth
handsomesquidward: pee into my mouth pls 🤤
ynslefttoe: im gonna cum on you
you stare at your chat for a second before looking up at the camera. an uncomfortably long awkward silence washes over the stream, the only noise coming from the screams of horror from the depths of your soul.
why was your chat like this?
you had started streaming a few months back because you were bored and had unintentionally garnered an army of... very loyal viewers. so loyal that it actually made you a tiny bit concerned.
i mean, they were sending you donation after donation after donation like it was nothing! also, the fact that they had no filter was absolutely not helping. you can't remember the number of crimes they've admitted to on this darned site.
hvynjin (MOD): guys i just uploaded new pictures of our lord and saviour into the feed. pm for more, prices apply 💲
ILOVEYOUYN: OMG i just got my paycheck this is amazing
ynsrighttoe: do u have any ass pics
ynsfuturehusband: i wnat mroe
hotnrichfridgedoordaddy: I want them all how much will that be?
right... the feed...
your (obsessed and lowkey crazy) viewers had created a site for you where it was all things you related. and that included selling pictures of you that weren't from your social medias or your streams.
at first you were horrified and shocked.
and now you're still horrified.
but not as shocked as before.
yeah, the stalking had become so normal that you just... decided to turn a blind eye to it. ignorance is bliss after all.
plus, you were just one person while they were many. far too many for you to handle alone. you'd be powerless against them.
"chat i'm gonna... dip for a bit."
you quickly excused yourself while your viewers happy discussed obviously illegal things (trespassing, murder, stalking) right in your chatbox.
damn it, why was everyone around you so freaking weird?
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lollibumblebee · 1 year
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heyy can I request headcanon for dating rodrick heffley with female reader??
a/n: Okkkk, i love this one sm
DATING RODRICK HEADCANNONS:
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Unlike the mean ass personality facade he puts up for other people, this man is such a softie bro
you would find out that information pretty quick into the relationship
His mum ADORES you, like she thinks you're the best
he would lay in your lap while you play with his hair
you always catch him staring at you with such an adoring expression
manz is insecure
when he sees you with other ppl, like hitting on you, he will cry about it later
like he would act all tough and shit in front of them, but no
holding your hand in public is his favourite thing in the world
like PDA makes this kid feel so wanted it's unbelievable he loves it
random nights in his van at a random gas station fucking around.
If he's feeling confident, he will reach up (or down) and grab your boobies lmaoooo
no shame
he loves it when you watch his band rehearse
he teaches you how to play the drums and its so cute
he's so gentle with you its so cute
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crabonfire · 14 days
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Engineer! cuddling you for the first time and falling asleep afterwards 🗣🗣💯🔥🔥
character: engie
note: I was reminded my a mutual that I have a fucking tumblr blog 😭😭😭 so here's uh yeah engie posting cause I miss him and also...this one goes out to u moot... xoxo...
also it's 4 am and I wanted to make this short but...yk me...I'm a yapper ☺️
also first 4 paragraphs are just a bit of backstory but you can skip that!!!
warnings: this is CORNYYYY super CHEESY so BE WARNED 🥶🥶🥶🥶
and also I'm making the reader the shy one ❤️ not engie ILL MAKE ONE WHERE ENGIE IS SHY OKKKK calm down
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• I had a lot of different scenarios for this but I'm choosing this one cause I feel like it fits ❤️
• It was a hard day for the both of you. Your team had suffered an embarrassing loss, with scout constantly dying to the enemy's sentries and spy getting caught by the pyro again and again. It was especially bad for you, though. You got three whole kills, a devastating drop from your usual 7.
• And Engie? He got tired of getting his sentries sapped over and over. His usually flawless strategy crumbled at the enemy spy who kept on tearing down his defenses. After he made dinner for the team, you saw him dissappear into his workshop, and not coming out at all after that.
• You tried to sleep it off, but one, you were disappointed in your performance today, and two... you wanted to see how Engie was doing.
It was, what, 2 am? 3? But who cares, right? You missed your boyfriend, and you could tell he was still awake when you walked over to his workshop and saw the light pouring out from the door.
There was no sound as you approached the door. Maybe he was asleep? You hesitated, but you opened it quietly, careful not to potentially wake him.
• But he was awake. His back was hunched over, goggles still attached firmly to his eyes. He definitely had creases in his face from how much he wore them. And that signature hardhat of his. He sat staring at- whatever contraption he was working on.
He didn't notice you, walking over and standing behind him, quietly taking a look at what it was he was so focused on. A little remote, you had never seen it before, but you assumed it had something to do with his sentries.
"What'cha working on?"
• He visibly flinched, not expecting to hear your voice. He blinked, shaking his head and turning to look at you.
"Darlin'! Ya scared me."
He chuckled, his voice was low and rasped as if he hadn't spoken or drank in a while. Now all he wore was a t shirt and more comfortable joggers, atleast he bothered to put on something softer before working.
He gave you a small smile, but you could tell from his voice and the creases near his eyes that he was exhausted.
"What're you doin' up so late? I thought you'd be asleep by now."
He commented very ironically, that smile still plastered staying even with the exhaustion written on his face. You stood there for a moment, before crossing your arms and tilting your head, mimicking that smile.
"I could ask you the same thing."
Another chuckle, this one less energetic and strained. He looked over at what he worked on, "I'm workin' on somethin' that I think will really bring us back. Its just...lots of trial and error." He looked back to you, taking off his hardhat and setting it to the side.
"But I think I'll take a break from that. Did ya need somethin' from me?"
You blinked, realizing that, you didn't really have anything to talk about or do with him. After a moment of contemplation, you shrugged and went quiet when you spoke.
"I...no, not really. I just missed you."
• You two hadn't been dating for very long at all, so admitting all this lovey dovey stuff was embarrassing. You couldn't see his expression too well, but the way his lips curled into a big smile made your knees feel weak. It was like his exhaustion faded at your words, as he fully turned back to you and hummed.
"Ya missed me, huh?"
He felt so happy hearing you say that. He couldn't help it, the sudden shyness in your tone made his heart skip a beat. "I missed you too, sugar."
• Your own lips formed a smile when he said that, and that little pet name? He could make any corny nickname into something cute. You two just stared at each other for a little bit, before he broke the silence with a small yawn.
He murmured a quiet "sorry", which made you giggle. Even if it had only been a minute or two, seeing him had already made you feel better about how your day went.
• You approached him as he sat on his chair, he stared quietly, tilting his head with a smile when you stopped and stood closely over him. You hesitated, but quickly blurted it out.
"Can we...yknow.."
You made a gesture with your hand which he couldn't help but smile at.
"Cuddle?"
It sounded so silly and embarrassing to say outloud. But you two were adults, goddammit. And you had to engage in some sort of cheesy romantic thing if this was gonna be a real thing.
He looked even more surprised then when you admitted you missed him, and somehow, his big smile grew even bigger. He nodded, chuckling once more and finding your hesitance charming.
"Of course we can, darlin'. C'mere."
• He wasn't nervous at all. Well- maybe a little. But definitely not more than you.
"How do I-"
You hovered awkwardly over his sitting form, but he only opened his arms up to you, his hand gently guiding your waist as he pulled you closer. He watched your nervous face, feeling his heart beat quicken at the way you seemed so scared to "mess up" or make him uncomfortable.
You sat down onto his lap, your chests close together as you settled your arms against his shoulders. This was the first time you two were this close. Everything else was just- a short hug or a kiss that lasted a little longer than most. You stared through the lenses of his goggles, it was a little silly but, you found the sight to be endearing. He felt the exact same.
His arms slowly wrapped around your body, making sure you were comfortable, too. You spoke up quietly, feeling a bit more nervous when you realized how close your faces were.
"Is...is this okay?" He only nodded.
"Mhm. More than okay."
• You relaxed a little bit more as you looked at his calm expression, and slowly, wrapped your own arms around him too. Feeling braver, you rested your head on his shoulder and sighed. You had been needing this. His body was so warm, so nice, like an oven.
He had been needing this too. He didn't realize how tense he had been until he calmed down from the feeling of your weight on him, his muscles could relax. He had been waiting for this, honestly. He wished it had happened sooner because if he knew how nice it would feel, he would've done it at any chance he got.
Being able to hold you felt therapeutic, felt comfortable and familiar. He leaned against the table as you settled in his lap, his eyes closed as he could hear the sound of your faint breathing. He hoped you couldn't hear the fast beating of his heart, but you secretly hoped he couldn't hear yours.
• "This is nice."
You mumbled quietly. He hummed softly in response. Your voice sounded so nice to him, so quiet, you could lull him to sleep and he wouldn't complain. He could never complain.
Instinctively, he started to rub random circles around your back, your own eyes closing at the soothing feeling.
• You'd break the silence occasionally by talking about random things that he'd be happy to answer. He was supposed to take a small break and go back to work but...you had fallen asleep. Well, how could he work if you were sound asleep on his lap, hm? Guess it would have to wait till tomorrow.
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was that a satisfying ending I can't tell I'm so tired OMG this was lowkey me rambling sorry for shit writing English not first language + I haven't written in so long kmg.
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stylescine · 1 year
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okkkk so remember when harry sang vossi bop with stormzy. so there's a lyric in it which goes "i finish with a FACIAL just to topp ot off' what if reader is innocent and asks harry what that is after his performance backsatage and he has to answer and then she asks him to do it for her?
gosh i am in love with this!!!
Warnings: facial, oral (m receiving), VERY innocent reader lol
It wasn't her first time visiting Harry at one of his concerts. She loved to see him perform and today was even more special. Stormzy would be performing a song with Harry and she was just as excited as everyone else to hear them sing together.
She was standing by the side of the stage, moving to the music as her boyfriend was singing in front of the crowd. Stormzy eventually came on and Harry started singing his song "Vossi Bop" with him. She had heard the song in the radio before, like everyone probably did, but hearing it live was even better.
It was also interesting to see Harry sing a different type of music and her boyfriend seemed to enjoy himself thoroughly. She clapped loudly like everyone else when the song came to an end.
The lyrics stuck with her though. "I finish with a facial just to top it off" was one she couldn't quite understand. What was a facial and why did anyone have to top something off with it?
The show went on for another while and she danced and sang like everyone else. By the time Sign of the Times came around and the show ended, she was whistling and clapping for Harry like the rest of the room. She still felt so proud seeing Harry up there on the stage, doing what he loved. The energy the man could bring to a room was impressive and unmatched.
As soon as Harry disappeared behind the stage again, she did the same and met him in the hallway to the dressing room.
"Darling," he smiled and opened his arms for her as she was quick to jump into them. His arms wrapped tightly around her while he lifted her up, his scent filling her nose. His hair was messy from the dancing and his cheeks red, but he still looked absolutely beautiful. "That was such a great show again. And what a nice surprise for everyone," she told him with a smile as he set her back down onto the ground.
"I always try my best when you're in the crowd. " There was a cheeky grin on his face. She chuckled softly at his comment before she intertwined their fingers again, walking back to the dressing room with him. Harry would probably change back into jeans and a hoodie before they would leave to head home. He usually didn't stay in the suits unless it was show time.
She sat down on the couch in the room as Harry shrugged off his jacket and loosened his tie. Maybe she could ask him about the line she didn't quite understand earlier.
"What's a facial, love?"
Harry turned around quickly, his eyes wide as he stared at her. Did she just tell him about a ghost? "Did I-"
"No, it's alright," he interrupted her immediately. He had just been taken aback by the sudden question, but he soon realised that it was probably a genuine one. She had revealed to him that her sexual experience was pretty limited, so this was a natural question to ask. And as he had promised, he would help her understand things better wherever he could. She had already shared her first time with him and since then, they had been exploring more and more new things.
"It's basically that when a guy comes, he just comes all over someone else's face," he explained simply, but could feel the heat in his cheeks anyway. He would be lying if he said he had never imagined doing that to his beautiful girlfriend.
"Oh," she replied, looking at him with a curious expression. She liked the idea of it, she really did. There was a tingling between her legs at the thought of giving Harry a blowjob and letting the man come all over her face. It felt like a dirty, secret fantasy, but she wanted to make it reality.
"Can you do that for me?"
Harry stared at her with wide eyes again. He couldn't quite believe what he had heard. Of course, he would love to do that for her, but he also didn't want to push her into anything she wasn't ready for yet. On the other hand, she had asked him directly about it and seemed pretty determined too.
"Are you sure?" He asked slowly, but was already walking towards her. He could see her eyes light up when he was standing next to her.
"Very sure. I wanna know what it's like," she assured him before she patted the spot on the couch next to her. Harry sat down eventually, looking over at his girlfriend. The curious look in her eyes somehow made this situation even more thrilling. She seemed so eager, almost desperate.
Her hand moved over his thigh, getting closer to that spot between his legs, putting slow pressure onto it. She could feel Harry growing slowly, a groan escaping the man's throat. "Y/N," he whispered, his eyes dark with lust as he looked over at her again. He wanted her so badly.
She slowly slid off the couch, kneeling down in front of him between his spread legs. Her fingers found his zipper and slowly pulled it down. Harry lifted himself off the couch for a moment to allow her to pull down his pants and then his underwear.
Seeing him naked in front of her, in all his glory, always send a rush of desire towards her core. As she wrapped her hand around his cock, pumping slowly, she could feel him get harder and bigger with time. Her boyfriend threw his head back, moans leaving his mouth continuously. "Shit," he whispered, his hand grabbing the cushion next to him.
She started to move her hand faster. The sight of his cock was always mouth-watering for her. He was big and the veins so prominent. So she moved forward and ran her tongue over the underside of his shaft, watching Harry shiver at the touch.
She placed a kiss on his tip before parting her lips for him, taking him into her mouth. Her hand was holding onto his thigh as she started to move her head up and down, tongue swirling around him. His moans were urging her on. She increased her pace and she knew it was working when Harry's hands buried in her hair, tugging on it to pull her up and down on his cock. He was fucking her face by now and she could feel herself getting even more wet. She needed him. And she needed to feel him come.
"Fuck, I'm close," he groaned, giving her hair a more firm tug as he pulled her off his length. She was already waiting excitedly for what was about to happen.
Harry pumped his cock again a few times, eyes fluttering shut and back open, until he finally reached the edge. A loud moan left him again as he started to come all over her face.
She closed her eyes for a second, but opened her mouth almost instinctively, licking off the cum that had landed on her lips. She took the time to wipe the cum off her cheek and then lick her fingers clean.
Harry groaned again at the sight, pulling her closer to press his lips against hers.
He knew he would give her a lot more facials from now on. And he was grateful for her curiosity.
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gyuaesp · 9 months
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i’ll always look out for you.
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pairing: bf!mingyu x gf!reader
wc: 1,026
genres: romance (finally), angst, established relationship, reader is celebrating birthday, not extremely proofread, mingyu helping you through your emotions.
warnings: mentions of family issues (not in full detail), reader has a breakdown.
a/n: okkkk so this is like finally a writing that doesn’t include sad, heartbreaking, gut wrenching love… this one is a bit longer than my usual writes but i hope i did well on this one huhu :’))
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it was your birthday. the day you (kind of) dreaded but was looking forward to.
instead of rotting inside your bedroom with an ice cream cake and a glass of champagne, you’ve decided that this year you’re going to be spending it with the people you love most. ever since you (finally) made it official with mingyu, you suddenly had a new perspective on life.
you didn’t care about the wrinkles, nor the gray hairs that might appear once in a while. getting old is a natural human phenomenon, it happens to everyone.
you invited a couple people over, not wanting it to be something huge and awkward. of course mingyu was the first one to arrive, helping you put up decorations with small kisses every minute or so.
he was a bit hypnotized by the outfit you were wearing. small apologies come out of his mouth every time you catch him staring like a creep, but what’s not to love about that? you have this man wrapped around your finger. the kim mingyu can’t help but drool at your beauty.
your friends came later than expected. a decent guest list consisting of joshua, seungkwan, chan, and soonyoung. you were distracted with karaoke while mingyu stayed back preparing your cake. he took glances at you singing duets with the others, chuckling softly at your performance.
you got quite tired out, trailing off into the cupboard for a water break. the glass in your hand getting set down on the island as you stood next to mingyu. “what’re you doing?”
he exhaled, wiping his hands on a kitchen towel. “just taking out the cake,” he spoke, giving you a peck on the cheek as his arm wrapped around your waist. “it looks okay, right?” mingyu’s eyes peeked back at the baked good hoping to hear a positive response.
“it looks perfect, baby. what do you mean!” you looked up at him with a reassuring smile. mingyu couldn’t help but give you his fanged grin at your reaction.
as his lips were leaning in for a connection, you heard a series of knocks on your apartment door. mingyu’s gaze moved to the entrance with slight confusion. “did you invite someone else?”
you scanned the living room, counting out the correct number of guests. “i don’t think so,” your voice replied. “i’ll be back.”
“careful,” he called out as you left for the door.
cautiously, you walk towards the threshold.“who’s there?” you speak out of the small opening you made.
suddenly, your breath hitched at the realization.
it was your mother. the woman you purposely took out of your life for making you feel miserable at home. the real reason why you moved out and decided to make yourself a new beginning.
“there’s my pretty lady!” she pushed the door open, dropping her bag and putting her hands on your shoulders.
you could see through her fake persona. the memories you thought you had gotten rid of crashing back into your mind like a tsunami. how the feel of her presence in the room made you tense up. the stench of her perfume bringing back the pain you supposedly healed from.
you could hear the others whispering as seungkwan paused the music. sound waves slowly becoming muffled as mingyu quickly went up to see the situation.
you could see his mouth moving as he spoke with your mother, but you couldn’t hear anything. a wave of emotions enter your body as you speed walk to your bedroom, unable to face her for any longer without breaking down.
it feels like you were brought back to square one.
your optimism fading off as you curled up in your closet. the place where you shed all your tears in the past. the enclosed room making you feel at peace once again as your heart tried to calm itself down.
your hands, feeling your pulse and constantly massaging your neck. small hyperventilations coming out your mouth as you looked around, listing out things in your closet to not freak out.
you could hear the incomprehensible noise of mingyu trying to talk things out with your mother monster from outside.
well, that was until he burst into your room when everything quieted down.
mingyu slowly peeked inside after a couple minutes of searching.
“____?” he calls out quietly, seeing your face buried in your knees. the sound of your sobs being the only thing audible in the area.
he moved towards you, kneeling in front of you. “baby, look at me,” his hand patted your knee. your gaze went to his, eyes glossy with tears. small sniffs coming out as your breathing slowed down at the sight of mingyu. “come on, don’t cry. you know i hate seeing you like this.”
you moved into a proper sitting position to get some fresh air. he patted his lap for you to lay your head, allowing you to rest a bit. both of you sat in silence as he gently dried your face with his shirt, now stained with tears but he didn’t care. “stop your tears. i took care of it, alright? don’t be sad over a small inconvenience.”
you sniffed a bit, gathering your words before speaking. “i don’t understand why she had to ruin my day like this.”
“she didn’t ruin it,” mingyu quickly replied. “you just think that because you’re afraid, honey.” he set a soft kiss on your forehead before his fingers started to massage your temples.
“listen to me,” his hands cupped your cheeks. “she might’ve done things to you in the past, but you will grow. you’ll grow to become the woman your mother couldn’t.”
“i can’t even look at her without freezing up, mingyu-”
“just trust me,” his words cut you off. “i’ve seen what you’ve achieved in life and i believe you can do this too.”
you two sat in silence as you savored his words. “i hate how you always give the best advice.”
“that’s why i’m perfect for you, hun.” mingyu gives you a gentle kiss, taking away the rest of your sadness.
“now go blow your nose. let’s celebrate what’s really important.”
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kairiscorner · 1 year
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mgee this anon request was overwhelming at first bc I WANT THIS SHIT TO BE AMAZING OKKKK i hope it's any good <:')
(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)
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you will never know just how much love and relief you give peter. even if you two were technically strangers, not knowing a single thing about him, save from the fact that you knew he was spider man, that he was always saving you from grave perils--and that he liked you a whole lot.
whenever you were coming home from work, you always saw him above a rooftop near by or standing by a rogue alleyway. you could say he always waited for you, and you'd be right. he was a sweet man, very caring, and very protective over those he loves, you being a prime example of just how far he'd go to ensure the safety of his loved ones, even at a distance to protect them all the while. but whatever he did for you... he only ever did for you.
you wished you knew the man behind that mask, what beautiful, thoughtful eyes might be hidden underneath that dark fabric; what a sweet smile lay beneath that mask that obscured who he really was.
you loved him, you knew it; even if all you could see at face value wasn't even a face, but a mask to protect his identity, your heart beat for him and him alone. you respected his wishes to keep himself at a distance from you, but he'd always show you, in the smallest ways, that he loved you more than anyone he had ever loved before.
when night fell and you'd be on your way to grab dinner, he'd meet with you, even in his spider man attire. he didn't care if there were stares from other people at how covered up he appeared, how... intimidating the attire seemed in the dark; if they even knew he was spider man or not, he didn't care. all that mattered was that he could see you again, hear your voice, your laugh, see your smile, get lost in your glistening eyes that shine whenever you angle your head up just right to look him in the eyes--those eyes he wished he could show you without fearing you would... be scared of him.
he asked you once, "do you mind hanging out with me?" in a genuinely concerned voice, almost as if he were grasping at straws when it came to your comfort around him, if he ever came off as intimidating or scary, or... disgusting to you.
you chuckled. "why'd you ever worry about that? of course i don't mind." you replied as your lips curved into a smile. he couldn't believe it, such simple words, such a brief answer--but it pierced his heart as though an arrow was shot through the vessel. he was surprised, how could you mean that? how could you possibly be okay with this dynamic you two had?
he knew you, but he wasn't anything more than a stranger to you... you didn't know his real name, you didn't know the color of his eyes, the style of his hair, the way his lips curved into a smile, stretched out into a frown, how his eyes shut a little when he'd chuckle, how the pink and red of his cheeks mixed to form a blush that'd extend up to his ears... you were hidden from that side of him, that intimacy he wished, he yearned, to give you one day.
as you two sat down that evening to have some dinner at a local diner you frequented, he extended his hand to gently grasp yours. he has held you multiple times in the past, be it saving you from another big bad villain, or just casually holding you because you needed him, but he had never held your hand before; he believed it was a little too intimate.
it wasn't that he hated intimacy, he longed for it; but he was ashamed, ashamed of himself and his insecurities. he wanted to hold you without worrying about you never being able to hold him when he's not clad in this suit that hid everything about him from the world--from you.
you noticed his hand moving closer to yours, and without hesitation, you gently held his hand back, wrapping your fingers around the back of his gloved hand. he shivered a little at the touch, he has never experienced closeness like this, dreamed of it, yes, but this is the first time in a long while that the universe had answered his dreams.
a warmth filled his cheeks, extending all the way up to the tips of his ears, making them tingle. he looked at you, lucky this mask could hide how red and pink he looked; because goodness, the effect you had on him was maddening. "your hands, um... they're very warm." he complimented them quite awkwardly as he looked away out of embarrassment.
you smiled. "thank you." you muttered as you ran your fingers over the back of his hand. "this hand's dealt some major blows, fought a lot of evil people, and yet... i can feel the gentle touch coming from it. it's so comfy." you whispered as you looked at him, who was still looking away from you out of embarrassment.
"you're... much nicer than everyone believes you to be. i just really wish i could convince the world spider man's not a vigilante, he's... he's just human. and all humans are capable of love." you went on as he slowly came back to looking at you.
"and humans are, you know... we can't function without some form of love, some form of connection. i hope you're loved enough, and even if you feel like you need more sometimes..." you trailed off as you placed a hand underneath his jawline, moving his head slightly for him to face your blushing face, a shy hue forming on your cheeks as you grinned at him.
"i'll be right here waiting for you, like you're always waiting for me." you tell him in a whisper, meaning every word, every syllable of it.
peter's eyes widen from underneath the mask, his lenses follow suit as they show you the extent of his surprise at your words. "oh, why, thank you." he mumbles out as he looks into your eyes, which are looking up into the lenses that sheath his eyes.
he suddenly feels... brave. he feels like tonight, anything can happen; anything can happen, and so... he chooses to see this through. he chooses for this to happen.
"i'm sorry it took me so long to show you this side of me." he began as he took your hand in his own and gently brought them up to the end of his mask. you widened your eyes at the contact, taken aback by how warm he felt.
"i was... so scared you wouldn't like what you'd see." he continued as he led your hand across his cheek, you felt scarred tissue underneath, bumps and lines of scars and scabs, wounds that healed but never disappeared.
"and i'm still scared. still so, so very scared." he said with a light chuckle as he let go of your hand, slowly. he sighed. "i want you to be the first one to know who's underneath this mask." he whispered as he leaned into your touch. "because... i love you." he said simply as he looked at you again. "i wouldn't blame you if you'd be scared, i sometimes scare myself when i look at myself in the mirror. but if you... if you want to stay with me, regardless of what i look like, i--" and before he could even continue, you swiftly took the mask off him.
he was talking mid-sentence when you took the mask off him, he had a crooked smile on his face; and adorning him were a myriad of slashes and scars, some were old, others were new and on top of the old ones.
his eyes were big, they started off gray and became brown at the bottom. they were beautiful, alluring, and they looked only at you. his lips, despite being ran over by scars and cuts, had a charming smile that had sadness yet relief and joy mixed into it. he was a flurry of happiness yet fright, he was tough, it seemed--but deep down, incredibly vulnerable.
"oh..." you uttered involuntarily as you held his mask in your hand. his black, originally slicked back hair, was tousled and messy underneath it. he ran a hand through his hair, and realized, you saw him. you saw him.
"you're..." you began, he tried to hide his face from you again by covering it with his hand, but you cupped his face in your own hands. "you're perfect." you finished. "of course i'd want to stay with you, no matter what your face looks like. it's just a face, if anything, your heart is all i want. your face was just the cherry on top, dear. even if you're scarred... i'd kiss you like this every day if you'd let me." you said, and before he could ask what you meant, you leaned in closer to his face and kissed over his scars; the old and healed ones, even the new and healing ones, you were determined to prove every scar of his was lovable, was worthy of being loved.
"i... oh..." he said as he let you kiss him, his ears tingling as he blushed again. you giggled. "so your ears go red when you blush? you're right, you should've let me love this beautiful man earlier." you told him as he chuckled and leaned in to kiss your lips, closing the distance between you two.
"how did i get so lucky?" he simply asked as he pulled away and leaned his forehead against yours, his eyes staring into yours. "well... maybe i was meant for you." you replied. "and i like the sound of that." he said as he leaned in again to kiss you, envelop you in his love. dinner was soon forgotten as you two exchanged kisses in that long night, him relishing how beautiful you were, and you relishing how beautiful he was, even with scars.
he wears them as badges of honor, as a sign that he'd take every hit, every blow dealt to him and not be scared of what he looks like, because you, the sole person to really know him inside out and not reject him... you see him for who really was at heart. the universe finally granted peter parker his dream, and he'd gladly live that dream with you forever.
a/n: I HOPE I DID YOU REQUEST JUSTICE, ANON, I LOVED MAKING THIS SM AND I HOPE YOU LOVE IT, TOO <: ))
tags !! @thecoolerdor @miguelswifey04 @fictarian @zalayni @pixqlsin
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theocseason4 · 16 days
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so. I don't know if everyone is being dramatic and im being delusional but i feel like my boss (he's 40 years old, married, and I'm 23) wants me or at least is attracted to me. Since I started working there he would take time to talk to me and ask me a lot of questions about myself. To be fair, I am interesting person to talk to but I never met a middle age man who actually wanted to get to know and befriend a girl in her 20s. Also I should say that ive been told that he had an affair with a co worker at the previous store he worked at so that adds to the fishiness. Anyways I feel like whenever I walk into a room his eyes are on me and he'll talk about personal things with me, he will joke with me and even listen to me talk about astrology to him. One time I was showing him a picture of me and I looked really pretty and he got really quiet and stared at it very intensely. Also when my other co workers/friends watch from afar they say he looks like he is very obviously flirting with me and does not look like he's talking like a manager. A big thing was when we were opening up together alone and I mentioned something about why im wearing makeup and he said ''I thought it was just for me'' I was shocked and just said ''Okkkk'' and he quiety laughed and said ''just kidding.. haha'' and then acted normal after that. Since then he'll do stuff like ask to see more pics of me, joke with me on a personal level, and even texted me to ask how my second job is going and texted me that he hopes im having fun when I was on vackay (to be fair he was asking me about my schedule but then said that). I just feel whenever when we are alone together there is an energy there. Plus astrology wise we are a good match.
Ok sorry for all this just want other peoples opinion and you deserve a medal and if you actually read all this nonsense
He wants to fuck you yeah
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ambrozjas · 8 months
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Hiii <3 before i start i wanted to say that ur fics are sooo good <333 okkkk so can you pleaseee please do a fluff with (aged up) sodapop curtis and he finally comes home to his fiancé after monthssss of being drafted out in war, and reader is like really shocked and emotional. maybe a bit of a song fic too? i think “it’s been a long, long time” by kitty kallens, would be suchhh a good fit!! just a LOT a fluff would be so good!! if it’s not any trouble!! thank uuu sm <3
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it’s been a long, long time ꨄ︎
sodapop curtis x reader
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TELL ME WHY I LITERALLY LOCKED IN FOR THIS FIC, LIKE ACTUALLY. SOMETHING TOOK OVER ME 😭 also, sorry i got a little angsty at the beginning, it’s more so a comfort type fic?? hope that’s okay 💕
✧˖*°࿐ warnings ᰔᩚ
mentions of war, crying, kissing?? i dunno i think it’s all pretty tame.
✧˖*°࿐ word count ᰔᩚ
622 words, 3,325 characters
. ˚◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ . ˚◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ . ˚◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄ . ˚◞♡ ⃗ *ೃ༄
never thought you would be here, standing so close to me
that’s all you could think about when you saw soda in the doorway, his suitcases in hand and his uniform still on. your mind flashes back to when you first learned that soda was drafted, how that night you were inconsolable. how could you be calm when your fiancé was about to be out fighting for his life? you remembered how that night how soda tried to comfort you, that night filled up with kisses in earnest, that night where you didn’t want to even let him go to the bathroom because you were scared that he wouldn’t return.
when he officially left, you were mainly alone, only keeping in touch with his brothers ponyboy and darry for their comfort and your own.
you remembered the amount of times you sat at your kitchen table, eyes empty as you fiddled with your engagement ring. one thing you thought about was, what if we never get to have this wedding? should we have gotten married sooner? you never stopped thinking about it. you can’t count how many times you lay at night alone in a cold, empty bed. you didn’t even want to wash the pillows for you feared they would lose soda’s scent.
there’s so much i feel that i should say.
you and soda just stared at each other, a small distance between you two, speechless. an almost deafening silence fell over the house. you eyes glossed over with tears as you ran at soda and threw your arms around his waist. sodapop, of course, embraced you back, burying his head in your hair as you shook with every silent sob.
but words can wait for some other day, you thought, tightening your arms around soda’s midriff.
he tilted your face up, cupping your cheek with his hand. you must’ve looked like a mess right now, red blotchy face with tears flowing down your cheeks and your nose wet, but soda didn’t care. he loved you too much to care, you could’ve been the ugliest crier in the room and soda would still dare compare you to a deity.
he brought his lips to yours, the salty taste shining through from all his tears. he pulled away for a quick moment, giving him enough time to press his forehead against yours, before he kissed you again. and again. and again.
kiss me once, kiss me twice
then kiss me once, again
it’s been a long long time
your hands tangled in in soda’s hair, the follicles still a militant length. your heart swelled as it felt like you and sodapop were the only two people in the world, like there was a spotlight shining on you two with no audience.
haven’t felt like this, my dear
since i can’t remember when
you reluctantly pulled away from soda, your hands resting on his chest. you let out a teary laugh at the way he chased your lips before he fluttered his eyes open, and when you looked into his blue eyes, you saw nothing but love.
you’ll never know how many dreams
i’ve dreamed about you
or just how empty they all seemed without you
you smiled at him, you realized that you could finally smell his scent against the bedsheets again, all those wonderful times you had with him can happen once more.
you tilted your head up and kissed your fiancé, and he practically melted into you. you could feel him smile against your lips as he pulled away and littered your face with kisses, kissing away all your tears.
so kiss me once
then kiss me twice
then kiss me once again
it’s been a long, long time.
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ how is this only 622 words this felt like sm more in my notes app 😭
kiss kiss ˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱
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criberrie · 2 years
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Hanahaki disease rory x reader
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TW: blood, vomiting/spit up, slight angst
rory has loved you for the longest, even before he turned into a vampire. Even though he loved you with all his heart he was told by all his friends that you’d never love him back, vamp or not. All he wanted was your love but everything told him you weren’t destined to be. One day he saw you and ethan hitting it off and he couldn’t handle it. he ran home and fell apart as soon as he hit his window. He didn’t know the reason you didn’t like him was because you had eyes on ethan. He cried so hard his throat started to hurt and he ran to the bathroom.
He saw red petals hit the bowl and his eyes grew wide, he thought maybe it was just a vamp thing but he wasn’t that dumb. He looked down and started questioning everything he knew. He wanted to go to ethan and benny but he was still kinda upset about what he saw. On his way to school he thought about it and decided he wanted to tell them what was happening, well he was before he saw you, and ethan. He rushed to the bathroom and it looked like time repeated itself. He got up from the floor took exit the bathroom just to see you pacing in front of it. You seemed worried so but he just thought you were looking for ethan. as soon as he’s in your line of vision you rushed to his arms, touching his hair and asking if he’s ok.
all he could do was stare up at your eyes and wonder if this was all real. You saw him run into the bathroom like something was happening and you couldn’t help but worry. You were only talking to ethan to learn more about rory but you probably should have just talked to him personally. You’ve liked rory for the longest but at the beginning of the school year he changed and you didn’t know how to approach him, so you asked ethan how to get to know him. You hung around him to try and learn what he was interested in. After talking to him for a while you guys set up a date.
okkkk sooo i might do a part 2 for this but it will take a while loll
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honeytama · 3 months
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sweet older bf matt honeycutt that just wants to take care of his partner and also happens to be an eater 🤔
HOLd on babes!!! i WAS about to go get some dinner but lemme take a seat real quick. also u made my mouth dry 😑
OKKKK
1. he’s soft daddy
2,,,,,,,, he’s so sweet!!! he just made u your fave dinner, it’s literally thursday night nothing special it’s just the way he is,, you’re on the couch afterwards with full tummies and you’ve got your legs across his lap, you two are watching his favorite show that’s kinda A LOT cus that’s the way he likes it, but he rubs your thighs thru the scary parts bc it’s ok!!! and then of course he gets bored, he’d rather be giving u some attention than staring at a screen sooooo
“I’m still hungry,” he moves your legs off of him and gets up from the couch
when his warm body leaves you, “you said u were full,” you’d whine.
“not for the food i made, sweet baby girl,” he drops to his knees before the couch. his strong arms pull your legs to him and push you into the couch. your shorts get pulled off in the process 😒
and then and thennnn like the munch he is,,, just spreads those thighs, puts his head between them and goes to town. decimates the clit. uses his thick ass fingers and I’M THINKINGGG something else happens but idkkk 🥱
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sophiesonlinediary · 4 months
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okay here it is in chronological order
at track practice, he’s there too, this is the closest we’ve been to each other in 3 months (totally losing it)
my one friend says “you two run similar” referring to me and him therefore forcing us to somewhat acknowledge each other except i don’t say anything and he doesn’t say anything
so there we are me and him and my friend and his friend
then after i went in because i was fucking freezing from the rain and wind my other friend tells me he was staring at me while i was running
after him and his friend left his friend sends me a message on snap i have yet to read
this same friend was who initially told me that watercolour actually liked me
also he was staring at me during the track meeting earlier today too so now i’m majorly freaking out and like. dying.
going insane 🎀🎀🎀
okkkk (losing it w u)
stop thats legit so awkward 😭
okkkk grouppppp
okkk so personally i would hate if someone stared at me while i was running cause i look pathetic asf but ur gorg and do track so u mustve looked really good (also omgggg ahhhh)
READ IT RN ARE U JOKING
okkkk so we're freaking out yes this is a group thing now that youve included me were going through this together
stoppp girl i think u have another shot! (he should be begging to get back with you)
going insane w u 🎀
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crazyf0rswayze · 1 year
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Johnny Cade: Sick Day Date
"Heeeyyy Y/n!" Johnny yelled as he walked in the door. He was going to surprise Y/n with flowers and maybe a little date. 
"I got you flowers my love" Johnny said. The boy was dressed in a nice little flannel, and jeans
"Y/n...where are you? Are you ok?!" 
Johnny heard a little groan from the bathroom. He ran in to find Y/n leaning over the toilet, throwing up.
"Oh dear...." Johnny said softly. He grabbed a hair tie and tied Y/n's hair back, and then helped wipe her mouth off.
"It's gonna be ok my darling" Johnny said sweetly. 
"No I'm not!" Y/n said angrily.
"Hey, how about you take a minute, get yourself situated, and I'll make you some soup" Johnny suggested
"Okkkk" Y/n groaned.
Y/n got up and flushed the toilet, and then brushed her teeth. She looked at how much a mess she was. She splashed some water on her face to wake herself up, and then took her ponytail out and brushed her hair. She looked in the mirror again...
"Hmm...better" she said with a little smile. Her stomach still hurt, but she was feeling a little better.
She walked out of the bathroom to find Johnny setting up the couch with blankets and pillows, and finding a channel on the TV with a good movie. He settled on 'Bye Bye Birdie'....seemed good enough. 
"Johnny, I'm really sorry. I know you wanted to go on a date but-" 
"It's ok my love. Things happen, we can have a little date right here in your living room"
"Ok..." Y/n said sadly.
"The soups done, so why don't you sit on the couch, get comfy, and I'll bring your bowl over."
"Ok love" Y/n said feeling better emotionally, but not physically. Hopefully the soup would help. 
"Here you go hun" Johnny set down a bowl and spoon on the coffee table infront of them. He then went to grab himself a bowl, as he felt a little hungry. 
"Is this movie ok, I don't really know what you like" Johnny asked nervously 
"Yea, I really like this movie, actually" Y/n said with a smile.
"Great!"
Johnny and Y/n continued eating their soup, and then when the were done Johnny got up to put the dishes in the sink.
"Thank you for taking care of me Johnnycakes" Y/n said sweetly.
"My pleasure darlin'" Johnny said. He pulled himself closer to Y/n, and held her in his arms. As the cuddled, they watched the movie, but about half way through Y/n fell asleep. Johnny just stared at her happily.
"I'm so lucky to have a wonderful girl like you, so sweet and kind. And really cute when you sleep" Johnny said in a whisper as to not wake Y/n up
"I love you too Johnnycakes" Y/n said
She looked up at Johnny to see him go red...
"S-s-sorry I though you were asleep" Johnny said embarrassed.
"Well, I like to hear your little compliments anyway so...no biggie" Y/n sat up for a minute to peck Johnny's lips, and then laid back down. She soon fell asleep, for real this time. And Johnny held her safely in his arms. The perfect little date.
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reidsmouthbabys48 · 1 year
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Summary: you are hyperfixated on greys anatomy and Spencer comes over with your favorite snacks and you cuddle up on the couch and binge it together and he rambles about all the mistakes.
Warnings: none just pure fluff, also this is autistic! Reader x autistic!spence because I thats just cute asf
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Your phone buzzes on your kitchen counter and you hop off the couch to get it, knowing exactly who it is. You had given Spencer a special ringtone witch is the SpongeBob theme song, most people think it’s odd but it’s you favorite cartoon and Spence is your favorite person, it’s perfect.
“Hiiiii baby” you say, the excitement evident in your voice, “hey baby, I’m on my way over” he says as I hear the key turn and the engine start, “okkkk” I say and you hear the smile in his voice as he says “I’ll see you soon my love”.
“I love you, Spence” you say after he hangs up, you have been dating for three months now but you’re to scared to say i love you first, your last partner broke your heart so you’re scared to love again but you fell for Spencer so fast, head over heals isn’t the right frase for how hard you fell for him, he is perfect in every way, all he wants is for you to be happy and thats all you want for him.
Thirty minutes later your are curled up on the couch and the door opens, the smell of Chinese food floats through the living room any you sit up to see Spencer struggling to hold the food, you quickly get up to help him, “baby you got groceries?” You ask and he nods, “last time I came over your fridge was practically empty baby, you need to start eating more” he says and when you turn around to set the bags on the table you smile to yourself.
“Ok before we put the bags away I got snacks… I got ice cream, Doritos anddd some candy” he says pulling them out of the bag, your eyes start to water and a few tears slip down your cheeks as you run to hung him, you burry your face into his chest and cry, “baby what’s wrong?” He asks, his hand resting in your hair.
“I…” say it, just say it y/n he needs to know.
“What baby?” He says and you lift your head and look up at him, “nobody has ever taken care of me, or cared enough to remember my favorite things and get them for me for no reason at all” you say the tears are falling faster now and he wiped them away with his thumb, “baby, I- of course I take care of you that’s what lovers do, they love each other and look out for each other, I will never give you less than what you deserve” he says smiling down at you, he kisses you on the four head as the words replay in your mind.
“Do you?” You ask and he leans back and looks at you questionably, “do you love me, Spencer?” You ask and he nods, “I do, I love you so much baby” he says and you smile, wider than you ever have, “ I love you so much too baby” you say burying your face into his chest once again, you both stand there for was feels like and eternity, but you still don’t want to let go, you want realize you want to be in his arms for the rest of your life.
“Baby as much as I love this moment, I don’t want the ice cream to melt” he says with a soft laugh, “oh yea” you say letting go of him.
Your heart is fluttering as if there are a million little butterflies floating around it. With him you don’t have to feel bad about being yourself because no matter how odd or silly you are you know he will always love you.
“Baby? Are you ok” he says and you nod, realizing you were staring into space.
“Do you want to eat?” He asks holding out a takeout box and you nod grabbing it and moving to sit on the couch, you sit with your legs crossed the takeout in your lap and Spencer sits next to you. He turns one greys anatomy and relaxes against the couch, you try to focus on the show but your eyes drift to him every few minutes.
You have both finished your food and Spencer is now laying his head on your thigh, he looks up at you and your heart stops beating for a second, the way he looks at you make your heart flutter and your stomach fill with butterflies, all you can think is ‘I want to marry him’
“This show is so wrong but the plot is really good” he says moving to sit up but you grab his head and pull him back down, “no, stay” you say and you feel him smile.
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I might be posting more bc I’m going through a lot of shit and I need my mind off of it sooo I hope you enjoyed this send me some ideas please 🙏
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saiiboat · 3 months
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helloooo hello hi music recs you say. :D
not an album but MOFO by Reolamos is a banger I have to mention it
I like TEMMIS' EP Klinge! it has 4 songs and they're a bit more of a melancholy vibe, but not in the sad way, more in a "sitting on a speeding train and staring out the window" way. does that make sense idk but the second song is Literally About That LOL. either way I like it
Adeus, Aurora by Supercombo is good! this is also a "sitting on the train" vibe to me but more upbeat this time
Irgendwie, Irgendwo, Irgendwann bei Nena is a banger song (this is the same band that did 99 Luftballons which you've probably heard of)
Es ist Abend und wir sitzen bei mir by AnnenMayKantereit is a more chill vibe too! probably wouldn't listen to most of the songs individually but as an album it's a vibe
and. gonna stop there for now but there you go? :D hope you don't mind the amount of german music I figured it was stuff you were more likely to not already know
ok my thoughts s^_^ never apologizing for recommending songs in other languages btw. its awesome
this gets a bit long so reactions under the cut
MOFO: FODA. fucks like hell. in love with it.
Klinge:
Klinge: i love the rhythm. damn
ICE 579: oh this is awesome fucking vibe. yeah train music
augenringe: love the bridge at the beginning. one must imagine me bobbing along to this song as i type
verloren wie ich (pt. 1): oh this is cooollllllll ok. ok. digging this.. wtf......
adeus, aurora:
guarda-chuva: love how it climbs. really fits the album art i think. also like the lyrics for this one
o guerreiro e a selva: jam. what can i say. i like this one a lot
maremotos: i know this one! massive fan. sos good. it also gives me insane deja vu for some reason. where the fuck have i heard this song before
menina largata: jam. VERY interesting bridge here
robozin: interesting beat.. i feel like this one might be more of an acquired taste for me but i can see myself liking it
2 e 1: ohhhhh i love the last 3rd of this song oh this is cool. it grabbed me
meu colorista: OUGH fucks. cool as hell. woah crazy vocals. ok kinda fucks okkkk
parafuso a menos: ok!!! okay!!!!!! OKAY!!!!!!!!!! :D good song
cela: kinda a vibe ngl. cool song
xepa das estrelas: i really like this one
overall it was enjoyable but a bit of an acquired taste? there are a few songs in there that i do really love off the bat but the rest i can definitely see myself enjoying later on. ME FROM A FEW DAYS LATER! yeah this album fucks 🫶
Irgendwie, Irgendwo, Irgendwann: FUCKS. this fucking rules. love this one. yeah this rules
Es ist Abend und wir sitzen bei mir:
lass es kreisen: oh ok so this fucks fucks. okay.
3 tage am meer: vibe. ok. ok. ok. great song
es ist abend: ooooooooooooooooo strong start. yeah i love this one
lottoscheine: ohhhh ok the bridge got me. hooked
katharina: VIBE. ok. WOAHHH oKKKKKKKKKK WOAHHHHH. LOVE<33333333
verliebt sein: thisones sweet i like it
ausgehen: vibe
erdbeerkechen: this rules. wtf
heute abend wird es regnen: wow that was a shift. i like this one
weißhausstraße: this is cool.
kein stern: good song
als ich ein kind war: interesting. the lone voice with just the drum for a minute is crazy
du tust mir nie mehr weh:good song
orangenlied: very good. i dont have any german so i heard "forrest gump" and my head twitched
tommi: also very good. brings the album to a very nice end
overall thoughts: really enjoyed this. awesome fucking album. loved it.
THANK YOU FOR THE RECS!!!!! you have great taste these are all awesome
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