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werewolfcave · 5 months ago

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Lucy Headcanons:

Nonbinary Aro-spec Butch Sapphic/Dyke*, She/They pronouns.

Extremely polyamorous, but she stumbled into this fact after so many girls in the guild flirted with her. She has a crush on so many guildmates it's crazy.

I'd describe her build as a bit chubby, she's about 5'6", and has a lot of freckles.

She has Autism, ADHD, and OCD. Celestial Spirits are one of her biggest special interests, Fairy Tail as a guild developed as a SpIn for her as a child and remains as such even as she is within the guild. Her ADHD results in impulsive behavior and fixations on books for periods of time, along with bouts of extreme restlessness and sensitivity to light at times. Her OCD often manifests very internally (meaning it can be hard to notice unless she is stuck in compulsively completing a task), including a large degree of intrusive thoughts regarding magical malfunctions.

Natsu is her life partner, unlabeled as to in what way. They might be queerplatonic they might be romantic they might be some third thing. It doesn't matter, they're together for life.

They are rather proficient in horseback riding and they had a horse back home who she eventually rehomed to a family-friend after leaving. The horse's name is Merak after the star within the Big Dipper. She was surprised to find Merak still living after the timeskip, and even more so that Merak recognized her despite the years.

Knows fencing and archery due to her rich upbringing but has fallen out of practice with both. Sagittarius has taught her some archery over the course of their time together.

Knows both violin and piano but has entirely fallen out of practice with them. They recall bits of songs but that's about it.

Aquarius is basically a second mother to her, Cancer is like an uncle to her. Capricorn is also like an uncle to her and she values his advice a lot.

Taurus, though a huge perv, is one of the most reliable spirits she knows and can be called on at any time (as stated in canon). Because of this she often calls on him for helping with lifting heavy things, and physical labor she struggles with.

She's always had low stamina and energy ever since she was a kid, it's why she preferred horseback riding over walking. Horologium is essentially a disability aid for her.

She has very bad cold tolerance and has a condition called Raynaud's (a condition which causes veins in the extremities to tighten, cutting off blood flow during cold weather or immense stress. It can be painful if blood flow is cut off for long enough.)

Loke is always there for her when she needs it and if she was to call anyone her partner in crime it would be him, especially after the 1 year gap where she developed the Stardress technique.

Her main relationship partners are: Natsu, Juvia, Cana, and Erza. She has a casual relationship with Gray, that isn't really based in attraction more just is a commitment due to being in the same polycule.

Levy is her best friend and they have a tendency to write short stories to throw at each other and can be found constantly talking about some new concept. Additionally they are friends-with-benefits and thus have been known to have casual sex from time to time.

She experiences mild psychosis as a result of her lonely childhood and had childhood experiences with Maladaptive Dreaming Disorder due to the same thing. Her psychosis is at times exacerbated by traumatic events but her MADD has improved since her time joining the guild.

Doesn't like wearing long sleeves or pants for very long periods of time (something that we see frequently in her outfits in canon).

*(Could be labeled Bisexual but she feels so on the fence about it that. She prefers Sapphic or Dyke because she is only /attracted/ to women, nonbinaries, and transmascs, doesn't have any interest in binary men)

#Lucy heartfilia #ft headcanons #fairy tail #ft

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ancientgoddessofegypt · 1 year ago

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I bought a reading from ancientgoddessofegypt and I am late with my review I promised due to literal failing health and I wanted my review to be perfect for her due to her kindness, talent, speed, and AUTOMATIC SUPER SONIC HYPNOTIC FUNKY FRESH talent and so I am using lyrics as the 90s baby I am.

And emojis cos I right now cannot toss actual biodegradable glitter at her and plan a super cool party in her honor because

1. I'm fucking broke

2. I'm actually dying. Cancer, tumors, PCOS or endo? They dunno but they said they'll get back to me soon! And it was rude of me asking for results at 5pm on Friday. She really did hang up on me.

3. I am 32 and I wanted to see BTS in 2025 and after being suicidal since I was 9 and holding on for so long and now to maybe having cancer and dying before 2025 BTS TIME is lowkey annoying me. I didn't even unwrap my YOONGI MERCH I GOT WHEN MY ASS HAD MONEY BEFORE I GOT SICK.

4. I really said fuck it we ball, and now I might not get to ball? Ain't that bout a bitch.

BUT HER READING WAS THE BESTEST EVER AND I AM BEGGING YOU TO NEVER EVER ADVERTISE ON ETSY FUCK YOU ETSY AND YOU ARE MORE THAN A STAR YOU ARE TALENTED AND KIND AND KINDNESS IS SO RARE THAT I REALLY DO THINK I GAVE WON LOTTO WHEN SOMEONE GOES I HEAR YOU.

When I tell y'all that I was told by my sperm donor today that my dying is upsetting to him because I never told him about my "health problems" and I said wait. I have told you since I was in the single digits and you always replied "I don't wanna hear that shit" and I went? Then how am I suppose to tell you I am dying? "YOU ARE HURTING MY FEELINGS FOR A PAST MISTAKE"

*looks into the camera like the office*

Me informing you of my weak immune system and doing so for 32 years of you knowing me and saying to shut the fuck up if I mention pain is a wild take to have when the pain finally means dying, but ok!

I have literally had several seizures, a constanr fever, and I now have no immune system, and I went damn I ain't even gonna see BTS in 2025 and now I'm in trouble for being sick in the open while in charge of 3 disabled adults with no money.

My tone of dying offendes him.

He went on to blame my poor mental health and believing him when he said he studied my ADHD.

He literally said, no! It WAS YOUR JOB TO INFORM ME OF YOUR SYMPTOMS BUT YOU JUST JUMP SUBJECT TO SUBJECT AND RANT WHEN I ASK FOR HELP.

I really did give up on life there I did. Because I then asked, so me saying several things in several sentences to explain 32 years of health problems is making you angry and making you feel bad because I said I am now dying due to you ignoring my health and I wanted to know what I can do for you and mom before I die since I am well, dying.

Me dying from problems I continued to tell you about and you kept telling me it was rude to talk about and unladylike is now my fault? Because I should have said it nicer?

When I cried in pain you told me to shut the fuck up.

When I went quiet you yelled at me saying I was a bitch.

Now I am dying and don't look pretty, and you're upset I closed my door to cry about me dying.

While I am literally cleaning up your liquid shit, mom's pee stained mattress, and now grandma's dementia and novody left me money to do antthing but a text saying God Bless ajd WATCH YOUR TONE!

I'm laughing because deadass, God forbid women do anything.

Tumblr, am I the asshole for asking how I can continue to be of perfect daughter service although I am actively dying and trying to inform parents of said dying when for years they told me to "shut the fuck up" and "all you young people do is talk about death"!

Doesn't matter now folks. I am out of time soon unless some deity steps in, the USA healthcare system thinks of black women as humans, and I can afford said treatment.

But wild how me dying and not looking pretty got the VA doctors to step in and finally ask for extra testing because "hmmm you have little to no immune system and this will hurt your chance of becoming pregnant" let's take a look?

I asked for help for over a decade now, and was told help would arrive when my husband and I want children and I do not get pregnant quickly.

I'm 32, a virgin, and asexual. But thank you for that solid medical advice.

Red state? Well technically the world thinks Georgia is purple aka red and blue and a swing state, but I've been here since I was in 6th grade and it's absolutely red.

But you're black?

Yes. And the black people here are mainly red. And Christian. I am not.

"Move?"

Chronic pain and several disabilities not taken serious because I am "pretty, smart, and have a smart phone". I have literally less than $1000 in my bank account and at this point I'm just drinking energy drinks and buying my cat whatever she wants.

Yoongi, my bestie in my head, the fucking way I might not get to see you in person again with the whole BTS squad and Halsey...

I really said fuck it, we ball, and the universe said girl... The thing is...

Yoongi, bro I got this new galaxy z flip4 with the last of my savings (shoutout to backmarket for letting me coupon while dying awoman) and i only update my phone every 3-5 years and only for under $300 lmaooooo and bro...

Min Yoongi I don't even get to write you a sticky note saying "please wear saftey glasses when sanding wood, the dust can be harmful to your eyes and if i had a wood shop class you would be escorted out for not having glasses on and if you said but it's not big deal i would go 🫥 and nod and smile.

And because I LOVE YOU i am going to be in the spirit of Swag Surfin for you. But my heart? I am going this dumbass water sign really on the front row of Samsung who I thought he owned in 2021 but he don't, and he not gonna own it cos he thinks sanding wood WITHOUT glasses is no big deal. All purple everything frfr but bro... What the fuck. i gotta get him to be safe with wood and DUST i am... bro... the dust! Samsung ceos Min Yoongi is the best at rapping and being cool forgive his woodwork vlogs without safety glasses i know in his HEART THAT IS FULL OF PURPLE LOVE is committed to greatness. (please help me use this z flip 4 phone b4 i die i'mma figure it out)

someone: she's dying and beefing with a kpop dude not wearing safety goggles while in a wood working area and sanding? am i reading this review of services correct? 🤔🤔🤔

yeah. libra sun libra mercury libra mars. scorpio rising. lilith in capricorn. virgo moon. iconic huh? 😉

i wanna be in a pink jumpsuit recycling in Barbie land with pink safety equipment. but i'm in the real world and was shoved to the air force for being too smart and conviently poor.

the usa doesn't have a conscription its so much better than south korea hehehe says the online western chatter

Shoutout to us niggas in the usa, and when i say us niggas, i mean us black girlies who were told we talk too white and we better NOT have a baby with our fast ass and you better do better than them cos they not gonna listen to you anyways, oh and fuck your man hating ass for thinking your father and brother and male family members should treat others with respect! ya lil oreo ass think you too good now thinkin you know things. God don't like ugly! and you thinkin that sex without consent is rape is crazy talk and you need to mind ya fuckin business and what the fuck you mean i'm abusive? I GAVE YOU FOOD CLOTHING AND TOYS AND NOW YOU WANNA BRING UP OLD SHIT ABOUT ME NOT BELIEVING YOUR PAIN? WELL I DID THE BEST I COULD AND YOU YOUNG FOLKS TODAY THINK DEATH DEATH DEATH AND THE TIKITY TOK AND HUMAN RIGHTS AND THE WHITE MAN GOT TO RAPE FOR YEARS AND GET AWAY ON TV WITH IT BUT OUR MEN GET IN TROUBLE? NOW?SEEM LIKE BULLSHIT TO ME! WHY YOU KEEPING A BROTHA DOWN????? WE ALL WE GOT. IF YOU JUST KEEP GOD IN YOUR HEART AND STOP LISTENIN TO THEM LIL GAY ASS KPOP BOYS WITH MAKEUP YOU'D KNOW. AND BELIEVE HER? SHE WAS THE ONE WITH WEAVE DOWN TO HER ASS AND AT THE CLUB AT 2AM SHE SHOULDA KEPT HER BLACK ASS IN THE HOUSE MAKIN HER PUSSY MUSIC SEE Y'ALL WANT EQUAL RIGHTS BUT IF I HIT YOU YOU WANNA CRY FOUL SEE THATS THAT BULLSHIT YOU CANT HAVE IT BOTH WAYS BITCH. ANYWAYS DO YOU. I KNOW WHATS RIGHT.

*applauds Tyler Perry movie of a black man mocking a black woman in a dress*

*applauds Kanye for speaking the truth about "the Jews"*

*says black women should know better than to leave home at night, on the weekends, at rush hour, during the holidays, and while being alone*

*makes fun of darker skinned black women*

*frames Bull Cosby as innocent and Aaliyah was a whore who asked for it and her parents signed the papers so what can you do*

*i'm not against the gays* *calls crying bitch ass behavior*

*judges black women for hair(all hair, long short curly straight she should know better either way)*

*if you read the poor dad rich dad book then you'd be somewhere*

*yells at cashier for not smiling* so you don't want a job? entitled bitch doesn't deserve $15 for standing there!* worker not getting even $10 but go off i guess?

*when you having kids? i wanna spoil someone now*

*You always bringing up that man hating white women shit.*

I asked for equality and you said I hated men. You told me she's a whore, and she's a man hating dyke bitch. She's pretty and she's ugly for thinking she is pretty.

She better take care of her whole family, and start her own while being independent and knowing her place, under the Man.

Questions? Disobience. Liberal arts bullshit.

Black Lives Matter. BOUT DAMN TIME.

Black women? Well you see.... She wore this and sure girl power but not like that, and what do you mean this is bad? she asked for it being in the dark in the movies in room with men in that building in that lip gloss in that area without an alarm without a gun she knew better!

I don't know any black men who has mistreated a girl like that! she lyin! i can tell by the way she looks. lyin ass raggity black bitch. this why black men hate y'all lil weavealicious black bitter bitches.

"i'm sick of trump and his bullshit shit." *parrots trump talking points word for word* no this different because i have never hit your mother even though i should have beat her ass for the way she talked to me and i told her everyday to be thankful i don't hit her and that me calling her stupid isn't so bad because other women have marks so fuck you for saying i hate women when i forgave my nephew for sexually assaulting several women because God said forgive and that is MY opinion!

he, my black dark skinned father and light skinned black mother says "we all we got" and i am just an oversensitive bitter man hating bitch who needs to calm down cos other people have it worse.

we. all. we. got.

then i ain't got shit huh.

Anyways it be ya own squad.

Dying at this point would be a relief from the hell that has been being a black woman in the USA in the last 32 years.

But the love reading i got gave me strength to speak up about my troubles to one more person and the woman started a direct case for getting me help.

i'll keep y'all updated if you want.

if this is confusing i am sorry frfr but at this point i'm lowkey not caring about typos

and i am so sorry my samsung homies but the emojis...

whew... they ugly.

Yoongi. Yoongi. Yoongi

i turnedback on my old ass cheap ass iphone and got a new number within like 15 hrs of switching to samsung.

the way my libra ass couponed 2 phones and under $50 for 2 phone lines is kinda iconic for a dying poor bitch huh! 🤌🏾

😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😷😎🧐🤠

i just wanted to use the cowboy emoji cos heehaw and i was a horse girl and this could probably explain so much if i thought about it more but i'm not cos i'm sleepy and found a cherry vanilla coke and i wanna play the bts island game. add me borahae hoes everyone welcome soon as i remember my login in

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buy her reading i am so serious.

like i am literally wanting to know how much more time i have left from testing for several varioua bad outcomes and i am using my time to write this I AM SO SORRY I AM LATE SIS I REALLY AM!!!!!

OMG I LOVE YOU!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR REVIEW BABES I LOVE THIS <33333333

#oracle reviews

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nicoscheer · 2 years ago

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“Hello this is the new Alex Zane and Alexa Chung”

Love his cackle laugh

Miles joking round in Belgium

Miles favorite words: head, mega and boss and obviously the turtle 🐢 emoji and not to forget his little kisses x

I adore him way too much

Miles for radio Willy 14/06/2033

The whole article and interview (English)

More like a dream

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His outfit 🥹

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Little Miles is adorable and his grown up version stayed the same fanboy 🫶🏽 the Italian hand gestures 🤌🏽💅

Baby Mi, I melted at the little Wirral lad

Luv how he’s basically talking bout his first ever boy crush 🤣 and so happy that he got to meet Roberto Baggio

I love this movie soo much he’s such an adorable little turtle I’m so happy for him cause he deserves all the fucking happiness this world has to offer, I literally couldn’t stop smiling so much it actually started to hurt 🥲🫶🏽

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I love that Miles a mega rock star too gets nervous when meeting his childhood hero, he’s just down to earth

I’m literally just waiting for Miles’ to publish an Italian song at this point

And like this screams to me that they ‘unfortunately’ forgot to record the call cause Miles was hyperventilating and jumping around in joy 🥹

But gotta adore his acting 🫶🏽

And immediately after calling his “mother” and fanboying over how he got to meet Baggio and he “touched” him and he actually was kinda crying I…I just can’t I’m grinning like an idiot

And then we got a sleeping Miles 🥹

And now I’m imaging Miles calling Alex and telling him all about the meeting shit 😭like Alex just leaning against a wall outside of the venue they play that night and having a smoke with a silly smile on his face while listening to Miles who’s pacing around and ADHD rambling on and on over the phone

#no clue what T4 is #miles Kane #manager #Instagram #Youtube

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hxhhasmysoul · 2 years ago

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22, 31, 45 for the writer asks

Thank you for the ask <3

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22. Are there certain types of writing you won’t do? (style, pov, genre, tropes, etc)

a lot actually. i write primarily to suit my own tastes and to have stories i'd like to read.

genre i wouldn't write a comedy because as i mentioned before i'm just not funny and it would be unintentionally cringe. other than that i would be open to most genres if i stumbled on a good enough idea for them that i'd feel is within my capabilities.

pov i wouldn't write a whole story in 1st and 2nd person pov. it's not like i've never used them. when i write the inner voice of the character i use both depending on the scene because that's how i talk in my head to myself sometimes in 1st sometimes in 2nd person. so i think they both have their uses but not as the primary pov of the story. and like i have no problem with empathising and sympathising with the 3rd person pov the other two make it actually harder for me.

with 1st person i could probably write a full drabble though i'm not sure if i've ever written a whole scene like that. and i don't like to read it when it's the primary pov, it just feels off to me as a narrative tool. like there've been some instances i've seen it work but that's the exception not the rule in my opinion.

2nd pov makes me actively uncomfortable, like i have physical reaction to it. i've always hated when people tried to put thoughts in my head and like after having gone through fandom harassment and discourse wars i react even more viscerally to it. and i know this is not the intention of people who write their stories in 2nd person but this is how it feels to me and i physically can't read them.

tropes wise, there's stuff that i have no problem reading but would never want to write myself because i'm soft and gooey inside XD and i sympathise too much with the characters when writing so there are emotions i just don't want to put myself through that actively. so like i can read hurt no comfort, torture or toxic relationship or non-con and sometimes even major character death but i wouldn't write it myself.

there are also tropes that i'm not very into but when the stars align i could and will write them. like i'm super meh about fairy tale retellings because i find them tired and overdone by popculture and i hadn't pictured myself as ever doing one. but i got into a new ship recently and in my head they felt perfect for a "beauty and the beast" inspired au and people weren't doing it on ao3, not that i could find anyway. so now i'm trying to write it in a way that suits my tastes. or like i can remember 1 slow burn i enjoyed and didn't find aggravating, plus like that one worked because the story and setting really facilitated a very slow development of the relationship and it didn't feel forced. but i don't think i have that kind of fucking patience.

then there are tropes that just make nope. there are some kinks i don't want to think about in fiction or rl - not that i think people shouldn't. but for more generally used tropes stuff there's abo for example. from what i've seen and what i understand from others talking about abo for me it just fails in every metaphor people claim it tries to be while being steeped in what reads to me as the worst kind of heterosexuality. and like i'm not going to write it because it's impossible to make it suit my tastes.

31. Do you start with the characters or the plot when writing?

I'm not even entirely sure what starting with characters means exactly so i might be talking out of my ass here. but like for me it's kind of a feedback system. like i don't think i can create them separately.

and i think i start with the setting actually, often an aesthetic feeling. and from that the plot and characters emerge simultaneously and heavily feed into each other and the setting feeds into it as well. it usually happens in a bout of adhd madness. like when it takes off it's an extremly fast process. my first fic ever emerged within a few hours with extensive backstories for all pov characters, worldbuilding with cultural aspects and most of the plot for the first 5 chapters which all ended up 10k plus up to almost 20k.

45. Do you want to break your readers‘ heart or make them laugh?

neither really. if i wanted to make my readers laugh it'd be dooming myself to fail because i'm not witty and my sense of humour doesn't resonate. i do write angst but it's always with the promise of cheese so like i don't think i can break the reader at least not for long maybe i can scratch them a bit. i once left my fic open ended and people didn't like it but idk if it broke them, more like i think they felt it was unfinished? idk

i mostly want my writing to resonate. i want to feel i connected with the readers on some level. i'm very much in the art as communication philosophical camp - probably because my only true identity is a linguist as embarrassing as that is XD

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Get to know your fic writer!

#answering asks #off topic #i feel i went off on the first one XD #lol i'm such a nope person

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starsinger · 4 years ago

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slight vent

I posted a thing fairly recently where it had several questions to ask if you thought you might have ADHD. And just

You do not understand the feeling of relief. Yes, I do believe I have it, and yes I am seeking a medical diagnosis. But to have a name for something that I have known was wrong with me. Like even knowing now that Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome is a thing, and it is what has happened to me every year since I was in middle school. Whenever I don’t have school or a job, I’ll end up going to sleep later and later, waking up later and later. The years of not knowing what was going on. Of thinking this was just how I was and if I worked harder at it then I could fix it.

I can’t.

I have never been able to. And finding out that is connected to so many other things. To my inability to remember that I have egg nog when I was the one who bought it, simply because I don’t open the refrigerator. The overthinking and the fact that my mind simply will not stop. Why I can’t control my volume, a trait I attributed to growing up with a loud parent. Why I fidget and play with my rings, my necklace, hair or ears. Why I can’t remember to do things sometimes, why I can’t do things even if I know I need to and it is causing me stress and worry that I haven’t been able to do it.

I can finally get help. Because I couldn’t explain what was wrong. Thought it was just I have a bad memory and may have depression that I inherited from my mother. I thought I was lazy, forgetful, and just bad. I need to call them, I need to finish this before this date, I need to remember to do this, I need to go to bed on time. I can’t. But I have a name.

I want to cry simply because I can start taking steps to functioning. To being able to get these things under control. Maybe being able to have more energy, maybe finally being able to cook regularly instead of living off of microwaved food, if I remember to eat at all. Remembering that there are things to cook.

I just, I was 12 when the sleep pattern shit started. When every summer I would end up awake until the sun came up and sleeping until 2 or even later in the afternoon. Being unable to fix it and being so so tired when school started again until it shifted back. The idea that it was just me. That I was a night owl and it was normal for some people. That it was normal.

And honestly I think there is more on top of that. But there is a possibility that it might just be due to this being untreated for so long. I’ve thought maybe I have depression and/or anxiety. At least it can be a step in the right direction, seeking out a diagnosis and treatment.

#star rambles #star vents #star talks bout adhd

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darling-i-read-it · 3 years ago

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Hell yeah bill hader!! So this is the most random ass mix of characters ever, but can I ask for Barry Berkman, Erik Lensherr, Will Graham, Hannibal (NBC version) with a gender neutral s/o who (this may sound cringey but I am the cringe lord) physical contact helps them feel safe? Like just an arm around their shoulders or something and they're able to relax a little more. (Found out the other day that this is apparently an ND thing, so it explains why that happens to me lmao)

Also completely going of the rails here, but do you write for Chilton or Zeller from Hannibal?

Also I think you write for spn?? So could I add Lucifer from spn to the list of characters for the request if youre comfy with that. If not or if it's too many dw bout it

Also sorry for talking so much this is what happens when you have adhd and are extremely extroverted like me lmao

Hi! I do not write for Chilton or Zeller, I don't like Chilton lol and Zeller was to much of a side character for my taste (though I wouldn't say no to Miss Katz). And no worries for talking to much, I understand! I hope you like it love :)

Barry Berkman

- lovely Barry does not pick up on your need to be touched at first

- but he does love to stare at you and he realizes soon that your demeaner changes a bit when you are touched by someone you trust

- so he decides to give it a go one afternoon

- you look a little stressed, the two of you are at a party for his acting class

- and he just, puts his arm around you and keeps speaking

- you lean into his side and he's surprised at how much he enjoys your touch

- Barry has always been timid about touch but found that touching you and your reaction to it helped him out a bit as well

- so he did it more often than you thought he would, lots of hand holding and inconspicuous brushing against each other

- it helps you both

Erik Lehnsherr

- Erik is even more timid than Barry

- but he is smoother

- he picks up on your desire to be held quite quickly

- and he didn't love public displays of what were weakness to him, but every once in a while he would do small gestures

- he would link your pinkies while someone is speaking, he would stand behind you so that his chest was flush with your back

- he decided it was closer to a sign of strength because of how much you trusted in each other (or had to trust in each other)

- and after he decided that it became easier for him

- and nicer for you

Hannibal Lecter

- Hannibal picks up on it instantly

- he is a good observer after all

- and he will very quickly adhere to anything that you desire

- he isn't quite the type of man to put his arm around you or anything so it's a little surprising when he puts out things like that

- even just holding your hand or keeping his palm firmly on your back

- he can read body language well so he knows when he is and isn't helping

- he is the most able to understand you out of the whole bunch here

- and he will do what he can silently, making sure you are always in a comfortable position

Will Graham

- him too <3

- it works out because touch really helps the both of you a lot

- he is timid about it at the beginning of your relationship but it eases soon after that when he realizes that knowing you're there helps him more than anything

- he would keep his arms around you forever if he could

- lots of hand holding, lots of ignoring Jack and whispering in each others ears about stupid stuff

- it helps

- his favorite thing to do though is trace things into your back

- just silly things, hearts, little I love you's, stars

- but it's distracting enough to help the both of you while also being inconspicuous

Lucifer

- he notices! he just doesn't care <3

- like for a long time he'll tease you with it and think that it's funny

- but then he notices that it might actually help you a bit and...fine he supposes

- but then he has to make a big show of it

- holding hands means he's swinging your arm around

- having an arm around you means he has to make you turn where ever he is turning

- it's never something subtle with him

- he doesn't know how to be subtle, he's the devil!

- so instead he just either makes you feel embarrassed or comforted, no in between

#Barry berkman x reader #Hannibal Lecter x reader #will graham x reader #spn Lucifer x reader #Erik lehnsherr x reader

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writers-worst-nightmare · 4 years ago

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Midnight Pleasures:

Pairing(s): Hinata x reader

What: smut

Warning(s): 18+, minors DO NOT INTERACT FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THINGS HOLY, out of character Hinata, a LOT of cussing, me forgetting what the collab was about and having to smash it in the fanfiction in one sentence Because that’s cool

A/N: this is a rich boy collab with @bakugohoex

Word Count: 3,416

Page count: 9.7

Glossary:

y/n = your name

y/f/c = your favorite color

Summery: Hinata is a sub and y/n sucks him off

You weren’t a strange type of person! You weren’t strange at all! In fact, you would say that you where absolutely totally normal. But some people beg to differ.

They say how you will never get a man looking like that, or that you will never get far in life. Or how it was out of hand to want nothing to do with what people where talking about. It wasn’t your fault that you had literally no clue what was going on around you. You had no clue at all! You where like a lost puppy dog fleeing from it’s owner only to realize that the outside world was so much more curt and disgusting.

You didn’t have a lot to say to anybody in school, if you had anything to say you usually shut your mouth. Knowing the school they would probably just discard you as trash or a simp for somebody.

Simp

You hated that word

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“HEY HINATA!!!” You looked up from your book to see one of your classmates, Hinata, swivel his head away from a TV screen. The screen was playing a volleyball game, but the person holding the remote quickly changed it back to professional ice skating. You looked up and glued your eyes to the screen, watching at each player skated with ease and smoothness. You ice skated also, and got pretty well known in ice skating, but you never thought twice about it. Once you where on the rink, your feet just got the best of you and you skated with little to no thoughts running through your head. The thoughts that usually hammered at your skull and then got almost infused in your brain stopped. Simply because you where ice skating. You loved the feeling of your skated skimming against the ice and the cheers of murmurs from the crowd.

“Y/n…aren’t you coming?” Hinata inquired, you looked up and saw the orange-haired boy stand in front of you. His arms reached out.

You had never been invited to something, especially someone by someone who is as well wealthy as Hinata. You smiled softly and accepted the hand that Hinata gave you.

It had been a rough year in high school for you, and you didn’t even want to go back to middle school drama. So you hoped that college would bring something out in you. Would bring you hope and fulfill your dreams that you had. To not only be the girl who ice skates but the girl who does something. The girl who never gives up, the girl who stands up for people, the girl who—

your thought where rudely cut off by Tanaka, a old friend of yours ramming his head into your chest. You fell back with a Yelp and rubbed your head slightly.

“God fucking dammit Tanaka! Would you leave her alone?!” Hinata spat at Tanaka, the bald male looked taken aback. When he was in high school he didn’t even cuss once (ok well maybe once or twice, but it was very rare for the boy to cuss).

“What are you? Her boyfriend?!” Tanaka challenged, you picked yourself up and began to open your mouth to argue but Hinata again interrupted you.

”So what if I am?!?! What’s it to you, Got a little crush on my girl?” Hinata countered, his brown oak eyes narrowed.

“Why don’t we all just calm down?” You suggested, placing a gentle hand between the two arguing boys. Of course they didn’t listen to you but instead kept on arguing. “WOULD YOU TWO JUST STOP IT?!” You screeched pushing both of them in the opposite direction.

Bout boys stared at you with wide eyes before Hinata awkwardly coughed to break some tension.

”Fuck off.” You sneered at Tanaka, suddenly feeling a overwhelming protection over the orange-haired boy. You wrapped gently hands around Hinata and dragged him away from Tanaka.

“Wow that was amazing y/n-Chan!” Hinata said in pure awe, you shrugged your shoulder and stared ahead. Not making eye contact with the male.

“It’s nothing, really,” you responded. “And also what the hell was that girlfriend thing about?!” You added, Hinata’s face blew up in a blushing mess before he grabbed your wrist and dragged you to the ice rink. Since the college that you went to was known for ice skating a lot of business owners thought it was wise to build a bunch of skating rinks around campus (and they where right to think that).

Once the two do you got to the skating rink Hinata sucked in a breath and pulled out a silver necklace that had a one skate on it. You furrowed your brow in confusion, looking at the silver necklace and looking at Hinata and back at the necklace.

“Don’t worry, you can take it!” Hinata reassured, placing the necklace in your hands. You gasped in shock as you stared at it more closely. Beautiful diamonds laid it on the skate. You put on the necklace, and smiled at Hinata.

“Thank you Hinata!” You exclaimed before hesitating. “But…why did you get me this? I am just a girl that goes to your college…” You asked.

”I admire you…” Hinata confessed before seeing your confused expression and continuing on. “I admire that you have a lot to say yet still keep a pocket face, some people may see that as a weakness but I don’t think it is…” You stared wide eyes at Hinata before tears started to prickle at the corners of your eyes.

“I love you…” you said as you higher Hinata tightly. Hinata hesitated before hugging you back. Curling up into the male of your neck and whispering.

”I love you too princess…”

***

That was how Hinata confessed to you, it had felt right for you. It had felt like the stars aligned perfectly.

You laid on the couch, relaxed and in a comfortable position where anything can happen. You where watching this new anime called Demon Slayer that Kiyoka recommend to you. Saying something along the lines of his hot the guys where. Honestly, you didn’t get the hype, but it was pretty entertaining and you didn’t have anything else better to do then to study and actually get work done so why the hell not? Little did you know a little short orange was about to attack you. That little short orange going by the name of Shoyo Hinata. He was annoying as fuck and you didn’t want him around. “BOO!” Hinata screamed on the top of his lungs, you jumped in fear and pulled out your knife and got ready to stab somebody. Your breath coming out in short puffs as you stared at the chocolate eyed boy.

“You shit head! I was at a scary scene!” You hissed, slapping Hinata on the back of his head like Tanaka’s Mom did to him from time-to-time when the team was over at the angry males house.

“Sorryyy!” Hinata wined, rubbing his head slightly as he mumbled some cussing under his breath. You rolled your y/e/c eyes before staring at the blonde again.

“What do you want?” You asked, annoyance filling your voice and clicking your judgement slightly. The screams of Tanjiro still ringing from the TV.

“Well I had this ADHD burst of energy and I will want to bake a cake but I can’t do it alone because if I do it alone then I will make a mess and then I will clean it up and then I will start cleaning and then—“ Hinata kept on rambling about this whole chain of effects that would happen if you didn’t bake with him. You rolled your eyes and stared him straight in his bright electric brown eyes. You paused for a moment, thinking of ways to shut the male up. An idea popped in your head as you smirked and grabbed the back of Hinata’s neck and drawing him towards your lips. Leaning in closer and kissing his slightly puffy lips. He was wearing the same cherry chapstick that you commented that smelled good before you noticed that Hinata liked you. You always guessed that this was a way for Hinata to get you to notice him. The fight for dominance went on for a few minutes before you took over and pushed him on his back against the couch. The boy gasped between the kiss, his eyes started to water a little at the sudden reaction. Before things to get out of hand you broke the kiss and smiled at Hinata. Keeping a poker face on as you pulled away and swiped away the drool that was connected the two of your mouth’s. You giggled a little, a cocky smile dragging across your face.

“Shut up…” You leaned in and whispered into Hinata’s ear, biting his ear lobe a little and giggling a little as Hinata choked back a moan that was forcing it’s way up his throat.

“Y-yes ma’am…” Hinata whimpered submissively, his lip quivering slightly as you let go of his ear and going towards the dorm room kitchen. Hinata followed you like a lost puppy dog, he would be a good little puppy. You chuckled slightly at the joke that you made up in your head.

“What type of cake do you want to bake?” You prompted, getting the pantry open and seeing what cake mixes you guy’s had and if you needed to go get in a car and drive to the gas ration at this God forbidden hour.

“Oooh chocolate!” Hinata cheered, a childish smile plastered across his face as he bounced up and down. You chuckled and looked across the pantry to see if you guy’s had any chocolate.

“Well,” you started to say, smacking you lips and staring at the pantry with a disappointment look on your face. “Crap.”

“What?”

”We don’t have any chocolate cake mix.”

“Shit.”

You closed the pantry door and went towards your dorm room to grabs out jacket and skateboard. “Wait dude, did you customize your skateboard?” Hinata asked in awe as he stared at your My Hero Acadmia inspired skateboard that had Deku painted on it. You nodded your head ‘yes’ and fully pulled on a y/f/c hoodie.

“Yeah, I started customizing skateboard’s.” You answered Hinata’s question fully and explained it. A smile on your face as you glanced back at the dark-orange haired male as he ran to grab his yellow hoodie and skateboard. His skate board looked plainer then yours but that is probably because he used it more then you did. You smiled brightly at Hinata before going outside of the dorms. Hinata spoked followed and the two of you started skating down the street.

”We should do this more!” Hinata exclaimed, a playful smirk on his face as he started to do more tricks on the skateboard. You laughed at Hinata and started video him for a tiktok. The tiktok was of him singing the lyrics of Alien Boy and having a blast of his time.

“You’re such a dork…” You scoffed as you stopped recording the tiktok and editing it. Not even having to look up to know the way where the gas station was.

“Can you send me the tiktok?” Hinata requested, you looked at him and gave him a ‘are you serious?’ Look before agreeing with a nod of your head and sending the tiktok to him the moment you posted it. You guy’s started to skate more, trying to impress the other by doing some more tricks. But soon, you got to the gas station and stopped the both of your skateboards and set hem down on the outside red brick wall. You and Hinata imminently went to the candy section and got some chocolate box cake along with some different flavors of monster. You bought for everything.

“Did you get everything you where looking for?” The cashier asked, looking at the two of you and smiling tiredly.

”Yeah we did, thanks!” You chirped, getting out your card and paying for the stuff. Hinata grabbed the monster and opened it up as you guy’s grabbed the skateboard the started heading out the front door. Laughing at dumb jokes that you guys cracked with each other.

Hinata and you started following the directions, baking the cake and putting it in the oven and setting the timer for a hour. “There!” You declared, pumping your fist up in the air. Luckily you guy’s could be as loud as you wanted due to the fact that it is Spring Break and everyone went to there parents house. Well everyone but you and Hinata. Your parents never wanted you to begin with, from the very start, they made it very clear that they didn’t want you. So why would you want to got there? Of course the team knows this. The plan was that everyone in the team (and some nekoma people) was going to stay so you won’t have to to alone in the dorms but everyone seemed to have plans.

Some model had a book signing contest so Kuroo just had to go catch up on that, he seemed to be very upset to at he left you and promised that he would call you every night and FaceTime you for hours upon hours. Well, you checked your phone every second it seemed for the past two days and still no sign of Kuroo.

Suga’s parents got into a fight and they got a divorce so Suga had to go home for that. He didn’t seem to sad or caught up about it, although, you swore to yourself that you heard sobs coming from Suga’s dorm room after he told you over text that he couldn’t stay. So far he has texted you every once and a while and checked on you, made sure you where taking care of yourself.

Kiyoka was going to a party and didn’t really seem to care that she was leaving you alone. Not that she was petty or anything she just never seemed to mind if she dropped her plans when they involved you. She gave you a couple of drunk text but nothing more and nothing less.

Tanaka didn’t talk to you about the thing, he said he would be there for you but he left you alone so you didn’t know where he was. Although, from what his Instagram story told you, he has in Disney with his family and having the time of his life.

Yachi got her first new hit for a album of her song covers and needed to leave you. It was very emotional and you could tell that she didn’t want to leave you alone but she had to since her family was struggling and she wanted to make them proud.

But Hinata stayed with you, the whole time, there was not a time that you thought ‘oh, Hinata isn’t going to be there for me’ or ‘oh, I can’t count on Hinata to be here’ because he always was and he always will be right by your side. Ever since the two of you where kids and Hinata got his first volleyball, you still remember that day, he went to hug his best friend but but the friend didn’t want a hug because the kid claimed volleyball was for kids. He cried for hours and hours in class and (from what you heard) in his own home. Refusing to hug anybody until he got into middle school and you came along. You guys had known each other due to your parents working together in the same hero agency but you never started building a friendship until middle school. A lot of people say that relationships end in middle school but I reality. That is when Hinata and yours started to bloom.

“Remember when you first got your volleyball?” You popped up, laughing a little as the tips of Hinata’s ears turned a flush red.

“HEY I THOUGHT WE AGREED TO NEVER TALK ABOUT THAT!” Hinata pouted, crossing his arms and trying to be mad at you.

“Oh ok…I am sorry…” You whispered in a pretend hurt voice, knowing full well that Hinata will come crawling back to you once you had the slight hurt tone in your voice.

“Wait no! Baby!! Come here!!” Hinata exclaimed, wrapping you in a warm hug, you burst into laughter and hugged Hinata back. Feeling bad for the brown eyed male for the millionth time in your life (no but like seriously, how did this man get you to feel bad about everything?)

“Its fine Hinata.” You reassured the worried man with some pats on the head and a kiss on the forehead. Hinata smiled innocently at you before pushing you against the couch. “Oof!” You gasped as you felt he fabric press against your back. Hinata smirked in accomplishment.

“GOT YOU!” Hinata declared proudly, trying to pin you down on your back. You cocked your left brow up slightly upwards and flipped you and Hinata over so you where on top and he was on bottom. Hinata whined and bit his lip, eyes looking at you in a pleading sort of way. You smirked seductively and leaned down to kiss Hinata. Your lips crashing with his, biting the male’s slightly pink lips to ask for entrance (which he obeyed instantly). You slipped your tongue into the wet cavern of Hinata’s mouth and started exploring every inch of it and sucking on his tongue a little bit. Hinata moaned into the kiss and started grinding his body against your pants and whining like a submissive bitch. You chuckled darkly and brought your hand to mess with his hair before yanking his hair and making him break the kiss. A string of saliva connected your two mouths and you just swiped it off and shoved your fingers inside of Hinata. Smiling slightly as he gagged.

“Want me to suck your dick slut?” Your horse whisper sounded in Hinata’s ear as you bite his ear lobe and tugged on it slightly. Hinata nodded his head ‘yes’ before letting out a string of moans. You smirked in accomplishment of breaking the presumably top male who flirted with all the girls at school. You pulled down Hinata’s sweatpants and boxers in one Swift motion all while keeping eye contact with him. Going down on your knee’s you opened your mouth and started sucking Hinata off. Your tongue swirling around his head as you slowly started going deeper and deeper until you felt it go to the back of your throat. Once you felt that your head bobbed up and down, Hinata moaned loudly and threw his head back in pure pleasure. Mumbling out praises and barely forming a sentence. You smiled to yourself as you reached down and started rubbing circles along your clit, you tongue almost lolling out to the side of Hinata’s dick at the pleasure of hitting the sweet spot.

“You’re such a girl girl yeah you suck my dick yeah you suck that dick so well yeah you do…” Hinata managed to say before moaning loudly again at the sight of you touching your self and sucking him off. He is in complete heaven. You felt Hinata’s thighs tense up around your head and you stared up at him. Expecting him to say something. “I’m gonna cum…!” Hinata mumbled out before moaning again and letting his sex face out. You moaned around Hinata’s dick and that caused both of you to cum at the same time. You guy’s where a panting mess on the floor. Hinata had his legs spread wide and your head was all fuzzy and not cleared out with good thoughts. You guy’s stood there, a few comfortable in the air as both of you where a shaking mess. Soon, you got up and carried Hinata to the other corner of the couch and grabbed a large fluffy gray blanket along with some large pillows. On nights like these, Hinata liked it if you took charge in the aftercare stuff. Not even letting you two get changed until the morning. You smiled warmly at the goofy male who laid there on the couch, almost fast asleep, while you played Death Note (he says it is to scary so you like watching it when he is asleep or cuddling with you).

“Hey baby?”

”What’s up orange?”

“Did we ever get that cake out of the oven?”

”…”

”Shit.”

#haikyuu!!#hq #hinata shoyo #anime #hinata shoyuo #haikyuu hinata #hq hinata #hinata x you #hinata shouyou #hinata shoyo x reader #haikyuu #hinata x y/n #hinata x reader #hinata x female reader #female reader

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pillage-and-lute · 4 years ago

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Did you want the plot ideas to be on the heavy or on the light side? If heavy: Jaskier accidentally gets sent back in time to before the attack on te Kaer and struggles with the choice of changing things(if he even can) or not, so as to preserve the timeline. If light: ...(damn having issues with this one) Jaskier's de-aged and the whole kaer is afraid they'll scare the kid, but jaskier saw witchers as heroes even as a child. Que blushing witchers while jaskier is all star-struck.

Ander-s, this is so great! I don’t actually know too much about the witcher outside of the show. (I’m trying to read the book but im also just...sooo adhd) so I’ll write baby jask, especially since im feeling fluffy tonight, but also not quite.

TW: child abuse and neglect, mentioned child death

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“Geralt,” Yennefer said. “You know how I’m a very powerful sorceress who is still healing from Sodden and also your very good friend and important ally?”

“That’s a mouthful,” Geralt said. Ciri was destroying him easily in Gwent and he was thankful for the distraction. Then he saw the look on Yen’s face. “What did you do.”

She stepped aside.

There was a child, maybe six, wearing one of Jaskier’s chemises. He had one hand buried in her skirt and was holding on tight, as if she were his mother.

“What...”

He didn’t get to finish, because the child was walking over to Vesemir, tugging Yennefer by the skirt.

“Excuuuse me mister,” he said through one gap tooth. “Are you a witcher? Because some day I’m going to meet a whole lot of witchers and write all stories ‘bout them.”

“Jaskier?”

The boy turned very big blue eyes on him.

“Papa says I’m not allowed to be called Jaskier, he says Jaskier is silly and I hafta be Julian.”

“Do...do you want to be Julian?” Geralt asked, dumbfounded.

“Nuh-uh,” mini-Jaskier said. “But mummy called me Julek sometimes, so that one’s okay.”

Geralt looked from Jas-Julek to Yennefer, then back to the kid, then back to Yennefer.

“You turned my boyfriend into a... how old are you, Julek.” The boy held out one hand, fingers splayed.

“I’m five and a half, and papa said that if I’m good and don’t make trouble I can listen to the minstrels for my sixth birthday.”

“He’s so cute!” Ciri squealed, forgetting their Gwent game. “I get to be his big sister!”

Lambert grinned like the cat that got the cream. “Uncle Lambert has a nice ring to it.”

Eskel nodded. “I could get used to Uncle Eskel.”

“No, no no no,” hissed Geralt. “That would imply that I’m his daddy--father.” He caught himself too late.

“I dunno Geralt, what do you like Jaskier to call you in bed?” Lambert grinned evilly.

“Not around little ears,” Vesemir snapped.

“Yup,” Ciri said. “My ears are little and I absolutely don’t know what sex is.”

“Miss Yennefer,” Julek said. “Are all of these men witchers?”

“Yes Julek,” she said. Her voice had a soft tone Geralt didn’t normally hear from her. Julek sank back against her legs, looking nervous. It was such a big difference to the bubbly countenance of before that the wolves drew back collectively.

He hadn’t seemed afraid of witchers before when he walked up to Vesemir, but now it practically radiated from him.

“I shouldn’t be here,” he said. “Papa will be very angry and I’ll be sent to my room again.” There was more fear there than the threat of grounding should hold. Yennefer picked him up, tucking him close and coddling him gently.

“Does he often send you to your room?” she asked.

“Only when I deserve it,” Julek whispered into her neck. The wolves of Kaer Morhen heard it anyway.

“What do you do to deserve being sent to your room, Julek,” Yennefer coaxed.

“If I talk too loud, or go where I’m not suppos’d to, or if I talk to people papa doe’nt like,” he said, sounding tearful. “Then I go to my room an’ nobody visits or talks to me and I’m there all alone.”

“How long, Julek?” Ciri asked, peering at him around Yennefer’s arm.

“A week.”

Lambert had a face like a thunderclap, Eskel looked fierce, and Geralt’s heart was breaking. Ciri nearly had tears in her eyes. Vesemir just looked stony.

Geralt knew what he ws thinking of. Vesemir had just been a swordfighting instructor, not instrumental in the Trials. He’d even been known to read a scared boy to sleep, once in a while, but much worse abuse had been handed out within these walls, however, than a week’s solitary confinement. And Vesemir was in the keep year round, listening to all those ghosts.

“Your papa isn’t here,” Yennefer was saying. “Just us and these witchers and Ciri, so it’s okay, and you can talk to them.”

“Really?” the boy lifted a tear stained head. He practically leapt from Yennefer’s arms and right to Geralt.

“I have questions,” he said importantly. “And you should answer them because I’m going to write a book.” Eskel and Lambert were practically cooing, as Julek got his thoughts together.

“When will this wear off?” Geralt asked Yen.

“Probably by tomorrow,” she said. Ciri looked a little dissappointed.

“Excuuuse me,” Julek said. “This is very important. I’mma be a scho-scholar on witcherness.”

“Yes Geralt,” Vesemir said, mock sternly, lifting the little boy onto his knee like a doting grandfather. “No interrupting Professor Julek.”

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Just a little drabble I suppose, maybe more sad than sweet. Uncles Lambert and Eskel pictured below

#geraskier #not in this one tho #grandpa vesemir #de-aged Jaskier #Eskel #Lambert #cirilla fiona elen riannon #yennefer #who is a good mom #askbox answers

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elyvorg · 4 years ago

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Im rewatching a playthrough of drv3 and weve gotten to kaito's introduction and i am remembering exactly why i pegged him as adhd and/or autistic on the spot. He's barely introduced himself and has already abruptly switched the conversation to his hyperfixation/special interest and admitted to committing identity fraud one time. I have never related more to a character in my life

Haha, that's great. For my part, I didn't have enough knowledge to pin him as neurodivergent the first time I saw his introduction (because I didn't even know I was myself). But even when I couldn't put it into words, that general eccentric energy Kaito gave off in spades was definitely the thing that made me go, “yes, I already like this guy, this is My Kind of Character”, before I got to know him well enough to learn the million other reasons why he is Extremely Good.

To be fair, a lot of Danganronpa characters will naturally end up talking about their Ultimate talent for a bit after introducing themselves with it... however, most of them do so because the protagonist responds to their introduction by showing interest and asking them more about it. Kaito, meanwhile, doesn't wait for a response and immediately follows up his introduction by going, “How 'bout it? I'm an astronaut! Isn't that cool!?” He just really wants to talk to Kaede and Shuichi about being an astronaut and have them agree with him that it's super awesome, doesn't he, even though he's only just met them.

I was also going to say that he had little choice but to admit to the identity fraud in order to explain how he's an astronaut so young, but actually, no, he didn't need to at all. Kaito himself was the one who brought up the fact that you're supposed to need a college degree to be an astronaut trainee; Kaede probably wouldn't have known enough to question it if he hadn't told her that. So yeah, Kaito was just impulsively splurging the first thoughts that came to mind, and then whoops, guess he's just admitted to identity fraud to these people he’s only just met, oh well, the space program is basically cool with it now so these guys will be too, right?

There's also the way that one of the very first things he does is just jump into his usual thing of giving advice by admonishing Shuichi for complaining, before he even realises, oh, yeah, need to introduce myself, that's a thing that people do in conversations with others they're meeting for the first time. Fun fact, since I am now a fountain of data on this topic: Kaito's single apology for the prologue/chapter 1 period is right here, a casual “my bad” for not introducing himself sooner. He's aware that's a social misstep that may have made Kaede and Shuichi feel awkward... but that didn't stop him from accidentally making it in the first place.

And then of course his introduction line itself is, you know, a totally normal and neurotypical way to introduce oneself. Kaito Momota, Luminary of the Stars, even crying children adore the Ultimate Astronaut? Yes, this is definitely how regular introductions go.

#danganronpa v3 #kaito momota #adhd headcanons #thanks for sharing!#seeing others reading kaito as really obviously neurodivergent is just so very good #Anonymous

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cassieg302 · 4 years ago

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dealing with ADD in high school and college

I got diagnosed with ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) when I was 17, mid-way through my senior year of high school. My mom didn’t believe my therapist. I don’t know if that was because it was another thing to add on to my ever-growing list of mental disorders or if she genuinely believed that it wasn’t an issue I had. She mentioned how I can be hyper-focused on some things, that she could never “tear me away” from certain projects or homework assignments.

But I had this feeling that my therapist was right. She described my mental disorders in a cyclical nature. My ADD makes it hard to start, do, or finish assignments. When things tick closer to the deadline, my anxiety comes into play. Inevitably, when I don’t complete whatever I’m struggling with by midnight, my brain turns into a pumpkin and depression is the starring quarterback. It made so much sense to me – why I so quickly fell into these deep bouts of depression and why I struggled with some easy assignments, constantly needing extra time and assistance while my peers seemed to be fine.

To end the cycle, I need to help prevent the catalyst. I can’t stop my ADD, but I know there are things I can do to help it. After the discussion with my therapist, I did a lot of research about ADD and specifically what it looked like in women. Females are underdiagnosed and typically, those who also have depression and/or anxiety (such as myself) may never get diagnosed because these two things are much more dominant in our brains or they have two many entanglements with ADD, so psychiatrists just stick to what they know. The feminist in me is angry about that. I find myself frustrated that my boyfriend got diagnosed with ADHD at such a young age and was provided medication throughout elementary, middle, and high school to cope, while I was left doubting my intelligence and worth in the education system because of a disorder that I was dealing with.

This isn’t supposed to be a rant or a plea to change how deficit disorders are diagnosed, but I’m also not saying things shouldn’t change. The main reason why I’m writing this is because I started college in the fall and I’m really struggling. It’s hard when I know what I have but the only psychiatrist I talked to looked at my straight A’s my senior year and just said that I didn’t have it. How could I have ADD if I was performing so well? (It couldn’t possibly be all the accomodations I fought for and the fact that I was forcing myself to do things nearly every day).

But now that I’m in college, it’s becoming harder. I’m not getting those A’s when I turn almost every assignment in late. When I can’t make myself do the readings for my courses that are so necessary to succeed so instead I skip my lectures because I know I can’t contribute anything. When I force myself to stay awake until the midnight deadline because I’m just waiting for an ounce of motivation to get that assignment complete and I can’t sleep because that’s quitting, but I also can’t get myself to work on it. There’s so many other things I could add here or say about ADD that have really resonated with me, but I encourage you to do research of your own because that helped me (and later on my mom) come to terms with this new diagnosis.

I’m still figuring a lot of this out and I’m going to call my new adult doctor, because I’m adulting now, about it and I’m going to try to get on some meds or something just to make the day-to-day easier. I genuinely believe in asking for help when you need it and my mom didn’t want me to get on medication for my ADD because she didn’t think it affected me, but it’s fucking affecting me and it’s about damn time I try to do something about it because these little tips and tricks aren’t really doing it for me.

#studyblr #study #struggling #college #uni #university #add #attention deficit disorder #adhd #student #studyspo #mental health #mental illness

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anestheticrage · 4 years ago

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Be me: Japanese honor student🎓, 15, with half a brain and even less of a plan. Hunting bitches by day and witches by night. Livin that dank only child✌️ life while mom n dad yeet all over the globe, leavin me plenty of time to forget not to make 2 lunches for myself #quirky 😜

no time for socialization or basic electronics skills ???📱??? when your best friends are an alien demon rabbit🐰👽 and the inexplicable Hole ™ in your brain. lmao, btw did i mention im ✨M✨A✨G✨I✨C✨A✨L✨

dreamin bout my 2D waifus again when familiar pink haired cancer patient dances through my brain passin out fliers: Kamihama Meguca Dating Service: Sponsored by Cult of the Magius. 250 stones per session 🤔

seems legit, Mr. Moneybags. wasn't spending my unwieldy sack of gemstones on anything else anyway. lets pull 💎💎💎

first up we have Redhead Radagast and her plethora of plants. 🌿☺️🦎

anndd, nearly dies immediately.

well not off to a great start but i guess shes pretty cute at lea- oh FUCK its her girlfriend, Tsundere Poseidon😒🔱💦, and their exasperated, straight and single Sword Mom 😔🗡️🔥. fml gonna have to save up for the next pull. might as well play a few rounds with what i got tho.

get in some good girl talk about things like school, color coded hair styles, body count, permanent soul damage, and our personal demon pacts. ya know, the usual 😚 . realize my dark backstory seems to be missing, so the girls take me to Ketchup Queen Sappho 🍅🥧 (wtf?) to molest my glowy egg stone. whatevs, more action than ive had since Kuroe 🖤 got added to the story anyway

the gang agrees it's time to hunt down the cutest rabbit pimp 🕶️🐇💵 in the city. >> say 🎵mukyuuu🎵 one more time and ill hug you so hard my backstory will pop right out, you adorable fluffy bastard. plz be my new best friend 💕

Form brand new friendship pact with Kyubae, and remember that my lil Sis 🐥 was always the best wingman for pickin up magic chicks, and kept her side of the room so spotless i forgot she existed. whoops 乁༼☯‿☯✿༽ㄏ Maybe if I find her i can stop paying these exorbitant pull fees.📵💎

speaking of which: hot damn this week's featured bachelorette is a 19 year old model and magical detective🔎 with massive levels of PTSD and self loathing 🥵💙💦 more likely to stab you or dramatically jump off a rooftoop than utter a single positive comment. wow, maybe i really COULD find true love…

... if i had MORE THAN A 1% FUCKING DRAW CHANCE. 😡 smh

hard to make much progress finding sis or winning the broken heart of a hard boiled detective amidst the never ending lover's quarrel of the Trident Vine Lesbians. 💔 Sword Mom tells them if they don't behave a monster will take them away. LOL classic mom 🤣

>>>HOLY FUCK IT DID

declare all-out war on urban legends, starting with staircases ⚔️ to reunite the dysfunctional trio, and hope that I net a way better lineup with the next 10x pull. at least sad sleuth lady came to help out. they say combat is the best way to bond wi- and there she goes off the rooftop again 🙄 fml

alright that got way off track, we need a fresh start, away from all the loli drama. how bout a little B&E🔓🔨🤷🏻‍♀️ at the local house of worship to clear my head. ahh nothing like the unanswered prayers of the masses to get you in the mood for another wasted pull, and the 🔥 MIGHTIEST 🔥 headache you could ask for with a side of Double Cooked Pork 🐖🍜 (meh 5/10🧾)

venture forth into the spiritual unknown with your new human flamethrower🔥🌻🧡 and ask your favorite private eye to please, for the love of Eve, trade Meguca accounts with me~~~ Head through the eastern spirit portal to meet up with hologram propaganda sis and detective crush's evil ex, who joined a dating-app cult (#fuck) and also turned into the moon?🌕?(that's rough buddy)

get ambushed by Acid Horse on Wheels 🌈🐴 and vomit up my soul so hard that its time for a crossover episode. T U R F F F W A R R R *que operatic harmonies* 💛 Blondie with the hair drills and enough attitude and guns to fill up a noble phantasm tries to ban my account permanently, but PI heartthrob denies her admin privileges. aww babe i didn't know you cared. 😭♥️

get kidnapped by my new true love and go back to her place 😏 defs enough empty rooms to house five emotionally traumatized girls and at least two ghosts hehehe👻 XD 💚🃏💜🎸 decide to form the anti-gossip brigade and recruit my blazing sunflower after getting ambushed by the witch living in my fruit loops🥣

❌outvoted 2:1 that cults are bad. mf. fiinneee one last pull to round out the team and then I'll delete the app. cmonnn Karin 🎃~

OH HELL YEAH TWO FOR ONE.

Always wanted a daughter 💜🔨🐄 with a penchant for pissing off the local Martial Arts & Books Club and drinking suspicious liquids offered by total strangers. Well if it's good enough for her AND the sexy mayadere with enough game to seduce a mermaid, might as well get in on that myself.

#curseddrank 🤢 0/24 would not recommend to a friend, 'cept maybe Ria

win alot of cash 🤑, blow up a fountain, meet the pied piper²🎶🖕, moon cult, monochrome feathers, something about liberation✊🏻; adopt temper tantrum cow girl. aces 💜🥩

Next up!!! skydiving with DJ Hammer! Jump to apparently-not-certain death after suicidal A.I. 💚💾🗼 tells you to rescue her hostage before they run out of Radiohead albums and have to move on to Thom Yorke's solo discography. save the invisible shield kitten 💚👑😿 from happiness and get chased through the internet by the sexiest homicidal Paint Pallette 💚🎨😈 since Caravaggio. (apparently green is the color of the digital apocalypse. i’m deleting Kako from my friend's list)

that’s it, fuck this app. 250 stones 💎 per-life-threatening-experience is more than i’m willing to deal with 😓 don’t wanna mess with the perfect nuclear family anyway. we've already got:

✔️the two emotionally traumatized moms with memory and commitment issues

✔️the adhd daughter with anger management problems and a giant hammer

✔️the psychologically abused scizophrenic cat

✔️and the eccentric aunt with crippling anxiety

#squadgoals

now that were done hoarding bitches, its time to hunt the witches. and the bitches makin the witches. btw did i mention the witches ARE the bitches! AND WERE ALL GOING TO DIE!? 📽️⁉️💀 wait fuck lets back up a second

This is Nemo📕 and Token🧪 and they have all the answers but prefer if you only ask vague questions in exchange for vague responses so they can fill in the rest by discussing their superior intellect 🧠 at length. not to mention they built that dating app, so of course everyone in my harem decides to be a FUCKING. TRAITOR.🤬

cept waifu prime ofc 🥰💙. [PTSD > brainwashing] 'yOu CaN bE tHe LeAdEr NoW'. i have been from the very beginning you traumatized Hinedere nightmare. maybe if you weren't so caught up collecting surrogate daughters you would've noticed IM👏THE👏ONLY👏 ONE👏PROGRESSING👏THE FUCKING👏PLOT✨

rescue the rest of dysfunctional found-family™ from selves before my adorable firebender burns down Disnihama🎡🔥😱 during her weekly anxiety attack. (love the makeover T B H)

CHAPTER 8: Magical Girl Massacre🩸🗡️

- everyone has like, the shittiest day ever

- the new Pope really needs to be extradited from the church

- make friends with a really pretty tree 🌺🌲✨

i swear, if i don't finish this god damn story in time to get that free pull im gonna beat the shit out of every mirror i find in that giant mansion that i haven't even had any time to even mention yet. 🖕🏚️ let alone EVERYTHING happening with the prequel [fuck you, I'm the star] girls 💗💜💙💛❤️️ and their multidimensional melodrama. We don't need that many repetitive af episodes to emphasize that Homo-ra is a shitty person. we've all seen Rebellion. 🙄

NO, I DONT CARE IF YOU WANT SAPPHO'S BACKSTORY, I ONLY HAVE 79 STONES LEFT AND IF YACHAN FINDS OUT I HAVEN'T DELETED THE APP YET IM GONNA HAVE TO GO SLEEP IN WITH SANA 😭💎💸😠

uhhhggggg where were we… Topple a cult and burn down Hotel Denoument only to realize that Sis was fused with the dating app servers this entire madokafuckin time (told ya she was the best wingman 😊).

Dilemma: Sis =🥚, Triumvirate of Trouble want 🐣. What do? vote now:

Help Hatch - IIIIIII

Not Do That - IIIII

What The Actual Fuck Is Going On - IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Lets just fight everyone until something good happens.

🔥🔫🔥🗡️🔥😱🔥🌆🔥😱🔥🛡️🔥💣🔥

Kill (???) the artist-in-chief of the italian reindeer murder police after teaching her the true meaning of Christmas 🎄 hatch 🐣lil Sis and realize she WAS your wingman all along🐰 MUKYUUUU! we're just gonna ignore how much trouble it would have saved if you'd just mentioned that. "yOu DiDnT aSk..."

FUCK YOU SPACE BITCH. ONCE AN INCUBATOR ALWAYS AN INCUBATOR 🖕🐇🔪

anywho, somewhere along the lines we of course summoned the Antichrist ⚙️ because why not raise the stakes to max and still not kill off a single character. Madofuckinkami, can we PLEASE wrap this up. 😩💤

feathers (not the culty kind, tfm) rain from the sky, and the power of friendship and not having the Urobutcher 🔪🩸as a lead writer saves our peacefully sectioned off alternate reality 😇

TL:DR fuck cults, real life waifus DO exist, don't sell your soul to space rabbits, or your stones to megacorporations. Enjoy arc 2 on the JP server with your shitty translation patch you filthy fuckin weebs

Yours Truly,

- Thirsty Weeb Eroha 💗💎😘

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arcadequeerz · 5 years ago

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Celestial AU Sammy

Queer, GNC He/They sometimes She/Her! Has a tooth gap! 6′1, Muscular not flat chested. Autistic n has ADHD

First is her with their hair Normally, second is him with their hair in a ponytail!

>Picrew<

Some Extra Info bout Sammy in this au:

So In this AU, Sammy's a musician! He's not- Famous by any means- but is striving to be well known, Unfortunately he's hit a bit of a creative block- And hasn't been able to write songs for a while because of it. His family is pretty..Wealthy- but he rarely talks to them-

In an effort to try and- get ideas, He decides to spend time in a cabin his family owns- Its secluded in a patch of woods, near a large lake- decently far from any towns so its the perfect place for him to be alone- with himself, to try and get himself writing songs again.

Since its so far from any other people- it means the night sky is very clear at night- And not only being a musician- Sammy's a amateur astronomer, n very interested in Astronomy and the stars and space in general- N being in a place where he can see the stars so Clearly makes him super excited- He has a telescope- and the first night he's there he gets up on the roof and just..lays on it staring up at the sky in wonder of it all.

He spends- honestly? A lot of time on the roof when its nighttime. Just staring up at the sky, occasionally he'll bring a instrument up with him and play- or he'll just lay there and sing to himself- whatever comes to mind, whatever he's feeling.

Sammy's been alone most of his life- He hasn't had many friends- and his family, well they barely talk to him- like he's not even There, and while he adores being here- its. Lonely- The only person he rly sees is a Man named Wally, who drops off groceries at the house for him! The two of them are quick to become friends- even though Wally can be a bit much at times- he appreciates his company none the less.

He sings a lot about how he feels- about that loneliness that has followed him most of his life- n Just whatever he needs to get out of his head- Sometimes he'll just lay up on the roof, staring up at the sky and the stars in it, their his only 'friend' honestly. He may even..Talk, to the sky- it makes him feel a bit silly but it passes the time.

Though, He isnt as alone as he thinks- Because he’s caught the eye of someone, Of the stars above him, who felt just as Lonely- But now with him there, they don’t feel so alone anymore.

#Celestial Henry AU #Celestial AU Sammy #sammy gnc queer rights!!!!!!!#I RLY LOVE HOW CHA SAMMY LOOKS...their so pretty #again i suck at describing body types...........#I will...share lore bout the au next- this has a LIL bit of lore but not mch d:3c i will share tht next!!!#also include some info bout how Norman looks in this au too.#Celestial au sam...autustic n has adhd like ME fuck YEAH

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belong2human-kind · 5 years ago

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• hufflepuff! 🌻💛 • star wars rebels 🧡💜•stray kids! •undertale 🤍 •avatar 💙•multifandom •multishipper (love is love!)

• biology 🌱💚 • ornithology 🦜❤ • brazilian💚💛💙

|| She/Her || 2001 || OCD || GAD || ADHD || Tic Disorder|| Dyslexic and Dyscalculic || Adult raised by Alcoholic Parent || Thanatophobia || Phobia/Trauma of Alcohol and others substances. 💔

Hello little person on the other side of the screen! I'm Clara, just a bunch of cells enjoying talking 'bout some other couple of cells and other cool stuff ^-^

Get comfortable around ;3

"always be kind."

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yungblud-fics · 5 years ago

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loner

summary: the jocks lock you and the new kid from london in the janitor's closet. who knew it could lead to one of the best friendships you've ever had?

warnings: cursing, fluff, and bullying.

A/N: the story starts in your 8th grade year. then it fast forward's to your sophomore year in case my writing is confusing to you. he's a cutie by the way.

"fook," his heavy accent rang through your head. the new kid was hard to miss in the hallways with his hair all over the place, his bright pink socks, and of course his accent. he stuck out of the crowd in your american school.

personally, you thought he was cool. the way he dress, the way he acted seemed to draw your attention. he seemed like a genuinely good kid to you. but the rest of the school had something against him. they found the littlest thing to pick on him about, beat him up. didn't matter to them.

you turned around the corner and one of the jocks bumped into you, causing you, and your book bag, to be pushed to the ground.

"watch where your going, freak," they spat at you. this wasn't the first time this has happened. like the new kid, you had a hard time at school too.

"don't want to end up like the other one," they laughed. you knew exactly who they were talking about. you grabbed your bag and tried to run but they held you back.

"can't get away that easy."

you tried to kick off of them, find some way to get out of their grasp, but soon they had thrown you into a dark room and locked the door. you stood up and tried to open it, but to no use.

"c'mon, this isn't funny anymore," you pounded your first on the door.

"oh sweetie i think it is." their voices teased you from the other side of the locked door.

"they're not gonna let ya out mate," you turned around, startled by the voice behind you.

"i know, this isn't the first time they've locked me in here," you sighed. you were actually talking to him. granted, not the best time or place, but it was something.

"sorry 'bout that."

"wasn't your fault. they've done it for years."

the next moments were silent. the laughing outside had stopped and only your breaths could be heard.

"i don't bite y'know. despite what other kids are sayin', i'd like to think i'm pretty nice," he laughed.

he had been watching you since he first moved here. you had science, chorus, and math with him. he was always too scared to talk to you--scared you'd be like the rest of them and make fun of him.

you sat down, fairly close to the boy, setting your bag down across the room and laying your head against the wall. it was cold in the closet and there was no light.

"i'm dominic," he looked down at his feet, almost as if he was ashamed of his name.

"i'm y/n. i like your accent by the way," you smiled even though he couldn't see.

he looked up at you raising an eyebrow, "you mean that?"

"of course i do. i don't understand why someone wouldn't. it's really nice."

"thanks mate," dom was glad that there was no light because he was blushing like a little kid.

you shivered slightly from the cold and pulled the sleeves of your sweatshirt farther over your hands. you grabbed your phone from your bag.

no service.

shifting your attention to the time, you saw school had ended 20 minutes ago. that's great.

"looks like we're gonna be stuck here tonight. everyone in the school leaves by 4:00. it's 4:20."

(i'm so sorry i had to do 4:20)

"fook man," dominic groaned. he immediately shook his head, "sorry."

"what're you sorry for?"

"j-just my accent. i was just scared you'd make fun of me or hit me or somethin' like everyone else has."

you sat criss crossed next to him and clicked your tongue.

"wanna play 21 questions?" you smiled. he faced you in the same position and gave you the biggest smile you'd seen.

"yeh!"

"okay. favorite color?"

"pink, if ya couldn't tell from my socks," you laughed at his response.

"um, what do ya do in yer free time?"

"wow you're getting personal," you winked to him causing him to blush once again.

"i-i didn't mean-"

"i know. i'm just messing with you! mostly draw, listen to music. usually watch the sunset at night."

"i love watching the sunset too!" he got so energetic and happy, he felt like a different person. maybe the one he was back in london. he missed it there.

"okay, what do you like to do?"

"i like to make music, star gaze, i'm really adhd so i'm always movin'."

"wait you sing?"

he nodded shyly, "i'm not very good."

"sing a song for me. you have my full attention."

he stared at you for a good minute. you kept your eyes on his the whole time. he took a breath to calm down and sang the first verse of london calling by the clash.

you stayed quiet and mouthed the words to the song. when he finished, you clapped and cheered.

"that was amazing!! i love that song."

"thanks mate. i'm not good but i hope to perform one day. i just think it's so fookin' cool to just hype up people and be an artist ya know?"

he looked so passionate talking about music, you could tell he loved it. you smiled as your both continued the game.

"it's getting late," you said putting down your phone.

"yeh. um, goodnight i guess," dom stuttered out.

you laid down on the cold cement floor, but to no use got comfortable. your thoughts began to get the better of you just like every single night.

"y/n, are you awake?" dom whispered.

"yeah. can't sleep."

"why?"

you hesitated, afraid we would make fun of you. "just anxious."

"why?"

"the things everybody says about me gets to my head and i worry. usually ends with me staying up all night."

"me too. i ended up breaking down at 2 in the mornin' the other day," he nervously laughed. "usually wake up my sister so i can lay with her. it sounds stupid but that helps."

"my dad usually comes home early, goes to sleep, then leaves for work before i wake up. it's fun being an only child," you laughed sarcastically.

everything got quiet before dom moved over to you and laid down by your side. you laid down too, your faces now inches apart.

"am i too close?" he whispered.

"you're good."

he nodded before his breathe began to slow and he dozed off, you falling asleep soon after.

you awoke to the sound of keys jingling at the closet door. turning to dom who was still asleep, you shook him gently.

"hey dom, wake up. someone's here."

"five more minutes," he mumbled.

"nope," you pulled him up as the janitor unlocked the closet door. you both bolted out and to the school yard, already out of breath.

"wanna come back to my house?" dom asked

"yeah alright."

~2 years later~

"shut the fuck up dom," you whacked your best friend in the head with a pillow.

"i surrender," he spoke through laughs, putting his hands up.

you laid back down on your bed, legs dangling off the side, the record playing in the background and dom by your side. since that night you were both locked in the janitor's closet, you only got closer.

you looked to the window and sat up abruptly.

"c'mere."

you opened the window and jumped out onto the small section in front of it and climbed to the roof, dom following closely behind. you both had done this many times before--gone to your house, watched the sunset, then accidentally falling asleep while watching a movie.

the sky was painted with purples and pinks, shades of orange mixed in. you sighed happily, "it's always so pretty."

"mhm," dom's eyes lit up as he looked toward the sky. you look at him for a good two minutes before he turned to you and smiled.

"what?"

"nothing."

"but ya were staring at me," he said softly. you nodded lightly, gesturing to go inside.

after climbing back through the window you fixed the blankets on your bed.

"do you want to stay the night?"

he opened his mouth but you cut him off.

"no you won't be bothering me or my dad."

"ya weren't even facing me! how'd ya know i was gonna say that."

"i know you."

"yeah, i'll stay."

after watching nightmare before christmas, dom started to doze off. you both already put lounge clothes on, so you put away your laptop and turned to him.

the butterflies in your stomach returned and you swallowed back a lump in your throat.

"i'm gonna get water. do you want anything?"

"i'll come with you."

you both quietly walked down the hall and into your kitchen. it was pretty dark and your dad had gone to bed downstairs hours ago.

you started to fill a glass of water and suddenly got a burst of confidence.

"fuck it," you mumbled.

"what're ya fookin' n/n?" dom laughed.

you turned around and crashed your lips onto his, then pulled away and smiled.

dom was speechless. he wanted to do that since the day he met you. he pulled you into him and hugged you close.

"i love ya," he mumbled into your hair. (A/N: *ahem* will you marry meH)

"i love you. c'mon let's get some sleep."

you walked hand in hand back to your room. it brought back those butterflies that filled your stomach.

jumping onto your bed, you made room for dom who immediatly grabbed your waist and dug his head into the crook of your neck.

"g'night love," he whispered, sending shivers down your spine.

"goodnight dommy," you kissed his forehead and soon drifted off to sleep.

A/N: hi frens. as i said before, my mental health isn't doing it's best but i have lots of requests. i'm doing about six right now so hang tight with me <3

thank you for reading!!

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