#st. trina x reader

[bednbunfast]

MIQUELLA AND ST. TRINA BEING SOFT AND SWEET AND 🫶🫶🫶!!!!! TO YOU🫵

based on @philistiniphagottini's A Gentle Place !!! GO!!! READ THEIR WORKS!!!!! THIS IS A THREAT (/j)

[prismatic-starstuff]

Sweet Dream.

— Adult!Saint Trina x Reader.

CW: drinking blood (nectar.)

The taste of her nectar in your mouth is as sweet and comforting as her arms around your waist, her silken hair brushing your arms, her sweet voice humming her lovely lullaby. Trina is gentle, holding you to her as though you're the most precious thing in the world to her; as though the two of you are all that exists.

And in this dream world of her making, you are.

Her arms hold you closer, tighter; the warmth of her body contrasting beautifully with the coolness of the endless grassy field she's created for you. All three of her eyes peer down at you from amidst flowing violet strands, and when she smiles at you, you wonder for a moment if your heart has stopped.

It hasn't, of course. No, you are safe in your dreams; safe in the arms of the saint who holds you near. You feel so small next to her form, taller than that of any human; but it is not intimidation that you feel... no, it is safety, comfort, peace.

One soft purple-tinted hand rests upon the back of your head, as Trina so carefully brings your mouth to her neck. She is inviting you to drink from her, to take from her; she is giving, always giving, in a way that makes your heart ache with affection. Never does she ask for anything in return... and this, in itself, only makes you want to give her the world.

Your lips touch the skin below the slit that decorates the saint's delicate neck. A shaky breath escapes Trina then, and for a moment, you're worried that you'd hurt her; but her arms tighten around you and welcome you closer, her fingers hold the back of your head so tenderly.

It occurs to you then: you had not hurt Trina... you had pleased her.

A warmth spreads in your heart, and a smile catches your lips. Perhaps this is how you can give back to the sweet saint who guides your sleep...

Your lips touch her neck again, and once more. Nectar smears from your lips across her skin; and Trina chuckles softly, almost breathlessly.

"So this is the dream you wish to dream this night..."

Her voice, gentle as always, carries with it a certain note of... wonder. As if she is surprised. As if she had not expected to be treated in such a way; to be given to in return.

Your eyes meet her three, and you nod. Your tongue is just that bit more deliberate as you slowly lick up the nectar trailing from her wound; your lips are that bit more purposeful as you suck.

Trina's eyes flutter closed, her soft cheeks darkly flushed. She pulls you down to lay with her amidst the grass, beneath the stars; violet hair blanketing both your bodies as she leans over you, lips parted and gaze adoring.

Here in this dream world of her making, you know all at once that this is only the beginning of a very sweet dream.

And it is one where the two of you are all that exist.

[emptymasks]

Uh oh new fandom activated! Elden Ring (and Shadow of the Erdtree) stickers, badges and keychains are done and up on Etsy! I'm really happy with how these little guys turned out.

I just wanted to draw Messmer and then maybe a couple others and then all of this happened. Come find me fellow people who want to comfort Messmer and give him a little kiss!

Offering keychains is scary. I make the badges and stickers myself, but the keychains I have to commit to ordering from a manufacturer and have to order a set amount and hope I sell enough. This is probably going to be my last time risking selling keychains due to the loss of money if I only sell a couple. So I hope these do well! Reblogging and sharing always helps so much, if you can't or don't want to purchase, just getting the listings in front of more eyes is super helpful towards possibly getting sales.

I can’t link to my Etsy without risking Tumblr hiding the post from tag search results, but the link is in my pinned post, my carrd, I’m emptymasks on Etsy. Reblogs help support artists more than likes ❤️

[ID: Individual pixel art chibi drawings of 11 characters from the video game 'Elden Ring' and it's new DLC 'Shadow of the Erdtree' that are available as stickers. These drawings are also available as badges where they are placed inside circles to show what they will look like as physical button badges, some of them with plain colour backgrounds and some with 1-3 different pride flags as examples of how you can customise the backgrounds. 5 of the designs are also available as keychains.]

[philistiniphagottini]

This is to the Anon that wanted some Miquella x Reader x St. Trina fluff. Thank you for giving me an idea. I hope you like what I came up with. Sorry, I kind of self-projected in this because I needed to write some comfort but I hope you can still enjoy.

cw. fluff, slight emotional hurt, comfort, gender neutral reader, reader has long hair, minors DO NOT interact

“You must eat.”

St. Trina’s voice was as soft and as gentle as the breeze on a warm afternoon, the tone gracing your ears like a chime from a shimmering bell. Your gaze drifted towards her as she sat at your side, your hands folded in your lap as you tilt your head in her direction. The sweet scent of exotic fruits curled in your lungs as you took a deep breath, the tip of your tongue tingling as you stared at the delicate slice of fruit pinched between her dainty fingers. A soft smile played at the corners of her mouth as she offered you food; the patience of a saint radiating off her in waves and she waited for you to take it from her. Your eyes flickered away for a brief moment and your head naturally followed the movement. 

“Must I?” you mumbled softly, chin tucked into your chest as your head drooped. 

A soft tut was heard behind you before you felt a sharp sting prickle at the back of your scalp. You winced as a soft hiss of air whistled through your teeth, a pinch forming between your brow as the comb passing through your hair caught in a stubborn knot. Miquella quietly quelled you when you squirmed, whispering an apology as he tried to pass the ivory comb through your long hair once more. You had briefly forgotten that the kindly demigod was even sitting behind you, his touch ghosting over you and as soft as silk that you barely even felt it. 

“Be still” Miquella said, his voice like a soothing balm to your rattled mind.

The pain that throbbed in the back of your scalp slowly ebbed as Miquella gently guided your head, the comb passing through your hair once more as the knot was teased out. A small huff of air breezed past your lips as you tried to remain still, your cheeks feeling warm under their scruntising attention as you were pampered. You would be lying if you say you didn't enjoy it. But there was always this annoying little voice in the back of your mind, gnawing away at you like a persistent swarm of insects as nasty thoughts burrowed their way into your skull. Such seeds that had sprouted into deep roots were hard to upheave and you wondered why kindly Miquella and ethereal St. Trina were even wasting their precious time with someone like you. It was hard to sway the negative thoughts when in the presence of such divinity. These horrible, wretched thoughts made your stomach curdle. Your throat bobbed as you swallowed thickly. 

“Why?” you asked, your voice breaking the serene silence. 

You could feel both St. Trina’s and Miquella’s eyes on you now. It was too late now, you couldn’t simply pluck the question back out of the air and stuff it back down your throat where it belonged. Your heart stammered in your chest, your ears ringing with the wildly fluttering pulse as you picked at the dirt under your nails. Miquella started to hum a soft tune as he twisted long strands of your hair around his fingers, wisps of your hair curling between the slender digits as he started to tie them into delicate braids. It was St. Trina who spoke as she shuffled closer to your side, placing her warm hand onto your thigh as giving it a soft, reassuring squeeze. Your gaze travelled to her soft, delicate face, her lilac skin glowing underneath the warm rays of light that the Erdtree exuded, bathing the lands in rays of honeyed gold. 

“Do you think yourself unworthy of love?” she asked, delicate lashes fluttering over her round cheeks as she tipped her head towards you.

You pressed the seam of your lips together in a tight, thin line. The soft tune Miquella hummed continued to fill the void of silence as he diligently groomed your hair, weaving soft lilies of pale purple and unalloyed gold into the braids of your hair. You waited with baited breath for St. Trina to speak once more, her demeanour calm and serene like the gentle waves lapping at the ocean’s shore. A soft noise stirred in the back of her, her smile warm as he gave your leg another squeeze. 

“You are worthy of love, my dear. Never doubt that.”

You blinked owlishly in surprise as she raised her hand that held the slice of fruit, pressing it to your lips before you could speak the words that lay heavy on your tongue. You could taste the sweetness of the ripe fruit on the shape of your mouth as St. Trina coaxed you into taking a bite. 

“Eat” she gently encouraged.

She pursed her lips together and with a small huff of air puffed from your nostrils you mimicked her, lips parting as you finally plucked the food from her grasp. Her eyes shimmered with delight as you quietly chewed, mind already distracted by the sweet taste dancing along your tongue. You silently pondered on her words, repeating them over and over like a mantra in your head. You stirred from your thoughts as Miquella tied the last section of hair, the long braid sweeping over your shoulder as it gently swayed in the breeze. You welcomed his embrace as his arms circled around you, his chin hooked on your shoulder as he coddled you into his arms. Your heart was beating frantically again as St. Trina was next to join the fray, sweeping you into her loving arms as you were pressed between both of their unyielding love for you. 

You could feel Miquella’s warm breath tickling your skin as he spoke, lips ghosting over your cheek as he whispered in a voice as soft as silk. 

“No matter how many times you may shatter, we will always be here-”

“To pick up the pieces” St. Trina finished, lips pressed to your other cheek as she nudged her nose into the soft skin of your face. 

This world could be cruel and unkind, but perhaps with such loving souls such as Miquella and St. Trina, the world could be made a gentler place.

[thiolliers-consort]

Thiollier x male!reader head canons

Warnings: implied neurodivergent Thriollier, non sexual intimacy, insecurity, no beta reader (we die like men), DLC spoilers duh

Weak as a kitten and thick as two planks

⟢ Thiollier is very soft spoken and keeps to himself, so it’s not easy to get him to come out of his shell. He just wants to sell his poison and go to sleep.

⟢ his type is someone that will be patient with him and can relate to him. You wanna buy the poison perfume bottle? He might already be a little in love now.

⟢ courting him is easy. Flowers and words are enough to make him fold. He especially loves when you get him poison bloom. It shows that you actually care about his interests.

⟢ another important thing to do while courting him is to listen to him speak about his favorite ways to use poison. He still won’t speak much, but it will be the most talkative he’ll ever be.

⟢ just listen to him! Be attentive and engage in the conversation! Ask him questions! He really appreciates it since people just look to him to buy poison, but never to learn about him on a deeper scale.

⟢ he will not speak about St. Trina at this point of time, but you could probably piece two to two together and assume that she has influenced him. The poison? His constant drowsiness and sleepy voice? Doesn’t take a genius.

⟢ he’s very drowsy constantly! So it works very well to offer a nap to Thiollier. He will probably deny your offer, but he will not forget it.

⟢ he likes physical intimacy. While you’re courting him, he will notice and try to do the same. He’s not too subtle at all though.

⟢ a nice thing he likes to do is put himself inside your clothes. For example: if you two are making camp together and you sleep with armor that has long open sleeves, he will take off his gloves and put his arms up your sleeves to feel your warmth.

⟢ it might make you feel slightly uncomfortable physically since he’s very cold, but it’s like having a cat on your lap. If you do anything to disturb him, he will remove himself.

⟢ if you end up declaring your love for him, he will reject you the first couple times. He simply thinks you’re too good for him and that you’re waisting your own time.

⟢ he will eventually fold and give into your advances. He’s just too in love with you, how could he not?

⟢ my final statement is that he loves bathing with you. Physical intimacy and acts of service at the same time is perfect for him. He might let you wash his hair, but you will not be allowed to braid it.

⟢ He knows how he likes his hair and doesn’t want it to change even a bit. It needs to be done in a specific way that only he knows how to do.

⟢ just love him and be patient with him! Especially after miquella’s charm wears off…

A/N: my lovely Thiollier.. he’s my F/O, so this post is extremely self indulgent lol.

[lullinglily]

MASTERLIST

total works  — 17

ELDEN RING  —

sfw alphabets

Queen Marika

Sorcerer Rogier

Needle Knight Leda

requests

Messmer

messmer x wife!aspiring elden lord!reader (part 1)

messmer x wife!aspiring elden lord!reader (part 2)

Miquella

love languages (gn!reader)

Rykard, Lord of Blasphemy

Rykard x gn!reader x Tanith poly relationship hcs

Lady Tanith

Rykard x gn!reader x Tanith poly relationship hcs

Radahn

stargazing (gn!reader)

Leda

needle knight leda x st trina follower! fem! reader

Thiollier

thiollier x gn!reader with a similar personality to him

D, Hunter of the Dead

d, hunter of the dead x reader hcs

blurbs

Various Characters

what's in a name? (gn!reader)

Messmer

his promised consort (fem!reader)

Malenia

malenia x gn!reader hcs

Melina

a heretic at the stake (gn!reader)

BLOODBORNE —

adieu (gn!reader)

make merry (lady maria x fem!reader)

[blood-darkened-moon]

Elden Ring

Characters Tarnished | Torrent the Spirit Steed | Melina | Millicent | White-Faced Varre | Lunar Princess Ranni/Ranni the Witch | Blaidd the Half-Wolf | War Counselor Iji | Preceptor Seluvis | Rya the Scout | Lightseeker Hyetta | Bloody Finger Hunter Yura | D Hunter of the Dead | Patches the Untethered | Fia the Deathbed Companion | Iron Fist Alexander | Jar-Bairn | Lady Tanith | Shabriri | Queen Marika the Eternal | Miquella the Unalloyed | Godwyn the Golden | Miriel Pastor of Vows | Cleanrot Knight Finlay | Latenna the Albinauric | Lobo | Three Fingers | Two Fingers | Gatekeeper Gostoc | Roderika the Spirit Tuner | Ensha of the Royal Remains | Sorceress Sellen | Boc the Seamster | Goldmask | Brother Corhyn | Gloam-Eyed Queen | Knight Diallos | Sorcerer Rogier | Nepheli Loux | Nomadic Merchant | Mary | Amy | Polyanna | Maureen | Finger Reader Enia | Black Knife Tiche | Finger Maiden Therolina | Lionel the Lionhearted | Thops | Knight Bernahl | Smithing Master Hewg | Lhutel the Headless | Dung Eater | St. Trina | Banished Knight Oleg | Thiollier | Needle Knight Leda | Count Ymir Mother of Fingers | Swordhand of Night Jolan | Pureblood Knight Ansbach | Redmane Freyja | Sweetings | Sir Moore | Hornsent | Dryleaf Dane | Drake Warrior Igon | Dragon Communion Priestess | Jar Saint | Outer Gods

Bosses Malenia Blade of Miquella/Malenia Goddess of Rot | Praetor Rykard/Rykard Lord of Blasphemy | General Radahn/Starscourge Radahn/Leonard | Radagon of the Golden Order | Red Wolf of Radagon | Rennala Queen of the Full Moon | Maliketh the Black Blade | Morgott the Omen King | Mohg Lord of Blood | Godfrey First Elden Lord | Godrick the Grafted | Ancient Dragon Lansseax | Dragonlord Placidusax | Lichdragon Fortissax | Astel Naturalborn of the Void | Elden Beast | Sir Gideon Ofnir the All-Knowing | Fire Giant | Black Knife Assassin | Regal Ancestor Spirit | Crucible Knight | Crucible Knight Siluria | Crucible Knight Ordovis | Full-Grown Fallingstar Beast | Erdtree Burial Watchdog | Loretta Knight of the Haligtree | Glintstone Dragon Adula | Night's Cavalry/Funeral Steed | Godskin Noble | Godskin Apostle | Abductor Virgin | Tree Sentinel | Roundtable Knight Vyke | Godefroy the Grafted | Commander O'Neil | Elemer of the Briar |  Bloodhound Knight Darriwil | Messmer the Impaler | Rellana Twin Moon Knight | Curseblade Labirith | Romina Saint of the Bud | Divine Beast Dancing Lion | Midra Lord of Frenzied Flame | Bayle the Dread | Golden Hippopotamus | Putrescent Knight | Ancient Dragon-Man | Commander Gaius

Enemies Giant Crayfish | Serpent Snail | Festering Fingerprint Vyke | Vargram the Raging Wolf | Juno Hoslow Knight of Blood | Moongrum Carian Knight | Mad Tongue Alberich | Eleonora Violet Bloody Finger | Silver Sphere | Banished Knight | Preceptor Miriam | Night Maiden | Nox Swordstress | Bloody Finger Okina | Kaiden Sellsword | Celebrant | Fingercreeper | Maleigh Marais Shaded Castle Castellan | Fire Prelate | Nameless White Mask | Inquisitor Ghiza | Chanting Winged Dame | Man-Serpent | Swordhand of Night Anna | Spirit Eel | Thorn Sorcerer | Monstrous Crow | Aging Untouchable

Groups/Ships Omen Brothers | Carian Siblings | Twin Empyreans | Godskin Duo | Rykard x Tanith | Marika x Radagon | Radagon x Rennala | Marika x Rennala | Mohg x Miquella | Malenia x Finlay | Messmer x Rellana

ER Trivia | ER Meta | This Sheep

[dazzlingfantasiesblogs]

Hurricane P42

Happy x REader

Warnings/Triggers: 18+ Only. If under 18 Kindely un-follow me please!

Notes: Enjoy my loves! Bold = Dream

Tags: @moodygrip @mywhitehatisbigger @jenny885 @trippinjenni @camobighairnboots

Pics and Gifs are not mine!!

Happy kissed your cheek ad held your hand. It felt like he had not seen your beautiful eyes in forever. “YONA! Grab Kozy and your brother please!” you yelled in your sleep waking up. He looked at you confused and a huge smile across his face. He kissed your lips before you could come to grips with what was happening. “Happy.. where is Yona?” He looked at you confused. “Our daughter…” A smiled pulled at his lips. You closed your eyes against and opened them. You looked at your hands and didn’t see the extensive crow tattoo on your arm. “It was a dream..” you whispered to yourself. “Your awake..” He kissed you again. “How long have I been asleep?” you asked trying to slowly sit up. “48 hours..” Happy stood up, getting in the bed with you. He hugged you close to him. The tears started streaming down his face again. “Hunny..” you tilted his head towards you. You pressed a soft kiss to his lips. “I am ok. Promise.” He nodded. “Who is Yona? What did you dream about?” you smiled as you told the whole story. From beginning to end. You explained how it felt so real that is why you didn’t understand when you woke up. “Only thing hun.. I would die with in seconds of you dyeing.” He pressed the kiss to softly to your lips.

It took twenty- four hours before you could go back to the Montana clubhouse. You stepped off the truck that Happy drove from the hospital. He held your waist and tightly to him. “Y/N!” you looked up to see Lorenzo standing there. He sprinted towards you, Happy growling at him slightly, letting you go. HE grabbed you in his arms, holding you so tightly it hurt. You hugged him weakly. “Why are you here Lorenzo..?” He pulled back slightly. “SOA called me.. Well Kozik did, trying to find who is trying to hurt you.” You looked at him confused. “Why you..?” He laughed a bit. “I have an in with detectives.” You nodded, your feet giving out under you. He quickly held you up, picking you up in his arms. “Give her to me..” Happy eyed him. Lorenzo smirked a bit. “Lorenzo.. don’t start shit..” you said weakly. “I can still shoot you two..” You said sleepily. Lorenzo gently transferred you to Happy. He watched as you slid into Happys chest, almost falling asleep.

Happy gently laid you down on the bed, discarding your shoes and socks. “My love, do you want some water or something?” “Water is fine..” you said half asleep. “Prospect!” the young man appeared in the room. “Watch over her. If she wants you to do a fucking handstand you don’t question it!” Happy said roughly. The prospected nodded sitting in the chair next to the bed. “I can take care of myself.. he is a person too..” speaking weakly. “He is in training..” Happy spoke calmly to you. The prospect thanking you quietly.

Waking up a few hours later, your eyes opened to Lorenzo sitting next to you. “Hey..” you said tired. “Hey hun..” he brushed a few strands of loose hair off your bandages. “So.. I hear you two are back together..” He said hesitantly. “You have been dying to ask that question huh?” Lorenzo laughed a bit nodding. “I hurt you and I am so fucking sorry. I still want to be your friend..” laughing he sounded like a kid who got in a little fight on the school grounds with his 1st grade girlfriend. “Lorenzo shut up.. you know you will forever be my best friend and first love. You know that.” He smiled down to you kissing your cheek. “There you are..” Happy walked in not too enthused. “Where is the prospect?” “I said he could go.” Lorenzo stood up fixing his suite. “Fucking snake..” Happy snarled at Lorenzo. “Enough!” You stood up holding your hands up. “Happy, Lorenzo will never, ever be out of my life. He was my first love and I will always be there for him as he has been for me. Yes.. we hooked up and got close when everything went down. Like everyone he made a mistake. Lorenzo, quit taunting Happy.. for the fucking love of the heavens.. please..” you looked to both men and they nodded curtly. Sitting back down on the mattress Happy sat next to you. “Are you hungry?” Lorenzo asked. “No.. the meds they gave me makes me not hungry at all..” Happy sighed a bit nodding.

Happy held your waist as you walked downstairs to the reaper table. “Where is Sammy and Trina?” “With Chibs. We thought it would be better to get them some where safe..” Lorenzo spoke. “Thanks.” You agreed. Sitting in the chair, Happy handed you a glass of water and your pain pills. You took them quickly. “What do we know..?” you asked calmly. “Honestly.. not much. We traced the parts of the bomb from Charming. So it is local.. We have prospects at your house..” Jax spoke up. “What about Gemma and everyone?” he smiled a bit. “Safe house.” You nodded sighing. “Why did I bring this mess to your door step..” you mumbled. “Doesn’t matter. Your family and it was on another charters soil. We will figure it out.” Nodding you finished the water. “Happ.. can I have a cig?” He nodded taking one out, lighting it for you. “Do you remember anything from before the bomb went off?” Lorenzo asked sitting on your other side. “Yeah.. a sweet scent. Nothing like the perfume I or anyone close to me wears.” Lorenzo nodded. “Cheaply made that is for sure.. it smelt…” you eyes widened. “Like something a crow would wear..” you spoke angrily.

Two days later you where back in Charming. Walking into Cara Cara you slammed the door open. Lorenzo behind you. You decided to not bring Happy into it till you where sure it was her. Ima was sitting on the chair. “Not sure if she is dead.. bitch deserved it.. cant have two good looking guys..” you grabbed your gun from your back waistband. Lorenzo grabbed it putting a finger to his mouth. He showed you his phone that was recording the conversation. “Thanks to Angela from the Montana charter for helping. She had slept with Happy in the past so she was fine with it. Hell I didn’t tell her to plant a bomb. Just said to scare her a bit. She seems so fucking fearless.” You closed your eyes in annoyance. You nodded to Lorenzo. “Wow, attempted murder is a hell of charge.” Ima shot up looking at you, like she seen ghost. You walked over to her, she stood up backing away scared. “What is going on?!” Luann ran out from the office looking at the scene in front of her. Lorenzo caught her to not brake you two up. “She and some other girl almost killed Y/N in a car bomb..” Lorenzo said lowly. You grabbed Ima by the throat. “You think Happy is a huge killer? Hunny you do not know me..” you drug her outside and slammed her to the cement. Lorenzo sent the recording to Happy.

Twenty minutes later Happy showed up with the rest of club. He went to go after Ima and you held him back. “She deserves to die!” he yelled. “No. She doesn’t.” you spoke up looking back at the girl. “She got the shit beat out of her, she got what she deserves. Lorenzo is putting her in a mental hospital till she gets her shit worked out. Trust me, facing her fears will be worse..” walking away you sighed a bit feeling a huge burden be lifted as you walked to the Audi Lorenzo had rented. The cops showed up and took Ima away. “Why not ride with me?” Happy asked grabbing your hand. “I am dizzy.. plus.. Angela was apart of this..” he grinned. “I..” “Happy it is fine.. I just don’t feel stable enough to ride on a motorcycle.” He nodded looking at Lorenzo. “Thanks..” Happy grunted his way. “She loves you.” Lorenzo said nodding to Happy. “She needs to rest. She waisted a shit ton of energy kicking the shit out of her.” Happy chuckled looking down at you. You gave him a small smile.

Kozik walked into your tiny house seeing you asleep on the couch again. He frowned a bit. You had not gotten much of your energy back. He called the doctor to ask him a few questions. “Sis..” Kozik shook you gently. “Hey bro..” you weakly got up. “Are you pregnant?” Kozik asked a bit nervous. “No..” you laughed a bit. “I checked. The side effects of the medicine are just that strong.” He nodded hugging your tightly. “Lorenzo has something for you..” you looked at him confused. You seen Happy and Lorenzo walk into the house. Each walking over and covering an eye. You followed them to your porch. “1, 2, 3!” Kozik yelled out. You seen the light shine and your eyes focused on a huge black jeep wrangler with bright blue interior. “WHAT THE FUCK!!!” you screamed. The boys all chuckled. “We pitched in a bit. Kozik and I did the interior.” Happy smiled at you. “Hugging and kissing each of them you walked off the porch. Opening the door you still felt slightly nervous you would hear that beeping sound. Quickly you ignored the feeling seeing Kozys own bed in the back. You seen it was all decked out with a back-up cam and huge stereo. You sat on the seat and felt how comfortable they were. “For your road trips.” Happy smiled to you. You looked at him and kissed his lips. “I love you..” you hugged him tighter. “I love you too baby.. you will never know how much.” He said pushing his forehead to yours. “You all are a heaven sent! Lets go for a ride! Kozy come on!!!”

Driving around, you found a mud pit and skidded the Jeep in the dirt. All the guys laughing as you spun fast. “Hell yeah sis!” Kozik yelled holding onto the side handle. Stopping you laughed at how amazing the Jeep was. You where going to miss your old one, but this was a start of something new in your eyes. “I want a pic of all of us..” “Y/N..” Happy said cautiously. “Please..” you knew he hated Lorenzo, but you needed one of them all. They nodded as you grabbed your new phone and shot an amazing photo of you, Happy, Lorenzo, Kozik and Kozy. “Thanks boys.”

Two months Passed

You felt the needle press to your skin and you immediately calmed down. The buzzing noise of the tattoo gun was always a welcoming sound. “Are you sure?” you looked at Happy. “I can always cover it, if it is ugly.” Happy snorted, knowing you where getting under his skin. He pressed the needle to your back leg and you didn’t flinch. “You have no clue how hard it is to focus on this while touching you..” he groaned dabbing the needle in ink. Grabbing the paper towel to wipe the ink away he started to outline the photo. “Are you sure you want this.” He stopped again. “Yes Happy. You drew it for me. Now fucking tattoo it.” HE loved getting you worked up when he was giving you a tattoo, knowing you couldn’t move to hit him. He pressed the needle further, watching every movement he made. You closed your eyes relaxing into the pain even more, it often making you tired. Happy looked up and seen you sleeping slightly. Smirking he pulled the needle away and grabbed a handful of your ass. “Wake up, no sleeping on the table. Or I stop and fuck you right now.” He said grinning. “That hardly sounds like a punishment Mr. Lowman.” You knew you struck nerve when you said that. ‘Y/N I am warning you, or this tattoo will never get done..” you nodded and laid back down letting Happy finish the tattoo.

After you stood in the mirror, you where so impressed with the art work that he had done. “THANK YOU BABY!” You ran to him hugging him from behind as he cleaned the machine. “Your welcome Hurricane.” He looked up to you. “Someone is getting a blowjob tonight..” He laughed a bit at your wittiness. On the back of your leg he tattooed the picture of you, Trina and Sammy since you didn’t have one of them. You kept looking at his work, constantly amazed by his skills. “Your so talented..” you whispered. “Well.. thanks.” He shrugged. “I can barely draw a stick person.” He laughed a bit. “Well you can sing, run a business and kick peoples asses. While keeping me tamed.. Id say that is talent. I remember the stick figures you use to draw on the love letters. They just where all a little different.” Walking over to him he wrapped his hands around your waist. “About that blow..” you kissed his lips to shut him before he could finish it. Grabbing his hand your brought him to the loft, shoving him on the bed.

Hearing Happys phone go off he sighed annoyed. Answering you waited. “We gotta go!” he yelled standing up. “what is wrong?!” “Kozik got shot!” you jogged downstairs to your Jeep. Happy getting in the passenger side. Kozy getting on his bed.

Skidding to a halt you didn’t even park the jeep. You ran into the hospital. You seen the whole club in there. You stepped forward slowly. “He.. he is gone..” Jax spoke slowly, tears in his eyes. “NO!” You screamed falling to the ground…no.. no.. no.. You got back up and ran to the room that was his. Unsure how you were even moving. Shoving the curtain back you ripped it off the hooks. You seen he was still hooked up to the monitors. “No..” you grabbed his hand tightly. The tears wouldn’t stop falling as you held your brothers hand. “Kozik!” you shook him. “Kozik.. brother you cant leave me!” you yelled louder. Your body fell on his as you cried your heart out. “Please take me with you…” you yelled at the top of your lungs. Happy tried to grab you and you shoved him away. “You cant.. you cant leave me.. please.. no…” you squeezed his hand.

Hearing a beep you looked up at the monitor. The nurse that stood there looked at it wide eyes. “I don’t believe.. “ Soon the monitor went of. Showing a heart beat. You stepped back as a swarm of nurses ran in. The alarms got louder as you shot up from you slumber.

You grabbed your phone calling Kozik right away. “Morning sis. It is fucking early, what’s up?” “Where are you?..” “Home..” He said tiredly. You ran to your Jeep, not even waking Happy. Driving to Koziks you pulled in quickly and used your key for his house getting in. Seeing him sitting at his dining table, your eyes where covered with tears. “Sis.. whoa what did that bastard do.. now.. Let me go get my gun..” You tackled him hugging him tightly. Holding onto him for dear life. “You.. you got shot.. I seen it… brother… you cant leave me..” he rubbed your back gently. Sometimes you had such realistic nightmares they terrorized you to no end. He rubbed your back holding onto you. “I am here sis..”

Kozik felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. “Hey Hap. Yeah she is here. She had a dream I got shot and died, then came back alive.” Hearing him say that you hysterically started crying. “Sis.. shh honey I am here..” He held you tighter. “Alright. See you in a bit.” Kozik hung his phone up. “Man when you have these dreams they really fuck with you sis..” He brushed the hair out of your face, rocking back and forth. You squeezed him tighter not letting him go. “Let me at least get my coffee..” He said dragging you two to grab his cup.

“No! Don’t you fucking touch him!!!” you screamed out loudly. Waking Kozik up since you shared the studio apartment. He went to your side of the bed and shook you gently. “Sis..” he felt your body was sweaty. He seen you face slightly red and flushed. “Sis!” He yelled again. You shot up looking at him terrified. “Brother!!” you jumped on him hugging him till he couldn’t breath. “Brother…” He set his face against you neck and rocked you gently against him. His scent calming you quickly. “I am here… I am fine…” you sniffled into his shoulder. “It was terrible.. It was so terrible… there was blood everywhere…” “Shh..” he pressed a kiss to your temple. “I am not going anywhere. Someone’s gotta keep you in check..” Kozik gently set you back down on your bed. “No.. please lay with me.” Kozik smiled and nodded. “I feel like we are sleeping in the shed again..” He chuckled as you wrapped your self in his chest. He kissed the top of your head humming so gently. “I love you brother..” he smiled against you head. “I love you sweet heart.”

Happy walked into the house seeing you holding on to Kozik for dear life. Honestly it was like a damn cartoon the way you where holding onto him. “Hunny, he is ok..” Happy gently spoke. HE tried to loosen you grip and you held tighter. Sometimes dreams where a reality and if that ever happen you prayed you would die too. “Happy leave me alone..” you nuzzled into Kozik. “Your acting like a child.” “No!” you said pouting. “She is fine, she has done this before.. Kinda funny actually.” Kozik nodded moving more hair out of your face as you held onto him. “It should not make me jealous, but it does. She has never held onto me like that before.” “Haha, well when you have known each other for as long as we have, the sheer thought of losing the other drives one mad.” Kozik put the coffee to your nose to taunt you. “If you want some, you gotta let me breath..” “Fine..” you loosened the grip on him and grabbed his coffee drinking it. “Why not wake me..?” Happy asked as you finished Kozks coffee. Him looking at you slightly annoyed. “Because.. when that dream happened it was real, like the one I had when I got hit in the head. I could not distinguish the two. So when he went and answered the phone I couldn’t believe it. I think I ran like seven red lights thinking back..” you mumbled. “Sis..” Kozik chuckled. “Don’t scold me on how I drive mister outlaws!” you pointed your finger at the both of them. “Well, he is alive and well.” “Kozik..” you looked up to see Lily walking out in a big t-shirt rubbing her eyes.  “Shit sorry bro..” “No.. its ok Y/N.. Kozik said you had a bad dream and I fell back asleep..” She yawned. You walked over to her giving her a hug. She hugged you sleepily and walked to sit in Koziks lap. “Well babe, lets let the love birds be.” Happy smirked to Kozik. “Plus.. mom called. She is making homemade tamales. She asked if I wanted to come over. I told her I was with you and she threated if I didn’t bring you over today she was going to slit my throat…” Happy groaned thinking about his mothers comment. “Well, your lucky I love you and am not vengeful, because honestly I’d love to see that.” Kozik and Lily chuckled. “Well.. bye brother.. please do not go on any dangerous mission.. Lily make sure he listens please.” She smiled at you nodding. You kissed Koziks head and then Lilys. Happy nodded to them, Sliding a hand around your waist.

After taking a shower and getting back to reality you looked over yourself in the mirror. “Mmm… lets call mom and take a rain check… I need my girl..” Happy whispered in your ear, licking down to bite your ear lobe. “Better be careful with how much we do the deed Mr. Lowman. No matter what birth control I am on.. Yona is gunna happen if we keep going at like we do.” He chuckled a bit. “You know I wouldn’t mine having a kid right now with you..” you froze. “No. No kids. I got way too much stuff to do in my life yet.” You felt his chest rumble against your back with a laugh. “Alright, alright..” He kissed your neck before going downstairs. “We taking the bikes or jeep? Or both?” “She wants to see Kozy so we can take your Jeep.” Nodding you slid on a pencil skirt and a nice blouse. Sliding on some flip-flops you and Happy walked out, getting Kozy situated in the back.