#sry if this doesnt make sense

[vellichorsdesire]

cuddling with your f/o(s) in bed but your arms always fall asleep. their hair gets in your face sometimes or vice versa. being in the middle of kissing, noses bumping too much or you just miss their lips completely with your eyes closed. bumping foreheads accidentally!!! kissing even more and then breaking it off to yawn or giggle and trying to kiss again but it only repeats. goosebumps and shivering whenever you touch them. accidental (or very much intentional/jokingly) shoving/elbowing because the others feet are too cold or it is suuper warm to even be this close to each other. they love and love and love you tremendously still through anything and everything. even if you steal the covers off them when you sleep, maybe

[solargeist]

i feel like i should say that as a non zelda fan i kept seeing ur evo grian art (non-watcher) and thinking “?? link??” and now i see u post link art and think “oh grian” 😭😭😭😭😭 im. Not very good at this

hAJKDG yeah Grian had a Link cubito back then, i try to make it different from Link's clothes tho

tho ! This is Twilight Link, and Grian's cubito i believe is Ocarina (?) Link

Which !!! Is funny, bc in Ocarina you have to go back and fourth in time, repeatedly turning Link into a child or adult. Link has to struggle with feeling like a child as an adult, and an adult as a child, and no one even remembers him or his adventure and he lost everything !! As a ghost, he teaches Twilight Link fighting skills.

I think my obsession with loz has directly led to me being obsessed with Evo Grian and Xelqua.

Even, in Majora, a direct sequel to Ocarina, Link has to stop the moon from falling. Though the entire game feels like an analogy for grief and coping with what happened in Ocarina.

I've said before, Grian and Xelqua remind me of Link and Fierce Deity.

Ah and on the flip side.... I adore Ocarina Link taking care of Twilight Link, and then Twilight taking care of BOTW Link ^^ not the mention TP Colin looking like Ocarina kid Link, and how he looks up to Link... wanting to be brave and strong..... hes like Link's little brother... (GOES CRAZY)

[cupboard-of-npd]

Hi! If you have enough spoons (motivation) could you do a detailed or long explanation of why narcissistic abuse isn’t real? I can’t find any solid and detailed explanations that make sense to me and I really want to educate myself on this because I believed narcissistic abuse was an actual thing but since it’s not I want to understand why it isn’t and why the narcissistic abuse concept doesn’t make sense. I want to understand people with NPD more too because any time I try to research anything on NPD it’s always demonizing people with NPD and saying they’re inherently abusive. (Sorry if this sounds rude or disrespectful I’m just lost and want to educate myself)

@averyventfulvlog HEYYY combining these (im so sry this is taking ages) BUT ALAS

Ok so soso. Narcissistic abuse is a bad term. It only ever gives another label to the abuser, rather than anything abt the abuse itself. It makes abt as much sense as someone who goes 'I suffered from blonde hair abuse'. Its blames a disorder for the actions of a bad person.

It also demonizes pwnpd further as it has an idea of 'Here are abusive patterns unique to pwnpd that no other person can do' which is not only completely false but also makes ppl think pwnpd are inherently dangerous for smth that is completely false

Also its not recognized in the dsm and the person who coined it is actually terrible

[proxythe]

trans akihiko… trans akihiko… save me…

tguy with no surgery or desire for it and he’s still happy and he still loves his body. no binder jus vibes. it makes my soul feel warm in the same way as if the sun were shining upon my skin … i smile at the clouds and blue sky … life is so beautiful like this…. trans akihiko….

[mud-muffin]

If you were going to write a starfire comic series what would you have it be about?

I've had some ideas

a shorter series would be another one of those "Kory goes traveling, in an attempt to find herself outside of the titans" (but ya kno a little more respectful to the character..😅) Dealing with the fact that people will always know she's an alien and in general just know who she is, because she's been one of earths heroes since she was a teen. She can't do like Superman and create an alternate persona, because she doesn't look entirely human. She can't go home to her planet because Komandr is in control and she is having a hard time fully connect with regular people on earth. At first she uses her popularity and enjoys it, she models and parties and are given all sorts of opportunities but in the end it all drains her inner fire and makes her more lonely than ever. Then she's given a chance with a cloaking spell from Zatanna but hiding who she is completely drains her solar powers. In the end she realizes she needs to go back to Tamaran one last time, and somehow make peace with her family and Komandr, and solve the galactic pressure their planet has been under from rivaling aliens for decades.

And a Dickkory one! centering around what their lives would become, as they make a family. one issue being that Dick is still associated with Bruce and therefor batman. Kory and the kids would essentially have to hide their alien features and powers, in hopes of giving Mari and Mark a childhood as normal as possible. But eventually it becomes too hard for mari to hide it and there would be an incident with cadmus and kory trying to save her child but ends up traumatizing her, and it strains their relationship for years. Also mark activates his powers but since he is half/half his human body cannot contain his starbolts and burns him, which also traumatizes him and makes him suppress his powers until one day when he really needs them?

and all sorts of short stories like the ones i've already made!

Like when Dick finally lets Kory take off his mask and tell her his true identity :'>

[evil-mcytblrconfessions]

whats the difference between this blog and mcytblrconfessions and the mcytblrconfessions-but-bad blog

mcytblrconfessions is the 'big blog'. they do whatever they want. theyve existed the longest, theyve the most rep, theyve the most followers.

i am an evil clone of mcytblrconfessions - so i open asks whenever theirs are closed. evil-mcytblrconfessions confessions box status will always be the opposite of mcytblrconfessions. so ppl always have someplace to confess to

mcytblrconfessions-but-bad is an independent confessions blog that just. posts every ask they receive, as far as i know. idk, i dont check that blog. but every controversial and truly fucked up little thing is meant to go there, i think

all of these are run by separate people

[enden-k]

omg i don't follow hsr and I got confused on why you were honking gallagher tiddy. like. like the ones from the show shameless 😭

idk what youre talking about or whatever show that is but im confused on why non players think i speak of any other gallagher when i literally post only one man named gallagher all the time? like. come on?

[ihaverotinmybrain]

More lore shit:

So the current story I'm working on that has to do with kate tpe is a slendermansion au type story cus it has to do with thr Unknown Operator and stuff.

Just started to think about a non-slendermansion au version of kate. So here is what I got so far:

Her family canon stays the same:

Her parents died in a car crash when she was ten which leads to her being adopted by Klaudia and Todd (they have no last names ._. lol). Klaudia and Todd used to have two daughters before adopting Kate, they were Marie and Susan. Susan was the same age as Kate but she died due to an undisclosed sickness. This lead the greving couple to adopt Kate since they literally wanted to replace their dead daughter with her. Obviously didn't go well cause Kate and Susan are very different from eachother which The couple doesnt like very much. This leads to Klaudia and Todd starting to resent Kate, becoming abusive and basically do in the bare minimum to take care of her. Kate kind of becomes a care taker for Marie (their younger daughter) who was still a baby when Susan died (Marie is a bit less than 10 years younger than Kate). Kate basically gets treated like a life in nanny, but worse yk. This whole thing leads her to become rebelious towards Klaudia and Todd (Klaudia more since she is the main purpetrator). This behaviour often gets her punished. Most of the time by being locked into their small broom closet thingy were they literally starve her sometimes.

Kate runs away from their home shortly after becoming 18 since she can't take it anymore. In the Non-slendermansion version she takes Marie with her, which she didn't do in the Mansion au (Marie is 8). She travels with Marie through the country trying her best to Support both of them while the police is actively looking for her and Marie. So kate is basically being searches by police and stuff due to Kidnapping her adoptive little sister. "Supporting both of them" also involves crimes, mostly stealing yk. This is also the point when Kate becomes addicted to Smoking cause it reduces her stress.

Kate also has A biological big Brother called Mori (he was 10 years older than Kate, at least thats what Coco told me. As I already said some time ago, Mori still belongs to Coco). She has no contact with him, which is for the better, since he is working for Zalgo :3

Her journey eventually has her cross paths with Jack (as in Eyeless Jack ⚫‿⚫) who at first wants to kill her but then decides not to after noticing Marie.

Already explained some stuff about my Interpretation of Jack some Time ago so here short recap: He is similar to Ghouls from Tokyo Ghoul. Has to eat human Meat, Organs and Blood to survive, cannot digest human food after his unfortunate run in with the Chernabog Cult (hope I spelled that somewhat right if not then so be it :/)

Hes not like a bad bad person, more like bad because he has to Type Person. Some basic morals yk. But hes also aware that hes seen as a monster and that the things he needs to do to survive make him a bad person. So he views himself as bad which makes it easier for him to keep going with his current life. He basically tries to Push his humanity/his human side away, so that It's easier for him to be the "monster" that others view him as.

My version of him is really similar to Cocos Version of him (from her Au) since we kind of came up with this together lol. But he has a little sister, who he had to leave behind (aswell as his family in general) after what happened with the Cult. Marie reminded him of his sister which is why he decided against killing Kate and Marie.

Kate isnt afraid of him, she is actually pretty intrigued by him in both versions (mansion and non-mansion) and she basically decides that they are a group of three now after meeting him. Jack isnt that big of a fan of this since he is usually a lone hunter (or something like that) aswell as the whole "trying to be less human thing". But Kate connects the dots pretty "easily" (that he is a murderer and the "eyeless jack". She things that he doesnt want them to tag along with him since hes a killer) and reasures him that them teaming up is fine since both of them are criminals wanted by the police.

Although I might argue that Kidnapping your sister from your abusive adoptive Family isnt as bad as being a cannibalistic serial killer. But thats just me I guess haha :3

Her Slendermansion Au Motivation of becoming a cannibal her self has to do with being manipulated by the Unknown, since he wants her to become more like Jack in that version so that she "is more usefull to him". Problem is that I havent really found a motive or explanation for her to do so in the non Mansion Au. Idk she is shipped with him but just saying "oh she eats people now cus she loves him or something" feels kinda cheap. Gotta think about Something else._.

Hope this is somewhat readable. Its like 3 Am or something like that rn and I just needed to get this out my head before I forget like half of it after sleeping haha.

[castielsparkle]

dean in s1: (in an ill fitted suit) (waving around a floppy disk with a microwave number pad gorilla glued on it) Yeah sammy i built this fuckass outta fuckshit Its my gougar counter

sam in s1: What dean. Thats so nothing what are you even t

dean in s1: SHUT UP SAMMY theres a fukcing gougar. i hear it on my gougar counter

sam in s1: what is even a goug

dean in s1: Quiet sammy i need to find this gouugar so we can get the hell outta shitfuck usa and listen to my Tunes in my inpaler.

[odysseys-blood]

how many times during the second nonary game do you think santa looked over at junpei with nothing but envy. you've been setting up a carbon copy of the hell you wish you'd never set foot in again with the last person on earth that you could ever care about because the rest have already departed. besides this you can do nothing to save her. you set up the stage but you can't take the leading role. all you wish for day in and day out is to save your sister (she hasnt even truly existed in 9 years. your stomach still drops when you hear her respond to you from the kitchen and then disappear without a trace. her fresh brewed coffee is still there but that's your mug and not hers) and the role is passed on to some snot nosed brat she met when she was a child. friendship is a strong bond of cours but you're her brother and you're still unable to save her with your own two hands. you feel pathetic. how you've longed for the ability to go back and do it over again and resented yourself for not being the perfect kind of esper to do so (she reminds you that it is not a repetition and is instead a possibility but what difference does it make if it brings her back?) and in the end your anger will do nothing but simmer as you're forced to take the supporting role and feel her burn to death for the second time in your life. and he gets to do it over again while you're still stuck in hell.

[meimeikyu]

i have. so much thoughts. i want to make so much festivalverse stuff but. currently my brain is consumed by the magnus archives.

[banghwa-moved]

taylor swifts' "tortured poets department" announcement overshadowing annie lennox's public demand on international television for a ceasefire against the deliberate pluridimensional destruction of palestinian land and people by israel in a genocide that has made targets out of culture in order to cement their domination, whose casualties include well known palestinian poets and artists through whose work the violence of the occupation has been documented and evoked . idk

[ofshelter]

. ✧ . * . ⌜ drew starkey, twenty-three, cisman, he/him / cringe by matt maeson + spitting insults with a smirk, ignoring the taste of your own poison, & restless nights knowing it's no longer just your father's war. ⌟ hey, have you met DRACO MALFOY yet? the PUREBLOOD is a FIFTH YEAR at hogwarts and are a SLYTHERIN. makes sense given they tend to be a bit CUNNING and DOMINEERING. it seems the death of the boy who lived has placed them on the DARK side of the looming war. let’s just hope they make it out alive.

basics.

name: draco malfoy

age: twenty-three

date of birth: june 5, gemini

sexuality: bisexual

blood status: pureblood, sacred twenty-eight

hogwarts: fifth year - slytherin seeker, astronomy club, dueling club, potions club

positive traits: cunning, clever, loyal, intelligent

negative traits: arrogant, spiteful, jealous, domineering

background & personality.

following what we know of draco in canon, up until the events of harry potter's death.

he was right. all of these years that he's yelled after saint potter, warning him that he's no match for the dark lord, he was right. he knew he was even when he was taunting him, a smirk on his mouth underneath his fake dementor cloak. but there's no grin on his lips at the sight of harry potter, dead.

he tells others (and himself) that potter had it coming. that he knew what he was fighting, he knew he was on the losing side. it was only a matter of time. and it's true - but draco wasn't expecting it to be so soon. it always felt years, decades, away. this return of the dark lord, this defeat of the boy who lived.

he should have shaken his hand, back in their first year. he chose the wrong side.

draco is on the winning side. it should feel victorious, there should be pride - and there is. but under it all, his hands shake and his stomach churns. he expected the winning side to feel differently. he expected to feel like his father - chin raised, wild eyes with no doubt.

that summer, despite the pleas of his mother, and the shakiness of his hands - draco becomes a death eater. his father doesn't see why it's needed, and assumes it's a lack of the dark lord in himself (so he gets crueler, steps further into the obedient server.) but draco doesn't have a mission yet. he's just a recruit in the expanding team, in branding more fighters on their side when it's time to stand. it'll be no different than before, his mother tells him, but he can't get the feeling of his skin burning out of his head.

the mark gives him a sense of protection, of safety. he feels a bit untouchable. but finds that that's not the problem - he thinks of what he will be asked to do. childhood bully is one thing, murderer is another alltogether.

he returns to school his usual annoying self, but a bit diluted if anything. he's desperate for a bit of normalcy, whatever that is, and returns to quidditch and to childish insults in the library. it's a poor attempt that he might give up on, but it's working for now.

he tries to ignore the war happening outside the castle walls and the one that's threatening to tear him apart from the inside.

here’s his pinterest for an idea of the Vibe. would love any fun, funky & fresh connection we can think of !! ex friends, exes of any kind, close friends, quidditch/academic/life rivals, unlikely anything, someone he had to tutor, group project, etc !! gimme it all xo

[cryingsyren]

share the flag story or else 🔫 (affectionate) (once you wake up)

its not a very long story but i think its really nice <3 so a while back a well known transphobe was gonna be doing a talk at my boyfriends college. my boyfriend, wonderful guy he is, decided (with help of course) to organize a protest against it. and with very little time too i wish i could sing his praises better because it went well. so since he was one of the organizers he was also one of the folks leading it, so during the protest a transwoman came up to him. asked if he was one of the organizers because she came with a group of trans folks who i believe were all veterans. she gives him a big ole trans flag, so that people would be able to identify him better should anyone need help with anything. when the protest was over, he unfortunately couldnt find her again to give the flag back so he kept it. when i expressed interest in wanted to get a trans flag as part of pride month this year he said he'd give me the one he got at the protest because he doesn't really have a use for it (he's cis) and for a while i said no because i just kinda felt bad for taking it but last night i relented and decided to take it because like. its cool to have something like that.

so basically the trans flag i got is a hand me down from a transwoman veteran, that my boyfriend got for organizing a protest against a really shitty and outspoken transphobe. and i am very honored to have it <3

[nomaishuttle]

frankie if yr curious

[etihw000]

hell yeah, i love messing with pronouns >:3c whos gonna stop me, the government? gotta throw around some new ones soon, see if anything else sticks

do it. update me on how it goes /j. live ur best life. throw sticks at the government.