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a bit in love with @cokowiii 's spirits reborn au *v* (cali belongs to them, he's so cute n smol)
#rottmnt#spirits reborn#rottmnt oc#my art#other's ocs#my ocs#i'm such a fanatic for mythology and folklore related stuff i just had to make something with my boy pico#did you know that there's an opossum goddess? there's not much substance to her tho or where she comes from#but in her story she protects the free will of mortals from her other god-like siblings in her cosmic pouch of safety of sorts#yeaaah opossums dont have a lot going for them in terms of fables n such compared to other animals like lions or dogs#pico opossum#sr pico
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I took a break from what I'm working on by drawing Helli's son. His spirits reborn version! an rottmnt au by Cokoweee
It was refreshing to do, though it got me into a mythological and folklore mood (which is dangerous for me as I love mythology and spiritual stuff to my very core) and I'm going to try not the do a bunch of research and learning on it for the rest of the day
(I'm also Helli sorry about the fma reference- I saw the vision and couldn't not draw it)
#pico the opossum#sr pico#others ocs#spirits reborn#spirits reborn au#<- i know nothing of this au but the art is really cool and the designs are pretty#i like the grass on his back owo#march 2024
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trying this app for the 6th time
uhhh selfship + other junk below gahh
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#Piconjo#fnf#yume#selfship#pico#senpai FNF#i love NG’s Rumble piconjo sm#im literally married to him#half srs#boar art#boar characters
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Idk
#cry of fear#lol#tankman#pico newgrounds#sr pelo#smol pelo#spooky month#metal gear solid#majima goro#ryu ga gotoku#makoto tachibana#tetsu tachibana
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i wanna make a mashup fandom of sr pelo, piemations, tankmen, picos school, and eddsworld SO BAD
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hey roleplay community... what if i made either a hanzo from picos school or a bob velseb blog. would that be cool. would that be hip
#friday night funkin#picos school#hanzo picos school#fnf rp#picos school rp#spooky month#spooky month sr pelo#spooky month rp#bob velseb#bob velseb rp
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Sr Pelo's 'Pico Day' sticker designs, with Skid and Pump featured in the bottom right corner
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Secret's out... Kuku x Fem! Reader. Social media AU
Quando Juani sem querer expõe que você e Esteban agora estão casados.. o que resta fazer?
a/n: eu AMO ler social media au, espero que vocês também!
tw: nenhum!! apenas muito fofo.
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juanicar final de semana agitado graças ao kuku e s/n, recém sr e sra.. E EU PEGUEI O BUQUE!!!
seuuser não acredito em você JUANIRRRRRRRRR
usuario como assim KUKU? BUQUE?
usuario2 você ta dizendo que aconteceu um CASAMENTO?
juanicar seuuser me perdoa............ não era minha intenção!
estebankuku acho que agora já foi... hahahahah
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estebankuku agora que o segredo é público.. após 4 anos de namoro finalmente posso chamar (s/n) de sra kuku. Esperei a minha vida toda por esse momento e por mais que sempre fomos secretos em nossa vida, é um alívio poder contar tudo ao mundo! Esse é apenas o começo de nossa eternidade juntos.
Conheci o amor assim que cruzou pela porta do teatro onde eu, tímido, estava interpretando o meu primeiro papel importante, assim que demos nosso primeiro beijo sabia que era diferente, porém quando passei pelo processo de transformação durante a gravação de Sociedade da Neve, tive a certeza que essa mulher seria com quem iria me casar. Durante meses de preparação, altos e baixos, picos ruins e bons, fui agraciado em ter a companhia dessa mulher única, que agora é minha para sempre.
os comentários dessa publicação foram desativados.
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seuuser De melhor amiga a esposa! Agora sou a Sra. Kukuzinha até o fim dos tempos, como eu sou feliz por ter um homem tão bom ao meu lado.. ps: obrigada juani pelo vazamento, agora posso ser feliz com as fotos do casamento.
os comentários dessa publicação foram desativados.
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pipegotano após a ressaca moral.. mais alguns takes do casamento incrível da minha melhor amiga e o Sr Kuku! Viva os noivos!
vogrincicenzo não to aguentando com o frank ahhahahhahaha
franciscoromero não precisava ser exposto dessa maneira.
juanicar GRAÇAS A MIM VIVA OS NOIVOS!
#lsdln cast#lsdln#esteban kukuriczka#kuku#sociedad de la nieve#social media#smau#social media au#instagram au#esteban kukuriczaka x reader
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System Intro and Sourcemate Info!
System Name: The better funkin system
Headcount: 50+
System Type: Traumagenic
Frequent Fronters:
🦇 Eddie/Batz - Host
🦇 Manon - Fictive/Caretaker?
🦇 Harvey - Fictive/Caretaker/Soother
🦇 Rory - Symptom holder
🦇 Boyfriend - Fictive
Fictives and Factive sources (For sourcemates)
Doubles pls interact!
Can be /Romantic!
Friday night funkin and various mods ☆
We have: Boyfriend, Girlfriend, Pico, Senpai, Nova, Jasmine, Sarvente, Red mist squidward and Sunday
Deadplate ★
We have: Manon, Vincent and Rody
Homestuck ☆
We have: Dave Strider and Sollux Captor
Elevator Hitch ★
We have: Protag
Picos School ☆
We have: Alucard, Hanzo and Cassandra
(Note: Our pico is specifically pico from fnf but has memories of picos school)
Spooky Month ★
We have: Pump, Streber, Radford and Kevin and Sr pelo if he counts???
Omori ☆
We have: Kel, Mari, Sweetheart and Omoriboy
Stardew Valley ★
We have: Shane, Harvey, Sam and Sebastian
Ranfren ☆
We have: Sebastian, Randal and Satoru
Danganronpa ★
We have: Sonia Nevermind, K1-B0, Shuichi Saihara, Ibuki Mioda
Cold Front ☆
Winnie!
Looking for:
Protag definitely wouldn't mind talking to coworker again
Any fnf or deadplate ppl pls interact even doubles plsplspls
Mari would love to talk to Hero
Dave misses Karkat a lot
Shuichi would like to talk to Kaede or Kokichi or really anyone same for Keebo he just said for Miu and Tsumugi to IWC and Sonia misses Gundham
Our sweetheart is nothing like source and is pun intended really sweet so spaceboy fictives pretty please interact
WINNIE REALLY MISSES AUGUSTINE!!!
We also all rp and would be happy to do so with sourcemates! Even if it's not plot based and is just "omg hiii *hugs*"
Other sources pls interact especially if there's someone in our system you want to talk to that we didn't list!
That's all byeee!!! ♥︎
#did system#looking for sourcemates#sourcemates interact#osdd system#fictive#fictive heavy system#did osdd#danganronpa fictive#omori fictive#fnf fictive#spooky month fictive#ranfren fictive#homestuck fictive
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Maybe i DO wanna know about ur ocs 🤨 shareeee
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OKAY THEN. There's 5 of them in total but I'll introduce my 2 favorites for now (they have the most lore made... for obvious reasons)
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This is old art but it shows their designs more accurately (since I haven't changed them much), so meet Jayce and Nicholas!
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I barely have any art of him drawn and these ones are OLD... that's embarrassing HRKSHSAJHDJS 😭 but here's what I can infodump abt him:
He's a young adult, rest assured. I haven't thought of a specific age (and would rather not), but he's definitely an adult that still goes to college.
Works at a café near his university.
Unapologetically blunt. People tend to have trouble getting along with him at first or getting used to his presence. Secretly has a really mischievous side to him though (for the better or for the worse).
Writes fanfics in his spare time.
Without spoiling too much abt the storyline I have for him, I'll just say he's heavily associated with my sona. Their bond goes quite deeply but sadly he doesn't know that (yet).
Lots of the "main storyline" I have planned out tackles on "past lives." And, well... let's just say old habits die hard and I sometimes still slip up with calling him his old name 😭
He's a ginger (godfuckingdamnit), his design coincidentally reminds me of Soft! Pico except his main color is Blue instead of Green. It was coincidence I swear 😭 /srs
MOVING ON... for Nicholas:
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I've drawn this lad before with Jil's Oc's: Cobalt and Ski (refer to the art above ☝️) mainly for the silly. And uh...
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He has a lot more art as well for... reasons. Ehe. Though, majority of it is quite old so it's not really that good. (I do have a more recent ref for him, found here).
The second comic is in reference to him meeting his old version (who was a lot more flirty) but ofc I changed it overtime 🫶 Anyway, regarding his lore/abt him:
He's in his early 20's! Again, I don't have a specific age (once again bc I prefer not to) but he's definitely in the legal age to drink as well lol
Very humble and open-minded individual, and very kind by heart! Your typical gentleman essentially. He's quite professional when it comes to his job, but does try to be a little laidback to not intimidate others. Scaring others is the last thing he wants to happen, as he wants to make sure to leave a good impression.
Gets easily flustered if he's flirted at.
He works as bartender/waiter at his Uncle's restaurant. His duty changes depending on the day and/or customers.
Man's fucking loaded. Rich but he's not spoiled, and he doesn't really like having his money be what he's known for. :(
Love languages are Gift giving and Acts of Service. Teehee
He has two older siblings! Twins specifically (a big brother and big sister). His family is... a bit complicated, especially when it comes to his parents. Ahem, moving on.
He knows Jayce! Is friends with him as well I'd say :0 (also friends with the 3 other OC's I haven't showed here).
That's abt the gist of him! His backstory is a taddd bit complicated and I tend to rewrite it at times, so feel free to ask for more bc this post is long as it is HSAJHSAJDH
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ALSO, here's these two artworks made by a good friend. Mainly bc they uh. Like him. Smile.
#TY FOR YOUR INTEREST OVER THESE SILLIES. I CARE THEM LOTS#💌 inbox!#👑 yomiel!#🐷 nero!#I need a tag for them uhhh uhhhhhhhh#NEXT TIME. I'm still brainstorming for one#🌸 oc; jayce 💙#🌸 oc; nicholas 🖤#< TAG ACQUIRED FOR BOTH OF THEM
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By the way if you’d like to update pico’s Spirit design completely up to you
(Ya don’t gotta answer. I’m a super secret person ya would never guess who I am🥸)
How’d you know he’s been on my mind lately mystery person that is totally not Coko huehue
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The only tweaks I made for his look was longer ears, a lion’s like mane cuz cmon that’s just cute, and different eye markings but it might change cuz I’m still indecisive on one I want to settle with. And the fun part is you can go crazy with the foliage that grows on his back, there’s no specific one way to do it cuz just like nature, it’s inconsistent and all over the place :D
Some additional stuff I wanted to add onto him. He himself is only tethered to the forest, he can’t leave it whatsoever. Maybe it’s cuz he’s the guardian of it or maybe just some unexplained mystical mojo is at play, but all he knows is he can’t step foot outside the forest. Another thing is the way he laughs, kinda similar to sounds regular opossums make, he gives off a “ch” noise. Also he’s always gonna be dirty and covered in dirt and grass stains and not really care about how he looks. But if those he’s assisting want to offer a lil groom he’s not gonna refuse. He quite likes flower crowns :3
OH and his favorite resting place is a giant weeping willow tree cuz those are my favourite trees to place in a fantasy setting >:0
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(your babie is so cute I couldn’t resist adding him again @cokoweee )
#spirits reborn#spirits reborn au#rottmnt#pico opossum#others ocs#my art#giant sloth was an animal I was thinking of comparing him to#slow pronounced speech/great climber/moderate traveling speed#AND GOD I LOVE USING PROCREATE SO MUCH#THERE’S SO MANY GOOD BRUSHES TO HELP WITH PLANT TEXTURES#if you have any other questions bout him lemme know I’ll try my best to answer em#:3#sr pico
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14 Abr ‘24 13h26 - Almoço
Fazemos a foto de grupo antes de entrar, somos alguns de Guimarães, das Canárias, ilha do Pico (o guia) e Odivelas (eu).
Há 4 filas de mesas postas com o serviço do império, tanto os pratos como os talheres têm o nome do império gravado. Explicam-me que há mais lugares à mesa que os previstos para äs pessoas que queiram vir almoçar.
No topo das mesas, estão expostas as coroas e os ceptros para quem quiser, receber a benção do Espírito Santo e fazer um pedido. Faço o meu.
E sigo para os nossos lugares.
A sopa do cozido vem com a terrina com o caldo e uma travessa à parte com as carnes. O caldo é divinal, admito que a primeira colherada me soube estranho. Talvez por estar mais habituada ao caldo de galinha. Mas a segunda colherada é as restantes souberam-me tão bem! A mim e aos meus colegas convivas. Houvesse mais espaço no estômago e mais comíamos. Aconselharam a reservar espaço para a alcatra mas a malta continuava a comer a sopa, tão boa que era!
Fiz uma ligeira contribuição ao levar uns pratos para a cozinha e veio a alcatra para a mesa. Come-se acompanhada por pão de massa seveda e também é muito bom!
O guia ganha nome e eu também, chama-se António Rosa e explica-me que no fundo das tijelas são colocados pedaços de courato para dar gordura ao assado. Entretanto, conto-lhe acerca do meu tour aos impérios e mostro-lhe o Sr António Santos da panificadora Sra dos Milagres e ele conhece-o! Diz que é muito boa pessoa. Também me pareceu : )
Convida-me para continuar com o grupo, se quiser. Decido ir com eles até Praia Vitória e depois logo vejo o que fazer a seguir. Agrada-me ter companhia.
O meu muito obrigada ao Tiago e família do império de Porto Martins, pelo acolhimento tão simpático e pelo privilégio de participar num almoço de Espírito Santo! ❤️Foi uma honra.
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PLEASE STOP HARASSING PEOPLE.
Hello! So I’ve been noticing people have been getting harassed for a post I made about asking if picranda was a pro ship (which it’s not.) and I just wanna say I’m disappointed in y’all. Not in the people who explained to me, the people who are harassing other people about fictional characters. Like I’ve seen so many lowkey drama about it and it’s fucking eradicating to see. Reminder that ships are fictional characters! People have their povs so let people ship whatever the fuck they want. They ship pico x nene? Let them. They ship pico x cass? Let them. Fun fact (I swear to god if people come at me for this) I used to ship pico x cass, I only stopped because of the amounts of NSFW fanart because it traumatized me /srs. But I don’t hate people for shipping it! I just don’t like t some of the fanart. Thanks for listening to me rant .
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Abuser headcanons tw gross stuff
(Coping with humor instead of typing out another weird poem post)
Things we headcanon our abuser as that they SURPRISINGLY don't identify as
1. Radqueer
They have every paraphilia known to man (we've checked /srs) (note: not that having paraphillias is the same as being radqueer and having a paraphillia is inherently wrong, but they are pro contact pro abuse and other gross stuff)
2. Lolicon
they have programmed us to form 2 lolis for them to fuck
3. Shotacon
They've made us watch B0ku no p1co and made us form a weird fusion of pico and chico
4. Idk what the kink for japanese people is
They've gotten off to us calling them senpai, onii-chan and probably onee-chan too
5. Uhhhhh that name for women who fetishize gay men?
Yea
#tw radqueer#tw shota mention#tw shotacon#tw loli mention#tw lolicon#general tw#csa tw#actually abused#actually traumatized#child abuse#tw sa#physical abuse#tw csa#coping with humor#tw paraphilia
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The Importance of a Systematic Review in Plastic Surgery
Systematic reviews are essential for assessing the quality of research in a specific area. They use rigorous scientific methods and minimize research bias by considering all the studies.
Planning involves defining robust pre-specified protocols and a PICO approach (population, intervention, comparison, and outcomes). It also requires a careful selection of studies.
Systematic reviews (SR) and meta-analyses are the most rigorous method of aggregating evidence. However, their quality could be improved by the reliability of primary studies and the method used to pool data.
To assess the overall quality of SRs published in three prominent plastic surgery journals between July 2019 and July 2020, we critically appraised their reporting standards using A Measurement Tool to Assess Systematic Reviews (AMSTAR). We also investigated factors that influence the underlying methodology of these reports.
There must be a more significant gap between the quality of SRs in plastic surgery and other surgical specialities. Better education, awareness among all stakeholders and enforcement through journal submission systems could help to improve this.
Systematic reviews (SRs) address the shortcomings of traditional reviews by utilizing rigorous, reproducible methods and recommended guidelines. They are designed to eliminate sources of bias and ensure as complete a review of the existing literature as possible.
SRs are essential for clinical practice and ensuring that surgeons are informed about current standards of care and new technologies. However, their reliability and applicability can be undermined if they are not performed and reported correctly.
Therefore, this systematic review was conducted using the PRISMA guidelines. Articles were retrieved from the MEDLINE, EMBASE and Scopus databases using appropriate search terms and included only those studies that met the inclusion criteria.
The primary objective was to evaluate the quality of reporting in RCTs published in the Journal of Plastic Surgery. Fifty-seven articles were assessed for compliance with the CONSORT reporting guideline. The median score was 11.5 out of 23 items. The most common items where compliance was the poorest were intervention/comparator details, randomization implementation and blinding.
Despite the increasing importance of patient safety in all health research, only some studies about this subject consider the specificities of plastic surgery patients. These include the fact that they are generally female, healthy, and young.
The authors, therefore, conducted a systematic review in the Journal of Plastic Surgery to identify actions related to patient safety in this speciality. The literature was searched using MEDLINE and SCIELO databases between 2012-2018, totalling 15 articles.
The results showed that most SRs in this domain could be better formulated. They often employ spin, a form of reporting bias in which the results of studies are presented as overstating the efficacy or understating the harms of interventions. This is often a cause for concern, as it can result in clinical recommendations not being justified by the evidence.
A systematic review is a literature research method that collates and analyses empirical evidence to answer a specific research question. This type of review is also known as a meta-analysis.
The methodology used for a systematic review can be complex and requires careful planning to justify the conclusions reached. Systematic reviews typically address a structured research question and follow strict criteria to minimize bias.
The authors of the study evaluated a total of 1820 articles that met the inclusion criteria. Most studies included were in aesthetic and breast surgery (27%) or craniofacial surgery (23%).
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A culpa é sempre avassaladora. Sentir demais é um saco. Tudo, tudo a flor da pele, me sinto em carne viva, exposta, vulnerável.
Eu odeio que meu humor dependa diretamente em como estamos, eu ODEIO que todo meu sentir dependa de como a porra do relacionamento está.
Estou tendo picos e micros explosões de raiva, são sutis, são ações meio passivas agressivas, mas estou vendo elas acontecendo e fodendo vários momentos.
Entendi que realmente não tenho perfil de explodir e avassalar tudo por fora, eu implodo e arrebento comigo, mas, com isso, as micro reações de raiva começam aparecer.
O problema da merda do amar demais, é uma projeção e uma dependência inevitável… uma ação que sinalize que não gosta de mim ou que sou substituível é o suficiente para me quebrar em mil pedaços.
Minha cabeça é simplesmente infernal e me enlouquece. Puta que o pariu, como me enlouquece.
Mentira e omissão são comportamentos claros pra mim de que a qualquer momento tudo vai desabar. Essa instabilidade e insegurança do poder perder o amor que meu cérebro é “obcecado” é suficiente para me tirar de todo trilho da sanidade, meu peito sr aperta e se explode aos poucos, meu cérebro vira um ácido que corrói em partes e eu fico insanamente maluca.
Quero chorar, quero falar, quero sumir, quero morrer, quero me isolar, quero fugir, quero enfrentar, quero ficar, quero fingir que nada aconteceu, quero gritar, quero deitar e não levantar mais, quero morrer… penso em morte em cada segundo.
Por que porra eu sou assim? Eu odeio ser assim.
Eu sinto que eu não sei viver porra nenhuma, eu simplesmente não sei o que eu to fazendo aqui. To muito puta e de saco cheio.
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