#spn5

[incesthemes]

yeah but i've been thinking about this ever since i wrote that big essay on seasons 8-10 the other day. i wrote this:

the first apocalypse was caused by the absence of love, and the second was caused by too much love. their love is a destructive force that has world-ending consequences.

and i was stricken by the veracity of it, actually. like when you're just writing things down and suddenly you're overcome with a sense of rightness and truth to what you're saying. when everything finally comes together and it all makes sense.

because that's more or less what it is. sam breaks the final seal to the cage because he thinks dean doesn't love him anymore, a conjoined effort between the fight he had with dean before he ran back to ruby and (presumably) zachariah's influence over the voicemail sam received when dean called to apologize. it was the sudden, dreadful lack of love between them that pushed sam over the edge and forced his hand.

and then in season 10, it's the presence of love, the enmeshed relationship that the toxic, twisted thing between them has become, that released amara. sam's willingness to be in a fully enmeshed relationship with dean, coupled with dean's unwillingness to kill sam, coupled with sam's determination to save dean at any cost, is what causes the second apocalypse.

importantly, this can't happen until after sam reaches a new depth and breadth of love for dean (or more accurately, until he accepts the true depth and breadth of his love for dean), because he's been holding himself back, never quite letting himself go too far since he got out of hell. they have to take that step further, and once they do, the balance in the world is thrown off and the force of the winchesters' love becomes earth-shattering.

there's a dance they have to play because too little love and too much love both have, quite literally, apocalyptic consequences. they find this out in the worst ways possible.

and how fitting is it, then, that the way the world is saved both times is through the willing and mutually accepted sacrifice of each other? that the only way the world can be at peace is through one of them finally letting the other sacrifice himself for the greater good? dean lets sam jump into the pit; sam lets dean bring a soul-bomb to amara; and the world is saved.

the tragedy of sam and dean, or one of them at least, is that their love is disastrous, and that the earth and the brother cannot coexist—at least, not for very long—and that in the end, they will ultimately have to choose one or the other.

[littlelostlantern]

if the boys can wear’em, so can you.

[livelyackles]

[sarah1228]

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[goober826]

Cas and Dean in season 5:

[verotile]

SPN - The End (destiel)

I've rewatched 5x04 and DAMN the destiel!!! Everytime I watch this ep (which I adore, one of my favourite) I notice more and more things that leads me to believe there is something between Dean and Cas like the way Chuck answered to Dean's question about Cas being there with "Yeah, Cas is going anywhere". . . The way he said that!!! I can't explain why it's so important the tone he used and his expression, because I'm not good with words but DAMN it was like a bomb exploded in my chest. A rainbow bomb, obv

[sparkyleegeek]

In awe of the #Impala #Baby #midnight #Supernatural #fanfest2017 #SPN5

[invisibledevour]

But then again nothing ever really ends....does it? . . . . #SPNFamily #Supernatural #SPN15 #SPN14 #SPN13 #SPN12 #SPN11 #SPN10 #SPN9 #SPN8 #SPN7 #SPN6 #SPN5 #SPN4 #SPN3 #SPN2 #SPN1 https://www.instagram.com/p/BvVGdcFHwI3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qv4wp1x1o0gx

[thedootlez]

Upcoming Videos Update!

Just wanted to drop you all a quick breakdown of videos I have coming up. 

I know it’s been like, a month since SPN5 and I’ve been working this whole time on some collabs I need to try and knock out before I get back to SPN.

It started as 1 collab, then 2, and then an opportunity turned it to 3 and then I got a really rad company wanting me to make a video for them and all of them gotta go up within the next 2-3 weeks. 

So SPN 6 is being worked on, I swear, but it’s going to be up near the end of October. 

Granted, I really wanted to do Stranger Things S1 in honor of S2, but this schedule is making it kind of hard and I think SPN takes priority <3

Anyway, YouTube doesn’t think I’m important enough to have a community tab, so I can’t inform the masses of my schedule and am left to social media. So, if you’re on one of my upcoming collab videos and see people asking about SPN, feel free to help spread the word about the video schedule ^-^

[kocpc]

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[incesthemes]

final thoughts: supernatural season 5

well, i did it. the crazy spur-of-the-moment desire to rewatch the first 5 seasons of supernatural has been fulfilled. that was such an undertaking—i haven't watched anything longer than 20 episodes in what, a year? maybe? but after all this, i do actually want to continue after i take a short detour. maybe i'll even finish all 15 seasons this time around! (apparently i've seen the first 9 seasons, contrary to my earlier belief that i'd only seen up through season 8)

so first off, i loved the way the apocalypse was averted. dean's presence at the final showdown was really evocative and charming, and he really shaped the story in a uniquely supernatural way. the fact that cas died Again was hilarious (sorry cas), and i was surprised to learn that after resurrection, cas has the ability to simply raise bobby from the dead. i'm curious whether this is how cas raised dean out of hell, or if this is a new seraph-only kinda mojo. the logistics are a bit unclear to me.

i think i have two major criticisms for this series, so i'll start with the lesser one because it's not all that impressive. this season saw the structure of the show veer sharply away from its episodic foundations, which made it seem extremely different from earlier seasons. as someone who prefers that more linear storytelling, i feel like i shouldn't take issue with this, but i think the switch is actually very jarring. i guess i just want media to stick to its guns and follow through with what it started, more or less. it's not all that serious, but it did stand out to me, and it is a bit disappointing that in its effort to bring the overarching plot to the forefront, it strayed away from its core concept.

not to say it didn't work, really. i think it was fine overall. it's just a bit disappointing when you compare it to season 1.

my biggest critique is that goddamn was the ending rushed. i was shocked at how easily pestilence was defeated—cas more or less acted as a deus ex machina and that was it?? nothing else?? the confrontation with death was in the same episode? i really would have rather they take their time with such important milestones in the plot. pestilence had a lot more potential than what he ended up showing off, and the castiel ex machina was so bizarre, especially considering he got human'd literally minutes before he swooped in to save them.

it makes me reconsider whether some of the earlier episodes in the season were actually necessary, and if some of those A plots could have been cut or reorganized somehow to give the ending some breathing room. a lot of things in those last few episodes felt so underexplained and contrived in frankly irritating ways, which is super unfortunate because the season finales up to now have been handled rather well, i'd say.

that said, the dean/lucifer(sam) confrontation was magnificent. i love how it played out, and i love that dean's gay love for his brother pierced through the veil of death and saved the day. the fact that chuck was narrating the episode also gave it a nice touch, and a great wink and nod at him being god. i love how sympathetic lucifer makes himself—he seems to truly believe he's a level-headed victim in this whole mess, and it conveys well. it makes him an interesting character.

i do not like the resolution of the episode, mostly. the "ooh, cas is magically resurrected" feels weird, in ways that other spontaneous resurrections haven't before this. cheap, almost. i guess i have to ask, why would cas need to be resurrected if all is said and done? why is cas's sacrifice rewarded, but sam's isn't? why is god invested in keeping him, specifically, alive? i just don't see enough justification for it to happen. his first resurrection was fine—he had a job to do. but now? everything is over. there isn't any motive left to drive that kind of miracle.

and then sam... i thought i remembered him like, having to be dragged back out of hell in season 6? or something of the sort. so seeing him at the end of the episode was kinda shocking because i don't remember that at all. but regardless of that, i really don't like those kinds of teasers. they feel so, well, cheap. they're the kinds of endings that greedy corporations tack onto the end of their standalone films to tease a possible second film when the first was already wrapped up and finished with no natural lead-in to a sequel. and that's really what sam's spontaneous appearance here felt like: the story was all wrapped up, and the creators felt the need to shove a forced "ooh what's next~?" at the tail end because they couldn't think of anything better. and all it served to do was make me grimace. chuck's "unless...?" should have been enough, honestly. a cheap, gimmicky stunt wasn't needed to foster any more intrigue for an upcoming season. idk i just really disliked that.

anyway, aside from that, i was most delighted about crowley finally being introduced. he was one of my favorite characters my first time around, and he did not disappoint this time, either. i like the particular flavor of homoeroticism he brings to the table, and his snarky, obnoxious personality that builds such natural tension with everyone in the room with him. he's a dreamboat fr.

the wincest kicked into overdrive this season, which i think is hilarious since we're two seasons into castiel being part of the main cast. but jesus their psychotic, irrational, erotic codependency literally never stops, and i am all in to see this trainwreck of a relationship keep going. which is good, because i remember liking a lot of things in season 6 actually, not least soulless sam. and of course more crowley <3

anyway i guess that's the gist of my thoughts. overall i had a lot of fun with this season. the pacing was way off, especially at the end, but there were some really amazing moments and concepts, and i like the way supernatural handled its apocalypse plot, especially compared to good omens. the way they play with the lore and elaborate on concepts is at the very least a lot of fun, and i enjoyed unpacking everything they threw at me.

so, next up i'll be watching season 1 of the terror, but after that i think i'll sit down and dig into season 6. really looking forward to soulless sam. and, of course, more crowley <3

[littlelostlantern]

daily dose of beckoning stares # 4

[livelyackles]

make me choose ∟ @fluffywingedcastiel​ asked: gabriel or balthazar?:

[sarah1228]

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[kefefetefka]

Produktif Pasca Menikah

Produktif Pasca Menikah

SPN pertemuan 8

Produktivitas dapat diartikan dengan keberkahan waktu. Setiap waktu yang dihabiskan digunakan untuk melakukan hal-hal yang bermanfaat, tidak terbuang sia-sia. Prinsip yang harus diterapkan agar waktu dapat digunakan semaksimal mungkin 1. Bingkai aktivitas untuk menghambakan diri kepada Allah 2. Untuk mendidik anak, cari pekerjaan atau profesi yang menyediakan kesempatan yang cukup untuk mendidik dan menemani anak tumbbuh dan berkembang 3. Menemani suami. Kondisikan diri ketika suami sudah di rumah, pastikan istri juga di rumah. 4. Menjadi saudara bagi masyarakat. Karena tugas kita sebagai muslim adalah juga sebagai orang yang berdakwah, maka kita juga harus menyediakan waktu untuk masyarakat yang membutuhkan peran kita, jangan hanya sibuk di rumah tangganya sendiri. Pernah suatu ketika, ada seseorang ditanya mengapa harus repot berkontribusi dalam masyarakat? Jawabannya sederhana, karena ketika dia meningga. Dia berharap ada yang mensholatkan (dan mengurus jenazahnya) Cara agar tetap produktif dalam amal dakwah • Membangun kualitas intelektual. Yaitu dengan pembinaan diri sendiri agar motivasi dalam hidup senantiasa kuat. Pembinaan diri untuk menjaga motiasi ini dapat berupa kajian untuk mengingatkan diri sendiri • Memperkuat daya dukung eksternal dengan membangun kemitraan dengan pasangan dan keluarga besar. Produktivitas dalam ma’isyah yang dapat diwujudkan oleh seorang ibu rumah tangga antara lain • Shodaqoh untuk keluarga • Tidak meninggalkan tugas dan tanggung jawab utama • Memperhatikan adab-adab pergaulan, memilih pekerjaan yang paling sedikit menimbulkan mudhorot.

[kittygurl240]

Chapter 8

Canton, ohio...second most boring place I have ever been to in my lifetime. ‘This is not the adventure I was wanting.’  I thought sadly.

“Author boy lied to us.” Ryan said, her arms crossed, staring out the window before closing the curtain.

“I guess this trip was a waste then, wasn’t it?”

“A little bit. But at least we got out of that town for a week.”

“That is true. Wanna go out for a walk?” I asked sitting up on my bed.

“Well I went for a run before you woke up… but a walk is a change of scenery so sure.” Slowly I got up and stretched, grabbing the keys. I walked out the door and waited as Ryan followed closely behind. We roamed the streets of the town, taking in the sights. “This reminds me of home...quiet, tranquil--” Police cars suddenly whir by us, their sirens ringing through the air.  I watched them closely, but Ryan must’ve read my mind. She grabbed a hold of my arm as I went forward.

“Oh no you don’t. We are not going after them.”

“But, what if it’s nothing to worry about? You know me and worrying.”

“That’s why we won’t go after them. If it's nothing to worry about we’ll just be in the way. If it is something we'll definitely be in the way.”

I pouted and looked to the ground for a moment. A sigh escaped and I put my head down in defeat. “Fine.  I’ll go back to the motel then.” Ryan nodded and let my arm go as I turned to go the other way. “Don’t be out too late okay?” I yelled back at her as the distance expanded between us. She waved a hand at me as she continued.

Once I knew she was far enough away I made a quick dash left and back up to where I thought they had passed by. I followed the sidewalk to my right and found myself in the crowd in front of a home surrounded by citizens, two police cars and a man being put into one. I pulled out my phone and trying to step closer I took a few pictures and videos. I snuck out of the crowd and back down towards the motel. ‘If only Ryan had been here. I could've snuck passed as she flirted with the only cute cop there…’

    It took me a little longer to get back to the motel as I looked through my pictures. “Geez...these weren’t even that great.” I open the door to be greeted with, “So you have fun at the crime scene?”

I jumped and slammed the door shut. “Oh uh, I wasn’t anywhere near a crime scene. I just got lost on the way back.” I quickly walk over to my laptop and attach my phone via USB cable, syncing them up and bringing the pictures I took from phone to computer. I sorted through them, just then realizing Ryan was looking over my shoulder.

“No you weren't at the crime scene at all. You're an awful liar.”

I could feel my cheeks heat up and I quickly deleted the pictures. “Well I can at least look up who lived there.”

My fingers moved quickly over my keyboard, typing in the codes I had learned years ago. “Okay, well first I need to find out his name.” I typed in the home address and watched as the information formed in front of me. I skimmed through quickly to find out anything unusual that may have happened in the house in the past, but there wasn't anything about murders or suicides committed in that home. “Hmm...doesn’t seem anything is wrong with the house.” I said quietly to myself. I watched the codes disappear in front of my very eyes as I deleted all the info from my computer. I pulled up my webcam and rang my friend Grandlion again. He answered with his usual smile and charm.

“Hi there kiddo. What can my magic fingers do for you today?” He asked popping his knuckles.

I cringed a bit at the noise, shaking it off. “I hate when you do that.”

He just chuckled and sat back. “Is this going to be another casual conversation then, cause I need to get to some...work for my other customers.” Ryan glared at the screen and went over to her bed.

“I need to get into someone’s profile to find out if they made any large purchases or anything of the sort that would seem out of the ordinary for them.”

“Okie dokie. Name, last then first please.”

“The guys name is Cal Hawkin, lives in Canton, Ohio.”

Grandlion whistled to himself as the search for anything mysterious continued. Suddenly his computer dinged and his tune turned into a long winded whistle. “Damn you are scary good. He spent a lot of money recently. Oh my god...he found it...he found it!” Grandlion sat back in amazement a hand over his mouth. “If only my grandpa could see this.”

“What? What did he find?” I asked literally on the edge of my seat, getting my face a little closer to the screen.

“He found James Dean's car, “Little Bastard”! Or a really good look alike.” He sent the info to me and I looked through it. “Holy crap, he spent a fortune to find it, and another fortune just getting it shipped here. Hey, could you also look up anyone else that was obsessed with this car?” All I heard was the clicking of the keyboard and up popped another screen.

“Looks like these two were friends. Why did you need to know all this?” He asked.

“Well, uh there was a murder and I was asked to help with it so I wanted to do some research on the guy before I went to go see his body at the morgue.”

“Really? I thought only Mortician’s and their assistants were allowed to look at the dead bodies.”

I leaned back, “Yeah when they actually have people to do it. The Mortician has a lot of people to attend to so they were asking for help and it just so happened I was in the area.”

“Yeah another thing, only detectives and police officers need to know this shit, so just stop lying to me and tell me the truth.”

“I have to go, thanks for the info.”

“Wait! Okay if you won’t tell me then at least let me teach you how to do it yourself. I don’t need you getting me into your trouble.”

“Thank you...old man.”“Watch your mouth you little shit.” We both laughed and began the tutoring session.

The morning soon came and I slowly woke up sitting in the chair, drool all over the table. “Ah fuck...I fell asleep at the table.”

“I thought about waking you, but you were so cute sleeping in a puddle of your own spit.”

“You’re joking right?” I asked with skepticism.

“Yeah… it wasn't that cute. Though I also figured you wouldn't have wanted to go on a run with me.”

“That is very true, but next time try to wake me up so I can go to the bed for a couple minutes.” I said standing up from the chair and stretching to get some flow into my sore muscles. “Geez...remind me to not do that ever again.”

“If I remember to. Your friend did try to wake you up for a while before signing off.” I look to my computer, then to Ryan. “Huh, surprised you hadn’t closed it on him.” I said quietly to myself. “Later tonight maybe we could hit the bar before heading back home?”

“Again? Second time you’ve suggested going out with me on this trip. Are you sure you’re the same straight-laced girl from back home?” Ryan said teasingly. I just rolled my eyes and closed my laptop, with a soft giggle. “No I’m the same girl, just wanting to have a little more fun. I don’t think I’m gonna meet my knight in shining armor here. He normally hangs out in bars anyway.”

“Oh, right...him.”

“I’m gonna go take a shower.” I grabbed some clean clothes before heading to the bathroom.

The rest of the day passed by in a flash, going out to eat, and just having some fun as a tourist. Until we found an unusual museum that featured wax dolls of famous idols. “Huh. This is...interesting.” I said with a little gulp. Wax dolls, the creepiest things in the world. I backed away just a couple of steps before turning and walking away with Ryan. I twitched involuntarily and shook my body out of habit. Ryan just rolled her eyes at my bodies odd way of rejecting the creepy feeling. We walked back to the hotel to get ready for the last night before we drive back home to Delaware. I got my make-up ready doing a smokey eye, and putting on something cute. I walk out to see Ryan in her usual style, no makeup at all. “Hey Ryan you should let me do your make-up. Just this once, please?”

“No.” Was her simple reply.

“I will never ask you to do it again if you let me do it just this once.”

“That stuff poisons you.”

I gave a little pout and grabbed my keys. “Not as badly as the crap you put into your body.” I say under my breath. We went out to the bar, both of us take a seat at the bar. “What can I get you girls?” Asked the lady bartender. “I’ll have a shot of your strongest stuff.”

“I’ll just have a Fun dip.” I say looking at the drink list above the bottle display. Ryan downed her shot as she got it, I sipped mine slowly trying to keep myself from getting too intoxicated. I couldn't help but to scan the room, when Ryan gets up to get the bartender's attention. I didn't really care though. It's not like a guy was going to come up to me… “Excuse me, mind if I take this seat?” I jumped a bit at the person's voice, moving my eyes to meet the man's I blush slightly and motion for him to sit. “So what's a pretty girl like you doing here by yourself?” He asked with a smile that reminded me of how deans mischievous smile, slightly crooked and reaching his eyes with a sweet nature to it. “Oh, uh no I'm not by myself. My friend just went to find the bartender for some more drinks.” I say taking a bigger gulp of my drink, the side effects taking no time at all to set in. I could feel myself sway a bit on the stool.

“Ah, well then, mind if I join you?”

“Um, sure. I’m Ariana, what’s your name?” I asked holding out my hand.

“Oh, sorry, I’m Dean...Dean Winchester.” He reached out and shook my hand and I stared at him all dumbstruck. “You...you’re Dean Winchester?!” I asked in a whisper as to not attract any unwanted attention. “Yeah, the one and only. Why don’t you finish up that drink and we can get out of here.”

I could feel a heat on my cheeks as he suggested this and nodded my head eagerly. “Oh my God...I can’t believe it.” I chug down the rest of my drink and get up on unstable legs. Dean helps me, putting an arm around my waist and having me lean on him on the way out. Then when out of sight of anyone, I feel Dean pull away and a sudden pain in my head as everything turned black.