#spite: sharing is caring

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Rook: [Fumbles and does something dumb] Spite: They're so stupid. We have to fuck them. Lucanis: What do you mean WE!?

[swampthingking]

andrew’s definitely gotten in trouble with his pr manager for tweeting things along the lines of:

“no mania inducing medication will compare to the euphoria i will feel the day donald trump drops dead”

[navree]

Incorrect, the fact that Biden has dropped out and a candidate with history of supporting medicare for all and being more receptive to a ceasefire in the I/P conflict has made me go from "I cannot morally support the Democratic nominee" to "I am voting for the Democratic nominee despite the fact she isn't perfect in every respect." I'm really happy this played out. The Dems for the most part abandoned the old Obama platform and it feels like its possible an actual progressive agenda could come to pass in my lifetime.

Kamala 2024!

If you weren't going to vote Democratic in this election before Biden dropped out you're a dorkass loser who does not care about any of the issues you're yammering about here and also a fundamentally bad person, and I hope you get run over by a bus.

But you got one thing right in all of this gibberish, Kamala 2024.

[autisticaradiamegido]

thoughts on dave and aradia (<>)?

day 356

BIG fan tbh. in this house we love and respect timerails

truly yall read this log and tell me theyre not cute

[dykedvonte]

Ty for answering my asks! Recently, I saw some fanart of the gender bendered crew and it got me curios, how much would the plot change if Jimmy was a woman. I mean, she would still be emotionally abusive (esp to Fem!Curly), but at lest, I guess, the crash would've never happened (?)

Also, her relationship w/ Anya: if she was assulted still, it prolly would've been dissmissed, since it's between 2 women. Or, if Anya is male in this scenario, he couldn't really be able to talk abt it, since society decided that "women can't r*pe men", so it's not serious and he should suck it up. Man, it's just sucks to be Anya in any scenario my poor girl 😭

What do you think? If you have an opinion on that at all, that is

-💀

I think the scenario's where the gender was flipped or any level of gender based intersectionality is expanded makes it so much more complex.

If this is the scenario with fem!Jimmy, it comes with the territory of questionable internalized homophobia. Does Jimmy brush it off in this scenario because she doesn't think lesbian encounters are real ones? Is she struggling with her identity and taking it out on Anya who may be openly queer compared a fem!Curly who is either straight or just not interested in Jimmy? Perhaps it's a sort of weird entitled that can occur in female dominated spaces "We're both girls, I know what you have, it won't matter." It's still is something I don't see Jimmy denying in this scenario, he never really denies it in canon just talks around it with Curly. Here I can see it's less about the pregnancy and more so about the internalized homophobia. Not seeing Anya as anything but an unwanted aspect of her femineity and the allure of it, there's a lot more objectification of both Curly and Anya in this alteration as I would believe feels better thinking of them in that light if they are just fodder in her mind. Guilty pleasures that no longer bring her such. It's a careful situation because I don't want this to fall into predatory lesbian stereotyping, Jimmy is just a person who does not respect other people or their choice, if it conflict with what he wants or perceived is owed.

The idea of Curly having to report it and outing her not only as a rapist but queer and the denial, especially in the case Anya and Curly are both out as she feels a sort of resentment she can't be secure with herself that way. If it is masc!Curly, there could be the jealousy of him being able to actively pursue relationships he wants while she feels she can't, Anya and Curly playfully flirt, its casual but it's something she longs for in the same way she doesn't. She obsesses over Curly because she wishes she could be Curly in a social sense in both aspect male or female Curly.

If it's fem!Jimmy and masc!Anya? It's a much more delicate situation. In this scenario Jimmy gets pregnant. Maybe Anya does a blood test after the incident and finds out Jimmy is pregnant. It's a very sensitive matter because if it's fem!Curly her first assumption is Anya may have done something. That is just the immediate assumptions in cases like this. I think the fact that Anya is telling her would make Curly think it's not that simple, especially since Jimmy isn't brining it up or really caring but everyone reacts differently. Jimmy is pregnant however, and that's a big deal, she'll figure that out eventually on her own but how will she react? Curly knows it won't be good, Anya knows too.

I think the crash is instigated in this scenerio by fem!Curly actually doing more, refusing to sweep it under the rug because she can conceptualize that fear, likely she and Jimmy are the only girls on board. She trusts everyone, well did trust everyone, but it's just something you live with. She can't just live with that double standard but I feel like she really doesn't know how to address it. How does she bring it up to superiors without implicating Anya? What does she do with Jimmy, it still feels like she's catering to Jimmy but now the concern is primarily focused on the life this baby will be born into. If it is born at all. I don't think Jimmy would try to kill Anya in this concept but try to spin the narrative it was mutual up until she got pregnant. Curly doesn't really buy it but it's a lot of processing, a lot more he said she said but what Jimmy is saying just doesn't make sense. It gives Jimmy too much time to really settle with the fact she's pregnant and likely can't support a kid nor wants to give birth out in space. Jimmy feeling like she's being othered from the only other woman could also be a factor, maybe even starting into her thinking Curly is behaving like a "pick-me" for siding with a guy over her. The crash is more spiteful in terms of having to protect herself alone, due to Curly not outright supporting her delusions.

It really adds a certain horror to Jimmy's pregnancy hallucinations because after the crash they are about her, her symptoms the sign of showing. She doesn't want the child either and considering what being pregnant can do to your mental/physical state, especially some of the more negative symptoms, I doubt she is handling it well. A lot of Anya's struggles are with the stigmas around male victims. His body reacted so did he want it? He's gonna be a father and courts likely will make him pay or care for the baby even if they take Anya's side, their world is just like that. Would the other's blame him for not doing more, he is a man after all? Should he be considered lucky a woman was that into him? It's eating away at him because not only does he not feel safe, he actively blames himself.

In the case Curly is still a cis guy, its that weird feeling guys often get when talking about male victims of assault. I don't think he'd victim blame but he likely asks or thinks about how it could've happened, why wouldn't Anya just overpower Jimmy? Maybe he couldn't? Maybe Anya didn't have it in him to strike a woman. He wouldn't. Now he thinks of what he would have done if Jimmy did something like that to him. SImilary to my trans!Curly post, he's wondering if it could've been him. It's likely one of the first times in his life he has to think of that type of vulnerability in terms of himself and other men and against likely his girl best friend. I think that arm pat right before Jimmy crashes the ship would really make him feel weird, not like he'd have the time to really dig into those feeling but y'know WERE GONNA CRASH!!!.

In terms of Jimmy and Curly's specific relationship, it just gets messier if they aren't both guys or girls. There's a lot of misogny on Jimmy's side with fem!Curly. He often points out she's a woman captain or makes a point of her being one of the few independent woman in her field and how certain men hate that. It's insidious but Curly doesn't think about or like to cause she likes to believe Jimmy isn't one of those guys. He can be a bit antiquated, maybe a bit of a pig but no ones perfect! Here a lot of his resentment is more gear toward a woman having that power over him as Captain/filling the typical male roles he fails at. He can't stand that she's above him in almost aspect and he likely takes it out on other women. Similarly, fem!Jimmy and cis Curly is just as bad. It's a fact of not knowing if she wants to be him, wants him or wants to destroy him. It's obsession without anything positive. She feels entitled to his space and life and time and he has a hard time setting up boundaries cause, well, Jimmy's a girl, his bestfriend and it comes with all the stigmas around boygirl best friends. To him it's a sort of oppressive doting, he feels wrong telling her not to pick and like he's being controlling. That's how she'd spin it whenever he'd try to make boundaries with her.

They are still just friends but most people can't tell even if they can tell it's not healthy, in both cases. Either way I feel like if they were opposite genders to each other there would a specific infatuation Jimmy would have with Curly that would be less hidden but sort of unaddressed because the idea of Curly rejecting them would make them lash out in a way Curly may just leave for their safety. It's also Jimmy wouldn't want to be with Curly specifically but just want what would consistently provide/available.

If they are both girls, its envy. It's that sort of hate that someone fits the standards you don't, wanting them to be picked second or crack. She likes to get into Curly's head, point out flaws and act like it's just her being helpful. She wants Curly to be a girls girl but only for her. There's a sort of possessiveness like purposely jeopardizing relationships because why would a man come first? That girl hates me and is a pick me, why are you friends with her still, Curly? Like this is silly but think about how Regina George treats Gretchen Wieners and that's effectively how fem!Curly and fem!Jimmy would work but technically Curly has the sway of Regina.

I believe the crash would always happen. Jimmy would try to escape responsibility or really thinking about what they did in any world, any gender. It's about facing the consequences, losing things he refuses to let go of or having to deal with responsibilities he's not ready for. The switching of sex or gender really doesn't change those core aspects.

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

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[aestheticitii]

do you think rkc has a preferred grima

do you think he prefers rearmed grima over l!/h!grima because she's more in line with the grima he knows

do you think he avoids l!/h!grima because she reminds him too much of robin so if he closes his eyes and pretends the stench of death is coming solely from him, he can imagine it's actually his wife

do you think he feels that's an insult to her memory because the other chroms might warm up to l!/h!grima and recognize that their wife still lives eventually, but he's so used to the grima who tried to kill his daughter (but never did and does that mean anything?) and took away his son to be raised in the same way she would've if validar kept her that he can't

do you think he would slightly resent the other chroms for choosing the lesser of two evils in a custody battle for fell morgan, even though he knows that's the logical choice?

because i think a lot about how rkc is portrayed and he's so much of an opposite that it kind of hurts in the best way. and i think a sign of that would be that he's much more inflexible about grima and robin that perhaps even them, especially if their thoughts on it are "you are me but i am what you could've been (anger/pity)"

if og/horse chrom are of the mind that any grima is robin so long as even a piece of her cares about him and the shepherds, and l!chrom/brave chrom are somewhere in the middle and think that l!/h!grima ought to be counted but the ones they faced off (and rearmed) shouldn't, then rkc completes the trifecta

[bylerfields]

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[sinbrook]

Man whenever someone writes some degrading shit about their art on the post of the art like "this is stupid" or "forgive my ugly drawing" or "the anatomy is off because im bad at art" "I don't know why I even try lmfao", I simply do not reblog the art. I don't want those vibes on my blog. Most people don't want those vibes on their blog. That's why you see some genuinely amazing art with like 100 notes instead of 1000, because the caption is awkward and self-degrading. And it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy, ya know? You keep saying your art is shit and then that's confirmed to you by the fact that your art has way less notes than everyone else in the tags. But it's not the art, its your self-deprecation that nobody else wants to take part in. You're not tempering expectations or providing a needed apology, you're making people uncomfortable. Just post the thing and let other people decide whether they like it or not. I promise it'll be so much better for your mental health.

[helenapsent]

I've had a headcanon with mocfiths in my head for a very long time (the audience knows, I hope). It came to my mind when Margoshka told me about the catfish version of Maysky (a character from a Russian TV series)

After that, I had the idea of imagining a situation where Thriffith decided to go fishing with El Moco. They didn't have a good fishing trip, though, and that was because the moment El Moco arrived at the appointed time, at the bridge over the big lake, Thriffith caught a big fish…. or rather, it caught him. When Thriffith wanted to say hello, the fish twitched so hard that the grief-stricken assassin fell off the bridge into the water. El Moco had no time to do anything, he wanted to pull him out, but Thriffith is very stubborn and eventually fished this "something" out of the lake. He was holding the big catfish in his hands.

Thriff is proud of himself, bragging to El Moco, saying, "Look what a huge thing I've caught"! And the Bandit King looks at him as if he had done something wrong, as if he had done another stupid thing that made him feel bad.

Thriff: What? Moco: Now you're going to catch a cold because of that worthless fish. Thriff: Oh, that's silly! I have a pretty good immune system! Moco: I wouldn't make such rash judgments if I were you! Thriff: Not at all! *sneezes* Moco: There! That's what I'm talking about!

The bandit didn't listen to him any further, he just took the dead fish from him, put it on the ground, and suddenly began to take off his outer clothes. Thriffith stares at him stunned, he was ready for anything in the world, but not such an action. He asked the Bandit King what he was doing and why he was taking his clothes off, but El Moco just gave him his shirt and jacket (he didn't give him his vest, he put it back on) and told him to change his clothes so he wouldn't catch a cold.

There was nowhere to go, and Thriffith did as he was told: he changed into his comrade's shirt, which was too big for him. In fact, he was a little embarrassed by it. Still, El Moko was right and did the right thing. Thriffith was pleased that he had taken such care of him.

But that wasn't so bad! The shirt was warm, the jacket was warm too, so Thriffith wouldn't catch cold. And in the evening they cooked the catfish together and had a delicious dinner (UwU)

[crowinkwriting]

Spite being aggressively affectionate with Rook when Lucanis and Rook are finally together.

As in Spites like a needy cat. Stuff like constantly holding Rooks hand, wanting to give Rook constant affection, and wanting a lot of attention.

Also Spite getting some form of cute aggression towards Rook cause he doesn't know how to handle positive feelings.

Thank you for listening to my TED Talk.

[sketchingdead]

‘I wonder if she’d be happy with where I am now’

[joshooop]

Welcome back to “Let’s Make Siggy’s Life a Living Hell”, the game show where I put dear old Sigma through the ringer for no other reason then “I just kind of felt like it.”

Part of a lovely smorgasbord of colorful characters, the rough sketch of lovely Sigma here is one of six yanderes in a little x reader fic I started as a fun little project (that quickly spiraled out of control, surprise surprise). Can you tell what kind of yandere he is? ‘Cuz I sure can’t. Please, I wrote the thing Iliveineternalsuffering—

Allow us to take a closer look at his character!

Sigma:

“The Lit Fuse”

Nicknames:

‘“It’”

‘Siggy’

Physicality:

Height: 5’4

Age: 21

Hair colour: A platinum blonde

Eye colour: Something unfeasible

Profile:

No wonder he’s always angry. He got named Sigma, of all things.

Not even Sigma male, like VLR Sigma. So the equivalent of an old man.

I know that I’m the only one who gets this reference, but I’m keeping it in because I think it’s funny.

Constantly short.

He’s the most Tsundere to ever breathe. Can’t go thirty seconds without insulting someone he cares about.

He’s exceptional at driving others away. He tends to bottle up his emotions until they explode, and he isn’t good at dealing with the consequences. This often leads to him feeling worse then when he began, which he then internalizes, which then stews,

Also our resident demolitions expert.

…It’s a hobby of his. (Dio) (Okay okay, I’ll stop with the VLR references. Carrot an author have a moment of joy?) (Yeah, I’m no Zero Jr.) (STOP)

He took the ‘destructive tendencies’ speeches to heart–why stop at emotionally destructive tendencies, he logiced. Keep stepping forward, he figured. So he went into electrics and mechanics.

Now, I’m not saying he’s crazy enough to carry explosives everywhere he goes. Except for the fact that he is and that’s exactly what I’m saying. He insists that it’s a safety precaution, that it doesn’t mean anything, but he would absolutely utilize it as a threat.

Playlist:

Higher–Lemaitre

SUCK IT UP–Rev cover

Personal Playlist:

Riot–Hollywood Undead

Here’s the link to the story if you want it lol, idk go wild—

(There is not much there 🕴️)

[snekdood]

i worry a lot about some transfems and its not me trying to be like "im better than you" or some shit its bc some of them remind me of me when i was a kid and new into being considered a girl/woman and being really naive thinking people would treat me better than they would- like i knew people were gonna be shitty but i wasnt prepared for the sheer amount of dehumanization and being reduced to just a sex object... idk... I just want some of you out there to be careful...

[xryosakeyx]

Well today fucking sucked. I would rant but I don't want to trigger a hornet's nest, so I'll say it as discreet as possible,

Fuck this guy, hell to him.

[ignoblefury]

Shit is looking bleak. Again.

I want to escape so fucking badly, I want to be rid of this shit fucking hell country. But I know the political climate of the US always leaves reverberations across the world, both for better and worse.

I remember in 2016 hearing about the golden dawn in Greece and what happened in the wake of Trump's first outing. I remember emboldened fascists patrolling the streets of Florida, waving the flag of traitors and butchers while I was still in that pit of a state. I remember being strong for the queer people I surrounded myself with at school, long before I ever reckoned with my own identity. Long before I allowed myself to even think about my identity because of the anxiety I gave myself. The assumption that the young transmasc person that clung to my side at lunch was so fragile as to need protection. The assumption that if I were queer myself, I would need protection. And the sobering realization that nobody was ever truly safe, regardless of any preconceptions of safety a supposed straight man (even if heavily in denial) was able to grant to his peers.

And now I'm here, years and years later. Feeling a vulnerability that I never had before, because now I don't have that rotten concept of masculinity to shield myself. A double edged sword of being able to call the flesh I reside in home, in tune with my femininity, and being a beacon for the bigots to torch all the same. I live in a state of self that the me of 2016 couldn't conceive of, couldn't dream of, couldn't understand, with friends and family closer to me than I ever could be with my own blood. But now I feel like I'm beginning to understand why that friend of mine clung so close to my side so many years ago, and now I realize I have nobody near to cling to like they did with me and feel that same comfort that at any given moment, and now i feel small.

Small in the face of billionaires that break rules, small in the face of debts needing payment, small in the face of people close to me dying stupid needless deaths, small in the face of a world that is already full of refugees in more need of assistance than a trans girl in a first world country. The entitlement in the face of all this isn't lost on me, but is it so bad to want better? I want to say we've bled and cried and stressed enough. I think as much at least. Haven't we earned a break already? I'm so tired of being told to stay alive because my continued existence is an act of rebellion. I know it is, it shouldn't have to be, I don't want it to be. Joy as an act of rebellion is such a bitter medicine to prescribe to someone who is already jaded. Who sees it all and wants to feel apathy, but can only muster heartbreak.

Iunno. I'm tired, I'm going to be homeless soon, my car barely works, and my job breaks my body faster than I can recover. I have ties to a place I feel nothing for, responsibilities both financial and social, court dates, and not enough damn time to juggle it all. Being apathetic at this point isn't even a "fuck you, got mine" move anymore, its just a coping mechanism. Lord knows my hairline has already crept back enough without mango mussolini at the white House doorstep, and now we're in for round two.

It's so hard to be enthusiastic about being not even a thorn in the side of the capitalist juggernaut we call the US presidency. The gung ho attitude and fake smiles get heavy, and i haven't even been doing it that long. Despite it all though, I still feel some annoying, unyielding, frankly unrealistic urge, yet another responsibility, to spit in the face of the fascists at the helm. So I guess I'll be living a bit longer than I planned.

Stay safe. Love each other. Fight that apathy with whatever you can. Doesn't matter if it's joy or rage or spite. And above all else, bitter medicine be damned, survive.