#spencer vents

[augustinapril]

going to my first speech meet I'm so nervous

[spnczr]

I hate how sensitive my eyes are after I cry because they hurt whenever smth is too bright or is too vivid :(

[m00nchi16]

Maybe unpopular opinion: I’m tired of reading fics where they’re enemies to lovers or they’re casual about their feelings I want to read them feel so much for each other that they feel sick because they love each other so much like the gods intended!

(I have bpd and love so intensely and no fanfic has properly described how intense my love can be)

[frankiebirds]

[heavencasteel420]

Nancy in Fanon: Jonathan, I am so disappointed that you started smoking pot after I nobly taught you that poetry is just another way to rap! I must flee for the arms of Robin Steve?? Eddie???! a guy named Spencer or Grant and he has a watch and an office and a trashcan and a little basketball hoop on it and he plays as hard as he works. Because dammit, he deserves to blow off a little steam!

Nancy in Canon: Get in, loser, we’re going shopping to uncover a government conspiracy and drink vodka and have sex in a bunker! You won’t even know who Vonnegut is by the time I’m through with you!!!

[ghostlyarchaeologist]

Leverage S03E01 The Jailhouse Job/S03E16 The San Lorenzo Job.

[anarchypumpkincowboy]

Love Eliot being like “Parker it’s a steam vent that shit gets too hot for people” and Parker’s just like “and your point is?”

[psycho-pineapples]

Very long rant about ads under here, big vent moment bc I'm gonna fucking commit crimes, also there's a poll if your interested

Yo I'm just saying if peacock doesn't stop playing 2 minutes of ads every 5 minutes when I'm trying to watch psych I'm going to fucking implode and commit unspeakable crimes. I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO PAY THIS FUCKING MUCH JUST TO WATCH PSYCH. LIKE ITS LITERALLY THE ONLY REASON I USE PEACOCK. LIKE I DONT WANNA FUCKING BE SOLD SHIT IM WATCHING

MY FUCKING SHOW

WHY THE FRESH DIDDLY

FUCK

Am I getting 6 ad breaks

FOR A T H I R T Y MINUTE EPISODE

Like I'm at a point where I can't even watch it bc the ads interrupting so much make me so enraged. Maybe I need therapy, but fuck it can't just be me. And like I wouldn't be as mad if it was before and after.

BUT AN AD BREAK AFTER LITERALLY ANYTHING HAPPENS??????

Idk maybe I'm just fucking insane

[giggleesblog]

late night vent post about dysphoria because wooo hormones ✨

sometimes it feels so isolating in this community as a gender nonconforming person. like… idk i feel like when i see people making text posts they always read as so black or white?? if that makes sense? a lot of content i see is cisheteronormative and a lot of people kind of take on the assumption of most lers are men and most lees are women. even when i see posts specifically about like ticklish boys for example, i always feel like a fake for reblogging them and resonating with them because i’m not a guy, i just prefer masculine terms. i’m not a guy and i’m not a girl, i’m just me. but i feel like it’s hard to fully feel comfortable in my own skin while also engaging with this community sometimes. it’s hard to fully explain or put into words.

i think this is also my fear of being perceived and being perceived incorrectly because people have a tendency to see pronouns and go “she = girl, he = boy, they = nonbinary” when it’s so much more complex then that. even though i literally have transmasc lesbian in my bio lol

also there’s times where i wish i never explored my gender identity and just went with the flow and thought i was cis. at least then i didn’t have nights like this where i feel like a fake and like i want to crawl out of my own skin 🫠

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

...i'm sorry but. are you saying that. ART. provided. leverage??

i have another crew it might be interested in. it and bot both, actually.

[augustinapril]

today had kind of sucked

[spnczr]

Vent below the cut

"wyd"

failing at life because everything I do is WRONG I can't do anything correctly and I put things off way too much and it never goes well and idk how to stop. I never understand anything. I never know when to talk or what to say because I don't understand people.

[i-live-in-spite]

I wish I could say that Lia from the naturals gets likeable and the last 2(fully fledge) books are a little fuzzy. But Lia in the naturals and killer instincts I hate so much. "You didn't do any but get caught" the fuck you mean, Cassie(the main character) could be just going to the basement for literally anything, and people argue(in book) that since Cassie is a profiler she shouldn't be in the basement..but honestly she has a right to be there, because profilers look at scenes too. And the only reason she got banned was because Sloane(their inhouse Spencer Reid) built something. Like.. Cassie didn't ask her to do it, didn't even put the idea in Sloane's head. Lia is just fucking jealous because she knows Cassie would be better for Micheal(their pretty boy™) and she could actually heal Dean's wounds. Like it's not her fault you and Micheal are horrible for each other, and y'all don't try to be better. Their relationship is mostly built on pissing off dean and ignoring pain and their feelings. Like Lia is so bitchy because Cassie just wants to try to help, and it leads to people getting hurt..it's almost like she didn't tell Micheal to follow her and dean when they went to a safe house? And it's almost like Cassie thought she could trust the person who told her and dean to go to the safe house like..? Lia sucks

[geeky-nightphilosopher]

I hadn't noticed it the first time around- but even though Parker doesn't know Eliot- she trusts Eliot.

When Eliot asked her to face her fear, adding "Please," to it. She did it with mild complaining.

[sushi-rat]

"My child is completely fine"

Ma'am. Your child is listening to an asmr audio of their favorite character saying "I love you" to them because of the intense desire to be near someone who doesn't mind that they're a little messed up and broken mentally and physically but life has shown them that people like that only exist in media, which they've been using to drown their sorrows for years due to immense isolation from their peers

[soapdi-spencer]

Kinda doubting that I actually have OCD (still waiting for the results of my assessment) because I don't have many compulsions. The only few I can think of are hand washing, avoiding the cracks in the pavement, counting up to four over and over again in my head and having to lift/touch the kettle immediately after it finishes boiling lest something bad happens but I think I'm just sorta lying to myself about it. I do definitely get intrusive thoughts that are so vile that they would fundamentally change the way people look at me, but I'm not sure if it's OCD related. They're probably not. I feel like I'm making everything up subconsciously just to make people feel sorry for me and to trick professionals into diagnosing me with something I don't have. It feels like I'm just constantly lying about everything because I "want" to be mentally ill.