#spare yourself
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Shadow(i think that's your name) if you see this, don't scroll on my page pls 🫶🏽
@drawbauchery pls notice me though 🫶🏽🫶🏽🫶🏽
88 notes
·
View notes
Text
post-BRC ramble (+very personal headcannons) VERY long text ahead, I posted this elsewhere on masto-instance but decided it's OK to share here (straight up Escher rambling again ⚠️)
Still completely floored by this concept that Escher would have woken up from getting knocked in the cyberhead, escaped and saved Rietveld from getting brain-blasted by a whole crew of brainwashed Project Algo cops (after discovering Berlage's corpse, high chance he saw Berlage got killed with his own cyber-eyes but was completely outgunned) (thank you secondarythings)
Like, I already have a concept that Project Algo was a constantly growing and updated "software" so Faux (as Project Algo) got increasingly stronger and a lot more aware of his capabilities
But in the beginning he was completely lost so he had to manual control all the cops assigned to him in the beginning
And during this period of time, manually controlling Escher (test subject no.1) while Escher's subconscious throw hands at him because they're both fighting control over 1 body--I think Faux would slowly come to realise that's his old (amnesiac) pops and has to face The Horrors™
It's a 4-part story that I initially had, with a very lengthy Chapter 3 Investigation Phase. Dig out the truth behind everything and why he was selected as Project Algo in the first place, why Escher has to be the first test subject.
Thing is, at the very last moment at the very last chapter, I think Escher would slowly realise the same as well (through watching Faux relive the same final repetitive dream he has of the last memory he could recall), but the both of them won't say that to one another, won't make such a vulnerable guess if either of them are family.
And then he gets clonked on the head, wakes up, escapes (solidifying his opinion that the BRC are just harmless punks if they can't even tie an old cop down), returns to the precinct and watches his own son kill Chief Berlage from the other room
I don't think he'll let Irene go down like that, even if he's probably going to quit the force after all they did with him and the whole Project Algo thing. Sees her as the last good cop left (the last cop that was truly righteous and believed in doing what should be correctly done), and headcannon they had like, a mentor-student thing because they both 'joined' the force at the same time (a new cadet and a new cyberhead 'recruit') but cyberhead guy was mysteriously more skilled and calm about things
(another side-headcannon is that she's actually around the same age as Tryce, Bel and Teun as well. Came from one of those self-righteous cop families and bought into the whole 'protect the good citizens of New Amsterdam' schtick)
But definitely after the events of BRC I see him quitting the force for good, but NOT before one last action.
So! Focus back on Faux!
LDR honestly? He. Is. SCREWED. Big time.
Like, he has fucked up the whole damn New Amsterdam Police, killed, attempted murder, fucked up Mataan, property damage, buddy if there's any semblance of justice left in the city he is FUCKED
Not to mention New Amsterdam, although probably still the capital of The Netherlands, is not the whole Netherlands. You can bet your ass their new authoritarian government gonna send their high rankers on his ass to the goddamn Hague he is NOT a free man
Like, to even live at that point and have any semblance of peace is to rely on any last saving grace of kindness spared for him, and the only one I can only remotely think of is Felix because Tryce will slap him so hard his jaw will dislocate off his pretty face and Cyber will just chop his head off for yet another brain experiment
And even then if he's like, in the hospital, he's gonna be chained up bro, like if Rietveld isn't gonna slaughter his ass then the BRC gonna make sure he doesn't run anywhere and faces damn responsibility for his man-tantrum
And to Faux? Honestly? I don't think he even cares if he lives or dies. Hell, death would be good. He'll be wishing upon that electric chair, he won't bother to even feed himself if that's the case.
Maybe the exact reason why Rietveld won't trash his ass in the hospital, "there's no pure justice in this mess. Just the guilty and the damned."
Focus back on that old cop, and that's his last action.
Both Rietveld and Escher would have to locate where Felix's body was back when the BRC had their whole challenge in Upper Mataan, but she would be the one to deliver the body because, well, she has a massive jetpack--that's one. Another would be that the BRC sees that sniper like a dead man walking and it's on sight atp
But after all that mess, if he hears that the "huge monstrosity of wires" in Upper Mataan has been put into the local hospital, chained up waiting for judgement, he'll go over.
Show up to a despondent Faux and finally admit that he knew who he was, knew what he had done. Knew what was coming for him next.
Think, at that point, Faux would rather someone blow his brains out than to face the stomach-wrenching pain of...whatever slithering mess of complex anger and grief that is looking at him right now
And then he'll tell him straight, he'll repeat the exact same action as he did before his death, up until the both of them "died" for one last time--he'll let Teun go. Set his son free again.
Break the chains, make a mess, maybe start a small fire or sign a suicide note, Faux/Teun Vogelaar is dead to the world and his son walks out a free man once again. Rietveld would trust his word, she respects him after all.
And after that, he'll quit the force, the only thing he knew how to serve for all those years of his life. That's it.
After all the damage that they caused, that he caused on Teun, his "new life" should be rid of him. Of the both of them to one another, actually.
The moment the both of them leave the hospital room, they're both strangers.
There I think Faux would finally be free, but at that point he's neither Faux or Teun anymore, with no "roots" or obligations or anyone that would perceive or watch him. It's probably what he said he wanted, and it'll probably feel like the emptiest feeling ever. A total shadow.
Nothing, nobody. He'll have to hide in Lower Mataan with what funds given to him until the government stops looking for him.
I did saw a "Escher would be a P.I. post-BRC" take and I feel like that'll be like, the good-guy option you know, "The former cop has quit the force and now helps people like Nick Valentine from Fallout 4" that makes sense if he's a "I believe in justice" sort of thing (a very fun headcannon as well, come to think about it)
But was thinking about it and...hmm it doesn't feel so? 🤔 Like he's definitely "don't hurt the innocent" type of guy but that can be easily overwritten by a directive from a higher up to kill on sight.
Realistically as a human, he should have savings for retirement. Maybe. But I'd like to think that because he's treated as a cyberhead, he's essentially a new person with no previous ties or connections or account. There are probably cleaner ways for cyberheads to use the assets of the people that have passed before them, but I think in this case, he was forcefully made into a cyberhead (again, a conspiracy) with absolutely nothing so to obediently bind him to continued service.
Idealistically, he'll do something peaceful like open a bakery or work at an airsoft shop.
But at the same time I feel like he'll exhibit the same itchy behaviour from war vets or people who have served for a para-military organisation for their whole life (assuming that even before the police merger he was from the Royal Marechausse branch), that they cannot go back to quiet civilian life anymore.
There's no structure, no order, no need for discipline.
I think?? I THINK? Inclusive of that money issue, Escher will definitely first go for the idealist option and really cold turkey into the civilian life of stacking products in a supermarket.
And then his digital eyes will start twitching so badly he relapses and eventually becomes hitman for hire.
Might as well use that itchy trigger finger until arthritis sets in!
It makes sense too, that he'll be too comfortable with following orders or a directive and a set ritual of preparation to kill to ever let it go
#donoramble#long post#char if you're seeing this it's that 7-8 ass long chain of ramble so you don't have to open this#spare yourself
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
I’m just saying, it’s an objective fact, you’ve given me too much power with the Pokemon masters update
You might as well give me a zinnia figure to make smooch with my already owned Courtney figure.
#i am cringe but i am free#take it away from me#spare yourself#unworldlyshipping#not main tagging I’ll spare you that much#I am going to waste so much time fucking around with this#it’s fun! like stupidly entertaining#who’s gonna make the first gacha life styled music video with it/j
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
user junhyeontual do NAWTTTTT tune into rtk
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
How would the UT,US,UF and SF bros react to their S/O starting to overlap what they are saying because they've been with them so long that they just on simular wave lengths, This is not on purpose but it just happens when talking to others, hang out or dates that they just start overlapping when talking and S/O cracks up everytime. (I do this a lot with my friends and its both funny and creepy at the same time XD)
It'd mostly be a reaction of "Huh. Neat."
More specifically,
Classic (Undertale Sans) would just kind of chuckle and be amused by it. Neat little trick and he's kind of flattered by the closeness. And hey, you can finish his thought for him. He doesn't want to.
Prime (Undertale Papyrus) would be overjoyed! You're both so in love that you can finish each other's sentences! What an amazing bond you both have!
Blue (Underswap Sans) is mostly just pretty amused most of the time, finds it kind of cute. But don't do it too much, because he will feel a bit talked over if it happens frequently.
Stretch (Underswap Papyrus) thinks "Hey, sweet." He feels kind of flattered and gets a warm feeling from it. You're both so in tune with each other and he thinks it shows how close you are. Plus he loves seeing the looks people get when they hear it, it's hilarious.
Red (Underfell Sans) mostly just huffs in slight amusement, and never mind the blushing. He thinks it's kind of weird, but he also didn't think he'd ever find someone that could read him so well. Thinks he might have to try a bit harder to be more unpredictable.
Edge (Underfell Papyrus) is blushing, but don't read too much into it! Also, please don't do it too much because he doesn't really like being talked over. It's not what you're doing really, but it kind of feels like it sometimes. Especially don't in front of certain people.
Black (Swapfell Sans) is a bit weirded out, but he's also very warm and fuzzy about it! But he also thinks he needs to work harder at being unpredictable if you're able to read him so well. But also, aw! You're both so in sync!
Mutt (Swapfell Papyrus) just finds it completely adorable. Like it's so cute that you're so close that you can just finish his sentences. It's cute! A little weird, but ultimately adorable! His S/O is so cute. But don't do it in front of certain people, they'll never let it go.
#mutt means undyne#undyne will not let it go#and she'll tell alyphs and then they'll be unbearable#for the rest of time#spare yourself#and him#please#undertale!sans classic#undertale!papyrus prime#underswap!sans blue#underswap!papyrus stretch#underfell!sans red#underfell!papyrus edge#swapfell!sans black#swapfell!papyrus mutt#rosey answers#anonymous
33 notes
·
View notes
Text
Heyo we've got a terf you can add to your block list!
Username is thecryptic, they reblogged the post about JKR being a terf from me with these tags
No idea how they found MY blog but hey, I don't mind taking out the trash.
Go forth and go do some blocking.
ETA: They're a TERF, a SWERF, a slutshamer, and an antisemite!!! Incredible combination on this one, lads.
#if you're trans I recommend blocking without scrolling#some of the shit this moron posts has the potential to be triggering#LOTS of 'transes are pedophiles' and 'I am woman because uterus' stupidity#spare yourself#now if you'll excuse me I gotta go scrub the transphobia gunk off of my blog#it leaves a stink if you don't do it quickly
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
god. What a fucking mess was the fuck zone discord tumblr blog.
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
#THINKING#about the time that i ate cereal with water#mmmmm#watery#and it was so bad#dont eat cereal#especially THIS#i forget the name#honey bunches of oats#that#dont eat it with water#please#spare yourself
0 notes
Note
im so appalled by the commentary i read yesterday that i kinda wanna get them and find out the rest 😭😭😭 please tell me to spare myself
do not give hussie money just so you can read his dogshit opinions and feel bad
0 notes
Text
don't publish with AmazonKDP
I'm not even going to try to summarize my lengthy battle. Just trust me: IF YOU ARE GOING TO SELF PUBLISH DO NOT USE AMAZON'S SERVICE FOR IT. Use literally any other service ever.
#dont' do it#spare yourself#there's so many other options#i would also advise against even having your book listed on amazon because they will probably never delist it no matter what you say#nevermind your copyright or any other rights#you are less than an ant to Amazon
1 note
·
View note
Text
Palestinians are blamed for not being kind enough to their occupiers again and again. For not using the right words to describe them. And then they turn around and try to preach politics to us, how we're "oversimplifying" things. I promise you — we know how the system works better than you do. That is why it is all of our dreams to change it. To continue to play in this system is acceptance of the occupier's logic and practices. We will not accept such a thing because their goals are antithetical to our lives. Do not fall for their propaganda — their goal is to obfuscate the truth with half truths and incomparable circumstances.
#40+ days of my peoples genocide being broadcasted on live tv.#palestine#gaza#i am so exhausted#and yet they make it about themselves#i cannot understand how selfish you have to be to make it about yourself#when 75+ years of occupation have occurred#these same people will not spare a breath to share palestinian voices#unless you can unequivocally can say 'land back' then you are not an ally
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
Casper (1995)
#ghost chara all throughout frisk's journey convincing them to spare the monsters due to the tragic backstory:#(they both now frisk doesn't need convincing but listen if you don't even torment people with (shivers) british voices.#can you really call yourself a ghost.)#anyway the sketch has been sitting around in my pentab so i decided to finish it while on lecture#undertale#frisk#chara#lico arting
5K notes
·
View notes
Text
[ID: a tweet edited to read:
tumblr the only place where well articulated sentences still get misinterpreted.
You can say "we should appreciate the female characters that already exist in canon" and somebody will say "oh so you’re saying I can’t like male characters that my neurodivergency has made me latch onto?"
No bitch. Dats a whole new sentence. Wtf is you talkin about.
/end ID]
piss on the poor website.
#it is a WIDESPREAD phenomenon in fandom that people will write 15k word theses on male characters who show up once but not even#spare a glance at a main female character#and someone saying 'female characters deserve more love and appreciation' is not a direct attack on your hyperfixation special blorbos.#stop pretending it is.#hello grace here#'just make content yourself' I AM ONLY ONE PERSON I ONLY HAVE SO MUCH TIME#IS IT A CRIME TO WANT TO READ FICS AND SEE ART OF MY FAVES BY OTHER PEOPLE??
458 notes
·
View notes
Text
🩸 I ask god to send a swordsman, and god says "look at your hands"
#spoopy red thing#the quote is from Melissa Broder that I found on tumblr randomly I honestly couldn't think of a nice quote for this myself#but that's kinda what I want for Iri'thiel at some point#but she still has a long way to go before she believes she's enough for all of this#anyway I really enjoy how this turned out!! tried a different style#I've been drawing a lot again in my spare time#it's good for pushing away thoughts and feeling like you're doing something for yourself and others too#i needed that#monerelluvia#The Revenants#TR: Awakening#original character#dnd#dnd oc#dungeons and dragons#drow#drow oc#half elf#elf#ranger#fey wanderer#dark elf#artists on tumblr#lgbtq artist#Iri'thiel#digital art#cartoon blood#blood#cw blood#swords
584 notes
·
View notes
Text
That voice has taught you wrong.
You can't outrun yourself, you can't guilt yourself away until you are left with someone "good".
You can't cut away a shadow, it will follow where you go.
You can't treat yourself like a solvable problem.
You are unfixable.
You were never broken to begin with.
Just taught wrong.
#comic#my art#my sona#ellteocs#hiiii this is a comic about struggling to accept that your brain isnt bad#just.... different.#society shames you for many many things and having an ND brain is one we are taught to be ashamed and guilty of#from a very young age#we have so much potential but let me be clear. we are not wasting anything by being this way.#our brains dont have thr zupport they need to work as effectively as we would like them to#that doesnt make you bad. or not snough. it makes you a house without foundation.#nobody would be surprised if a house with no foundation collapsed under undue pressure!!!!#you are the same way whether people realize it or not#be kind to yourself where you xan spare it#i know it is not easy. i still struggle. but you have to let that small soft kindness in you grow.
296 notes
·
View notes
Text
good hunter's emergency contacts summons fieldguide
#bloodborne#spare your eyes and view this in full size plz#half of them don't have much fanwork in their name so this time i'm gonna tag everyone sorry#ok (breathes in)#father gascoigne#vileblood hunter alfred#old hunter henriett#defector antal#yamamura the wanderer#younger madaras twin#old hunter henryk#valtr master of the league#tomb prospector olek#madman wallar#beastclaw jozef#old hunter vitus#tomb prospector gremia#mensis scholar damian#queen killer#phew#tag yourself or something#rubiart#just in time for last day of break (dissolving emoji)#yamamura's line means 'does not speak the language' - thanks again powerup for checking the translation AND my handwriting :}
217 notes
·
View notes