#space gladiators & square watermelons!

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James *broadcast emotions* Holden and his “CAN’T WE TRY SOMETHING ELSE” plea gets me 🎯 in the feels every time. ☑️🆘😭❤️‍🩹

TOP 30 SHOWS (according to my followers) 28-29. The Expanse (2015- )

“I know. You’re trying to save lives. I am too! But we’re on the brink right now, because we keep reacting to things we don’t understand! We’re scared, we’re hurt, and we’re reaching for violence because we can’t figure out what to do. But just this once, can’t we try something else?”

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Holden gotta Holden FACES

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Holden and the self hug gets me every time.

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Coveralls up

Coveralls down

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Give Holden ☕️ Coffee & Hugs ⭐️

james “can’t catch a break” holden is lowkey the FUNNIEST character on the expanse and him thinking elvi was trying to comfort him when she was really having a scientific breakthrough makes me cackle every single time

this man has saved humanity more times than any one person should reasonably be expected to and the whole show is just him getting dunked on by everyone around him for 5 seasons straight

someone help him he is TRYING his BEST

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5 seasons of Holden FACES!

{Inside he’s a mess ‼️🤩}

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James Holden, ladies and gentlemen.

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|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||Holden 🤔 💭 thinking out loud ....

is awkward....

but Amos answering him is awesome 👏

‼️When your over sharing is finally appreciated 😜

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No weird & chatty Holden in season 5 😭

That really was a fantastic nuance to his struggles being without his Roci family. The air just crackled with his silent anxious energy. {where are my peeps?!}

He pressed buttons, pined, drank coffee and made broadcasts.....but he kept that need to awkwardly ramble tangled deep inside himself.

And I just yearned to hear Holden let loose and talk nonsense about space gladiators & square watermelons. Because the looks on his ever so expressive face & body language just ached for comfort. For good news. For relief.

It showed despite their growing pains, how even from the very awkward beginning Holden was himself, his guard down and comfortable to be weird & chatty.

Confident Captain shell over this LONELINESS that made his suffering so relatable.

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I love this ridiculous righteous AF button pushing square watermelon rambling coffee drinking anxious hot mess.

James “I will take responsibility for literally anything” Holden.