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red-gtech · 1 year ago

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An Idol Just For You [Idol!KDJ x Fan!SP]

Summary: Secretive Plotter’s B-day Fic

Even amidst his despair, Secretive Plotter, found solace in Kim Dokja's voice. Be it as Kim Dokja or Guwon, Secretive Plotter found peace in listening to that smooth, calm voice filled with kindness. It was natural then, that he'd protect the remaining thing that brought him hope.

Secretive Plotter could no longer remember all details of his past. The ones that had nothing to do with scenarios, he couldn't recall what games he used to like nor could he even remember the names of people he knew before the scenarios. It was a sad thing, when he gave it some thought, so he stopped thinking about his life before the fall.

He had given up ending the Most Ancient Dream, his sponsor, and all he wanted was a way to die. To finally end his regression until he stumbled upon a weird presence on the 3rd World Line. It was a bright presence, one that called out to him. For an outer god like him, warmth was a foreign feeling and yet Kim Dokja who caught his attention, brought him a familiar and unfamiliar warmth.

So he stayed and watched.

Watched how Kim Dokja survived the first scenario and introduced himself to the other survivors.

"I am Kim Dokja, 28 years old, a retired idol."

"He won the best newcomer award on his debut year!" Kim Namwoon revealed, "You've probably heard of him! He is Guwon!"

'Guwon' Secretive Plotter thought about that familiar name, and then it came to him. A memory of his forgotten past.

"He-hello! I am Gu-guwon of Byeol Entertainment! Today is my de-debut, please listen to my song, [To Neverland]!"

Secretive Plotter giggled, that slowly turned into a laugh filled with relief and bitterness. He wasn't one to believe in coincidence, so he knew this was fate. That he was meant to meet Kim Dokja, his [Salvation] from the past before the scenarios, and now.

"Kim Dokja...I will protect you." (and you will be my ◼◼.)

—

His Dokja was a bit foolish. The type to return a sliver of kindness given to him 10 times, it was cute when it was directed to him but to others? It was an annoying thing.

He hid his annoyance and yet his foolish incarnation seemed to understand his silence well. Infuriating smile on his face and he'd be on the receiving end of a teasing, Kim Dokja did not fear him one bit. It was an annoying thing, and yet he found that he didn't mind.

He didn't mind when Kim Dokja would talk to him about mundane things, he didn't mind when Kim Dokja began to listen to his sporadic advises, he didn't mind how Kim Dokja seemed to know him, how this line between sponsor and incarnation grew blurry with each passing scenario that brought Kim Dokja close to Death at times.

He didn't mind the weight of Kim Dokja's trust on him.

Because Kim Dokja rarely trusted anyone.

—

"Hey, Secretive Plotter" Dokja called for him, in the silence of watching his team with Yoo Joonghyuk sleep.

[The Constellation Secretive Plotter says what?]

"...When the scenarios end...can I meet you?"

Secretive Plotter remained silent for a long time. Long enough that Kim Dokja smiled, his soft sad smile that made Plotter's heart ache.

"Never mind, I know you have your reasons..." Dokja looked at the stars in the sky, "Just treat it as a foolish wish."

Impulsively Secretive Plotter offered,

[The Constellation Secretive Plotter says don't rush, we will meet one day...]

Kim Dokja blinked and then smiled, soft and shy, and for the first time in a long while Secretive Plotter felt as if he was once again experiencing his first spring.

"It's a promise!"

—

They grew closer then, close enough that his foolish incarnation began to challenge sub-scenarios alone and with only him as a companion. The Kim Dokja that everyone knew and that he knew were different, his Kim Dokja was less polite, less soft, more of a brat and an annoying rat that teased him and tested him patience.

His Dokja had foresight, creative in solving problems and a complete hazard to himself. Secretive Plotter had half a mind to waste his probability and incarnate directly to teach his incarnation to behave and to not be so indecent. Secretive Plotter could no longer count the amount of times he had threatened other Constellations from issuing any sexual scenarios to his incarnation.

He could understand why Dokja attracted such folk. First, he was an idol and Kim Dokja was used to giving the occasional fanservice.

Second, Kim Dokja was an exceptionally charming man who didn’t know the extent of his charm.

Lastly, Kim Dokja was pretty. The kind of pretty that grew on you, slowly captured your attention until he was the only one you could pay attention to.

Plotter knew because he was the same as the rest of them when it came to his foolish and death wishing incarnation. He didn’t know when he started to look at his incarnation differently. What he knew was that he wanted to play with Dokja’s hair, brush away the hair that sometimes pricked Dokja’s eyes. He wanted to know if Dokja’s skin would be as soft and smooth as it looked like, if his eyes were just as pretty as it was behind the screen.

Would Kim Dokja shiver if he whispered in his ear? Or would he just smirk at him, tease him playfully?

Secretive Plotter wanted to know if his heart would beat fast if he held him in his arms, cradled him in it like the precious thing that he was. He wanted to know if Kim Dokja’s lips were just as delicious as they look.

It was for this reason that he had issued a sub-scenario for his incarnation.

[(Personal) Sub Scenario - One and Only Star] Category: Sub (Personal) Difficulty: S Clear Conditions: Perform for the Constellation Secretive Plotter Satisfy the Secretive Plotter Reward: The domain N'Gai's Forest will be permanently open to Kim Dokja Failure: ???

Secretive Plotter smiled and then began to prepare for his Dokja's arrival.

—

Kim Dokja was no stranger to the back door deals between idols and the rest of the industry bigwigs. He was lucky enough that his former company wasn’t pimping him out, or worry about sasaeng fans. But it didn’t mean that he hadn’t had his fair share of offers, “favors”, from fellow artists or producers he had worked with.

He never accepted but those experiences always left a bad taste in his mouth. Kim Dokja was well aware of how disastrous it would have been for him. The only way he could protect himself was to keep a certain level of distance with everyone else in the industry, enough that no one would ever think of him when it came to “parties” but not enough that he wouldn’t get any legitimate job offers.

It was the reason why he learned how to dress himself a certain way, dancing the line between pure and alluring. It was taxing but when he thought of having to return to his relatives, Kim Dokja preferred the quagmire of the idol industry. And yet, reading his Sponsor’s sub scenario, Kim Dokja wanted to do that sort of transaction.

‘...If it’s him…’ Kim Dokja looked at the brightly shining star that he knew was his sponsor, and licked his lips, ‘I don’t mind it one bit.’

With a smile he accepts the sub scenario.

—

In an old interview of his, after he had won the Best Newcomer Award the year he debuted, Kim Dokja remembered being asked what he liked the most about his job.

“It’s the feeling of having all eyes on me,” He replied, “knowing that I have all their attention when I perform.”

He had lied back then, what he truly liked was the idea that on the stage he was Guwon, an idol that was loved even if it was only as long as his song lasted. Kim Dokja could fool himself then, that he had a place in this world, that he was a being worthy of love.

And now, as he stood in a stage repaired just for him, his allies in the crowd of watchers, and his sponsor watching…Kim Dokja felt that his lie had, in this instance, turned into truth.

He smiled at the crowd, his gentle seductive smile as the first notes of his last song came out of the speakers. He walked slowly towards the front of the T Stage, hips swaying to the music and started singing,

“You already knew what this was when started, It’s alright, It’s alright, this is our secret Our lovely passionate secret”

Each step he took that brought him closer to the pole, had him slowly unbuttoning his dark trench coat that hid his skimpy costume.

“Turn off your phone and just focus on me, Isn’t this what you came for? A lovely sweet dream of me”

His coat slipped off and revealed his see through white blouse, nipples clearly visible through the fabric. His unbuttoned leather shorts that stuck on his skin, leaving nothing to imagination.

“My heart is burnt black, your place Your heart is pure white, my place Where should we continue this game?”

He climbed up the pole, his body on autopilot, as he continued to sing the only sex themed song he ever sang,

“My words are pure white, my place Your words are dyed black, your place Don’t forget where this game started

Don’t be so rough, don’t be too gentle, You can leave your mark Just remember nothing ever lasts”

He licked his lips, thinking, wondering if Secretive Plotter was enjoying this show made just for him in mind.

“My heart is burnt black, your place Your heart is pure white, my place Are you sick of this game?

My words are pure white, my place Your words are dyed black, your place Do you want this dream to be real?”

It’s too late, there’s no going back We made this bed of roses Stop worrying and just keep on going

I don’t want to end it like this, And you feel the same too, Let’s keep the start of this game our secret

My heart is dyed is white, your place Your heart is burnt black, my place This is our lovely sweet reality, our place.”

His clothes clung to his skin, soaked with sweat and Kim Dokja knew exactly what sort of picture he made when his face was flushed, panting softly with his slightly parted ruby red lips. He smiled at his audience and sang the last lyric of his song,

“Did you enjoy it, my love?”

[(Personal) Sub Scenario - One and Only Star]

Congratulations on completing the scenario, the reward is immediately available for use.

Kim Dokja disappeared in front of everyone.

—

As soon as the performance began Secretive Plotter watched without blinking or even taking his eyes off. He stared with heated eyes as Kim Dokja started to sing, thin scarless hands unbuttoning his coat with practiced ease, seductive and alluring. The sway of hips, the imprint of his bulge on that leather shorts, the perked pink nipples visible through the white see through shirt.

All of it made Secretive Plotter hard. It made him want to stop the show and teach his stupid incarnation a thing called “boundaries”. Still he watched as Kim Dokja sang with a smooth sultry tone that promised dark secrets.

Kim Dokja’s pole dancing skills were professional. His artistic sense, drawing attention to the contours of his body, his voice, a wonderful instrument of lust. Secretive Plotter didn’t bother to deny his urge and released his throbbing cock as Dokja wrapped his legs around the pole and twirled downwards.

He rubbed his cock, languidly as he imagined fucking Dokja in front of that crowd, thrusting his cock in that virgin hole, mercilessly fucking him until he couldn’t stand, until his knees were bruised, until everyone in the Starstream knew who owned him.

He watched as the dokkaebi focused on Dokja’s chest, pink nipples straining against the cloth and covered with sweat. He gripped his cock, hands moving faster as Dokja’s throat became the focus of the screen, slowly moving up to ruby red lips and capturing how Dokja licked his bottom lip sexily.

Secretive Plotter groaned, he breathed deeply, he didn’t want to end his masturbation yet, the song was only halfway through, his eyes tracked the visible hardening of Dokja’s cock and he licked his lips.

His cock was bigger than Dokja, he was sure of it, he imagined how Dokja would moan if he rubbed their cocks together, wrapped it both with his hands while Dokja was tied up and wearing those shorts.

He wanted to defile him in those leather shorts, spill his cum on black cloth, marking Dokja in that way. He wanted to see Dokja walk in clothes stained by his cum, visibly limping while his cum flowed down his abused hole. Secretive Plotter wanted to ruin Kim Dokja for everyone else. The thought, the image of Dokja dirtied and sullied by him sent him over the edge, he aimed his cock to the screen.

The image showed Dokja with flushed cheeks, lips parted and eyes filled with joy. His cum covered the screen, covering Dokja’s face with thick white cum. Plotter leaned on his seat, stared at the desecrated image of Dokja and smirked.

He waited for Dokja to appear at the boundary of his home while he rested for a while, and when Dokja arrived a minute later, he stood up and didn’t bother to hide his cock. He hugged his incarnation from behind and immediately began accosting him.

His hands teased those pink nipples, pinching and tweaking it through the fabric, while he mouthed along Dokja’s neck. He rutted against his ass, hands undressing Dokja’s clothes while he groped him. Dokja’s moans were music to his ears, he let his wandering hands be guided by Dokja’s smaller ones, touching him where he wanted to be touched.

As soon as Dokja’s shorts dropped to the ground, he wasted no time in lifting Dokja and rubbing his cock against the hole and between Dokja’s thighs. Kim Dokja’s body was a pliant, sensitive thing that spurred on his lust. A small spark of probability to make turn Dokja’s asshole into a self-lubricating one, another spark to let it accept his cock without any preparation.

He kissed Dokja filthy, tongues entangled with each other and swapping saliva as he kissed Dokja without any regard for Dokja’s state of breathing. He thrusted his cock into Dokja’s warm and dripping hole, swallowed his moans as he vigorously slammed his cock in and out of the clenching walls.

His arms holding Dokja’s legs together as he treated his incarnation like a fleshlight, a warm hole to fuck and spill his come until all his frustrations were spent. He bit on Kim Dokja’s shoulder, listened to the sweet loud moans that fell from Dokja’s lips.

He ignored the heated looks from the Kkomas hiding behind bushes and branches.

He ignored the cries for mercy, to slow down, and kept on going, even when Kim Dokja let out a loud moan as he came. Secretive Plotter kept on thrusting his cock, fucking Dokja through his orgasm, supporting the limp body and drowning Dokja with praises that automatically fell from his mouth.

He spilled his first load inside Dokja, roughly turning his head towards him for another kiss.

As soon as he stopped cumming, Secretive Plotter licked his tears away and then smiled, soft, warm, loving, and most of all dangerous as he said,

“Welcome to N’Gai’s Forest, Kim Dokja.”

And then Kim Dokja could only let himself be fucked on the ground, the grass was his bed, as Secretive Plotter, his beloved sponsor, thrusted his cock inside, stretching and abusing his cum-filled asshole.

The lewd wet sounds of fucking could clearly be heard, interspersed with his moans, Dokja could only cover his face to hide his embarrassment as moans and Secretive Plotter’s name came out from his mouth. Soon it turned into begging, begging to be fucked harder, rougher, to be marked, to be bred by that monstrous throbbing cock that stretched him out so good.

He wrapped his legs around Plotter’s strong waist, leaving scratches on broad shoulders as Plotter ordered him to stop hiding his eyes, he stared into the face hidden underneath the veil, a familiar scarred face and pulled it closer for a sweeter kiss.

He wrapped his arms on Plotter’s neck and closed his eyes as he kissed him and clenched his hole to be filled again. It was a sloppy kiss, Dokja could only follow Plotter’s lead, moaning as an experienced mouth left more marks on his neck, as his nipples were sucked and teased relentlessly. His body was on fire and Plotter’s touch was the only cure.

His cock was stroked by large, scarred hands, heterochromatic eyes staring straight at him with a soft, gentle smile that promised things Dokja wanted.

“Plotter” Dokja called out, sweet, loving, and everything Secretive Plotter had always wanted.

“I want more.”

Secretive Plotter grins, eyes twinkling with love and lust as he devours Kim Dokja’s mouth and fucks him again. The sounds of fucking doesn’t stop for a long time, not even when Dokja’s cries and moans grew hoarse and faded.

—

From that point onwards, Kim Dokja accepts every personal sub scenario given by Secretive Plotter. Each scenario was lewder than the last, a special private show for his dotting and protective sponsor.

Kim Dokja learns how to be fucked by sentient vines, how to position his body just so to drive Secretive Plotter to edge. He learns how to moan prettily, softly, and barely there while Plotter’s invisible hands molest him in his room. He learns how to suck a cock properly without alerting anyone.

Secretive Plotter guides him in his foray into sexual acts, teaches him first hand, and rewarding him with a night he’d never forget each time he succeeds.

His heart was filled with love, his account filled with coins, and his hole constantly filled by Plotter’s thick white cum.

—

Secretive Plotter watched as Kim Dokja fought with an egg vibrator hidden beneath his clothes. If other constellations did what he was doing, he knew that their incarnation would end up dead. But with him around and his Dokja’s resourcefulness and quick wit, no harm would befall Kim Dokja.

[The constellation Secretive Plotter says separate from your group]

On the screen Kim Dokja talked to his companions, blind to the way Yoo Joonghyuk looked at him as he did as Plotter ordered.

‘The third round…is so useless’ He thought with disdain.

Then, once Kim Dokja was alone in a secluded part of the Demon Castle, he pressed the button. Turning it to the highest setting and watched as his incarnation immediately crumpled into the ground, moaning and panting.

In tandem with Kim Dokja’s movement, Secretive Plotter brought out his cock and began stroking.

[The constellation Secretive Plotter says good. Just like that, stroke yourself think of me]

[The constellation Secretive Plotter says don’t hide your moans]

[The constellation Secretive Plotter says Kim Dokja, let everyone remember that you are mine]

Through the screen Kim Dokja obediently followed his lover’s orders. Moaned out Secretive Plotter’s name shamelessly. His hands moving faster as he reached his climax, he slumped on the ground as he spilled his cum, panting heavily and calling out for his sponsor.

[The constellation Secretive Plotter says very good, Kim Dokja.]

[The constellation Secretive Plotter donated 100 000 coins]

“Mmmm…I miss you…Plotter.”

[The constellation Secretive Plotter says tonight at 10]

Neither him nor Kim Dokja paid attention to Yoo Joonghyuk who was hiding behind a pillar, fists clenched in anger and eyes filled with jealousy.

—

The scenarios grew harder and yet Kim Dokja was mostly at ease, there were moments when he felt at loss but Secretive Plotter never failed to bring his spirits back up. In this apocalyptic world, Kim Dokja found his reason to live.

He found his place in Plotter’s side.

And now on his 29th birthday Kim Dokja stared at the sleeping face of his lover, his body was littered with love bites, his asshole dripping cum and his back ached. And yet he had never felt happier.

He laughed softly when his lover frowned in his sleep. He smoothened out the crease between Plotter’s eyebrows. And when Plotter opened his eyes, he smiled at him and kissed his lips softly, a quick peck.

“Good Morning.”

“Dokja-ya, you need to sleep more” Plotter muttered, as he hugged his beloved and pressed him down the mattress, “It’s your birthday…take a…rest.”

Kim Dokja hummed and decided that his secret could wait.

“When we wake up, let me tell you my secret” He whispered as he closed his eyes to join his beloved Protagonist in the world of dreams.

[The Most Ancient Dream welcomes Secretive Plotter into their ◼◼]

#secretive plotter x kim dokja #secretive plotter x oldest dream #plotja #spod #orv fanfic

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orviposition · 1 year ago

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What trope would you put Joongdok in?

i honestly think that when it comes to joongdok it would be much easier if i answered with the tropes i WOULDNT put them in 😭😭

oh boy here i go! let's start with two of the most obvious first:

1. matching outfits with opposite color schemes, and 2. opposites (leo & aquarius) attract (<- attract as in lowkey bordering in codependency)

yin & yang - not only are joongdok aesthetically yin&yang but narratively too (i mentioned in a previous ask that they're sky & earth too)

star-crossed - (if you believe in orv's sad ending)

life (and death) companions - is probably a trope on its own considering the meaning of the title. not only does it mean (i ran the term through a thesaurus so yall don't have to 👍🏻👍🏻) "a romantic partner with whom one is exceptionally or uniquely compatible or has a special connection" but the synonyms are also of the romantic variety ranging from (but not limited to) life partner, best friend, soulmate, spouse, true love, one's promised, significant other, love of one's life, beloved, heart's desire etc (long story short, pretty sick tbh. no wonder kr dudebros threw a fit in singshong's comment section over it. i get it) and what makes it infinitely funnier is that it started as crack being treated seriously 😭😭😭😭

anyway, continuing where i left off, Soulmates - kdj is the reason yjh exists. yjh is the reason kdj lives. (hsy wrote both of them in a way that they became each other's salvation hence their position of reader-protagonist gets switched in the epilogue and both of them have admitted that reading about the other's story has saved their lives)

everyone ships them/everyone can see it - uriel, gabriel, ljh, hsy, jhw, lsh, anna croft, persephone/hades (the third eligible candidate to marry kdj was yjh and you will never be able to convince me otherwise. also if you have an answer other than yjh ur wrong), yma (if webtoon dares not to draw the "oppa looks happy when thinking about that ahjussi" you'll see me on the news) the wenny king. heck even gong pildu, upon some consideration and by method of elimination, deduced that theres no way kdj has enough rizz to pull neither ysa nor hsy therefore who was left to be the one who helped kdj birth his "child" (kidified sp) ??? yjh obv 😭😭 and why would he question the possibilities of mpreg when hmo is right there anyway. heck hmo even told kdj that he should try it.

when one is hurt/dying/dead, the other rages, panics, is extremely distressed - (maybe there's a shorter way to say this like "who did this to you" but joongdok have ascended past cheesy romances 😝) disaster of flood arc, aftermath of dark castle, the fight with surya, 1863, aftermath of sp's kidnapping etc

hates everyone but you - sure yjh doesnt hate All constellations but he for sure hates all demon kings. (mini fun fact about me, up until joongdok rebranded my brain, i didnt like this trope)

aloof x low self-esteem = both emotionally constipated 🙄🙄

derogatory term becomes a term of endearment - fool/sunfish (bastard)

bickering like a married couple - is this a trope? well it is now

denial of attraction/closeness - just two men who most definitely never lie when it comes to their feelings

identity theft - without malicious intent (i hope!! *stares at all the atrocities kdj has committed using yjh's name*)

masterchef x disaster in the kitchen - very, very, very simplified version of the trope. wouldnt call kdj a disaster but definitely a worse cook than yjh (subtrope would be [pro-gamer x game tester])

famous x fan - lol "famous"

annoying x annoyed - (kdj: breathes. yjh: ugh drop dead. kdj: drops dead. yjh: wait no-💢)

A thinks B will be happy without him / B doesn't know how (doesn't want) to live without A - 51kdj seeing 49kdj leave with yjh and the others, thinking that he and yjh will set on a journey together to find tls123 / museum fight

will sacrifice everyone/everything for the other - *cracks knuckles* when 41st sys tries to give yjh a 2nd chance to save himself and his old companions and all he had to do was say that kdj isn't his companion. when kdj admits that 1863rd hsy's plan to see the ending of the scenarios is smart and well-thought out but because that world doesn't need yjh he doesn't cooperate. (side story spoilers below, but when you think about it long enough the side story came to be because yjh spread orv to lhh's worldline. all the deaths happening because yjh needs to collect a fragment of kdj's soul from that world)

speaking of lhh, reincarnation - now hear me out. not your typical reincarnation but bcs we know that 49kdj's wish was to reincarnate into someone that doesn't have anything to do with kimcom -> subtrope: doesn't want to be found / is found

amnesia - 0 is also not your typical amnesiac

god x god's favorite

age gap - theyre both the same age and simultaneously have age gap(s) make of that what you will

important symbol - (object) pocket watch

glucose guardian - listen!! listen!! sp/kdj and 0/51 exist okay

harem - sorry i couldnt help it

#ask #joongdok #orv #yoo joonghyuk #kim dokja #if you guys have any tropes you'd like to add by all means do so #dont take the last two seriously

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yesssireeee · 1 year ago

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Taixu IS an orv fan song (very rough sorry everyone)

(taixu by Lasah and Sasakure.UK)

Ok so like TAIXU HAS ME IN A CHOKEHOLD AND NOT A GOOD ONE A PAINFUL ONE IT'S SO PAINFUL BUT AT THE SAME TIME I'M OBSESSED???? LIKE IF I THINK OF IT AS AN ORV REFERENCE - WHICH BTW IT TOTALLY IS - I MEAN IF YOU KNOW THE LORE YOU CAN'T TELL ME IT'S A WALKING ORB REFERENCE LIKE THIS FR COULD BE A FAN SONG-

AND MY EVIDENCE FOR THIS IS FIRST OF ALL THE WHITE CROW GOING "You need to wind the world, until the end" LIKE ISN'T THIS BASICALLY OLDEST DREAM (KDJ) HE CHOSE TO STAY IN THE SUBWAY BECAUSE HE NEEDS TO MAKE SURE HIS WORLD GETS "The end" AND HE'S THE ONE WHO HAVE YJH THE ABILITY TO WELL UNWIND THE WORLD RIGHT?? HE TAKES IT AS HIS RESPONSIBILITY BECAUSE HE WANTS TO SEE THE EPILOGUE FOR HIS FAVOURITE NOVEL - WHAT SAVED HIM - BUT HE CAN'T SEE HIMSELF IN IT-

SECONDLY, THE WHOLE "The first end came so suddenly you couldn't say goodbye to me.

The tenth end came with agony, I thought that we were meant to be.

The hundredth end was simply just an apathetic day for me.

The thousandth end was ecstasy, the people begged for me to bleed."

LIKE IF THIS DOESN'T SCREAM YJH LITERALLY WHAT DOES???? IT TOTALLY REPRESENTS HIS REGRESSION DEPRESSION THAT WAS MENTIONED SO DEEPLY IN THE NOVEL LIKE THIS IS LITERALLY HIM- AND THE WHOLE "couldn't say goodbye" IS LIKE HOW HE sSACRIFICED EVERYTHING TO SEE KDJ BUT DOESN'T GET TO SEE HIM UNTIL MANY REGRESSIONS LATER WHEN HE HAS FORGOTTEN WHO KDJ IS AND WHY HE EVEN STARTED HIS JOURNEY (Thouvht ig that's kdj's fault) ALSO HOW HE BECOMES APATHETIC TOWARDS DEATH AND KILLING HIS COMPANIONS FOR THE GREATER GOOD LIKE??? AND ALSO THE WAY IT WAS ECSTASY BECAUSE PEOPPE BEGGED FOR THEM TO BLEED I CAN ABSOLUTELY SEE THAT APPLIES TO YJH ESPECIALLY DURING THE 1863 ARC WHERE HE SACRIFICES HIMSELF- ALSO HOW HE CLAIMS TO HAVE GROWN APATHETIC TO KILLING HIS COMPANIONS WE KNOW YJH ISN'T COMPLETELY AND HE STILL SUFFERS-

OK THEN THERE IS "Remember when I used to be you?" LIKE???? THIS IS LITERALLY 49% 51% KDJ THIS IS SO 49% 51% KDJ LIKE THIS LITERALLY IS ABOUT - HOW KDJ WATCHES THE (Almost) OTHER HALF OF HIM LIVE OUT WHAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE HIS LIFE HAPPILY WITH HIS COMPANIONS- THIS IS LITERALLY OD WATCHING THE OTHER KDJ AND LONGING FOR BEING WITH HIS COMPANIONS AGAIN?????

THEN THERE IS "Unwind the world and your nightmare's gone" SO LIKE OBVIOUSLY THIS FITS YJH???? LIKE IS THERE EVEN A QUESTIONS ABOUT IT?? IT BASICALLY REPRESENTS HOW WHEN THE WORLD GETS TOO BAD HE RESETS TO "SAVE IT" AND SAVE HIS COMPANIONS AND REACH THE END (Tho he has already reached that end but that little ungrateful mf--) I LITERALLY REFUSE TO BELIEVE THEY LITERALLY AREN'T TALKING ABOUT KDJ

THEN THERE IS "No, I can't leave the world by itself it needs me until the end" SCREAMS LITERALLY WITH BOLD LETTERS ON A BILLBOARD ON *MUTIPLE* BILLBOARDS OD AND KDJ- LIKE THE WHOLE "THE END" THING IS LITERALLY A KDJ REFERENCE AND YOU CAN'T CHANGE MY MIND BECAUSE HIS "◼️◼️" IS PRETTY MUCH "The end" OR COULD ALSO BE "Eternity" PLUS LIKE THE WHOLE KDJ SUFFERING ALONE JUST TO SEE THE ENDING FOR HIS FAVOURITE NOVEK THAT'S LITERALLY A QUOTE RIGHT OF THE NOVEL AND YOU. CAN'T. CHANGE. MY. MIND.

"Remember when we used to be 2" OKOK LISTEN TO ME THIS IS SO OBVIOUSLY 49 51 KDJ OBVIOUSLY SO SO OBVIOUSLY I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT BUT WHY CAN I KINDA SEE THIS BEING YJH AND SP TOO??? LIKE SP THINKING ABOUT HOW YJH ISN'T "Him" AND HOW HE WILL NEVER BE THE YJH THAT IS KDJ'S COMPANION BUT THAT'S KINDA A STRETCH IK BUT LIKE OBVIOUSLY THIS IS 49 51 I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO EXPLAIN IT

THEN THERE IS THE BLACK CROW THAT COMES ALONG "you're not chosen to wind the world, wait for the end" I'M GOING TO GET INTO THIS A LOT MORE LATER WHEN I COMPARE THE LAST LINES BUT DOESN'T THIS KINDS SCREAM YJH TO KDJ?? OR JUST KIMCOM IN GENERAL I COULD TOTALLY SEE THIS BEING HSY OR JHW YK MINUS THE IDIOT BC OF COURSE THEY WOULD SAY IDIOT BUT LIKE THIS BEING KIMCOM TRYING TO GET TO KDJ TRYING TO CONVINCE HIM THAT HE IS NEEDED FOR THE EPILOGUE

THEN THERE IS "The hundreds the and millions are depending on what I believe."

THIS COULD VERY EASILY BE HSY OR YJH- LIKE HSY OBVIOUSLY CHOOSING THE WRITE THE NOVEL AND PRETTY MUCH CHOOSING HIGHSCHOOL KDJ OVER IDK YK *THE WORLD⁉️⁉️* LIKE SHE REALLY BE LIKE PRIORITIES IG AND THEN VERY OBVIOUSLY YJH BECAUSE HE'S THE PROTAGONIST THE "Hero" AND HIS CHOICES AFFECT ALL OF THOSE LIVES BECAUSE HE'S THE STRONGEST THEY DEPEND ON HIM AND WHAT HE BELIEVES WHICH IS WHY SYS HATES HIM SO MUCH FOR HIS CHOICES BUT CAN'T STOP RESPECTING HIM- THERE IS ALSO WHEN YJH DECIDED TO RESET THE HAPPY ENDING THAT KDJ WORKED SO HARD TO GET FOR HIM BUT THREW IT ALL AWAY FROM KDJ HIMSELF

"I buried him so deeply with the words that always haunted me.

His eyes reminded someone who I used to long and grieve."

THIS IS LITERALLY YJH. LIKE HOW HE SUFFERS THROUGH SO MUCH JUST FOR KDJ JUST TO FORGET WHO HE IS AND HOW MUCH HE MEANS TO HIM- HIM TRYING SO HARD TO GET TO KDJ AND FINALLY GETTING TO HIM AND NOT BEING ABLE TO REALIZE WHAT HE FINALLY GOT BECAUSE HE HAD HAD FORGOTTEN WHAT HIS GOAL WHAT AND WHO IT ALL WAS FOR AND JUST WENT THROUGH THE ENDLESS CYCLE OF REGRESSION AND REGRESSION- TO FINALLY GET TO "The end of the scenarios"

THEN THERE IS "so tell me what's the "end of the world'

The crows were both myself.

Or...

was..

it you?"

AND THIS IS WHERE THE WHOLE THEORY COMES TOGETHER AND I THINK THE WHITE CROW IS SP AND THE BLACK CROW IS YJH OR KIMCOM IG BUT SINCE THE WHITE CROW IS SP I'M GOING TO SAY THE BLACK CROW IS YJH- THIS IS BECAUSE THE WHITE CROW IS THE WHITE CROW IS TRYING TO KDJ (Not actually kdj but yk) TO STAY AND BELIEVE THE WORLD IS UP TO THEM RIGHT?? AND WELL I GUESS I FEEL THE WHITE CROW IS TALKING TO OD SPECIFICALLY AND DOESN'T THAT MAKE PERFECR SENSE FOR SP?? TECHNICALLY WHAT HE WANTS IS KDJ TO BE WITH HIM AND TECHNICALLY HIM BEING IN THE SUBWAY AS OD IS IN HIS FAVOR AND HE WANTS HIM TO STAY THAT WAY YK WITH HIM AND MAKING HIM BELIEVE THAT HE NEEDS TO STAY THERE TO SEE THE END THAT HE LONGS FOR-

AND THE BLACK CROW I'VE ALREADY EXPLAINED THIS BREIFLY BUT YJH (And Kimcom obviously) ARE TRYING TO GET KDJ OUT OF THAT SUBWAY FOR HIM TO BE PART OF THE STORY- THEY NEED HIM TO STOP BELIEVING THAT HE ISN'T NEEDED IN THE STORY AND THAT HE HAS TO BE THERE TO SEE THE END AND SAVE THE WORLD (Or his companions bc I wouldn't say the world per se is his priority) SO TELLING HIM THAT HE WASN'T MEANT TO WIND THE WORLD AND THAT HE SHOULD "Wait for the end" WOULD BE LIKE TELLING HIM THAT HE NEEDS TO SEE THROUGH THE END WITH THE REST OF THEM AND LIVE THROUGH THE REST OF THEIR LIVES TOGETHER

AND THEN THERE IS "both the crows were myself.

Or...

Was...

It you"

THIS FITS MY THEORY SO SO SO WELL BECAUSE THE "The crows were me" COULD BE LIKE OD HALLUCINATING AND IMAGINING HIS COMPANIONS (More specifically yjh) DUE TO HIS LONELINESS- I MEAN HE IS CALLED THE OLDEST DREAM BECAUSE OF A "DREAM" SO IT COULD BE OD TRYING TO CONVICE HIMSELF IT WAS ALL HALLUCINATIONS OR THAT HE WAS IMAGINING IT BUT THEN THE "Or was it you" IS SO PERFECT FOR THR CROWS BEING YJH AND SP I DON'T THINK I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO EXPLAIN WHY- I also just want to mention as a quick addition to why so and yjh as the crows was so good bc I compared the *white* crow to sp who is known for his white coat and the black crow to yjh who is obviously known for his *black* coat which is

So to sum this up TAIXU IS LITERALLY AN ORV FAN SONG AND THE WHITE CROW IS SP THE BLACK CROW IS YJH AND IT CYCLES KDJ AND YJH POV THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE SONG.

If you're as insane about this goobers please say something 🙏🙏🙏

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