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Nebula told me to draw sun comforting moon so I did 💥💥

This,, this is a need. A NEED I say

Especially praise during comfort

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When you feel lonely but you're not alone is such a weird feeling

I have a lot of friends and people who care about me

I thought the loneliness was supposed to go away when I'm not alone

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I've been learning how to get rid of them, but still. I hate hurting people, but I have, and it feels awful

Theres actually three more panels to this comic but they're way too depressing and specific so just have the first half instead

I have a feeling I'll turn into one of those guys that are like "don't get too close kitten..... I don't want to..... Hurt you...... 😔😔🗣👿🥺"

(I use humor to cope)

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When I was in elementary school, none of the other kids played with me during recess, so I would leave the recess playground and go over to the sewer pipe that had a colony of ants for me to play with instead

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Oh okay

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Short story from my brain

Red represents the emotional barrier preventing vulnerability, and irritability

Yellow represents maturity and logical reasoning

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Can someone PLEASE tell me why I had a long detailed dream of my ex wanting me back and giving me physical affection (my main love language)

Like oh yeah thanks brain that totally didn't fuck up my healing process at all

Just fuck my life completely I guess wtf

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Having sensory issues is all silly and quirky until you cry and feel embarrassed and your entire day is ruined just because you bit your lip and it was too hot outside

The fuck you mean I sobbed in the car just because I was carsick and my face felt tingly

I just want to be normal sometimes

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The hug

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

I love your art

THANK YOU!!!!!

Redrew this because this is cute

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So can I call you tonight?

I'm trying to make up my mind

Just how I feel

Could you tell me what's real?

I hear your voice on the phone

Now I'm no longer alone

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// DRAWN BLOODY ANIMAL //

'Cause I've grown tired of this body

A cumbersome and heavy body

I've grown tired of this body

Fall apart without me body

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Ive found a very specific way of writing down my thoughts that actually helps me

Ive always known that writing or journaling in the way that people would normally write in a diary in 1rst person has never helped me, and actually sometimes made me feel a little worse

But for some reason, dividing different conflicting feelings and thoughts I have into characters, and writing them interacting with each other, as if like a group of people, actually helps me process it better

I remember I used to do this about two and a half years ago, but I'm picking it back up again.

Heres the stuff I wrote while at school

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@sunny-sourzii's personal / vent blog

"Vague vent" meaning there will be no directly graphic drawings / extreme vulgarity in any text.

This blog is just to serve as an emotional outlet for drawings or text that I feel like represent or symbolize something more personal that only I will ever really know the full extent of.

DO NOT TAG ANY OF MY ART ON THIS PAGE AS FNAF!!! WHEN I DRAW SUN ON THIS PAGE, IT IS REPRESENTING MYSELF BECAUSE I PROJECT ONTO HIM!!

This blog isn't ment to be taken fully seriously either,, so. Slay?

TAGS:

General: #sourzii alt

Random/shitposts: #alt sun yapping

Text/written vent: #sourzii vent

Drawn vent: #sourzii vent drawing

Asks: #sourzii answers

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Now that I'm mostly over it I just think it's a little funny how not even 2 hours after posting this I got dumped 😭😭

On 83 days single now

goal is 100 LETS DO IT BOYS!!!!!! MAYBE EVEN A YEAR!!!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

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Hug?

HUG!! 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂💕💕💕💕💕

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I wish there were more people like you in the world, I know I don't know you all that well, but from what I know, you seem like an incredibly sweet person who deserves nothing less then the kindness they give, and I hope the best for you. /gen

(I know this is quite random, but I felt the need to share this with you :])

AWHHHH HSHFJJFJG genuinely thank you

I still sometimes have doubts about myself and think I'm bad or not worthy but I know that's now true. thank you so so much 💕💕🫂❗❗