#soulless computer boy

[benilos]

im gonna die

[tcu-x-scb-incorrectquotes]

Evie: What...wh...what the hap is fuckening?

Ben: What?

Evie: What?

[genericpuff]

re: your tags on the rowling / musk post, specifically villains on saturday morning cartoons > wondering why we hate those who emulate it

idk if you ever played toontown, but i’ll always find it hilarious that disney released a game all about fighting big corporations from taking over small businesses, where the enemies (aka cogs (in the machine)) are all named after idioms / insults for types of corp employees (i.e. pencil pusher, ambulance chaser, big wig, loan shark, cold caller); esp considering disney is the Perfect example of the types of corporations that the game teaches you are evil and soulless. honestly, it’s a game i hold near and dear to my heart, and i recommend trying out toontown rewritten if you ever feel like it

i have NOT played toontown but i remember seeing the commercials for it all the time at like, the end of DVD's n junk and REALLY WANTING TO PLAY IT but ofc we didn't have a computer most of the time growing up and when we did it was hooked up with dial-up that my parents always got really clutchy over (idk if this was just a circumstance of the time period but like. did anyone else have a parent who acted like it was a life-or-death scenario if they missed even a single phone call ??? because my folks definitely did LOL) so something like toontown was just not in the cards LOL but I didn't know Toontown Rewritten was a thing so... maybe it's time for me to make another one of my childhood self's dreams come true (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) ♡

but that is really ironic, it's wild (and sad honestly) how so many accomplished writers and creators can become disconnected from what they originally represented and wrote about through... the disillusionment of fame and wealth i guess ??? or maybe it was just mold on the walls the whole time ?? 💀😆 i mean shit even rowling herself told a story about a boy literally living in the closet who finally escaped and went on to fight against an organization of literal fucking wizard nazi's, and yet now she seemingly missed the entire point of why kids resonated with her books so much and why they saw it as an inspiring message of hope and acceptance and love and persevering and standing up against literal fucking fascism ??? hello ???

actually there was a great video i watched a while ago about how despite the messages we took away from those books growing up, the HP books were also completely manufactured through the lens of capitalism, like not just as a franchise but on a narrative level. def give it a watch because it really kinda blew my mind and opened up a whole new perspective on the series for me LOL

[bradycore]

just saw a sam and cas post that i was mostly on board with but contractually obligated not to reblog bc it did frame them as brothers-in-law without much of a relationship, and while i respect that take i also have all their significant moments together playing through my head on loop at all times. not that those moments are all positive but they all exist and thats the thing with sam and cas, they dont have much of a relationship except for all the moments when they have the most intense relationship in the world. cas is straight-up vicious to sam (boy with the demon blood, grating, you didn't [make the right choice], lucifer is our responsibility) while at the same time working to unlearn all the teachings of heaven that literally brainwashed him against sam's nature. sam is vicious to cas when he's soulless but he's only soulless because cas, in the middle of fighting civil wars, dove into hell to pull sam out of the very worst part of it. cas shuts everything out because he's getting consumed by his own stolen power and sam is the only one that still believes in him and he prays to him in secret to tell him this, because sam has been down that same exact path before, even though cas had done nothing but blame him for it. sam and cas are alone in the bunker and he trusts cas to respect him enough to do whatever it takes to get gadreel's grace out of his body, except cas actually respects him too much for that and refuses to put him at risk. sam shuts everything out because he's been brainwashed and traumatized by loss and cas pins him down to tell him it's okay, because cas has been down that same exact path before. cas is manipulated into destroying the world of his species under the pretense of saving them, and sam doesn't ever talk to him about it, even though sam has been down that same exact path before. cas watches netflix in sam's room while he's away. sam teaches cas to use the computer. they dont have much of a relationship except for when they really, really do and either way, relationship or no, the dynamic can't just be boiled down to brothers in law

[punmasterbaku]

Toska!Nightmare design belongs to Me Soulless Killer belongs to @xmelic / @soullesskillerau

This fella here is named Toska [Meaning Deep and Wordless Sadness] his particular backstory is slightly dark revolving experimentations as a child with Yuri!Dream. The brothers once got along only to later turn sour after scientists manipulated Yuri's mind around Positivity. The belief that negativity was something that made the world corrupted and that anything associated with it were monsters. Toska couldn't bare seeing his brother like this especially disregarding himself but still loved him, nonetheless. As shown, he has faded apparitions of his tentacles, this implying that he does not exactly physically have them. Merely when large strands of negativity slowly creep up his sleeves will it seep through his bones into more physical form. The only way for him to cease any and all pain that he feels with his corruption eating at his bones is through the help of his brother's positivity, however due to the relationship they hold currently, that is to be stated otherwise. So instead, he tries to be around the others or moreso Loop to sustain at least some of the sanity he can hold to keep himself stable. The others presence tends to have a positive effect on Toska's body helping ease the pain however no matter how hard, he still is constantly feeling the pangs in his face, arm and chest area mostly....

.< SPOILERS >. Moreso on his backstory, he was raised with his brother in a lab. This particular lab worked around different types of matters including Positivity and Negativity. These matters not many could find the correct solutions, as for Toska and Yuri, it was another story. Both coming to the age of 10 were helping out in the labs with their said partner when one scientist came towards Toska. His eyes sharply glaring at the smaller boys before hoisting them into a cage cylinder. Toska yelped at the impact but scurried to try and escape, hands smacking against the glass that surrounded him. Yuri just watched with no empathy towards his brother. The scientists analysed the data that came through the computer screens they were working on as soon enough pressing a button nearby. Upon pressing, did some liquid crash on top of Toska's head. He screeched in pain like acid was melting away the very fragile bones he possessed. Cracks scattered his body as was strange dark liquid escaped the crevices. It was from that day that Toska was never the same, he destroyed the very lab he was initially raised and ran. Running away from his brother, the one he thought would get him out of that mess only to be mistaken....

That was a little bit of information but more to come soon in better detail and stuff regarding Yuri for what he had become after that 'incident'

(stay tuned)

[storiesfromgaza]

Do you see this charming young lad?

He holds a microphone in his hand while an angelic smile graces his face.

His name is Awni, "Awni Adel Eldous," a twelve years old boy.

Children at this age are often mischievous, aren't they?

Yes, but Awni was different.

Despite his deep passion for photography and editing, he was diligent in learning, dedicated to it.

Awni was one of the top students in his school, securing the third position in his seventh-grade class with a remarkable 97.78% average.

Despite his profound passion for photography and editing, his teachers dubbed him as the outstanding and creative student. He received numerous certificates, including winning the Friends of Libraries competition, achieving fourth place in the Fruit of Reading competition, and being selected to represent his school in the Addressing addiction through the internet competition.

Due to his excellence, and his passion for computers, his teachers chose him to explain to his friends the computer ports under the supervision of his teacher as part of the young teacher's strategy.

Doesn't all of this indicate that he has a brilliant future ahead of him? Awni, alongside all of this, had a deep affection for computers and video editing, aspiring to become a YouTuber.

On the second of May in 2020, he decided to create a YouTube channel and posted his first video over a year later, marking the start of his dream.

Awni used to contact famous YouTubers on Instagram, praising, supporting them and interacting with their stories. They were somewhat his role models in this field, and he aspired to succeed like them in this field.

“Nothing is impossible; keep going, legend.”

“My brother, there's nothing quite like the winter in Palestine, in Gaza. Legendary weather, sahlab (warm Middle Eastern sweetened milk drink) with charcoal nearby, it's a fantastical experience. and roasted chestnuts on the charcoal. I hope you come to Palestine. All the love”

“Aouni's comment on a story showcasing a page from the Holy Quran shared by one of the YouTubers he deeply admires: 'Your voice is incredibly lovely, I swear, I hope you keep sharing it with us through the Quran.”

And a year later from this date, specifically on the 18th of August 2022 he posted an introductory video in which he revealed his face and celebrated reaching one thousand subscribers. He expressed his gratitude to his followers, and this achievement was monumental for him. It served as a reason for joy for him, he felt his soul soaring in the sky with joy. but despite this, his enthusiasm and ambition continued to soar. He dreamt of his channel reaching one hundred thousand subscribers, half a million, one million and, eventually, ten million.

It is a colossal dream, Isn't it? But, don't we all have the right to dream, even if our dreams are as vast as the expanse of the sky?

Yet, he didn't know that on the very same day he achieved his first dream, the 18th but in October this year, the occupation would bomb his house in the Zaitouna (olive) neighborhood of Gaza City. Killing him, along with his family, and that his body would be covered in dust, laid to rest with his dreams...

On the same day his soul had soared in the heavens due to happiness a year before, his home was struck by bombardment, leading to his soul departing to the heavens, for eternity.

Awni departed, leaving his channel looming on the horizon, lifeless and soulless, mirroring his body's fate, as the spirit of its creator succumbed to this harsh world that refused to let him live in peace.

Today, eight days after his departure from our world, Awni's YouTube channel has reached 489K subscribers. But where is Awni?

[unexpectedbrickattack]

You know, a bonus to designing the oc is that other people will drawn them in the scenarios you share! I know your lore really made me excited to see your little fella ^^) it's so nice to encounter someone eho likes SDV in the wild and your world building makes me want to boot up my computer and deal with the lag to see everyone again. I do have to wonder though, what's your take on how the valley feels about JojaMart? It seems like it replaces extensions on the Vally's magic if you fund it.

TRUE…U ARE SO RIGHT!!! Luckily I have a small little ref sheet for him already made heehee. But ill post it on my sdv blog (when i make it). I can put it here too but ill do that under a readmore 😌

Also. U are so sweet 😭 I am so sorry ur game is too laggy to play but i am touched that my little bit of lore is enough for u to want to brave through that mess anyway LMAO

FIRST OF ALL….here is my boy….

His name is June and ive since tweaked some stuff about him. You dont need to know much about him, just that hes a bit of a cryptid among the town for almost two years before townspeople start interacting w him on their own volition. His best friends are Marnie, Kent, and Caroline, and he is really cool w Willy, Linus, and Marlon (old men gang rise up). Also romances Shane which is funny to Me bc whenever shane gets a male farmer to romance i am constantly rotating this image of vincent getting upset and saying ‘gee jas how come YOU get two cool godfathers’

To answer ur question about Jojamart; i feel like it truly wouldnt mess with the balance of magic in the valley. Magic is powerful BUT. It is adaptive. The Junimos harness the magic of the valley to fix things in the broken down community center, but if someone else came along and fixed it for them, well thats one less thing the magic of the valley is used for. Theres plenty of talented people in the valley that dont need magic to get things done 😉 (Robin my beloved)

But i do think jojamart is a big indicator that something is amiss with the town. I think it is a common idea to believe that jojamart is like. Evil. And like. Its totally a soulless corporation, but i think its filling a very specific Need of this town. Pelican town has some very skilled laborers that sell their work and services to help provide not just for themselves, but FOR pelican town; if that still leaves people unable to pay rent/mortgage or groceries, then people will absolutely swoop in and offer ‘solutions’.

I have more Thots but basically…���magic is powerful, but it cant do anything on its own. Its utilized by magical beings to make tangible change in the world. But humans are capable of making real and tangible change without the use of magic. Jojamart says ‘here, give me money and time and ill fix this stuff 😉’ and that is not anymore different than Robin, Clint, the junimos, etc saying ‘give me some money and time and i can do this thing for u 😉’. Jojamart is like. Bad. But bad in the same way Pierre owning the only grocery store in town wo employing anyone is bad, and how Lewis is okay with all of this Mess. Its indicative of a bigger problem in the valley that magic cant really fix

[fics-ladyshudragon]

WIPS

Just for my own sanity, here is the list of WIPs I currently have going. If anyone is interested in a particular one, let me know. I am notoriously bad at updating, so maybe someone verbally kicking my ass will change that.

Burden (AruAni) - A retelling of AoT if Annie was never in the crystal. Chapter 1 is posted on Ao3 (and has been for a few years LOL).

TouKen Fic - A retelling of Tokyo Ghoul & TG:re if Kaneki remained human (kinda). The lovely @honeytheriot has been helping me with proofreading because I type like a toddler.

Meet the Parent (AruAni) - Specifically to finish Chapter 2, ya know, the chapter with SMUT (and the final installment of my series where they meet on a cruise ship). Also on Ao3.

Soulless Sanctuary (AoT Zombie AU) - This is what I mean about not updating! But yeah, this one needs to be written out too (and it's not just me this time).

TouKen Fic 2 - Just pure fluff and smut taking place after Chapter 125 of TG:re. Also with some baby Ichika <3

Mikasa and Annie Fic - The lost girls have a heart-to-heart. Annie is preggers, Mikasa is having a crisis. The boys don't know how to compute. This one is after Moments but before Sea of Lovers.

AruAni Fic - Getting kinky and getting us to #6 LMAO (Post-Canon Series before Moments & Sea of Lovers).

[goodolddumbbanana]

Okay, listen to me. What if Sun is the ultimate mastermind? I'll call it Prank-gone-wrongs-AU.

Sun, while trapped in the Ruin dimension, was infected with a virus. But unlike Ruin, it is a milder variant, it makes the subject's emotions become emotionless, unstable but still retains reason. And in Sun's case, it caused him to become more lethargic and impulsive, like soulless!Sam Winchester in Supernatural, but it was in a kind of unconscious way.

So Au begins within a few days of Moon's disappearance. Sun doesn't deal with being alone very well, he goes from cheating while playing games with Earth, to Earth being traumatized while learning to drive. And as time went on, Sun became more and more bored and became more and more unstable in his thinking. And then Earth gets hurt and Bloodmoon returns and Moon grows closer to Solar, making Sun think maybe he should pull some pranks, on everyone, Monty style.

But here's the thing, Monty's pranks and Ruin!viruses don't get along. And when the two are mixed, it gives something very wrong.

Sun is not as intelligent as Moon, but the virus has made Sun's AI more logically advanced. (That poor boy was traumatized by Old Moon, Eclipse for months and years, and numbed himself to move on. The result of that led to severe brain damage, poor memory, and low self-esteem. short, foggy-minded, incapable of solving situations that require critical thinking. Because if we continually erase what we want to forget, or bury it or hide it deeply, the wound will never heal and we will forever be stuck in that position.)

Sun, one fine day, he asked the Computer if it was possible to rebuild Eclipse, as a joke when he was drunk. And the computer said yes, as long as there are Eclipse blueprints. And the drunk story becomes even more fascinating, leading Sun to go through the portal and meet British Monty. And remember, Sun's brain at this time is only 10% Sun's, and all control has shifted to alcohol and viruses. And when Sun doesn't restrain himself, Sun is often much ruder. And maybe more dramatic.

So maybe Sun did fuck with Monty a little bit. Sun is not clearly aware that this is Solar's dimension, Sun only knows that it belongs to an extremely evil Eclipse, according to Monty.

So while drunk and angry after hearing Monty's story and going home, Sun unconsciously used magic to knock Solar out. (In fact, he was too drunk and didn't realize Solar was blocking the way.)

And while drunk, Sun himself used magic to revive Eclipse, as a lingering trace of guilt towards the person who could have been his brother. That resulted in Eclipse becoming more stupid, and that's why Eclipse was revived at Sun's house. Because magic needs to be close to the source.

Of course, Sun didn't remember anything or maybe tried to ignore it when he woke up. This is when the prank begins.

Sun relied on Computer and made them promise not to tell anyone. Sun then pulled Moon to a similar dimension and pretended to be Evil Sun.

That's the twist. There never really was an EvilSun, it was always Sun, just pretending to prank Moon. And maybe during that time, some of Sun's hidden hateful words broke out, but, the prank was a great success.

But that's the problem, Sun doesn't know how to end it. Some words were said that shouldn't have been said, and it felt awkward to tell the truth now, especially when Moon looked so sad. So, like the good actor that Sun is, he pretended to be mysterious and moved Moon back to his original place.

Everything should have stopped there. But then, Sun was turned into a dragon. And in revenge, Sun officially revived Eclipse, using his subconscious magic, while he was drunk.

Sun couldn't tell Moon the truth, especially since he just had a kind new brother who wouldn't scream at him for his mistakes, so Sun played along with the script.

Sun refrained from participating in the action as much as possible, appearing clueless as usual, while praying that no one knew anything about what he was doing.

But there is a problem, SUn's magic is not compatible with Star power. Although Sun was fortunate to have Golden Freddy's memories to help hide his identity from the zodiac constellations, it still emitted a large amount of anti-dark matter, causing Sun to continuously expel it with this way or another.

That's why Sun created the Eclipse .2, that's why Evil Sun appeared again, asking Moon to build the machine for him.

To stop the storm while preventing people from blaming themselves.

Eh... that's it for now.

[tcu-x-scb-incorrectquotes]

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This is for shitposts and memes of TCU and SCB. It's just funny. That is a canon pic of Kelbris from the ARG, the header is a Sim of the event network during the third time hed set himself on fire and refused to move no matter what i did so i let him die.

Three Circuits Unending owned by @benil-evorsi-naselo / @circuits-unending (me)

Soulless Computer Boy owned by @soulless-computerbug / @scrollypoly (bug boyfriend

NSFW content EXTREMELY likely, imma play it safe and call this blog 18+, but I am not your father, if you get in trouble with ur mommy or daddy for this reading my shit that is your fuckin problem eat glass

Asks open, have fun

k bye

[it-begins-with-rain]

TV Recommendations: Cutie Pie

** I'll admit, it's a bit rough around the edges, but there is still an undeniable charm to the show.

For around twenty years, Kuea Keerati has been engaged to Lian Wang.

The betrothal was done when they were children, as a sign of unity between the families. The Keerati are old money, and the Wangs have worked themselves up from nothing to build an empire.

Neither Kuea nor Lian have ever questioned this arrangement. Every week, Kuea religiously keeps his Friday night open for a mandatory date with his fiancee. He wears suits tailored to Lian's tastes, only pursues studies or hobbies that match Lian's, and in every way is the docile and submissively obedient fiancee.

And Lian hates him for it.

For years, Lian has grown sick of the perfect little creature that is his fiancee. Always behaved, always accommodating, never speaking his mind or showing any opinion that differs from Lian's own- Kuea is exhausting.

A monstrous little doll.

Annabelle.

Things come to a head between Kuea and Lian, and Kuea finally has enough. He calls off their engagement, and storms out of Lian's office.

As Kuea spirals, he stops hiding who he is, and with the help of his best friend Diao, stops guarding the truth of his life quite so hard.

The mysterious and popular club singer Kirin finally reveals his face, and Lian is stunned to see Kuea on the stage. After a long night of drinking and performing, Lian takes a drunk Kuea home-

And learns about Kuea's secret house.

The one he filled not with things that would please Lian, but the things Kuea himself loves. Musical instruments, schematics for sports cars, and his pride and joy- a luxury racing bike Kuea routinely takes to the track. It also becomes fairly clear that Kuea is not a respectable little computer programming major, but a grease-stained automobile mechanics major.

Lian has learned the deep dark secret of Kuea's life- that his soulless doll of a fiancee has a soul after all. And amidst the wildness and chaos is still the boy Lian fell in love with in their youth. The fiancee he always wanted.

Kuea doesn't know who took him home the night he came out as Kirin, and doesn't know Lian has seen through his disguise at long last. Despite Kuea wanting to end the engagement, Lian forces him to move in, and begins to gently prompt Kuea to show his true colors.

And in return, Lian starts to show Kuea the truth of what is in his own heart. Not the hate and contempt Kuea has seen so much on his face. But love, adoration, and unconditional acceptance of who Kuea truly is.

As Kuea and Lian both cut the act, they each see sides of their partner they never knew existed- sides that are messy and wonderful, chaotic and joyful.

Is it too late for Kuea and Lian to love one another again?

And when the masks come off, will they learn how to accept each other not for who they pretended to be... but for who they truly are?

** This show is part of a trilogy: Cutie Pie, Cutie Pie 2, and Naughty Babe (which instead follows Kuea and Lian's best friends Diao and Hia Yi)

[benilos]

What is TCU?

Three Circuits Unending is a horror genre multiversal series mainly comprising of Creepypasta and Legend of Zelda content, containing both custom-made original content as well as canon content. Most canon content will be seen from the LOZ aspects, but otherwise the majority of the content is reimagined into an admittedly convoluted and over-filled mash up of ideas and new representations of well-known characters in both fandoms.

I grew up on Creepypasta, having found a love for the Legend of Zelda through it, due to BEN Drowned being the first Creepypasta I ever read. I started this series around 2014, while the Moon Children Arc of the BEN Drowned ARG was occurring. It has seen many versions of itself, originally known as MSATC (shorthand for The Misadventures of Scary Ari & Twitch Circuit), which was a high school mini project done by me and @awesomegoatwolfchild, however Goat is no longer involved in the series. There are a couple small cameos of their old OC Scary Ari, but she has largely been written out per Goat's request. Here and there you guys may see old school art of Scary Ari from her old designs, or even some fanart of the newest version of them according to what is on Goat's blog, but it'll be a bit sparse. Ari is still canon to TCU, but she will not appear as a full fledged character anymore unless Goat decides otherwise. We love Ari in this house though, so you guys may see some old old designs of her if Goat's okay with it XD

The Creepypasta section of the series follows the protagonist Daija, who tries to call herself "Twitch Circuit", as she traverses the previously thought fictional world of the internet phenomenon known as Creepypasta. Having been a teenager who found a dangerous comfort in the fandom of Creepypasta, she spent most of her teen years in a delusional state of chasing down "real" Creepypastas. When she was 13, her and two friends came across an abandoned house in Tennessee while she was visiting family friends, and unknowingly come across an entity that will stalk and harrass her for the years to come, eventually leading her to a place known simply as Home, where it would then take her life. 4 years later after her death, on April 23rd, 2024, the pond she was drowned in spits her back out, and her adventure begins. This part of the series is extremely heavily influenced and guided by the BEN Drowned ARG and various depictions of BEN Drowned as a character and story mechanic by itself, as most of the events are caused by that entity's guiding hands.

The Legend of Zelda section of the series follows many many protagonists, during a phenomenon known as a Barrier Event. Similar to the storyline of Hyrule Warriors, many heroes and friends from across the Eras of Hyrule, Lorule, and other worlds are pulled into a millenias long plot to break down the barriers between existence and force all worlds to crash into each other, and eventually be destroyed. Links, Zeldas, Ganondorfs, and many other iterations of various beloved Legend of Zelda characters are brought into these Events, some fighting to save their homes, others assisting in the carnage.

The series crosses over with another Creepypasta-based semi-original content series known as Soulless Computer Boy, by @scrollypoly, having multiple crossovers within the series, as the two will eventually end up as one series after the finales of both TCU and SCB, known for now as Project ZMB (whether this name will stay is up for debate).

This series does not only follow Creepypasta/Legend of Zelda content, as a vast majority of the lore and mythos used is not from either fandom, and is instead custom made to make sure everything fits a bit more cohesively (I do not manage that cohesiveness well, fair warning.)

TCU is heavily inspired by Homestuck in the way it uses timeline shenanigans and over complicated references at every turn. I personally admit this series can be very hard to handle and will stay as such in its early stages. This entire series is also 16-18+ (HB is 16+, TATA is 18+, the rating may eventually be bumped up fully to 18+ for both), as it is heavily full of sensitive themes and gore, including non-explicit depictions of rape, childhood abuse/sexual assault, other forms of assault, racism, bigotry, torture, general carnage/violence, and various creative forms of fantasy gore. It is a horror series, and I do not hold back from depicting hard-to-swallow topics, but I do my best to depict them in an appropriate ways that do not glorify or glamorize them. These topics are not meant to be taken lightly, nor should any of my writing be taken as support of the terrible things that will occur.

I hope everyone reading enjoys this series. It is a long-standing project of mine, and I haven't given up on it yet, and I don't plan to, even if it gets remade over and over. Please enjoy this adventure with me!

[magical-cookie-anon]

Greetings loved ones

Let's take a journey

I know a place

Where the grass is really greener

Warm, wet n' wild

There must be something in the water

Sippin' gin and juice

Laying underneath the palm trees

(Undone)

The boys

Break their necks

Try'na to creep a little sneak peek

(At us)

You could travel the world

But nothing comes close

To the golden coast

Once you party with us

You'll be falling in love

Ooh oh ooh oh oh ooh

California girls

We're unforgettable

Daisy dukes

Bikinis on top

Sun-kissed skin

So hot

We'll melt your popsicle

Ooh oh ooh

Ooh oh ooh

California girls

We're undeniable

Fine, fresh, fierce

We got it on lock

West coast represent

Now put your hands up

Ooh oh ooh

Ooh oh ooh

Sex on the beach

We don't mind sand in our stilettos

We freak

In my jeep

Snoop doggy-dog on the stereo oh oh

You could travel the world

But nothing comes close

To the golden coast

Once you party with us

You'll be falling in love

Ooh oh ooh ooh oh ooh

California girls

We're unforgettable

Daisy dukes

Bikinis on top

Sun-kissed skin

So hot

We'll melt your popsicle

Ooh oh ooh

Ooh oh ooh

California girls

We're undeniable

Fine, fresh, fierce

We got it on lock

West coast represent

Now put your hands up

Ooh oh ooh

Ooh oh ooh

Toned, tan

Fit and ready

Turn it up 'cause its gettin' heavy

Wild, wild west coast

These are the girls I love the most

I mean the ones

I mean like she's the one

Kiss her, touch her

Squeeze her buns

The girl's a freak

She drive a jeep

And live on the beach

I'm okay

I won't play

I love the bay

Just like I love L.A.

Venice Beach

And Palm Springs

Summertime is everything

Home boys

Bangin' out

All that ass

Hanging out

Bikinis, zucchinis, martinis

No weenies

Just a king

And a queenie

Katy my lady

(Yeah)

And looky here baby

(Uh huh)

I'm all up on ya

'Cause you representing California (oh yeah)

California girls

We're unforgettable

Daisy dukes

Bikinis on top

Sun-kissed skin

So hot

We'll melt your popsicle

Ooh oh ooh

Ooh oh ooh

California girls

We're undeniable

Fine, fresh, fierce

We got it on lock

West coast represent (west coast, west coast)

Now put your hands up

Ooh oh ooh

Ooh oh ooh

California girls man

(California)

(California girls)

- @dinosaurthedealmaker

Is this what you've been waiting for?

Say, "One, two and four"

(You're bound to count to one, two)

(You're bound to count to one, two)

(You're bound to count to one, two)

Guess what comes after

Hi again, I'm Gabe N

A fan of shooters, wizard of computers and a handsome man

(Your grandfather used to blather 'bout him a thousand years ago)

Wasn't easy keeping busy

Every season brings another reason not to make a game

(Oh, why bother, just another wasted day in the studio)

I had it all but tried new things, true

It didn't get us very far

Between controllers and machines, you

Still picked a rusty old crowbar

Nobody sees beyond my charming self

A soul that's never truly free

So, just for once, forget the summer sale

And give it up for Half-Life, Alyx

The valve's been stuck, corroded by the money

Has not been oiled for years

We didn't even hope to see it running

But now you're bound to learn how to

But now you're bound to learn how to

This time you're bound to count to three

Well, here we are again

Except we're long forgotten

My circuits niggling up and down my spine

He said it's worth the wait

His weight keeps pressing harder

But Alyx gave us hope, we'll rise and shine

For soulless card games and hardware releases

The light's been turning green

Life gave you lemons, take them out the freezer

This time you're bound to learn how to

This time you're bound to learn how to

This time you're bound to count

The numbers are intimidating

It's hard to give a fresh new start

When everyone's anticipating

Another masterpiece of art

If this machine keeps playing dead, we

May end up on the other side

So hold on to all your hats

Let's show 'em a triple-A done right

The valve's been stuck, corroded by the money

But after many years

We can't believe the engine started running

This time he's bound to count to three

Full steam ahead, we'll end this idle running

Let's give the valve a spin!

We've got some work to do, so take this, honey

This time you're bound to learn how to

This time you're bound to learn how to

This time you're bound to count to three

Thank you and have fun

[kat-writes]

Tusk: 2 Mustachioed 2 Furious

[Despite the goofy title: Content Warning for gore and horror.]

The animal sanctuary is quiet, save for the grating wails of man-made horror. The walrus is strange, and visitors never stay long to look at it. Within the first year, it learns to stay inside its dome. The Americans come to throw in fish and large gas station drinks. The cups pile up and up, until there is practically another dome over the first, made of styrofoam. The Americans stop coming, eventually, years passing as the walrus is entombed in its mausoleum of plastic. The braying stops, and the workers don’t go near the pen to clean it. The idea of cleaning up the corpse of that monstrosity is too much for anyone to stomach. 

The pool becomes murky, overgrown with algae. The cups shift around at night, or when tousled by the elements. But it sits stagnant for months. The workers notice a strange sound coming from inside the double dome, but they chalk it up to the likely decomposing body. They can’t smell anything, which is a good enough reason for them to leave it all alone, so they won’t have to learn what a rotting monster smells like. 

After a weekend, the sanctuary manager comes in to open the building. She unlocks the doors and turns the lights on in the guest entrance. She gets the computer booted up and logged on, then heads outside to get the animals fed and their habitats cleaned.

Blood pools around the body of a young worker, who had closed the night before. The manager stares in horror, unable to utter even a whimper. The boy’s head is turned toward the door, frozen in a screaming tableau. His back is full of wide punctures, allowing the blood to seep out of him at all angles. He’s no longer breathing, but the puddle of crimson is wide. She can smell it from the doorway. 

Looking around for any assailant, the manager finds none. But inside the walrus habitat is a sight that makes her blanche, her hands shaking at her sides. The domes have been breached. A large hole has exploded out, where something has surely escaped. Styrofoam cups litter the habitat and surrounding area, some with bite and puncture marks, some mostly consumed. 

The beast has eaten its way out.

The manager fumbles for her phone, knowing she needs to call the authorities. It can’t have gotten far; she remembers how sluggish it was when it arrived years ago. Why it hadn’t been just put down she will never know. Her phone rings and the emergency operator picks up, but the manager doesn’t get a chance to speak. 

Tusks pierce down from her back to her chest. She gurgles out strangled, unintelligible words to the operator, and falls to the ground when the beast yanks its tusks back out of her. Her body twitches and she chokes, staring up at the beast’s horrifyingly human face until her vision fades. Yet, even in the darkness of death, she can still see its bloodshot eyes, the sallow complexion it’s taken. Her ears ring with its reedy breaths, its horrifying body sustained on styrofoam and plastic. It should be dead. But it isn’t. 

Her last thought, the only thing she can think to regret before it all fades away, is that she cannot warn a single soul of the evil that is now coming for them. Bloodshot and soulless as its eyes have become, there is anger in them too deep for her to comprehend as she passes.

The beast watches its third victim succumb to her wounds. Its breathing roughens as it hears the tinny voice of a woman on the other end of the phone call. No one answered its calls, no one picked up the phone for it when it called for help. It stomps on the phone, then swipes its unnaturally human flipper, skidding the phone all the way across the cement, into a habitat. Some animal will step on it, or defecate on it. And that’s what it deserves. 

That’s what they all deserve, for letting this happen to the walrus. Mr. Tusk, Howe called it. It hates that name. As it drags its body through the lobby of the sanctuary, faster than ever before, it vows to make everyone hate that name.

[ask-bayfire]

Rules and Info

This is an askblog for the character Benilos in (my) @benilos's Time and Time Again series. This is a 18+ blog, as though the series is 16+, Bayfire is gross. Please be mindful of this, as I will very liberally block people if these rules are not followed.

This blog will be largely in-character. Refer to the read more for all info and then the rules for the blog and submissions. Anon list also under cut.

Rules:

This is an in-character blog, however I will also probably treat it like a loredump area, specifically for Benil himself. So be prepared for that, and filters the tags of any content you do not wish to see. I am extremely anal over tagging, but if I happen to miss something or you would like to request something be trigger tagged, you are welcome to do so, and I am welcome to deny or acquiesce just as much. Please be respectful when requesting tags/warnings.

This blog will content NSFW content, including gore/violence, as well as sexual content. It will be tagged, and NSFW content will likely not be put under a read more. I will have all tags listed at the bottom of the post for your filtering pleasure.

The only real rule is be respectful. TATA is a horror series with a very large amount of sensitive themes, including instances of rape, various forms of abuse, supernatural gore and all kinds of dirty gross stuff that lots of people on the internet are scared of. The story is linked at the top of this post, read its tags on AO3. You'll get it. I will not be censoring Benil's answers, nor any other characters.

Things that will not be tolerated however, is bigotry of any kind. Questions ABOUT these subjects are absolutely permitted, as these themes do/will show up in this series, but if an ask IS bigoted in nature, it will be deleted and the user blocked if able. I guess it largely goes along with being respectful.

There will be art! Most of it will be traditional art, unless yall wanna pay for me to be able to own a desk that's big enough to hold my massive gaming laptop and my big ass drawing tablet so I can actually do digital art.

Now for information about Benil, warning for spoilers to TATA!

Benilos, (bay-nee-yoh/beh-neh-lohs), is the current BEN Drowned-adjacent character in Time and Time Again, the Creepypasta AU series written by me, @benilos (on here and AO3). He is also referred to as, Benil (beh-neehl/bay-nee-yuh), Bay, Bayfire, etc.

This BEN is a primordial god in the TCU universe (TATA's whole universe), the eldest of three. His primary motive is to find people known as kolivera, aka singers, which, in the simplest of terms, is a soulmate of his. Oftentimes, these are other iterations of BEN Drowned/Ben Lawman. He is considered a hivemind, though I'd compare him more to Ermac from Mortal Kombat, with the whole, souls of multitudes thing he's got going on. You will learn those souls as this blog fills up.

Benil is open for self-shipping, questions about himself, questions about his world and other Creepypastas. You will see TATA's MC, Twitch, quite a bit in this as well, and characters from @scrollypoly's Soulless Computer Boy fic will also appear, as SCB/TATA do have a canonical crossover, and there is a chance for spoilers of that fic as well (though these will be avoided as much as possible, so some asks may not get answered if it spoils Scrolly's fic.)

The biggest thing to warn you all of is the shipping that occurs here. I ship what me and Scrolly have jokingly named Bencest, which is essentially us shipping our various versions of BEN together. You will see this a lot here. It is the primary ship we have here, you will also see ocxoc, ocxcanon, canonxcanon, etc etc etc here. Self-shipping and OC inserts are encouraged and welcomed, so you can send me stuff about your OCs and ask for interactions as much as you please, just keep things age appropriate. If your character is underage, do not request NSFW content of my characters with them. Point blank period. I am almost 22 years old, I will lose my fucking mind y'all.

I will eventually link all character info posts under this little spot right here once I have them done.

Here are the tags that will be used:

#mytime - NSFW/suggestive content

#consumption - Gore/violent content

#cda5 - BenilxTwitch ship tag

#lullabyshipping - one of the "Bencest" tags, mainly for SCB/TATA Benil and Ben Lawman

#kolivera - Subjects involved other "Soulmates" of Benil's

#bayfire - Benil speaking

#circuits - Twitch speaking

#crawlers - SCB characters

#lunamos - BEN Drowned ARG related/centered content

#skull talk - Admin speaking

#south wing - Art tag

tba

In regards to the talk tag, the first word may change at times. I am a DID system, so I (Kito) may not always be in front. All other headmates will use their names as the first word to avoid confusion.

Anons:

Pookie Anon 🍄

Bitch Anon 🧹

Lolibait Anon 👼

Ms Kitty Anon 🐈‍⬛️

[toastandjamie]

Project Sekai DSMP AU Units and their Sekai’s:

Insomnia Lite (Based on N25):

Tommy: raised in a family of musicians and always dreamed of being one himself. When Wilbur’s band fell apart Tommy attempted to cheer him up by writing him a song. Wilbur reacted coldly to the song stating that Tommy’s song were “shallow and soulless”. This crushed Tommy but the boy resolved to write a song that would make Wilbur feel something, positive or negative. In order to follow this pursuit Tommy ended pushing away his best friend Tubbo so he could solely focus on music. After posting one of his songs online for criticism he connected with one of his upperclassmen Dream and formed Insomnia Lite.

Dream: an overachiever and perfectionist Dream is obsessed with creating the perfect song. When he discovered Tommy’s music he felt that it had potential and reached out to his underclassman. Dream’s harsh and often dismissive personality led to him becoming isolated after a falling out with his friends Sapnap and George.

Jack: an artist and musician, Jack always had a knack for artistic and scholastic pursuits. However he struggled with making friends and found himself ostracized by his classmates. His only friend Niki ended up drifting away when they hit highschool to focus on her schoolwork and ballet. He became part of Insomnia Lite after making a fan MV for one of their songs on a whim and was contacted by Tommy. Jack cares deeply for the members of Insomnia Lite but he’d sooner die than admit that.

Eryn: Tommy and him were once childhood friends but the two lost contact when he moved away before the start of middle school. When he returned to the city after a family friend gained guardianship he appeared unphased by Tommy not remembering him. Instead he never even brought up their connection and through sheer force of will worked his way into Insomnia Lite. Despite his bright and mischievous demeanor underneath it is a far colder version of themself.

Insomnia Lite’s Sekai born out of their feelings loneliness and desire for companionship is called Void Sekai. An vast black void with floating computer monitors that only show static, a single grand piano sits at its center.

Wish Star(based on Leo/Need):

Tubbo: After Tommy began avoiding him(and everyone else for that matter) he became determined to find out what happened and help Tommy. Tommy of course was unwilling to even speak to Tubbo let alone tell him what was wrong so Tubbo took to some ‘light’ stalking to get to the truth. After learning about Wilbur and Tommy’s fight Tubbo resolves himself to get Wilbur rediscover his love for music and hopefully get everything back to normal. Tubbo plays the keytar and piano.

Wilbur: a messy falling out with his previous band Wilbur found himself not only unable to enjoy music but completely incapable of writing it as well. Wilbur feels guilty over lashing out at both Tommy and Techno but can’t bring himself to apologize in fear of them not forgiving him. When Tubbo asks him to join his hand Wilbur initially refuses but with a quick visit to Sekai and some urging from Miku Wilbur agrees to give it a shot.

Quackity: the bassist of a rival band to Wilbur’s, Quackity is very competitive with Wilbur and exceptionally talented. An argument with his manager about the bands future leaves Quackity going solo. Out of options and miserable when Tubbo and Wilbur show up to ask him to be their bassist, his only caveat is that Tubbo proves himself a capable musician. Quackity is determined to outdo his ex-manager and ex-band mates.

Purpled: his older brother was the golden gifted child of his family. Seeing all of the expectations and pressure his older brother was under Purpled decided to be completely average. He did so to great success getting average grades and doing average at all activities he did. This calculated averageness has made him near invisible to his classmates, with many forgetting that he was even there. Purpled insists that he doesn’t mind but everyone wants some praise and spotlight sometimes, so when Tubbo asks him to be Wish Star’s drummer Purpled accepts.

Wish Star’s Sekai is born out of the desire to find their true selves, and is called Neighborhood Sekai. The Sekai is small culdesac, with a large garage filled with instruments and amps.

Syndicate(based on Vivid Bad Squad):

Ranboo: a first year high school student who’s finally attending public school after being homeschooled his whole life. They are prodigy in academics but have a love for music and a knack for singing. His low self esteem keeps him from following through with this dream however. When they first discover untitled Miku convinces them to give music a shot.

Techno: a musical prodigy from America, he was invited to live and study music under Philza, a famous producer and composer. Techno excels in almost everything he tries and has a great work ethic. Unfortunately his aloof and standoffish personality isolates him from his peers leaving Techno often on his own. He stumbles upon Ranboo practicing and gives him some pointers, eventually becoming the second member of the Syndicate.

Niki: a ballet prodigy Niki spends almost all her free time practicing and studying leaving her feeling lonely. She loves dance but wishes her overbearing instructor would let her express herself more through it. She joins Syndicate when Techno asks her to choreograph for them.

Sapnap: consistently second best to his childhood friend Dream, after a messy falling out Sapnap is determined to prove that he’s better than Dream at everything. After finding out that Dream was part of a music group he insisted on joining Syndicate to compete with him.

Syndicate’s Sekai is a cyberpunk abandoned office building turned hideout created from a drive for success and a desire to be seen for more than their successes. It’s called Cyber Sekai.

Knights of Hope(based on More More Jump):

Aimsey: tw! The summer before their second year in highschool, Aimsey’s girlfriend Gucky committed suicide leaving Aimsey feeling hopeless. Since that day they are determined to bring hope to those who need it.

Eret: their attempts to protect his former band mate Wilbur from himself backfire after a sabotaged competition. The fallout left Eret desperate to make amends. After meeting Aimsey the two team up to bring hope to everyone.

Fundy: as Eret’s former bandmate Fundy was hesitant to forgive Eret for sabotaging them at the competition but was willing to give him a second chance. After his former band fell apart Fundy had felt lost and unsure of what to do from there, so he was a bit thankful to be given another group to perform with.

Puffy: a popular and caring third year that is well respected by her peers. Puffy is always willing to lend a hand or an empathetic ear for her schoolmates. However underneath the surface Puffy finds herself struggling to find much happiness for herself. After hearing about Aimsey and Eret’s plan Puffy decided to join in hoping to find just a little bit of hope of her own.

The Knights of Hope’s Sekai was formed from feelings of desperation and love and is called Castle Sekai. The Sekai appears as a large throne room with a round table at its center that doubles as a stage.

White Rabbit Troupe(Based on WxS)

Charlie ‘Slime’: having grown up incredibly sheltered because of his weak constitution Charlie’s health is good enough to convince his over protective brother Quackity to let him get a part time job at the local outdoor theater. Charlie’s one desire is to make up for lost time and experience as much as possible.

Karl: diagnosed with early onset dementia Karl realizes that he only has a few years before his memories are completely gone. Determined to live the remains of working memory to the fullest Karl starts a small theatre troupe to give himself some fun memories before he forgets it all.

Foolish: a former gifted kid who’s being faced with the mounting dread of falling behind his peers, Foolish struggles with finding his place in a world that he seemingly has no place in. He’s invited to join the theatre troupe by Charlie and decides to give it his best effort while he figures out what exactly he wants out of life.

George: wanting nothing more than to sleep all day George reluctantly joins the White Rabbit Troupe at Karl’s behest with the hopes of earning money to help pay for university. George insists he’s only here for the money but in reality ever since Sapnap and Dream had their falling out George has been looking for something new.

The White Rabbit Troupe’s Sekai was born out of the desire to live life to fullest everyday and is called Fable Sekai. it appears as an enchanted forest with a hand carved wooden stage.