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rosesradio · 2 months ago
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you see i have many leobeth situationship/fwb enduced by their abandonnment and attachement issues thoughts also i think of a parallel with hephastus and athena were leo wants more but annabeth isn't into him like that.
ugh oh no…they’re the only people they can turn to and know each other emotionally and physically like no one else…they don’t have really emotional talks but they don’t have to, they just know…they bond over structures and robotics and things that tick, especially when their lives don’t tick.
they know how to make each other come like nothing else (the arrangement lasts long enough to where annabeth can’t come without leo—without his cock deep inside her or his head between her legs, without his warm breath against her lips or his arms around her. not that she could tell him this, of course).
she doesn’t want a relationship with him because she doesn’t want a relationship with anyone. she doesn’t want the wreck that comes with it (bonus points if percy died and leo promised to take care of her?? 👀 what if this was my last straw 🧍). she doesn’t want anything to change in their relationship.
but she knows leo is hurting every time he leaves her bed. the cycle continues with her and leo as it did with athena and hephaestus—but one thing is different. there’s a black bitter sorrow within annabeth, heavy as an anchor, threatening to pull her under if this continues any longer.
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sleepytoken · 5 days ago
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HELLO???? I HAVE NEVER SEEN THIS BEFORE???
https://x.com/nyxxbeloved/status/1893704037029007687
Here is this crazy iii and ii vid I found last night 🫢 pic.twitter.com/SOeZc1mjcn
— nyxx !! 💗 (@nyxxbeloved) February 23, 2025
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lorax-devito · 4 months ago
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if Mike never survived the fall in the quarry he and Will would’ve been the gay Romeo and Juliet of Hawkins
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star2stop · 1 year ago
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ART TRADE TIME!!!! (w @dontlookforme00 and @piereoglyphics :])
from the top, in order of who did sketch - lineart - color&shading:
donnie - piere - star
star - donnie - piere
piere - star - donnie
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THIS WAS FUN!!! (we should totally do it again some time :])
u guys r so cool and i love ur arts btw im so glad i got to do this w u!!! :D
(my own sketch and lineart under the cut!!)
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matthewmoorwood · 1 year ago
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DS9 after making a Jake Sisko episode the most harrowing watch in tv history: 😜😝✨🎉✨💃💃💃
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moonmoonthecrabking · 1 year ago
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grace chasity reads both testaments
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king-mera · 5 months ago
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Me resisting the urge to type out a long angry rant complaining abt how other people don't portray Phoebe correctly
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brown-little-robin · 7 months ago
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my last week, a visual demonstration
#Robin processes emotions on main#hi yes I came back early. it's in order to process. I needed to like.... spill my guts on the dashboard tonight#IM STRUGGLING..#I have GOT to get a job#just one (1) more visit to a friend this summer and then I will be APPLYING for things again#also I'm having the very devil of a time trying to get myself to contribute to this household. I hate it#I hate that helping out makes me feel like I'm losing my agency—losing myself—like I'm dying every time. I want to be BETTER than this#but I also need to feel like an adult with agency but also I need to BEHAVE like an adult but even just saying that makes me feel nauseous#I need. something. to change. I hate this. I feel selfish and cowardly and I hate feeling selfish and cowardly#I need to . communicate. work something out with my mother so that I stop feeling perpetually behind and ashamed#if I could manage to feel good about chores and not just like I'm scrambling to keep up..... that would..... be... more... motivational#the problem is that I feel unsafe/unstable right now and my instinctive response is to close myself off to all demands#WHICH AS YOU CAN IMAGINE IS NOT CONDUCIVE TO BECOMING MORE STABLE.#demand avoidance makes me bad at contributing to the household AND terrified of applying to jobs and AUGH... AUGH.#I DO BETTER WHEN I LIVE ON MY OWN#living on my own‚ I don't have to deal with the whole soul-crushing horrorshow of negotiating my own emotions about doing chores#chores are GOOD and ENJOYABLE when they're for ME. they're only psychological torture when they're things I do as part of my ''rent''#ok. bedtime. I've sufficiently spilled my dang guts all over the place. it will get better eventually I think#I'm just having a horrible time Right Now#I'll figure this out though dangit#I KNOW the answer is to just Do the stuff and face fears and communicate and whatever I KNOW. but if anyone tells me that I'm going to bite#ok I'm done thank you and sorry to anyone reading this far <3 it really will be all right
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possamble · 10 months ago
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How have you been? :)
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sorchathered · 3 months ago
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I just want to say a huge thank you and I love you to everyone that sent me asks yesterday, I cannot tell you how much it meant to me to hear that you love my writing and what you love about it. I have felt so down and lost the past few weeks and it means the world to me.
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illogicalghost · 1 year ago
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#big gender rant ahead i just need to write down my thoughts#personal#so i think im a he/him trans lesbian??#i think ive been denying my feminine side for a long time now but middle school me was right. well. half right#idk why id built up some weird barrier in my mind about being trans and being a lesbian#but now im like more sure than ever#i still dont know if i could call myself a woman. and i thought i was so adamant about not using she/her again but it honestly?#doesn't bother me that much anymore. its not my preference but its not as soul crushing as it used to be#i have these weird subliminal gender rules for myself that ive been beating myself down with even though i#understand that theyre fake and dont hold anyone else to them. so why have a double standard? cant i have a fun gender?#ever since high school its been an uphill battle just letting myself live freely and having self confidence#i just turned 24. i dont have to be beholden to stupid hormonal teenage self loathing anymore#the world is a beautiful place and gender is just made up anyway. so why cant i be trans and butch? who cares??#i think i worded it well in my last personal post. ive been living a gender of convenience#but fuck that! i want the gender that makes sense to me! that makes me happy! its my life and i should live it how i want to!#...i still have some regrets about my top surgery. i wish i wasnt so weirdly flat chested now.#but hopefully the fat will redistribute eventually and itll look more natural as the years go on..#but i definitely dont regret going on T. i love my deep voice and my body hair#anyway if you've read this far thanks for listening to my mad ramblings#and dont forget you can have a fun gender too!
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strwbrryfire · 7 months ago
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but do the crane wives and the oh hellos really truly understand the cultural impact they have had on fandom culture as a whole ..........
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rhaenyratargeryn · 11 months ago
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Imma say it
acotar ain't even good smut
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desultory-novice · 2 years ago
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Ah, your angst is so good! Your work never ceases to make me happy, even if it's supposed to be soul-crushing (I guess I'm a bit sociopathic like that...)!
But you know, with all these AUs and whatnot about DMB being revived or alive all along or something, it got me thinking about a hypothetical situation in which him and Adeleine reunited. Just a cute little thought, nothing else.
I have a bunch of asks about this AU that I'm leaving in the ask box for now because most of them will be tackled in the story itself but I wanted to highlight yours, Cam, because my thoughts upon reading it was "...Cute? Eep, oh no! This story is definitely not that..."
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And then, a weird little miracle happened?? A bunch of random thoughts and events from the past few days collided and I decided, after much thought, to give this story...
...a happier ending.
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maybebi47 · 1 year ago
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sometime i sit there and think, will anyone ever love this body of mine? will anyone touch this body of mine before it rots away? will anyone ever look at it with love? desire? and see what i do not see in it? will i never be this lucky?
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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 10 months ago
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HIII DUDE good afternoon how r u how's the tokyo ghoul rewatch going!! i would. Love 2 hear ur ghostkicks and/or tg thoughts literally at any given time. taking ur joke tags absolutely dead serious because im trying 2 figure out How To Write Them currebtly & we're doin a bit of wrangling in the google doc 😭.
u know i have the brainrot so so so badly because im on episode 3 of tg and all i can think is "i can make a pd au out of this" so im feeling rlly normal abt it basically. im blaming it on unravel.
ANYWAY. ANYWAY. ANYWAY. YEAH. HI. GHOSTKICKS. they are soooooo. tired depressed introvert gets adopted by a loud bubbly extrovert trope. at least on the surface. like how they behave at school in season 1. thinkin abt jimmy going "what is UP with bro behind u" and william just ominously lurking there. and how dakota defends him later !!!!!!!! idk how much of this youve gotten to yet bc i dont remember when it actually comes up in canon bc its such an ingrained part of his character but dakota is soooooo. guard dog coded. this hits especially hard in the "what if pd were villains" oneshot but its sooooo prevalent in canon too.
they both hold each other in the highest respect. william sees dakota as the prime (ha) example of what a hero should be. hes brave hes kind he does his best to protect everyone no matter what. hes all the things that william Isnt. BUT !!!! dakota also looks up to him !!! hes so smart hes good at problem solving hes so curious about everything and asking questions and poking his nose into things that nobody else would even consider. dakota knows hes not smart so he automatically looks to william whenever he needs a plan or someone to tell him what to do when he feels lost. they complement each other and they dont even !!!!! know it !!!!!!!
also regarding williams powers. fuck dude. season 1 he was so fucking scared of himself and ashamed of the things he could do . he hid every time he had to use wisp form !!! but dakota always thought it was so cool and was not QUIET about it. boy went fucking STAR EYES the first time he saw wisp form !!!!!! i will never stop thinking abt the first rolled for season 2 where charlie goes "if dakota hadnt left, he probably wouldve been able to convince william to keep using his powers and not to completely disregard their existence like he has been" and . considering what william is like in season 2... god this wouldve been a COMPLETELY different fucking campaign. theyre so. incredibly soulmates to me. theyre so important to each other theyd do anything for each other. i cant say too much more without accidentally giving you spoilers bc i WILL keep talking and not be able to shut up but GOD fuck ghostkicks enjoyers eat so well in the latter half of s2. moirails. 2 me !!!!!!!
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