#sorta a vent

[zachhh]

my battery is draining.

i don't sleep, but there's nothing more i want now than to lay on a comfy port,

and just shut down.

he might have not admitted it.

but i know that all that blabber about space,

was nothing more than a deflection.

[zebulontheplanet]

I’m moving rooms. I’ve been in the attic for close to two years. My room doesn’t have any heating, air conditioning, or electric. I have to run an extension cord to my room so I can charge my things and have my heated blanket for when it’s cold.

I will be taking my sisters room who moved out. My sister is for now, not welcome in our house. During my sisters birthday party a few weeks ago, my sister tried to attack me and my twin. Luckily, my little sister tackled her to the ground and no one was injured.

A part of me feels bad. The last thing I want to do is take her space so she feels like she can’t come back. She is still my sister, and I love her. However, a part of me is excited to finally have a room that has electric, has heating, and has air conditioning for the spring/summer.

I will be leaving in late April/early May, so could I technically tough it out in my room till then? Yes. But I don’t want to anymore. I want a room. A real room.

I still feel bad though, and it’s something I’ll have to work out.

[gh0stcav3]

goin’ thru it and im like this close to projecting onto william wisp and making the worlds worst fic about it

[artisticdysfunction]

remember, the body takes precedence over innerworld things. alters can have any appearance, sure. but their race is what the body is. it's also not wrong to use icons that are reflective of their innerworld appearance, as long as they disclose their race when asked.

[zenythycal]

Walks in drenched in sweat and trembling hey guys I think i havve ocd

[kltira]

{ 🎤 }

I’m actually so sad???? I just played a insanely good visual novel (called dead wishes) and its not that popular I guess because they’re is no fanfiction on it and im so sad cause i love the characters so much, and I would write fanfiction myself but as I said this fandom is so small and the game is so unknown that it’s not like anyone would read it and i don’t like just writing for myself. 😭 this has never happened before, mostly every fandom im in has good fics (probably since i don’t usually indulge in smaller games/anime…but still)

Anyway that was my rant LMAOOO, please check out the game its so good. Annnnnddd im not dead, and will be working on fics someday 💀 love yaaaa byeeee!

[fl0werp0wer-insanity]

seeing people say they’re connie’s n1 fan makes me cry for some reason,, mayeb bcz im too emotionally attached to her even if shes not real

[iamm0nster]

Anxiety be like

[redtail-lol]

Traumatized culture is "sure I almost died at age 3 to choking and sure it's caused me horrible anxiety around choking to the point I can't see other people put things in their mouths without anxiety and I can't make myself swallow even a pill but I'm not traumatized!! I didn't have it bad enough!!"

[ridragon]

Really feeling the downside of having a super limited amount of tools for digital art because all guides on how to draw a concrete like texture digitally is just. download a brush :'D

i am simply a sad creature barely passing by doodles as art on my nintendo switch with colors live give me mercy please.........

If anyone can help lmk? ;-; i might just sigh and deal with it not having a texture but it's gonna bother me.

Good job faustie you got used to drawing directly on screens and all the real big boy tablets in that style are too many hundreds for you

[bleakbluejay]

i really miss my dogs.

i miss my current dog, lexi, who lives with my mom and grandpa in another state.

i miss princess, who was my best friend and passed about 3 years ago, who did so much to keep me going when things were too much and too dark.

i miss suzie, who passed 4 years ago and was my mom's best friend, but who i got for christmas when she was just a little puppy who looked like a polar bear cub.

i miss suger, who passed a very, very long time ago, but who was my first dog, and a very serviceable pillow to lay my head on when i read books as a child, and who attacked sprinklers and hoses.

they all stay with me in various ways and i wish i could see them again in somewhere other than my dreams.

[vielzahlislands]

yesterday was rough for me but at least i was able to have some good april fool's day pranks on my friends :D

[hunkaliciousjay]

I dunno if people would wanna see this cuz it's not what I'd normally post so I put it under the thingy

when you're like half regressed around someone but because they're not a caregiver to you so you had to act normal, and you just didn't know what to do cuz you kinda get hyper when regressed and you don't know if they would be comfy seeing you in any sorta regressed way. So you're just sorta stuck in a half-regressed state and being sorta hyper because you don't really know what else to do.

[therealcodfather]

I'm cursed with waking up in the middle of the night almost every night and not being able to sleep for at least two hours. I'm also cursed with all of my friends not being awake at those hours and I constantly need to be socializing so I am depressed in these hours

[evb0]

i have a SHOW TODAY i have to get it under control!!!!!! cmon man !!!!

[circusclownfever]

man this whole divorce thing is so much less dramatic than i thought

as my mom cried her eyes out , i just sat there consoling her . i felt great , she felt guilty for "emotional cheating ."

i sat there as he cried bc he got caught cheating , crying because his lies finally crumbled . and i smiled .

ive smiled all day , i had a great day .

my friends kept saying, "never thought id hear about a kid happy about a divorce ."

i dont feel any different , i just know that the war is over . hell be out sometime this month .. i cant wait .