#sorryyyyyyyyyy

[thatpinkbetch]

Anybody else remember being a bkdk in the year of 2018 and it was like. Controversial on tumblr.com to ship bkdk. Youd go through the bnha tag and half the posts would be like "dni: bkdks" and art of the two of them would say "do NOT tag as ship". Now you go in the bnha tag and its 95% bkdk. This is what it means to win btw

[phregnancy]

[hana-bobo-finch]

EEEEYIKES! i said the next horn strobe update would be today didn’t I

erm

[nepenthean-sleep]

ideologically i don't agree with the olympics but they kinda went off with the sweaty muscular women

[goupii]

and i feel you forget me like i used to feel you breathe

[rankuros]

demonically horny for billie joe armstrong sorryyyyyyy i would do anything for him

[otherkinpolls]

omg i know the queue is out SORRY i'll put the ones i have in there tomorrow

[ghostbeam]

God I miss the bet on forever universe so much

[gallifreyanhotfive]

Hey guys sorry for not being very active on...any of my accounts recently--I have contracted the Plague (not really Y. pestis but...well, you get what I mean), and it hurts to look at screens lmaoooo

That being said, can y'all send me some audio recommendations??? My brain is too foggy to come up with any ideas (or coherent thoughts for that matter) myself.

[gummy-axolotl]

@shadowthegay @auseryoumayknow I'M SORRY I WAS AT WORK I LOVE YOUUUU 😭😭😭

[sscrubberhose]

Im sorry for everyone who likes my writing, i am a tiny bit burnt out ^^;

[redlanternz]

knowing there's no reason to ask why my mom is always mad at me because i know the answer is just that she genuinely hates me for being trans and mentally ill. like she genuinely just hates me so that's why she's always mad at me.

[anthro-cat]

ok weird porn blog made, url under the cut

gonna keep my horniness to that blog only so i don't make anyone following this blog unhappy

@unsafe-cat

[ttaibhse]

if i hdnt been obsessed with cas in 2012 he would probably be slightly less annoying because there wouldnt be the overexposure element but also if he was played by literaly anyone else and if the show wasn’t dogshit that would help as well

[daz4i]

ok one last suicide post for today and i swear i'll try to be more chill after that. emphasis on try

(fair warning this is very whiny and negative) (also tw for somewhat graphic death stuff)

i am sooooo done with everything. it's nothing new, i just. can't stand being alive for even one more day. getting out of bed was so hard today bc what's even the point. and tomorrow i actually have some shit to do and i'm already exhausted. already have been exhausted for a few days. i hate routines i hate that every week is the same i hate that the only shit that can spice it up is like, medical appointments. i look at my calendar and i see i have nothing to look forward to and nothing going on besides usual shit + medical shit. and i'm tired of those too. and i'm back to being in pain every day so it feels like all the food changes i made were for nothing and I've just been extra suffering for nothing bc i'm still. in fucking. pain.

and like beyond the personal shit i'm also done with bigger stuff too! i'm tired of the war i'm tired of seeing so much suffering in the world i'm tired of seeing loved ones going to funerals of ppl in their 20s. i'm tired of people dismissing this pain bc there are other bigger issues, or because our lives don't matter bc the number of losses is lower (or bc they just fucking hate us and can't see us as individual humans rather than some homogeneous group). i'm tired of seeing ppl i love care less about other lives bc of this, too. i don't want to live here. i hate this country so much. i can't leave, i can't even manage to leave my parents' house. i'm scared to live here. i'm scared to live anywhere else bc everywhere in the world is unsafe for ppl like me. everywhere sucks. everything in the world sucks so much. anything that can be beautiful gets taken away or destroyed. the world is becoming worse every day in every conceivable way.

and there's no point to any of this! there's no point in trying to get better or to make things better!!! BECAUSE the world is going to shit!!! what's the point in me making my mental health better (an already very unlikely task to fulfill) if there's nowhere for me to live. what's the point in working in the only field i can handle if i won't be able to make a living off it. what's the point in trying to build a life of my own if it'll never really be mine anyway, bc i can't fucking do anything, i can't even do basic shit like eating or sleeping like a normal person, i can't walk or stand for too long, i can't be outside for so many reasons, i can't talk to people and i can't handle being alone, i'm always in pain and constantly nauseous no matter what i do or how i try to fix it, nothing about my body works right and especially not my brain that can't fucking do anything right and only keeps working to make everything about me worse. i wish i was brave enough to just stab myself or smth. preferably in the head so i can shut that brain up for once. i wish i was brave enough to jump off the 9th floor. i wish i could drown myself or cut myself till i bleed to death or. i don't know. i just want to die. i can't stand being alive. there is too much bad and the specks of good are so fleeting that they're not worth it, not to mention come with their own bad stuff usually. and all this. all this bad is just too much for me to handle. but it's a natural part of life that i can't avoid (tbf, most people don't staight up suffer to the point of wanting to die from like, eating or going to the bathroom, so it's probably easier for them). i was not meant to be alive i was not built to be alive i wish i died in the who knows how many times i almost did i wish i drowned as a kid i wish i bled to death when i split my head open i wish my heart actually stopped pumping blood when it almost did i wish that truck ran into me and killed me on the spot i wish the fucking terrorists shot me or stabbed me and made sure i was dead i wish those 30 pills would've actually done something. i'm so tired. i hate this. i hate being alive. i hate life itself. i'm done with everything i can't handle it anymore. i wish i wasn't a coward so i could at least try to die again. or someone was willing to kill me. or anything. i just. i can't.

[cypheragent]

oh so now people are writing louis as trans just to excuse the mpreg. I should be allowed to start biting people