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Forgotten Thing : ÌÌâ Max Verstappen
summary: you know just how busy max is, and you understood too, only now you're starting to feel like the forgotten thing in his life
The sound of light snores greeted you as you walked into the apartment, unable to stop your eyes from rolling. Your heart raced as you slipped your shoes off, dropping your bag to the ground with a loud thud, not caring about the figure asleep in your living room. Â
âMax,â you called out, standing to the side of the sofa with your arms folded across your chest.Â
The sound of your voice had him stirring, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes. A smile was on his face for a moment until Max noticed how nice you looked, eyes going wide in horror when he remembered that he had promised to pick you up from work.Â
âThat was a lovely walk home,â you sarcastically told him, taking a seat on the end of the sofa, âat least you got some rest though, thatâs what matters, right?âÂ
The frustration was clear in your voice as you found yourself let down by Max again. It was becoming a pretty normal feeling for you, to be given empty promises and assured of things that you knew that Max wouldnât be able to follow through.Â
âDonât be mad, please,â Max asked of you, sitting himself up. âI only planned on closing my eyes for a few minutes, and then I just lost track of time. I mean, all you had to do was walk home from work, itâs hardly the most difficult job in the world.Â
Your head shook at how dismissive Max was. âThe walk home didnât bother me Max, itâs the fact that you promised youâd be there. You keep promising and not delivering, itâs like Iâm some forgotten, unimportant part of your life.âÂ
Max brushed his hands over his face as he tried to wake himself up, not quite understanding what you were so fed up about. âIâve been so busy at work recently I obviously just needed the sleep. We canât all have a job like yours, some of us are working nonstop.âÂ
âI see, because my job is a walk in the park, isnât it?â You scoffed.Â
You couldnât quite believe what you were hearing from Max, heâd always seemed to be supportive, but now you werenât so sure. It was like the two of you were in competition, with Max clearly feeling like he was winning.Â
âItâs not the same, how hard I work and how hard you work is very different. Iâve got a flight to catch early tomorrow morning and youâve got the next two days off, so Iâd say Iâm slightly more important,â Max argued.Â
Your mouth went wide in shock, letting go of a gasp. You didnât recognise the man in front of you, the man who usually was so caring and sympathetic had turned into someone who couldnât care less about you.Â
âIâve always looked after you Max, done absolutely anything for you. Itâs a shame you canât do the same for me. I might as well just leave, thatâs how you make me feel,â you spoke.Â
Maxâs eyes widened once again, his body tensing up. You stood up, feeling Max's eyes watching your every move, slowly backing towards the front door.Â
âYou wouldnât actually leave,â Max sniggered.Â
âWhy not? What is there to make me stay anymore?â You challenged, your voice getting louder. âWhy shouldnât I go somewhere where I actually feel valued and appreciated rather as if Iâm nothing.âÂ
âLove,â Max whispered, brushing a hand through his hair. âIâm sorry that Iâve made you feel that way, itâs just been so hard for the past couple of weeks. I really did intend on picking you up, I set an alarm and everything, but I mustâve just slept right through it.âÂ
âIf you were tired or stressed Max, you shouldâve told me, Iâd never have expected you to pick me up if I knew,â you sighed, walking back into the room again.Â
âBut youâre right, I do keep making promises that I canât keep, so I wanted to pick you up to prove to you that I care.â Max tapped the space beside him on the sofa, inviting you to sit beside him as his hand rested against your leg.Â
âI know that you care about me,â you assured him.Â
Maxâs head shook, âbut Iâve not shown you that, when youâre constantly here caring for me, I just take it for granted, weâre supposed to care for each other.âÂ
You smiled weakly across at Max, knowing better than anyone just how hard he worked. For all his faults, you could never fault how loved he made you feel, even if his mind was elsewhere sometimes. Your hand reached out and pressed against the side of his face, lips pressing against his cheek, unaware of the way Maxâs heart raced with relief at the feeling of your lips on him. Â
âIf youâre free this weekend, do you fancy coming to the race?â Max asked you, âIâll make sure that we can spend some time together when Iâm not needed at the garage. We can explore, have a proper look around.âÂ
Your head nodded at his suggestion, excited by the thought of being at a race again. It had been a while, you were never quite sure if Max wanted you there or not, but now he couldnât imagine himself going to the race without you.Â
âYou donât need to do this, I know how hard race weekends are,â you assured him, squeezing against his hand, âI donât need anything to be made up to me.âÂ
âBut you do,â Max defended, knowing just how badly heâd treated you. âI want to make sure you know that I care, Iâm going to make sure that we have the best weekend together too.âÂ
Max moved his free arm around your frame as he pulled you into his side, pressing several gentle kisses against the top of your head. The hold he had on you was more loving than anything youâd felt from him in a while, letting you know just how sorry he was.Â
Once he was done, Max kept his head resting on top of yours. âWhatever you want to do whilst weâre there this weekend, weâll do. Iâll even drive you around and pick you up from the paddock.âÂ
âMax,â you whispered, but he quickly shushed you, knowing what you were about to say.Â
âDonât tell me that you understand that itâs alright, because itâs not,â he laughed, reading your mind perfectly. âIâve been a terrible boyfriend and that needs to be put right.âÂ
âI do understand, you work so hard.âÂ
âAnd so do you,â Max responded, âI never shouldâve made it sound like your job doesnât matter, because it does, youâre the hardest working person I know. Iâm sorry.âÂ
âStop apologising,â you grinned, pressing your head further into Maxâs side, âI know how sorry you are Max.âÂ
A hum came from him as he leant back on the sofa, cuddling you into his side as he draped his legs over the top of yours.Â
âLetâs sleep for a bit,â you suggested, placing your hand on his chest, âI know how much better you sleep when youâve got someone to cuddle.âÂ
Max nodded in agreement with you, âyou canât be telling anyone how much I love being cuddled to sleep, people wonât think Iâm cool anymore.âÂ
âLeave me stranded at work again and I might just reveal all your secrets,â you teased.Â
âYou wouldnât,â Max challenged, watching your head nod out of the corner of his eye.Â
âYou wouldnât want to find out.âÂ
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ok hear me out angel, what about reader asking sevika about Ishaâs family? Like wondering if they shouldnât find her family or anything.
Maybe Sevika could open up about her own past with her abusive father and confess that she relates to Isha because she was probably either an orphan or running away from a toxic environment?
idk if you share my vision but I loveee when Sevika is vulnerable.
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god :,) i love this
men and minors dni
as a family, you've all been learning sign language to better communicate with isha.
the girl is young and restless, and she gets frustrated easily when her hands can't keep up with her thoughts. she would rather just use jinx's surprisingly good interpretation of her facial expressions to communicate.
so, none of you are experts yet, but isha is able to tell you all a little bit more about herself the more she learns.
she doesn't know how old she is, but in the mines she was grouped with kids aged 4-6. so she's close to there.
she doesn't have any parents, and she doesn't remember ever having parents.
and when she met jinx, she had made an escape from the mine camps she was raised in, being chased by goons wanting to bring her back. tiny hands are useful in mines. and isha was a for-lifer.
isha explains this all to you slowly, over time, mostly with jinx's encouragement. and living in the undercity, stories like isha's aren't as rare as they should be. so you're all a little numb to the true horror of isha's life before jinx.
it hits you all at different times.
jinx is the first person to shed tears for isha. you wake up in the middle of the night to horrified screams coming from the girls' room, and both you and sevika sprint in, fearing the worst.
it's just isha having a nightmare, but it's still heartwrenching to watch as she sobs and shakes and screams out in her sleep. jinx is the only one who could wake her up, her voice seeming to break through the horrors for poor isha. the girl snaps awake with a gasp, launching into jinx's arms with a relieved cry.
"w-what happened, kiddo?" jinx whispers, her voice shaky.
isha quickly, shakily signs something only jinx can see, and she bursts into tears, wrapping isha up in a hug.
"what was it? what'd she say?" sevika asks.
jinx shakes her head. "'canary went quiet.'" she says, shakily. "she dreamt about the mines suffocating her."
you shiver, and sevika sighs heavily. both of you crawl onto the floor, preparing for a long night of soothing the kids to sleep.
the next person who cries about it is you.
you stumble to the kitchen in the middle of the night in search of a glass of water and catch isha in the fridge, stuffing her face with leftovers from dinner.
"you wan' me to warm that up for you, kiddo?" you ask around a yawn.
isha jumps and stumbles to her feet, her eyes wide and fearful, the food splattering to the floor. sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry-- she signs over and over.
you blink. "no-- what? don't worry about it baby, 's just some spilled rice--"
isha bursts into tears and starts tugging at her hair, worry consuming her, you gasp, darting forward and pulling her in for a hug. she flinches just a bit before she realizes you aren't going to hurt her, and your heart shatters.
"isha, baby, you can eat as much food as you want, whenever you want." you whisper into her blue hair. isha moans against you. "that's a rule here. you'll never be in trouble for taking food. even if it's jinx's 'secret' cookies." isha giggles a little at this, and you start to cry, burying your face against her scruffy head of freshly dyed blue hair.
you both cry until isha's stomach grumbles, and then you burst into giggles.
"c'mon. i'll make you your favorite if you help me." you say, standing from the floor and flicking a light on. isha gasps.
blueberry pancakes? she signs with a grin. when you nod, isha darts forward and hugs your legs. thank you ms. baby. she signs. it makes you start to cry again.
sevika's the last one to crack, but that doesn't surprise you.
what does surprise you is how open she is about it.
isha asks about family one evening over dinner. it's got you all a little emotional, the sweet questions she signs.
is this family? she asks first.
a few forks clatter onto plates, and it's silent. isha's inquisitive gold eyes dart around the table, waiting for one of you to speak. sevika looks at you you look at isha.
jinx speaks. "close enough, yeah." she says.
you grin, and bite your lip. sevika sighs.
is there more? isha asks.
all your smiles immediately fall as the solemn topic of more family, alive and dead, is brought up.
jinx sighs. "you know vi, my sister, the asshole cop." she mutters. isha giggles at the curse. "i... had parents. don't remember much of 'em. mostly, i remember the stories vi would tell me about 'em. felicia and connel. they died when i was young. then i had a few brothers and vander... and they died too..."
isha pouts and darts forward to hug away jinx's far away look.
sevika takes over while jinx starts stroking isha's hair.
"then she had silco. and me, i guess." she says with a shrug. jinx smiles a little.
"do you have any family in zaun, sev?" jinx asks.
you reach out and grab sevika's hand, and she kisses your knuckles before speaking slowly.
"i had a dad. we had a... shaky relationship." she says simply. jinx understands this, and she hums with a nods. isha's blinking at sevika with big eyes, listening intently. "he died hating me, i mean we were always feuding. but then sometimes, we weren't feuding, and..." she shakes her head and huffs. "and after that i kinda thought family was somethin' i just wasn't any good at." a few tears fall down her cheeks, and she looks up at the girls across the table.
but look at you, now, big mama. isha signs with a happy smile.
jinx bursts into laughter at the use of the nickname, and sevika bursts into tears.
you giggle and coo, pulling sevika into your arms to let her cry in your shoulder. "'s okay, big mama." you tease.
"s-shut up!" sevika cries. isha giggles, and sevika lifts her face to smile at the girl, tears streaming down her cheeks. "look at me now, kid. exactly."
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#the canary went quiet thing is bc they'd take canaries into coal mines b/c the birds would die if there was too much co2#and if they stopped singing-- basically they've died u gotta get the hell outta there#also i made myself cry writing this :( ;asldkjf;al#sevika#sevika arcane#sevika imagine#sevika x reader#sevika x you#soft sevika
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Eps 34-35
Not many photos here because anything I screenshot in these eps would literally just give me psychic damage at this point (-:
Spoilers under the cut!
Ep 34:
I'm being so brave watching this fucking opening scene again.
No actually though I've watched it several times by now and it just keeps getting worse. What can one even say about all this? Ow??? Fuck???
Probably the most gruesome onscreen death of a child character in cdrama that I've seen like I didn't know they could even go there like that. I guess maybe because it's not gory or specifically violent? Idk the rules but man. His expression.
The way they play TJR singing their song and then switch to LZY's version. Maximum pain thank you guys.
ZYC's "I'm sorry" is so damn loaded. For not being there, for failing to protect him, but also for being the reason Bai Jiu made this decision. For giving Bai Jiu someone to love and protect and die for. For unknowingly and inadvertently causing this just by loving him and being loved by him. ZYC's remorse and regret as he makes the connections and pieces together Bai Jiu's thought process is so fucking haunting. Just the most awful way for his own words of comfort to come back. And like I'd commented previouslyâthe way love begets grief.
I'm going to kms I knew when they put yet another cloak on ZYC that he'd be giving it to someone else but NO!!! Not like this oh my god
"ć„ćž¶äœ ć柶" (Ge will take you home) I don't even have the words for how painful this is. Is this the first time ZYC refers to himself as ge? Not just acknowledging that Bai Jiu's made an older brother of him? If not, it's certainly the most salient.
Both actors' skills can hardly be questioned atp (like, that's a damn difficult expression to die with), but I just have to marvel at the way TJR's acting (his micro-expressions!!!) is at once subtle and incredibly clear. That ZYC's every emotion is clearly telegraphedâhis shock, his horror, his anguish, his regret, his desperation, his exhaustionâbut so naturally done.
ZYC struggling with the weight of Bai Jiu's body and dropping it, on top of paralleling the flashback, is just so terrible in its reality. ZYC must already be so incredibly drained after that final battle. To have gone through such an unspeakable loss, to carry it on his back and find himself unable to even properly do that, to protect what's left of Bai Jiu from the mundanity of physical damage.
WX's dad nooooo you're leaving her to ZYZ but ZYZ's not planning on staying either nooooo
Are we sure the magic rain couldn't have saved WX's dad tho ):
WX don't tell ZYZ your self-sacrificial plan there's no way he'd let you go through with it girl!!! You gotta pull a ZYC and be vague as fuck and make sure everyone's feet are frozen to the ground so they can't stop you
ZYZ backing away after using the spell on WX, slapping himself when he nearly can't get himself to go through with dying. Good shit. But also my god I'm so sorry WX what a fucking traumatic ten minutes will anyone give her a fucking break? Living at any cost, at the cost of her beloved dying several feet away from her, yet another manifestation of her trauma with Zhao Wan'er, and knowing it's about to happen, begging to be given a sayâcruel. PSJ has been offscreen for forever just because plot convenience (which, in itself, already sucks) but if she were here she would kill ZYZ herself for putting WX through this and the rain would just be a bonus.
The Cloud Light Sword stained with blood to the point it looks unfamiliarâgood shit.
ZYC's fucking voice when he asks if there's any other choice. Art, I tell you.
Fucking hell. The twist on their fate being ZYC choosing it rather than being forced into it, to absolve ZYZ of the cruelty he's had to bear responsibility for in doing this to his loved ones. Zhiji was not misapplied in this damn storyâZYC understands and he understands over and over because who else could do this for ZYZ? To find one last way to lighten his burden in such a conflicting and complicated and impossible situation. To know exactly what must be hurting ZYZ and to bear the weight instead and to make sure he knows full well that's what's happening. For ZYC to take that hurt upon himself, entirely upon himself. The way that ZYC dealing the killing blow is actually the furthest thing from a moment of hardening his own heart, that it's in fact the height of his soft-heartedness. And how much that must hurt. Pain.
Also, imo ZYC making it purely his choice at the last moment is so clearly and specifically for ZYZ. Not for anyone else's sake, and precisely against his own and WX's wishes. Upon knowing ZYZ's commitment to death in this moment, whatever else happening has been made secondary. He is giving ZYZ all that he has left to giveâfulfilling ZYZ's sacrificial determination, carrying out ZYZ's will to save the people, absolving ZYZ's guilt at what it's taken to get here.
(Totally tangential but I referenced AOT in my last post so I figured I'd make further reference: if anyone's familiar with EruriâI'm somewhat reminded of Levi's choice. Being the only one with the power to save or let their loved one die. Choosing death for them, on their behalf, perhaps a decision opaque and counterintuitive to the rest of the world but completely and utterly made out of love and an inimitable understanding of the man they love. The most painfully and unimaginably selfless act, to give them peace at the cost of their own suffering.)
"ć°ćïŒäœ éæŻééșŒ..." (Xiao Zhuo, you're still so...) Oh this line kills me (ha). I love that it's unfinished. That it encapsulates ZYZ's surprise, his understanding and gratitude, and ultimately this sense of marveling at the man in front of him and what he's given ZYZ even now, at the very end. It tells me ZYZ recognizes ZYC's choice for what it is: the utmost act of a soft-hearted and boundless love that sees through him completely. Zhiji indeed.
The way ZYZ has unfulfilled promises with both WX and ZYC, the way they both call him a liarâgood shit.
When I didn't know there was an episode 35 (or special episode I guess) I was boutta throw hands like what do you MEAN that's it??
Ep 35:
I do love a good hair-turning-white-from-grief trope (': But man, white hair like that at 24/25........Also though PSJ and WX finally have more noticeably different styling/silhouettes yayy they look gorgeous
God, but I can't bear looking at how small their group is now.
Searching all the mountains and seas, all 28 mountains in the Wilderness. ZYC, that kind of devotion...I really feel the need to echo ZYZ here, you're really so...
ZYC looking like ZYZ from behind because of his hair......ZYC's hand shaking holding Bai Jiu's bell............................
Also I'm really glad (I say this through tears) because I saw Bai Jiu didn't have his bell in ep 33/34 and I was like ??
Ah, are you kidding me I thought the pain was more or less over what do you mean Bai Jiu wants ZYC to ćżæłćżćż” [wĂč xiÇng wĂč niĂ n] (don't think of, don't miss)?? The way äžćż”äžć [bĂč niĂ n bĂč xiÇng] is literally the title of ZYC's character song, which then plays in the bg ('''':
(I can't really tell how well the subs explain it or how it comes across in translation so apologies if this context isn't necessary but the characters in the song title say "don't read, don't ring," but the character for "ring" is a homophone for "think of" and the character for "read" can also mean "miss." Missing someone/something is "æłćż”" [xiÇng niĂ n]. Bai Jiu tells ZYC not to miss him through homophonous termsâa book he can't read, a bell that can't ringâand the song title is directly referencing that.) What an elaborate way to hurt me.
Bai Jiu really pulled a ZYC though with a box full of hurt/comfort just like ZYC had left WX
Ohhh the way WX's narration turns into ZYC's?? Honestly this drama's commitment to canonizing ZYC's love for ZYZ to the same level as WX's is really gratifying. And ZYC talking about a bone-deep sadness after ZYZ died. The parallel of baby!ZYC in front of the pond. I especially love the mention of ZYZ's age in comparison to ZYC's, these glimpses of the perspective ZYC has gained with hindsight. The distance of time and reflection and yet the unmistakable fondness and love. It is in part healing to hear.
Also imo ZYC if the scene chosen for ZYZ's POV of you is accurate I'd wager he saw you not as some angry child but as the pinnacle of humanity's beautiful bleeding heart.
ZYZ said it before right? That every human emotion is important? Well ZYC really has been constantly feeling the entire range of human emotion this whole drama lmao
Why yes I do think I need a heartwrenching MV-style montage of all the tragedies of this story that ultimately offers bittersweet catharsis and closure as the OST narrates about searching for someone and finding them in the end. Just what the doctor prescribed tyvm
WX saying ZYZ's final wish was to èœèæžæ č (translated as returning home, literally translates to "fallen leaves return to their root," implies returning home after a long time) the way humans do and ZYZ's soul literally being on a leaf of paper (which kinda sorta works in CN as well since "leaf" and "page" are homophonous) that, carried by the wind, returns to ZYC?? Home??? Are you joking bc I'm sobbing.
Gonna have to use this photo again bc literally how else do I describe how I'm feeling rn?
And that's a fucking wrap. I'm so. I don't even. Wow. Maybe in another couple of business days I'll throw together a brief review of the show as a whole, but right now I'm gonna drown myself in other people's metas and gifs and fics as god intended. Thank you as always for spending the time on my silly ramblings and I hope you enjoyed the ride!
#fangs of fortune#fangs of fortune spoilers#zhuo yichen#tian jiarui#episode commentary#meta#zhao yuanzhou#yuanyi
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Ron and Drakken's cooking show part ??:
Drakken: So, Stoppable. What got you into cooking? Ron: Well I had the Granny Crocket cooking set when I was eight, but KP is the one who really inspired me. Drakken: Possible!? How? Ron: One day I told her her tomato soup tasted funny, and then she told me it was microwaved ketchup. Drakken: Drakken: ....My grandmother's spaghetti sauce was boiled ketchup and garlic. Rufus: *weeping*
#the spaghetti sauce thing is a true story tho#not mine but flowery-laser-blasts's#thanks for conspiring with me on this one đ#sorry you had to live through that horror#kim possible#drakken#ron stoppable#dr. drakken#drew lipsky#rufus
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Is it bad that I donât want to give birth? Like, I told some of my friends and family that I donât want to give birth and they told me that Iâd change my mind and I told them I wouldnât and they get mad at me. I told them that Iâd adopt kids instead to give them a home and living family but they say that doesnât matter and count because they wonât be biological.
That's not bad at all!! I know a lot of people that feel the same way. Hell, I feel the same way. I don't want to give birth and I'm very against having children. I've known that pretty much my whole life since I was old enough to conceptualize children and parenthood (very young as a woman growing up in America), and I was always told I'd change my mind someday.
Well, it's been about 20 years and I haven't changed my mind at all. There's absolutely nothing wrong with it. The constant societal pressure that every generation has gone through of "you have to have children otherwise your life is meaningless" has very much been challenged as of late with plenty of people realizing your life doesn't end as soon as you're old enough to have children. A lot of those people pushing that narrative shouldn't have had kids in the first place. The world would probably be a lot better off if people that didn't want kids but were pressured into it by society just hadn't given into that pressure.
There's plenty of neglected, abandoned children, and children in foster care that deserve love and support. So yeah, if you don't want to give birth, then there's nothing to feel bad about. You've made that decision and anyone that tries to tell you otherwise is only recycling the same societal pressures that probably made them have children they didn't want.
And if anyone says adopted or fostered children don't count, then kindly say fuck them and don't speak to them again. Same with people that say IVF or children born of surrogates. Just because you didn't give birth to your child no matter the reason, that doesn't make them "not your child." Hell I know there's people out there that say C-sections aren't "giving birth" because it wasn't natural.
Yeah, fuck those people and do what you want. It's your body, it's your life and they can either get over it or get out of your life đ€·
#pregnancy is horrifying some of the things that can happen#I've read through that list that person made on TikTok#the fact that no one talks about the horrors of pregnancy and birth is very telling#your life isn't any less meaningful if you choose not to have children or if you choose to have them by other means#be it adoption or fostering or IVF or surrogacy#kindly tell your family to accept you as you are#or tell them to fuck off and live your life in peace how you want to live it#they can support you or they can kindly leave you alone#that's what families are supposed to do#families that don't support their kids are the ones that shouldn't have had them in the first place#I'm sorry but it's true#they probably regret having kids so they're trying to force everyone else into it because they suffered so it's only fair you suffer to#getting preachy again dear Lord#let me calm down#anyway do what you want that's what i'm trying to say#there's nothing wrong with it#I don't ever plan on having children at all#because I hate children#they're nice from a distance but do not bring them close to me#always been like that#it's never changed#answered#queue 06
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Gonna just say it now but I am anticipating The Ghoul will have a deadwife manpain backstory. With a dead little daughter too. I can feel it.
It will be treated as if he is the only person to ever suffer like this. And probably be framed as his fault that they are dead, or at least in some way he is able to blame himself for their deaths and thus carry that weight around with him.
He will come to view the vault dweller girl as a daughter (because her scientist dad will either die tragically or be a villain).
#because yknow hes 'THE ghoul' which means there are no other ghouls that have had to live through so many years and inevitable loss#or the general horrors of living in the wasteland that threaten you and yours on the daily#im sorry but in fallout a tragic backstory is just tuesday - everyones got one of those things#and the manpain of dead women is just... so very common with these types of characters...#fuzzy.post
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ngl its absolutely crazy how much winning a cup has rewritten history and the narrativeâą because hearing "theres nothing negative you can say about being a florida panther" NOW. KEY WORD ON NOW. Because this absolutely was not the fucking case even since the franchises inception like even this year yall were making fun of our attendance numbers despite them being one of the best theyve ever been LIKE HUH. WHAT DID WE FORGET THE WHOLE SOFLO IS NOT A HOCKEY MARKET WE SHOULD MOVE THIS FRANCHISE. WE'RE BEGGING PEOPLE TO FILL THE LOWER BOWL. OH I FEEL BAD FOR SASHA AND EKKY FOR BEING DOOMED TO A FRANCHISE. THIS PLACE IS AN EMBARRASMENT. ETC. are we forgetting all that. are we just not going to acknowledge that.
#txt#âyou guys are living the dream!â i remember explicitly florida being a destination for the doomed#like this is absolutely insane to say to someone who got drafted by the them and had to live through the horrors#i feel as though soflo teams are very prevalent with the oh you got traded over their? i feel sorry for you buddy#like its the same narrative with fish except our glory days are behind us and our ownership is so fucking shitty#like anytime youre traded over here its treated like a funeral and a punishment#i feel like context for these type of sentences are so important#ekky literally going yeah tsa and police officers greeted us and said thank you and we've never had that#âits been pretty quiet over hereâ is a light way of putting it#i think the best way i can try to explain to people not in soflo about all this is thay#when cats played in dade i did not hear a single peep about them. no one talked about them even in the schoolyard.#and we loved talking about sports recaps??? like ive always remember talking about the fish heat and dolphins#ive always been invited out to those games as a kid and just enjoying it#i remember players getting invited to my school and afterschool programs or getting invited to the stadium and chilling with them#never once was a panthers player invited#we never went to games. they never went to my school. nothing.#hell for an early portion of my life i didnt even realise we had a hockey team and im a big sports fanatic#a friend when i was younger from upstate was like hockeys pretty cool ill take you to a game one day and i was like we have hockey?#it was a sport you saw on the car dealership tvs as toddled about and nowhere else#like man quiet is really putting it lightly
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Random TGCF thing I really want to write but probably never will:
At the Rain Master's farm, SQX refuses to go with Pei Ming and stays behind while the rest go to save the fishermen/let SWD know his brother is safe (but refusing to meet with him)
He Xuan completes his revenge. The Water Tyrant falls and SQX becomes a drifter. Guilt and regret weigh down his heart but "Ming Yi", his best friend, is there to help him through it...
it's a horror story :D
#random tgcf thoughts#the best friend at your side; letting you find out a truth and giving you a way out#and never letting you know the whole truth....#the other version of this scenario i've toyed with (and partly written) is that sqx does learn that ming yi was hx all along afterwards#but he learns it through others. never sees my again. no closure#but i like the horror story version more xD#i think realistically though if sqx hadn't gone to swd hx wouldn't appear to him again either way#hx may be a vengeful ghost king but he's still a very righteous person (if you're not named ming yi)#i don't think he's someone who could kill his friend's brother and then maintain the friendship as though nothing had happened#aaah i do kind of want to write this now! the sqx chooses to stay in yushi but hx & swd pov#honestly i imagine swd would be extra smug in their confrontation now because his brother's safety has already been guaranteed#he has no reason to care what happens to him#(sorry hx you're not getting a satisfying revenge in this version either)#...........maybe it should be a time loop story#hx gets revenge on swd over and over but in any scenario where sqx lives its not satisfying (because swd is a dick about it)#but any scenario where sqx dies is also not satisfying (because hx doesn't like it)#(and this has become a why option 1 was the only good revenge option and why are there no fics about it xD)
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And read that first one again- if i have to get behind the wheel unmedicated, that's your life at risk as well as mine. I still hold I wouldn't have been in an accident that totalled two cars if I had been medicated when I was 17.
reminder that adhd medication isn't a luxury or preference, but a lifesaving medication. a 10 year long study in the usa showed that, when properly medicated, the rate of car crashes people with adhd get into goes down significantly--men's rate drops by 38%, and women's by 42%. the med shortage, denial of meds by doctors, rising prices, and war on drugs has killed--with such a car dependent society, not driving frequently isn't an option, which means we need better healthcare and need it now.
https://shorturl.at/8VD8B
edit because i forgot to explain: short link is to an article by the washington post, it should be free to read
#actually adhd#not to like add something but i am passionate about this#after the horrors i went through to get my meds in the states (didnt actually get them had to re-up my foregin perscription lol)#like. this can save lives. this can save your life. you also drive places. or cross at cross walks. please.#sorry im rambling
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Danny lives in a horror movie-DC x DP prompt
Based on my favorite book series "tales from the gas station"
It's not every day that a mission requires the league to travel to middle America in a bid to obtain a highly cursed artifact but it certainly is today.
Locating the Seal of Silent Ashes was a task usually given to Justice League Dark but Constantine was currently busy. So that meant it was left to the poster boys to get this done. They dressed in civilian attire to investigate the last location of the seal starting with the first building on the edge of town. A small dusty gas station near the woods.
The inside had an awful smell, like death and cleaning fluid. The lights gave off a greenish-blue tint. Rats could be seen out of the corner of your eyes. Most of the chips were offbrand and crappy.
Behind the counter was the teenage boy chewing gum. He looked up at the group before going back to reading his book. He had clearly seen better days but didn't show signs of caring about the state of his hair or bags under his eyes. He drank his coffee.
The air felt off.
"Hey kiddo, do you mind giving us directions?" Clark started.
The kid narrowed his eyes as he popped his gum.
"You're not from here. That or you're from that cult in the woods. Listen I'm not joining. Seriously, cosmic nihilism and fatalism sounds doomed. Hey wait-" the teen checked his notes " No, the cult killed themselves in that mass suicide 2 weeks ago. I forgot, sorry."
The teen didn't say anything else as he went back to his book.
The horrified look of the adults shared was almost hilarious. At least to the teen if he looked up.
"Oh, and stay out of the woods. I don't want the police to come back and ask about who saw you last. Seriously if whatever is in there tears you apart I won't feel bad. I put those signs out forever ago and if I get one more girl covered in blood running in here screaming about her dead friends I'll get a headache." The teen shrugged turning the page.
"What do you mean?! Why would-?! Who's killing people?!" Barry asked frantically as Bruce serched for more reports of missing people in the area.
"I don't know. Why would I know? If you want to go in the cursed forest go ahead. I mean that's how they all die. It isn't my job to stop you. My job is to sit here and watch this store." The teen huffed in annoyance.
Before anymore questions were asked the signal of the radio was disrupted and a demonic howl screeched through the radio.
"God damnit. That cunt is back. Stay here." The teen growled as he grabbed his bat from under the counter and walked out the back door. "String bean! Get off the fucking roof you bastard! You know that radio is all I have here!"
A chattering laugh like a death rattle was heard and the sound of 2 sets of feet was heard on the roof then they lept down.
"Come here so I can beat you to death!" The teen ran around the building towards the front of the gas station chasing-what the fuck is that!
It was like a human that was twisted to crabwalk on all fours backwards. Its face was contorted into a black stretched-out smile with no teeth. It had no eyes just black sockets. All its limbs were stretched out to an extra meter in length. It was a skinwalker of some kind with chalk-white skin. It was skittering away from the teen who was swinging his bat at its head.
"Stop running! I told you before what would happen if I found you fucking with me again!" The boy meant it as he finally landed a hit and began wacking it over and over it.
The skin walker screeched and tried to run for its life but couldn't.
After reducing the monster into a black puddle the black-stained teen came back inside to sit back down not paying anymore to the monster blood he was covered in.
"Sorry about that. Most of the freaks around here have learned to stay away from this place. That one is new and he doesn't listen. You'd think they'd learn but Sting Bean thinks he can torment me. Petty bastard." The teen sighed "anyways are going to buy anything or are you going to waste what oxygen we get in here with this shitty ventilation.
Diana couldn't help but admire the boldness of the boy. He had no hesitation or fear against the beasts of this area even if was crude.
"Does Constantine have a cousin or something? Just a more angry one" Barry whispered to Hal.
#dc x dp#dpxdc#dc x dp prompt#dp x dc prompt#danny fenton#danny phantom#batman#barry allen#hal jordan#superman#clark kent#justice league#diana prince#wonder woman#john constantine
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I love my degree I love my department I love my uni
#killing and biting and screaming#if I have to do one more thing ever again Iâm gonna lose it I canât wait for may I canât wait for may#I had a very nice chat with a phd student today who confirmed everything Iâve been thinking from a different perspective#and let me tell you. vindication is nice.#Iâm so close to things being bearable but to get there I have to make it through The Horrors. there are so many horrors#okay the one thing has happened someoneâs asking me to read an email thatâs it Iâm done forever#I will keep going even though Iâm gonna have to claw my way through. bc unfortunately I have responsibilities#such as ârun this dumb clubâ and âgive this dumb presentationâ and âemail these dumb supervisorsâ#and my friend is being so fucking annoying abt how we like the same supervisors and is complaining abt me going for similar people#oh people are fucking upstairs thatâs fun love to hear it#anyway Iâm literally sending her people to talk to and sheâs complaining that I like the sound of this person she brings up.#sorry dude im not applying to shit I donât like to save your ego#anyway I canât wait to get out of this city maybe Iâll move somewhere else when I graduate and spend the year there#phd student earlier was suggesting places to go to get research assistant jobs#oh my god she was also talking abt how biology is so nepotistic itâs all abt the people you know#and then I go talk to the friend again whose dad has a fancy research job and sheâs LITERALLY CITING HIM IN HER PRESENTATION#HE OFFERED TO GET HER A JOB AT DEFRA. HES GIVEN HER THE IDEAS FOR HER LAST TWO PROJECTS.#PEOPLE KEEP THINKING ITS CUTE AND COOL AND SHIT THAT SHES GETTING STUFF FROM HER DAD AND I WANT TO SCREAM#LAST YEAR SOMEONE TOLD HER SHE SHOULD PUBLISH THIS ANALYSIS SHE DID OF DATA SHE GOT FROM HER DAD. BC NOBODY ELSE HAS DONE ANYTHING WITH IT.#Iâm gonna have to live with her next year#murder. murder#why did saving as draft give everything double tags will that show up when I post#weird.#I am being soooooo normal abt everything I can function so good sleep deprived#okay itâs fine. Iâm gonna. finish eating. wash up. call home. write presentation. read this guyâs thing so I can email him. hockey?#very ambitious but if I get some things done thatâs fine#luke.txt
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One Bed
pairing: leon kennedy x fem! agent! reader
â synopsis: who knew saving the president's daughter was so tiring? only you and leon knew the treacherous steps towards the hotel room that was supposed to rejuvenate you both. only for him to open the door and to see one bed.
â notes: omg hey everyone. it has been months since my last post and thank you so much for the love on 'such a sweetheart'. i needed a hiatus from writing and i hope you guys love this one bed trope! it's not proofread so sorry if there are mistakes but i am way too lazy to read over it all. love you guys.
†WC: 5K
†CW: you helped leon save ashley, one bed trope duh, touch starved leon, kisses, petnames, cowgirl, tired sex, p in v, unprotected sex, leon cums on you.
Who knew saving the president's daughter would be so exhausting? The whole ordeal was strenuous to your muscles and mental state. A good nights rest was what you needed after the catastrophe you just encountered. Luckily, you were able to squeeze a shower before getting to the hotel. The idea of mud, bodily fluids and blood was too much to handle for any longer than necessary. Though, if it wasn't for Leon - you probably wouldn't be around currently. Being mission partners with him allowed you to understand his perspective on bioweapons and whatnot.
Without a doubt, he hated them. Despised even. This was a common viewpoint, but his hate went far beyond the normal eye.
It was best not to pry. You couldn't class yourselves as friends, just work partners. Agents who fought the living dead and anything else that came in your way. The undead was a sensitive topic to Leon. What could he have went through?
Leon's life was one of pure terror ever since he was victimised to Raccoon City. The first day on the job completely different to others who joined for the first time. Unlocking padlocks were for survival, not for fun. Reading notes left from other officers who already found their fate was disturbing. The scribbles on the paper led him out. To safety he had hoped. No. Safety was not an option that day - his welfare was tarnished every second.
Now being forced into the workforce of the government wasn't any better. Probably even worse. Time and time again Leon would feel the cold metal pressed against his temple, shakily holding the gun to his head. The index finger aching to snap the trigger to blast his brains out. Yet the same reasoning withheld him from doing so. What if another incident like Raccoon City happened in the near future? He was hired to help others - to dispose of the horrors of the world without alarming the population.
Having you as his partner was a struggle and a blessing.
His communicative state from when he was 21 was now gone. A rookie turned agent against his will led him to be colder than others. Leon kept to himself most of the time, here and there giving you a few pointers on how you can effective pop a flash grenade or what to do in a sticky situation. You reflected how he was 6 years ago. A 21 year old who was excited to start at a police department - you were an agent who was motivated to save others. Your actions held such kindness to him. No prying or none of those snickering comments he would get from the other agents at base.
Just peace.
So mentally speaking, he didn't mind having to share a room with you in this crammed hotel. It was a Saturday so it was expected. Though, other patrons would be coming here to have a one night stand or a relaxing time away from their family... you both just needed rest.
Sluggish movements paved their way to the door number, 012. You and him clinging onto your duffel bags silently. It was an awkward silence, a silence that hung below you both as he fumbled with the key card in his hand. Scanning it through to unlock the barrier between you both and the comfort of the beds that laid inside.
Beds. Or... bed?
Your eyes scan the room. Continuously trying to seek out the other bed that should be here. You examine the footing of it, seeing that it's a double bed instead of 2 singles. Great. The dumbfounded look on your face is almost laughable as the situation dawns on you. You were in a room with Leon and it only consisted of one bed for the both of you.
There were a few ways to go about this. You either both sleep in the same bed together or one takes the bed and the other finds another place to rest. Looking around, it appears that the only viable option would be the cracked leather arm chair, resting solo in the corner. Thinking about it, you were willing to give yourself a crick in your neck to save yourself from the embarrassment of sharing the bed with the other agent.
Leon thought otherwise. The brisk movement of the gear belt slung over the armchair with his duffel bag smacked down in the centre. He was tired, over the bullshit that he just fought - he couldn't care less if he had to share a bed.
"Looks like they forgot a bed huh?" He joked sarcastically, stretching his limbs. The strain of his muscles was visible, undoubtably attractive. Leon carried himself enchantingly, you wanted to learn more about him as every second passed. A sigh leaves his throat whilst he sat down on the bed, continuously stretching. The shirt riding up slightly, giving you a chance to avert your eyes to the uncovered skin. His v-line was on show, the dip down soon stopped by the fabric of his cargos. The shirt he was wearing was a tight fit, letting the muscles of his biceps become visible to the naked eye and the shape of his pecs becoming more noticeable the more you looked.
At least you had a bed in the room? That was the only positive you could find from this when removing your gear off your body. Slinging it into the corner of the room alongside your bag. You both are exhausted from the long day, so you were thankful there's at least a bed to share.
"I'm gonna hop in the shower real quick..." His movements are swift, already gripping onto his shirt he reveals his back to you - throwing the shirt on the floor beforehand. Multiple scars are littered faintly around the skin but the more distinguishable thing is his muscles. Leon's toned body calls out to you as his shoulder to waist ratio is insane. A slim waist, broad shoulders, it all speaks to you. You can feel your body speaking back as you look at him a little longer than expected.
Your little fangirling sesh is over when he shuts the bathroom door behind him - you let a breath you didn't know you withheld. Well, all you could do was wait for him to finish his shower before you could have one. The pitter patter of the water hitting the shower floor is heard before it dies down - giving you a mental note that Leon was now cleaning himself. Why are you even thinking about this?
Leon lets out a sigh once the hot water hits his body. An instant relieving feeling flowing through him as he just stands there for a minute. Soaking in the greatness of water before grabbing the washcloth and shower gel nicely provided by the hotel staff. Squeezing the bottle, a dollop of soap smothers the cloth before he runs it across his body.
Humming can be heard whilst he cleanses his body, ensuring to dispose of all the sweat and dirt from their recent mission. Reflecting back on the situation, he started to feel a bit nervous having to share a bed with you tonight. You were pretty, very pretty to him. He mentally scolded himself whilst he ran the cloth down his chest - his mind returning back to you. A soft moan elicited out of his lips made his hand smack his face. Leon wasn't sure why he was feeling this way. Instinctive movements of him washing himself in motion, his fingers manoeuvring the washcloth on autopilot as his mind focused on you. He can't help but think about you some more, remembering your cute smile when you would hand him a cup of coffee at base. Or your simple gestures of making sure he was comfortable and how you reserved yourself around him made his heart skip a beat.
It had been a while since he thought about someone romantically, his job stripping him of any personal life as the thought of the multitude of viruses around the world was increasing each day. But now, deep down... he could feel an attraction to you. Leon wasn't sure if it was sexual or genuine love - it would be too soon to tell. However, this feeling was deep rooted within, his mind wanted to show you love. His heart longing for someone.
A sentiment he had not felt in a while.
Trying to calm his heart down from going into cardiac arrest, giving himself a mental pep talk - trying not to think about you too much. He shuts off the water soon after and grabs the white towel neatly folded on top of the counter cabinet. Rubbing himself dry and wrapping it around his waist - tightening it slightly. He doesn't want an accident to happen.
Your mind shuts off as you hear footsteps in the bathroom. He was out. Okay. Do you look away when he opens the door? Leon doesn't give you time to think as the door creaks open, revealing himself into the main room. His bare chest and hair still damp for show. Jesus Christ. His damped skin looks good in the dim light, as if he had displayed himself just for you. He notices you sitting tensely on the bed, his body approached you. Blue eyes instantly drifting to your body and lingering for a second before he snaps out of it.
"I needed that..." He groans out, sitting beside you. You mentally slap yourself as you snap your thoughts back to the present.
"Yeah I bet, I already had a shower before we got here so I'm alright." Your response is meek, but at least you had something to respond with.
The man next to you raises his eyebrows at you in slight surprise, he wasn't expecting you to have already taken a shower - but by the look of it, you did look super clean compared to him before. Perhaps you had it when he was getting questioned at base for the report of the mission. Leon tries to keep his eyes focused on your face and not your body. "Oh lucky you," he replied with a smirk.
"I couldn't stand all the random liquids on me, it was disgusting." A chuckle leaves you when you remember looking at yourself in the mirror. Gross... but at least you could laugh at yourself for getting in such a mess? "You were subjected to most of the mess to be honest." Leon chortled out, reminiscing on your reaction when you had novistador blood all over you.
Your conversation with him was cut short when you both recalled the situation laid opened to the two of you. One bed, two agents. It seemed childish that you couldn't think the both of you could share a bed - it was just awkward. Really awkward.
"I can take the floor if you want?" The sound of your voice cuts through the silence, Leon replayed the question in his head before shaking his head. "Don't be ridiculous, I'm not letting you sleep on this cold ass floor." His eyes averted to the hardwood floor, indicating that your question was out of order.
"You want to share the bed then?" This question to Leon was better, he really didn't mind another person next to him whilst he slept. Recalling past moments, he's slept through worse. "We're both adults here. We can share the bed, it won't be bad." A calm response from the agent. What more could you expect?
Your reluctant nod allows him to get back up to look through the wardrobe in the hotel room. A couple extra blankets stored alongside some pyjamas that the workforce provided for both of you. You two were granted a pair of sweatpants and black top - your eyes brightened up, realising you weren't having to sleep in fresh gear wear.
"I'll go in the bathroom to change, you can change here." An authoritative tone left him, not giving you a chance to speak back before he returned back into the bathroom. Scurrying over to the open wardrobe, you hand picked your pyjamas - undressing yourself from the imprisonment of your current clothes to something a lot more baggy and comfortable. A sigh let loose from you, your body mindlessly walking over to the bed and plopping down on the edge. The mattress aiding in soothing your back from the hellish ride you attuned escaping the island.
A yawn seeped through your lips, hazily looking at your phone screen at the time, 01:24... It really was time to rest. Though, the thought of Leon couldn't leave your mind. He plagued your brain - a part of you didn't complain.
A sound of a door creaking open embarked into your ears, Leon had changed into his nightclothes. The tank top fit snugly on his body however, the pair of sweatpants seemed a little baggy. Clearly a little too big for him since they were hanging dangerously low on his hips. He was plain exhausted. His limbs gradually moved him to the bed that you two were about to share. Sinking his body into the mattress as the sheets hugged his frame.
Minutes passed, a silence rose in the room. Leon's back laid restfully whilst scrolling through countless media apps to pass the time. His mind wandering back to you. The heat emanating his body contradicted with the cold expression on his face. Why was he so hard to read? You couldn't tell if he was even comfortable with the idea of sharing a bed with you. Your body laid on it's side, staring at him brazenly. Forgetting that your eyes were peering at his body, Leon's gaze averted to you - an eyebrow raised on his face.
"You alright?" His question caught you off guard; no you weren't okay. Not when he was so close to you, the faint smell of him seeping into your senses. You genuinely couldn't be okay in this situation.
"Mhm, m'alright. Just tired." Leon's eyes glanced at you and his eyes shamelessly roamed over your body before he forced himself to look back down at the device in his hand. 'What the hell are you doing?' The question rung in his mind over and over again as he thought about you. There was no denying the fact that he found you incredibly attractive - but for you to be his work partner... It was unprofessional for such thoughts to occur in his mind. Shakily putting down the phone in his grasp he spoke. "You should get some rest, it's getting late."
Like rest was an option. Turning your head towards him, a twinge of irritation was mixed in with your voice. "I know, it's just.. it's hard to sleep right now." The idea of you and him so close was making your head foggy, especially now since he rolled onto his side - discarding his phone on the bedside table. He now faced you, noticing the tone of your voice. Was there something bothering you?
"Why's it hard?" It was starting to click in Leon's head that them sharing a bed may have made you nervous. Scared perhaps. Analysing your expression, he was observant in your body language. A hint of worry trespassed his vision whilst he watched you silently - waiting for you to continue. His head in his hand, inaudibly taking notice of how pretty you look. Completely captivated from your features, he shook his head to clear his mind.
"We're sharing a bed, now I know there's nothing between us but it's just... weird? No offence! Like you're not weird you know that I just-" Realising you were rambling, a heavy sigh left your lips. It was hard trying to compose yourself, particularly because Leon was looking at you. He didn't look confused nor grossed out.. just enamoured. Lovesick eyes boring into yours when he heard you ramble for a moment.
A slight chuckle was brought out from him when you mentioned the closeness between the two of you, a small idea crossed his mind about how your body was mere inches away from his. He swallowed before speaking. "None taken, I get it. Sharing a bed can be kinda intimate huh?" He found it rather cute that you were so antsy. "But I'm glad we have a bed..."
Leon was right, you convinced yourself nothing was weird - staring at the cream coloured ceiling. A light huff was let out of Leon's nose. "Just try and relax," he mumbled, unsure on how to comfort you. Watching you snuggle under the covers, a slight smile spread across his face.
"Cute."
Leon surprised himself that he mumbled it out loud, his body tensing from the fear that reigned his body. Mentally face palming himself, rapidly looking away from you. Reprimanding himself for being so stupid to let it slip out.
After a moment, a lower voice was heard from him. "I mean- Ugh, sorry I didn't mean to make this so awkward." Shifting himself further from you, feeling ashamed of himself - you stop him from almost falling off the bed. "No no, it's fine!" Your efforts of comforting him didn't help him as it was clear he was still embarrassed. Leon's mind kept recalling the scene, shouldered with how attractive you were.
"I meant it." He stated. Leon had no clue where this confidence in him was coming from, but he hoped it wouldn't run out any time soon. The look on your face made him feel less nervous. A shocked expression plastered all over you - stuttering not knowing what to say. He found you to be the prettiest woman he had ever seen, the kindest too. Looking back at it all, he registered all along he had a little thing for you. You respected him, valued his need for privacy and want to be unjudged. Not many knew of his situation and Leon's involvement in Raccoon City. You didn't even know, you never pried.
Shamelessly, a fat smile shone on your face. Leon's expression softened as he found himself in awe. His body itched, craving your touch. Your love. This renowned love blossomed within him.
"You're cute too." That one sentence could make his heart stop if he really went into deep thought about it. Leon never really found himself to be that attractive, yeah his muscles were good in some aspect in his eyes. He did train well, he gave himself that. After all, he was the one many depended on to save the abundance of sick problems this once calm world faced.
Another silence was shared between the two of you - not one of awkwardness but one of solace. Leon didn't feel distressed, he felt calm. You brought out a side of him which he believed was gone. The side being the young man who wasn't scared of the future. A time where he was happy within himself and oblivious. All he could picture was you. You and him happily being each other's bridge.
Each other's home.
"I'm glad we got that out of the way." A breathless voice cut you both out of your trances. Leon flickering his view on you. Your face, those beautiful eyes staring into his own. The soft lips of yours calling out to him. Your bare neck, a blank canvas for his kisses and bites. His eyes then averted to the base of your neck, your chest covered by the black shirt you wore. Feeling his stare, the burning sensation in your cheeks rose. "What... what now?" The scary question was imprinted in your mind. It was obvious you both had a thing for each other, yet what were you going to do about it? Perhaps a relationship could happen between the both of you; would you both just stay work partners?
"Can I.. can I hold you?" Vulnerability was present in Leon's voice. He craved to touch your skin, his fingers twitching slightly from the excitement. Touch starved. That was the true definition of Leon's love life right now. He hadn't involved himself in relationship matters for years and now that the chance popped up with you, he would take what he could get.
You didn't even say yes, your body spoke for you. Wrapping your arms around his chest - you could feel his heartbeat. Rapid pumps thudded into your ear. Strong arms hugged you back clearly stating silently that Leon couldn't let you go. You'd be surprised if his shirt didn't have an imprint of your face since you were so close against him. Breaking free slightly, your head popped up - looking up at him. You were presented with his Adam's apple, slowly bobbing up and down as he swallowed looking down at you. The rough bump alluring you in whilst your hazy eyes lingered on the skin of his neck. Moles sparsely speckled all over his skin. God had crafted Leon himself, you were sure of it.
Moreover, the heat from his body lingered around you. Creating an invisible fortress of affection and love as both of you stared at each other.
A shaky hand pressed against the skin of your cheek, calloused pads caressing you. "You're so pretty." Leon mumbled, shifting a bit. Your touch to him granted him a sense of warmth, he even leaned into it a little - subconsciously seeking comfort. You brought out the 'weak' side of him, it felt nice for him to let down his guard and be himself around you. He let out a pleased hum as he cuddled you, the hold over you was tight. To you, it seemed like he was starved for physical contact and was finally getting the human touch he deserved.
What happened next was a blur, to both of you anyway. The stare-off between his blue eyes and your own turned into your faces being so close together; guaranteed to kiss. An eskimo kiss shared with him, the tips of both your noses touching. Lips hovering over his, your whisper snaps him out of his daze. "Thank you..." Your gratitude granted you a chuckle from Leon but his mind seemed to be elsewhere.
Leon continued to stare at you but to pinpoint, he was eying at your lips. They looked so soft, the mere sight of them making his heart race more. He swallowed hard, his mind clouded with the vision of kissing you. An overwhelming sense of desire passing through him - it was need. But at the same time, he knew he couldn't just go in for a kiss; not without consent. Yet he craved to feel his lips against yours.
"Can I kiss you?" His mumbled whisper echoed through your ears. Were you hearing him correctly?
Kiss? You?
Besides, it's not like you were going to straight out reject him. That wasn't even possible in this situation with him; pressed so close against you that you could feel his rock hard boner pressing against your thigh. A nimble nod from you responding to his question was all he needed.
Leon's lips are soft, softer than you would expect. Sweet little kisses are shared, melting you into him. His hands now run down your back, rubbing your skin through the cotton shirt. He hums, tilting your head slightly back to get a better angle. It feels messy as saliva is shared between the two of you. A soft whine escaping you when Leon breaks away. Reining you back in, he gives you another kiss. Pure passion and love interweaved in it.
Kisses soon turn into touches as your fingers manoeuvre around his torso, slowly digging your fingers into him - eliciting a groan out his mouth. His touch on you becomes possessive, kneading your skin in his hands. Leon holds you close and after a few minutes, you find yourself on his lap. His hands automatically went to your hips, gripping you tight as his eyes locked onto yours. Those blue eyes of his roamed your body shamelessly whilst he held you against him, taking in the view of your straddling his hips.
You could feel the hard-on beneath you, begging for some friction. Subconsciously, your hips start to rock slightly, Leon takes full control as he guides you. There was no way he could stop right now, not with how his body was aching so badly and having you on his lap like this. "Can we take this slow? We're both... really tired." A yawn escapes you mid sentence, you can feel yourself getting tired and wet.
"Yeah, we can take this slow. Anything you want love." The nickname shoots desire right into your veins, the rasp in his voice concocted with a tired sigh as he watches you grind on him is heavenly. Shuddering from his touch, Leon brings you down to lay on him - adjusting you on his lap. Your foreheads touch, all you can see is love in his eyes. Leon's fingers tug on your shirt, a breathless chuckle leaving him before he asks the question. "Can I take this off?" He can't help but want to see you, feel you - caress the smoothness of your skin on the pads of his fingers. Hearing you say the word "yes" made his hands work in a fast fashion as your torso was soon left bare.
"So beautiful..." He sat you back up, feeling your flesh mould in-between his fingers. Leon ached for you, he wanted to have more energy to give you the proper fucking you deserved. However, the past mission and the strain it had on both of your bodies exempted him from treating you the way he wanted. So he had to settle for soft, gentle sex. Just like you wanted.
Rapid breathing contradicted the mellow touches shared between you both, your hips continuously rocking slowly before he lifts you up slightly - removing the same sweatpants that were already dangerously low. You're face to face with his boxers, a clear wet patch showcasing the pre-cum that leaked out of his tip.
"See what you do to me?" Leon groaned out, palming himself slowly - your eyes following his every movement. He was enchanting nonetheless, alluring you in with every pump he did to himself. Leon's mind was fogged with you, the view of you turning every cell in his brain insane. He seriously couldn't get enough of your watchful eyes scanning his hand; viewing the pornographic sight in front of you.
Although once again he did think to make this the best sex he's had in a while, it was obvious you both were too tired to even do anything remotely crazy that night. So plain ole cowgirl it is.
Quick work was made for your sweatpants as they were easily tossed to the floor, your panties being the the second piece of protection between you and Leon's boxers straining his dick in place. His hands guided you still, the subtle movements rocking back on forth bringing both of you a sense of release you both needed. Silken kisses bringing out a wave of passion. Playing with the band of his boxers - a dark look appeared in his gaze.
"Impatient?" The mere one word question could've left you astonished if you weren't so hazy from being aroused. Of course you were impatient. He was the embodiment of seduction. "Well, yeah." A laugh escaped both Leon and you, your eyes boring into his.
"Shouldn't keep you waiting should I?"
Sliding your panties to the side; pulling his boxers down, it was easy for his cock to slide in. Eliciting a deep moan from the both of you as kisses were shared once again. Leon couldn't believe how good you felt, he already felt pussy drunk. The two of you shared tired eyes and low whimpers whilst your hips rocked back and forth.
"You're so pretty..." Leon mumbled out, dazed out of his mind looking at how your body synchronised with his. The way his dick was slipping in and out of you, pressing into that sweet spot of yours. How were you so pretty? And how did you already make such a mess? Glancing down, his eyes followed to the feeling of wetness coating the base of his cock - your inner thighs glistening from how wet you were. Completely mesmerised, Leon looked up at you with pure love and lust.
You couldn't talk, not when all your throat could conjure was the moans and low screams as his hips started to jerk up slightly - thrusting himself further in you. Holding onto the bedframe keeping you both afloat, your mumbles tried to alert him from the upcoming orgasm reaching you. "Mmph... L-Leon, I..." was all you could muster. It was the only coherent thing he could understand before feeling you tighten up.
"That's it baby, keep going." The softness in his voice juxtaposed the way his hips were snapping up and down, Leon couldn't help it. Your pussy felt too good wrapped around him. He had to put in the last of his energy to making you feel good at least. Lazily, his hand slowly reached your clothed clit - his fingers slowly rubbing the fabric of your panties. The perfect amount of friction to make your bundle of nerves become overstimulated whilst being stuffed full.
Your tired eyes locked with his, feeling yourself getting closer to seventh heaven. A small smirk plastered on Leon's face, watching you breathlessly whilst his dick twitched too.
"Gotta pull out..." He murmured, his fingers making you reach the pinnacle of your orgasm. "L-Leon!" All you could do was shudder on-top of him, feeling the remaining energy in you seep out alongside your orgasm. Collapsing onto him, Leon subtly slipped himself out, painting your clit and lower stomach with his cum. A low hum leaving him as he kissed the nape of your neck. "You did so well."
Panting heavily, your moan responded to his words. Chuckling to himself, Leon held you close whilst sitting up. Grabbing a few tissues in the box to wipe your tummy.
"Come on, let's get cleaned up."
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gojo about to purple geto because he accidentally slaps you + satosugu
the argument had been brewing for a while, the heat of it finally spilling over into the living room. you and geto stood toe to toe, voices raised in frustration, the specifics of the fight lost in a haze of exhaustion and irritation. you could barely remember how it all started, but the stakes felt incredibly high. the fatigue from long hours at work and the relentless pressure from the higher-ups amplified everything, turning a minor disagreement into a full-blown shouting match.
âhow can you not see my point?â you yelled, your hands gesturing wildly, every word dripping with frustration. you could feel your heart racing, the adrenaline fueling your anger. geto mirrored your intensity, his brow furrowing as he shot back, âbecause youâre being unreasonable! itâs not that complicated!â
gojo stood a few steps away, his face a mixture of concern and frustration. âyou guys, come on! this is getting out of hand!â he interjected, trying to find a way to defuse the tension that was palpable in the air. but you were too consumed by the heat of the moment to heed his words.
âi canât believe youâd even think that! you always dismiss my feelings!â you continued, stepping closer to geto, the space between you shrinking with every heated word. his agitation was evident as he ran a hand through his hair, a gesture that typically signaled his growing frustration.
but the distance between you and him was too close. as he swept his hand back, the back of his hand accidentally caught your cheek with a sharp, unintended slap. the sound echoed in the room, slicing through the heated atmosphere like a knife.
instantly, everything fell silent. the only sound was the faint rustle of your clothing and the rapid thump of your heart. you stood frozen, a mix of shock and disbelief washing over you. your eyes widened, darting between geto and gojo, your mind struggling to process what had just happened.
âwhat the hell just happened?â you thought, your hand instinctively reaching up to cradle your cheek, feeling the barely-sting radiate beneath your fingers. the look on getoâs face shifted from anger to confusion, and then to horror as the reality of what heâd done sank in.
âoh my god, baby, i didnât mean toââ he stammered, his voice cracking as panic surged in his eyes. he took a step back, the shock making him momentarily freeze. âiâm so sorry! i thought you were stepping back, iââ
but before he could finish, gojo reacted instinctively. with a swift motion, he pushed geto hard, anger flaring in his usually calm demeanor. âwhat the fuck, suguru?â he barked, his voice thunderous and echoing around the room. the sudden aggression caught geto off guard, his heart racing at the sheer intensity of the moment.
geto stumbled back, surprise flashing across his features as gojo positioned himself firmly between you and geto, shielding you from the fallout of the chaotic scene, his arm holding you. âyou canât just lose control like that!â gojo continued, his eyes blazing with a fierce protectiveness.
âwhat are you doing?â geto snapped, his tone defensive and eyes flashing. he shot a glance at you, concern etched on his features. you flinched as his gaze flickered with something you couldn't quite decipherâperhaps regret, or guilt.
gojoâs gaze hardened, anger simmering beneath the surface. âtake a step back, suguru,â he said through gritted teeth, positioning himself protectively in front of you, refusing to budge even an inch.
but geto, undeterred, took another step forward, desperate to bridge the gap between you. âplease, satoru, i need to talk to her,â he insisted, his voice a mixture of frustration and urgency. you could sense his longing to reach out, to apologize and mend the rift, but gojo remained firm, taking a step back with you in his arm, keeping you safely shielded behind him.
âi said take a fucking step back!â gojo roared, the intensity of his voice reverberating in the room. his finger raised, making a gesture that signaled he was ready to unleash his technique at a momentâs noticeâforefinger and middle touching his thumb, the familiar stance of him preparing to manifest his cursed energy.
getoâs eyes widened, recognizing the threat. he knew that gojo wasnât bluffing, and the last thing he wanted was for you to be caught in the crossfire. with reluctant but determined eyes, he retreated a few steps back, lifting his hands in surrender.
the atmosphere thickened with tension, and you felt a pulse of fear as the situation escalated. you could see the flicker of uncertainty in geto's eyes, mingled with anger and a desperate need for reconciliation. âsatoru,â you said, instinctively stepping forward despite gojoâs hold on you, your voice trembling with a mixture of fear and urgency.
âplease,â you whisper, holding his hand, arguing him to lose his hand down.
gojoâs gaze softened as he turned to look at you, the intensity of the moment tempered by the sincerity in your voice and the gentle touch of your hand. he hesitated for a moment, looking from you to geto, then back to you. the fire in his eyes began to dim, the concern for you taking precedence over the simmering anger. he released his grip on his cursed technique, the tension in the room easing slightly as the purple light flickered and faded.
you looked up at him, your eyes wide and pleading, whispering, âitâs okay, itâs okay, baby,â as you caressed his chest, your fingers brushing against the fabric of his usual uniform. the warmth of his body against your palm grounded you, a reminder that despite the chaos, you were all in this together.
gojo let out a deep breath, the weight of his anger and fear settling, the anger replaced with a newfound understanding. he nodded, realizing the consequences of his actions. he wrapped his arm around you, his embrace providing a sense of security.
âbaby, iâm sorry,â he murmured, his voice low and filled with guilt. âi didnât mean to escalate. i just... i couldnât let anything happen to you.â
you gave a small nod, whispering, âitâs okay. iâm okay,â your voice soft and steady as you reach up to cup his cheek, letting your thumb gently brush against his skin. âsuguru didnât hurt me, not really. i didnât even feel anything.â
his expression softened as he looked into your eyes, relief blending with the lingering guilt. but you couldnât help feeling a strange warmth in your chest, a kind of happiness that went beyond the moment. it was comforting, in its own way, to see just how deeply gojo cared, how instinctively he had stepped up to protect you without a second thought, even to the point of using his technique against geto for accidentally hurting you.
as you held his face in your hands, his gaze remained steady, vulnerable in a way that you rarely saw. he leaned slightly into your touch, his hand resting over yours. âi... didnât realize just how scared i was until now,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
you smiled softly, brushing your thumb over his cheek one last time. âi know. but iâm here, and iâm safe.â
the tension in gojoâs face eased, and he nodded, a soft sigh escaping his lips. he leaned into your touch, a warm reassurance. âi know. thank you. itâs... itâs a reliefââ
you both turned to see geto standing there. he had remained quiet, his gaze fixed on you, his expression hard to read. there was something in his eyesâa mix of unease and sadness. he took a hesitant step forward, and gojoâs body stiffened, ready to step in if needed.
geto noticed, his hand raising in a gentle, pleading gesture, his voice soft and edged with desperation. âiâm not... iâm not going to do anything. please...â he swallowed, pain etched into every word. âi just want to apologize.â
you watched as getoâs usually confident demeanor cracked, his heart breaking over the fact that things had escalated this far. hurting you was something he couldnât even fathom, a thought that made his chest tighten painfully. he took another careful step closer, watching gojoâs guarded expression, his movements slow and deliberate, determined not to set off any further tension.
when he was finally close enough, geto hesitantly reached out, his fingers hovering over your cheek where he had accidentally brushed you. his hand trembled slightly, and when you didnât pull away, didnât flinch, he allowed his fingertips to make contact, gently tracing the spot as if he could somehow erase what had happened.
your eyes met his, steady and calm, and in that moment, he saw itâthat you werenât afraid of him, that you understood. the hint of relief in his eyes was unmistakable, a fragile glimmer that softened the hurt. âiâm so sorry, baby, iâm so fucking sorry,â he whispered, voice breaking as he run his thumb over your skin. âit was a mistake... i never wanted... i would neverââ
you reached for his hand, giving it a gentle squeeze, grounding him in the same way you had gojo, silently reassuring him. âi know, suguru. i know it was an accident.â
the tension in gojoâs body eased as he watched the exchange. he had been on high alert, ready to step in at any moment, but the sincerity in getoâs voice and the way you grasped his hand softened his stance. he let out a sigh, his shoulders relaxing. he was still cautious, but he could see the remorse and the genuine love in getoâs eyes, and he knewâhe knew with all his heartâthat you were safe.
he doesnât take a step back, refuse to give you and geto some space, a silent reassurance that he is there if things went south once again. his fingertips bent your skin just a little, a reassurance.
you watched the subtle shift in gojoâs stance, how he leaned in towards you a little more, as if the tension in the room had created a magnetic pull between you and him. but you could see that he was trying to respect getoâs space, too, standing just close enough to stay in the eye of the storm but not quite in the center. it was a delicate balance, and he was walking it carefully, aware of the tension that still hung in the air.
your gaze went from gojo to geto and back, your hand still gently grasping getoâs in a gesture of reassurance.
getoâs eyes flickered to your cheek once more, and the guilt was evident in every line of his face. his voice was a low, broken murmur as he apologized again, his gaze fixated on the spot where his hand had accidentally grazed your skin. âi... i didnât mean to... i was just trying toââ
he swallowed, unable to meet your gaze for a moment, his shoulders slumping as he finally admitted, âi just wanted to run my hand through my hair. it was an accident, i swear.â his hand hovered near your cheek, then hesitated. âi never wanted to hurt you. iâd neverââ his voice faltered, a mix of pain and regret filling his eyes as he looked at you.
you squeezed his hand gently, grounding him, your expression softening as you saw just how deeply this had affected him. âi know, suguru,â you whispered, your thumb brushing over the back of his hand. âyouâd never hurt me on purpose. i didnât even feel it.â
relief flashed across his face, a tentative hope that maybe, somehow, he could let go of the guilt that was weighing him down. for a moment, his fingers brushed lightly against your cheek, almost as if to assure himself that he hadnât left a mark. and when he didnât find one, he exhaled, his hand falling back to his side, but the gratitude in his gaze remained as he looked at you, his silent apology shining in his eyes.
the atmosphere in the room shifted as getoâs explanation revealed the simple, unintended action behind the incident. gojo felt a twinge of discomfort at the realization that he had allowed the moment to spiral out of control, driven by his own fear and protectiveness. his eyes flitted between you and geto, a mix of relief and embarrassment settling in his features.
âso... so it was just a mistake then?â he asked, his tone laced with newfound understanding. his gaze was gentle as he looked at geto, a silent apology shimmering within his intense sky-blue orbs.
geto nodded, his expression a mixture of remorse and relief. âyeah, just a mistake,â he confirmed, his voice barely above a whisper. âi... i would never mean to hurt her, either of you. it just... it happened so fast.â
his eyes flickered to your cheek once more, as if he were searching for any sign of the unintentional harm he had caused. it was clear that he was struggling with the gravity of the situation, the fear of losing the one he cared about haunting him. but the reassurance in your eyes, the understanding, was evident.
gojoâs gaze lingered on geto, his usual easy-going demeanor replaced with an edge of caution. he studied him carefully, his piercing blue eyes narrowing slightly, as if gauging whether to trust getoâs words or stay on guard. the silence felt thick, stretching between the three of you, every breath weighted.
after a moment, gojo let out a long, deep sigh, tension slowly melting from his shoulders. he gave a reluctant nod, his voice low and serious. âif you ever actually hurt her,â he muttered, a hint of steel in his tone, âiâd be the first to kill you, suguru, iâm not playing.â
the threat was spoken in that familiar, almost casual way gojo had of handling serious moments, but you could tell he meant every word. yet, despite the words, he softened his gaze, the lingering tension easing as he finally dropped the guarded look. there was an unspoken understanding there, a recognition of how much you all meant to each other.
âbut i know it was an accident,â gojo added, finally relenting, as he placed a reassuring hand on your shoulder. âjust... letâs all be careful next time.â he gave you a faint smile, a silent promise that heâd always be there, ready to protect, no matter what.
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hello, I would like to make a request, a story based on the last episode of yours, Five talking to another Five in the final conversation and they talk about his wife and Canon Five doesn't have one, thanks if you want
a/n: i absolutely loved writing this ty for sending this in ! <3
warnings: language, slight angst, spoilers
summary: Five discovers his missing piece
When Five stumbled into Maxâs and came across an entire diner full of alternate versions of himself, about a million different questions raced through his mind. However, the most pressing issue he found himself wanting to address was the context behind the lovingly placed portrait of a woman on the wall.
âWhoâs the girl?â He asks his counterpart, his eyes remaining glued to the painting. The womanâs smile was gentle, her eyes kind, and her face the most beautiful heâd ever seen. He almost felt drawn to it in a way, as if there was some type of magnetic pull gravitating his focus to her and only her. It was like seeing a ghost or a familiar face from a dream that youâre not quite able to place.
âDonât you recognize her?â The other Five retorts perplexed, confusion clearly etched on his features. âThatâs y/n.â
âCanât say Iâm familiar,â the Boy confesses with an apologetic sigh as he finally pulls his attention away from the painting and sets it back to the Five in front of him.
âNo wonder youâre such a mess,â server Five notes with a diverted smile as he tops off their coffee. Calling over his shoulder, he announces to all Fives, âThe poor bastard doesnât have a y/n.â
Murmurs of surprise and astonished laughter fill the cafe at the news, prompting Fiveâs face to heat in embarrassment at being the butt of a joke he has no grasp of. What do these Fives know that he doesnât?
âCould you please be so kind as to fill me in on who this y/n is,â he requests agitatedly through gritted teeth. Reaching into his pocket, his counterpart pulls out a weathered photograph and slides it across the table for Five to see.
âY/n is the missing piece that completes every Five. We all meet her in different ways at different points of our lives, but every time she manages to anchor us back down to earth. Y/n is the glue that holds us together when everything goes to shit. She believes in us, sees the humanity in us despite the horrors weâve seen and the atrocities weâve committed. She gives us unconditional love even when we think we donât need it, when we think it couldnât possibly exist.â
As Fives look down at the photo before him, he sees himself- or rather, another version of himself- enveloping y/n in his arms. They stand in front of a beautiful home with a picket white fence and a garden full of flowers smiling with pure bliss. Itâs clear that the woman loved this version of him by the adoring look in her eyes, and itâs even clearer that she meant everything to the Five sitting across from him.
âShe means something different to each of us, but I was one of the Fiveâs lucky enough to make her my wife,â his companion notes with an evocative smile. âThat photo was taken on our honeymoon.
âWhere is she now?â Five asks somberly after handing back the photograph.
âDead,â he replies quietly, releasing a mournful sigh as he sinks back into the booth. âLost her in an accident while I was trying to stop the apocalypse for a third time. Thatâs when I decided it was time to hang in the towel.â
âIâm sorry about that.â
âWe had a good run together, I wouldnât change any of it,â the replica admits with a reminiscent smile. He takes another look at the photo, committing it to memory before handing it back to Five. âI think you need this more than I do. You may not have had the chance to know your y/n, but judging by the look on your face when you spotted the portrait I have a good feeling you would have loved her just the same.â
Gingerly taking the photograph back, Five stops to admire her gentle features and adoring smile before tucking it safely into the pocket of his suit. âThank you.â
âYou know what you have to do to fix the timelines,â the other Five firmly instructs him. âJust promise me youâll do by right by my wife. She deserves a safe timeline to live in, one where she can grow old and be happy.â
Rising from his seat at the booth, Five takes one last longing look at the portrait on the wall before returning his gaze to the boy in front of him.
âYou have my word.â
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FIRST DATE ETIQUETTE (p.sh)
Park Sunghoon is not dull, nor is he the clean cut neighbor your mother thinks he is. Oh, the horrors of if she found out that the man she set you up on this date with immediately took you home and rendered you unable to walk...he'd never be able to defend himself without a swift slap to the head.
ážážáž minors do not interact!Â
ážážáž PARING: Â park sunghoon x afab reader
ážážážWC: 9.3k
ážážáž TAGS: mentions of food (meat), strangers to fucking immediately to the possibility of dating later, brat taming, mocking and making fun of each other, sneaky sex, flirting and bullying in the same instance, cocky sunghoon, umâŠtheyâre kind of competitive in bed
ážážáž A/N: whatâs that? youâve read this before? thatâs bc i wrote it! Iâve revised the original now to fit sunghoon because I am insatiable in my lust for him. (original title: the bore next door)
smut tags under cut::âââ
SMUT TAGS: dom sunghoon, bratty/sub reader, huge cock agenda (again), he gets the best head heâs ever had, he calls you messy a lot (he likes it messy), face fucking, pussy eating, nipple biting, finger fucking, squirting, dirty talk, wow i canât believe I actually wrote a condom being used this time!!!!, sunghoon tries to make you moan because his horny brain wants your parents to know, dirty talk, praise, hair pulling.
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23rd street. The restaurant is on 23rd street, and you can honestly say youâve managed to hit every street but this one. From 13th to 35th, does the street in question even truly exist? Were you set up by your parents?
In short, you have been single since high school. Maybe a few flings here or there throughout college but you never truly settled on one man or woman in a relationship. Youâre almost shocked that your parents are pushing so hard for you to find love. They want you to somehow feel the love from the movies, something like they had felt when they met. In this century, unfortunately, love isnât quite as predictable.
 You canât just pick a person who has a good job and a decent face and assume love will settle in someday.Â
Not only is it not predictable but it isnât a priority in your life. You have no interest in meeting the standard a man could hold for you, nor a woman, or family member. Youâre here to exist in your own way, work your way up through the corporate food chain, and live in a home with over thirteen cats before dying a peaceful death in your late eighties. Why do you need a man to do any of this? Why do you need to settle for one cock, one set of hands, and one personality?
Right, because mom wants you to at least try to experience what love is. Surely, itâs just because she desperately wants a grandchild from her one and only daughter. Sorry to disappoint, but that will not happen any time soon. Children were never a thought in your mind, nor was marriage, a honeymoon, or a burial plot next to another person. Your mother knows this, but the least you can do is show some effort to please her, right? To prove that relationships just arenât your thing, and youâd much rather have the funds to live a comfortable life all on your own.
23rd street is the small thumb tack on a map where there is a restaurant that holds a very, very, annoying arrangement.Â
Your mother had really sold the idea to you. She says the nice neighbor boy next to her seems to be around your age, he brings her the mail sometimes. He seems to have a job, his own car, his own home that sits in a plot next to theirs. His lawn stays mowed, the siding on his house stays clean, and apparently he seems quite lonely considering your mother appears to have watched him enough to know he doesnât bring any girls home.
At least that sheâs aware of.
She doesnât mention what he looks like and of course, when youâd asked because, in all honesty, thatâs the most important thing to you if youâre going to get anything out of this, she simply states that he dresses well, is handsome, and has dark hair.
For all you know, she just set you up on a date with Antonio Banderas.Â
What you werenât expecting though, is to find this restaurant almost an hour late and walk in to find an already half-eaten meal in front of a man who looked at you as if you were any stranger on the street.
 A stranger you were, and so was he, but honestly, he is attractive. That alone made you feel a bit guilty for not having found this place sooner. The idea that the man in front of you did not wait for you shows that he also has priorities that arenât you. This is probably a huge inconvenience for him too, if anything.Â
Imagine your nice neighbor lady telling you to go to a restaurant to meet her daughter? God. The first words out of your mouth are an apology. Not for being late, and not for not even wanting to be here, but for your mother for even trying.
âSorry about my mom,â you mutter, plopping down into the booth with a sigh. You eye over his food, already knowing that the check will likely be split. âLetâs just get this over with.â
âWhy the rush?â The man immediately says, pushing an untouched glass of water your way. âI donât mind that you were late, I was just really hungry.â
You hum at him, waiting for the waitress to come over so you can place the most obnoxious order in the world because youâre really not in the mood to even look at the menu or the prices. Chicken strips and fries, obviously.
âSo, what did you order?â You state, eyeing his plate.Â
âSteak?â He says it like a question, as if it is the most obvious thing in the world and it definitely is. Clearly there is a half-eaten steak that probably costs over twenty dollars on his plate. Still, you were just trying to make small talk.
The man says nothing after this, offering nothing but an awkward atmosphere. It doesnât take long at all for you to stop caring about the entire arrangement, as if you cared in the first place.
âLookââ You try to offer, and the handsome man in front of you doesnât even quirk a brow as he sips his own drink. âI donât even remember your name, and I know my mom is trying to set us up butââ
âYouâre not interested, and you have better places to be?â The man finishes for you as he sits his drink down with a gulp that makes much less sound than your own. âThatâs fair. My name is Sunghoon, by the way.â
You nod at him, already deciding that youâll get chicken strips somewhere else on your own so that you can eat them in the comfort of your own home, alone, without a stupidly handsome man in front of you that has, probably, less interest than you do.
âWell, Iâm interested, and I donât have anywhere better to be,â Sunghoon says, shooting his eyes up at you. âAnd to be quite honest with you, your mother was right. You are pretty.âÂ
Taken aback, youâre somehow comforted by his forwardness towards you. He acts just as uninterested as you do but counters that demeanor with his words. You canât imagine that this is how the man picks up women, thereâs honestly no way he would win that way. No wonder he is single. Then again, you kind of do the same thing. You see an attractive person and you act much the same as Sunghoon right now. Uninterested in anything long-term but clearly interested in something.Â
âIâm pretty, huh?â You laugh, sipping the water and internally giving this man an extra three minutes to fully sell the idea of this date to you. âImagine my surprise to walk in and find that I was set up on a date with someone that is actually attractive.â
âOh?â Sunghoon quirks a brow. âIs this how you return a compliment?âÂ
You shrug.Â
âIs this how a date normally goes for youâyou know, where youâve already eaten your food and would probably rather pay and leave before she even gets a chance to order?â
âNo,â he responds pointedly. âWould you rather me throw a tantrum that you were late?â
âYouâd be a lot less dull if you did.â You throw back, eyeing a waitress as she heads over.Â
Sunghoon watches as you place your order and watches a bit harder at the way you smirk at yourself through nearly everything you say. You must think youâre clever, you must think heâs willing to chase you or something.
âIâm dull?â He questions, staring you down with narrowed eyes when the waitress walks away. âYou just ordered chicken strips at one of the most expensive restaurants in town.â
Youâre taken aback a bit, shaking off his little insults and sitting straight up. Interesting date, truly.
âOkay then, Sunghoonââ You say his name as if itâs a joke or something, but you donât really let him react to it. âWhat do you do for a living?â
âIâm a systems software developer,â he deadpans, swirling his very nonalcoholic water in his hand. âNot that youâd know what that is or anything. And you?â
In all honesty, you donât really know what that means, but it isnât hard to figure it out. Assuming he must make programs or something, assuming he probably flew through college in order to do it in the way he seems proud of what he does. In all honesty, it still sounds like such a bore. He must talk in code or something in his free time.Â
âIâmâuhâIâm a teacher.â You try to laugh, realizing that youâre kind of putting him down when he very clearly must make more money than you do.Â
Only now does it set in that your mother stated he has his own home. One that sits directly beside theirs in a neighborhood that you grew up in. One that you tried to find your own home in but ended up in a shitty apartment in the city because it is all you could afford. Sunghoon must make good money.Â
âOh yeah? What do you teach?â He perks up in interest, no longer acting as if he is trying to insult you and instead offering conversation to you with such ease that you almost forget youâre supposed to be getting through the date in discomfort.Â
âI teach everything, I guess. Itâs just first grade. I swear, I teach them how to pull up their pants properly more than how to spell words.â You smile to yourself thinking of the loud and obnoxious children you teach five days a week.Â
Your job is why you donât want children though. Your job is why youâd rather stay single. All you hear about is how the third-grade english teacher is fucking the fifth-grade science teacher even though he has a wife who is pregnant with their second child. Sometimes you hear gossip about the students themselves. Who in their right mind as an adult would gossip about elementary school kids? Itâs no wonder youâre not a favored teacher. Youâre sure theyâve said something about you for not having a significant other or a child on the way too.Â
Sunghoon smiles through your endearment towards your class, eyes perking up at the plate of chicken strips on their way to you. He doesnât say much when you thank the waitress and doesnât really pay attention to the way you devour the first strip in nearly one bite.Â
âSeems like a lively job. I just sit around all day staring at a computer screenâŠâ He begins to drone on about his own job, sounding more like background noise in your head if youâre being honest. You can barely hear him over the crunching of your chicken and youâre a bit thankful for that.
âAnd I think that it was really worth theââ You interrupt his long string of sentences with a call of his name. âSunghoon, do you have any other interests?â You ask, sipping your water.
He deadpans at your rudeness of interrupting him. Sunghoon doesnât often go out on dates, nor does he often get asked about these types of things so, he goes quiet, flicking his eyes down to his hands and then back up to you.
âI like to go hiking, I guess? Watching movies? Sometimes I like to cookââ
Ah. Heâs one of those guys.Â
âThose are like, the most common interests a person can have. You donât have any special hobbies or weird quirky things you like to do?â You question, trying to see something in him past the fact that heâs nice to look at and has a decent paycheck.Â
âI donât really have the time to put into other things. When Iâm not working, Iâm busy cleaning my house or doing yard work since Iâm usually too tired during the week to do it.â
âGod, you are such a bore.âÂ
Sunghoon realizes now that maybe youâre not just throwing around banter. Sure, neither of you really wanted to come on this date but he could have used the time away from a computer screen to look at his neighborâs daughter. If anything, it was an interesting offer, and those donât come by him too often. He had seen photos of you. He knew you were pretty, and he also should have known you were a bit stubborn with the way your mother warned him before the date.
âIf I was so boring, would I be sitting here on a date with a woman I donât know?â He glares over at you.Â
âI donât know, probably. It isnât the riskiest thing in the world. What? You donât have tinder?â
Sunghoon looks down again, because no, he doesnât have fucking tinder and he doesnât understand why that matters. âWhy does that matter?âÂ
âAh, so we are similar.â You smile to yourself in a small win, and youâre not even sure if itâs even an argument at this point. âNo time for hobbies, so no time for dating either?âÂ
He nods slowly at you, completely confused by the way you go from picking his personality apart to finding some way to connect with him.Â
âWe can wrap this up then if you want?â You offer, still picking at the food on your plate. âI can pay for mine, so I release you from this arrangement.âÂ
He just sits there staring at you. What a peculiar woman. Do you really assume he isnât somehow finding the fun in all of this? In all honesty, this date is going off without a hitch compared to many other dates heâs been on. He has never been on a date where he is criticized, nor has he ever criticized a date himself before.
 Itâs almost kind of nice, like a breath of fresh air being able to meet someone who isnât trying to show their best aspects. Someone who is sitting in front of him being as real as they possibly can be. Sure, youâre attractive, but your lack of interest in this date is somehowâflooring.
âWhat if I want to stay?â He makes eye contact with you. âWhat if I want to pay for your overcooked chicken?âÂ
âIâd be letting you win if you pay for me, but youâre free to stay.â You wave him off with your hand, realizing that the chicken is very dry and wasnât hitting the spot like youâd been pretending. âSo, what now then?â You add with a tilt of the head.Â
âAdmitting Iâm interested in you?â He says it with so much confidence that youâre a little bit surprised, because this entire time youâve been trying to act as uninterested as possible, despite finding some amount of attraction to Sunghoon.
âPoor you,â You coo, pushing your plate away from you and pulling your almost-empty water closer. âOkay, letâs try and make this worth something then.âÂ
Sunghoon prepares himself to listen, but honestly, he couldnât have prepared for what youâre about to say to him.
âNeither of us are looking for anything serious right?â You ask, continuing after he nods. âSo,â you pause briefly, thinking a bit too hard on how to word it. âWhy donât we just treat it like a tinder date?â
Youâre definitely implying that the night could continue together, only to never speak of or see each other again after the sun rises.Â
âAre you suggesting I bring you home with me?â He looks at you with a face you canât really read.Â
âIsnât that what people do when theyâre on a date, find each other attractive, but want nothing more?â You reiterate for him, because he seems to have trouble processing what youâre trying to get across to him. âUnless this isnât your thing?â
Sunghoon pulls his hand up and pushes his hair out of his face for a moment. Heâs thinking about it, barely even realizing that youâve known each other for less than an hour.
âI didnât take you for the type of fuck on the first date.â He cocks his head, looking at you in a lazy way.
It feels a little painful that the first curse word he says out loud is describing something that involves you and your offer.Â
âIâm not, usually, but it has been a while for me and I canât help but think we could have fun with it.â
He nods, eyeing you down. âDo you want to drive to my house then? Or do I need to bring you back to get your car?â
âNah, I can drive. I know where you live, considering I grew up next door and all. I can just crash at my parentâs house once we are done.â
Sunghoon kind of shifts his eyes nervously, looking down at the table and then back at you with a lick against his bottom lip. âSpeaking of, your parentsââ He pauses, fiddling with his hands. âLook, they probably wouldnât expect me to be the type to uh, get intimate with their daughter on the first date.â
âOnly date,â you correct him, amused. âWhat, you thought we would meet again after this?â
Sunghoon waves you off dismissively. âThatâs not the point. I donât want my neighbors thinking Iâm some fuckboy, and Iâd rather them not find out because Iâm sure your mom would slap the shit out of me the next time I bring her the mail.â
âSunghoonââ You snort in a mocking tone. âMy mom set you up on a date with me, youâre gonna take me home and show me a good time within an hour of meeting me. Imagine if she found out youâre not as sweet and innocent as she thinksââ
His face goes warm, but his eyes darken a bit as he looks at you. âListen, I donât usually do this.âÂ
âWell yeah, you seem too boring to actually have some fun.âÂ
Offense taken.Â
And when he says nothing else to that, you speak up again, this time a bit more gentle.Â
âDonât feel like you have to. I can go home and we can pretend this never happened.â
âNo, no,â Sunghoon assures, making eye contact with the waitress as if to silently ask for the check. âI could use the distraction.âÂ
He was slim when he stood up, obnoxiously attractive getting into his stupidly expensive car, and even the way he drove in front of you pissed you off. He drove the speed limit all the way to the familiar street of your childhood. What a boring, boring man.
When he pulls into his driveway, you arenât sure if you should park at his house or your own. You realize if you park at either your parents will wonder why youâre parking in their driveway but not in their living room, or wonder why youâre parked in the clean-cut Sunghoonâs driveway because he would never fuck their daughter on the first date.Â
You opt to park a block away, walking to Sunghoonâs house and feeling a bit silly for hiding.Â
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âFitting,â you say as you step into his living room and scan the way he is entirely boring.
âWhat?â He asks from behind you, watching you judge his space.
âVery monotonous, very you.â
Sunghoon sighs at your constant critiques of him, but heâs smiling through it because youâre still here, and youâre the one who suggested coming home with him.
âIâve gotta say, Iâve never brought a woman home just to have her insult me,â he laughs, stepping around you and placing his jacket on the end of the couch. âI can imagine that your place hasnât been cleaned since you moved in.â
You glare at him, slipping your own jacket off and throwing it on his floor out of spite.
âI am a comfortable mess, Sunghoon, and youââ you scan the room once more, âare very clearly uncomfortable.â
He shifts his eyes for a second because, yeah. Itâs not that he wouldnât enjoy having colorful photos on the walls or a couple of knick-knacks lying around. Arguing about it isnât your purpose for being here though, and heâd much rather skip the banter at this point.
âI can admit that your jacket looks good on my floor,â he takes a step forward, attempting to be as bold as he typically would be with a woman who knows how he is in bed. Heâs never had to play off of his own cleanliness though. âIâm willing to make a mess of this house if you take more off.â
Oh, okay.
âOh, so you can be interesting?â You mock him once again, reaching for the hem of your dress (yes, dress.) and looking at him. âYou want to see my clothes on your floor?â
Sunghoon watches you intently, seeing your thighs being exposed more and more as the dress raises. His body is already reacting, becoming more attracted to your witty sense of displeasure toward his entire personality and lifestyle. After all, heâs a computer whizz and you deal with screaming children all day. He wonders why he expected anything less. Little do you know though, he fully intends to have you praising him before the night is up.
âIâd like to see you on my floor,â he answers, reaching for your dress and pulling it up further and above your head. âIf Iâm being honest, anyway.â
You were trying to go slow with the removal of your dress, mostly to see how he reacts to seeing a woman nearly naked in front of him but damn. You werenât quite expecting how forward heâs being about it. Here you were expecting to be fucked missionary without any foreplay in a bed with all white sheets, right next to a washer and dryer, socks on, lights off.Â
âOh,â you gasp, slightly out of character in his opinion but his body reacts even more to that. Heâs already allowing himself to get aroused so, naturally, his confidence is also bubbling up through each thought and word he decides to say to you.Â
âWhat, youâre shocked?â He laughs, dropping your dress to the floor and scanning your body. âI can admit that Iâm a little shocked too.âÂ
You look at him in confusion, moving your arms over your chest and wondering what the fuck heâs talking about.Â
âYou wore a matching set for a first date? With a complete stranger?â He mocks you this time, stepping even closer and running his fingers along the hem of your bra. You can feel the warmth from his thumb gently rubbing the skin as he does it and instantly your body tells on you in the form of goosebumps.Â
âIâll have you know,â youâre the one stepping closer this time, âI always wear matching sets, because I like to feel sexy.âÂ
Youâre a liar. You definitely wore them just in case.
He hums, mere inches from your face as he looks down at you. It feels like heâs fucking looming, it feels like he must have his heat set too high or something.
 It gets even worse when his eyes donât leave yours, but you feel his hand drop from your chest only to hear the familiar sound of a belt being unbuckled. He stares at you while he does it, his hair falling in his face at the movement of what heâs doing waist down. For some reason, that does it for you, and youâre already rubbing your legs together as you stare right back at him.Â
âI think thatâs bullshit,â he smirks, slipping his belt from the loops of his pants and tossing that to the floor as well, and then he brings his face another inch closer, âand donât think I canât tell that youâre turned on.âÂ
You donât back down, nor do you admit that heâs absolutely right. You just look at him, watching a strand of his hair fall in front of his eyes that are beginning to darken by the second.Â
âIâm not turned on, believe me, itâll take a lot more thanââ Youâre cut off by him planting his hand directly between your legs, two fingers pressing your panties slightly into you.Â
âHm?â He encourages you to say that again, but youâve got your breath caught in your throat at his extreme change in demeanor.
Still, heâs looking directly at your face, watching the way you try to think of a lie.Â
âYou wanna keep pretending that Iâm boring?â He asks, sliding his fingers up and pressing against your clit.Â
You shake your head, finally dropping the act and blinking at him with empty thoughts.Â
âThatâs what I thought,â He ticks his tongue at you, now pulling his fingers away and showing you that even through your panties, his fingers are already soaked. âNow take the rest off.â
You do as he says, watching him step away with his shirt untucked and his pants undone. You note that he grabs a condom, which for some reason reminds you that youâre definitely about to get railed into the next dimension if that bulge behind those pants implies anything.Â
Standing there with all of your clothes thrown around his living room, you watch him harder than you already had been. Heâs slow when he sets the condom down on the table, and even slower when he walks up to you and places a hand on the top of your head before guiding you to sink down.
âWhaâright here?â You ask, feeling the clean carpet offer relief for your knees rather than the hard wood floors of the room over.Â
âI said I wanted to see you on my floor, didnât I?â He smiles, already admiring how shameful youâd appear to be if your parents saw you naked and on your knees for him.Â
You nod, looking up at him. When you reach forward to actually lower his pants though, he steps back and continues to create distance between the two of you as he backs himself up to the wall and lounges against it.Â
âCrawl to me,â he instructs, wondering if itâs too much for you but letting out a pleased sound of relief when you instantly do it.
Would you normally let a man tell you to do that? No. Would you ever actually listen to a man who speaks to you like this? Fuck no. You canât defend your actions when you do it and you also canât lie that youâre absolutely fucking dripping over it. Like, honestly, heâs going to have to deep clean this fucking carpet by the time you leave this house.Â
When you reach him, you can feel the heat in your cheeks at the very idea of him from this angle. You sit on your knees, lifting your hands to his pants and lowering them before he can try to draw the process out even longer. You can hear him let out a short chuckle at the way you try to be quick with it, and you already know heâs about to say some shit.
âI didnât expect you to be this eager.â He talks down to you with a deep and raspy voice, one that sounds entirely sensual. In terms of what he says though, honestly, you shouldnât expect much more considering how the two of you practically roasted each other before this very instant.Â
You ignore his words, letting his pants drop to the floor and now reaching to pull his briefs down. You were incredibly unprepared for his size as you watched it stand stiff and raging in front of your face. Not a single hint of precum is seen, and it makes you feel kind of pathetic for how wet youâve already gotten. It almost feels like a challenge now, to make him feel just as desperate as you do now.Â
Thankfully, your throat is fairly trained for sucking men until theyâre trembling. Hopefully, all those dudes youâve fucked around with before come in handy and donât let you down this time around.Â
Sunghoon watches you from above, smiling over the way you stare at his length before finally touching it. He keeps his cool though, wondering how just over an hour ago you were ordering the worst food a restaurant has to offer, scoffing at his job, his hobbies, and now look at you. What a sight.Â
âGo on,â he encourages you, pressing his hips forward so that the head of his cock hits your cheek, âlet me see how messy you are.â
You roll your eyes at him, gripping the base before closing your eyes and breathing in through your nose. The very second you wrap your lips around him, he has both hands on your head, not moving it, not pushing you down or anything, just resting there. Youâd think it was sweet if it werenât for the fact that he pushes his hips forward after four whole seconds.
So, heâs not going to guide your mouth, heâs going to hold it there? Okay, you guess. Thankfully, heâs not being super rough with it like you anticipated. If anything, heâs sliding himself into your mouth much as youâd do on your own.Â
He hums out at the feeling of your inner cheeks hugging against his length, pressing in more and more with each thrust of his hips until he finally gets the majority of his length past your lips. He can see you breathe through your nose, but he doesnât feel resistance at all so he presses his hips in even more, essentially until heâs blocking your airways and your throat is restricted around him in a gag.Â
Instead of pulling your head back though, he feels your fingers grip the back of his legs, youâre trying. He holds your head there in place, feeling your throat massage his cock in probably one of the best ways heâs ever felt.Â
âShit,â he seethes out between a bite of his lip, âyouâve done this before?âÂ
The very thought of you letting your throat be used is enough for him to want to keep doing it, but hearing your response as a half-moaned gag vibrating around his length is a whole other story.Â
He releases his hands from behind your head just to see if what he thinks youâre implying with those vibrations of sounds is right, and god is he thrown for a loop. You stay there, and even when he pulls his hips back before fucking into your throat once more, you still stay there.
Heâs going to lose his goddamn mind because never has a woman been able to withstand this amount in their throat for this long for him. Enough to actually have him a little worried that youâre essentially suffocating on him.Â
Sunghoon snaps his hips back, pulling out of your mouth and leaning down just a bit to grab your chin and guide your eyes up to him.Â
âBreathe,â he says, watching the way you smirk at him as if youâve won some sort of award. He narrows his eyes at you, âYou can choke all you want babe, but youâre gonna have to not be this cock drunk if you want to pretend that youâve got the upper hand.â
That motherfucker. Youâre trying to make him show just a hint of desperation for you and he completely flips the tables on you?Â
Before you can even argue again, heâs guiding your lips back on him. You decide that itâs not over yet, he can talk down to you all he wants, but youâre going to be the one laughing at him by the end of the night.Â
You allow him to place his hands back on your head, and you kind of like the weight of his cock on your tongue if youâre being honest, but god damn does he have a harsh rhythm. His hips snap languidly but he buries himself deep. Even when you try to look up at him as your nose presses against his pubic bone, heâs looking down at you so casually. Like he feels okay. Just okay.Â
This time, when he pulls his hips back, he doesnât have to hold your head steady. You chase his length even as it tries to slide from your mouth, and you start to move your head back and forth in time with his hips. You finally receive a moan from him when you reach a hand up and cup his balls, massaging them in one hand as your saliva bubbles out from around your lips.
âSo fucking messyââ he chokes out in a surprised moan, praising you for somehow making this feel even better than it already did.Â
You hum around him again, feeling the weight of his cock pulse against your tongue and you start to taste more of his precum. Shamefully, youâre starting to want this more and more. You want him to call you messy, you want him to bruise your throat. You donât mind, now that youâve seen a snippet of what heâs like when he shows his pleasure.
Just a moment goes by when you feel his hands grip your hair, pulling slightly and following the rhythm of your movements, just putting a bit more force behind them until he finally presses you one last time against his pelvic bone, swirling his hips and stretching out your throat impossibly more around him.Â
âJust like that, yeah,â his moans echo throughout his empty walls and it causes your eyes to flutter as you try to breathe in through your nose. When you gag, he moans again. âFuck, you know exactly what youâre doing.â
Then, he releases you and watches with a smirk at the way you pull back in a deep breath before wiping your mouth.Â
Youâre not sure why, but the way heâs looking at you makes you feel proud. Maybe itâs because heâs managed to pull out this weird, needy side of you, or maybe itâs because he looks incredibly good looking at you like this after the two of you spit insults at each other all night.Â
âDo you want me to return the favor?â He asks, finally unbuttoning and removing his shirt.
Seeing him now, you stare at his chest and toned arms, wanting to grab onto them and feel him do whatever it is he wants to do to you. He, on the other hand, canât tell if youâre nodding to his question or looking him up and down slowly.Â
âYou were so talkative earlier, what happened?â He smiles, stepping forward and falling to his knees himself, nudging your legs open in one go as he presses you back against his floor. âDo you want to fuck my tongue, or no?â
He continues to smile at your silence, eyes trained between your legs as he spreads them and then looks up at your face. âNo?âÂ
You shake your head, leaning back on your elbows to watch him and take a breath in.
âItâs hard to talk when youâre like,â you motions towards him, âthat.â
He chuckles, taking it as a compliment before snatching a pillow off of his couch and tapping your thigh to get you to lift up. You do so, allowing him to place the pillow under your ass before he settles himself there.
His eyes stay locked on yours as his fingers start to trail to your core, slipping through your folds with such ease that your embarrassment shows plainly on your face.Â
âMessy,â he compliments, lightly tapping against your clit before lowering his head and blowing softly against the glistening heat you offer to him. âKeep your legs spread for me, darling.â
You still watch him, his eyes glaring up from between your spread thighs as he lets his tongue fall from his mouth and lick one long and languid stripe up your slit, stopping just before your clit and pulling back as if heâs tasting. Youâre not sure what it is about him but goddamn, he must know he looks good when heâs pleasuring a woman.Â
Despite him asking you to keep your legs spread for him, it appears that he doesnât trust you to do it because heâs still got one hand prying one of your legs apart and his head moving in all sorts of ways as he allows his tongue to lap every part of you besides your clit. Even his other hand, exploring and gently placing pressure against your entranceâ the way heâs doing this makes you want to press forward, it makes you want to do exactly as he asked.Â
You roll your hips forward, and he instantly attaches his lips to your clit. You stop, and he trails back down and flicks his tongue against your folds in a teasing way. You grind forward, heâs right back on your clit, flicking his muscle the same way and eliciting a whine from you.Â
This time though, when you roll your hips back, he takes both hands and presses your legs open as far as he can get them, spreading your pussy out across his lips for him to take full control of. He nips at your clit before licking down, pressing the pointed muscle into you and only then does he release your legs. Now, heâs sliding both hands under your ass and rocking you against his face, angling his head so that he can lick inside to taste your plush and wet walls.
God, youâre gonna lose it. Even if you didnât want to, youâd think the way heâs moving his mouth is enough to get anyone to take advantage of it. You moan, pressing forward and back against his mouth as your own fingers fall to your clit. You rub when you press forward, feeling his warm and wet saliva drip from your slit and down to your ass, and you rub harder when you pull back, watching his eyes flutter open and still somehow manage to glare at you.
And just as soon as it started, you blink and his face is right there. You would have let out a shocked sound, because jumpscare much? But you moan instead, because he hovers over you with a smirk and an arm between the two of you, his fingers instantly sliding into you as he attaches his lips to yours with little more than a moan of his own.Â
âHave you ever tasted yourself?â He asks, licking against your lips and scissoring his fingers open inside of you.
You have, but for some reason it tasted better this time when he prods his tongue against yours. Perhaps itâs because itâs from him, or maybe itâs because you are a little obsessed with the way he navigates sex.Â
When he pulls back from your mouth, now losing himself a little bit in the heat of the faces you make when you feel good, he canât help but give you a moan along with your own. You sound so fucking good when youâre not talking your shit, and god he knew that mouth could do more than be annoying.Â
âOpen up,â he whispers against your lips, licking your bottom lip as he thrusts his fingers deeper into you, âlet me hear you.â
You canât really help it. When you open your mouth, youâre practically panting for him. His arm is moving harshly as he fucks his fingers into you and causing you to nearly lose balance on your elbows, but he holds you there with his other arm wrapped around your waist, still licking against your lip and smirking when you still canât say anything.Â
âLouder,â He instructs, at least wanting you to moan louder for him if youâre going to act like this when heâs touching you. âLet your momma hear how good it feels, babe, go on.âÂ
Your eyes shoot open after that, and god, he is the fucking worst. Or maybe not, you can tell he does it on purpose. His fingers curling up inside of you and putting intense pressure against a spot that takes every man ages to find if they manage to even remember it.
âSunghoon,â you groan, rolling your eyes back while rolling your hips forward, hand shooting to his and holding it there, âcanât you just fuck me already?â
He chuckles, dipping his head down to give a sharp bite against your nipple, his fingers still curling up into that spot.Â
âSoak my fingers first.â He says, floored by how good your voice sounds when you want to get fucked.Â
He continues to suck and bite against your nipple, and that sends shocks of pleasure straight down to where his fingers meet your g-spot. You could come right now if heâd justâ
You roll your hips forward harder, grinding your clit against his wrist and essentially fucking yourself on his fingers now. He moans against your nipple at the movement, biting down harder as he hears you just above him holding your breath. It seems like you like not being able to breath, which is just fucking great for him. Your mom would be so heartbroken, honestly.Â
âYou think you can ride my cock like this?â He asks, popping your nipple out of his mouth and moving those bites up your neck and to your ear, âThink you can take it?â
You nod with heat rushing through your body, feeling his wrist stiffen up for your pleasure to grind against.Â
Fuck, he can feel your cunt gripping his fingers as you work yourself up and it takes everything in him not to pull his fingers from you and absolutely bury himself into the tight heat youâre offering, but he holds back, pulling from your neck and watching the way your brows furrow and your mouth falls slack.
âYeah, thatâs it babe, ride it.â he encourages, hearing your wet slide against his fingers with each movement of your body.
You shake as it washes through you, feeling his fingers remain in their spot against your little bundle of pleasure inside of you. You feel like you can explode from this alone and he practically forces it out of you, pulling his fingers out and immediately rubbing circles on your clit.Â
âLet it go for me,â he encourages in a pleasured sigh, watching your body tremble involuntarily as your face contorts to what anyone else would assume is pain. He moves further back and watches your body soak both him and his floor. âFuck, yes, such a fucking mess.â
Well, thatâs never happened before and the fact that youâre still orgasming is also new. You feel so sensitive, releasing in waves that offer little in terms of self control. Your hands shoot to his arm, gripping him so tightly as you try to hear his moans for you, but to be honest, you canât hear a fucking thing through this wall of arousal in your head.Â
Finally, you open your eyes and heâs just looking at you, smirking at the dripping against his legs and the wet spot on the floor.Â
âMessy, messy girl.â He says with a chuckle. âDirtying up my living room like this? Come on, get up.â
This is the first time Sunghoon has ever had a woman squirt for him, and honestly heâs been trying for ages to let someone experience this through him, goddamn was it sexy to see. You look absolutely fucking gone at this moment, and he might be fucking in love with the image. So badly does he want to see those shaking legs try to stand for him, so badly, does he want to see you fucking buckle.
âCome on,â he says again, not giving you enough time to even think about standing before heâs pulling you up on wobbling legs and pressing your toward the couch.
He watches how you wobble over, shuffling your feet with your knees turned inward with each step. He canât help but lick his lips, seeing how your arousal drips down both of your legs in a shameless show of how much his fingers alone could do for you.Â
âSorry,â You rasp out as you make your way over, brain fogged from the orgasm and unable to feel much at all outside of the pulsing inside of you. âIâve neverââ
âDonât worry, I like the mess.â He smiles, snatching up the condom and tearing the wrapper open with ease before rolling it down his length, staring at you.
Oh, right, he still hasnât even fucked you yet. Fuck, heâs good.
He sits himself next to you, pulling an arm around your waist and guiding you on top of him. He doesnât even think twice at your shaking legs, soothing them as you follow his hand and position yourself against his long neglected cock being held up with his other hand.Â
âGonna keep that promise?â he asks, still smoothing his hands over your legs and looking up at you. âGonna take my cock better than you did my fingers?âÂ
You nod, feeling a pulse of electricity inside of you. Willing you to take more, wanting to be stretched further.
Besides, you know that once youâre seated with his length fucking impaling you, youâll at least have his broad shoulders to hold onto if you need to stay steady. Â
And when you sink down, you hear the sound youâve been trying to pull from him all night. He lets out a soft moan, almost a whimper if you think hard enough about it, and it ignites a brand new fire in you as you take him in inch by inch. Feeling the searing stretch offer a bit of pain despite the sheer amount of wet you have collected between your legs.Â
He can feel you clench around him in the attempt to adjust, and your legs shaking only offer even more in terms of pleasure as you envelope him entirely with your heat. He canât help but moan, almost unable to keep up his dominant persona with a pussy so sweet wrapped around him. God, he loves blind dates, honestly.Â
âMhm,â he hums, rubbing both of his hands now against your thighs as you sit yourself flush against him and wait to adjust to his size, âI definitely like you.â
You fall forward with a small laugh, the irony of the situation a bit too much on top of your mind falling helplessly and embarrassingly fast at how lucky you are to have a mother to set you up with such a man.Â
Heâs a bit soft at this moment, wrapping both arms around your waist and listening to your breathless laughs against his neck. Loving the way each inhaled chuckle forces your body to squeeze his cock delightfully tight.Â
God, Youâre pretty, and so fucking annoying. Just his type.Â
âIâm still going to fuck you senseless though.â he finally says, feeling your body still at his words as you lift a bit, just to slide back down on him.
âIs that a promise?â You ask weakly, pretending that he didnât already manage to do it with his hands alone.Â
He nods, the softness in his eyes disappearing instantly when he feels the drag of your cunt hug his length. He doesnât hold back his moaning for you this time though, and he shows no shame in slapping your ass, and guiding you even closer to his chest.Â
You stand on your knees a bit on top of him, watching his eyes zone in on your tits in his face. Hopefully, heâs going to keep that promise too.
His hips snap up harshly as his hands grope your ass and spread you apart. He snaps his hips again and again, nearly pulling his entire length out of you each time just to fill you up once again. Stretching you open and loosening you up, the pleasure of it hitting him right in the throat each time with small grunts against your nipple when you bounce at the movement.Â
You whimper out, the sounds still echoing throughout his house along with the sounds of your thighs slapping against his. His grunts are deeper, and all of the sounds together sound like a desperate soundtrack of what youâve always wished sex was like. He fucks you good, despite your legs still shaking, and despite the pain of his teeth biting against your skin now.Â
You canât help it when you fall forward again, hugging around his head as he starts to relentlessly fuck into you at a faster pace, the thrusts going from slow and deep to tight and pointed. His thick cock easily pressing against that same spot his fingers had been teasing earlier. You choke out at the feeling, legs jolting and causing you to sit again out of sensitivity.
He doesnât falter at your failure to stay in position for him, and instead he gropes your ass harder, swirling your hips around him. You can feel how hard he is inside of you, splitting you open and pulsing at a near constant pace.Â
âRide it,â he instructs, much like he did with his fingers and you follow suit, lifting just slightly and sliding back down again. âHarder,â he demands, pulling his head from your grasp and looking up at you with a wild smirk.Â
You look down at him, wondering how pitiful you must look up here. He appears to be loving it though, absolutely in love with the way you struggle to do what you swore youâd be able to.Â
Trying again, you begin to bounce on him and he grants you his fingers on your clit for that, moaning at your own choice of rhythm and leaning forward yet again to pop his presumed favorite nipple back into his mouth.
The ministrations of his fingers paired with his mouth sends you spiraling once again into a world of pleasure. The shaking in your legs become more of a driving factor than anything as you ride him better than youâve ever ridden anyone.
Finally, heâs the one moaning out and trying to string together choked words of praise.
âYour grip is so tight,â he mutters out, kissing up your chest and to your neck, âi can fucking feel you dripping down my legs.â He adds in a moan, losing himself in the way you move your hands through his hair and scratch at the nape of his neck. He wants to ruin you so badly, and heâs already drenched in you. He wants more.Â
You knew youâd have him just as desperate as you by the end of the night. Now look at him, muttering out strings of curse words as you do nothing but ride and pet him. Heâs melting under you, and youâll be damned if he comes before you get that second orgasm.Â
Shooting your hand to your clit to replace his lazy movements, you work yourself up to your second orgasm and he just watches you, taking in the image of you practically riding him into oblivion until youâre clenching even tighter around him, throwing your head back and shooting your hands to his shoulders as you harshly roll your hips into his. Youâre working yourself through it when he starts pumping into you again, short and tight thrusts pushing you through your orgasm until heâs gripping you equally as hard, holding you down on him as he spills out and into the condom in more of a purr than a moan.
You watch him, dazed out of your fucking mind as he bites against his bottom lip and slowly blinks through his orgasm as you. Part of you wishes he just did it raw, wanting so badly for him to make a mess of you like you did to him.
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You find yourself with him at your parentâs house just a week later, eating lunch in the chaotic mess of your motherâs kitchen. Itâs funny, really, how heâs trying to be polite to her as if heâs not about to take you next door and probably fuck you against an open window just to blow his own cover.
âI told you he was a keeper,â your mother compliments him as she lays a plate of croissants on the table. âJust yesterday he offered to mow our lawn when we head off for vacation this weekend!â
Sheâs praising him much like you wouldnât, and you kick him under the table for trying to suck up to her even more now that heâs fucked you several times already.Â
âDid he now?â You ask, glaring over at him and then smiling sweetly at your mother. âGuess he is kind of a keeper, maybe.â
His eyes shoot to you and he smiles around his bite of croissant at you.Â
âYou were right though,â he counters you towards your mother, âsheâs definitely a handful.â
Your mother crosses her arms as she leans against the counter, looking between the both of you.Â
âHow many dates have you been on without telling me?â She asks, looking at you.
âA fewâŠâ If she considers it a date to meet up and fuck every other day this week.
âWe had lunch a few days ago.â he adds, backing you up. Itâs just that the lunch wasnât exactly likeâyou know, at a restaurant, and if she knew that cum was on the menu, perhaps you both would be slapped shitless.Â
âSo, are you guys going to be exclusive, or?â
Sunghoon looks at you curiously, and you look back at him.Â
âI dunno, itâs only been a week, Mom.â
She nods, clapping once before pushing off of the counter and leaving the kitchen.Â
Itâs silent between you and Sunghoon for a few moments before he speaks up.
âI wouldnât be against it.â
âAgainst what?â You ask, looking at him with a raised brow.Â
âYou know, like, dating. I canât imagine anyone actually putting up with you besides me, anyway.â
You kick him again from under the table, causing him to wince out in pain before glaring at you. You smile in return though, giving him a shrug and now rubbing your foot against the bruise you probably just caused.Â
âI find myself agreeing with that statement,â You laugh thinking hard about your next words. âBut for some reason, agreeing with you pisses me off more.â
Sunghoon nods, smiling through the pain of the bruise forming on his shin.Â
âGood thing I know how to fix that, huh?â He finishes the conversation, fully aware that he knows how to shut you up and make you love it.Â
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Oh, I did NOT just see someone call a character mentally ill (when there is no evidence of that in canon) just because theyâre a bad person.
#I'm sorry I know I complain about this all the time I am just so tired#like. idk I've had to live my whole life with no one around me understanding my fucking illness and people not knowing what#intrusive thoughts actually are and going through the church and now this neo-puritanism fandom trend where apparently thinking something#at all is the same thing as actually doing that thing irl and being unable to have a healthy social life for most of my childhood because#everyone thought I was Irredeemably Weirdâą and Too Anxiousâą and Too Angryâą and gave me Traumaâą because they thought it was funny to#aggravate my symptoms and don't even get me STARTED on how that dovetailed in with the OTHER STUFF like do you have ANY idea#how hard I had to fight for what little self-esteem and personal peace I've managed to have??? do you KNOW how hard it is to wake up#day after day and use my coping skills over and over again to stop myself from sinking into a pit where I think my Conditionâą#inherently makes me a horrible unlovable person??? DO YOU HAVE!!! ANY!!!!!! FUCKING!!!!!!!! IDEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I REALLY HATE TO SCREAM ABOUT SOMEONE'S ENGAGEMENT WITH A FICTIONAL THING BUT I AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS SHIT#the real horror was the ableism we found along the way#In the Vents
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