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rose24207 Ā· 1 day ago
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hellooo! can you please write a mafia!lando fic where lando is sick with the flu or something and pretends he is fine infront of everyone including reader because he was raised in a house where sickness was weak?
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Summary: Lando, raised to see vulnerability as weakness, pushes through the flu to maintain his mafia image, but ultimately allows you to care for him when his facade cracks.
Genre: Mafia!Lando, angst, fluff
TW: None!
A/N: sorry that it took so long but the first week of school gave me a reality check that I can in fact not freestyle in my exams šŸ˜­ anywaysā€¦ English is not my first language. I hope you enjoy it though! Requests are open and welcome!
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Lando Norris wasnā€™t used to showing weakness. In his world, power wasnā€™t just an assetā€”it was everything. Raised in a household where even the smallest sign of vulnerability was met with disdain, heā€™d grown up hiding pain, fear, and anything that could be perceived as a chink in his armor. Now, as the head of his familyā€™s empire, nothing had changed. To show strength was to survive.
But today, even Landoā€™s finely honed discipline was being tested.
You stood at the edge of his office, watching him from the doorway. He was pacing near his desk, the usual swagger in his steps replaced with something more uneven. His shoulders, usually squared and broad, seemed to droop slightly. The dark circles under his eyes were more pronounced, and his complexion looked pale, almost gray under the dim light.
ā€œYou should sit down,ā€ you said, your voice soft but firm.
ā€œIā€™m fine,ā€ he snapped, though his voice lacked its usual bite.
You crossed your arms, not budging. ā€œLandoā€”ā€
ā€œI said Iā€™m fine!ā€ His gaze shot up to meet yours, a storm of irritation and something deeper swirling in his eyes.
But even as he glared, you could see the faint sheen of sweat on his brow. His hand trembled as he reached for a glass of water on the desk, barely managing to lift it without spilling.
ā€œYou donā€™t look fine.ā€
He slammed the glass down, the sound echoing through the room. ā€œI donā€™t have time to be sick,ā€ he growled, his voice rough and gravelly.
ā€œThatā€™s not how the flu works,ā€ you said, stepping closer.
Lando turned away, running a hand through his already messy curls. ā€œI have a meeting with the Castellano family in an hour. If I donā€™t show up, theyā€™ll think Iā€™m weak. And I canā€™t afford that right now.ā€
You clenched your fists at your sides, frustration bubbling up inside you. ā€œLando, you canā€™t run an empire if youā€™re dead on your feet.ā€
He ignored you, grabbing his tailored black suit jacket and shrugging it on. But as he moved toward the door, his steps faltered. His hand shot out to grip the edge of the desk, his knuckles white as he steadied himself.
ā€œLando!ā€ You rushed to his side, your hands gripping his arms to keep him upright.
He tried to pull away, but his strength was failing him. ā€œLet go,ā€ he muttered, though his voice was weaker now.
ā€œNot a chance.ā€
For a moment, the two of you stood there in tense silence. His breathing was shallow, his chest rising and falling rapidly. You could feel the heat radiating off him, his fever burning through the layers of his clothing.
ā€œLando,ā€ you said gently, ā€œyouā€™re going to make yourself worse if you keep this up.ā€
His jaw tightened, his lips pressing into a thin line. ā€œI canā€™tā€”ā€
ā€œYes, you can,ā€ you interrupted. ā€œYou have a whole team of people who can handle things for you. You donā€™t have to do everything on your own.ā€
He let out a bitter laugh, though it quickly turned into a harsh cough. ā€œYou donā€™t understand. If I show even the slightest hint of weakness, theyā€™ll exploit it. My enemies, my alliesā€”hell, even my own people. I canā€™t afford to be sick.ā€
You softened, your hands still steadying him. ā€œYouā€™re not weak for being human, Lando. Even the strongest people need to rest sometimes.ā€
His gaze dropped to the floor, the weight of your words sinking in. For a moment, you thought he might argue again, but instead, he let out a shaky breath. ā€œI donā€™t know how to stop,ā€ he admitted quietly.
You guided him to the couch in the corner of the room, helping him sit down. He didnā€™t resist this time, his body sagging against the cushions.
ā€œThen let me help you,ā€ you said, brushing a damp curl away from his forehead. ā€œJust for today. Let someone else carry the weight.ā€
He looked up at you, vulnerability flickering in his eyes. It was a side of him you rarely saw, one he tried so hard to bury beneath layers of bravado and control. But in this moment, he let you see it.
ā€œOkay,ā€ he whispered, his voice barely audible.
You smiled softly, relief washing over you. ā€œGood. Now lie down before you pass out.ā€
To your surprise, he listened. As you fetched a blanket and a damp cloth, you couldnā€™t help but feel a surge of determination. Lando had spent his whole life taking care of others, protecting his empire and the people he cared about.
Now, it was your turn to take care of him.
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Thank you for reading!
Taglist: @ipushhimback, @ladyoflynx, @lewishamiltonismybf, @cmleitora, @hxxi3, @cherryblossom-92, @same1995, @amatswimming
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fraternum-momentum Ā· 1 day ago
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can we ask about your pc? šŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ
if yes... how did you pick her name? is she actually tf in-game, or is it more conceptual? you mentioned that she had to just adapt to the town, implying that she wasn't always like That(tm); how do you think her adjustment would've been like/how long did it take/etc? sorry i have so many questions i love ocs
YES PLEASEEE questions r always welcome :333 it goes for all my ocs !! altho i think my most developed ones r AimƩe and Melanie
but to answer your questions, I just looked up baby names QQJWHHW and she actually does have the tf in game ! altho whenever i play i don't really keep it accurate to AimĆ©e's story (she doesnt even look alike šŸ˜­) i kind of just fuck around and do shit bc i prefer not to think too hard while im playing LMFAO
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AimƩe's change was gradual. It started small like a piercing here and there, getting her hair dyed, then dressing more scantily, and eventually changing her attitude, how forward she is towards people, etc. It was a lot of observing how people were and mimicking parts of them.
Two turning points in her life are when she became part of Whitney's group and when she got her tf.
As she got closer to Whitney and his friends, she became more extroverted. Even if they're a bunch of insufferable shitheads, they did help her come out of her shell more. Another factor is that she's not getting harassed as much in school anymore, so she's not as anxious about attending classes compared to before.
And when she got her demon tf, she just got hornier, just in general. It helps with the whole ignoring her problems thing she got going on.
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freshairforrabbits Ā· 1 year ago
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any anti-problematic community/"problematic" community itself
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i think only in cat pictures srry
Oh my god, I love all your cat pictures ā¤ļøšŸ˜‚ and shit, yeah, to be fair they can totally both look like the cats on the left, I have witnessed some things in my wonky wobbly time on the Internet. But the people simply enjoying art and enjoying their friends art without shaming them for what they read, create, or find creative satisfaction in are truly the best ā¤ļø the right picture is how human creation should be; not a competition, not a moral grandstanding, but like coming around a table to share and indulge in each other's cooking, loving brewed teas, and passing big bowls and plates of food around-- deciding if something is to their taste and if not, they happily pass it over to someone who would enjoy it far more rather than decide it shouldn't be enjoyed by anyone at all because cranberry sauce is too bitter and icky for them.
We were meant to share and support each other, not walk on eggshells and virtue signal to our so-called friends that Look! Look! We're the Good Ones. People are going to hate you for pretty much anything you do, someone out there will hate you for the smallest, innocuous thing, they'll think you're horrible and awful and undeserving for just existing, so the best you can do is prop up your friends, even their artistic interests you don't understand, even the ways in which you can't figure out how they can stomach certain storylines. It's not productive to try and understand everything and everyone. It's not productive to train yourself to have knee jerk reactions to certain words, to be hyper vigilant of every miniscule detail, of trying to weed out Us from Them when the lines blur so fucking much. When I know for a fact people who condemn works like mine are the very ones to read them, to read my fiction and claim it's somehow a cut above the rest, that it does it all "right"-- which it doesn't, it's not, it's ugly and raw and it feels slimy and unproductive to know people hold stories like pretty boy snuff film up against others.
And in the same breath it's not productive to allow your triggers or discomforts to dictate the decisions of others (insert all of groupthink throughout history and today here).
I hope for people to one day be able to have the image on the right and that they move away from friends who would stab them in the back given half the chance. I hope that the people who read my fics and enjoy them and discuss them with their friends, who have to be so, so careful about what they say and feel as if they're being watched, stalked, and made to curb their most honest reactions and feelingsā€“ I hope they too find people who will let them speak openly and without fear of unfounded retaliation.
I hope for everyone to be able to share themselves wholly and completely, their darkest works and their thoughts included; how else are we gonna learn to grow and shape ourselves, y'know? How else can we learn to relate with others without being honest with ourselves.
Get freaky with it. And find people who support your work for you, not for the act of doing it all good or right, but for doing it bad and not giving a fuck. For fucking up grammar, for fucking up spelling, for getting gross and weird and wrong and complicated. For feeling safe and secure in your ability to create and your ability to share as you were meant to.
There are people out there; you don't gotta stick with assholes who'd sell you for a corn chip and some Purity Points. Keep looking and keep making ā¤ļø
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lemongogo Ā· 3 months ago
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they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#lg doodles#i drew this a few days ago but im so tired after work ngl . sittingnin bed like =__= ..#and im visiting family this weekend so idek if ill get to it until next weekend#but ya i love them i loge them so much#i love the tension in atots right after stanford comes back#and hes like writing sll this shit ab stan in the journal#while learning that he stole his identity and so on and stans like hey so i did this rly selfless thing for u can you at least#acknowledge it and they r just stewing in their own anger šŸ˜­#actually i love their dynamic so much . the arguing as they mimic each other 1:1 and rhe animosity and#ykw im gna make another post but the grammar stanley scene is my favorite#magbe its not post worthy nvm idc but thats probably one of my fav interactions in the whole series#its so stupid that u know its real HELPPlike yeah that rly isnjust how it is . in fact ive done more over less šŸ«¶#HAHAHAHAH#ugh.love . lovee i wish#i dont think gf needs a continuation im totally in the 2 season boat here#but if they ever did a post series stan and ford exploration ohhh believe . trust tht i would not shut up ab it ever#i want to see them talk so bad . im so greedy bc i feel like they didnt talk enough in the series bc im partial 2 them i just want them in#everything .#i think their personalities are so fun esp bc ford isnt the annoying nerd archetype i like that hes a cocky bitch#and i like that stan is an equally cocky bitch and they both have too much pride that they butt heads over literally everythjng#but they also recognize how ridiculous it all is like šŸ˜­. even when theyre fighting over the journal they both r like ok pause r u ok#hmm.. so many ppl here capture their dynamic well too.šŸ˜­at least the people who dont generalize either into a single personality trait yk#imso tired im tired#but guys i love talking ab ford and stan theybr so everything to me in ways i dnt think incould ever articulate like u see them and u just g#get it . ugh. turning my head and passing out . ford is so funny hes so stupid i love him i cant bekieve i was a ford hater im sorry ive#atoned im changed im a changed oerson i didnt realize the magnitude of his serve .but stanley as my day 1 will never change . just know .(k#idk if anyonf ever reads this fsr down but if u r here say cheeseešŸ“øšŸ“ø
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myokk Ā· 5 months ago
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nicomoon69 Ā· 3 months ago
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every time Iā€™m forced to see this image bc I have to describe whatā€™s wrong w it to dumb ass ppl a small part of me dies
cw: ugly ass emo whitewashed genshin man
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smeraldo-heart Ā· 5 months ago
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Merrin really does just state my exact feelings about A- Bode, and B- the whole ā€œCal will turn to the dark side in the third gameā€ theory:
A- ā€œHe has already used fatherhood to justify betrayal and murder.ā€
You canā€™t make me feel sorry for him, Iā€™m afraid!! He used Kata as an excuse but there were plenty of other options and god I just plain ass do not like him
B- ā€œCere won her battle with the dark side. You will too.ā€
Calā€™s not going to ā€œbecome evilā€ or whatever šŸ’€ it goes against everything about him and also everything the games have been saying. He is going to struggle with it, but I believe it will definitely lead to growth and Cal flourishing in the third game once he defeats his temptations.
Why is Merrin so right about everything. Itā€™s crazy. Best character for real.
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mc-was-here Ā· 1 year ago
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Imagine telling levi he was originally meant to be a yandere hehe
L:"well then what am I supposed to be if I'm not a yandere?"
MC:"...moe~ā™”"
Levi would be blushing and crying at the same time, his weeb ass (/lovingly ADHKGDH) would be in a corner stuttering and proceeds to scream in a pillow. Thinking to himself ā€œWhat the hell MC?!?! Me, moe?!? If anything, YOUā€™RE the one whoā€™s totes moe! How DARE you say that to my face so boldly!ā€
Heā€™d be told heā€™s a yandere probably mockingly imo, and of course heā€™s not fond of it given heā€™s already insecure and would be afraid to harm you in any way.
That said, Leviā€™s definitely the type to react very aggressively to being praised and complimented LMAOO- unlike Mammon, heā€™s flailing his arms and hands wanting to bury himself from embarrassment. It can be the smallest thing, but he will take it to heart because heā€™s usually so self-deprecating. šŸ„¹
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digitalcarcrash Ā· 5 months ago
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sighs dreamily Do you guys think alex kralie would fw david cronenberg's filmography
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tankgotstuckinthecircusgate Ā· 5 months ago
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this but carlo & morettišŸ˜”šŸ¤Ø thats all thank you
#i caaaaaaaaaaaaant find the whole piece bc apparently they deleted this book from the public domainšŸ™„šŸ™„šŸ™„fuckers#but context: john torrio is in the hospital after an attempted murder#1931-32 idk failed murder attempt on moretti real hashtag canon now hashtag in my head#carlo & moretti#m2#also whatever funny thing: this is capone's biography written by one rus author and#they released this book as part of the ā€œlives of wonderful peopleā€ series(šŸ˜­)#and fucked it up badly bc it caused an outcry and the book had to be reissued (tho stalin's biography is in this series like fr tfšŸ™„)#<- and ok i was googling this book & turns out that in the 1st edition contained a shit ton of photos#i took reprinted ver in the library & w like 1 photo in it#fuck now i regret it sm šŸ˜” but it was like the only available choice in the nearest libraries#i mean no this is actually ridiculous to print capone's biography in this series but ehh it's always so good#in terms of illustrative material so its upsetting#also second funny thing: was takin another books in the library today and GOD SEES american history sections are always so fucking funny#ā€œthe shameful history of americaā€ ā€rotten capitalismā€ and other such titles#dear god ā€œu wanna fuck me so bad it makes u look stupidā€ situation. sorry its a n1 red flag to me when history books have such titles#no u dont do it this way. not ā€œour gloriously prosperous countryā€ vs ā€œthese disgusting other countries"#funny stuff. top 10 epic fail moments 0 swag 0 respect when this grandpa will finally die
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sskk-manifesto Ā· 6 months ago
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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh#The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol#So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting#Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction referencesā€“#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind#ā€œnot only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))ā€š we even got a bad amv ending at thatā€#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ Seriously this is just another bug instance of#ā€œme and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is likeā€#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust#Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb#It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being openā€“#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuyaā€“#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think ā€œyou're completely missing on the unbalance of power thatā€“#creates these dynamics of lack of trustā€ but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shiraseā€š I don't see why he would ever fearā€“#his betrayal. Likewiseā€š I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towardsā€“#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is#But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo#I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it#random rambles#And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the storyā€“#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.
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melloneah Ā· 7 months ago
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2 days till my final exam rant in tags sorry i gotta let it spill somewhere šŸ˜­
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rucow Ā· 10 months ago
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saw too many ppl having awful takes on nerevar and voryn and the tribunal etc etc on twitter, so now im drawing soft sweet nerevoryn bc i can. im going to balance out all the negative energies in this fandom, one drawing at a time šŸ«¶šŸ˜Š
#every couple of months without fail theres a repeat of the same old discourse#(the whole foul murder thing. and also ''voryn was actually also guilty of killing nerevar blablabla'')#im not hearing u lol morrowind's been out for 22 years. we dont need to have the same discussion over and over again#live and let live. let people interpret characters however they want. let people enjoy fiction#you dont get to dictate how these characters should be portrayed#im going to romanticise morrowind's main storyline and nerevoryn till the end of days#and if that makes u irrationally upset then im sorry for u. hope u get better soon. but im allowed to enjoy harmless silly fiction#im allowed to turn this story into a fairytale. im allowed to portray nerevar as a genuinely heroic character. im allowed to girlify voryn.#lets stop having the same dumb fandom discourse every year#its gotten so boring šŸ˜­ let it go#voryn might as well be my oc at this point bc i literally gave her a whole personality and family and backstory and also shes a woman now#u can all just seethe idc šŸ˜­ and whats up with nerevar not being allowed to be a genuinely benevolent character???#why does every character have to be morally grey (if not straight up villainous)??? what if i dont want him to be like that? šŸ™‚#hes literally divine to me. hes a star. hes celestial. hes not really mortal. hes all of my ideals put into one character#and voryn is p much a mirror of me#i put so much of myself into these characters! thats what fiction is for!!! u ARE supposed to project onto them!!!#arggh lets drop the senseless discourse i cant take it anymore lol šŸ˜­
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daz4i Ā· 2 years ago
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remember how i mentioned that my dad's friend suggested he'll teach me this program so i might work in his high-tech company bc he "remembers that [i'm] a smart person". anyway i went to his house yesterday to discuss the whole thing and he asked me what, like, education i have and if i've studied anything after high school to which i very slowly said "i- uh- mostly, um, arts" and when i tell you i could see this man's eyes instantly fill with regret,
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thewingedwolf Ā· 4 months ago
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one goofy ass thing i like about my job is we all really like having staff feedback after programs (like after in service, after summer reading, etc) because it just makes it easier to make it actually helpful and easier next time around and thatā€™s all we want right, like PERSONALLY i donā€™t want to be anxious about a program and dreading it all year, which means i get to do what i Love which is offer my opinion constructively so i can be like ā€œi think some people just donā€™t understand paylocity, it is a little confusing & for them, going through that app is this scary time sink so they donā€™t open it ever.ā€ and no one is taking it personally because five other people wrote in ā€œbeanstack scares meā€ and ā€œiā€™m not using teamsā€ and we can just adjust our expectations of our older coworkers instead of writing people up for it akskd.
#i was like ā€œā€™not me tho i get it but maybe ask [tech person] to do an explainer? i believe they have a whole bit about thisā€™#and then we get a explainer on it the next in service and all the tech afraid people are like ā€˜oh you can turn it on on the desktop?ā€™ yes šŸ˜­#we had a whole thing about office bc theyā€™ve tried to explain they pinned the ā€˜POLICIES AND PROCEDURES ON REPORTED LOST CHILDā€™ on the#share point bc itā€™s a library thatā€™s something that happens on a semi regular basis and we live off a busy street itā€™s important to make#sure the kid didnā€™t wander out of the building those cars Will mow you down.#and the collective ā€˜OH!ā€™ when they showed us how to get to the sharepoint. i figured that out day 2.#i bookmarked the page and added my own books marks. like half of them were shocked.#they have been here 10 years or more. šŸ˜­#i like to say ā€˜i love hearing about what the director does during the day i think the projects are all fascinatingā€™ bc i think phrasing a#compliment for like ~admin transparency~ as a compliment is imo the best way to reward admin transparency.#also tbh yes it Is interesting to me like being a director is honestly a lot about Building Maintenence as it is budget and networking and#managing big problems with staff etc. itā€™s honestly fascinating how much she has to know about upkeep as director.#also. listen iā€™m sorry i love being bribed with food. have office hours with snacks. give me an excuse not to work.#i loved staff day at goodwill too i loved not dealing w work and badgering the corporate guy while the managers worked the front#and then getting pizza. they would grill for us on employee appreciation day.#do u know what my department store did. they gave us a payday bar.#that shits insulting like just donā€™t do anything? u Kno u pay shit and have is on these ass schedules whatā€™s your problem why are u gloating#now ya closed!#itā€™s karma!#anyways this one is nice i think my manager is really bad at schedules and this is a gripe iā€™ve heard from wveryon so itā€™s not just me but#itā€™s other wise as everyone puts it ā€˜not nearly as toxic as other librariesā€™ like no one here is actively committing psychological warfare#over some office job nonsense. our patrons arenā€™t actively trying to get us shut down. thatā€™s a nice change.
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zackcharine Ā· 5 months ago
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screaming and crying and punching the air thinking about Amy
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