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GRIMMORNING NATION RISEEE. Criminal lack of grimmorning on this site so Iâm making it my personal mission to spread my propaganda
Ignore whatevers going on with torbek, even I donât know. I just drew some lines for his body and called it a day
#third wheel torbek#once upon a witchlight#legends of avantris#gricko grimgrin#torbek#morning frost#grimmorning#gricko x frost#window kiss#an idea given to me by my friend#Im actually working on the sketch requests now!! wow!!#if youâre on the loa discord you got a preview of a frost and hootsie one yesterday đ«¶#anyways this one took me not that long so sorry if it looks a little hurried#artists doing your part I salute you đ«Ą
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ur highschool bully gojo was chefs kiss đ what do u think about them going to the same college and taking the same classes?? and the reader sitting next/talking to some other guy and satoru gets jealous?? arwahhhshdhshshs so many possibilities, i hope u continue writing it!!
hi nonnie !! thank you so much :) this is ur official part 2 ! i was struggling to think up some possibilities but this helped a lot :oo | read part 1 here ! -> cw: swearing, jealousy, i let it get fic length oops
(former) highschoolbully!gojo on the brain again⊠like. when you end up seeing him again however many months later, and you can tell that heâs changed. itâs not like its immediately obvious to anyone who doesnât really know him like you (used to); but heâs a little softer-spoken and his smiles seem nine times more genuine. itâs not a hundred percent; the kind that really lights up his face instead of just barely falling short of his stark blue eyes, but it's something.
of course, you have nothing to base it off of, because when you do inevitably see him again it's the very definition of meet ugly.
college is a new frontier, but its also a clean slate. its your first time going into something so new without your old bestfriend at your side, but some faint flickering thought reminds you that it might be better that way. but the universe is against you from the very first day, when youre gettin yourself some coffee from the same chain you did the morning of that fateful presentation so many moons ago. you're too busy thinking to yourself what kind of strange parting ritual it is to relive your trauma to notice the lanky, white-haired boy who hits his head on the chiming bell over the doorway. people are giggling around you n sighing dreamily but youre too deep in the music pumping through your headphones to notice and your eyes are glued to the class schedule on your phone, trying to ensure you dont get lost on the first day whenâ
you blink and your ass is flat on the dirty floor of the coffee shop, and the first thing you register is that your stomach is soaked and burning. you'd spilled your coffee. it takes you a moment to realize, but when you do you're pissed. so you quickly get to your feet, trying to reign in what little of your ego you have left to give the offender who bumped into you a piece of your mind as you look up, then..
how unlucky do you have to be?
just like that, satoru's slid himself back into your life, after ramming through its locked gates. you forget that he always forgets the point of keys, both when it comes to his apartment (which you still have the spare key of in case of emergencies), and the door to your heart. to rub salt in the wound, the only thing that's stained with your coffee order are his shoes, which look like they cost three weeks of your old job salary, but it's all over your shirt. of course it is. because why not? make it look like you tripped and fell into a patch of mud on your way to the lecture hall and tack on an unwelcome reunion with your ex-bestfriend.
to you, it's like the cloud of gloom from your highschool youth has resettled over your head like a swarm of gnats on a dreary, hot summer day. the stars always seem to skew and misalign themselves for you. but for satoru, the stars have handed him one of those huge swirly lollipops that you only ever see being paraded about by toddlers. he recovers almost instantly, trading the burn on his feet and the way it sours your expression like he's just squirted pure citric acid into your throat for a pleasant burn of his own on his cheeks. but it's whatever. girls seem to like it when he blushes, for some reason. he won't question it, if it works on the only one he cares about.
he holds his hand out, ready to help you out like the good samaritan he's becomeâ and it's like a real burn to his heart this time when you ignore it and stand up on your own, refusing to look up and meet his pleading gaze. might as well have taken an iron stoker right out of the fire and jabbed him with it. but he's gojo satoru! he won't be defeated by this one mere, maybe very significant reunion. he's got stamina.
so he offers to buy you a new drink, feels his heart sink when you shake your head (can't even spare a little 'no' in his direction), and talks enough for the both of you when you leave the dingy little store make your way down to campus and the lecture building. you clearly don't want to see him, but he ignores that in exchange to notice the way you shiver every so often. the previously searing-hot coffee that stains your shirt turns cold fast, and moisture n wind don't mix well. he wishes he could offer you some of his own warm coffee, no doubt sickeningly sweet, but he has some sensitivity now, apparently. so, in a brash moment, he decides to take his blazer off and drape it over your shoulders instead.
when you cross the threshold between city and campus, you expect him to yank it off your back and be on his merry way. but he keeps walking next to you, so you walk a little faster, and you absolutely loathe the cheeky little grin that curves the corners of his lips up to show a glint of teeth when he effortlessly keeps up. you curse his long legs when you find yourself winded, but at least you can lose him when you get there.
or, that's what you think. once again, your constellations break themselves to rebuild anew for satoru. you're about to call him a stalker when he follows you all the way to your classroom with that smirk that's growing exponentially untilâ oh, no.
your phone that's been on the schedule up until now desperately scrolls to the rosterâ and there it is. he's in your class. needless to say, not another word goes between you as you stomp in and take a seat. luckily for you, you've already corresponded with your roommate's brother (who's annoyingly cute, satoru notices) and agreed to sit next to each other. satoru takes the seat right above you and never stops kicking his freakishly long legs against the wood the entire time.
so yeah, it's obvious he's not a saint; he still has that undoable ego and he's cocky as fuck (as you have the misfortune of finding out when he quickly bullies your professor), but there's a certain familiarity in that no matter how ugly it might appear to others. and if you asked (which he really, really hopes you will someday), he doesn't hang around douchebags who use kids' foreheads for ashtrays and treat girls like they're candy from a glittery pez dispenser. and at least he's switched harassment targets. even though he has an overwhelming sense of superiority over others and never has his lips together for more than five seconds, and even though he has this hellish habit of clicking his pen whenever he's not talking (or when someone else is), it seems like he's changed.
and over time, you gradually find yourself warming up to him. the spunkiness that used to get on your nerves ceaselessly becomes an object of endearment, and you don't really mind the way he never seems to stop moving anymore. it's a nice sort of distraction in the lifeless still of the lecture hall, albeit the pen clicking still drives you near insanity. you notice he always does it obnoxiously and quickly when you're talking to your roommate's brother, but you ignore it.
and for satoru? he hates that he can kinda sorta really tell that you're the only one who can read him like he's a damn book, cus you slowly start to soften up in the nostalgia of his presence like cold playdough between warm fingers that tell you he may have finally caught you again after letting you slip the first time. and he notices it. this time, he's determined not to let you be the one that got away again. but youre really giving him a shit time outta it with the way you constantly entertain the guy who always has his breath in your face.
yeah, he's got a cute face that's sunkissed by freckles. yeah, his hair looks like he models for shampoo companies. and fuck, he has a nice voice. but what of it? satoru's the one with the mesmerizing blue irises and the cloudy white hair your professor wishes he had instead of sad little wisps of old age. still, as chilly days turn into frigid weeks, he gets the perfect backseat angle of the growing relationship between the two of you. the boy's kinda dumb so you copy off of satoruâs work when you need to (he has to hide the 1-0 scoreboard between him and the guy on a sticky note from you when you take his notes), but said guyâs always buying you stuff and lending you erasers and laughing when you flick the shavings at the annoying girl who never stops whispering in the front of the room.
satoru tries to act unbothered, and he almost convinces everyone. including himself. but the angry, burning knot in his chest that's entirely different from coffee stains suggests something more. that should be him at your side. him, making balls of paper with rude scribbles and silly doodles to throw at the people he knows you don't like. him, surprising you with little gifts and the cheap trinkets he knows you adore so much instead of all the luxury things he could afford. there's no way this punk could possibly measure up to him, right? but at least you and satoru are well on your way to becoming friends again. not as close as you used to be, but it's something. substantial. and he's learned to be patient in the time you've been gone.
but he'd be lying through his teeth if he said he wasn't tired of it. heâs endlessly plagued with thoughts of increasing intensityâ first, it starts out with just you. only you. the way he likes it. the way he likes your face, and your pretty eyes and your gorgeous lips and your soft hair and your figure and the complimenting clothes you wear. but it takes a turn; thoughts turn into dreams that turn into fantasies and he's lying when he says he doesn't enjoy them when he accidentally lets it slip during a group study sessionâ and itâs all fineâ but then, that guy appears. the brat who seems to sit a centimeter closer to you with each coming day. not only does he haunt satoru in real life, heâs tormenting his dreams, too. tainting the image of beautiful you.
needless to say, satoru starts to wake up with his hands gripping his damp pillow like he's choking it, acutely aware of the sweat sliding down his neck and over his chest as he stares up at the ceiling, listening to the dorm's air conditioner run and thinking of what it'd be like for dreams (the ones where he replaces the boy) to become reality.
it's a buildup. and soon, he reaches the apex; it's like a rollercoaster, that stomach-twisting moment when you reach the top of the rail that points to the steep descent downward. but this time, he hopes it's a thrill he gets instead of the usual falling fright; the one he got when he realized heâd slipped between your fingers in highschool.
and satoru finally comes to a grinding halt at the top of the ride one breezy fall day when he decides he wants you back in his life after you smile brightly at him and wave goodbye for the day. heâs tired of you having one foot in and one foot out of his heart; he wants, needs more. he always has, he realizes.
so heâs thinking about you and how to approach the feelings heâs realized during those long lectures, and one morning he comes up with some semblance of a plan when heâs high on the sugar from the fruit tea you bought him that morning. and he hopes that, by the end of it, he'll leave your apartment with your hand in his currently empty one, chilled with the remnants of cold condensation from the bottle.
soon enough, satoru finds himself extinguishing his nerves and raising a tense fist to knock on the door with nothing but the clothes on his back and a flimsy plan to ask you out on a midterm study sesh and maybe even a date, but he stops when he realizes itâs slightly ajar. a brief thought of what look might be on your face when he surprises you crosses his mind, so he lets himself in quietly, because he knows every single floorboard that creaks like the back of his palm from his childhood. heâs hit with a wave of warmth and an achingly familiar scent that twists at his heart, and your apartment is cozy and safe and it screams you and he thinks he catches sight of his jacket slung across the back of the couch in your living room, but heâs not sure so he takes a step forward andâ
heâs greeted with the sight of that stupid guy with the nice hair and the freckles, and it makes his heart drop. but even worse, heâs kissing you and his arms are winding around your waist but youâre kissing him back with a slight hesitation thatâs blinded to satoru by his shock and the fingers he thought would end up in his own tonight card through the boyâs hair and your lips glisten with the strawberry-kiwi flavored gloss he watched the boy give you a few days back and his world is turning red and he feels like his throat is constricting and he canât breatheâ
and he doesnât even realize youâve parted lips and youâre calling his name through the newfound tightness of his chest and the painful ringing in his ears thats even louder than any silence of a lecture hall, or the void that shouldâve been filled with your voice during the time you were apart. but now satoru realizes heâd take that any fucking chance to have that again because itâs so much better than what heâs stuck with now. having you, but not really having you, because youâre there but youâre someone elseâs and youâre not his and he isnât yours. the best thing he could ever hope for was for you to own an article of his clothing and a piece of his shattered heart, broken into a million fragments. some cruel voice in his buzzing head reminds him to change the scoreboard to 0-100.
and he could buy you cheap hot coffee or earn your smiles from scrunched up paper balls or even hear your laugh with crude jokes, but thereâs no point when he realizes he canât buy you with caffeine or earn you with hitting the back of peopleâs heads with his bio notes or have you and your laugh all to himself anymore.
itâs almost pathetic, the way satoruâs voice cracks and changes. the look of unadulterated concern on the face of the boy who stole your lips just adds fuel to the fire.
âgojo? what are you doing hereâ hey, are you okay? you look like youâve seen a ghost.â
he noticed youâd stopped calling him satoru a few weeks back. he shouldâve seen it coming.
âhuh? oh, yeah. iâm good. i think youâre the one hallucinating.â
heâd never told a bigger lie in his life.
satoru had left after excusing himself for intruding. how very unlike him to be so polite, you think.
so in the end, he leaves your apartment with something in his hand, after all. but it's not your ownâ just his blazer that youâd given back to him before he stepped out the door, taunting him with the faint scent of coffee and lingering perfume. his hope was foolish, so it seems. itâs too bad, he thinks. if it were him, he wouldâve sandwiched you against your counter while he kissed. but it wasnât. apparently, it was your turn for your stars to align at the price of his.
and so, gojo satoru, the boy force-turned man with a chipped ego and a completely broken heart, loses you again.
bonus bonus.. part 2âŠ.
#here u go. yes!! u!!!!!! sorry it got long#thank you guys for the reception on the last part literally checking tumblr religiously the rbs and comments made me feel like floating#yea hes a hopeless loser srry i dont make the rules#ABND I TRIED TO HOLD HERRR but there was nothing i could do to stop her from cutting her beautiful blue hair off đđ#gojo satoru#gojo angst#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x you#gojo x reader#gojo x you#satoru gojo#jjk gojo#gojo jjk#satoru gojo x you#satoru gojo x reader#satoru gojo x y/n#gojo satoru x y/n#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk angst#did not proofread b i hope itâs good đââïžđââïž#actually i j realized the coffee campus intro part is similar to another fic iâve read sorry if u noticed that it was on my subconscious đ#billet-doux
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can't believe garak went from 'hope you have fun following my little breadcrumb trail of maybe-truths doctor it builds character ;)' at the beginning of the show to '*sigh* fuck it here's the whole loaf. the entire fucked up bakery of my soul. if you somehow still wanna have sex with me after this you know where I am, yours in infinite longing etc.' in a stitch in time. has anyone ever been so pathetically horrifically enduringly down bad as garak is for julian (laudatory)
#that's some real lodestar simp stuff you've got going on garak and I'm so happy for you/sorry . I guess that's the thing about love#garashir#elim garak#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#I take the same approach to 'a stitch in time' that I do to deacon's final story in fallout 4 -- I'm agnostic on if ALL details are true#but overall it's certainly *emotionally* truer than even the truth could be sort of situation. genuinely emotionally intimate finally.#which I think is the more important part#and part of that is being weapons grade longing material fjdskjafsa. off the pining scale.
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#fruits basket#furuba#tohru honda#yuki sohma#my art#rats#hello! it has been a long time!! i am so sorry!!! \;O;;/#a lot of things happened including that i got a job so now i am considered slightly more of an adult (not that this determines adulthood)#and i never ended up watching season 2 and 3...#but now i have to bc there are spoilers everywhere when i try to look anything up about the series!!#i did a full reread of the manga recently and im sobbing bc i understood the later parts a lot more than i did when i was younger..#i feel like i understand more about it every time i reread it as i get older#when i was younger i definitely gravitated towards rereading parts with my favorite characters over and over#i also recently managed to find a tokyopop vol. 22 and 23 so i completed my collection!! \;;-;;/ (i should have done this earlier..)#i am so happy people liked the zine picture! thank you so much for the kind tags!! ;;w;; i see them and they make me so happy!!! \>////</#i hope everyone is doing well!!!
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itâs been 6 years exactly nd i apologize for everything about this
[tw: implied csa]
#i did not work on this fr 6 yrs obvio i jst hated what i did originally nd dropped it forever#bt like last month i thought abt it again nd realized that 6 year promise was coming upâŠ.so i debased myself#i still hate this so much :) but i forced myself to do it#rip to the 100 odd ppl who were xcited abt this when i originally posted the sneak peek#i rly wanted to try making something long but i think i shdnt do that n e more lmfaoo#thers a significant quality drop on lots of pages i never quite got around to finalizing n time. sorry. sorry sorry sorryyy#iasip#always sunny#charlie kelly#dennis reynolds#mac mcdonald#mac macdonald#charden#chardennis#trash trio#charmacden#deetress if u squint#fanart#mine#i want to xplore the chardeetress part of their hs more i rly lov that trio#also also i totally lied in the original post talking abt âthese 3 sufferingâ it was always focused on the charden trauma connection#sorry mac girlies#i hav complex feelings regarding mac's involvement n th uncle jack side of charlie's childhood#but they r not on display here#gnna hav to draw some cute bb charmac to repent and to self sooth aftr this#1k
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Hi , im here with a thought, i can just imagine puppy reader crying to price about what kyle did and how she was just curious and she didnt really wanna disobey and to please not get rid of her and stuff like that , so kyles punishment is eating the reader out just exactly as price wants , price i feel like is more aggressive and less forgiving towards kyle compared to reader , i feel like price has that "nothing is your fault âĄ" attitude for his sweet pup
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owner!price x chubby!puppgirl x pup!kyle
tw//: p in v, oral (fem reciving), hybrid receiving, collars, rough sex, slight mention of overstim, fem reader, collars, probably my most filthy smut yet
prices heart breaks as you cry into his chest, clinging onto him tightly. in all his time with you, hes never seen you so distraught. your body is almost shaking, tail low and ears pulled back as you sob and babble. he just holds you tight, rubbing a big hand firmly up and down your back. âShhh, sâokay pup. Talk tâme when youre ready, okay?âÂ
It takes almost ten minutes, tears still spilling down your face as you pull back to look up to him. âplease, m sorry captain. i didnt mean tâbreak the rules,â your words are interrupted by uncontrollable hiccups and stutters, hands gripping his shirt tightly, âplease sir, please don get rid of me. i promise ill be good!! wont ever break the rules again, please!!!â you break down into a fit of sobs again, whimpering into his chest as he holds you tight.
He easily lifts you up, your body melting into his as he sits you ontop him. you now straddle his lap, burying your face into his neck. its almost sweet, how youre so desperate for his comfort despite your expectation of rejection. price just holds you tight, hands firm and secure on your body, breath steady and soothing. once you calm, he slowly pulls the story out of you. every little detail.Â
he tries to hide the way his face darkens as you speak, his eyes narrowing as you explain what kyle had done. once youre done, he sighs, hands still rubbing circles on your back. he glances over your shoulder, eyes lingering on the garage door.Â
âstay here, okay? Be a good girl fâme and strip. kyles gonna say sorry for bein so mean.â with a kiss on your forehead, he lays you down on the couch, leaving you to follow his instructions.Â
within ten minutes he returns, not even glancing at you as he enters. his eyes are trained on kyle, watching him closely. a leash is clipped to his sprenger collar. a new addition.Â
he forces the other pup to kneel at your feet, hands forceful and grip rough. kyle is huge, broad-shouldered and muscular, looming over you between your spread legs, his eyes trained on your pretty cunt. you can almost see him drool, licking his teeth as he looks over your exposed body as if wanting nothing more than to grip onto plush waist and bury himself 9 inches deep.Â
youre snapped back into reality as price tugs harshly on kyles leash, making the collar dig into his neck. âSpeak, mutt.â the tone of his voice almost makes you curl into yourself. he sounds vicious, angrier than youve ever seen him.Â
kyle eyes meet yours for the first time, âim⊠sorry.â he mumbles half-assed. you can tell hes itching for your soft body. its almost torture having you spread out for him, yet denied the permission to touch.Â
price almost growls as he tugs the leash harder, causing kyles eyes to widen for a moment. âfuck, im sorry, i swear.â
price lets out a huff, pushing kyles head down, making him come face to face with your pretty cunt. âShow her, mutt. Apologise properly.â
its almost instant the way kyle buries his head in you. his hands wrap around your thighs, pulling you flush to his face. his nose bumping your clit as drinks in your slick. its perverted, the wet noises that fill the room, the way he groans as ruts into the couch as he devours you.Â
price doesnt allow him an inch of space, denying him reprieve from your drooling cunt. his voice cuts through the mix of moans, directing kyle exactly what to do. telling him how fast, how slow, whether to suck your clit or thrust his tongue. hes almost cruel, tugging kyles collar harshly each time he doesnt listen, leaving angry red marks around his neck.Â
but to you? well, how could he ever be mean to his sweet girl? a calloused hand cups your cheek, his low, growly voice talking you through your nth orgasm. he kisses your forehead, letting you hold his free hand tightly as your legs shake and your hips buck, your voice filling the room as you cry out.Â
its only once kyles face is completely covered in your slick that he lets the pup pull away. hes panting, cock straining against his pants as he aches for release. kyles eyes meet prices, desperate and needy. âCaptain, please, fuck,â his hands twitch as they hold your thighs, resisting the urge to pull your twitching cunt closer, âlet me fuck her, ill make her feel so fucking good, have her screaming for you-âÂ
hes cut off, eyes wide as price harshly grips his jaw. âWhen are you gonna learn?â price reaches down, palming kyles growing tent, making the pup whine, âshes not yours to fuck.â he lets go, pushing kyle to the ground, denied and throbbing.Â
price makes him watch as he gently picks you up, pulling you once again into his lap. your back presses to his chest, legs hooked around his knees, forced to spread. Price is quick to unbutton his pants, sinking you down on his fat dick. you can feel his hot breath tickle your neck as he laughs, finding amusement in the way your back bows as he forces himself deep inside you.Â
his hands trail up the curve of your waist, coming up to cup your tits. he squeezes the fat, grinning as it bulges between the gaps of his fingers. you can both hear kyles whines, eyes trained on you as price starts to toy with your nipples for a moment. âmoan for me pretty girl, let him hear how good i stretch out your tight fuckin cunt, how your pretty body belongs tâme.â his beard tickles you as his lips brush your neck, âbounce fâme pup, show kyle what hes missing out on.â
the roll of your hips is hypnotising, kyles eyes wide as he drinks in the sight. your tits slightly jiggle each time you come down, your thighs spread wide as price shows off your swollen cunt. âsee that kyle? how she takes me?â price reaches out, gripping kyles arm and pulling. he lands with his cheek pressed against the soft pudge of your tummy, able to feel as price fills you with each thrust, âfeel that?â price fucks up harder into you, making your body jolt as you squeak, âthats only for good fuckin pups.âÂ
he pushes kyle away again, leaving him to fall onto the floor, cock throbbing and aching as he watches your pretty cunt get ruined by your rightful owner <3
#SORRY THIS TOOK TOO LONG#this will either hit or miss idk yet#debated posting cuz of the last part (ikyk)#i got real into it#anyways#price is totally the kind of pet parent that gets offended if someone says puppgirl is badly trained#clutches his pearls#even if shes likes ripping up a couch cushion#mw2 smut#mw2 x reader#price x reader#john price x reader#price x chubby!puppygirl#price x female reader#price x reader smut#kyle gaz garrick smut#gaz x reader#gaz x reader smut#kyle gaz garrick x reader#kyle garrick x reader#pup kyle x pup reader#owner!price x pup!kyle x pup!reader#gothzlovez <3
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Holy shit I love your Dirk interpretations, it's so true and I could talk about this shit forever. I feel like another part of his character that people seem to forget (along with Roxy for some reason) is that he's from the future in solitude in an apocalyptic wasteland. I just see that part of his character always removed which is disappointing because I feel like that's a pretty big part, especially regarding his themes around technology, his brother's theme of Time, his own isolation, and how he plays in the vastness of the universe and spacetime.
Art I drew related to the subject because I like to respond to asks with art.
But absolutely. I certainly understand where the lack of discussion over his isolation + upbringing comes from, considering a majority of the fanbase that I have seen builds their ideas based on their own version of postcanon. Iâm not entirely sure how that would be fixed, but certainly even in the somewhat recent past I would see a lot more content regarding his upbringing both literally and symbolically. I donât have much to add regarding the things youâve mentioned, because they just are what they are. Dirk being confined to a singular room left to him by a father figure he never met, in a future where the only other person left on the planet is someone he cannot pursue a relationship of because of himself, with purely 3 robots to keep him companion, one being an exact replica of his own brain who is *also* trapped inside a pair of glasses, is about as literal as it gets to me.
The contrast to me involving the flooded, organic world in comparison to the little speckle of Dirkâs apartment packed with the dude and his technics is not only a representation of his isolation and entrapment within himself, but also of his lack of control. I think his obsession with & themes of control are a direct product in the case of Dirk specifically *of* this kind of upbringing. His themes of technology are also related to his themes around control. So much of his character is actually revolved around this to me like so much. Dirk is so deeply disconnected from humanity in every way and so much of his character + symbolism is based around that.
It doesnât even have to be about the symbolism or anything though. Itâs just pretty *interesting* in the literal sense that he lives in the middle of the ocean in the future. Thereâs not only a lot to theorise on to do with his young life there, but on how it might affect him in the way he acts for the rest of his life. The latter part is probably what I see mentioned the most by people talking about Dirk regarding this, Iâm surprised I donât see more discussion on the former too though. I really ought to actually talk more about Homestuck stuff on here. I will do it myself.
Roxy & Dirkâs relationship is largely ignored though because there is a narrative a certain demographic spreads that Dirk resented and blamed Roxy for her interest in him, and thus too many people believe that their relationship was or would continue to be an abusive one. Realistically, I believe itâs important to acknowledge that the way Roxy treated Dirk regarding his homosexuality wasnât right while still acknowledging the obvious amount of respect and admiration Dirk had for Roxy. I mean we have a huge piece of dialogue from their post trickster mode conversations on the quest beds from Dirk purely stating how he feels about Roxy that people completely ignore somehow. I think this usually happens to characters that are women though. I know everyone says it, but it is true. Jane gets the exact same treatment of boiling her down to solely her negative aspects. The things I see completely mischaracterising both of them are horrific.
I mean how much more explicit can it get that their relationship is obviously very important to Dirk? But I digress. I think the best or I should say âmost interestingâ interpretations of their relationship usually come from DirkRoxy shippers actually.
I would be interested to hear about Dirkâs relation to his brotherâs theme of time though. I donât have any thoughts on this and I donât recall ever hearing anyone talk about it before. If you or anyone else would be willing to enlighten me Iâd be thrilled.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#ask#Sorry for taking so long to reply to you on this. Iâve been in more of a drawing than a speaking mood lately#which is very unusual for me. This is definitely not as much of a post as it could be but Iâm still not back on my thought and speech game#I know the Roxy mention was in brackets but good lord the treatment Roxy gets from fanbase is insane. Couldnât help myself#Sorry if anything is worded badly. Iâm tired per usual#I think (with no malice in my heart) people just tend to leave out what they donât like about characters though.#I was very briefly talking with Pomme johnegbertirl#and it got me thinking about how far a lot of peopleâs interpretations of characters stray from what would be realistic to canon#based on their own biases. Which I guess I probably do too to a certain degree.#Iâm not one to judge people for their characterisations at all#I tend to be very forgiving when it comes to reads#but⊠I admit that is indeed a little disappointing to see how completely ignored some parts of his characters are.#Sorry for tangent that is tenuously related. It is relevant enough to shove haphazardly into tags#Iâm glad you like my Dirk ramblings though. Thanks brother#We live on
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#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#im posting this so late because october escaped me Suddenly.. hello....#i wanted to make it a photoset with this other vampire vw wip but i don't think i'm finishing it any time soon and the mood of it is#completely different anyway. also i don't think i ever shared anything about my vampire au on here !!! it's all old art by now so im shy lo#but maybe i'll do a photodump of it. long story short vash is a vampire since birth and ww is a human vampire hunter that turns during thei#travels together due to EoM experiments + getting vash to drink from him at some point.#humans turn once they get bitten but bc ww has been experimented on#& got bitten by a bunch of human turned vampires thruout his hunts he thought it wouldn't be a problem for vash to drink from him but alas.#theyre both ok though theyre traveling together definitely not hating themselves for what theyve become and feeling guilty for what theyve#done to each other. theyre completely normal about it. the biting part is really appealing to me in vampire aus so i draw it a lot but#in reality vash only drank from ww once and ww mightve done it twice under the realization he might actually die otherwise#since he wont drink from humans after being turned.... he's combatting the 5 stages of grief at all times#if this is all nonsense im sorry DMGKSDF I'M NOT good at explaining and this au came from nowhere in the depths of my mind its a mess#ruporas art
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i need to get this out of my head before i continue clone^2 but danny being the first batkid. Like, standard procedure stuff: his parents and sister die, danny ends up with Vlad Masters. He drags him along to stereotypical galas and stuff; Danny is not having a good time.
He ends up going to one of the Wayne Galas being hosted ever since elusive Bruce Wayne has returned to Gotham. Vlad is crowing about having this opportunity as he's been wanting to sink his claws into the company for a long while now. Danny is too busy grieving to care what he wants.
And like most Galas, once Vlad is done showing him off to the other socialites and the like, he disappears. Off to a dark corner, or to one of the many balconies; doesn't matter. There he runs into said star of the show, Bruce who is still young, has been Batman for at least a year at this point, but still getting used to all these damn people and socializing. He's stepped off to hide for a few minutes before stepping back into the shark tank.
And he runs into a kid with circles under his eyes and a dull gleam in them. Familiar, like looking into a mirror.
Danny tries to excuse himself, he hasn't stopped crying since his parents died and it's been months. He rubs his eyes and stands up, and stumbles over a half-hearted apology to Mister Wayne. Some of Vlad's etiquette lessons kicking in.
Bruce is awkward, but he softens. "That's alright, lad," he says, pulling up some of that Brucie Wayne confidence, "I was just coming out here to get some fresh air."
There's a little pressing; Bruce asks who he's here with, Danny says, voice quiet and grief-stricken, that he's with his godfather Vlad Masters. Bruce asks him if he knows where he is, and Danny tells him he does. Bruce offers to leave, Danny tells him to do whatever he wants.
It ends with Bruce staying, standing off to the side with Danny in silence. Neither of them say a word, and Danny eventually leaves first in that same silence.
Bruce looks into Vlad Masters after everything is over, his interest piqued. He finds news about him taking in Danny Fenton: he looks into Danny Fenton. He finds news articles about his parents' deaths, their occupations, everything he can get his hands on.
At the next gala, he sees Danny again. And he looks the same as ever: quiet like a ghost, just as pale, and full of grief. Bruce sits in silence with him again for nearly ten minutes before he strikes a conversation.
"Do you like to do anything?"
Nothing. Just silence.
Bruce isn't quite sure what to do: comfort is not his forte, and Danny doesn't know him. He's smart enough to know that. So he starts talking about other things; anything he can think of that Brucie Wayne might say, that also wasn't inappropriate for a kid to hear.
Danny says nothing the entire time, and is again the first to leave.
Bruce watches from a distance as he intercts with Vlad Masters; how Vlad Masters interacts with him. He doesn't like what he sees: Vlad Masters keeps a hand on Danny's shoulder like one would hold onto the collar of a dog. He parades him around like a trophy he won.
And there are moments, when someone gets too close or when someone tries to shake Danny's hand, of deep possessiveness that flints over Vlad Masters' eyes. Like a dragon guarding a horde.
He plays the act of doting godfather well: but Bruce knows a liar when he sees one. Like recognizes like.
Danny is dull-eyed and blank faced the entire time; he looks miserable.
So Bruce tries to host more parties; if only so that he can talk to Danny alone. Vlad seems all too happy to attend, toting Danny along like a ribbon, and on the dot every hour, Danny slips away to somewhere to hide. Bruce appears twenty minutes later.
"I was looking into your godfather's company," he says one night, trying to think of more things to say. Some nights all they do is sit in silence. "Some of my shareholders were thinking of partnering up--"
"Don't."
He stops. Danny hardly says a word to him, he doesn't even look at him -- he's sitting on the ground, his head in his knees. Like he's trying to hide from the world. But he's looking, blue eyes piercing up at Bruce.
Bruce tilts his head, practiced puppy-like. "Pardon?"
"Don't." Danny says, strongly. "Don't make any deals with Vlad."
It's the most words Danny's spoken to him, and there's a look in his eyes like a candle finding its spark. Something hard. Bruce presses further, "And why is that?"
The spark flutters, and flushes out. Danny blinks like he's coming out of a trance, and slumps back into himself. "Just don't."
Bruce stares at him, thoughtful, before looking away. "Alright. I won't."
And they fall back into silence.
Danny, when he leaves, turns to look at Bruce, "I mean it." He says; soft like he's telling a secret, "Don't make any deals with him. Don't be alone with him. Don't work with him."
He's scampered away before Bruce can question him further.
(He never planned on working with Vlad Masters and his company; he's done his research. He's seen the misfortune. But nothing ever leads back to him. There's no evidence of anything. But Danny knows something.)
At their next meeting, Danny starts the conversation. It's new, and it's welcomed. He says, cutting through their five minute quiet, that he likes stars. And he doesn't like that he can't see them in Gotham.
Bruce hums in interest, and Danny continues talking. It's as if floodgates had been opened, and as Bruce takes a sip of his wine, it tastes like victory.
("Tucker told me once--") ("Tucker?") ("Oh-- uh, one of my best friends. He's a tech geek. We haven't talked in a while.")
(Danny shut down in his grief -- his friends are worried, but can't reach him. When he goes back to the manor with Vlad, he fishes out his phone and sends them a message.)
(They are ecstatic to hear from him.)
It all culminates until one day, when Danny is leaving to go back inside, that Bruce speaks up. "You know," He says, leaning against the railing. "The manor has many rooms; plenty of space for a guest."
The implication there, hidden between the lines. And Danny is smart, he looks at Bruce with a sharp glean in his eyes, and he nods. "Good to know."
The next time they see each other, Danny has something in his hands. "Can you hold onto something for me?" He asks.
When Bruce agrees, Danny places a pearl into his palm. or, at least, it's something that looks like a pearl. Because it's cold to the touch; sinking into Bruce's white silk gloves with ease and shimmering like an opal. It moves a little as it settles into his hand, and the moves like its full of liquid.
Bruce has never seen anything like it before, but he does know this; it's not human. "What is it?" He asks, and Danny looks uncomfortable.
"I can't tell you that." He says, shifting on his foot like he's scared of someone seeing it. "But please be careful with it. Treat it like it's extremely fragile."
When Bruce gets home, he puts it in an empty ring box and hides the box in the cave. He tries researching into what it is. he can't find anything concrete.
Everything comes to a head one day when Danny appears at the manor's doorstep one evening, soaking wet in the rain, and bleeding from the side.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc crossover#dpdc#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc prompt#man i just really need more dpdc stuff where danny and bruce have a good relationship. like man i NEED it. like i need to see these two#bonding together. and not in a cracky 'oh danny is a distant friend/cousin/etc' stuff but like. active participants in each other's lives#or as active as can be in this case. i neeeeed these two getting along and caring about one another#this idea came to me like last night and hasn't left since nd it was driving me up the wall to think about both positively and negatively b#i neeeded someone to hear about this or i was gonna implode#danny is the first son#tried to just get the general gist of the idea down but i definitely thought of the idea that bruce lowkey suspects vlad for having a hand#Vlad allows Danny to sneak off because he thinks Danny is alone. if he knew Bruce was there he'd be piiisssed and would put a stop to it#Sam and Tucker are alive they just got ghosted for a bit by danny bc he was in Major Grief and didn't wanna socialize. He couldn't go to#them because he didn't wanna put them in danger via Vlad.#oh that thing he handed Bruce? Yeah that's his ghost core. I have a headcanon (that isnt always applied) that ghosts can take their cores#out of their bodies at will and painlessly and without issue. and its common practice actually to do so bc they can be a not insignificant#distance away from said core before problems start to act up. and its common for ghosts to leave their physical cores at their lairs for#safekeeping because as long as the physical core is fine: so is the ghost. they can reform if their body gets destroyed. it also acts as a#fast travel sometimes. where they can reform at their core in an instant. its not inspired in the slightest by SU but i do see the overlap#most cores are pretty small for safety sake: its harder to hit if its small. and they're pr resilient too but its better to be safe than#sorry. so yeah. danny essentially gave bruce the physical embodiment of his soul and indirectly said#'if anything happens to me at least i'll be safe with you'#danny doesn't know he's batman btw#starry rambles.#was gonna go into danny becoming a vigilante beside bruce but im sleeeepy so i'll do that in a reblog. he's gonna go by nightingale if#anyone is interested. stereotypical but to be frank it is a *good* name imo. has a good amount of syllables and consonants to it#and the bird theme. and since its part of an ancestral name it has even more backing for it being bird-y without being meta
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Your SpyEngie are so precious, you're so talented with light and effects! I'll like to see a screenshot of BLU Spy and RED Engie fluttered as fuck after their first kiss. It will be both sweet and funny to see.
#bro got that anime blush#im sorry this took so long... i have been PROCRASTINATING!#alas#i am back on the grind#i hope you like this i wasn't sure if this was what you wanted#also THANK YOU!!! doing lighting is my favorite part ever#tf2#engiespy#tf2 engineer#tf2 spy#practical espionage#napoleon complex#tf2 engiespy#team fortress 2#sfm practice#i really want to indulge in demospy at some point... expect some of that in the near future...#engiespy still my number one of course
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Feralytosis
The werewolf disease
Different specimens of the primate order can be affected by this rare sickness.
The main symptoms are a total change in the anatomy of the body, increase in size, elongation of the muzzle and a great appetite for meat, preferably of the species of the infected subject.
lĂœkos-protanthropos Primordial Were-man.
The Protanthropos is a cuadrupedal animal with great intelligence and are very sociable, they're often found in big groups or tribes, ruled by a dominant (Alpha) pair.
These creatures can spread the sickness throught bites and corporal fluids, altought the percentage of surviving a direct attack of any of these beasts is close to none.
lykĂĄnthropos Homo sapiens lycaon.
The illness is believed to have spread to the human world when the outcast Lycaon started his reign over Arcadia, Greece.
Starting generations of disease that stretches into modern times, despite this, werewolves are nearly extinct due to the extensive hunt made by humans.
(top to bottom) lĂœkoserĂĄida & lĂœkosnĂĄnos
These are examples of small variations of the sickness, these are rather exotic due to the spreading method of the disease.
these creatures are often formed by experimentation rather than a natural contagion.
#sorry for the long text i got really fixated on explaining as much as i can#btw! these are part of my worldbuilding project#WGD#my art#oc art#monster#monster art#creature#creature art#creature design#zoology#speculative zoology#world building#character design#werewolf#lycan
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It's a time-honoured tradition- every time Sam comes across Izzy (and Ed) in their travels, he asks Izzy to marry him. And every time, Izzy turns him down.
At this point, Sam is asking more for the sake of it than any belief Izzy will ever say yes, a remnant of childhood dedication touched with 30 years of heartbreak and regret- though even now, a small part of him still holds out hope. Sam's promises have only got more extravagant over the years, from a job as his first mate, to a captaincy, a fleet at his command, a whole fucking island if that's what Izzy wants- but he knows it isn't though, not really. If Izzy was ever going to agree to marry him, to leave his life and go with Sam, it wouldn't be for anything Sam could offer him. Izzy never did care for flashy shows of wealth, for a ship or to be captain. The only thing that ever mattered to him was loyalty given, and loyalty shown in return.Â
It all comes to a head after Stede left and came back, after Izzy lost a toe, lost his leg. Sam hasn't seen him since before things with Ed started to really slide off the rails, before stress permanently set into the lines of Izzyâs face. So, when he sees a dishevelled man with a hoof for a leg in a no-name port, he doesn't even consider the idea that he might know him. It's only when he turns towards him, and Sam catches a glance at those oh too familiar tattoos, he realises this is Izzy, his Izzy, that stands before him.
Knowing Izzy's discomfort with pity, he doesn't treat him any differently than he would in years gone by, positioning himself in Izzy's line of sight before approaching and sweeping him up into a bone crushing hug.Â
âIsrael-goddamn-Hands!â he exclaims, as Izzy grumbles back a begrudging âSamuel-fucking-Bellamyâ, a tradition almost as old as their friendship itself. Izzy might not hug him back, but he canât keep the corner of his mouth from twitching, just for a second.
(If Sam holds Izzy a little tighter and a little longer than usual, well. That's his business)
By the time Sam lets go, most of the crew has appeared in the town square, drawn in by the commotion. They may have given Izzy his leg and welcomed him as one of them, but still thereâs an underlying tension, with nobody quite ready to set aside everything that happened before the Kraken. Seeing him cosying up to an unknown man sets everyone on edge, unsure whether to come to their first mateâs aid, or to assume that they've been betrayed once again.
When Ed sees that the yelling was Sam, his hand goes tense where it's held in Stede's. He knows the routine, has seen it more times than he can count, but as he watches them part he realises that this is the first time in a long time he's unsure of what Izzy's response will be.
Knowing that somethingâs different, knowing that Izzy's feeling vulnerable already, Sam doesn't go for the same flashy proposal heâs been giving for years. He doesn't promise Izzy the world, he doesn't cause a scene (or, any more of a scene than he already has, anyway). He looks at the fractured man in front of him, takes his face in his hands, and says the exact same thing to him he said when they were little more than boys. âIsrael, I have to ask you. I know what you'll say, but I have to try. Come with me. Marry me and sail away with me. I'll keep you safeâ
And Izzy⊠hesitates. He glances over at Ed, at Stede, and says to Sam â...Weâre staying in port for a week. Ask me again thenâ
That's the moment Sam knows there is something deeply, horribly, wrong. He's not just looking at an Izzy who got seriously injured in a fight and is struggling to cope, this is something so much bigger than that- and that Ed has something to do with it. Izzy wouldn't even be considering leaving if he didn't. Whether it was negligence or something more sinister, Sam doesn't yet know, but he intends to find out.
#i feel like the little paragraph about the crew is real clunky and out of place but i wanted some kind of establishment of where those#dynamics are at. its important that the crew is something for izzy to consider in his decision; but also that their relationship isnt so#solid he would stay for them alone; yknow?#im sorta aiming for a s2e5 era but like. early in those themes. he cant be all sorted yet i need him to be struggling#anyway this is part of a much larger scenario in my head that im never ever doing anything with but i wrote THIS bit in a daze in like. jun#and i got thinking about it again and i think?? it holds its own as a 'hey think about THIS' snippet. idk you decide#youre welcome to interpret this as solo bellhands but in my head it Has morphed into sam/izzy/ed/stede#because i cant not put edizzy in things any more. izzy has two hands#i also think the comedy potential of one of your boyfriends HATING your other boyfriend is gold. 10/10 dynamic#stede is mostly along for the ride in this but also i think they need him#aaaaand. the sam/ed bracket i think can only be closed in exceptional circumstances. i think they 'hate' each other too much#...which is WHY someones getting kidnapped!!! yay#anyway its all irrelevant because ill never write it out. i can do silly chill things but thatll require work#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#i wanna also say. the general concept of repeated sam proposals has been floating around my head forever#it used to be a more silly thing like i referenced at the start but. s2 gave me angsty feelings i guess#i cant not have izzy have feelings for ed right now which inherently adds layers to Any bellhands scenarios i think.#but yeah. its a Classic Bellhands vibe for me. sam seeing izzy at sea or on shore and asking him to marry him (again)#i like to do this with jackie too. i think i just want that man to be obnoxiously desired#(theres also layers of my personal hornigold era lore built into this but i hope it holds up without u knowing it. tldr. sam lost izzy by#being an idiot n fumbling the bag. thats what matters. izzy went with ed and sams been trying to fix it ever since)#i probably should have readmore'd this but i didnt think it was Quite long enough. or had a good break point. sorry <3
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all the times gon showed affection, interest, care and basically relied on killua
Did I search all the times Gon explicitively expressed his affection to Killua? Yes, yes I did. Do I regret it? No, no I don't.
I decided to choose the manga since it's what Togashi wrote. However, it is important to note that there are a lot of more times if we add both versions of the anime and the movies. In addition to this, I chose the most explicit times in which Gon expressed himself so there is no misunderstanding. (Though I do think it's basically the whole manga.)
This post is hella long and had to be divided into parts, so bear with me. This is just the beginning. (Edit: Here's the link of the full post.)
Hunter Exam arc
When they first met and Gon was impressed by Killua's trick.
2. Gon happy to be with Killua and to explore with him.
3. Gon's interest in Killua's family, and surprising Killua in the process.
4. Gon being impressed by Killua's technique, curious about it and expressing "Killua is an amazing guy."
5. Gon defending Killua against Illumi and seeing right through the situation.
6. Gon swearing to take Killua away from Illumi.
Zoldyck Family arc
7. Gon's refusal for the Zoldyck's intent on separating themselves from the rest of the world and more than ready to climb the wall if it is to reach Killua.
8. Gon's phonecall with Gotoh.
9. Gon's intent on climbing up the wall to reach Killua.
10. Gon accepts to train if it means he will reach Killua.
11. Gon getting hit over and over again if it means he will reach Killua.
12. Gon playing against Gotoh while waiting for Killua.
13. Gon happy to see Killua again.
14. Gon impressed by Killua's ability to know other's strenghts, and embarrassing Killua in the process.
Heavens Arena arc
15. Gon relying on Killua's advice to win.
16. Gon happy because Killua wanted to go to his house.
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#i felt like this post was needed#yes i kind of got tired of the fandom misinterpreting gon and this was the result#i hope everyone can enjoy this post#i also wanted to add the pictures as proof and tumblr doesn't let me add ALL THE PICTURES in one post so it had to be divided into parts:(#justxtalking#hxh#hxh manga#manga hxh#hunterxhunter#hunter x hunter#killugon#gon freecs#killua zoldyck#hxh gon#hxh killua#gonkillu#hxh meta#im sorry for my followers who will see the process of this post being made#long post
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against all odds (to wait for you is all i can do) â part ten
alexia putellas x photojournalist!reader
warnings: none (im pretty sure)
(a/n in the tags) [parts: one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve]
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The melodic chirping of birds in time with the gentle beat of Alexiaâs heart roused you, your back delightfully warm, and for what seemed to be a long time you felt well-restedâfelt as if the leaded weight that made its home in your bones finally melted away because, truly, youâd forgotten the lightness of being one felt upon waking from a nightâs sleep or, even more so, the lightness one felt when waking in the sheltering arms of a lover. So you sighed, content and at peace, as you breathed Alexia in when you nestled further into the safety of her neck where faint wintergreen and her delicate, earthly scent lived, familiar and evermore comforting.Â
When you finally drew your eyes open, the world came to focus and revealed, in its center, Alexia already awake, her head propped on her arm with her honey eyes, just like molten gold in the resplendent glow of the morning sun, lidded as she gazed at you with a lazy smile, soft and relaxed but it ignited you with a gentle flame all the same, whose radiance only intensified upon meeting your eyes.Â
âGood morning.â Alexia greeted you and it struck you just how much you missed the sound of her voice in the morning, low and soft with just the right amount of rasp that never failed to incite the desire to kiss her right then.
âGood morning.â You replied in the same tone, cheeks warming to a gentle simmer in the face of your loverâs tender demeanour. She brushed the back of her fingers on your cheek while a silence filled the space between your eyes, intimate, as you soaked each other in. But when you could no longer sustain the weight from her gazeâwhen you chest had filled twice over that it felt in danger of bursting from the sheer joy of being looked upon by such earnest affectionâyou whispered, âyouâre staring.â
Alexia tucked your hair behind your ear before she countered in a voice so tender your heart ached.
âAnd youâre beautiful.â
No words could translate the gravity of what you felt in that moment, so you spoke the only language that could ever come close to conveying it: you cupped her jaw and caught her lips between yours, seared the missed âgood morningâsâ and the lost âhello, how are youâsâ into the kiss, the pace languid but sweet, savouring the way her lips parted in this silent conversationârelishing the way Alexia tasted like summer on your tongue.
Alexia tugged you closer, and closer still but still not close enough, with a gentle pressure from her hand against the small of your back, the other now over the nape of your neck.
But the conversation was cut short, too short, when a small gasp reached your ear, electrifying you in an unpleasant way your eyes flung wide open, darting immediately to the direction of the sound to find Elisa standing at the last step of the stairs, her hair ruffled from sleep, her loose shirt creased and draped slightly to the side, mouth wide open in disbelief as she gawked at the sight of the two of you.
And what a sight the two of you must have been.Â
In your haste to extricate yourself from Alexia, you ended up flopping down against the tiled floor, the carpet doing little to cushion your fall, but you recovered quickly and now you stood there not quite knowing what to do with your arms or what to even say. Alexia, on the other hand, remained half on her back and half sitting up, her weight against an elbow, the other arm frozen outstretched towards you, a clear attempt to save you from when you fell down. If the situation had been different, you probably wouldâve laughed especially at Alexiaâs expression: her face contorted in part mortification and part worry, brows upturned, eyes agape, and lips partially openedâif only you werenât too flustered yourself to do so.Â
Alexia got her bearing faster than you, thoughâdamn her and her athletic conditionâbecause she, too, now stood from the couch (and did so with a lot more grace than you did). She cleared her throat, fumbled with her hands as it looked like she tried to stick her hands in her jacket pockets before it dawned on her that it remained still on the coffee table, so she resorted in putting them in her jean pockets instead.Â
âGood morning, Elisa. How are you?â Alexia said in English and her voice wavered at the end, the question infused with a guilty inflection.Â
With bated breath, you waited for your daughterâs reaction as trepidation filled you, which only worsened when Elisaâs eyes darted at you, then to Alexia, then back to you again. Numerous scenarios fleeted through your mind and out of all the images your mind conjured, what happened next was not one them: you didnât expect the way with which Elisaâs surprise morphed into smug delight, her once opened mouth now curved into a coy smile, not dissimilar to a catâs, that only served to accentuate the mischievous gleam in her eyes.
âAre you guys dating?â Each word deliberately drawled out as Elisa posed them, punctuated by a teasing cadence that set your ears and cheeks aflame. The question, thankfully, brought you back to yourself because only you could save you and Alexia from this situation.Â
âOkay, I think I need to have a conversation with you so up you go, young lady, back to your room for now.â You said as you approached Elisa who you guided towards the stairs with a gentle hand on her back but not before you placed a good morning kiss on the crown of her head. Elisa whined, but she heeded your words nonetheless, although she did sneak a wave and a cheeky thumbs up to Alexia on the way up, leaving you with an amused smile on your lips at her antics as you thought fondly, shaking your head, âOh my god, this child.âÂ
When Elisa was finally out of sight and you heard her bedroom door shut, you let out the breath you were holding. That really could have been a disaster, and when you looked over your shoulder, you found the same thought written in Alexiaâs face. You dragged your feet back to where Alexia stood who, as soon as you got close enough, was quick to pull you back into her gentle arms. With your cheek pressed against her collarbone, her arms loose around your waist, and her chin resting on your head, you were grounded back to the moment, your muscles relaxing as apprehension began to leave you.Â
âThat was mortifying.â
Alexia let out an airy laugh, the remnant of her nervousness still apparent. âI know. At least we didnât do it last night.â
âAlexia,â you groaned as your cheeks burnt anew, âplease, donâtâI donât even want to imagine that right now.â
Melodic laughter filled your ears again before it tapered off which, once again, left you two blanketed in the subtle refrain of the waking world and the warmth of the sunlight that streamed through the window. You didnât know which of you moved first but in the next moment, you found the both of you swaying to a gentle rhythm as you held each other.Â
âSo, what now?â Alexia asked, breaking the silence.
âI⊠I donât know.â You answered truthfully. Sure, the both of you agreed to take everything slow, but where to even start? When intimacy and familiarity were already there, strong and incessant in their pull, how could torn lovers begin to mend the fragmentsâto keep everything tentative and slow? Where should the lines be drawn, the boundaries set, when a profound desire that transcended physical affection already made its home in your heart, a yearning that constantly craved for not only Alexiaâs company but also her thoughts? Because with Alexia, you wantedâand would alwaysâwant more.
âI think, for now, I need to talk to Elisa about thisâabout us.â Sighing, you continued, âwhat do I even tell her?â
âWell, she seems to approve.â At that, the both of you chuckled, then Alexia spoke again, serious but her tone remained light when she did. âTell her whatever youâre comfortable with. Slow, remember? No labels for now, itâs just you and me.â
She placed a kiss against your ear and you hummed, nuzzling her neck in gratitude.
Another pause.Â
âI think I should go.âÂ
Hard as you tried, you couldnât hide your disappointment at what Alexia just said even though it was probably the best thing to do right now. There were much you needed to talk to Elisa about alone: her nightmares and her therapy, and now this. The only thing that eased your heart was the fact that Alexia seemed as reluctant to go, too, with the way her hold on you tightened and you responded to her touch by falling further into her, clutching the fabric of her shirt in an attempt to let her know youâd rather she stayed.
âI know. Me, too,â Alexia sighed seeming to understand what you were feeling as she kissed your temple. âHow about this? If you and Elisa are feeling up for it, I could take you some place tomorrow? I did tell you before that Iâd show you around.â
At the reminder, the memory fleeted through your mind and a sense of melancholy filled you but you swallowed it down before it could take root. Then you hummed in agreement, âIâll ask Elisa about it. Whatâs on for you today?â
âApart from waiting until tomorrow comes?â Alexia joked which made you giggle. âIâll probably visit La Masia, check with Josep for next weekâs schedule, then head home or visit MamĂĄ and the family.â Â
âThat sounds fun.â You said as you began to kiss her, knowing that your time together for the day would end any second now. As you punctuated each word with a kiss, you continued, âalright, I should let you go now, then.â
The rumble from Alexiaâs chuckle radiated beneath your palm on her chest as she whined, âyouâre making it really difficult to leave.â
âOkay, okay, Iâll stop now,â you giggled and just as you began to pull away, Alexia cradled the nape of your neck and sealed your lips together again for a deeper kiss. Then she pulled away but not before dragging down your lower lip with her thumb as she untwined herself from you and gave you a look that made you burn all over.
âCall me later?â
You nodded.
Alexia grabbed her leather jacket, gave you a smile and one last peck on your cheek, before she strode out of the door.Â
The feeling of loss that arrived upon her departure did not go unnoticed by you but before it could settle in your heart, you made your way to Elisaâs bedroom. As soon as you entered though, Elisa shot you a question without any preamble, practically buzzing in her excitement.Â
âMom, why didnât you tell me youâre dating Alexia?âÂ
Your cheeks burnt at Elisaâs bluntness.
âBefore we get to that, ladybug, I need to talk with you about something first.â You said as you set yourself down next to her on the bed. Elisa regarded you with a look that said she already knew what you were going to talk with her about. You wrapped an arm around her and squeezed her shoulder. âIâm worried about your nightmares and your therapy. Do you think we need to switch to a different therapist?â
Elisa gnawed on her lower lip before she spoke in a soft voice. âI like my current one. Sheâs cool and she makes it easy for me to talk about what happened. But I can take more sessions if you want me to.â
âDo you think you need more sessions?â You looked at Elisa pointedly, emphasising the fact that the choice was hers to make. âAll I want is whatâs best for you and your wellbeing, Elisa. Iâm not trying to make you do anything, especially if you know yourself you donât need them, but I also canât just stand by and watch so Iâm just here to tell you that there are options. If you need more sessions, we can do it. If you want to change therapists, weâll both find you a new one. As long as itâs going to help you get through this, we can do it.âÂ
âIâm not sure⊠Can Iââ You caught her eye again and you raised your brows at her chosen word, and you watched as Elisa nodded, understanding what you meant, before she began again, âI will talk to my therapist about it and see if I do.âÂ
You beamed at her, proud as you squeezed her shoulder again. She smiled back.
âSo, what do you think is causing this spike in nightmares?âÂ
âI⊠I donât know. I think Iâm just nervous? Also, maybe too excited?â Then Elisa added with a small laugh, âor both? I donât really know.â
âAbout what, ladybug?â
âGoing back to the Academy.â
At this information, you couldnât help but frown, confused. âIs something happening in the Academy?â
Concern must have been too apparent in your tone because Elisa quickly looked at you and said as she waved her hands in reassurance, âitâs nothing bad, Mom, donât worry! Itâs just, Coach told us there are scouts coming some time around the end of the year and Iâm⊠I really want to play for Barça, Mom.â
You understood her apprehension but her answer didnât tell you why her shoulders looked like theyâd taken on an invisible weight again with the way her spine curved inwards, almost dejected.Â
âThatâs a really big opportunity, ladybug, so I understand that pressure is there for you to perform your best. Is it the pressure thatâs making you think about what happened?â
Elisa shrugged, quirking her lips to the side in an unsure manner. A moment later though, she nodded and admitted in a small voice. âI just donât want to let them down. I donât want to let you down.â
âElisa,â you took her hand in yours. âNever, never. If your parents were here, they would tell you how proud they are of how far youâve come already. Youâre so strong, ladybug, and you donât even know how much. And if you happen to fall down, weâll be here to support you until youâre ready to stand back up again. Just know that whatever happens, you will always be enough. Always, Elisa. â
Elisa leant her head against your shoulder then she turned her head and gazed at you with wide eyes. âYou really think I can make it?âÂ
âI believe in you, ladybug. Do you?â You pinched her arm playfully which earned you a giggle from her. When she looked back up at you and you saw the determined gleam in her eye, the worry in you was put to rest.Â
âYes.âÂ
At that, you couldnât help the warmth that surged through you and you hugged her. âThere you go. Iâm so proud of you, ladybug.âÂ
After a moment of silence, Elisa asked in a teasing tone, âso⊠Alexia, huh, Mom?âÂ
Your cheeks warmed. âWhat about her?âÂ
âAre you together?â
âItâs⊠complicated right now, ladybug. Weâre working on it.â
âWas that why you always looked sad whenever we talked about her? Before now?â You raised your brows in surprise. Youâd always tried your hardest to school your features whenever Alexia was brought up because you didnât want Elisa to worry but you didnât think that you were that transparent.Â
âDid I really?â
âYeah. I donât know how to explain it but whenever you tried to smile, it didnât quite reach your eyes.â
âOh.â Pause. âI⊠I didnât know. Iâm sorry.â
Elisa shook her head. âThereâs nothing to be sorry for, Mom. And itâs different now. Now you look happy.â
âI am.â You admitted with a small smile. âHow⊠how do you feel about us, though?â
âIâm happy that youâre happy, Mom. Itâs going to take awhile to get used to the Alexia Putellas being around but Iâll be fine. And as long as she treats you well, Iâm alright.â
Your chest expanded at her words. âThank you, ladybug, that⊠that means a lot.â
Elisa hugged you then and you hugged her back.Â
âSpeaking of, Alexia offered to take us around the city tomorrow. What do you say?â
At that, Elisa practically jumped up, unable to control her excitement and you laughed.Â
True to her words, Alexia pulled up in her car the next day a couple of hours before noon. Alexia looked comfy in her white sneakers, ankle length socks, shorts, an oversized t-shirt, and a baseball cap, and upon opening the door for her, she took you in her arms and kissed you. Her eagerness amused you and you laughed against her lips but you tangled your fingers in her hair to deepen the kiss anyway.Â
âI missed you.â Alexia spoke between kisses.
âItâs only been a day,â you smiled into the kiss, charmed. âAnd I missed you, too.â
Time slipped you as you lost yourself in Alexiaâs arms and lips, and you didnât know how long the both of you were there by the open door, but it was apparently long enough that Elisa needed to interrupt you two. A terse cough made you pull away and, turning to look at Elisa who was standing just beneath the archway that lead to the living room, offered your daughter an apologetic smile. Elisa only stood there with her arms crossed, clearly unimpressed with the way her brows were creased.Â
âHola, Elisa.â Alexia said with a shy wave which drew your attention back to her and you bit your lip at the state of her face. You reached out to wipe away the faint smudge of your lipstick on the corner of her lips and, upon realising what youâd done, Alexia quirked her brows up as she smiled at you, sheepish.Â
âHi, Alexia.â A pause. âWait, should I be calling you Aunt Alexia now?âÂ
Alexia opened her mouth then closed it, seeming to be completely disarmed by the question. And when she looked at you with plea in her wide eyes asking you silently how she should answer it, you knew just how much the question definitely caught her off guard.
âUh, if you want to.â Her words lilted with so much uncertainty it sounded more like a question than a statement.Â
Then Elisa grinned at the both of you, practically beaming. âIâm just messing with you, Alexia.âÂ
She then continued to skip between you two, bounding through the door and down the porch stairs, and you held your laughter in as Alexia looked after her with a bewildered gaze, mouth agape. Once Elisa got to where Alexiaâs car was parked, she started to wave the two of you over.Â
âSheâs⊠sheâs very funny.â Alexia laughed nervously, eyes still fixed at Elisa. Then she whispered conspiratorially, pointing to Elisa for good measure. âAre you sure sheâs the same kid I met at the Olympics?â
âYes.â You chuckled as you locked the door and began descending down the stairs. âSheâs only like this when she feels comfortable around people. So, do you know what that means?â
Alexia shook her head.
You smiled at her, cupping her cheek before you pressed a light kiss on the other. âIt means she likes you.âÂ
At that, Alexia smiled back at you with lightness in her eyes before she grabbed your hand, intertwined her fingers with yours, and kissed the back of it. And the gesture warmed you more than Barcelonaâs summer sun ever could.
Then, once the three of you were in Alexiaâs car, you asked, âso, what do you have planned for us today?â
Alexia adjusted her rearview mirror to look at Elisa at the back seat, smiling. âFirst of, whoâs hungry?â
After a deliciousâand a quite scenicâbrunch at a restaurant located by one of Barcelonaâs waterfronts, the three of you took a short walk down a nearby landing connected to the port. By this time, the sun had already reached its peak, and with the vacant sky and the high tide, the view was one someone would expect to have come out of a film; the blue tinge of both the heavens and the sea was so vivid that you knew your camera would have trouble capturing the essence of it. Image after image, you captured your surroundings and as the three of you walked on, rolls of film were exposed to the light of Elisa and Alexia, and these images, you knew, you would cherish forever.Â
At one point during the walk, Alexia asked you to teach her how to work your camera, and so you did. With Elisa between you looking over at the sea, you guided Alexiaâs fingers over the camera and taught her how to hold it properly, before you told her about the rest. As soon as she got it, she slung your camera around her neck and immediately started taking photos of you and Elisa. You laughed when she held the camera at armâs length in an attempt to take a selfie of the three of you, adjusting it as best as she could to get the right angle before she set the timer. You told her as all of you returned to her car that youâd send her the fruit of her labour the moment you developed the negatives.Â
About half an hour later after hitting the road again, the three of you ended up at the second stop for the day: Camp Nouâs Barça storeâmuch to Elisaâs delight. When Alexia parked the car at a less crowded spot and began to take her seatbelt off, you fixed Alexia with a reluctant gaze, speaking in Spanish so Elisa wouldnât understand.
âIs it really wise for you to just march in the store? Youâre the Alexia Putellas, after all, thereâs no way no one would notice.âÂ
In response, Alexia held a finger up to indicate you should wait and shifted so she could grab the hoodie that was hanging over the back of her seat. She put it on, zipped it up and pulled the hood down over her cap, then she put on a face mask and her sunglasses, her light brown hair spilling out to frame her face.
âVoila!â Alexia waved her open hands. âWhat do you think?âÂ
You looked her up and down. All of her tattoos were covered but even with her attire and her face concealed, you could still recognise herâmaybe you could chalk that up to you intimate familiarity with Alexiaâs being but still. So you said as you schooled your features, your voice monotonous. âWow. You really look like a whole new person.â Â
Alexia threw her head back, laughing. Then, âweâll treat it as an experiment and see if they will.â
âThatâs very modest of you,â you countered, tone still dry.Â
âThank you,â she retorted in a saccharine tone while she flipped her hair over her shoulder, and that, in turn, made you laugh.Â
So then it was decided that you and Elisa would also wear face masks as all of you went on ahead in your quest to infiltrateâas per Alexiaâs wordsâthe store. Much to your surprise, Alexiaâs disguise worked although she did draw some unwarranted glances, ranging from suspicion to pure amusement, due to the nature of her getup. And to your chagrin, once the three of you got back to the car with your bags of merch, Alexia smirked at you, smugness all too evident in the curve of her lips.Â
After that, Alexia took all of you for a drive up a mountainside with the windows rolled down that let the fresh, summer breeze rush inside. With the wind in her hair, she began to sing along with you and Elisa to the music playing on the radio, nodding her head to the beat of the music. At the end of the ascent, Alexia parked the car at your third stop, which turned out to be the Tibidabo Amusement Park.
You knew this place was pretty high up, but the moment you stepped out of the car, even from the parking lot, the view hit you: it was incredible. The city of Barcelona stretched out far into the distance, expansive and seemingly never-ending, and you could just see the strip of blue that bordered the ports, and the colours of the cityâs structures were made ever-vibrant by the radiance of the sun. The view pulled you towards the edge of the parking lot, where you put the viewfinder to your eye to capture it.
âThe view is stunning, isnât it?â Came Alexiaâs voice from beside you.
âYeahâŠâ you said, breathless, dragging you eyes from the cityscape to Alexia and as you did the remainder of your breath was completely taken away, cheeks warming when you found Alexia gazing at you, her smile as tender as her eyes, while her loose brown hair fluttered to the breeze which added to the softness of her demeanour. The urge to kiss her then became too much so before you fall into temptation, you closed the distance and simply rested your head against her strong shoulder, an arm around Elisaâs shoulder when she stepped into the space beside you.
Soon, you began a short trek upwards to get to the entrance, and if the view from the parking lot took your breath away, it was nothing compared to what you found at the top: from the regal immensity of the structure of the Temple of the Sacred Heart of Jesus that greeted you, to the Torre de las Aguas de Dos RĂos that stood proud just behind the Temple, to the perspective that overlooked the other side of Barcelona. After another round of picture-taking, the three of you finally entered the park.
The day went by as the three of you amused yourselves with the park's attractions. And since you'd all forgone wearing masks, Alexia was, as expected, recognised by people and was stopped more than a handful of times for photos and signatures during different points of your excursion. And you watched with Elisa on the sidelines, appreciating the way Alexia interacted with her supporters, and smiled at her with encouragement and reassurance whenever she looked at you two with an apologetic gleam in her eyes.
By the time the three of you left the park, the sun had begun to set.
It was another drive around the mountain side that lead you to the last stop for the day: Mirador dâHorta. Alexia parked the car in such a way that the trunk faced the cliffside before she urged the two of you to step out and you gasped.Â
Youâd seen some magnificent scenes today, but this one was definitely your favorite.
There you stood, taking in the way the lights of the city burned like embers embedded in the earth. There was something about witnessing the city at night that never failed to make you feel connected, elevated, when you see the million tangible proofs of existence: under each light was a person, a familyâloversâall in their own worlds at their corner of this world you shared with them. And in your corner, in the opened trunk of Alexiaâs car, was your world right beside you, and there was nowhere else youâd rather be. The three of you sat there in silence, Elisa in the middle of you and Alexia gazing over the city lights.
It wasnât long until the day finally took its toll on Elisa, and she ended up settling her head on your lap and dozing off into slumber. You smiled down at her, brushing back her hair behind her ear as you watched her breathe deeply, feeling relieved when you noticed the peaceful smile on her lips.
âSo her battery does run out. Sometimes, I forget just how much energy kids have.â The pure awe in Alexiaâs voice made you let out a quiet laugh.
âIt has its way of catching you off guard.â You shook your head fondly before you met Alexiaâs eyes and teased, âI canât believe she tired you out; arenât you supposed to be the athletic one?â
âHey! Iâm only human; thank you very much. And whatâs a thirty-year-old compared to a twelve-year-old?" Alexia raised an eyebrow in challenge.
âTouchĂ©. Ah, to feel young and full of energy again.â
Alexia cringed before she laughed out. âPlease, stop. Youâre making me feel old.â
âIâm making us feel old.â
The both of you chuckled, then took a momentary pause. You turned to Alexia and asked, "Did you run your parents ragged as a kid?â
The inner corners of her brows liftedâit was subtle, but you were familiar enough with the intricacies of her demeanour that you caught itâexposing more of her eyes, which looked pensive in the dim light, her lips pressed in a melancholic line before she smiled, wistful.
âOh, yeah, but Iâd like to think I wasnât a menace. Itâs justâyou know, when you get so focused on something that you forget the time?"
You nodded. She continued.
âWhen I was much younger, there were times I was so intent on winning that Iâd forget about dinner. So, one of them would look for me around the streets or the square. But after I got into Sabadell, my energy finally found the right outlet, and most days Iâd gone home tired. PapĂĄââ Alexia bit her lip, her eyes glazing over for a moment as she receded somewhereâa tender memoryâthen she shook her head. You watched the way her throat moved as she swallowed before she continued, voice raspy and quiet, âHe, uh, heâd always exclaim, âSheâs finally tamed!â whenever Iâd slump down on the couch after a practice. It was ridiculous, but it never failed to cheer me up.â
You grabbed her hand and squeezed it, expressing silent gratitude for the memory she imparted, as you smiled at the image of young Alexia with red cheeks in a sweat-soaked shirt, hair matted to her face, being chased and dragged back home to have dinner.
âNo, I canât imagine you being a menace. Mischievous, yes, and probably hot-headed, but never a menace.â
She laughed, winking at you. âYeah, hot-headed is probably what people who knew me then would say about me. And I canât imagine you being a menace, either.â
You raised your brow at her, smiling slyly. âAre you sure about that?â
Alexia opened her mouth as if to reassert her claim, but you saw the way her confidence wavered as she regarded you. Then she closed her mouth, now looking more unsure.
âWait, are you being serious right now?â
You allowed her confusion to linger for another moment before you finally broke your character. âNo, I wasnât a menace, but you really shouldâve seen the look on your face.â
Alexia squinted at you and muttered just loud enough for you to hear, her tone dry. âAre you sure about that?â
âHey!â You yelled quietly, giving her shoulder a playful nudge but being careful not to accidentally jostle Elisa awake before you took her hand again. You intertwined your fingers together and pressed a kiss on the back of her hand, meeting her eyes. Then you took a moment to soak her in.
âThank you, Alexia, for today. You donât know how much this means to Elisa... how it means to me.â
Alexia squeezed your hand, smiling softly.
âIâm glad you both enjoyed it.â Alexia squeezed your hand as she regarded Elisa with a soft eye. Then a sincere smile lingered on her lips as she caught your gaze and said, âI think I needed something like today more than I realised. It feels good to be spending time with you again.â
Warmth bloomed in your chest, clearly understanding what Alexia meant.
âI know the feeling,â you whispered. And I missed you, too.â
With her other hand, Alexia reached out over the space between you and brushed her thumb over your cheek, tucking a strand of loose hair behind your ear as she smiled at you with her eyes and her lips. With the city lights behind her, the soft glow of the car light bathing her features in its golden glow, and the summer breeze playing with the soft strands of her hair, Alexia looked so tenderly human, the embodiment of warmth and all that the word entailed, gentle and, oh, so soft.
The two of you sat in silence, just soaking each other in, until a ping from Alexiaâs phone interrupted the moment. Alexia looked down, read it, and then locked the screen with a sigh. When she met your eyes, hers were apologetic. You smiled in understanding.
âTime to go?â
âYes.â Alexia sighed as she stood up and tucked her phone back into her pocket. âIt was Josep. He reminded me I have a full day tomorrow.â
You nodded. You gently roused Elisa, watched her drag her feet to the back seat, and nearly chuckled when she fell right back to sleep after putting her seatbelt on and closing the door. You turned to Alexia, and as soon as she closed the trunk, you cradled her jaws in your hands and pulled her down for a kiss. Immediately, Alexia wrapped her arms around your waist, pulling you closer to her.
âI wanted to do that all day.â You whispered against her lips.
Alexia gasped when you nipped at her lower lip before she buried her fingers in your hair, deepening the kiss. âYou have no idea.â
On the way back to Derek's house, Alexia kept one hand on your thigh. And with the radio playing softly as the car passed under a tunnel with lights overhead, it felt like you were in a movie.
After Elisa had gone back inside the house after thanking Alexia for the day and bidding her farewell for the night, you kissed Alexiaâs cheek in gratitude. Then her lips.
With her forehead resting against yours, she whispered, âIâll see you Tuesday?â
âYeah.â You brushed your nose against hers before you kissed her again. You began to pull away. âHave fun tomorrow.â
âI will. Iââ Alexiaâs cheeks flushed before she smiled. âBye, for now.â
Later, when you were in bed about to go to sleep, you received a message from Alexia. She sent you a link to a tweet containing a photoset that contained pictures of the three of you but mostly pictures of a hooded Alexia taken from a distance by the photosâ grainy quality, captioned, 'Alexia, what are you doing????â followed by a string of laughing emojis.
At that, you couldnât help but laugh. Her disguise was ridiculous in person, but captured like this, you thought it was a work of pure comedy.Â
You messaged her back, 'I guess you do have reason to be modest after all.â
#ap11#not proofread#mine#my writing#a/n:#this was meant to be longer but i decided to split it into (or else this wouldve been like 10k long or something lol)#sorry for not updating last week id been in pain for the last 2 weeks so it was hard to concentrate#not to mention i got hit by a writer's block so i needed to just take a step back lol#anyway i just need to tie up some loose ends in the next part and then against all odds will be finished in two weeks time đ„Č#also i apologise for any style inconsistency#i may or may not have been rereading frankenstein while going through some parts of this lol#will fix any grammar/spelling/prose mistakes later#woso x reader#alexia putellas x reader
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5p yuuram bloood twww
#i feel bad for tagging this yuuram cuz its so far from canon LMFAO i will for organization but like...#yuuram#mine#kkm#comics#fanart#its been so long since i got to draw a comic im so happy im flourishing#uhhh anyways#hc time. i think yuuri is the type of person to act before he thinks and therefore i think he would be the first to initiate. not exactlu a#unpopular interpretation of yuuri but i think he likes wolf before he knows it and so his body acts b4 he recognizes the feelings wihin him#i also think wolf wont initiate first cuz his love towards yuuri is very. um. catholic and political lmao.#cuz hes a dog and a human weapon. he thinks the suffering is part of his job. like born duty. and i think he likes it too#cuz theres eomthing about being able to pour ur soul into being obsessed w someone in a gay codependent relationship w/out worrying ab them#reciprocating LMFAO#anyways i think wolf loves in a way that is very intentional. his love is a weapon that he gives to people. its not something to indulge in#i also thinkk his love is a weapon for himself. to sharpen and use. like motivation/justification to exist and also DUTY BABYYY#i talked too much#wolfram von bielefelt#shibuya yuuri#(comic is abuot yuuri. talks about wolfram instead) sorry son.
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Fiercely and obsessively (wrapped around your finger) â Part 10
| Rosekiller Soulmate AU | Previous part is here | Word Count: 1,210 |
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At first, Barty didnât understand what he was seeing. Surely he wouldâve noticed it before now if Evan had met his soulmate? Heâd had plenty of opportunities to see Evanâs mark since his birthday, so how did he miss this?
âOh,â Barty said, but it came out all strangled and high pitched. Because heâd just realized the true extent of what this situation meantâif Evanâs soulmate mark was no longer black, that meant that he had a soulmate.
Evan had a soulmate.
Barty was hit with such a strong wave a jealously that it left him somewhat breathless, but he still managed to choke out the words, âWho is it?â
Was that why Evan had been acting so strange around him? Because he didnât want to be as close to Barty now that he had someone else?
Evanâs voice tore Bartyâs attention away from his arm and to his face, where he was looking at him strangely.
âYou donât know?â Evan asked. He sounded confused.
âIâshould I?â And then, a horrible thought struck him. âItâs not Reg, is it?â
Evanâs laughter caught him off guard.
âWhat?â Barty asked frantically as Evan doubled over and wheezed uncontrollably. Surely that hadnât been that outlandish of a question, had it?
âYou thought it was Regulus?â Evan gasped with tears in his eyes.
âWell, I donât know! All I know is that one second youâre crying into my shoulder and the next you apparently have a soulmate and I donât know whatâs going on!â
âBarty,â Evan said, finally calming himself down. âLook at your arm.â
Why Evan wanted him to look at his arm was lost on him, but after several seconds of confused silence, he did as he was told.
âNo, Barty, not that one,â Evan said a bit impatiently. Barty sighed in defeat, then looked over to his left arm.
And froze.
Because there on his upper arm, exposed for all the world to see, was his soulmate mark, alive and bright with swirling colors.
Colors that matched Evanâs.
A series of images flashed into his mind. His fist in Evanâs shirt. Evanâs hands, shoving him backwards. The way they had fallen, Evanâs hands reaching out to catch his fall, and the inside of his arm grazing Bartyâs bare bicep as they went down.
Oh, he thought.
And slowly, ever so slowly, he looked back up at Evan.
Evan, his best friend of six years. Evan, who he had loved fiercely and obsessively as long as he had known him. Who he had always felt differently about than all of his other friends, who he never wanted to be separated from, who he was in constant contact with because he simply couldnât help himself. Who he had always gravitated towards, no matter the circumstances or company.
Evan, who was looking at him nervously and waiting for his reaction.
Barty took a step forward so that he was standing in Evanâs personal space. Evan winced slightly, but he didnât move back. Not even when Barty reached a reverent hand up to cup his cheek and hold his gaze steady on his, eyelashes fluttering just slightly as he stared at Barty with parted lips.
âI am going to ask you about so many different things later,â Barty said, âbut right now, I think I might actually die if I donât kiss you somewhere in the next three seconds.â
Evan breathed out a soft âOhâ, but that was as far as he got before Bartyâs crashed his lips into his, effectively cutting him off.
Evan hands came up to rest on Bartyâs waist, pulling him in eagerly, and all Barty could think was âYes, this is right.â How he had missed that before, he had no idea, but here with Evanâs lips moving against his, Barty could think of no place heâd rather be.
Evan pulled away first, gasping for air. Barty wouldâve been worried except for the fact that his eyes were bright as he looked at Barty and nowhere else, seemingly drinking in every last detail of this moment.
âYou,â said Evan, still breathing heavily, âhave no idea how long Iâve wanted to do that.â
Barty grinned.
âThen show me,â he said, and Evan did just that.
Hours later, after many kisses and long conversations, Barty was starting to feel like everything in the world was suddenly making sense.
Apparently, Evan had been in love with him for years, ever since the first year of school when Barty had helped him out with a difficult spell in Charms.
âAt first,â Evan had said, âI had just written it off as a harmless crush. But youâve got a real way of wrapping people around your finger, you know that?â
âNot people,â Barty had responded. âJust you.â
That had earned him another kiss.
And then Evan had explained why heâd been acting so oddly for the past few weeks, saying that he had been hoping for years that Barty was his soulmate, and the stress of soon knowing whether or not that would turn out to be true had eaten away at him. And once he had finally gotten his soulmate mark, he had avoided touching Barty because he hadnât wanted to touch him and not have their marks light up, proclaiming them as nothing more than friends.
âGood thing the universe was smart enough to overcome all the obstacles you threw in its way,â Barty had laughed.
That had earned him a shove.
On Bartyâs end, there was a lot of confusion. When he had fallen in love with Evan, he didnât know, because now that he noticed it, it felt like something that had always been there, lurking just below the surface. And why he hadnât noticed it until now, he couldnât say eitherâjust that he hadnât.
But it had been apparent in almost everything he did, from the way he acted around Evan to the way he became jealous whenever anyone else showed interest in him. It had always been there, he just hadnât been aware.
âGood thing the universe was smart enough to overcome all your stupidity,â Evan had parroted.
Which earned him a shove as well, followed by another kiss.
Overall, it was a much overdue conversation, and when they emerged form the woods to go find their friends, they couldnât stop the happy and satisfied smiles they wore as they walked close together.
Dorcas had noticed first.
âThank Salazar,â she had breathed, looking back and forth between Evan and Barty. From Regulus, Barty couldâve sworn he heard an exasperated, âFinallyâ, and really, had they all been waiting for this moment?
His confusion mustâve shown on his face, because Pandora had laughed and said, âYes, we all knew, and we were all tired of it. Which is why we staged a slight intervention.â
âIntervention?â Evan asked, and then seemed to realize something. He looked around in betrayal. âYou purposefully left us alone together, didnât you?â
Dorcas nodded gleefully.
âThat we did, and donât even pretend that youâre not grateful for it.â
And really, how could Barty argue with that, when thanks to their meddling he had found his soulmate?
And judging from the way Evan blushed and leaned in to peck Barty on the cheek, he felt the exact same way.
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(The End!)
#sorry that this got so out of hand#like ten parts?? thatâs crazy#I think Iâll post it to AO3 though#something this long will make a bit more sense on that platform I think#rosekiller#evan rosier#barty crouch jr#slytherin skittles#marauders era#marauders fandom#rosekiller microfic#my microfics#rosekiller soulmate au
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