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Name one line in the sand your muse has. Tell us one way someone can go ‘too far’. but for both Android! and human!eli, tell me about the 'too far's he has in either verse?
Android!Verse: Eli is very passionate about the quality of life of his patients. When a patient opened up to him and expressed their frustration with the family arguing that he was not mentally appropriate enough to request physician-assisted suicide (legalized in Michigan in 2035), Eli tried to talk to them. It started out calm, but after a few minutes it turned into a screaming match, which ultimately ended up in him losing his job. He has no regrets about getting into an altercation over the matter, and he would do it again.
Human!Verse: Any indication of domestic abuse (or jokes made about the matter) are upsetting and unacceptable, and he will always do everything he can to stop it, including confronting the abuser. He is a mandated reporter at work, but even off the clock he will ALWAYS report it. Eli has struggled personally with the issue at two different points in his life and wish someone would have said something.
#suicide tw#euthanasia tw#physician assisted suicide tw#abuse tw#domestic abuse tw#sorry these are dark oof
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A minute under the blue 🐟🦈
This is a full minute of sharks, manta rays, a sunfish and loads of cute silvery fishies to bless your dash. Take a break here. Breath in. We will be okay 💙🌊
#darya goes to the aquarium#this is one of my favourite videos i took. even if the quality isn't amazing.#again. i had atlantic and drag me under on repeat while looking at this. can you imagine how peaceful that was?#wanna go back so bad rn#(technically i had my ocean blue playlist playing but i quickly just had those two on rotation)#(Vessel's voice was meant to be heard with water. I wonder if he ever goes to the aquarium. I feel like he would love it there)#(because it's so dark and peaceful. you just pop on your earbuds and it's like you're underwater alone)#(sorry I'm rambling a lot oof. Just look at the fishies)#aquarium#oceanarium#ocean#shark#manta ray#sunfish#fish#blue
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ok but imagine a prequel chapter about rei’s first euphoric episode attempt
#slow damage#rei izumi#fanart#i couldn’t stop thinking about it when they spoke about it during rei’s interrogation sequence#i’m so curious about what the dynamics between rei and towa would be at that time#and rei’s feelings as he describes his dark desire to towa#i imagine rei would’ve been more feminine-presenting since he quite literally wanted to shed his manhood#i went through the stages of grief w these little doodles#i hated how the lineart turned out (my inking game has been lacking recently oof)#so i wanted to throw in some color on the sketches with my phone but i added more than i expected lmaooo#also sorry the sfw egg strikes again teehee#happy belated bday rei <3
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imagine a more enlightened miner killing and harvesting a cog from a cogged bot and integrating as a cogged bot into society. they don't show up for their next shift and instead of anyone looking for them they assume the miner was simply trafficked (as it's not uncommon). the cogged bot? smelted or lost in the mines....
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wolmeric week day 6. home
#emmer edits#wolmeric#wolmeric week#wolmeric week 2023#aymeric#aymeric de borel#alyx and aymeric#ghimlyt dark#stormblood#i can't think of anything to put in the caption#i'm sorry#gonna just be dramatic#but if you've read damn well you know#this was a weird time for them#which makes this more oof
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While I wait for your Solar design So excited!! AAAAAAAAAAA!! Giggling and kicking my feet!!
Spoiler for yesterday's TLAES episode. Eclipse doesn't know how to handle how Earth was sincerely, tenderly talking to him AAAAAAAAA "Do I cry now?" YES!! LET IT ALL OUT, ECLIPSE!! Let out all those bottled up emotions!! He doesn't know how to handle someone genuinely trying to help him and his emotional panic "Why are you doing this!? I'm a monster!" GOSH!! The feels!! But Eclipse is going away to a different dimension!! Was that part of Dark Sun's plan? I don't know but Earth's "goodbye" at the end AAAAAAAA This episode warmed my heart and broke it at the same time (╥▽╥)
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MANGO PLEAS EBVFJDK
it if it helps hes got new threads.... sort of new. ECLIPSE COMING TO EARTH TO TALK... a nice surprise but also concern for his questions. he truly dont know how to handle that. EARTH YEAHH!!!!!!!!!!! ONE ON ONE!!!!!!!!! she gets to fully get a scope of this guy its sweet and yeah i do wonder about that other dimension thing. maybe a way to get away from it all finally or back to dark sun??? altho i dont see why he'd need to keep ecplipse around. AND YEAH EARTH LIL GOODBYE..... Monty was not having eclipse empathy but she was also just... yeah.
#u know given everything this was sort of forseen in earlier episodes but earth literally didnt have much to go on about eclipse#now shes settled and understands more and this eclipse has opened up a little enough that shes like 'oh okay.'#but oof her quick response on Ruin#RUIN MY MAN IM SO SORRY UR JUST GONNA BE SACRIFICED#altho didnt dark sun say no one needed to be????????#hmnn HMN....
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ayyyyyyy I set up an appointment for medication this Friday (telemedicine but whatever) and I get to see my former therapist again later this month. I’m kind of excited. More than kind of. Little sad, but I’m lonely and want to talk to someone. He’s a real cool dude. I’m a little worried to trauma dump the last 6 months on him, but whatever, it beats sitting there for an hour feeling like I’m wasting his time and struggling to think of things to say. dang dang dang, I’m excited.
#I’m excited to tell him about my mom’s transplant. less so to mention all my dark moments since we last spoke.#ok so I gotta wait a week for antidepressants and then a couple of weeks for them to take effect#that’s a lot of waiting#especially with how rough I’ve been these last couple of weeks#I probably have more appointments I should schedule but we’ll see#I’ve only been able to sleep sitting up#like the dang elephantman#something about laying down freaks me out#it’s uncomfortable and not very restful and just thinking about sleep gives me anxiety#brains are fucky#oof… now it’s setting in. I’ve got an appointment but it’s 5 days away#5 days of… this. anxiety and distraction and my sick brain#this is my fault#well… no. yes. I don’t want to COMPLETELY beat myself up for it#I should have been managing my mental health better instead of waiting until I spiraled out#I should have been managing my health better in general!#this isn’t sexy to say but I hate my body. I’ve run it down. and it’s going to be so much harder getting back to something semi healthy#but I’m trying now 😕 so maybe that’ll count for something#I’ve been realizing that I really really miss going to the gym late at night#that’s what I need now. been doing these little drives at night to distract myself but having an actual place to go would be much better#BUT! too expensive. need to work and make some money. not excited for that but I needs it. I neeeeeeds money. for burgers. and distractions#this is too rambly. I’m sorry. I thought about counseling and got too excited to talk and talk#I talk too much#you can ignore this#text
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happy birthday to this handsome devil! pregame | devils @ wings 230104
#nico hischier#new jersey devils#nj devils#devils lb#m:gifs#oof sorry bout the quality#idk about the coloring if it seems too dark ahh#but hbd to the nice fella and good luck tonight!
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Hi guys! Terribly sorry for the recent inactivity٫ uni's been keeping me busy so here's a dump of everything I've done since the uni year started that I haven't posted on here ❤️
The first 4 pieces are of Dai Dark ocs٫ first two are the same character (first one's an unfinished ref sheet)٫ the third one's an unnamed character and the last one is the story's coprotagonist٫ Justice. They're all creatures from Dark.
The next two are Doro ocs٫ first girl is the owner of a restaurant whose magic allows her to transform people into fire breathing bull-like creatures and the second drawing is of the protagonist of the story٫ a human named Panarion.
Then there's some sona art+the flat colors for a little sona x canon thingy I did <3 The full render's right under the Kaiman drawing 👍. That one was just for me to practice drawing him since I struggle a lot with it and still haven't fully nailed down the way I want him to look both style and color wise
#ドロヘドロ#大ダーク#Dorohedoro#dai dark#fan character#nikaido dorohedoro#self ship#oc x canon#kaiman dorohedoro#Sorry that some of the traditional art looks so pixelated oof#I originally cleaned them using filters for insta since the sketches were hard to read but I don't think tumblr liked that 🥲
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I... am supposed to be doing the expression meme for stuff people asked for. But the brainrot has been for FMAB today so instead I asked my sister to give me an expression for Ed (C4), Winry (E4), and Al (B4), and @deiliamedlini gave the excellent suggestion for Ed (E2) when the brainrot still wasn't quite done yet.
Anyhow a tad obsessed as I'm devouring this show as quickly as I can manage.
#this show is SO DARK I can't get enough of it#full metal alchemis brotherhood#fmab#full metal alchemist#fma#lou draws#oof sorry ed for that first one looking kinda rough#but character I've never drawn before + in anime style + that difficult expression didn't pair together the best#expression meme asks
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been wanting to make a second design for my hollow knight ocs, so i got started on concepts for that. im pretty happy with inkwell but im still pretty uncertain with rock and quill - rock whether or not i want her to be a cow or hyena, and quill his colors.
[id: a drawing of my ocs, inkwell, rock, and quill. inkwell is an elf, with pointy ears and a cat-like tail. they have two pairs of horns: a small pair above their forehead, and a longer, slightly curved pair on either side of their head. the right side horn is half broken. their skin is ashen, and they have wild, light brown hair that goes to their shoulders. there are two drawings of them: one with them wearing a black sweater, purple pants, and brown boots. the other drawing is the same, except with a pink cloak with an orange underside, and fragments of horn tied to their side horns. they have empty, grayish-brown eyes, with a scar over the left one. they're standing with their right arm at their side and their left arm up, their palm upward. their name is written above them, and beside them is the text, "ashen appearance".
rock also has two drawings of her. the first is of her as an anthropomorphic cow. she's cream-colored with brown at the end of her limbs, elbows, cheeks, the top of her head, ears, and tail. there are black speckles on the top of her head and on her tail. she has big red eyes. she's wearing a light blue shirt with a yellow pinafore, which has a green heart on the pocket. she's standing with her right arm up as though waving. the second drawing is the same, except it's her as a hyena. her name is written above her, including her real name albalyn, and "cow?" and "hyena?" are written above each relevant drawing.
quill is a fluffy drake with ram-like horns, and two pairs of much smaller horns below. he has a big ridged nose-horn. he has a single large spike on his back between his shoulders, a trio of smaller ones at the base of his tail, and another trio of small ones at the end of his tail. his eyebrows are fluffy. he is dark blue, with a darker tail, limbs, and head. his face, throat, and front paws are white, and there are also large white dapples on his tail-tip. he is standing idly, facing the left. his eyes are gray. text above his head reads, "fluffy brows".
at the top of the canvas is a note that reads, "heights aren't to scale". end id]
#maekrenia#sketches#inkwell#rock#quill#elf#dragon#furry#i am genuinely SO stuck on rock. like on one hand i like cow because she looks all cute and innocent which! she is!#but it's also deceiving because she's super sassy which i like#but hyena kinda fits her colors + personality more. its more obvious but i still rlly like it#im kindaaaa leaning slightly more toward hyena tbh. i love scavenger animals#quill is mostly because i already have two black-and-white dragon ocs and i dont want them to be too similar#(he's already rlly similar to edmunathy with the dark tail oof)#but his hk colors are super basic and i dont want him to just be plain either#quill is way more blue than them tho plus his physical appearance is different enough that it shoulddd be ok#ill probably do silverwyrm aurthias and snag next. silver is gonna be kinda hard because of the whole wyrm-turned-bug god thing#but i have an idea for that.#YEAH i wanted to do this cause my hk ocs are my favorite ocs i've done but i dont rlly. have anything to draw for hk rn.#maybeee when silksong releases that'll change so uh. sorry if u followed for hk but might not see any of it for a while#so! second design it is! they'll still have their original designs but ya.
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"You're not a burden. you're never a burden. Now grab that blanket from the top shelf and get over here. We've missed enough sunrises for a lifetime." /@thorneprincess
I love you prompts ||| Accepting @thorneprincess
It was hard not to feel like a burden these days. When he was clearly suffering and failing to have his needs met, but not willing to express it for he didn't want to add on to his friends' plates. They already had enough going on in their lives; things more important than him. He'd be okay. He was strong.
How could he be there to support his friends in times of their needs if he couldn't even hold himself together..? They'd gone through much worse things than he did - he'd be alright. Just... holding on a little bit longer.
Renji kept telling himself that, convinced his brain to trick himself into thinking that things would be alright. By the end of this week, this month, this year... until his body had started to give out on him. Exhausted, both physically and mentally. He knew that he couldn't do this much longer, yet he still held out onto some sort of hope that things would start looking up.
But when Akiko had confronted him, demanded that they talk, he'd just broken down. The tears, nonstop flowing from his eyes, releasing all the stress and the pent up anger and frustration that had built up. He hadn't cried like this in years.
A burden off of his shoulders when he'd heard those words. Not a burden. How would they know if he'd never said anything? Never reaching out in fear that he would get turned down... they were his friends, yet he hadn't trusted them to reveal his own vulnerability. Sure they were going through their own hurt and through their own healing process, but he too, was important. And yet he had forgotten, in a bout of selfishness.
Wordlessly, he grabs a blanket from the top shelf, smoothing out some of the wrinkles. Joining Akiko out on the deck, and sitting down next to her. "Thanks..." There were so many things he was thankful to her for - like coming in to check on him, beating some sense into him, reassuring him, letting him be vulnerable with her. But he couldn't muster up the courage to say all those words in his state, so for now, that one word would have to do.
#pineappleanswers#Anonymous#thorneprincess#(oof this got lengthy)#(and a bit dark and sad im sorry ; v; )#(but i love being able to write Renji's vulnerable side)#(it's not a side he gets to show often)
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Also sorry while im being pissy can youtube not give me fucking melanie martinez ads?????? Can you fucking explode???????????????
#Like girl even if she didnt you know fucking rape her friend and then make a DISS TRACK ABOUT IT??? Which she did btw her music and her#Idk aesthetic is the best word sucks fucking ass!!!!!!#Like yeah you can do like ohhh the fucking darkness the edge owie oof ow but its combined with omg....things for babies?? Youre like a#Toddler with a drinking problem? Wow how could art exist without you doing this literally as poorly as possible#Okay i think hater hours are finished sorry i love to complain#Rape mention#Ask to tag
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Guys, guys.
Idk but the weekly shit show just hit a new season and it's WILD AF
#oof june's talking again#boys are scary#this is the ghoul log#what have i gotten myself into#if youre following along at home lmao im sorry#dark humor
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#lambada#kaoma#music#favorite songs#fav#this awakened EVERYTHING in me as a child#that dark skinned beauty last in line with the sculpturesque ass?#oof#takes me back to the outdoor parties for some kid’s baptism or whichever religious celebration#we’d all gather under a tin roofed structure in the middle of nowhere#the adults would get shit faced drunk and all dance samba and grind on each other and the next day so and so’s husband would get thrown out#us kids would just run around and play cards and dance happy we could just stay up all night#life just hits different when you are in the tropics im sorry
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Staged duo really are so fascinating in the most tragic way. Through to be fair we don’t honestly get a lot of content with them so it is hard to say whether or not Punz protested against Dream’s plans and whether or not they tried to stop him. Dream is stubborn. Pandora’s Vault proves as much so it’s possible that Punz tried to stop him, but couldn’t and settled for at least staying by his side. As you said, forever loyal.
I am also not so sure whether Punz is always privy to Dream’s plans and the smaller details involved. In one of the only streams we get to witness them plotting, Dream makes a statement alluding to the prison, but it doesn’t really seem like Punz knows a whole lot about the prison. Certainly, not the conditions, because Punz seems pretty protective of Dream and it was obvious to Ponk immediately how screwed up and inhumane the prison was, which suggests that perhaps Punz didn’t truly know how self destructive it was. In addition, he reveals that he’s going to do something that will make people not like him (which we know was likely Doomsday), but he does not go into further details on that. He mostly highlights that Punz needs to betray him so people don’t target them for being on his side. In other words, filling Punz in on their part to play, but not much more than that. Now again, perhaps Dream did tell them more and we didn’t get to see it, who knows. What we do know is that Dream specifically highlighted that they are completely alone, without anyone online on the server so no one to listen in which means there’s no reason to hold back and keep Punz in the dark. Why be all mysterious and indirect to his ally. Sure part of this is for the audience but ignoring that, it does seem to me like Dream isn’t upfront with Punz, which I’d suggest could highlight a few things. Dream’s paranoia for one and lack of trust, but then again giving Punz the revival book (the one reason people won’t kill him at this point) shows the ultimate trust. So, if he trust Punz, why wouldn’t he tell them? Well, I think it’s likely that Punz cares about Dream and wouldn’t have gone along with Dream’s self destruction if they knew the full details. Hell, the fact that the day of the jail break he mentions the torture to multiple people (not going to get into the reasons behind that), people he wasn’t sure would even care, but did not say much more to Punz than- ‘things went a little south’ is telling to me.
So does Punz support Dream? I mean I think he agrees with his motive, but I’m not sure he supports or encouraged Dream’s self destructive behavior. He has Dream’s back, he is loyal and trusts Dream, and no matter what he didn’t abandon Dream. But I feel like because he cares and because it seems like Dream wasn’t fully honest with Punz it suggests that maybe Punz did push back or maybe he didn’t know to push in the first place. Dream is a talented liar so I don’t find it hard to believe that he perhaps told Punz in a way that made it sound ok -“ it’s ok I’m going to let them win so they don’t have to try and assassinate me like they did with Techno. And they’ll put me in prison so they can stay safe from me and still feel achieved like they defeated the villain. They’ll come and visit me and rub it in my nose and either they let me out or I escape. And worst case scenario I call in my favor with Techno and he breaks me out. So I’ll probably be in there for like a month at the most.” - or something like that… I think Punz never left Dream no matter what, but that doesn’t necessarily mean he didn’t push back. ;)
Dream and Punz's relationship is so interesting. Me think.
Punz loves Dream. They would do anything for Dream, follow whatever order, whatever plan. The one thing they won't do is stop him when he's being self destructive. He won't try to make Dream consider other ways. He won't try to help Dream get better. He'll follow the plan wherever it leads them, no matter what. Forever loyal.
When Dream plans to build a prison, Punz supports him, when Dream plans a staged betrayal, Punz supports him, when Dream plans to let himself get imprisoned, Punz supports him. And when Dream stumbles out, tortured and starved, back into Punz arms, they support him.
It's this never ending support, never ending love that makes them so toxic. Punz will follow and encourage Dream no matter what he does, all while Dream spirals deeper and deeper into his plan of self destruction, dragging the whole server after him.
#sorry… they’ve been living rent free in my head for a bit…#I’m also not so sure Dream’s spiral into a self destructive plan dragged the server after him. the server had plenty of issues on its own#characters were on a dark path regualess and conflict and stuff happened unrated to him so hardly seems fair to blame it all on him lol XD#dsmp#c!dream#why is everytime I respond to things it ends up so long….. oof#c!punz#Oh I love them… they truly are so tragic though#c!staged duo#staged duo#c!stagedduo#dreblr#did someone order an essay?#on the house#no one does it like c!dream#c!dream and c!punz#dsmp analysis#dsmp dream#dsmpblr#c!drunz
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