#sorry not to be poetic on main but
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I just finished Disco Elysium yesterday and I have to say my favorite part, or at least that I find the most interesting, is that you HAVE to pass the Shivers check. Every other check in the game can be worked around someway or somehow, but you must pass the Shivers check. You don't have to be smart, you don't have to be strong, but in order to finish the game you're forced to feel. You have to face the music. You have to accept this reality you're in, despite trying to escape it through alcohol. You can't. This is your world. This is your life. Tomorrow is just a whisper away.
#kennacanthink#disco elysium#sorry not to be poetic on main but#i don't know i just find it really powerful#Shivers is all about tuning in and truly listening to the city#even if you didn't go for a fys build and have low Shivers you increase the chances BY embedding yourself further into it#you establish a nightclub#reunite an old couple and to down a cryptozoology rabbit hole#break the news of a husband's death to an already lonely woman#your essence your imprint must seep in to help the check#you're not allowed to finish the game until you do#idk something about not being able to leave this dumpster-fire city until you've come to understand and be a part of it#i think it's really beautiful
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something about kaeya's awful relationship with visions. something about thinking himself a sinner but gaining an archon's notice. something about growing up surrounded by (literal) warmth but being chosen by the cold. something about that familiar, comforting warmth being wielded against him. something about an unsolicited shield. something about a "blessing" adding another layer of horror to an already horrific moment. something about having to carry a reminder of that moment every day. something about thinking himself a sinner. something about ice-cold guilt.
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I love the idea that when someone dies all of what they are is scattered everywhere. But imagine it with tubbo
He’s in the wind, rustling leaves and grass. Flowers unfurling at his gentle breezes.
He’s the warmth of the fire as Sunny curls up in his chair, he’s the soft feeling of fur of her rabbit.
Hes the rain that comes down, he’s the mourning that soaks the earth. He’s the thunderous lightning in rage.
He’s the decay of his bones, his flesh, his body. He’s the seagulls tearing and ripping away
He’s the blood that soaks into the ocean and bricks.
He’s the sand and he’s the rock.
Yes he’s gone but he’s still there. He still remains. He’s everywhere and in everything. He’s in himself is the creation, he is the creator. And he is in it all.
#peaches posts#qsmp qosts#qsmp#qsmp tubbo#qsmpblr#tubbo#sorry for waxing poetic on main#idk i think it’s cool
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listening to will wood's "in case i make it," (2022) feels like having someone rip their chest open in front of you, and seeing that their heart and lungs and ribcage look exactly like yours.
#sorry for getting poetic on main again but. shit fuck god damn#icimi#will wood#ww#will wood icimi#in case i make it#icimi (2022)
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#77ngiez.txt#pafl#sanya kazarina#sanya pafl#pafl sanya#parties are for losers#rare nana traditional art moment#glad i got this finished b4 i have to go to girls camp#yes future sanya has a nonbinary pin. yes shes wearing yuras jacket. i am cringe but i am free#theres something so poetic abt sanya exchanging red glasses for red eye triangles...#the russian should translate to 'tutor: we're out of milk can you get some' 'yeah'#there r probably mistakes w it which sorry im still learning#also yeah future sanyas contact name for yura is still tutor. i think she keeps it that way until her dying day#they could be married and 97 years old with 12 grandkids and 2 great grandkids and she would still have his contact name as tutor#this is just who they are dont fight it#i added an image id in alt text for the main image but not for the ones under the cut bcs theyre just closeups and dont look much different#lmk if theres anything i could improve abt this#OH ALSO#idk if its noticeable but future sanya is meant to be wearing a binder#OK BYE
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In regards to the next fic I’m working on… Here are some notes on my interpretation of the plantussy. Featuring a lot of biology, flower talk, and… uh. slugs. 🤞🤞🤞
Very Nsfw below the cut.
(Note: I am not an artist)
For the base structure, I obviously took most of my inspiration from flowers. The Plants (in stampede, at least) have very floral elements, and my personal headcanon is that they have some analogous structures—products of convergent evolution to incredibly different circumstances. (Though don’t get me started on my headcanons vis a vis the genetic engineering that went into Vash and Knives being so human-looking, at least on the outside.) If the (capital P) Plants are (lowercase p) plant-like, they could certainly have analogous reproductive structures. Five petal-like labia that lie mostly flat against the skin ‘bloom’ when aroused due to increased blood flow—filling with fluid and expanding due to turgor pressure. (Main inspiration for the petals: cherry blossom flowers, though something… fleshier than I’m able to draw 🤣) The reproductive structures are contained within, shielded by the petals unless sufficiently aroused. Within the outer layer of petals is an inner layer, which also lies flat until aroused, at which point they twist together to form something analogous to a penis. The way the petals twist together leaves distinct grooves spiraling along its length, which conduct fluid that comes from the interior of the dick—though the internal structure below it that would be analogous to a vagina also produces fluid, which is slightly thicker and stickier than a human’s would be. (There is a LOT of fluid.) (Note: the petals that make up the dick can be separated even if aroused, but the interior is incredibly sensitive, and Vash is prone to overstimulation even if he isn’t touched there.) (Main inspiration: morning glory bud, also the Aelit dildo by Strange Bedfellas.)
There are two smaller interior petals that don’t make up the dick, and instead act as labia around the vagina-analogue. (Main inspiration: orchid.) Surrounding the dick, there are several independently-mobile tendril-like structures ending in small bulbs; these serve as hormonal transfer sites—detail below. The center of the ‘flower’ is a dark pink, which lightens to flesh tone at the edges of the petals, though the interior petals are fully dark pink. Maybe with a bit of blue bioluminescence. (They made the man glow in Stampede; what do they expect me to do? NOT make his dick glow too??)
Alright! Now we’re going to talk about invertebrate reproduction! (You come to the invertebrate biologist and don’t expect to get a little bit of a lecture?)
Firstly: Rotifers. Most Rotifers belong to Class Monogononta, and Monogonant Rotifers have a unique reproductive pattern.
Typically, they reproduce asexually, via parthenogenesis, making, by definition, only diploid females. However, when conditions are right (the chemical cues seem to come from crowding, when a population of monogonants gets too high, but it occurs relatively rarely) the usually amicitic (‘not mixing,’ referring to the production of eggs without the mixing in of other genetic material) females will lay eggs that become micitic females. These micitic females produce eggs via meiosis, not mitosis as in parthenogenesis. These eggs are, by definition, haploid. In the absence of fertilization, these eggs develop into males, which are able to fertilize other haploid eggs, creating a new diploid generation which continues to reproduce via parthenogenesis once again. This haplodiploid sex determination system also occurs in many insects, but no other organisms seem to exhibit this pattern of many amicitic generations followed by one micitic generation. This is my headcanon for the way Plants reproduce. It doesn’t have anything to do with how his junk looks but I wanted to talk about it.
Secondly: Terrestrial Gastropods. If you know anything about slug sex, you know it gets pretty fuckin wild. As a self-proclaimed monster dong connoisseur, I would be remiss to not take ideas from them; namely, in this case, love darts. Now, in actual gastropods, love darts are sharp, calcareous or chitinous spines produced by the snail that are coated in mucus that contains an allomone, a pheromone-like compound, that increases the likelihood of successful fertilization. They’re essentially shot into the body of the snail’s mate. Taking the basic idea, though, I’ve mixed that with flower reproductive anatomy to arrive at… uh, I mean. I really need to find a better term but. Love tendrils? Love… stamens? I’ll workshop it. REGARDLESS. They’re essentially independently-moving tendrils with a glandular bud at the end, the purpose of which are to secrete hormones that aid in copulation—essentially oxytocin and dopamine, which then can be absorbed through the skin, giving his partner a… boost.
And that’s my inspiration for Vash’s pussy!! 🤞🤞🤞
#for the love of god if you know me irl do not look at me#I’m unhinged I feel so unhinged about him#tumblr pls don’t nerf me for plantussy on main#i… do not want to put this in the tags but I do need it to be filterable I’m so sorry#vash the stampede#Trigun#I said I’d wax poetic about it and wax poetic I SHALL
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I really like how you've been developing MJ's character, it really feels like she's a part of the family. It's also nice to think Peters less alone than he thinks he is
thank you!! :,] she really is a part of the family to me. i love MJ too much to sideline her. In the noir comics her and peter really do have absolutely 0 romantic chemistry but thats okay because it gives me the perfect reason to give the two of them more of a sibling dynamic. ive been starting to piece together exactly what their history entails, and i think i might make a little relationship chart of them over the years to post.
"its also nice to think peter's less alone than he thinks he is" SO REAL. MJ's noir character is really needed. Her and May both have lessons Peter needs to learn if he's ever going to be okay in any semblance of the word. Its set up in vol 1 issue 1 of the comic that Peter is so angry he's going to burn himself down to the ground. I think MJ wanting to be an actress/interested in the arts is a perfect way to start to curb Peter a bit.
there is soo much poetry and writing and art about how its the little things that make you a person & get u through the day. Something about how people have been making art for as long as people have been people, and how thats a way to connect to the world around u despite feeling alone. Or that one quote "in the dark times, will there also be singing? yes, there will be singing about the dark times."
Noir peter is on a slippery slope because he's fighting to make the world a better place, but because he can't see past the corruption that makes up the world, he sees the bad in everything and everyone before anything else. At some point there'll a point where he wont see a city worth saving anymore. Like at the end of Eyes w out a Face, the world is full of decent people, not good. He's approaching that point. But then again, there's MJ sitting right next to him, saying things are going to get better. in his universe, you really have to actively look for good things, but that doesn't mean they're not there.
this is an incredibly longwinded way of saying yeah, MJ is a part of his family and could very well be an integral part of not losing himself as he continues on as the spider man
#flipping their relationship on its head a bit#peter's no damsel but he IS in distress#this is me shouting I CAN FIX HIM!!! *throws MJ in his direction*#“noirs not a happy genre” idgaf#there's also a special kind of tragedy about having May & MJ know the life lessons peter needs#but he has to die 87 times and lay in a gutter for 3 months before he can begin to understand them#like.. it was right there the whole time buddy! sorry u lost everyone on your way to figuring out it was all there at the start#sorry for waxing poetic on this simple little ask#thanks for the ask tho!#anon#asks#spiderman noir#spider noir#peter benjamin parker#mary jane watson#spiderverse#i feel like i should change that tag (its my personal blog sorting one where all spider content goes)#cause i dont want it to clog the main tag
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little nightmares is scary strong… two little guys all alone in a big world … They speak not a word 2 each other besides like. little whimpers yet they love!!!!. an inhospitable and desolate forest of hostility set ablaze with a single spark of companionship ^_^ a beating heart in the chest of a corpse, a lively daffodil growing from the rot of roadkill . their bond rends heads from shoulders, tha sky from the earth And in between they kindle their own glowing salvation out of the warmth that they find in each other!!!!!
#sorry 4 waxing poetic on main😢😣🙏#my rambles#little nightmares#i FUCKING LOVE the Found Family in apocalypse trope#six did not betray mono i will DIE on that hill. im not even gonna get into it though#mono betrayed her first👹👹👹👹even if he didnt know it . even if he didnt know he was hurting her!!!! RRREAGHHGHHAARREAAA!!!!!#I LOVE mono so much tho dont take those emojis like i hate him i almost like him more than six#me : im not gonna get into it. also me 15 seconds later: im getting into it#its ok i caught myself in time#iots just. SO HARD being right about everything …..siiigghhhh#this is also about low and alone!!!!
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#IM SORRY for emo posting about kaz on main#but i was thinking of how id like t8 to end for both he and jin and it got me thinking about the zuya#and I think those two pics sum up nicely how i feel about his whole deal#its BEAUTIFUL its POETIC and im 100% sure it wasnt on purpose. bc its a fucking fighting game story#anyway enjoy those two edits i made dark as fuck in like 10min to kinda make them match#tagging later#tekken
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We all understand loss.
Some of us are unfortunate enough to understand grief.
But no one will understand what you lost.
Because no one understands what you had.
#on my writer bullshit#hope this isn’t too cringe#sorry for being angsty on main#writing#creative writing#writer#writers#writeblr#writeblogging#poetry#prose poetry#prose poem#poetic
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instead of going to class this morning i bought a mango & ate it with the last of the yoghurt in my dim little room, sticky and sweet. i should be in class & i should have done the washing yesterday & i should be trying harder & i'm not good at a lot of things but i can do this. i can eat mangoes. there is sunlight inside every one
#a short . poem? idk what qualifies as a poem. i guess it's poetic enough.#sorry to be a bit of a downer on main. life is hard but i'm working at it. one step at a time#🐝#poets on tumblr#things will turn out alright in the end. they will. they will
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You know, I’ve been having a lot of OC thoughts lately. Usually my family gets to hear most of them, but none of them are available so now it’s tumblr’s turn for insanity :)
So in my fantasy world that I’ve been building for a couple of years or so now, I have these… gods. Eldritch, celestial beings who exist as spirits in the world. They don’t really consider themselves gods, they’re really more like a lost civilization than anything, but the premise still stands.
Anyways, I’ve been thinking a lot about their culture and language lately. They don’t really have to contend with things like death, they’re very much so immortal and almost impervious to harm, so they don’t really do a lot of things for survival. They also typically communicate with a form of telepathy, so language isn’t even a necessary thing for them.
But they still have a language. They still have architecture. They still have a society that comes together to solve problems. Granted, it’s a lot different than what human civilizations look like, because of the whole “impervious to harm” thing, but they have it, and that’s what’s important.
You know what else is important? Their language. Especially their language. Good lord I am not normal about their language.
Their language is made up of sounds that mimic the world around them. Some words are built up out of rippling streams and birdsong, while others are made out of sounds impossible for us to even hear. Their words are crafted, and many are made to have double meanings and ambiguity. They can’t be ambiguous when they trade thoughts and ideas through their minds, so the notion of being able to say something with multiple meanings fascinates them. They write songs and poetry, and they are engrossed with it, because sound has never carried so much meaning before. They make jokes. They find misunderstanding hilarious, because they’re so alien to their usual way of communicating. They adore puns. Language isn’t a necessity for them, but they developed it anyway, because it gave them a new way of having fun that they had never encountered before in their billions of years of being alive.
Later on, when humanity comes into the scene, they realize that they can use this thing called language to talk to them. Humanity is not like the gods, humanity needs to communicate through a physical medium, whether it be through sight or hearing or touch. Humanity is often confused or overwhelmed when the gods converse with them, because they find that many of the sounds the gods use are completely incoherent. They can’t recreate the sound of thunder in the sky, or crackling flame, and often they look around them in fear, as if the sound alone is indicative of danger.
So, the gods adapt. They learn the languages of humanity, instead, and talk to them in their own tongues. But mortals are curious, and the gods love to learn and teach, so it isn’t long until the gods try to translate the sounds of their language into something humanity can listen to and understand. The music of the slow cracking of the earth is shifted up in pitch until mortals can hear and hearken to the sound, and the mortals in turn recreate it with what their voices will allow. Slowly, the gods make their language perceivable, and slowly, humanity teaches them how to make it pronounceable.
The resulting speech is neither mortal nor divine, but somewhere between the two. Its words have a rippling quality, and in each sentence one can almost hear what is being spoken. The word for wave becomes a low crash, the word for music becomes a dancing song in the ears of whoever is there to listen. There is no doubt that there is magic in these words, with the way they call everyone in the room to their attention and fill their hearts with the very soul of what is being said. This language is not magic in a sense of control, it does not bind things in the world to its will, but it carries with it the memory of the world it was made to describe.
Later on, this middle ground, this speech both mortal and divine, would become lost and forgotten. It would not vanish violently, with the sudden fall of an empire, nor would it fade away with the few who are “worthy” of speaking such a tongue. No, instead it would grow and evolve with the people who learned it, moving across the continent and coming into contact with new lands and people. There, it would teach and learn in turn, and then diverge again, becoming yet another middle ground.
Slowly, like this, the language of humanity and gods together disappears. It does not die, but it dissolves, morphed into a thousand little pieces that stay on in other languages. It can still be found, if you look close enough, at the way speakers arrange their words, or in the rhythms they like to sing. Not even its name is truly past, still being borne by a speech that closely resembles the one long gone.
No, the language of mortals and the gods does not die, because, even in the darkest of days, when it seems like the world will perish and all life along with it, each syllable uttered in fear echoes the language that once carried nothing but joy, and each sentence given in comfort is another window into the years when things were bright. The tongues of mortals do not forget, even if humanity itself has.
And even so, were the speech of humans ever to forget what they helped to create, the gods would still remember. And maybe, the gods would teach and be taught by the mortals once again, in spite of the mutilated darkness that enshrouds these present days. Perhaps they already have.
#OH GOOD LORD I DID NOT INTEND THAT TO BE THAT LONG LOL XD#i get carried away. what can i say.#anyways this is literally all my worldbuilding is for. poetic vast avatar behavior.#if you read all of this i love you. you did not have to do that.#but yeah there’s a lot more to this world and a lot of it is super interconnected so sorry if anything was confusing#i took tolkien’s model of “make it dumbass complicated” to heart lol#the “mutilated darkness” thing isn’t just there to sound pretty. there is lore. The main villain is titled “the thief of darkness”#and it’s a huge deal that darkness was not originally malicious but was instead stolen to be used for the thief’s ill designs#good lord there is too much lore and if i don’t talk abt some of it i am going to physically explode#but also idk how or where to do that bc i don’t wanna make it inaccessibly complicated#i dunno maybe i should just bite the bullet and start writing my own silmarillion or something.#at least the novel i conceptualized when i was 15 and proceeded to do all this for#i gotta do something with it. i can’t just let it stagnate now can i#but anyway yeah this is very much so self-indulgent rambling hahaha :’D#what can i say. gods and deities and ancient worlds beyond comprehension and also the power of gay make brain go brrr :P#fantasy#worldbuilding#exestentialism#??????#idk what this is tbh#language#linguistic rambling#rambles#tag rambling#blorbo brainrot brainfog#not tolkien#ocs#long post
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it would be so fucked up if there was a episode named “heartless” and mike dies
#IM SORRY I JUST THOUGHT ABT IT#ok but the imagery and angst though#the fanart and fics that come out of that?#ALSO ITS TRAGICALLY POETIC???#the heart of the party dies?? its heartless AND hopeless#like cutting the head off the body yk#the heart dies the body dies blah blah#also hes a paladin isnt his main thing protection but no one protected him.....#byler#mike wheeler#stranger things
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nicholas britell went OFF w the music for that final scene w roman oh my god
#idk anything about music sorry. but i know when it fucks#also roman is Not dying. theres just no way theyll kill off another main character like this IS the grief speedrun season the cycles season#more than ever. theyre doomed but there will be poetic irony to it
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Oh God i love this world....!
#thought puddles#hi guys sorry for feelin fully & hopelessly & desperately poetic on main r we still besties
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[text ID: Black image with purple text showing the tags from Tumblr user lyriumrain. The tags read as follows: #i’ve been thinking a lot about how you really can just tell whatever story you want #there are components that your story *can* include if you want to #but you don’t have to #there’s a billion trillion stories out there #might as well tell the one you want to tell how you want to tell it. End ID]
Every 21st century piece of writing advice: Make us CARE about the character from page 1! Make us empathize with them! Make them interesting and different but still relatable and likable!
Every piece of classic literature: Hi. It's me. The bland everyman whose only purpose is to tell you this story. I have no actual personality. Here's the story of the time I encountered the worst people I ever met in my life. But first, ten pages of description about the place in which I met them.
#reading this post the first thing to come to mind was wuthering heights#the main characters arrives gets so angry he has a nose bleed and spend like two weeks in bed#he was so forgettable that i forgot he existed and with it i forgot the entire setup of the story#for those who dont know a story from the past is being told to him by the maid while he recovers in bed#it cuts to him occasionally for his input buts its quite rare and doesnt really happen much until the second half#i should reread wuthering heights i think id enjoy it much more if i read it as a comedy#i should also mention that i read it back around the same time i started watching anime. and i started with older anime obviously#like ouran high school host club and fairy tale and soul eater. things with ridiculous nose bleeds#so to crack open a literary classic and the main character immediately getting a nose bleed. i laughed my head off#i still havent finished crime and punishment (i am a cringefail girl sorry) but i love it so much because#the main character is also so very cringefail. hes a nasty stinky boy the wettest of unhatched men#like his views on depression and the way change can restructure our entire lives is poetic mastery dont get me wrong#but only in crime and punishment do you get statements like 'stop you queer fish' and 'if you were a baked onion id buy two of you'#i got that second quote wrong but shhhhh let me have this#but honestly part of why i love fanfic and have started preferring it over regular books is exactly for this reason#you dont have to follow the rules of regular modern writing. you dont have to have a beginning end and climax#you dont have to end on a happy note. you dont have to redeem your main characters foul actions#it can just be sex or just be pain or just be love and theres no need to justify your decisions on it#you really can tell the story EXACTLY as you want to tell it without any filler. and likewise you can read it the same way#its like rereading your favorite part of a book that you lovingly dogearred and getting to ignore the rest of the book again and again <3#gosh i should get back into reading classic literature and finally finishing macbeth and crime and punishment#they really bring me such joy. my brain is just anti-book-dopamine at the moment#writing#classic literature#charles dickens#as always i am brand new to adding id text captions please be gentle with me
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