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@ziggy-stardust-is-in-love i see u liking my posts so this one is for you🫶
#cooking up something yumtastic#weezer#rivers cuomo#i like it when i see people like my things it makes me so happy#IT MAKES MY LITTKE HEART JUMP UP AND DOWN LIKE THAY SILLY CAT VIDEO#sorry if u don’t appreciate the tag!!! i’ll take this down if you’d like#you seem like a friendly person so i don’t know if you WOULD mind or not#why do i type the diary of a wimpy kid books#idk why i capitalize random words that’s silly
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samson kayo as martin blackwood. do you see it. the vision.
cause me personally i very much see it
#no clue if someone's already done this fancast lol i have no idea how to search for that kind of thing#anyway#yeah#also i think vico ortiz would be a great tim#just dropping that in for the tma and ofmd folks like me hehe#also why is martin literally always drawn as white in fanart#it really annoys me#tma#tma fancast#martin blackwood#martin blackwood fancast#why is the image quality absolutely atrocious sorry#also samson kayo is literally british so he's a perfect fit??#tbh idk if i can let the gang know i fw live action magnus archives...#not actually because it would be ruined by capitalism and no one would be happy with the actors chosen but in theory...yeah
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what is the deal with everyone identifying themselves by their birth sex? i see it all the time. everywhere. and also — maybe it's just a function of the people i happen to see, but it's almost always people saying they're "afab" rather than its complement.
it's telling, to me, what they really think of (other) trans people, because they act as if your sex at birth is constant and unchanging throughout your life. one of my coworkers said they had a low voice for an afab (meaning low for someone who's never gone through a T-dominant puberty). people use the acronym — denoting what sex a doctor determined you to be when you were born — not always accurate because sex traits can be mixed or ambiguous — as a placeholder for present-day "male" or "female."
it's the same thing, i think, as when people say that sex ≠ gender and mean that trans men are female and trans women are male. sure, some of them are, maybe (though I'd bet it wouldn't go over well calling them that), but it's called SRS for a reason; transsexual. with our current technology, we can't completely change a male person to a female one or vice versa — but we can change a whole lot of their phenotypic sex characteristics, whether that be by removing them or switching them to the other sex. that's kinda the whole point of medical transition, actually.
so to me it just, idk, it reveals how people are really thinking of their own transition as well as others', that they see your birth sex as unchanging, fixed, inevitable destiny. that's exactly what transphobes think of us. why does our own community have to think of us that way too?
#sorry to do... idk‚ 'trans discourse'#i try not to get too angry online abt stuff cuz its really not the best for my mental health#but i cannot stand these terms and i don't know why so many people are constantly using them to refer to themselves#and INCORRECTLY too#'afab genitals?' 'afab chest?' tell me you don't know what those words mean without telling me you don't know what those words mean.#hm. and note how ive instinctively capitalized SRS but afab and amab remain in lowercase#i think thats due to the fact that people have — and by extension i have — been viewing them as words rather than as acronyms#i know why they think it (internalized transphobia) (probably some intersexism too w the view of the rigid sex binary)#(but im not intersex so idk correct me if im wrong)#trans#ftm#mtf#transsexual#agab#afab#amab#transphobia#o.
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locked in so hard...I outlined two chapters...but wait, it gets worse. I was so locked in my outline is 20 pages long already...and I only have three chapters....the power of a silly drink and three hours at the library
#dw guys this outline won't break my computer (i hope) like cold kisses did bc i finally turned off grammarly#i was sick of it half the time being like “this doc is too long 🤨 we don't wanna look at it��� which was FINE I LIKED WHEN IT DID THAT#but the other 50% of the time it was like “LET ME READ THIS AND HIGHLIGHT ALL THE TIMES YOU PURPOSELY DIDN'T CAPITALIZE YOUR i'S'#punctuation is not right in that sentence and idk what i clicked but i'm not fixing the end of that tag#i think my record was like 1022 errors#and i was always trying to shut it off like bro 😭😭 u don't gotta scan the whole doc#also just went to the store to buy sour cream#TELL ME WHY I'M AT THE STOP LIGHT SHOVING THIS SOUR CREAM IN MY BAG I BROUGHT W ME TO THE LIBRARY#this car next to me looks at me (we both have our windows down)#we BOTH do a double take bc i thought i knew him#and he tells me he likes the color of my hair#and i just completely sneered i'm pretty sure i gave him a look on disgust and was like “🙄 thanks”#I'M SORRY IT WAS SO OFFPUTTING THIS IS WHY I'M SINGLE BC I ALWAYS EXPECT THE WORST INTENTIONS FROM MEN#WHY DID HE SAY THAT TO ME#thank u for coming to my very unrelated rant in the tags i had to tell someone#ness' brainvomit <3
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morgan's reaction to reid revealing he's never been to new york is so funny to me. maybe it's that he says his first line:
jj speaks:
(two sidenotes: one: jj is very cute here. two: why is she sitting like that)
and then morgan keeps going:
i think it would be less funny to me if there wasn't a beat between his two lines because it gives the impression that he's just Stuck on this train of thought. if hotch hadn't stopped their silliness to remind them that they're in a crime show would he have kept going. "it's four hours in your gay little car! it's a 24 hour 34 minute bike ride! it's a 112 hour walk! what is wrong with you!"
#im sorry im not funny#derek morgan#uhhhh idk if i should tag reid or jj im mostly talking about morgan here#w/e#i got the times from google maps van ness (where i THINK reid lives???) to new york in general. i know little of american geography so thos#numbers might be totally off#complete tangent but i always get so thrown off when americans talk about states like this#like when im reminded how small the states are compared to our provinces#what do you mean it's four-ish hours to drive several(?) states over. why is your country in such little pieces#for context: from edmonton (capital city of my province) to the capital cities of the adjacent provinces (british columbia and saskatchewan#it is 14hrs 17mins and 7hrs 22mins respectively if you drive#and when i last visited bc we drove and it was eighteen-ish hours to get where we were going#not fic#criminal minds#criminal minds rewatch#criminal minds s01e17#a real rain#criminal minds 1x17
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One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.
#imma be so fuckin hungover tomorrow#someone should kiss me#and i moght be either asexual or aromantic or both which like woo thats funny to only me for so many trauma reasons#i love#im so drunk#i too drunk#i stated typing thos at 12:30#imma smoke pot after i post this#if your reqding my tags hi i love you. why are you reading this though like im a schizo bipolar depreased trans girl im unhinged in the tags#i need to stop drinking by myself#if think im an alcoholic as well if it wasnt for the fact that i can genuinely stop when ever i want but idkmaybe that changes?#at this point im just typing to annoy myself cause i think its funny to annoy other people and itd be hypothetical to not annoy myself#im ramblimg in the tags and honestly its your fault for still reading this#trans thought time#i wish i was born with a pussy but i do like having a cock and there is a possibility im genderfluid and fuck me that sucks if true#like how do you transition if your genderfluid? like i kinda want a cock and pussy and i know thats an actual option#but is it the right option?#i hate being trans but not knowing what kinda trans maybe ill hit where im at with my gender and just say tranny#cause i already say faggot for my sexuality instead of anything specific maybe i should just say tranny#this is probably what a therapist is for but idk if i can justify paying for this instead of saving money to buy a hoise#america sucks#capitalism sucks#love is such a bullshit thing#how can i be in love with some ane be in love with someone. being in love is nothing but selfish but also you have to be selfish for youryou#like i know that doesn't make sense sense but it makes sense to me and i also know its wrong#maybe i should give up and spend money on a therapist#i love my freinds and would sacrifice myself for them literally#12:51 and i have one more short tag to add#i hope you didnt read this far cause even in a drunk state this tag is embarrassing and im sorry you know me irl im sorry this is rambly+ugh#but if you dead read all the tags <3 i love yoh and would die for you
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it’s so hard out here as an abedison disliker
#the truest repairman posts#These tags are long as shit sorry#im not fandom tagging this one because it’s not really about that it’s more like.#Guys I don’t see it…#At ALL#and obviously I know why I don’t but it feels like sometimes I’m just pulling the “can’t people be friends” card which sucks#And is NOT the argument I’m trying I can assure you#I don’t see it in a romantic or even. Even a qpr way??#They just seem like friends to me?#Even then I always see people singing the praises of their dynamic in s6 (obviously helped by the fact that Alison and Danny are friends#which is lovely obviously) but even then ehhhh. It’s not that compelling#They’re friends and I appreciate their relationship the same as I enjoy the rest of the group and their interpersonal connections#The things people point out to just come across personally like character moments between them? Not romantic in the slightest?#Even when they kissed- usually I can find a lot of appreciation for canon relationships in shows I like#Even if I disagree with the characterisation#But it really just felt like capital N Nothing to me#Also#As I’ve made very clear#I am a lesbian Annie truther 100%#I just don’t think I could ever read her another way without taking out the foundation of her character in my mind#And idk I dig non binary abed perspectives but they aren’t the ones I tend to examine the show with#Any more than I use the perspective that he’s queer as in peculiar as much as queer as in Queer#All this said 100% respect to the abedison shippers out there you do excellent work#It’s just not for me#Anti abedison#I want to clarify this post is NOT anti abedison at all but I don’t want people who are just having a nice time to have to see this
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What would the angels think of how churches protray them as all white dudes who look the same
I like to imagine this is one of God's many horrific punishments for the angels after the War
#idk why i capitalized war#u know how fantasy authors will capitalize important stuff#me w that damn Throne in abm#sorry yall#mine#ask#anyway michael seeing art of himself and crying cause why would he ever be white
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sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive
#lighthearted but also serious bc what is going on here buddy#been feeling weird as hell these past few months#like I can remember some stuff… but it doesn’t feel normal to forget the names of anyone I haven’t seen/heard the name of in a few days#or forget about basic interests and personality traits and experiences and feel like a blank slate every day#idk like ultimately life goes on and I’m happy to live in the moment but it would be nice to understand why my brain is doing this#just thinking#meposting#I think my brain just. does this sometimes when I’m stressed. which is annoying#I recall (lmao) feeling similar during earlier parts of life so this isn’t *new* it’s just unexpected and much more disruptive as an adult#I’m feeling better about it than I was. after like. acknowledging it. bc my mind has not always felt like a sieve it isn’t always this bad.#whatever#I’ll tag as dissociation just in case it’s related/reminiscent and ppl don’t want to see that#dissociation#me and her go way back… haven’t seen each other in years though#she wasnt all bad! coping mechanisms can provide relief and a sense of safety#and as far as coping mechanisms go it’s not the most unhealthy. though it ranks high in ‘socially stunting’#I kind of miss the distance sometimes to be honest everything’s just So Much all the time#I’m so solid now#so stuck in the ruts of capitalism#fuck capitalism#I wish my imagination didn’t feel so dulled#sorry I love talking#and I don’t miss dissociation when I feel mentally present because I feel so Here with the people and things I love but rn?#it’s like a lose-lose bc I am not Here nor am I untethered. I’m heavy yet hold nothing#I enjoy being dramatic/poetic about it — I feel pretty fine. I just hope this isn’t a permanent and/or long-term state of existence.#like it makes me awful at my job I went from remembering a solid amount of the student body’s names (built up over a few years) to. like 5.#overnight it felt like. like Stressful Thing happened and I went to work and I couldn’t remember anyone’s names.#can’t believe I have to start from fucking scratch AGAIN I’d be better off quitting and working at a different school#bc at least then my lack of knowledge/remembering is justified rather than strange and seemingly rude#I’m getting better now but at the beginning of this it was blue screen in my brain all the time
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i normally don't care ab routes in video games that much but if you say that the joja route is better in stardew and you think the community center is a waste of time i think im legally allowed to kill you
#so you missed the entire point? ok#a lot of people are like 'oh but peirre closes on wednesday and its more expensive'#think about it. a major corporation vs a SINGLE store. with a SINGLE clerk. hmmmmmm i fucking wonder why he's closed on wednesdays#sorry its just.#idk#they'll be like oh i hate capitalism and then instantly side with the capitalists#like yes its a video game it doesn't matter but like. it just bothers me#its just. they'll literally be arguing and telling you its a waste of time and like. so you hate whimsy and fun?#so you say you're anti capitalism and yet you remove town history for a storage unit?#stardew valley
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just read a take about how 58-34-88 should play together in the playoffs bc we’ve had a baffling lack of offense without them, and i’d just like to say........... that is incorrect
#FLKJSDKLF. sorry i need to rant but like. they went stale so we moved lines and then ppl go injured and we've#been ever-shifting since then.#barely any constants..#with the trade deadline and random injuries.... keefe let 16 and 34 play together for 5 mins and they dominated n then switched to#58-34-19 and they got great chances but didnt capitalize for multiple games in a row.. then guess what happened when he switched them back#and stacked the top 2 lines w ror on the second..#idk how u look at the last 2 games and say we have no offense lmfao#esp considering tonight we were playing someone desperate for a spot with an extremely hot goaltender and we had multiple great#scoring chances..... like yeah it wasnt pretty but LOL we were playing 11/7 with#random forwards dropping like flies and a new guy#also. the times weve seen 16 with 91 in the past couple weeks havent been great or giving the spark they hoped lol#whether it was 91-90-16 or 88-91-16 or whatever the fuck like#we need to go with the stacked top 2 lines and keep ror up there honestly. we're getting our chances#i think its stupid to act like we've been struggling lately after a back to back win like this LKFJDSKLFJ#why does everyone hate 58-34-16 in the playoffs so bad like what is the problem..#its literally not the cores fault they lost last yr at all.. they didnt get 'smothered' like everyone implied lmfao#it was bad luck and bad defending/goaltending as a whole like get it together.#EVERYTHING cant be a problem#ANYWAY.. IM OVER THAT NARRATIVE.. FUCK U. im having fun#(and scene.)
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WIP Wednesday
tagged by @mooshkat, thank you so much friend!! <3 I've had the first draft of this (which is for @the-likesofus) open for at least a week now, and I just can't bring myself to edit it (mostly because my life has been a ~shit show~ recently) anywaaaaay here's some of what will be a very late 6.14 coda :))
“I’ve got a list, if you’re interested,” she continues. “I know being set up by your old tia might not be the most attractive idea, but you’ve just gotta find the right woman.” She grabs his hand, the one not wrapped tightly around his coffee mug. He lets her keep it, takes comfort in the familiar pressure of her hand in his, and tries not to worry that this might be the last time he’ll be able to. For a moment, he feels guilty about worrying—this is Tia Pepa, his favorite aunt, the one person who has always been on his side—but then he remembers what his parents—his father—had said when he’d tried having this conversation with them at nineteen. He knows Pepa and trusts her so much, but he’d trusted his parents too.
no pressure tagging (and sorry if you've already been tagged lol) @the-likesofus @lilbuddie @shortsighted-owl @jacksadventuresinwriting @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @wheelsupin-five <3
#idk i feel like pepa is a lil ooc (maybe not in this snippet) but idk what to do about it#but also i havent read this in a week so maybe i should just like. do that first?#it's literally less than 1000 words idk why its so hard#actually i do its because any thinking beyond consuming media and avoiding real life is Too Much Thinking rn#literally went to work yesterday and went home a half hour later because I cried the whole time lolllll#but today is better !!! and also today my boss commended my attitude yesterday so like. i feel so much better about the whole ordeal#the capitalism rlly got to me i was so guilty for leaving work#but my boss was like 'dont worry it was a situation you couldnt control but you can control your attitude and you were great'#she was like 'you tried sticking it out and thats more than enough' and i was like ok let me go cry some more now out of relief#i just. would really like emotions that don't overwhelm my brain because like. i cry at literally every heightened emotion ahaha#anywaaaaaay sorry to anyone reading these tags i'm just a bit unhinged atm#tag game#wip wednesday#mine
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Hmmmm.....
#i've been at my sister's for like? four days? three? idk i have no sense of time#decided to just stay once she got back/weather was real bad anyway. unexpected snowstorm#power's been out for like? two days? at my place? and a bunch of our friends places too lmfao#i think it'll come back soon people are working on it. but. hhhhhh#i actually have A Lot of trouble focusing deeply if i'm not in my own space and ESP if i'm around others#idk why i'm built like that. i brought all my art stuff but i am so aimless....... head empty.........#and then there's my thoughts that just unceremoniously got cut off LMFAO sorry#was gonna do an in-depth look at thrasir/veronica through an aromantic lense#i've been meaning to do that for a while but like. for certain things the vibe has to be Just Right#like if i'm not actively going insane about it it's just not happening LMFAOO#same for my bigger project too........ my comic............ please come back to me........#i really don't know what to do though. i'm not discontent i'm just bothered i'm not making use of my time#LIKE. ESP. when you take meds to be A Functioning Human. you feel a deep need to make the most of it.#not even like capitalist productivity propaganda wise. but honestly the fact that i do have to pay to live 'normally'#is a side effect of that tbh. capitalism is the problem. as always. we should destroy america#hhhhh.... i will. attemtp to draw. 🫡
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A lil Kanade doodle since it’s been a while since I’ve last drawn her normally
#keese draws#project sekai#kanade yoisaki#and once again experimenting with giving more characters full eyebrows#might try to make it a consistent thing across all my human art? idk tho#my main thing is that my thicker Lineart mighttttt make it a bit harder#why. why did my autocorrect capitalize lineart#anyways I might end up going back to a mix of line eyebrows and full eyebrows but for now I’m trying it#I just feel like there’s a lot I could get from drawing proper eyebrows idk#but yeah. thinks abt kanade#she is my everything I am gatekeeping being a kanade fan now sorry ‘j#/j. jesus I hate posting from the ipad
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i know i should be much more harsh on the menu because i’ve been agreeing with all the anti-”eat the rich except for me hehe” films but honestly the film is much more about the consumption of art than it is about ~eat the rich
like it realizes you can’t talk about the consumption of art without some ‘fuck rich people’ theming and it very much uses that as the sort of... surface level, more blunt messaging
but i really, really disagree with anyone who kind of just throws the menu onto the ‘fake anticapitalist film’ pile because that just seems like a lack of VERY basic analysis of the film
#and i do think it did a BIT more with its class analysis#that said i dont immediately hate all eat the rich film anyways#like ready or not was fun about that and clearly just used rich people a sort of easy villains#but iddn't seem like... proud of being anti rich peopole#or think it was that deep#or filsm like sorry for bothering you are like... directly taking on capitalism#with nuances#*sorry to bother you sorry idk why i wrot eit like that damn#BUT i think i'm also less harsh with ready/sorry because they came out before it was as on trend#whereas glass onion is EXACTLY on trend and does NOOOOTHING with it#like you can't have a film that is just the director showing off all hisrich celebr friends#including an abuser#and pretend its eat the rich storytelling
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ngl people keep bitching about tumblr's choices to basically skullfuck their own UI as if the average user has any bearing or influence on the choices made and its starting to irritate me.
it can't be unique as a platform because shareholders and investors are generally high risk to maintain and most corporate teams do whatever the trend is to play conservatively to old men with money who have no idea how the average user interacts with social media. they literally hire everyone to do that research for them.
and you can insist that tumblr is worse; but it isn't and has always been like this. I understand the frustration, and I even agree with it. But can we stop being naive for five minutes and accept that no matter what if a social media platform is funded by corporate wealth hoarders that they will never give a shit what you personally enjoy doing with a website at least?
i use tumblr because it works and for no other reason. if it stops working for me, I follow the rules of capitalism and fuckin leave. This is why the free market sucks! because its blind competitive growth that means ultimately extremely nothing, and CEOs can just claim failed websites as tax deductible expenses if and when they fail.
They will tell staff they care about user retention. The staff believes them. They are being lied to, and so are you. Use the service as long as it is useful to you. That's it.
#like im sorry i just am about to start blocking mfs that keep regurgitating this shit#'wahhh tumblr is trying to be twitter' YEAH because twitter WORKED#and its only NOT working now because it was bought by an attention seeking 12 year old who didnt want to to be twitter to begin with!#like i understand that we prefer a different blogging platform but god the status quo really does not and will not care about that#you dont affect their bottom like the way you think you do!#so at least acknowledge that its not a question why they dont seem to do 'rational' things!#capitalism is not rational!!!!#and what you see as rational socialization is not how corporations view profit margins! sorry!#idk running a business has made me extremely jaded about both sides of discourse like this bc people always act enraged or confused#like this is new shit we are just now stumbling on instead of it being historically how social media has worked forever#lmao#ok sorry rant over lol
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