#sorry im just. hggggg
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#an author who will remain nameless bc i do not fucking need her poking at me on my blog a third goddamn time#has apparently sold her adult debut at auction on proposal#and it’s about pirates#and im over here spinning in my desk chair bc joy#there are a finite number of editors who are willing to work on books about pirates#the book my agent/agency and i are working on is about pirates#im just. very fucking tired of tradpub guys.#it’ll have been twelve years of trying when i turn 30 in Nov#and what do i have to show for it#sorry i was already fucking depressed about my chances with ever selling a book and now look at me#my best friend and i are thinking of making some kinda timtok series together about what it’s really like on sub#bc she’s on sub rn and it’s been crickets apart from that one bonkers thing w that one bonkers pub that is privately outing itself#as a book packager rather than a legit publisher#which fine but come on at least be upfront about it and don’t play the nyt list about it#it’s so goddamn hard to sell anything these days especially if you’re queer especially if you’re an author of cooor especially if you’re not#an established bestseller usually through selfpub#and just. hggggg idk#ending this ramble here#don’t mind me gonna go write my angry wip#author of color* sorry im on my phone
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tged webtoon ep 155 spoilers n thoughts below cut etc u know the drill
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bug when u lift a rock
i love when he has lil soft smileys like this theyre his best look heehee
THIS IS WHAT MY BRAIN WAS MELTING OVER EARLIER TODAY BTW. IM GOING INSANE
THIS HAD ME SHIVERING . TREMBLING LIKE A WET CAT. "when someone really misses another person... they might meet again here." GHH . HGGGGG AAAAAHHH
ok sorry uh. i dont have much insight this time around im just going insane over it,,, a place that represents happy memories and promises to stay together and yet suho has returned here, unable to hold onto both without the ache of loss bc his parents r gone AAAGGHHHG AA
how cruel how cruel how cruel,,, cruel reminders of what he can never return to,,, WHICH MAKES HIM SAYING "i already met my family." SOOO HEARTACHE TO ME
ok sorry im jumping ahead a bit but yeah suho feeling at home as a frontera and moving forward, beyond the memories and the past,,, im gonna THROW UP what the FUCK
ok bouncing back to some sillies this ep LOL
A MAN ON A FUCKING MISSION 😭 LLOYD U MONSTER HAHAA javier being happy that lloyds back to his motivated self tho makes me so happy WEEHEEHEE
ALSO JAVIER IMMEDIATELY BECOMING SOCMED FAMOUS IS SO FUNNY HAHAHAHA honestly the ppl who r taking pics. so real. me too. i can only imagine how insanely pretty javier would b if he was in our world,,, his protagonist-level good looks are dimensional constants .
i am a little bit confused as to why javier said this considering he was so ready to bring lloyd back at all costs when they first got here? mmm maybe his worries were quelled when they were taking the mountain trail to the tower? im not quite sure,,, maybe i missed smth
ALSO HIS FRIEND OMGGG
IM SO GLAD WE GOT TO SEE HIM AGAIN hes working construction now too!!! wahoo!!! hes still got that face tho lol
OH OH AND THE COP CHASE RIGHT
javier folding the clothes is so silly hes such a good lil guy 😭 vs lloyd just leaving them scattered LMAOOO it was nice of them to leave a note n the gold for the cop guys tho!!
i also liked that the cops kept fucking posing thru out the whole ep HAHAHA ive never seen jjba but its like jjba level posing theyre so silly
AND FINALLY YAA THEY GOT ALL THE MATERIALS SECURED
i rlly liked javiers lil "!!" at the bottom here HEHEHE
so so happy they got the stuff!!!! restoration of fate can SUCK AN EGG THEYRE GONNA BEAT IT!!!! hopefully
afaik theres no telling what the jewel of truth is gonna actually say abt fighting fate,,, or whether or not the jewel will give the answer that easily,,, hopefully it goes smoothly lloyd deserves a break atp 😭😭😭
also how r they gonna put the thing together havent they been flying over the ocean w draggy recently . werent the mermaids tryna figure out who was commanding draggy so that they could sic em for opening that portal to hell 😭 WILL THAT B A PROBLEM? (dont actually answer that)
man oh man milestone achieved but still so much to do for these guys,,,, i wanna put them in a box and contain them and let them have a break they deserve it
ok thats it for now,,, if i start brainrotting again ill prolly post abt it here or on twitter,,, see yall next week!!!!
#tged#the greatest estate developer#tged spoilers#lynn misc#lloyd frontera#javier asrahan#kim suho#trying to work out which panel screenshots to put was a NIGHTMARE i rlly need to not spam screenshot when i read these eps 😭#also sorry this was so late LOL my usual websites werent updating!#when i saw the ep drop my stomach FLIPPED im so serious
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I’m sorry but if you’re sole purpose on this app is for discourse, you’re kinda pathetic
#discourse is. dumb#don’t get me wrong i like expressing my own strong opinions#but if you see someone’s opinion you disagree (especially if you purposely look for them) and then argue with that person. like#idk it just seems useless to me#i don’t see why anyone wouldn’t wanna live their life not caring what others think#it’s really not that hard. to just/ not interact/ bother arguing with people#sorry i just. im a huge optimist so when i see people tearing at eachother’s throat over your opinion on the fucking internet. it’s annoying#hggggg#and ik sometimes you reallllly wanna respond to those people#and if someone is provoking you.. then yeah respond if it upsets you!#but if you purposely go out of your way to start discourse with someone. that’s uneccessary
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TO MY POOR FRIEND ON LINGBE WHO THOT THEYD MAKE A NICE FRIEND IN ENGLISH IM SO SORRY I AM USING GOOGLE TRANSLATE FOR LITERALLY EVERH SINGLE SENTENCE I AM TRYING AND FAILING BUT IM LE ARNING I WILL LEARN THE BASICS TONIGHT IF I HAVE TO YANG IM SO SORRY
#ITS NOT THAG BIG OF A DEAL I K N O W#BUT WHO DOES A MITHER FUCKER THINK HE IS JUST THREE MONTHS OF DUOLINGO AND THEN GO TALK TO A NATIVE???#BOY I CAN BARELY ASK FOR YOUR PHONE NUMBER AND I SURE AS HELL CANT ORDER ANYTHING#IM SO SORRY BABE I WANNA LEARN J DO BUT IDK THE BASICS YET GGGHGGFHGG#WHY DID I STARR WITH ARABIC AND MANDARIN THEYRE THE TWO HARDEST LANGUAGES FROM ENGLISH#FUCK#erazmus learns mandarin#erazmus learns languages#ERAZ PANICS#IM SO SORRY A YANG I PROMISE IM NOT THAT DUMB HGGGGG
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“Look, if you’re gonna kill me, just do it already.“
Legends of Tomorrow {Sentence Starters}
❝ No. ❞ A sharp tone, cutting in the other’s speech. He denies the request, for he sees killing his opponent off not an act of mercy, but plain and simply MURDER. Of course he may resort to that option if forced into it. ❝ I won’t do that. You’ll put an end to your vendetta, here and now. Then this story won’t go any further. ❞ He glares at the Android, thoroughly displeased by how things had to turn. Even if in the end, he’ll forgive these actions as long as 13 promises to cease plotting against him. ❝ But next time you wan’t to catch my attention, don’t do it like THAT. ❞
#android-13#((i'm rusty at writing but hggggg 13 just dont be d*ck and stop wanting to kill that innocent monkey#8) ))#((IM VERY SORRY THIS IS SHORT BECAUSE IM NOT 100ù SURE IF THAT IS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN AFTER A FIGHT OR))
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IM CRYING I JUST READ SOMEWHERE THAT ORIGINALLY, WIRT WASNT SUPPOSED TO LEAVE THE UNKNOWN IM SO HAPPY THAT DIDNT HAPPY BUT FUCK IM LEGIT SO SAD THAT THATWAS THE ORIGINAL LIKE OKAY I GET IT ITS A GREAT PLOT PART BUT FUCK NO MY SON //SOBS IM SO HAPPY THEY LEFT THE UNKNOWN TOGETHERRR
#timeliee time#timelieetime#otgw#otgw wirt#otgw greg#SIT IM SO FUCKING HGGGGG#MY LEG WONT STOP BOUNCING AGAIN IM SO AAAAAAA#RAMBLES#RAMBLING#SORRY#IM JUST SO EMOTIONAL OVER MY SON
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hm. dont really know where or who i can talk about this with but i need to vent. as always, no obligation to read this at all. tw for abuse? stuff about dillon and the “dillon and ally moving in” situation. also cw: mothers
the original plan was for dillon and ally to move in last friday but that never happened because we found out that theyve both been physically and verbally abusive to each other for their whole relationship. its kind of hard to explain the entire situation because there’s a lot to it and if i were speaking one on one with someone i would talk about it but i just dont have the energy to go in length. what i can say is that my mom said that they cant move in until they got their shit figured out but then eventually she decided that ally cant move in.. but theyre both still under the assumption that both of them still can? so my mom had us sit down and try to help her with her decision which was extremely stressful and im still having flashbacks from just even considering him being near me for a long term period... we came up with a list of rules for them to abide to and if they dont follow them they have to leave. but i feel like everything is just going to get worse. im so terrified of being around him, of even the possibility of having to hear him scream and throw things around and adding ally into that mix is just HGGGGG please lord no. my anxiety has been so high for the past few days because of all of this and im finding it very hard to calm down and not think about it (especially when its all my mom ever talks about now). just.... jesus. sorry if this seems super disjointed im having trouble thinking things through rn
#please dont rb this#i also need to vent about some different stuff but i dont want to dump a whole bunch of negativity here rn
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Continuing from chapter 4!
Gods, izu, your backstory is so depressing 😂
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IS IZUKU AFO’S GRANDSON?????
There has to be time fuckery here I know it
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Oh, how he hoped.
Wavy blonde hair, hazel brown eyes, knee-high leather boots, and metal-infused gloves flashed in his memory. There was that lying smile on that face of that excellent woman.
Damn you, Maiko.
And then he felt the metal under his hands grow warm as his (h_e+)**r) quirk activated, a crawling sensation exploding under his skin.
OWO?? redacted quirk?? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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DOES IZU HAVE ALL FOR ONE QUIRK VARIANT?????
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Sludge villain? Two years early? Thirteen? owo
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Ok my initial assumption when hisashi first gave him the contacts (ESPECIALLY his second pair) was that the contacts were bugged and recording what he saw.
Now that they seem to be broken after the villain I’m thinking my suspicions were correct
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HA CALLED IT
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Momo and izu being good friends after only a couple days 🥰 I love how he just. Immediately imprints on her and is like Protecc
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FUCK Hisashi imma throw hands leave my child alone damnit
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OWO? More of izu’s quirk lore revealed? Looks like my afo theory may be right
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Starting to get the suspicions that izu doesn’t like all might that much, which is interesting
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You will never be able to change what's coming.
And Hisashi was right. How was he supposed to save them if even All Might, the strongest person known to man, couldn't?
You can save them, the man from before said.
Midoriya stopped pressing on the piano keys, letting the music come to an abrupt stop. How, though?
How was he supposed to save Eraserhead's Class 1-A?
BRO WHAT????
SHDJDNDJDJD WHAT
(Is my theory on the reliving thing right???? Does he have future vision??? I mean? It also seems like his mom is from far in the future based on what the snipped about The Man/Afo was? And izu seems to have been abandoned by his parents since he was 4? God I’m so intrigued)
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HE HAS A REAL NAME????????
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(Tempted just to leave it there in a similar vein to the last post but no, I shall continued because what??? WHAT?????)
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BRO WHAT????
AFO IS HERE????? I WAS RIGHT THAT MIDO SAW THE AM VS AFO FIGHT???
I WAS RIGHT ABOUT THE TIME FUCKERY????
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HE LOST HIS HAND??? BRO HOW OLD IS HE??
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THATS WHY HE GRIPS HIS LEFT HAND WHEN HE’S NERVOUS OWL THE FORESHADOWING GAHH
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“Not here," Midoriya replied. They don't exist. Not yet
WAS I RIGHT?????
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Maiko what the ruck izu I’m so sorry you were a literal CHILD SOLDIER??
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MY THEORY IS LOOKING TO BE 70% CORRECT SO FAR IM???? HUUUUHHHHH??
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Knows Too Much:
And so I blurt out the first thing that comes to mind
:Sparkle Emitter
Oh god
Knows Too Much:
Which was "Damnation awaits those that make the same mistakes"
Why do I suspect izuku would get on SO FUCKING WELL with Tokoyami
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Hggggg Gonna have to stop because it’s getting late and I have class in the morning. I hope I have time to continue reading this week with all my assignments
The more I see you post about Indefinate the more tempted I get to cause myself Pain via confusion and sleepless nights of constant reading (normally can’t function on less than 7h sleep but Indefinate looks like the kind of fic that’ll hold me hostage until I finish it.... and I’m tempted. So tempted to let it)
OH MY GOD POG
PLEASE RAMBLE YOUR THOUGHTS AT ME AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT DJWKSNSK
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