#shay rambles

[whichwayisthebeach-seabass]

i know tumblr is dead because y’all are not eating up saltburn the way that you should. we used to be a proud nation

[hl-obsessed]

in the moments like this, when i just rebloged that post with how the boys changed over the years, it hits you that for some time yet we will have recent Liam photos to use, but then, little more time will pass and... and they won't be recent enough. and we will have to just miss him for the rest of our lives. it won't ever go away. not like with some people we can forget about mostly, push it to the back out or minds. we will always remember him. there will be forever an empty space. something and someone missing. all the time in future. how's that ever supposed to get easier.

[buckyalpine]

Not knowing if something is the bare minimum or not after spending years in an absolute shit relationship is highly confusing 🙂I have no idea if you actually like me or is this how everyone should be treated normally and I’m giggling and kicking me feet over nothing 💀 this person could just be a regular decent human being and I think they’ve hung the moon and starts just for me because you actually want to hangout without using my body? Not everything is tied to sex? Wild concept. Absolutely wild.

On a semi related note @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky wrote this amazing piece which I go to often cause it’s so fucking relatable. While you’re there, go look at her the rest of her work too cause it’s absolutely amazing, not to mention she’s a sweetheart herself

[undergiants]

I need more representation of transmasc folk with tits, and not just in a pre top surgery kinda way though that's fine. But also the minority of us who have decided to keep em for any list of reasons.

[raptorsenshi]

Some of y’all really need to stop being WEIRD about Stelle being the ‘canon’ Trailblazer.

[bandofseven]

also idk not saying everything happens for a reason but i literally saw n bought an inuyasha shirt at walmart today

[ladyyshayos]

Literally the biggest tragedy to me right now is that there’s blogs I wanna reach out to and become friends

but the new me is so scared of that now

and the old me is rolling her eyes at my fear

[alianarepasa]

SMILE!

TV Adware connection??

me and @alianarepasa were messing around in gmod when i summoned the god box and well

i meeean his smile kinda looks like the design of the godbox could it be a connection? i mean we dont know the full power of the box or how many creatures it created after all i doubt niles is the only one to be made

just thought i would drop this cause it was like a hug OMG moment for me and Aly haha!

[stormsandskies]

im collecting girl dad characters like they’re pokémon cards

look at the fathers (i know spencer isn’t a father but shhhh)

[whichwayisthebeach-seabass]

[hl-obsessed]

you know why sometimes things just don't seem real and instead feel like fanfic or a movie? probably coz my heart can't fucking take how much cruelty is in this world that we are supposed to be happy and grateful to live in

[buckyalpine]

Constantly stuck between wanting to be a heart breaking maneater who doesn’t think twice about his feelings and eats those feelings for breakfast, there is no need for you in my life sir. Mark him up with out satisfying and leave him reeling wondering wtf happened. 

VERSUS wanting to be that sweet subby angel baby who just wants daddy to be gentle and soft and protect her, a good girl all just for him, be his safe space, love him and take care of him

allmyrambleshavenothingtodowithmyreallifeatallnopenosir

Anyway, thats how my evening is going, how are y’all 

[undergiants]

*screaming into the void* I'm as much of a woman as I am a man!

[raptorsenshi]

Everytime Tumblr eats my saved tags, it drives me a little crazier.

[shayberri789]

I think.... I think ronan might have been wrong about the dreaming tree. It doesn't show you whatever would fuck you up the most, because I don't think blue or gansey's visions were half so terrible as Adam's (or whatever Ronan first saw), nor as terrible as it could be

I think it showed visions of how each of them could kill gansey

Adam, as he was in trb, less bound to the leyline and the others, more desperate, less grown up, absolutely could have made a mistake in his ambitious quest for freedom that lead to gansey's death. And in a twisted way the dream came true with Ronan, and ronan's double, in the church

Gansey saw himself finding glendower, the quest he'd dedicated his life to, the man he credits for his life. Without this quest, what is gansey, really? And gansey of trb wasn't ready for his quest to suddenly be over. I don't know if he would have survived it, he'd probably spiral at best. And in the end it is his quest that kills him, by finding the demon, by dying shortly after he discovers glendower is also dead, by dying the first time so close to the entrance to glendower's tomb. Gansey, glendower and death have been interwoven since the beginning

Blue knew her kiss would kill gansey, but unlike the other's, HER vision comes true, word for word and action for action. I checked. It's exactly the same.

And ronan.... tragedy has destroyed his life and he rebuilt it with gansey as his support pillar. Losing gansey, as many have pointed out, would destroy him. Being the REASON gansey dies? I think that IS one of the worst things that could happen to him. And that would indeed be the kind of thing that would fuck him up the most. I think that's what the vision tree showed him

TLDR: the vision tree shows possible futures where everyone in the gangsey is the reason for Gansey's death, because his death is such a heavy event that it cant be escaped. And even though only blue's one comes true, the other's experience twisted versions of their visions coming true anyway to reflect their growth and change and now I'm not okay

[theace0fhearts]

Yknow, in supernatural AUs i've seen Shay portrayed as a dullahan. And that is fucking great 10000/10

BUT hear me out

Shay as a selkie. Just imagine him with patches on his body of dotted, sleek fur that blends into his skin (pattern and color similar to the picture below). Imagine him with his pelt draped over his shoulders or wrapped around him to keep it safe. Imagine the fucking angst that could be done! The assassins having taken his pelt when he was in their brotherhood. Shay stealing it back the day he defects from them. There the optional route of the templars keeping his pelt too, cause lets be real, they still want control, they're still templars. And that last point may or may not have been inspired by the end of Rogue where Haytham is all "you'll find the box for the order. And for me." And i'm just AAAAAAAAAAAA