#sorry im fucking insane rn
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thinking about c!Phil, thinking about q!Phil, thinking about all of Phil's characters and how ultimately their stories are about loss.
The loss of a son, of a lover, of a friend, of power, Phil loses and never gets back.
Q!Phil will ultimately lose his children, as he has lost his wings, his memories, his life.
C!Phil lost everything in the end, his home, his friends, his family, his son.
even SMPE!Phil lost his power in the end, the only thing he really had.
Phil loses. Every time.
#sorry im fucking insane rn#IM SO SAD ABT THIS STUPID OLD MAN.#plsplsplspls let him be happy eventually please dont take his kids#let him have this one#let them be happy#im begging#AND PPL ITS 2024 START UNDERSTANDING C!PHIL BEFORE I KILL SOMEONE#qsmp#qsmp philza#qsmp lore#dsmp#dsmp philza#dsmp lore#in 2024??? crazy#c!philza
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i want medic to lay in bed after battles at night and kick his feet at how heavy worded sentences like they’re on a date or flirting about stupid mundane tasks. im not projecting no never.
#snazum talks#i hope they never find this post#they dont use tumblr so i am safe#examples of stuff heavy would say like#heavy gives medic permission to be an asshole which medic is like ah my fav#and heavy just like i know it is doktor and medic explodes#or they just end up eating together in the mess hall alone cause theyre late to dinner and heavy says they should do that again#and medic explodes again#sorry im fucking insane rn#ive got a terrible crush and these two are my dolls to deal with it
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🎭 VTM OC ASK GAME🩸
Hello I’ve decided to make a VTM OC ask game! Feel free to reblog and put your OCs name in the tags hehe
1. What clan is your OC?
2. What faction is your OC? Do they conform to a group or are they independent?
3. Are they more “traditional” or do they break barriers?
4. What generation are they?
5. Who is their sire?
6. What was their relationship to their sire? Were they close in any way or mere strangers?
7. How did their sire treat them?
8. Was their sire with them after their embrace?
9. Do they have a childer?
10. What is their relationship to that childe if they do have one?
11. When was their embrace?
12. What happened that lead up to their embrace?
13. Was their embrace painful? (Either emotionally or physically)
14. How did they initially feel after being embraced? Did they like being reborn into something knew or did it take them a while to cope with their new reality?
15. Are they presumed to be dead or are they still acting as though they are alive to the general public?
16. How good are they at acting “alive”?
17. What are their thoughts on the Camarilla?
18. What are their thoughts on thinbloods?
19. What are their thoughts on the Sabbat?
20. What are their thoughts on the Anarchs?
21. What is their predator type?
22. What are their thoughts on other predator types?
23. How often do they kill those they drain blood of?
24. Do they easily dispose of bodies?
25. How often do they cause a masquerade breach?
26. Do they want to become human again or are they fine as a kindred?
27. Do they have a clan they don’t particularly like?
28. Where do they live now as a kindred?
29. Do they frequently change locations or do they have a fixed location where they live?
30. Do they have a clan that they do particularly like?
31. Do they have a ghoul?
32. Do they like their ghoul if they do have one?
33. Would they like to have a ghoul if they don’t have one?
34. What are their thoughts on blood dolls?
35. How old is your OC up until their death?
36. How old are they now, continuing through their embrace?
37. What age are they? (Childer, Neonate, Ancilla, etc.)
38. Do they care about the taste of blood?
39. Could they easily decipher what a Malkavian is saying?
40. Would they ever commit diablerie if given the chance?
41. Would your OC switch their clan if given the chance? Why or why not?
42. Suppose they weren’t embraced by their clan, which other clan would they thrive in?
43. What are their best attributes?
44. What are their best skills?
45. What are their disciplines?
46. What are their ambition(s) if any?
47. What are their desire(s) if any?
48. Detail things about your OC you spent a lot of time on!
49. Detail your OC’s backstory!
50. Wild card! Sender asks a specific question in regards to your OC
I hope you guys have fun :3
cr; divider by @.anitalenia / divider by @.cold--carnage
tagging some of my mutuals who might be interested (u guys are now gonna get bothered by me no take backs) (unless you ask to stop which i will dont worry dont worry im just being silly): @thewhumpcaretaker @babayagaiscomingforya @informaltorching @casperatu @styxnbones @porcelainseashore @childofmalkavians @knownsome @findingtarshish
#so so sorry if i leave something out :(((#see im new to vtm and like#im just really fucking insane over vtm rn#i just had my first session and i am FERAL#i am brimming with life it feels like i just drank my first sip of blood as a newly made kindred#vampire the masquerade#vtm#world of darkness#vtm oc#vtm ocs#vampire the masquerade bloodlines#vtmb#vtm bloodlines#oc ask game#ask game#vampire#vampire ask game
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No jokes here. The Navy’s best pilot and the Navy’s best admiral. Between them, eight air-to-air combat kills and five stars. These were men who commanded respect with or without your approval. This was the picture of ruthless competence.
Debriefing (& Other Stories) • part 2 of Easier Done Than Said by @compacflt
#easier done than said by COMPACFLT#this is one of my alltime favourite fics rn#and probably for the rest of time too#its a topgun fic written by COMPACFLT and its insane and its so fucking good#its basically a canon rewrite of#top gun 1986#and#top gun maverick#and spans thirty years of Ice and Mavs relationship#theres just so much in this#so much emotion and characterization and everything#which has driven me insane that im having one hell of a dopamine comedown this week after having read it#i highly reccomended people go read it cause its just really that good#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#bradley rooster bradshaw#jake hangman seresin#i love how the commander wrote mav and ice in this. like theyre clearly military men#but theyre also SO much more#icemav#and theyve taken the canon 'whos the best pilot' and given its own twist#'hes the best pilot in the world'#my heart cant take it anymore#i know im making this sound like 100k words of just fluff but believe me its not#its 30 years of pain and internalised homophobia and time away and falling in love and raising a kid and not once talking about any of it#but the ending is so so so good and the additional parts from different povs literally left me wanting more#i cant do this someone help me go read this go read this go read this#and come cry with me how we cant ever read this for the first time ever again#also shoutout to the commander once again for the insane amount of preplanning and research into the navy theyve done to write this fic#im forver thankful. sorry im a stalker
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I only speculate where Eldritch Kingers mouth is but ahahajks maybe it’s here wouldn’t that be silly if it was under himmm
I heard he has one but it’s hidden so giggles twirls hair makes out w him take a messy doodle
#do I mark this as mature or do I not#OH YM GOD IM PANICKING#it’s just his mouth?? it’s not like#THAT yk#literally fucking crying rn#I’m so sorry Dia ahhhhhHhhhhhHHHHHHHHH#tadc#the amazing digital circus#kinger#tadc kinger#tadc Eldritch au#tadc eldritch kinger#eldritch kinger#tadc au#GOING INSANE
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putting a tiny pink bow in Viktor's hair. He is mine. I have married him. he cannot be hurt anymore.
#sorry but not sorry actually ://////#litterally everyone is fucking him over rn fuck all of you hes mine someone needs to take good fucking care of him for GODS sake#a third of his content now is damsel in distress for jayce#and another third just straight up erases all his distinctive features to make him into the most average looking man in existence#that includes riot splash art i cant believe they reused hweis icon and just drew over it#i am so excited for season 2 to blow over so we're just back to chilling between people who actually respect his fucking character im going#INSANE#i just saw another “”“”fixed“”“”“ edit for his teeth im gonna kill someone#BEGONE#viktor arcane#arcane#mine#rant
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I GOT THE MUSEUM JOB OH MY FUCKING GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
#rena.txt#I HAVE NOOOOOOOOOOO WORDS IM LOSING MY WHOLE FUCKING MIND#THANK YOUUUUUUY GOD FOR SENDING ME ONE GOOD THING FINALLY HOLY FUCKING SHIT WAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#SORRY FOR ACTING INSANE FOR SMTH THIS SMALL BUT I COULD LITERALLY CRY RN IM SO HAPPY
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good morning everyone I'm hand delivering some of these to all of u right now 🙏 a change from the usual coffee and pancakes for u guys but we're having chinese breakfast this morning babeyyyy‼️
top: jianbing (savoury egg crepe)
middle: cifantuan (a fried dough stick - youtiao - with pork floss wrapped in rice)
bottom: doufunao (savoury spicy soft tofu)
#sorry im going through something rn and IM SOOOO HUNGRY so im going to buy these before work and eat them instead of sleeping#which is. fucking insane#anyway#CULTURAL EXCHANGE MOMENT !!!!!#cn tag#yueshuo
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nobody fucking touch me rn i went to see tf one in the cinema and im shaking. they actually made a good transformers movie. what the fuck
#time to go home and read the entirety of jro's mtmte and lost light again ig#what the FUCK i was not expecting it to be actually fucking stunning. that's MY loser dumpster fire of a children's toy franchise how did t#ey actually make it . good#really good#five out of five stars. when elita said “you dont have the touch or the power” i fucking choked#obviously it is only going to mire the canon more because of the changes to megatron's backstory (no gladiators 😔) & lack of allspark plot#but i dont even fucking care. dont even touch me rn i cant ever get over this#broken friendships & corruption arcs are THE SHIT and they did this one better than i was expecting#when pax fell like a falling star... primus itself opened to him...#ratchet cameo! arcee cameo! jazz cameo! not to mention ALPHA TRION#i can see the war in this . i can see this . millions of years in the future they will still b fighting. orion mightve been a “pacifist” by#megatron's standards but he knows how to fight. he fights more than he should. and bee.... bee... THATS MY FUCKING NAMESAKE GUYS DONT EVEN#TOUCH ME RN. IM SHAKING. HOLY SHIT#bumblebee you are SUCH a dork. what the FUCK.#and the quintessons!!!!! i am LIVING for the art direction and the organic/inorganic imagery#those quintesson energon-hoover things reminded me of energon eaters too. & in that first shot of them entering the cave w the primes i#originally thought scraplets before i came back to myself. there's something to be said here tho.#they did a good job with the worldbuilding. suitably alien-like. exceeded expectations. that ginormous quintesson ship? i'm going insane#you can SEE the birth of the myth in this stupid fucking movie you can SEE how op becomes who he becomes. the way he grew. the way they bot#grew until they were the only person that could hold the other back . the way he is going to be irreversibly changed. d16's eyes...#that scene w starscream has a chokehold on me. i cant breathe. the way they all looked at megatron when his blaster emerged#the fight scenes#ELITA ONE !!!#AIRACHNID !!!!#honest to god though i must confess that the first coherent thought i had about this movie was “oh they made him so cunty” . abt pax. i#am so sorry#but okay okay okay i . they were amica endura at the beginning. at the least. i'm. AKHRERJGH#tf one#me when megatron ascended out of iacon & he was the only land vehicle amid a swarm of planes. me when the SYMBOLISM#🐝
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i didn't realize how much like... "the thing that is obviously happening isn't happening" is almost just as exhausting and demoralizing and frustrating and scary as the thing itself for me. i didn't realize that aspect of things was weighing on me almost as much as the thing itself until now
#non religion#negative -#mostly in tags sorry i'm ranting#almost anytime i talk to my mom about politics it's “that's not what's really happening” “that's not what they meant”#“that's not what's going to happen”#and she thinks she's helping. she thinks she's quelling my fears or whatever#but she's not as politically involved as i am (and calls herself a conservative) and is just. saying shit#she's telling me the things i'm seeing aren't happening. that i didn't hear the things i heard#that the things they're saying are going to happen aren't going to happen#she HAS to give everyone else the benefit of the doubt#but can't give ME the benefit of the doubt that i know what the fuck i'm talking about#it doesn't make me feel less fearful in any way shape or form. i just feel like i'm going crazy#like i'm so sure her reaction to the elon clip would be “well that LOOKS bad but he probably didn't mean it like that” like#i'm losing my shit. i'm losing my shit. i'm losing my shit#she does this when i talk about being black (im biracial moms white) she does this when i talk about being gay she does this w politics lik#NO it's not a compliment when people touch my hair without asking#exposing your BLACK husband & children to your racist dad and step mom so we could “change their minds” put us in an UNSAFE POSITION#“90% of christians don't care that you're gay” INCORRECT “it doesn't matter that pence said he wants to hang gays” YES IT FUCKING DOES#“they're not going after trans adults it's just regulating what kids have access to” INCORRECT. AGAIN#i'm LOSING MY SHIT#it is INSANE the amount of grace i'm expected to extend to ppl who don't see me as human. people who want me dead. who want my friends dead#i'm blocking so many tags and people this week idec#i just can't deal rn
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undertale yellow. clutches head in anguish.
#[cherry on top]#undertale yellow spoilers#[..its still you]#anyways. finished my uty playthrough yesterday. oh my god.#^ that might be a bit of a surprise given that ive said like. nothing about it on here#but honestly i felt like positive-neutral about the game for most of it. like yeah it was good;#but nothing that drove me crazy. yknow? it was just an overall good game.#which is why i didnt really say anything about it#then it started picking up near the middle-end with the steamworks-#i enjoyed axis and guardener a lot; ceroba was a cool party member;#and the music in steamworks goes hard. one of my favorite tracks tbh#then there was the buildup to cerobas fight.#then i /got/ to cerobas fight and. crumples up into a ball AAUUUUUUUUUU#OH MY GODDDDDD#something about it made me shatter into a million tiny pieces.#a lot of things did actually. like how HARD IT WAS#i was stuck on her for OVER AN HOUR#BUT I DID IT. I DID IT LEGIT. IT WAS SO SATISFYING WHEN I FINALLY BEAT HER#god im just insane about ceroba rn. women who fuck up everything big time#and see no other option other than to dig their hole deeper because they sure as hell arent getting out of it#OH AND THE ENDING... BECAUSE OH MY GODDDD OF COURSE CLOVER WOULD DO THAT AHUGHHHHH#THEY'RE THE JUSTICE SOUL. THEY WANTED TO BRING MONSTERS TO JUSTICE AFTER ALL THEY FACED#OF FUCKING COURRSSSEEEEEEE AAAUUGHHHHH <- wail of anguish#KILLING AND MAIMING AND BITING.#SORRY. i needed to lose it for my mental health. quoting that one tiktok: 'im craeezay. im insaaane!'#for other tidbits i wanted to mention:#cerobas bossfight music went HARD. i fucking love the phase 3 transition especially with her yelling as the music starts;#that black hole attack can go fuck itself;#and if you were wondering how long it took me to beat uty. it was around 10-11 hours for a pacifist route.#anyways i totally need to play more games. that was fucking awesome and i need to experience more things like that
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this nomination is for the 10 rwrb movie stans in 2022 who always had faith in this adaptation and didn’t hate on it for clout points
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I'm curious for marlie have you talked about how they got together? Or shared like a first kiss etc?? I'm actually so curious!
AHHH YESS!! well i havent posted about it but we've tapped about it on discord and AHHH its so important to me omg
okay so. they pine after each other for a WHILE. charlie has always known he's gay so he's just like "i wanna kiss this man so bad" but micah's just casually thinking "it feels like the sun has been brought into my life" and just. Not. realizing he likes him. charlie keeps trying to like hint to micah that he likes him and very casually flirt and show he's interested in him but micah is not fucking catching the hints, even as he's realizing he likes charlie romantically (and micah isn't like. scared or ashamed to be gay honestly he's like "that makes sense" but he knows how awful his life would be if people found out and he cant do that to his family). eventually, charlie's thinking like "oh maybe i've been reading this the wrong way" and he starts like pulling away from micah because he's trying not to hurt himself even more. and micah's just like "????? what? what happened did i do smth"
like u also need to know they are just casually So domestic and gay. like micah gets home from work in the evening and charlie is playing with rosie and messing with the twins and helping them with homework and making dinner. charlie spends Much more time at micah's house than his own (bc his grandparents are neglectful assholes who don't give a fuck abt him) and like. the number of times charlie has fallen asleep on micah on the couch or the times micah has tucked charlie in when he crashes at his house. and charlie subconsciously referring to the foster house as 'home' and charlie being the only person micah could ever be open with... ohh my god they make me sick
BUT back on topic. charlie isnt even being super distant, he's just not being as affectionate but its so abnormal micah's like "wtf" and confronts him, not wanting to lose the one person he has, the one thing in like he's so selfishly wanted. charlie is stuttering a bunch and trying to figure out what to say, because he cant tell anymore if micah likes him romantically but he's saying all this stuff about how he doesn't wanna lose charlie, and charlie stutters through telling him he likes him and-- as charlie's trying to explain, micah just realizes "I rlly love him" and charlie's stuttering comes to a pause as he's trying to figure out what to say and micah just... kisses him.
i imagine it's both of their first kisses, maybbeeee charlie kissed someone once in like middle school? but it's the first time there's ever been an actual emotional connection for either of them. sparks just fly. micah has never had someone to be so open with, weak around, and charlie has never had someone who genuinely Wanted him, who cared about him so personally. it's just. they don't even need to say anything. they just kiss each other and hug and lay down on the couch (this would def be nighttime when rosie and the twins (micah's siblings) are asleep) and just cuddle and kiss and giggle into each others faces . its so sweet and fluffy and charlie 100% cries
then. they wake up in the morning in each others arms and continue their morning routine. make breakfast, wake up the kids, charlie walks them to school then walks to the highschool, micah drives off for work, and they see each other again that evening.
sorry im yapping sm they make me SO SICK THEYRE SO !!!!!! EVERYTHINGG OH MY GODDD <33333 honestly most of what we think about them is. so fucking angsty like idk how much I've talked about charlie's jumping by the socs or what happens after charlie goes to college but... ugh. they mean so much to me they make me sickkkk
#can u see why I'm so insane abt them...#I love how micah's basically just like 'im probably gay but I don't have time to unpack that'#then charlie basically confesses in front of him and he's like 'ah fuck. i cant not kiss him now'#sorry i love them sm lmao <333#hopefully i shall write this fic soon... but rn I'm working on a Diff marlie fic >:)#marlie#charlie torres moore#micah foster#duddeeee i love them sm i love yapping abt them tysm for asking <333#if u have any thoughts or questions or whatever plssss send them hehe <333#asks#walmartbrandwhatever#blue's faves
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SCREAMING I FUCKING PASSED???????? ALL OF THEM???
#GET SCREWED COLLEGE BOARD#4+ ON ALL OF THEM#ALSO I GOT A 5 ON AP PHYSICS C?!??!?!?!?!?!#I GOT A 5 ON MY HARDEST ONE#IM GOING INSANE WHAT#ok does it really mean anything? no not really BUT IT MEANS I DIDNT FUCKING FAIL#sorry lmfao#im just like#in shock rn#really fucking happy about theses scores omg
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me when all my selfships are very popularly shipped with other characters (I hate canon sharing)
#this is mostly about a certain YELLOW BOT. however its true for all my f/os and i kind of hate it#i feel like crawling into a corner every time i open anybodys tag cause its all CANON SHIP STUFF.#and obv you can ship whatever u wanna. but my god does it make me feel like getting rubbed the wrong way with sandpaper#i just want to see my guy please ffs stop shoving this other guy in the picture with him i hate it here#ik i literally reblogged a post about this this morning but i am not having a good time rn#like y'all I literally cannot even follow jonns tag bc the ship stuff is so fucking bad in there#i cant look at it anymore#and i am REALLY struggling w blitzys tag. i want to see him so bad and im just getting beat to death#sorry chat im miserable and havent had anyone to yap at all day im going insane im afraid#proship selfship#proselfship#ratkingrambles#and like most of my guys im fine. like i ship vox and al hardcore. i love remy and rogue. meg and doom are cute.#like yk i generally am fine but holy fuck its like my two ACTUAL HUSBANDS exist just to be shipped with other characters ??????????#the only two i actively hate sharing and every post about them is ship stuff pls i cant do this anymore#okay im done i just needed to bitch for a minute#i may be pro fiction but my god am i gonna start biting people for these ships anyway back the fuck UP
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more people on tiktok mischaracterizing dean winchester yall pmo so bad why r u literally this meme
#im gonna need everyone who doesnt know him to shut the fuck up#u dont even know this man like.... y r u talking rn#dean im sorry theyre treating u like this its insane#this happens when people who just watch shows for fun on a very superficial level start saying their opinions like theyre facts btw#take a moment !!! think#supernatural#dean winchester#spn#just checked and they havent even watched the whole show..... what
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