#sorry ill be normal in like a day or so
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vent under the cut sorry to people who follow me for creative stuff i will be back to it soon
what the fuck is wrong with me i got a B on a math test and i started crying
i fucking hate this i hate that i do poorly because im not used to having to work to be smart and now i cant do shit anymore and the one constant thing i did good at is gone! its not there its fucking gone and im not good at anything anymore no one in my family cares about anything else than my fucking grades they dont care about other things i do its always back to schoolwork
there is something so fundamentally wrong with my mind and i am too tired to give a shit at this point
nothing works the way its supposed to and i cant even do anything about it because im so reluctant to open up that literal therapy didnt even work
i dont even know if im happy or sad or whatever because i dont know what feelings are real, nothing feels real and i feel like i have ten different versions of myself running around in different groups and i dont know which is me but rhey cant all be me so which one is if
i am having a mental breakdown and blasting my liked songs because of a fucking math test what the hell even is this
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hey asmo fans
#do people even still enjoy him...#i pickup my dusty discarded blogand blow it off. im so sorry i abandoned youu#ive been thinkingabt him again lately and the pm controversies gave me an excuse to drawhim somuch for a couple days...#i keep thinkingabt how cute hed be if hisstyle was likee a little more 2000s party girl that shows up to everythign even if u didnt invite#her at all...ok . im going to disappear again maybee ive been having somany thoughts abt asmo but i think none of them would be#original or well received by normal people who arent ill about asmo because lately ive been like sillymaxing so everything i thinkabout him#is unfit for general human consumption.#asmodeus obey me#asmo#mine#oc#a&t
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i need them to explode btw
#GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.#sorry. long post is long i didnt want to group these#despicable me#dm4#gruxime#guys. i know ur out there#OHHHHHH theyre so silly. oh my god#i rlly rlly love the idea of gru staying in contact w maxime after 4. they r friendssssssss#stopppp the one where maxime slowly reaches for the wig again is so funny#I FEEL FUCKING SICKKKKKKKKK.#THE MICCCCCCCC. PLEASE#also i have to say this. idk why i thought the other day maxime ws wearing purple here. its so obviously blue#ill blame the older cam copy idgaf#ok now ive done this i can start working on my amv. TSKKKKKKK#oh actually also getting these clips i noticed maxime grew his hair out a bit hereeeee. SO CYUTE#sorry to any gif snobs out there bttw im so lazy. i will never ever do that photoshop bullshit sorry.#i cld have put a nice pinkish overlay on these like i normally do but i forgor. and the colours r nice anyways BEAUTIFUL ILLUMINATION
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whitney (design kinda mid but its alright ill deal with it)
#my art#dol#whitney the bully#will not lie while i was drawing this i was thinking about MY bully from elementary school (LMAO)#they do not look dissimilar. but thats unrelated and she wasnt that mean to me anyways i think we fought over classroom toys or something#we were good in middle school though#anyways what was i going to say#oh had to draw whitney full body a few times to be like. hey youre going to like this design. so thats where im at#looks better in cute style than my normal style though#ill have to figure that out somehow#also for the next few days probably no art because im going to do stuff and things :( sorry#but when im back hopefully ill be able to draw more but ill get as much done as i can 2 NITE#also THANK YOU so much for liking my OLD man drawing i posted previously#so glad everyone likes that design#when i was reading the tags i was like 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊 YAY!!!!!!!! yippee!!!!!!!!!!!! <- like that#im not very good at designing characters because i have terminal fanartist syndrome#but with how many hours ive spend on this game. ive dug up something out of my head that people like#so thats cool
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MiqoMarch Day 23 - Midnight
With their intended voyage into the void only a few days out, Arsay thought it the upmost importance that she steal her partner away to Kugane, that they might share one more fond memory together should things not turn out the way they plan in the thirteenth. It was as they crossed the very same bridge the miqo'te had once sat on together two years prior when Arsay gifted Y'shtola with a bracelet matching that of her own. A token of endearment which, Arsay confessed, she would have given to her fellow scion back then, had nerves not gotten the best of her. While their relationship has undoubtedly changed since the initial purchase of the jewellery, the sentiment remained the same. Y'shtola was someone who Arsay loved dearly and she will forever be grateful to have the seeker's life intertwined with her own. No matter where their free spirits took them, they would always hold each other in their hearts. A promise Y'shtola was more than willing to keep. She slipped the the string of beads around her wrist without a second thought. They were never to come off, not even when the two decided to delay their return to Radz-at-Han in favour of a private bath at the dead of night.
#miqomarch#miqomarch 2024#ffxiv#y'shtola rhul#y'shtola x wol#wolshtola#arsay nun lore#arshtola#thanks to nhaneh for the body mod#i had to do some insane fov to get the moon and them in the same shot so sorry for the distortion#forcing arshtola lore into this prompt since idk when Ill ever get around to gposing the actual scene#this is between 6.1 and 6.2!#endwalker patch spoilers#i had the idea that arsay bought the Dai-ryumyaku bracelets from a vendor between 4.3 n 4.4 when shtola is off to the doman enclave#and arsay is like hey wait you should let me show you around kugane on the way over!#a fun friend date that ends with shtola finally accepting she has a crush on arsay and its terminal#and arsay having a single moment where she starts reflecting on feelings & thinks maybe she missed hanging out w/shtola more than she shoul#only to quickly butt that idea out of her head and continue being super normal#arsay notices these matching bracelets with red and purple string and shes like oh they are so cute and they look like#they belong in a pair it would be so sad if they were ever split up unexpectedly#i know ill buy them and give one to shtola wouldnt that be fun!#so she does that and then cant bring herself to give yshtola the damn thing because she starts second guessing herself#so arsay stashes the bracelets away and she started wearing hers later under her glove#fast forward to two years later and arsay finds the other one in one of her bags#and now shes dating yshtola and they are about to go somewhere super dangerous#what better time to tell your gf how much they have always meant to you#and what better way to do it than with a gift and some words spoken from the heart?#it was a little unconventional since arsay didnt really have marriage on the mind but it was a proposal in a sense#WOL posting#Arsay Nun
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out of all of ur ocs I’m still Wyatt’s #1 fan,,, holds all of my nonexistent wyatt merch…. But all of ur ocs are so great and I e loved seeing ur art evolve over the like. oh my god it’s been like a decade almost NDKENDOROANDOE scary
wyatt u will always be famous and the original fan favorite... honestly i wish i cld control what my brain fixated on bc i do want to bring her back for a bit since her and talon are the same breed of person (they're both cats.) and they wld have some good interactions! ive thought of two good ones and a text post one inspired one and i wanna see if i can be motivated to doodle em soon if at all lolll ^_^ havent drawn her in a while so im rusty but:
(also thank u for sticking around ^_^)
#skunk mail#Anonymous#a doodley#i dont know how to develop and have ocs without imagining interacting with them so its hard...#i feel like i exhausted the whole main group and only al survived and even he's kinda frozen in time since he's my support#i worry one day talon will suffer the same fate where ill just fully run thru the tape and not be able to rewind it !#idk if that makes sense. idk how normal ppl develop and have ocs without personal fixation...#and this is also that they kinda never fully develop or have an end or resolution...aroo...idk how to write#OK sorry no one asked LEL#i feel so bad bc idk....id hate if i was invested in someones oc and they were abandoned forever....! i need to figure out how to be normal#oc artist....esp since ocs are all i have and i wont ever make a comic with em or anything#anyway. my only straight oc i love uuuu
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local idiot experiences an emotion (hundreds dead, thousands injured)
#ok so i was like. going through ssri withdrawal for a couple of days bc i didn't realize it would fucking happen#i went fucking insane#and now i'm like. we're back to normal. maybe. here's the issue#i am experiencing so much ANGER everything makes me REALLY ANGRY#and i have a track record for not dealing well with anger (internalizing it completely and wholly)#and i don't know what to DO i'm so pissed off. about what ?? nothing#truly nothing so that makes me MORE angry at MYSELF bc idk what i'm mad about and i want to calm down#legit might go into a corner and start shadowboxing i'm not joking#hurgle says things#sorry for being insane on main it's. the mental illness
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I started caring about the fascinating dynamics and potential going on between Jason&Bruce&Joker and now I can never again enjoy fancontent that just goes 'and then the Joker died. Anyways-' like nonono do not just pass up on all the possibilities like that. Read war of gotham: overture by mid_knightowl and come back to me with your eyes open to the sheer potential pls
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#joker#sorry ill be normal abt it in like 1-2 days but currently im feeling unhealthy abt these 3#bruce wayne#batmaan#red hood#there is so much to be said abt robin taking joker's old moniker. there is so much there are you kidding me#can anybody fuckign hear me. does anybody understand where im coming from.
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THEY MAKE ME SO ILL /SILLY
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Au by @mushtoons !
@mashyaoi @comfycozycirrus @ghost--girlfriend @wanderers-wife @fireborns @lovebandit42069
#that engagement one is Lore actually. so technically Warren and Simon have been engaged. three times!#anyway! the sillies!#sorry this is like the 3rd thing ive posted for this im just a little ill about them. i promise ill be normal later [lying /silly]#bastard.png#one day ill focus on the future || 💙#where everybody knows your name || 💙#self ship#self ships#self ship art#self shipping#self ship community#adventure time#adventure time oc#ice king#simon petrikov
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okay I redid the last astarion picture I shared a wip of because it was a) too graphic for its intended purpose b) didn't fit with the more dynamic posing of the other pieces
here is a peak at the new astarion pic & a look at the wyll & lae'zel wips
#bg3#myart#wip#*spends hours on a drawing and then scraps it because it doesn't meet insane personal standards* i'm mentally normal I promise#I'm also sexually normal about blood and horror. I promise :)#anyway. I plan to finish all three of these and make gootoob timelapse videos for each of them.#I don't want to lie to anyone and say I'll draw any other companions in this style. I'm sorry. I likely won't.#at most I'll finish the sketch I did of corydalis because I like it.#but I would rather finish these and focus on the fancy pieces I'm making for each companion I've romanced & their respective tav.#in addition to wyll & astarion- that collection will include gale & one of the ladies. not sure which one yet. still deciding!#ideally it'd be one illustration for each companion & their partner but every day is a battle with the chronic illness so I can never-#-definitively say what I'll have energy for because I can never know.
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mmmm umemiya who makes you put on a show for him. who pulls up a chair beside your bed and gently positions you on the mattress exactly where he wants you and tells you where to touch yourself and how. and you look so pretty, so perfect, he has to squeeze the armrests to prevent the urge to reach out to you. and HE looks absolutely edible, leaned back in the seat with his knees spread and his eyes darkened with lust and appreciation and his undivided attention focused purely on you.
You're being soooo good doing everything he's telling you to do but he can see your fingers just aren't hitting the right spots, which has him losing it a little bit. The longer it goes on the worse he gets, seeing how frustrated you look by how hard you're trying to follow his orders but just not reaching the high he wants to see. Once he sees a little tear run down your cheek he's given up, and just tosses his pants off at that point. He's got his fingers in you in seconds and you practically cum right then and there because that's the ticket, they know exactly where to go inside you.
#mari answers#aria🎨#and you've never heard the words 'good girl' so much in your life#he's petting your hair and cooing at you#and then when you've come down a bit he's still hard and personally? id let him fuck me after but maybe him fucking your thighs would be#hotter than just normal? He'd like to see it run down your legs either way#i love the concept actually i think thighs should be fucked more god thats raunchy its a raunchy day for me whoops#sorry everyone ill just...*closes curtain* dont look at the mari behind the curtain#umemiya hajime
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has anyone noticed thats its like, way easier to maintain a positive outlook when positive things actually happen to you
#im just going to let the horrors consume me for the day and then be normal again tomorrow dw about it 👍#and not to mention how getting out then coming back is always so much worse than just being in it the whole time ykwim#whatever like sorry im not gods strongest soldier and im losing my shit after only a few months of this#i just need to curb the homicidal urges for two weeks then ill be fine. two weeks and itll be awesome. for a month. but thats fine
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if i dont get into [college redacted] im straight up dropping physics. that school is the only reason im taking this secret layer of hell disguised as a class. i am not gonna put myself through another semester of this bullshit if i dont have to.
#boycritter et al#ill find out if i got in december#so i have plenty of time to drop the class if necessary#THE TOPIC IS FINE I JUST HATE MY TEACHER SO BAD ITS SO BAD#SHE TALKS DOWN TO US ALL THE TIME#someone asked if we would have a review day for our test soon (very normal thing to ask in my opinion)#and she was like 'if you dont know how to study for this class by now then im sorry but yr not going to do well. sometimes you need to take#some responsibility in your life. if you havent studied before ever you need to start now.'#like CHILL OUT
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the thing that finally let me understand wyll was seeing a couple posts about how he's like. unfazed in the beginning. this is normal to him
very "the day you were taken by the nautiloid was the worst day of your life. for the blade of frontiers, it was tuesday"
#bg3#bg3 wyll#he really did get off the ship and then saunter over to the nearest place that needed saving#oh i was abducted by mindflayers? eh time to teach these kids how to hold a sword#and also to believe in themselves#the thing about wyll for me is that i accidentally didn't recruit him right away#straight up just missed him. got distracted by zevlor and that merc asshole#and in my first run i was very task oriented so i missed karlach as well#fully got through the whole thing up to the party in like 8 hours#then learned it should've taken me more like 30#oh also didn't get lae'zel til the end of the act either#so wyll and lae'zel both took a backseat#i did hang out with karlach ill admit to that#partly bc her vibes are immaculate from day 1 and partly bc it was shadowheart astarion gale and me (cleric) for ages#do you have any idea how fucking incredible a barbarian feels when you've been living with 3 casters and a rogue#anyway sorry for thinking you were normal and kinda boring lawful good wyll#didn't realize that actually you're unhinged and have absolutely no point of reference for regular behaviors
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doing shitty again wooo yay.
#personal#can my grandma shut the fuck up for once thank youuu#nothing i ever fucking do is good enough for her ! sorry for having a messy room even though you know im actively suicidal and -#-so sick i cant stand right now !#sorry for having 2 missing assignments ! two ! fucking two ! even thought you know i have depression ! im so sorry my highness !#sorry for having the worst fucking year of my life last year can you PLEASE stop FUCKING bringing it up ALL THE TIME#im not allowed to fucking have emotions near her . im not allowed to be anything but constantly happy im so fucking tired#im not allowed to have issues . im not allowed to not eat for 3 days without the passive aggressive ''look who's finally eating'' and the-#- speech on why i shouldnt have the problems i have . I KNOW . I DONT FUCKING WANT THEM EITHER.#she just expects me to be the perfect daughter after 14 years of abuse . you dont just fucking bounce back from something like that .#sorry ill be normal after this . ill shut up#ed tw#suicide mention
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sometimes emotions hit u and its like. oh damn i really am the tiniest person in the world. im like two inches tall emotionally rn
#something something not processing a bad situation til ur out of it or something#like im in a better place! im doing better!#but sometimes i realize just how bad it actually was and its like. man. hello. i rlly lived thru that?? what#anyways sorry for the lack of funny posts lately. ya bois been Sad™️#i thought abt going on hiatus but ill probably b normal in a few days so its not even that big of a deal#ur regularly scheduled shitposts will return soon
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