#sorry i'm just

[devotion-that-corrupts]

HE SAID THE LINE

[tieflingbi]

i don't think i've mentioned it yet but we're getting married beginning of june and we just tried on the rings we ordered !! we can pick them up next week after they're done engraving them and just WOOOOO. EXCITING!!!!!!! 💖💖🎉🎉

[quotidian-oblivion]

Just chilling then hearing a popular edit song blaring from your mother's facebook while she's holding the phone be like:

[blaiddydbrokeit]

Hey like what if Rufus during the regency wasn't actually a philanderer like the rumors claim. What if it was just because Cornelia was constantly all over him in creepy ways and people see that and misinterpret that. What if he was drinking so much to try and ignore all the red flags because he knows he's already fucked up beyond turning back and is just trying to play within the cards he still has.

What if he really did try as regent but being drunk so often to avoid the horrors also meant his political aptitude isn't being used to its full potential on top of the fact that he wasn't taught to rule the way Lambert would have been. Because he was never meant to rule. He's trying to scrape things together haphazardly while fighting mental battles against Cornelia's influence and also his own running from the horrors and the alcohol influence and the timer ticking down on him.

Cornelia was the one who orchestrated the Tragedy in his name. The Western lords answer to her. But he was complicit and by the goddess he feels so guilty for it because her influence still made him permit all those things to happen. Because without her influence, no matter how much he resented his brother, he would not have tried to kill him. And he lives to regret it knowing he can't undo it. He tries to salvage things where he can. But he's just in far too deep, and too unprepared. And so if he has to commit, he may as well commit to the end and get his retribution at the hands of the one who deserves to give it to him most.

A weak pretext, a cheap ploy, he was going to play a game of odds stacked against himself fully expecting to - and wanting to die at the hands of his nephew even if he fears it just as much. He is strong, but his nephew is stronger in ways that he can never reach, and fueled with resentment for him. There is no one more deserving to give him his release from a living nightmare to plunge him into hell.

Maybe then, he's just as much a victim of the Tragedy as his brother and nephew are.

[redwinterroses]

i am begging you to tag your current events posts with the relevant personalities involved. i do not want to see it. this site is my safe zone. i have facebook for real world crap (yes. i'm old. shut up.) i come here for the block men.

tag or get blocked.

[turtlecleric]

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[revenantghost]

Holy! Shit! WHY!!! I was at a craft fair today in an ATTEMPT to get out of my head and earn something, and while I was at my little booth I got rearended?!?!? And luckily some witnesses left a note thinking they got the plates but if not I'm sol!!!!! Why!!!!!!! I'm so fucking tired and overwhelmed and I already have a migraine from crying so much from BEFORE this, why!!!! Is life!!!!!!! Like this!!!!!!!!! This is all I have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[delicris]

I HAVE PASSED ALL MY EXAMS AND I GOT THE UNI ACCEPTANCE LETTER 🎉🎉

i can now watch so many movies and read so many books and do so many things oh me oh my

[natequarter]

the original guy to pull the old 'this too shall pass' trick didn't say 'this too shall pass'. i mean, what he said is a bit complicated because the grammar it uses is difficult to translate into modern english, but what is written in deor's lament is 'þæs ofereode, þisses swa mæg'. in modern english, it's something like, 'that was overcome, so may this be,' or 'that passed, so too can this' - note can and may in place of the conventional shall that we always hear. this is not a statement of certainty, that whatever suffering you are, well, suffering, will be eased, but that things may change; that there is always the chance for growth. and to be honest, i think that's a lot more meaningful.

[sun-marie]

O H M Y G O S H

[messysketchyobeyme]

Do you

Do you think Lucifer will cry in the new game or

Or um.

[mysticfemme]

I feel really melancholy at the moment, I've gotten pretty much to the end of my degree and I've still never been to a bar or a party or clubbing, I've never gotten drunk or been out past 1am. And maybe it's not a requirement, maybe some people never do those things. But I feel like last year I got more of a university experience because I had someone to bring me out of my shell. And I miss it, even though it's tainted with the memory of someone I no longer speak to. But I feel like I've spent so much of this year either at home or the library, and I know it's just the nature of being a third year, but it feels like I never get to go out, I never have a reason to dress up.

I don't know. Sometimes I feel really positive but sometimes I feel like I'm not living my life the way I'm supposed to be. But it's also hard because I try to branch out and I constantly feel so out of place and it's like I have a set timer for when people go off me or get bored of me.

[bilolli]

OMG SOMEONE BOUGHT 2 POSTERS FROM ME WHAT?!?! SOMEONE SPENT MONEY, ACTUAL REAL MONEY, TO BUY SOMETHING DREW BY ME?? ????

[zsofieia]

HELLOOOOO???????????????

[untoterxhund]

the stubborn old dog finally let me pick him up for the first time in 14 years-

[mcschnuggles]

do you think duel monsters has a toy line

i think kaiba should release the monster toys in waves and the first one obvs has blue eyes toys but also some harpie lady barbie-type dolls for mai