#sorry i just felt cringe

[ador3rin]

hi hi lovelies!! i just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all the love & kind words on 'the unexpected protagonist' o (^‿^✿)

i had started it on a whim from a random burst of inspiration, & it's now quickly grown to be a big passion project of mine hehe. returning to writing after two years was a bit daunting but all you lovely people have made me remember why i started in the first place!!

i've taken a few days away from the smau to avoid burnout, & also because i'm SWAMPED with work lately (.﹒︣︿﹒︣.) but i promise next update will be out in the next few days!

that's enough yapping from me lolol thank you again & i ador3 you all ♡

[dreamsfulblues]

Something really embarrassing about me:

Sometimes when I feel depressed I draw self-insert stuff. It helps me relax and focus on myself and the things I enjoy.

And with Karamatsu being my current hyperfixation after so long again he became victim to my comfort drawings lol

Today I felt like sharing some 🙈💦

(Sorry if they are really messy or look off. They were actually meant to be seen only by me but I guess not)

[makerofmadness]

Pancreatic Slut

[give-grian-rights]

can someone tell me why im being abnormal about a character i've barely touched the content of. like yay yippie i watched like 20 hours of you. there's fucking 80 years of content get me OUT OF HERE?

[satorugojoswiife]

What do you think about gojo ships

I feel like I'm pretty indifferent to most of them. This is super cringe of me, but whenever I fall super in love with a character I don't often like shipping them romantically with anyone. 💀 (im delusional I know)

It doesn't help that for some reason the jjk fandom (especially twt) is weirdly aggressive about ships. I know it isn't all the shippers and it's mostly just the loud minority, but seeing so much of the discourse has kinda put me off and I don't really engage much with the ships in the fandom except for rarepairs and selfships bc alot of the time those communities are more wholesome and cozy (if that makes sense LOL)

[lightningzbolt]

Scene Awsten Hair (And some bonus clothes)

While I made hair for Awsten before, I was never satisfied with the shape of the scene hair, and for a long time I felt this base mesh from Backyard Stuff, which I kept thinking was from Cool Kitchen Stuff, for awhile, would be perfect. But the bangs went the wrong way, so I decided to mirror the mesh in Blender, as that is like the only hair related thing I can modify, but then the UV mapping on the back was off, if you wanted to know why I screenshotted a lot of low angles, so I fixed that. And I'm really picky about which direction bangs fall. :)

Due to it being a mesh edit, it should not require any packs, tho due to the UV mapping editing, this hair is just standalone. Not to fret! In case you REALLY want this hair mirrored with the default textures and UV mapping, I made that too.

Pictured above is how Awsten normally treats me in this game. Due to how I made all this hair for him, I am able to have outfits for him and up to 4 different hairs with all different colors. The tricolor I use all the time, red & black for a few specific outfits, blue for just one, and now scene for two. This only matters to me really, but in case you're like me and like your Sims to change hair style and color a lot.

Scene Awsten Hair

Mirrored Backyard Stuff Hair

As a bonus, as I'm never gonna get to share these otherwise, I made some shirt and shoe recolors for him, the shoes and long stripes shirt are extra swatches onto vanilla stuff, the striped t-shirt is standalone. I spent like an hour on the damn shoes, I am sharing them. Oh and fingernails too. Those come with a second swatch for Jack, so two swatches. All should be base game. The shoes and tshirt come with extra swatches, the long sleeved shirt just has the one.

Striped T-shirt

Sneakers

Long Sleeved Striped Shirt

Duel Color Fingernails

[synthwayve]

Some trad doodles I did during class, colored digitally

Been feeling pretty bad about my art/content lately, so if I’ve been responding slow to you that is why x,D I find that when I’m in slumps like that, it helps to switch mediums a little bit(even if my traditional art is. Oof…very VERY rough). Hope you guys enjoy anyway!

[flowersandfashion]

It's always "ooh I crave sapphic romance" "I want a girl to write poems about me"

what if the poems are really bad? what then?

(not a hypothetical. help me)

[dreambaited]

dtblr, my best friend, my lover, my enemy, what a ride these last two and a half years have been. i think my time here is running out and has been for awhile. since i’ve been here for so long and i’m one of the few people remaining from 2021 dtblr, i feel the need to give a proper goodbye of sorts.

this community has given me such comfort and joy throughout the years. i loved all the of florida truthing and the stupid tinfoil hats i gave you guys. making gifs has genuinely helped me improve as a photographer with editing and my photoshop knowledge. all of the fanfiction and fanart in this community is unmatched and genuinely rewired my brain forever. i hope all of the writers and artists continue to create in whatever form that takes. i’m so thankful for all of the people i’ve met and friends i’ve made here thank you for showing me kindness. i’ve gone through some of the hardest times in my life while existing here and dtblr has helped me through that so much. i’ll never regret the time i spent here and hope none of you grow to either. i met my roommate and best friend bc i was a dream smp stan so i could never regret it. this community became so much more than the content we were given or the people we loved.

at the end of day i need to move on for myself and my mental health because i don’t think it’s healthy for me to continue being so invested in all of this. as for my opinion on the situation, i think george majorly fucked up. we can debate all this forever but ultimately he hurt caiti and proceeded to deflect without acknowledging the pain he caused. he is going have to come to terms with that fact and learn from his mistake. i think he as well as dream both have some misogynistic tendencies based on their statements that they need to realize and work on. do i think george is a monster who doesn’t deserve to live? no absolutely not. i just don’t think i can stick around to wait and see if/when that happens. i don’t blame anyone who chooses to stay either. i hope that he does take this as a wake up call and changes for the better.

as for this blog, it will remain intact and unchanged. i’m not gonna delete any of my gifs or posts they’ll remain as they are. i won’t entirely abandon this blog i’ll stop by and check in every once in a while but for the most part i will be existing on @masterbaited posting about satosugu jjk and normal blogging for the first time in a while loll. anyways sorry for rambling thank you guys for everything. aj dreambaited out :’)

[noctlas332]

poor niku miku,,

[juminies]

If there's one thing you HAVE to change about Jumin, what would it be?

SO here's the thing. There are absolutely things about Jumin that would make me keep my distance if he were real. I hate people assuming they know what's best for me better than I do. I hate people making decisions for or about me without bringing them to me first. Jumin naturally takes to hoarding things precious to him with reckless abandon as if they are his and his alone, and it could quickly become suffocating if he were stubborn enough. I could say I just want to erase all of that. But, while I don't think he would ever not be at least a little bit possessive, he is explicitly working on it as the game progresses. He wants you to be involved, he wants you to be secure and happy, he tells you he will discuss everything with you from now on. And of course it'd take him some time, but I don't think it's something I would have to choose to click my fingers and get rid of rather than trusting him with it.

I could say that I wish he had normal, kind, considerate parents who didn't put him through several layers of hell. And I do, in a way, but also that's boring (sorry Jumin) because we're talking about fiction here, and his worse traits and his past are also what make him an interesting and complex character. I like them being there and I like seeing his development and I actually don't think I would like him as much without them. His flaws make him feel realer, and oddly more endearing.

So here's my actual answer, and I don't know if it's a change in the way you're looking for, because I do think it's something he would be open to after some time and conversation. However. I don't like that he is so aware of—purposeful about—his repression yet doesn't seek to do anything proper about it. He seems stuck in this mindset that just because MC understands him and cares to see him as more than what's on the surface his threads are untangled, and that's that. When I first saw this ask I wanted to playfully answer just put him in therapy, but after thinking about it more I sort of cycled back around to getting him therapy. I cannot heal him, love cannot heal him, and it would become so tiring for both him and his partner if he continued to think that way. When it comes down to it he is traumatised and he needs to understand that's not just something that goes away when you open your heart to someone.

[derpinette]

girls being nice to me gets me higher than ecstasy ever could

[bezierballad]

I feel so bad for any AFAB trans/nonbinary person who had to sit down and watch the second person OVA 😭

[sworeontheriverstyx]

just finished kaos, i feel personally victimised by that show and demand financial compensation

[blueberryfruitbat]

You know what, maybe I will be cringe, maybe I'll post cannon x OC because that's what makes the good chemicals and who's gonna stop me? Who's gonna stop my little cringe self from making my creature and my fave kiss hmmm?? The government? Psssh, no. I love my little horrible couple and their relentless crimes against humanity together OOC be damned they are what occupies my brain space constantly.

[duskholland]

went on a date today. literally what’s The point