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You ever come up with a vague AU concept involving your favorite character and your favorite dynamic but you don't actually know how you'd go about anything with the AU other than the one singular vague concept
#...........au where kel dies somehow after mari's death#idk i just#spirit kel.... haunting hero.... with spirit mari......#spirit kel sticking with hero like how spirit mari sticks with sunny (tho they visit the others in the group sometimes ofc)#spirit kel desperately trying to comfort hero but he cant interact with him much bc he's a ghost#dkjhvku i like kel and hero's dynamic a lot#im just thinking of like. a black and white version of short 12yo kel#cuddling 19yo hero trying to make him feel better even tho hero cant see or feel or hear him#sorry i had thoughts earlier#starfilled.txt
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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"just fucking listen to me and do it already."
there has never been a time in itoshi rin's life that he has ever allowed anyone to speak to him this way.
"yes, beloved."
until now.
leaning back against the headboard, you cross your arms over your chest and let out a light huff of satisfaction. of triumph. he has half a mind to jerk you out of the bed by your ankles.
yet, he doesn't. no, instead he tugs his shirt off over his head, shrugs past broad shoulders. slinks past chiseled forearms. he discards it in the laundry bin (something he's discovered is hard for you to do) and picks up the object of your demands.
a baby pink sweater, with dark pink hearts stitched throughout.
he picks it up and pretends he doesn't hear your faint chuckle at his demise; rubs the fabric between the pads of his fingers. scrunches his nose up in the way you chastise him for.
that's too mean, rin! you say. how are you ever gonna make any friends with a face like that?
he doesn't care. he doesn't want to. why would he need friends when he has you? are you not enough? do you not fulfill all of his needs? he believes so, at the very least.
one arm slips through surprisingly soft cashmere, then the other. then he's poking his head through the middle whole and there's a whole lot of pink passing in his line of sight.
seriously, when the fuck did he start letting people boss him around like that?
when did he start to find it so easy to give in? when did you sneak in? why haven't you left?
"oh. my god," you're whispering, then shrieking, "oh my god!"
"okay," he chokes out, finally, tugging at the collar before the sweater’s even laid properly over his torso. “that’s enough.”
“don’t you dare,” you snap, and he listens.
and what the fuck.
you shimmy your way to the foot of the bed, right in front of rin. pushing yourself onto your knees, you reach forward to swat his hands away and smooth out the wrinkles. there’s something in your eye—a glimmer, maybe. it’s pretty. rin frowns to hide his blush.
“oh, yeah. this is—“
“ridiculous,” rin cuts you off with a fixed glare. “i look ridiculous.”
“ridiculously adorable,” you counter, scoff at him with a wave of your hand. “this is it. i want you to wear this one to dinner.”
“no.”
“yes.”
“no.”
“yes,” and you’re leaning in, smoothing one hand over his clavicle and circling the other around the back of his neck. nose brushing nose, warm breath to warm cheeks. “for me? i’ll be so good.”
you kiss him—more of a peck, really—but it’s enough to have him feigning, giving in.
“fine,” he huffs, jerks his head away from you and grabs his keys off the top of the dresser. “one hour.”
“deal!” you chirp, slipping out of bed to slip into your shoes and itoshi rin is seriously dumb founded.
he isn’t sure when he started letting people boss him around—when he started letting you—but, he must admit that a little piece of him thinks it might be worth it.
especially when you’re going to be so very good for him later.
#yeah sorry this was my rin thought earlier#i had to get it out it was eating me ALIIIVEE#yawchi writing#itoshi rin x reader#itoshi rin x you#bllk x you#bllk x reader#blue lock x you#blue lock x reader
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more volume I say
#dragon age#dorian pavus#ndo sta l'art tag#nobody is stopping me from giving him the claudia schiffer hair he deserves so I'll do it forever#(golden foil inner eye accent + half cut crease sounds very dangerous and very painful tbh but it looks good <<' sorry dorian)#also I'm fighting with his undertone is it red or is it olive#I've always thought it was red but when I analyzed it earlier it had a predominance of green#america I am confusion#went for green highlights and a rich siena for the base#hope I got it right because the screenshots are a literal nightmare. a rosetta stone. I don't think he has a neutral undertone either? argh#...also sketch and shadow map on ms paint :'D coloring on PS#I really need to do some problem solving and paint a full piece there#because some of its features are actually very valid
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Why does the orange Addison's mannequin kinda resemble you?
#most of their mannequins probably look like him tbf#good average cyber-citizen sizing (SHORTASS)#i dont have a lot to say because it explains itself + if i say anything i remove possibilities of answering an asks with something related#to said thought so im not gonna#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#no.1 freak#something different about this one i think. maybe its the expressions. not a bad thing but its definitely. different.#i had thoughts but im tired and i dont hop on tumblr until i finish the ask im working on so i dont get stuck scrolling & unproductive#sorry i dissapearrreeeddd i was overstimulated like halfway through the week which is earlier than usual but it makes sense because i was#out doing more unusual social activities :-P but you dont care and nor am i obligated soo....#the hands look better not pixelated idk why#give me a little to respond to stuff and check up we be eepy#this one has a lot of freakin frames for some reason
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I keep thinking about Lewis' review of The Hobbit, because he claimed that the main thing contemporary reviewers compared it to was Alice's Adventures in Wonderland. Was fantasy in that poor of a state that Alice was the closest thing they could think of? Comparing that chaotic fever dream to Tolkien's intricately crafted world? Lewis does specify that the comparison is that both books are by an "Oxford professor at play", but they're otherwise so different that putting the two in the same category baffles me.
#books#tolkien#the hobbit#c.s. lewis#alice's adventures in wonderland#(i just reread alice because the nicely-formatted bookbinding pdf made a nice ebook)#(thought i'd give it another chance after seeing how foundational it is (mentioned in so many other works))#i think there's an unbridgable cultural gap somewhere#i can't fathom how anyone can read this and become invested in wonderland as a world#it's so random and so chaotic and everyone's a pun and no one's a character#and yet somehow there are books upon books upon books that try to turn it into a dark fantasy world#it doesn't make sense! it's a world that's not supposed to make sense!#and yet they try to treat the government as legitimate and the queen as a real threat etc.#okay sorry for the digression#but my point is that it's odd that there was nothing else in that seventy-ish year gap for them to compare it to#the only thing coming to mind is peter pan#i suppose george macdonald and e nesbit both had their own brands of popular children's fantasy#maybe the real shocking thing about that comparison#is that i'm so used to seeing it compared to narnia that putting the hobbit in a category with any earlier fantasy work seems weird
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i'm so normal abt this old man
#^ the panel from earlier I said I'd color#sorry was just going to color this normally but that last chapter had way too much religious#imagery for me to be at all normal. so medieval painting vibes it is adkjdsjdj#thoughts#my art#les mis#jean valjean#anyways.#i DO imagine him w a beard but at the same time I feel like he wouldn't be comfortable enough as madeleine to have one yk? so I gave him#the beginnings of a beard in his sideburns instead. he'll get there
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In veilguard’s main tags no less….
#I don’t understand? I don’t understand! Why did they tag this???#with multiple variations of the games biggest tags???#This is an inside thought#I really don’t know why someone would go out of their way to make our shared fandom space actively worse while knowing they’re doing it#…#hm I’m having a pot and kettle situation aren’t I?#ugh I hate being self aware#ughhhh remember how I was so confident I had created my own bubble earlier?#oh how the fates remind us of our pride#no one going through the Dragon age tag or six variations of it wants to see how you’re needlessly being mean#i’m just venting right now sorry I’m annoyed#if you read this thank you if you didn’t read it also thank you xx#please enjoy the rest of your scrolling endeavors o7
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not to parasocialize on main, but seeing the talk about Jake (and John) on @maryoliveoil's blog reminded me that for all the accusations that Taylor polices her friends' social circles, many of them are still friends (or friendly) with people she has absolutely cut out from her life for hurting her (e.g. Jake, John, Karlie, etc.), yet it seems like everyone who is tight with her dropped Joe like a bad habit in the blink of an eye and makes me a little 😵💫 again about what's coming up on TTPD
#like as far as I remember the haim sisters and ed are all still friends with john fucking mayer#and ryan was friendly with Jake for a little while at least#and they're all part of her inner circle#so she clearly doesn't engage in friend monitoring or whatever the antis accuse her of#but the mass unfollowing last year was... something 😳#oh shit that just unlodged another thought I had earlier today#sorry if it was uncool to tag you jaycee!
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it’s wild to look back at how i was raised to believe that masturbation is evil and premarital sex is a grave sin and that people are supposed to repress their normal (and healthy) urges for the sake of religious piety. i’m glad i got out when i did; i think i would be a nightmare of a person if i couldn’t bust a nut on the regular LOL
#as a teen i was riddled with guilt because of my ‘impure’ thoughts and actions#i thought i was a horrible person and feared that i would die and rot in hell for eternity#i wish i could tell my younger self that i was normal and that i should save that mental energy for more important things!#anyway sorry for the random introspection. i had a convo earlier and…here we are#— idle chatter#cw tmi
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A group of three enters the cafe.
The first, holding the door open for everyone is a rather short figure in a leather jacket. The person has several facial piercings, a blue undercut, and a large sliced scar on the exposed side of their head. They’re wearing a black blouse, jeans, boots, a backpack, and the previously mentioned jacket which upon further inspection has a rather striking blue internal lining that matched their hair. Added a pop of color to an otherwise monochrome outfit.
They’re followed by another androgynous individual with slightly glowing neon purple hair. Theres a slight otherworldliness about this person.They’re also wearing a leather jacket though this one looks more handmade than the other one. They also have a small child on their shoulders as well who is wearing a well fitted but absurdly poofy unicorn jacket to shield her from the cold. Since her hood was up to protect her ears from the cold the horn on the hood is visible as the group walks in.
[ @gothamghostwhispers @bugboi-of-gotham @scarlett-no-last-name ]
Sam was watering her plants of the cafeteria.
She had short black hair with bangs and she was wearing the cafeteria's uniform.
'Someone is here' she thought as she turned around and saw the three people coming in.
She knew it was her cousin, she turned to see them
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been a while since ive drawn the choir so,,, behold. teenagers be upon thee
colour palletes are [from here] and shoutout to @romanticallyghosting for helping me decide which ones to pick for who
jane is based on [my design] of her, while the rest of their outfits are very loosely based on [this post] i made last year
#also if jane looks way better than everyone else. uh. i drew her 1st#and also earlier in the day before i had the thought to finish the batch#so. yeah. excuses excuses i know#chess draws#rtc#ride the cyclone#constance rtc#ocean rtc#noel rtc#ricky rtc#mischa rtc#jane rtc#my favorite ones are probs jane; ricky and connie. idk mischa got the short end of the stick#cuz i was fed up by the time i got to him dshgfhdsd#noel could also like.. use some help but he aint getting that help from me lmao#sorry for all the links. its the autistic need to source everything
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i finished this in the last 20 minutes of lesbian visibility week after not drawing at all LETS GO
#lila art#genshin#genshin impact#genshin fanart#arlecchino#arlecchino genshin#navia#navia genshin#arlevia#navicchino#i dont think thats a ship name that anyone uses but im tagging it just in case#arlecchino x navia#this took me SO FUCKING LONG you would not believe#to be fair it was because i kept getting distracted by youtube or twitter or the thoughts inside my head#but STILL#i am very proud of this though this is one of like. two kisses ive ever drawn that look Good and the other one i didn't finish lmao#i was kind of impartial to arlevia until like. Yesterday#and now they are very important to me#arlecchino has a big polycule full of all his lesbian girlfriends and one bisexual woman (clorinde)#im also lowk obsessed with drawing sideprofiles because i am fascinated with drawing different noses#and giving characters different nose and face shapes#it is so beautiful how humans are so diverse in even the shapes that our bodies make#i went on a rant with my friend about this a few weeks ago#ANYWAY i was going to say this earlier but i forgot#i am Sorry for those two panels being so rushed and bullshitted#i had been working on this for like 8 hours and i wanted to be done SO BAD#but i needed to finish before lesbian visibility week ended!!!!#ok going to farm for father before i pass out good bye
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I find it interesting that potentially NONE of the kids have any friends/acquaintances outside the cul-de-sac. I know it's only cause there was a hard-set rule of not introducing other characters, but think about it... The parents' are still mentioned, their presence (or absence) is implied throughout the show. It would make sense in the school setting for some of the kids to even casually mention someone they know in some class/school club or whatever, especially Nazz or Kevin cause they're the most likely to make easy friends, and yet they don't. Especially Kevin, who seems stuck with Rolf as his only "best bro" lol
#i remember erin fitzgerald's story of danny explaining to her that nazz couldn't be just sk8ter gurl the way erin liked#but also had to be the cheerleader#because she had to represent the various girl experiences in school#or something like that i can't remember#so maybe there's also the element of the characters having to fit in different roles to represent multiple personalities#in order to compensate for the lack of extras#on a sidenote rolf may not be the friend kevin wants but he's the one he needs#and that's gonna be better for him in the long run#sorry just some ideas i had earlier today 🥴 they sounded better when i thought of them lol
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Bakugou is adamant about not doing anything for his birthday. He does this every year, and you usually do something for him anyway, something small. You might have a picnic or go hiking with him or just stay in bed watching his favorite movies.
He doesn’t want to do anything for his birthday ever. And this year, you respect his wishes.
When he wakes up, he expects streamers and balloons to litter the room. Maybe you walking in half naked with a tray of breakfast for him. He expects something, even though he’s adamant about having nothing. So he’s a little….surprised? Disappointed? When he wakes up and has…nothing.
Bakugou gets up and pads into the kitchen and is greeted by a regular sight—you sitting in your usual chair with a warm mug and scrolling through your phone. You perk up when he enters though, smiling at him, getting up from your seat as you hand him his protein shake. You kiss his lips gently, whispering against his mouth,
“Good morning, my love. Happy birthday.” And continue on with your normal routine. Bakugou blinks, surveys the kitchen once more, looks over the counters and peeks into the trash can. He figures you must’ve made him another one of those big birthday breakfast’s, but it’s still the same regular breakfast you always make.
The rest of the day goes on like that. Everyone treating him as they usually do on his birthday—overwhelmingly and annoying, and he hates it a little more than he usually does. Were you upset with him? Did he do something the night before for his birthdays festivities that he never wants to be canceled?
He perks up when you text him, but it’s just to ask if he wants chicken tonight instead of fish. He almost breaks the screen on his phone when he replies chicken.
By the time Bakugou gets home, he’s irritated beyond all hell. Yes, he knows he told you how much he didn’t wanna be celebrated today but that didn’t mean to do this. To do nothing. He takes a few breaths before he unlocks the front door, sighing as he enters with his head down, immediately kicking off his boots.
“Happy birthday, handsome!” You shout when he enters, making his head immediately whip up. He’s shocked at the sight; you standing in the middle of your living room in that one outfit he said he loved the most on you, with orange and black streamers and balloons decorating the space. The lights are dimmed and his favorite song is playing (the one that blasted on the speakers the night he took you home after your first date), there’s an assortment of food on the table, and what looks like a homemade cake in the middle. He’s frozen at the sight, and is only pulled out of his stupor when you pad over to him and bring his face down to yours.
“I know every year you say you don’t want anything for your birthday, but I couldn’t help myself. Is this okay?” You ask gently, cupping his cheeks, smudging the soot from his skin. Bakugou stares down at you with the softest look he could muster, smiling gently as he pulls you in close to him, kissing you hard until you both lose your breath.
“It’s perfect.” Bakugou answers simply, pecking your forehead as he pulls you in close until your nose is pressed against his collarbone. You take in his scent before sighing, pulling away as you pat at his chest.
“Good. Now go take a bath so we can eat and open your presents.” You nod to the back of the house, going to pull away but Bakugou squeezes you tight to him. He looks at you, seriously, and it almost worries you, before he whispers softly into the air,
“I love you.” His voice sincere and sweet, and it makes you smile so hard your cheeks burns. You peck him once, twice, before speaking against his lips,
“I love you more.”
And after that, Bakugou doesn’t dread his birthday as much. Not if he gets to spend it with you.
#sorry this is late lol#I literally spent the day writing that fic and then had to lay down#bc my butt crack and back was hurting from sitting for so long#but pls enjoy this since I thought about it earlier#he’s just a brat actually and I love him for that#anyway I’m so sad bc I wanna catch up on all the fics that were posted about bkg today#but I’m taking sleep meds for cramps and I know ima be knocked out in like an hour 😔#maybe tomorrow night bc I’ll be painting during the day 😔#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬
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Been thinking about idw1's outliers lately, and how sort of wild the whole concept is from a worldbuilding standpoint, and it struck me that most confirmed outlier abilities tend to be really useful, or flashy, or powerfully dangerous, and few to none tend to be like, really boring, or totally impractical, or even entirely useless? Which, doesn't really make sense when considering the fact that outlier abilities are seemingly random.
Surely not everyone who's born an outlier gets something useful?
And I don't mean like, "good" useful, but any sort of useful, even if that means you can kill people with your voice, or give a power boost by exploding yourself, those are still "useful".
But surely there had to be some with abilities that were totally impractical, or nonbeneficial, or at the very least just insignificant or purely aesthetic and pointless?
#mods. enhancements. and artificial outlier abilities are a different thing. with plenty of room for error and drawbacks#but being born inherently an outlier by the sheer whim of. idfk. primus or the planet itself. what's the chances there???#this definitely has to have been discussed before. i'm just too lazy to dig for it rn. but yeah. its a fascinating concept either way#idw transformers#tf idw1#mtmte#lost light#maccadam#maybe thundercracker's sonic booms count. but those have some use. also its funky. so he gets a pass i think#i had more thoughts about this earlier when i first jotted the thought down. but ive forgotten them now >:/#basically its just funny to think of like. shockwaves school and all. going around like ''what can you do?''#and you've got the group we see in the flashback. and then like. some guy whos like ''...i can change the color of energon''#or like. ''i can float! but only like... three inches off the ground''#i cant think of every example. but go down a list of useless superpowers and there ya go#omg. wait. if rewinds whole color changing deal was legitimately a outlier thing. i guess he would count#also. in a similar vein. its really funny to think of outlier abilities as like. stats and stuff? plus 1 to so and so but negative 1 to etc#so abilities had a sort of cost. this is smth ive seen here and there in fics and stuff. and its great.#but its sorta funny to think of working in the opposite way too#take misfire as an example. bcs its funny. negative boost to aiming. but positive boost to evasion#less of a chance to hit smth. but also less of a chance to be hit by smth#idk lol. sorry. ive been doing a lot of gaming lately bcs ✨️stress✨️. so ive got a lot of dumb stats rolling around in my head lmao#also its 4am. so... coherence has long gone to bed before me lol#struggling to sleep again tonight. but more so for anxiety reasons. all these federal job changes are hitting very close to home rn#it'll probably be fine tho. probably. got a lot of other personal shit to worry about anyways. like my fucking medical files being tossed?!#tricare when i get you. when i fucking grt you omg. i didnt even serve. why am i suffering omfg#sorry... thats off-topic. so its probably best i uh. put myself to bed. at 4am. so. goodnight and good morning 🥲👍#tf idw#tf worldbuilding
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