#sorry guys this is so embarrassing
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hiii im rian and im looking for more mutuals on here!! i dont post a lot but im trying to get over the Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known so im trying to change that . if youre into
- dragon age
- supernatural
- interactive fiction
- marvel
- x men
(there’s so many more similar interests but those are the heavy hitters right now) then come watch me scream into the void abt my blorbos
#dragon age#dao#da2#dai#supernatural#spn#x men#Charles Xavier#erik lensherr#Steve rogers#Captain America#dragon age the veilguard#the wayhaven chronicles#twc#interactive fiction#if#sorry guys this is so embarrassing#but it’s like exposure therapy for me .
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rules for thee and not for me
#sorry the t/rf thing was like an actual roach infestation so I made a new post and deleted the old one and turned off reblogs#but I didn't want you to be without the og comic so here you go guys#nice fresh and clean#old tags ->#funnies#btw you're allowed to watch the silly sisters and the giggle brothers just keep your morals consistent istg#its very embarrassing when you criticize someone for enjoying something from a problematic creator#whilst openly being a fan of another thing with an awful creator and defending them because you like that thing#really weird hill to die on
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Missed drawing these two too
Bonuses
#rendoc#still thinking about them a lot#always#hermitshipping#sorry for the weird empty area in the first one. It was my attempt to make it take up less of people's timelines#this art is so embarrassing lol but man I like when Doc's drawn as a big goat man I have no defense I plead the fifth#or well at least it becomes embarrassing when its. shippy#whatever Tumblr people are usually cool so here goes!!#I am 99% a fluff and hurt/comfort person. Idc how frisky these guys get in fanon all I can ever think of is fluff sorry#Also contemplated implementing Doc's accent into the dialogue but I am forever paranoid of offending someone lol#idk how to write accents etc but you guys will make it sound fine in your heads I'm sure#hermitblr#tubby art
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I already promised some more MSA sketches in the future for my watchers, but I figured ya'll deserved at least one cleaned up sketch right now since I haven't posted any art of the gang in awhile. Purely for fun as I've always wanted to draw the gang in more alternate outfits. :D
#mystery skulls#mystery skulls animated#msa#msa lewis#msa alive lewis#flowers#dahlia#my art#i love reds and pinks#a very happy and very alive Lewis for you guys :)#Edit: call out post to myself I fucked up something on the skin tone layer in my file and didn't notice until a day later I am so dumb#it's now fixed x_x extremely embarrassing on my part I knew something looked wrong ugh he now has his melanin back sorry Lew boy
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psst, hey, fellow selfshippers and lovers of fictional characters!! something i want to share and reassure folks on as a person who gets character crushes super easily: don't be embarrassed by whoever's making your brain light up 🥰💖 i see some lovely folks get really in their head about this. perhaps they've always crushed on a specific kind of character, so when they get one who's a little different, they feel like they can't talk about it. maybe they've touted themselves as having one crush and have been super dedicated that whole time, so feel like it's a betrayal somehow, or makes them less of whichever label (e.g., yume, selfshipper, etc.) they've identified with. i'm here to tell you that's all nonsense!! 💖 this is fandom. you're not an influencer and you don't need to keep up a specific 'brand'!! if you see a character who makes your heart all gushy, don't think up an imaginary critical audience who is going to yell at you for not fixating on the 'right' thing. life's too short to deny yourself happiness 🫂
#inspired by seeing too many of my dear friends posting anxiously about 'not showing their love enough' or falling for a new character 💖#i know i joke a lot of the time in a 'i'm so sorry for this one' or 'are you guys gonna throw tomatoes at me' kind of way#but seeing people be unabashed and excited about their fictional favourites - no matter how weird or obscure - is a joy!!!#so if you've been sitting and fretting because you can feel a crush building and don't know how to handle it:#just rush in head-first. don't think about how it will be perceived. your happiness is not clickbait 🔥#and you know - sometimes we like different characters because we want/need different things!!#i may tout myself as a villain/nerd enjoyer but that doesn't mean i'm only allowed to like those kinds of characters. same goes for you 😉#(going to try to hold true to this as there's a crush who'll get me in the next couple of months who WILL be embarrassing to admit)#(but who cares? isn't getting to yell about a character who makes our lives nicer a wonderful thing? 😭💖)#selfship#f/os#oc x canon#blorbos#yume#starleskatalks
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Here is some Zuko bc I've been obsessed over atla since the pandemic started and the live action gave me an excuse to reignite my love for it with my friends.
#Guys I'm so sorry 😫 I've been so busy.#anyway#i feels as though its obvious what kind of characters i tend to kin#its embarrassing 😔#also#of course i ship Zukka#klance is just zukka in a different font#zuko#zuko atla#prince zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla live action#atla la#fire nation#fire lord zuko#zuko avatar#zukka#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#digital illustration#fanart#avatar fanart#netflix avatar#avatar#atla fanart#zuko fanart
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most personal drawing so far awroo i was blushing and giggling the whole time
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#baki pickle#pickle baki#baki the grappler#baki#pickle#pickle the caveman#pickle x reader#oc x canon#sort of except reader it’s me lmfao sue me#fanart#guys i’m sorry i know i’ve posted very questionable stuff but this somehow feels the most embarrassing ahsjsjha#size diff go brrrr#self ship#PAUSE why did i not know about the term selfship avndksus i’m so dumb
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heeyyy gaaanggg
the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.
#my art#digital art#digital painting#fanart#resident evil 7#ethan winters#goddd PLEAAASEEEE#i havent known if i was gonna post this or not multiple times in the process of drawin this. but ultimately i spent too much time on it to#NOT post it. embarrassment be damned#but at the same time what am i even doin yknow. what is this what is goin on pleaaseee PLEASEEEEE#I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT RESIDENT EVIL!!! I DONT KNOW N O T H I NG I KNOW LESS THAN NOTHING#HOW?? HOW DID I GET HERE??? WHY DID THIS HAPPEN???? i know exactly the answer to all those questions but it still boggles me how fast this#happened. usually it takes WEEKS if not MONTHS for me to start makin fanart. this was faaasttttt TOO FAST and im like. genuinely constantly#thinkin about this game. im ALWAYS thinkin about this game. part of why this took me so long to do is cause i always wanna play re7 or thin#about re7 in a strange and deranged way. ive actually genuinely been SICK WHAT HAPPENEDDDDDD#im losing it!! anyways this took me a looonggg ass time and i redrew it soo many timmmessss#i did like. 3 lineart passes. the album version i did 3 shading passes. i really struggled!! and ultimately i dont know how i feel about it#like i kinda resent it. for takin so long and makin me suffer so much#never again. never again will i spend that much time on a drawing. i HATE when drawins take a long time. i HATE that. it makes me madddd#ive been insane. ive been so insane. and im not gettin better like i cant sleep sometimes cause im thinkin about this game and this guy and#that gal like i think about them!! so! so much!! oh my god!!#in the time it took me to finish this ive done like 10 sketches for other pieces like. and ive had like 3 ideas ive written down.#and like 50 that i havent written or sketched.#IVE WRITTEN POETRY!! P O E T R Y !!!#i write the occasional poem when im feelin some kinda profound emotion but i NEVER write poetry about media SOBBING#anyways thats the post i think this is the beginnin of the end so lets hold hands and pray. ugh sorry if i get sick. im shakin.
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Kinktober Masterlist here!
3. Actor/Singer Chuuya:
Warnings: deep throat, dirty talk, cock worship, fem!reader.
Summary: Despite being a popular celebrity and having performed many times over the years, Chuuya still feels nervous and anxious before going on stage. But luckily, he has you to help him, just like you always do.
“Fuck…Fuck.” Chuuya hisses, his hand resting on your head, fingers rubbing against your scalp. His eyes remain fixed on you, as if you are the only one that matters in his life. You kneel in front of him, your face in between his legs. You admire the nice view in front of you; his cock is fucking huge and veiny, making you drool over the thoughts of sucking it and even fuck yourself stupid on it later. Your cute lips are around the tip of his cock, dropping small kisses as you massage his balls and look at him with an innocent look while doing something not so innocent.
“Your dick is so pretty and huge.” Your lips parted, slowly licking the tip. Your hands are now resting on his black leather pants, spreading his legs wide for more access. Your fingers trace circles on his skin. You taste his pre-cum, feeling the hot flavor melt down on your tongue.
Chuuya has to hold back the urge to cum immediately; your mouth has such a magical way to please him, giving him the pleasure he desires. At this moment, he needs more. He shoves your head further into him, taking his cock fully. “You have no shame, do you?” He thrusts repeatedly inside your throat. “Sucking my dick like a bitch in heat when we're in public? Since when is my girl this damn slutty?”
“S…sorry Chuuya…I can’t help it. Just wanna make you feel good and suck you all day.”
He reaches deep down, making you gag when he stretches your throat. His breath gets heavier as you swirl your tongue, sucking him faster and harder. Tears are formed on the corners of your eyes with your eyes closed, filling the rooms with your loud moans made for him.
“You’re so cute when you’re this desperate. Making such a good use of that tongue, doll.”
His head hits against the couch with sweat dripping down from his forehead; he moans and gasps as the pleasure builds inside him. Chuuya feels like his soul can leave his body with how good you are sucking him off, reaching his release.
“Please, please, please, give me all of your cum. I want it all..ah…Fill me with it pleaseeee.”
Chuuya can’t deny your plea when you look this pathetically cute beneath him. “Fu-Fuck… I’m going to cum; take it all, baby.” He gives you a warning before he pushes your head all down into him; your nose hits his pubic hair as he shoots his cum. Your reddened cheeks puff with his hot, thick, and salty cum filled inside that makes your eyes open wide.
“Swallow it all.” He demands to which you happily obey, swallowing all his cum down your throat. You lick the cock, cleaning it to ensure not a single drop is wasted, before pulling your head away with a loud pop. Chuuya looks at the clock, prompting you to turn your head as well. It’s time for him to go on stage for his fans. As much as you'd rather continue tasting his sweet cock, his fans are waiting outside the dressing room. He has a job to do.
“Good luck with your performance, Chuu—” You gasp as Chuuya suddenly interrupts by yanking you up from your knees and pushing you against the couch. His hands are on either side of you, trapping you with no escape. His dick lines against your cunt.
“Who the fuck said that it was time to go, huh? We haven’t done it yet, doll.”
Bonus:
Breaking News: THE ROCKSTAR FROM THE INFAMOUS DISBANDED SHEEP GROUP CAUGHT MAKING OUT WITH A GIRL IN PUBLIC ON A SUNDAY AFTERNOON, LEADING TO A LATE PERFORMANCE. Chuuya Nakahara's New Girlfriend Revealed?!
@thewickedjazzy
#chuuya x reader#bsd x reader#bungo stray dogs x reader#bungou stray dogs#chuuya nakahara#kinktober#chuuya nakahara x reader#this is so embarrassing#I HATE IT GUYS I CAN'T WRITE DIALOGS#chuuya smut#mdni#short smut im sorry
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the raw guy
#vinny vinesauce#vinesauce fanart#vinesauce#what if i told u i was very embarrassed to post this#rlly badly done low effort sketch studies of him bc fun fact my computer deleted the og file the other day so i just. redrew it all wihtout#caring too much the second time around BUT I WANTED TO DRAW HIM it was sooo fun still ddont know how to draw him too well but ill see.#need to watch more of his streams sorry guys im from jerma nation but i like red vox so thats why im crossing territory#queue are lovely#i added to ita flags bc its funny and also i am so used to putting a flag SOMEWHERE . my brain
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so i might be a shinsou enjoyer. maybe.
#mha#shinsou hitoshi#uhhhhh#aizawa shouta#monoma neito#so incredibly embarrassing bc ppl used to tag some of my sunas as shinsou and i developed a distaste for the guy based on that#fast forward to now and im just so sorry for ever insulting u buddy… its not YOUR FAULT i cant draw suna recognizably different from u#anyway this is me stalling to avoid adding the tag for…#monoshin#in my heart…#also im only current on the anime so im dodging manga spoilers#bnha
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Your art is genuinely one of the most inspiring I’ve seen in ages. Immediately upon discovering your blog, I was mesmerized by your creativity bleeding into and staining each piece you’ve posted. Don’t know a lick of Homestuck, but it’s unnecessary to when your art tells me all I need to know without saying a single word. I can grasp why fans of the comic hold it so dear when you paint such a beautiful image of it. (figuratively, not referring to your actual paintings, LOL! Does this count as a pun?)
Sorry, this is just an unrelated doodle because I don’t have any relevant images to add.
I really appreciate you taking the time out of your day to tell me this, thank you. I know it is just like a little act of kindness to you but nice messages mean a lot to me and I wish I could properly project how glad I am to have kind people supporting my art in *any* amount. I’m someone who gets very easily stressed out running accounts so talking to people is what makes it worth the hassle for me. I’m glad you like my art and that it inspires you and anyone else reading this who may feel similarly, I hope I don’t quit art and that I keep improving.
I also do very much recommend giving Homestuck a read if you’ve got the time. The fanbase is unfortunately something I don’t have much of a positive view on but even if it is just some internet comic, reading it growing up is definitely something I wouldn’t take ever back. It has some of the best character / world building of anything I’ve read thus far and it has always just stuck with me. I’ve never had a homestuck friend that moved on from it, which is something I rarely find. I think it appeals to everyone in a different way because of the writing and how vast it is / how many bases it covers. I’m sure that if you ever read it you would find your own connections within the comic. I know though that my drawings are less connected with the atmosphere of the comic itself and infinitely more attuned to my own interpretations and feelings towards the characters, but I also think there is already enough more fitting homestuck art for me to just draw whatever.
Anyways here is my cool new print I got for my wall from @/ReptileEnclosed’s InPrnt, and here are just some of the nice things people have said to me that stick in my mind. Every time someone says something I appreciate I screenshot it and add it to a folder called “Nice Words”.
#Thank you for electing to be kind today.#Also thank you to the people who stick around and consistently support my shit. I don’t want to name names and run the risk of embarrassment#but I know who you guys are and it always a pleasure to hear from any of you. Also my mutuals even though I don’t have many. Hi#Sorry for cheesy dumb post no one cares about. Haha. I’m really trying to not just spam my page with asks but it’s so hard#ask
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happy birthday sasara the world's most special guy ever 🧡🧡🧡
#sasara nurude#rosho tsutsujimori#rei amayado#hypmic#hypnosis mic#my art#FINALLY USER STELMAO MAKES A HYPMIC ART#sorry guys im so . i love sasara so much me and him go way back his impact is too big#drawing him again after all these years makes me waaay too emotional for some embarrassing reason#i love you sasara happy birthday#i can't believe it's been 6 years
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Hi I just wanted to say I absolutely love your art and it gives me life every time I see it on my timeline
AARGHH THANK YOUUUUU ;_; <333333333
#ask#responding to these late i yam sorry#just did smth mildly embarrassing irl so im taking this opportunity to relax and doodle LOLLFFL#i was on a leisurely night stroll and saw a possum go under someones car so ofc i whip out my phone to go see the guy#and im like looking all around the car and like hlelooo helllooo#but he doesnt come out so i just leave him be#then i get down the street and someone gets out of that very car LMFAOO I WANT TO KMS#IT WAS DARK I COULDNT SEEEEE ANYBODYYY#SO SORRY TO THAT GUY
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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avenday requests!
prompts were: making out <3 and Aven discovering Sunday has more piercings (all hell breaks loose)
#avenday#aventurine#sunday#honkai star rail#honkai star rail fanart#aventurine hsr#sunday hsr#hsr#my art#my guy i am so embarrassed IM DOING THIS FOR YOU GUYS OK JUST FOR THE REQS#(i say as if i did not giggle and have the time of my life adding more to this out of my own volition)#sorry if ooc or whatever idgaf i like to play and draw
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