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dogtistic-swag · 8 days

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gripping my followers by the shoulders. please commission me so i can go to concerts. PLEASE

#sorry guys im begging again #klavtalks #commissions open #comms open #PLEASE IT'S MY PINNED POST PLEASE

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the--firevenus · 3 months

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Guys guys guys guys. Guys. Stay with me on this one, I know I keep rambling about merlin but like. Do you get it that merlin doesn't have any memory of when they were a kid..... Like childhood?? Na-da, who's the closest parental figure they have?? Dunno, do they ever have a family before they got the title merlin?? Would that be fucking awful if they did but their whole bloodline just dies after war or something. It's been centuries, there are countless of ancient tablets or ruins with historical events and some of it highlighting merlin great deeds, heroic myths, but none about their family. None about who they were before merlin.

Anyways, being of a star or not, immortal or not, he's just a pure enigma, a tragic one too, not a god, not a demigod, not a mytics, not even a human. But is so tragically humane and warmth, and oh so alone.

Anyways anyways..

#I so sorry I'm subjecting you guys to my insanity (rambling about my fav character)#Out of all pretty people I can fixated on I decide this blorbo of a BLANK canvas (character) is who I like the most #Please I beg to know more about merlin before I put on my tin foil hat and make my own analysis I SWEAR..#I sound insane sometimes but this what happen when they make mc lore so blank I can scribble anything onto the canvas #If you see me rambling more and more.... Im sorry WHAJAVSKS #venus rambling #afk journey #afk merlin #'but Venn they aren't really alone.. Hammie and chippy are with them!'#What if the hamsters dies. If can happen. These companion we had rn in the game can dies any day.#And if merlin doesn't forget them sooner he has to witness everyone they love dies again. And again. And again. And again.

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opikiquu · 5 months

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aventurine pl. Plea s e . PLLEEEEEEASE

#★ arin rambles #‘here we go again’ you think everytime you see my ramble tag. I dont blame you #AVENTURINE AVENTURINE PLEASE SAVE ME WHITE BOY #OH MY LORD #OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS OH MY GOODNESS.#MY JSOE IS RUNNING HES RUINNING MY LIFE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE IM SO ILL PLEASE I #AVENTURINE. im so serious i can talk about this man all day. and more specifically this video #‘it was just posted 30 minutes ago arin youre scaring the kids’ SILENCE. I NEED SPACE #I NEED A. A MOMENT. EVERYBODY PLEAS GETA WAY FROM ME IM GOING TO GET SO SCARY #Please. Im so sorry. Im begging you . I love this man oh my gish please hes so cute #HES SO CUTE. HES SO CUTE IM SO SICK OF HIM WHY???????? WHY IS HE SO PRETTY HES SO PRETTY HES GOREGOUS HES SO STUNNING. HELLO. HELLO.#Im going to. Slam my head against the wall im overwhelmed with joy and happiness hes everything ive ever wanted ever #any minute not spent talking about him is a moment wasted i promise you MY PRINCESS IM COMING TO SAVE YOU #IM HIS KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR EXCEPT ITS NOT SHINY #IM COVERED IN DIRT #IM STILL COMING FOR YOU AVENTURINE RUN #oh goodness me oh my #im so happy hes so prettu im so happy i cant do rhis im sweating geniumnly i feel so sick #Im cant . Do this anymore. I CANT TAKE IT. I HAVE TO… AAUGH… AAAHH… I HAVE TO…. DANCE!#guys…. he my favorriet…#my slinky….. my krimpet… my teacup i think. My doc mc stuffins doctor playset. My dishwasher. My italian coldsteel cinquedea . atp anything #hes my EVERYTHING. MY EVERYTHING…!!!!!!!! *MY TELEKENISIS THROWS EVERYTTHING ACROSS THE ROOM*#yall i dont think ive had a hyperfixation this horribly bad since. Since the. Since. MAN I DONT KNOW #IM COOKED. HE WOMT LEAVE ME ALONE. I LITERALLY DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT LIKE IM SO DOOMED? ACTUALLY?#oh to be medicated and focus on . Things like cooking. Or idk. Getting a job. No i just think about some messed up blonde all day im absolut #ly DOOMED #yes im still yapping i got 30 tags u gon stick through them all. Every single one of them. Dont leave me please i want to talk about him ton #TO SOMEONE. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO SOMEONE ALL DAY. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE TESTING. IM LEFT ALONE ALL DAY I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY WIFE #i womder how crazy i look right now #Sighs lovingly at him..

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alsoknownasallison · 5 months

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me: "oh yeah I like some of taylor swift's music! :)"

yall: "OMG YOURE SO STUPID AND ACTUALLY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ART YOURE SO EMBARRASSING YOU LISTEN TO BAD MUSIC! CRINGE! BASIC! ALL OF HER MUSIC IS BAD AND I WOULD KNOW!!!! I HAVE THE POWER TO DECIDE WHAT ART IS OBJECTIVELY GOOD AND WHAT I SAY GOES!!! DONT YOU KNOW YOUR VALUE AND WORTH IS ONLY MEASURED BY HOW COOL AND UNIQUE YOU ARE WHICH YOU ARENT BUT I AM SOOOOOO COOL AND UNIQUE YOURE THE PROBLEM NOT ME!!!!!!!!"

#like woah my guy sorry i had fun #and before yall start this isnt talking about genuine critique or people discussing her actions and selective political activism #be fr you know the people im talking about #im also not here to defend all swifties actions or words #im just a casual fan stanind in front of the internet begging to have nuanced conversations again #taylor swift #taylornation #ttpd #ts ttpd #the tortured poets department #ts11 #swifties #music #new music #music criticism #internet etiquette

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cola-losers · 3 months

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And is the whitewashed eduardo in the room with us now?

#IM SORRY #I'm seeing this again #BRUH light skinned hispanics/latinos are a thing source: ME #im begging you guys to understand what whitewashing is #AND ONE MORE THING #but oh my god fanon isnt canon you dont have to adhere to canon for shit i make eduardo tanner #but oh my god what version of the show are you guys watching

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m0e-ru · 2 years

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yeah no theres no favoritism at the gas station

#p4 #moel gas station attendant #⛽️🌫#marie persona #souji seta #tohru adachi #arttag #boot.tingting #// all my fucking blorbos looking at me with puppy eyes and i pick up the minimum wage employee again i guess #// was just drawing mim next to adachi again and it made me wonder how often the disparity's this noticeable #// maries just fucking begging me shes on her knees everyeday and im like yeah hold on girl(doesnt really do anything IM SO ORRY)#// get that fucking slay button away from this guy but um. i dont know where else to put it sorry

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sluckythewizard · 6 months

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SHHH SH HEYYY HEY DONT TELL ANYONE BUT... ive been workin on smth since BITB came out..... itsa lil musical animatic involvin kian and becky.... ITS NO WHERE NEAR DONE YET but loooook look im puttin lil screenshots under the cut. its supposed to go along with Am I In Heaven? by King Gizzard n the Lizard Wizard. infact yknow what cmere come sit with be bc ALOT of songs from the 'IM IN YOUR MIND FUZZ' album makes me think about becky and kian. oh my god. those two make me so damn emotional. like Her and I was the first one to rly resonate with me, and EMPTY was another good one, all just stuff about. yknow LOVE!! doomed by the narrative yet burning SO SO brightly in its last moments, holding hands, playing music, THEY WERE SO IN LOVE WITH YOU THAT THE COPY OF THEM LOVED YOU, AND YOUR COPY LOVES THEM TOO. WHAT A BEAUTIFUL, CRUMBLING, BURNING, HISSING, SQUIRMING, MELTING, CLICKING LOVE STORY..

GET OVER HERE N SCREAM WITH MEEE I LOVE SCREAMING ABOUT THINGS

#THIS IS A DRAFT that i made like. months ago. woopsie.#BUT IM CHIPPING AWAY AT IT AGAIN. IT CANT STAY UNFINISHED FOREVER. ONE DAY YOU WILL ALL SEE! YOULL ALL SSSEEEE!!!!!!!#no reblogs either this stays between US!!!!!!!!!!#and if you guys like it enough i might post an old fuckin wip i have all packaged together on youtube. its a VIDEO it goes w the MUSIC!!#SOUND WITH THE MOVING IMAGE?? IVE ONLY EVER DONE IT ONCE!!!#ill post the Lord of Lightning animatic i made on tumblr when i get the chance. in the meantime i ahve it posted on twitter. GO FETCH #but THIS SECOND ONE is out there.. all synced together..#but its a wip and its rough and old and scuffed and i HATE IT. my son whom i wish was dead #but you can see it. for the small small price of uh. begging.#also ouuhh my god i love becky and kian so much... they make me so emotional.. SOMETHING ABT DOOMED SHIPS...#even as the boat sinks these two clung together so tightly. they really really did love eachother so much. even after ten years of ROTTING #of sitting and waiting and wondering 'where is she?' is she lost? hurt? did something happen? is she okay? did she even want to be here?#does she hate me? did she leave because she hated me? she never wanted to see me again? where is she? where is she? guess ill write a song #FOR TEN YEARS. when i was just busy. i was distracted. so much came up. things got serious. my dream became clear and i had to chase it #i didnt know you were waiting. im sorry. i should have chased the thought of you more. but i was busy. i was just busy.#i wish that i could apologize with the throat that was my own. i hope this copy will suffice. i hope this copy will suffice. UGH

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rubiesintherough · 1 month

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#(( ooc. ))#.... so #if youre wondering why ive been so absent lately. ots bc im dealing with stuff like that. on top of handling everytuing around the house #and additional super stressful family drama #health scares caused by stress #the works. i feel like im a constant state of mindfuckery and i have been since we moved #thoght things would improve after getting away from MIL but apparently not #ive been so exhausted and stressed and pain has bee. spiking so bad #im really trying to be here bc writing has always been a calming thing for me like a fun distracting hobby #to get my mind off irl things but everytime i open up a reply i start crying #bc the words arent there and im too tired to even tupe bc im running myself ragged #and on top of that im dealing with hubby and whatever the f is up with him and the weird #180s he does where 1 second hes the sweetest most attentive guy ive ever known and the 2nd #im crying and apologizing for doing sometjing weong and i dont even inderstand what i did but hes upset at me #and somethings suddenly my fault #or im begging him for help around the apartment or smth #idk. i am really trying to be here i swear i am. i miss you all. i miss the stories we're writing together #i miss by bbys and wanna weite with them bc theyve been loud and active but i iust cant type what i want to #a single paragraph is taking me hours to get out no joke #idk. sprry for dumping all this on the dash out of nowhere im just kinda flailing right now and offkilter #gonna head off to bed and see if an actual good nights sleep for the first time in a week helps with my brain and makes things make sense #hope you all have a goodnight. sorry again for this #negative tw #negativity tw #venting tw #personal tw

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ace-apple · 7 months

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me when theres more corruptions and deaths and villain arcs and possessions and whered the joy go wheres the joy. will they heal can they heal please can we get something good for once i thought we learned from the dsmp ending

#qsmp crit #qsmp neg #im sorry just. hearing that theres possibility for ANOTHER deeply hurt character to have a fucked up corruption villain arc #is making me a bit tired.#i really hope cellbits villain character is gonna be not qcellbit and instead a new character #cuz im so tired of all these cubitos getting kicked while theyre down over and over and over again #its turning into dsmp pacing again for me and im sick of it #id love to have a new fucked up villain character a la elquackity!#i just dont want it to be someone we already knew just turning awful for no reason.#maybe its just cuz qcellbits whole self loathing thing hits rlly close to home for me #and i really just want that guy to be offered a hand by the rest of the islanders #i just. AUGH.#its all purgatory it all comes back to purgatory #qsmp #im just. cccellbit i trust you. but im also begging you to make the villain a new character your cubito has been thru enough

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superbestfriedns · 8 months

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I SAW SOEMOEN USING MY ART AS AN ENTIRE LAYHOUT FOR THEIR TWITTER I/POS

#AW MAN GUYS #AHDHVEKDJDJDNKX #/vpos #I LOVE WHNE SOMEONE USES MY ART AS THEIR PFP GAED #also uhm sorry again for the no post..#School jsut dumped a whole buncha stuff on me in one day #which i think should be illegal #gawd #im rambling sorry hwhshusheh #begging here tho pls request me smth #im clearly running out of ideas to do stuff with them

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cinnamon-bunni · 28 days

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NOT okay right now im thinking abt pokemon leaving scars on their trainers + everyday, domestic problems.....

#this is abt my top gun au btw <3333 which will forever haunt me even though im less likely to write it everyday </3333 #like.....getting thin scars from rowlet as a kid which have now all basically faded to time #(though the ones gained as a teen from dartrix can still be seen)#while in the other hand always having angry red scratches along both arms because hes always holding up rufflet who fights like no tomorrow #(believe me; its better to hold him up and take the damage than put him down and let rufflet pick a fight with someone)#OR like....getting electrical burns because elekid doesnt know how to control its discharge yet. and the scars that stay bc of that #(which tbh is an ash + pikachu thing i would love to see)#or how one accidental poison jab from toxicroak will leave you utterly sick for days #(like serious he should probably go to a hospital or smth) and toxi just has the biggest saddest puppy dog eyes in existence it feels so ba #(its fine this has happened before he'll be fine. probably)#bruisings on your shins bc pawmot punches your legs to grab your attention or to get smth it wants....#rooms always being like ten to twenty degrees colder (or even more) when he has his ice pokemon out for whatever reason...#the reverse of that with fire types..... ough...#having to BEG flygon not to fly rn bc it starts a sandstorm every fucking time and it does it anyway #(PLEASE i took you out of your ball to eat dinner why cant yiu behave this one time)#and then dragonair fixing it to be clear skies again.....the never ending cycle....#any trainer who have pokemon that start sandstorm needing a pair of safety goggles for when they battle #(maybe even bringing a spare just in case or--if theyre kind enough--for their opponent to wear so they can see too)#dont even get me started on mythical pokemon interacting with the tg characters.....#anyway tried to stay as vague as possible for the characters lolol #bergmite is just a lil guy who wants to be carried around like all the other small 'mons....i am so sorry sweetie you are over 200 pounds #you cannot be perched on your trainers shoulder like someone else's rufflet can #having ice burns bc froslass tried to freeze him.....#anyway. can you tell i love pokemon #sorry to anyone who sees this in the pokemon tag </333 #delete later #i feel like im begging on my knees for someone to ask abt my au....but also if they did id die of embarrassment from answering it...#the pros and cons of having a dumb little au </3 #sigh maybe one day i'll write a fic... (<-keeps saying it but has written nothing for it (yet))

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fishareglorious · 6 months

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I think if merui livesteams 1.8 i may possibly drop by to watch some of it.

#certified storm moments #im just intrigued at how the storyline would go #and the fact that windsong was sent by zeno to strictlly only do what they told her to do #so would that either mean there's a betrayal scene or her going 'fuck zeno im helping these guys out idgaf'#something something her character intro being 'best case scenario they call me professor or doctor windsong; worse they call me: liar'#im just entertaning an eventual betrayal scene for the possibility of the most homoerotically divorce-coded exchange w/ vila once #she and/or the others find out about windsong and zeno's hidden agenda #some dude said this on twt and its been on my mind ever since. please bluepoch i beg u to make this true #i'm sorry for being yuri-pilled😔 it will happen again

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wizardofarles · 7 months

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hey I just wanted to give you guys a heads up that though I said in a previous post I would try to have chapter 15 ready by this sunday (march 10) that’s definitely not going to happen (I’m so sorry once again).

I’m pretty confident I can have it ready to post by Saint Paddy’s day though!! (that’s march 17 for the heathens). I’ve got the luck of the Irish on my side guys trust me, I feel it in my bones 💪🍀🇮🇪

#I feel like I’ve been really dragging my feet on this chapter im sorry #I was going through some burn out for a bit and now I’m back to writing but I’m making some big edits #and I just know two more days isn’t enough time to get this chapter to a place where I’ll be happy with it #it’s auguste giving me trouble again. no one is surprised. that man istg. work with me here please im begging #I may have to cut his pov from this chapter entirely #I like some of what I’ve written for him but this is perhaps not the time for it yet #anyway thank you guys so much for your patience #I wish I could write faster because there’s nothing I love more than sharing a new chapter with y’all #but alas for my snail pace #lykmc updates

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volfoss · 9 months

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its really interesting to me (read: infuriating) how people online will be like heres my list of the best dr who episodes ^-^ spot #10 is the insanely racist episode and spot #9 is ALSO another racist episode. guys the keys of marinus is right there there are LITERALLY many other episodes that dont suck like please can we stop excusing the fact that there was racism by saying "oh it aged bad and SOME people find it bad but everyone thinks its the best written episodes ever" like can we please fucking have standards come on

#twist rambles #sorry im really enjoying the keys of marinus right now... the first intro of the daleks was another serial i really enjoyed so far. im very #early into the old who stuff but it is genuinely so infuriating to me. like why are we hyping the aztec episode up when its like...#horrific to read about and im terrified to watch it. like again. i ENJOY classic who. its very fun when it doesnt suck. but im begging the #guys who are just able to look past that shit to maybe think ok... hey. this is bad...

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martyrbat · 2 years

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#im bout to be whiny before getting nauseated at being kimda vulnerable and end up deleting this but just #shoutout to my friend (who was the only person i ever shared my writing with for over a year)#just telling me they've always just skimmed my fics AND infodumps because they dont care. like has read at most a handful of me talking &#usually skips any rare audio message that i sent when SUPER excited and made up drama to have an excuse to change topics #again. for over a year.#then getting guilt trippy when i was hurt by it until i apologize instead which !! lmao fuck ok !#its just... very hmpth :/ bc it eas already a shitty night and week of nonstop migraine. and then this #and taking into account im someone who NEVER blocks any of my friends tags or doesnt read and invest myself in their interests #even if i dont like it; i love seeing people (even strangers) excited and talking about what they like so of course im going to #at least watch them talk on it and/or actually research into it because i want to be able to understand their happiness!#and because its whats important to them !! i dont expect the same and im not shaming anyone for not doing the same its fine I guess #but to tell me? and to say they dont read my writing or give a single shit about me talking about something #when i always put 100% into their interests? am i that shitty of a writer and that obnoxious to listen to lmao #like i feel shitty for even being hurt over it and even venting because you guys arent here for that and its mean to force it on ur dash #and i dont want to be too whiny but also. jfc man #ill stay silly starting tomorrow and post about batmans balls or whatever. sorry for the vent just. bleh.#that ‘december please bro please im begging just a break please man’ post but its me throughout this February too apparently

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d0d0-b0i · 2 years

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besties i did it again

#IM SORRY FOR BEING A GAMER!!!#this is who i am <\3 #awake at 6 am again #my productivity is at an all time low just cus i like stabbing fake people #please don’t become a habit i am begging myself on the knees and floor #however ac valhalla my betrothed/beloathed #‘viking’ was NOT A TERM DURING THE VIKING ERA AND HAVING THE CHARACTERS REFER TO THEMSELVES AS SUCH IS IMMERSION BREAKING #also drengr’s more common understanding is ‘lad’ or youthful boy NOT!!! ‘COURAGEOUS WARRIOR’#did the writers not realize the word dräng and drengr are eerily similar?#mayhaps even that one is simply a modern version of the old norse word?#because DRÄNG MEANS FARMHAND/YOUNG GUY/LAD #FUCK YOU ACV WRITERS #IF YOURE GONNA ROMANTICIZE THE OLD GODS LANGUAGES YIU BETTER READ UP ON THEIR CHILDREN #BECAUSE WEIRDLY ENOUGH!! WHEN A LANGUAGE IS FROM A TREE; IT CAN BE QUITE EASY TO RELEARN OLDER LANGUAGES FROM THE SAME TREE #BECAUSE IT IS USUALLY JUST A SMALL DIFFERENCE IN SPELLING OR GRAMMATICAL PRONOUNCIATION #IM UNDERCUTTING IT RN BUT AAGGAHAHAHH #this is why i can’t like things <3 as soon as vikings are brought up the historian in me lashes out not unlike a werewolf at a full moon #hilda the show is the only exceptions because it knowingly plays into tropes and fantasizes scandinavian folklore in a good way #amp hibia though…. oh my baby.. vikings never had horns on their helmets<3 *kills you*#sorry for the word vomit #whe. i get this tired pressure forms in my head so something has to come out

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