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I took the boy to see you today.
Let me rephrase that...I took him to stare at a mound of dirt while I tried to find the right words to tell him that this is all that's left of you now.
There was no service. Not that you would've wanted that anyway. Given everything that happened it didn't feel right to make a big fuss. I just...wanted to get you into the ground as quickly as possible. Thought it would hurt less. But what do I know?
I have no idea what it's like to lose someone. Not like that.
People come, people go. I've never really been affected by that. When our family dog died my Ma told me he went to heaven. When my Ma died she was already more or less dead to me, it didn't change the course of my life in any way.
But now....I don't know. I feel like my life has gone off the rails and it's impossible to get it back on track.
It's hard to explain, to you, to me, or the kid.
I mean, how do you explain this to a kid?
How do you tell a child that what used to be their mother is now rotting in the ground? There really is no nice way of saying that, if I'm being honest.
But...I think he knows. I think he knows a whole lot more than he should.
I can only hope he knows that I'm trying to do the right thing. That there's a lot I'd like to say to him, but can't.
I guess we're kind of similar in that way.
I know you'd call me a coward if you could see me right now. I'd tell you you got nerve to call me anything, you'd laugh, have some witty comeback up your sleeve and I'd struggle to find a good response.
You always did have the last word. Even now.
One last 'fuck you' and then silence.
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#here I am half assing again#sorry for the lack of pics#death tw#volatilem3#Oc: Roland Lynch#Oc: melvin Holloway#volatile
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cheddar's heart felt like it was going to burst, she had barely had an emergency c-section for her first daughter, but darrel had already managed to get her pregnant again. she knew darrel didnt want kids and he was barely willing to settle down with her after finding out she was too far along in her pregnancy to abort the baby the first time. Darrel never wanted kids, and especially not with some random cat girl he had a drunk threesome with at a bar. rhe two had been living together for almost a year at that point, and their eldest child was now almost 6 months.
cheddar looked at darrel, a bit of fear in her expression. she was worried about how he'd react "so...darrel, please dont be mad about what im about to tell you.."
darrel cocked a brow, looking at cheddar with a bit of confusion. he was already in a bad mood from work "what? dinner isnt ready? i can wait if its something good." he huffed and looked at cheddar
cheddar inhaled sharply the exhaled slowly, as if letting out any fear she had. she looked into darel's eyes with all three of hers and spoke in a mumbly tone "darrel, i'm pregnant with your second child. i took the test today." She waited for him to get mad
darrel glared at her, he swore he felt like he could kill her "that baby isnt fucking mine, and i want nothing to do with it"
cheddar teared up, starting to cry softly. she covered her face as she sobbed. darrel just kept berating her and calling her a whore, eventually he just stormed off and left cheddar alone to deal with the baby
#sims 4#the sims 4#simblr#sims4#ts4 simblr#ts4#sims#my sims#my screenies#tw: abuse#tw abuse#abuse tw#oc: cheddar#my ocs: cheddar#testing something out#consider this like a prologue to a later project lol#sorry for the lack of pics#the next will hqve more photos#i just didnt like how the ones i took for this part came out
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an assortment of elder related sketches from, like, a week ago or smth idk
yeah
#ignore the last pic… pls#sorry for lack of posts again#i’m in my teacher era lol#the twins were a pain to sketch imma be honest#sky cotl#sky children of the light#sky: cotl#valley elders#vault elder#forest elder#sky cotl fanart#sky children of the light fanart#skyblr#fanart#charcter sketches
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Arthur Morgan 𑁦𐂂𑁦 Shady Belle
#he's so pretty#golden hour <33#the little whisps of hair in front of his face <33#ohhh#mick squeaks#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#red dead redemption community#red dead redemption 2 photography#sorry for the lack of posts I'm currently being studied by a university#hah#micks pics
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wip posting just to get something out there, and it's def a mixed bag!! the only thing more inconsistent than my posting schedule is my art style RIP
#wip#yapping below#1. sinnohtrio group pic where nothing bad has happened yet... dedicated sinnoh post coming soon#2. personalizing dawn and lyra's togekisses with different coloring and markings based on region. there's lyra's omelette :]#3. timeskip red and leaf except it's just pikachu#4. top left is all the assets i made for my cs final project! a little cherrim themed browser game#then there's sprites for my champion dawn; cool concept methinks but it's definitely a work in progress. peep the giratina hairclips#some vaugely lugia/ho-oh inspired protag ideas for a hgss sequel#anddd a bunch of background doodles. goldenrod flower shop and a very saturated mt. silver#in timeskip there shall be a proper town at mt. silver's base to officially bridge kanto and johto (and make lyra's work commute easier)#5-7 is me spitballing ideas abt pokemon biology#dratini & dragonair are forever sea snakes to me!!! though i do enjoy the amphibian interpretations#also i didn't know dragonite island was already a thing from pokeani... rip wyverse dragon master lore#i think crobat looks goofy no matter how you stylize it. silver and his big bumbling bat that insists on grooming its trainer. so unserious#there's a togekiss page too but then i remembered egg groups are a thing so i'm revising parts of it#i spent so long trying to come up with a reasonable wing-to-body ratio for togekiss and crobat. literally useless when dragonite can#apparently fly around the globe in 16 hours. are you Kidding me. dragons weren't even merging with jet planes until gen 3.#OK that is all. sorry for the lack of uploads wah#i'm like a ferret hoarding all my doodles until the quantity > quality lever switches in my brain to give the 👍 to post#i did made a spam blog but who knows if i'll actually post on there lol! probably for non-pkmn related stuff
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Family Tree Version 3, now featuring dwarves, hobbits, and the intricacies of however ainur are related!
Double lines on each side of a line break are used where lines overlap (---ll | ll---). Dashed lines indicate unknown numbers of generations, and dotted lines are for adoption. Grey text is used for alternative/old draft versions and assumed relationships (such as sticking oropher in with the sons of galadhon, or putting one of the dunedain as the tooks' fairy ancestor).
Version 2 here
#silm#silmarillion#lotr#lord of the rings#family tree#house of finwe#house of thingol#elves#ainur#valar#numenoreans#edain#rohirrim#hobbits#assorted hobbits#okay that covers everybody i think#fun fact! progress on this has significantly slowed down because the file has gotten so big it now takes three minutes to open or save#not to mention the lag while adding people#why are hobbits so horizontal -_-#theres so many of them... in so few generations...#im planning on changing the transparency of the grey text to reflect different canonicity levels but the layers keep crashing my laptop#theres a few people im missing i think#i dont remember if i got erellont in there? and i know im missing the tol eressea bunch and the giant whale#also yes the trees get to be in here too :)#sorry for the lack of closeups i couldnt get it to stay loaded for long enough#i might transfer this to a more powerful computer for getting all the pics off it later#oh well ill figure that out once i finish
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…Valentine's pfp on the main blog…
Yeah cookie run…
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I hope you find true love
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#valentines day#yet another day alone#hope you’re all doing well#sorry about the lack of content#I will come back soon… I hope#take care and love yourself#<3<3<3#Wally pic ^^
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// I rewatched the Deadpool movies recently and just- had the dumbest idea ever so... Here's Agent Four dressed Deadpool or- I guess Fourpool??? yeah- that's... How they named the variants in the third movie anyway lol
#four isnt the only one on this page- thats why theres stuff in the corners of the pics- not splatoon related however#also sorry for the lack of anything really I've just been busy and needed a small break honestly lol#agent 4#splatoon#splatoon 2#splatoon 3#art#deadpool
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Hello Wrench nation (9 people)
#heard this fandom was dead#but alack; what am i but a fly#also sorry for his lack of tats n stuff i drew all this in school with no ref pics ;-;#watch dogs#watch dogs 2#wrench#wd2 wrench#reginald blechman#reggie blechman#ururfrgggggggur tags#myart
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It's been way too long since the last one, so it's time for another big ol' post of Alphys pics!!
She tried to eat Timedog's nose because she thought it was a blueberry
Alphys flopped with her Undyne
Her preferred shape is triangle > pancake > loooong triangle
And using a little headrest!
#LG Alphys#she was a good girl today and ate her veggies#so I thought it was time to show her off#(sorry for the lack of art I've been busy so have some lizard pics instead!)
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Survived exams yet again (barely). Taichi's an old fart and no one can tell me otherwise. (Humanization jumpscare)
#my art#splatoon#splatoon 2#splatoon 3#splatbands#sashimori#karla splatoon#taichi sawaberu#dedf1sh#acht splatoon#mizuta ahato#gijinka#Sorry for the lack of art I'm Not Having A Good Time™#Err for a multitude of reasons#As soon as I get the chance I'll art dump y'all with no mercy though >:3c#Mildly embarrassed posting the first pic because I drew it while sick and I dunno if I like it aaaaahhhhhhhhhrrrrrrrgggggg#Joyful and whimsical Acht what will they do?#Don't be fooled by the height difference Taichi is wearing platforms
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What's with hotel beds and why do they make me whore? Better tug on my harness and call me a mutt about it ❤️🦁
#sorry for the lack of activity i haven't felt hot enough to post anything!#i just went on vacation so maybe i can take some pics soon 👉👈
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Reading the Wattpad comments for the latest chapter vs the AO3 and Quotev is………. Certainly a trip!
I think I’ll be switching to Quotev now! I’d say AO3, but there’s no pictures there 😓
literally every time i post a chapter about the pjo!universe, i always gotta brace myself for the wattpad comments cuz some of the ppl there are completely misinterpreting things and sometimes it's because of their own bias getting in the way or because my writing makes them think that and i do NOT want it to be the second 😭😭😭😭😭😭
let me just make this clear right now because some of my wattpad readers seem to have a very negative view of the pjo characters in my fic and i don't want my other readers thinking that's what i'm going for:
pjo!poseidon loves his daughter and percy loves him too (familial ofc)
sally jackson IS a good mom and percy loves her
anthonius loves and cares for percy and vice versa
chiron loves and cares for percy, like he does with all the other campers
the pjo!gods are not black and white. there is no "the pjo!gods are all terrible parents blah blah blah!". it is a lot more nuanced than that; this has literally been shown and discussed many times in the books AND the tv show has written this out beautifully
hades is not a terrible father and nico doesn't hate him. pls read the books, hades and nico's bond gets better and nico is illegally living with him in the underworld, which no demigod, NOT EVEN PERCY, has done with their own godly parent
triton's hatred and jealousy towards percy is valid. imagine watching your father claim to love and care for your mother while having 100s of side pieces and then imagine realizing that he actually LOVES one of the side pieces and LOVES a random demigod child that popped up while you've been loyal to him for thousands of years. imagine him leaving behind his own kingdom and family (leaving YOU) to face oceanus' army because said child asked for his help.
amphitrite does not hate percy. her feelings towards the issue is more bitter, but understanding. that portion of her in the chapter was her realizing just how deep poseidon's love for percy goes and being awed and sad at the same time because she knows poseidon will never love her or their children the same way he loves sally and percy
the latest chapter was never meant to be implied as "amphitrite and triton don't like percy! they bad >:(" pls, like i said before, this is not a black and white fic.
(forgot to add this but: i am perfectly fine if you have your own negative opinions about the pjo characters, but i just want you to know that they are not what i'm going for in my fics. some readers genuinely believe that the pjo!poseidon, anthonius, chiron, sally, grover, hades, etc. in my fic are mean, bad, manipulative, and all kinds of negative things when i've tried to show that they are NOT. arsenic blues is not a pjo bashing fic)
#👸🏻| asks#👸🏻| arsenic blues#👸🏻| rambles#and also sorry for the lack of pics and gifs in my ao3 version#idk i just don't usually see ppl posting pics in there unlike in wattpad and quotev???#so i just stuck with that#but i put pics of any fanarts i get!!!
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King-Ohger cast in Kyushu 2023.08.14
Erica (Himeno)'s birthday is August 13th so the cake
The cake is a gift from Aoto (Yanma)
The cast went on the wodden roller-coaster, Jupiter, at Kijima Kogen Park, Oita
Taisei (Gira) and Yuzuki (Rita) are both from Kyushuu (Fukouka and Kumamoto) so a "Welcome Home!" tag next to their banners at T-Joy Hakata cinema
Offical twitter calls the summer outfits "campaign-only"
(1,2,15 4-5 3,6 7-9 10 11-14 16 17-18 19)
#P1 they are in order of costume -> ready-to-wear lmao#i'm on a roller coaster today waiting for the repo pics 🥹🥹#so that's why yuzuki had this curious (lack of) distance with taisei - they're both from kyushuu (sorry i just found out 😅)#kingohger#kingohger cast#kyushu
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horizon forbidden west | beta 2/?
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#beta#hfw npcs#i have so few pics of beta that's sad#but she's always standing somewhere very dark lol#and my favorite thing about photomode is playing with the light#sorry no horizontober for today - totally had a plan but couldn't manage it with lack of time/lack of saves in the right spots#another one to put on the list for later perhaps
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pearl study
(first set based on a pic i took last year)
#not silm#pearls#art study#mostly trying to figure out how shading works on these things#i dont really wear jewelry but every time i pass a jewelry store i try to take a few pics for reference#mostly because elves are very shiny#but also because light reflections are hard and reference pics are nice haha#sorry for the lack of interesting art lately#it's been like a week and a half since i really had time to do more than finger painted doodles in the notes app lol
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