#sorry I had to vent

[themilfsland]

It's so frustrating we only get a short scene with her wearing that outfit.

I'm not lying it was 10 seconds of screen but it lives in my mind on repeat forever 🫠 Am I not wrong, right?! Bye

[ley-med]

Tomorrow we are having a dance performance at a big venue, a pretty big and great event for our little dance group. So of course today was the last and main rehearsal day, with all the dancers coming from the other groups as well. So naturally my body decided to give out on me, feeling more than terrible with an ongoing migraine and topped with an unexplained tachycardia, my heart going well over 100 bpm even just laying in bed.

Of course I called that I can't make it today, with the promise that no matter what happens I will be there on the stage tomorrow, unless I'm dead.

Naturally, half an hour later the tachycardia passed, making me feel a hundred folds better. And while I still don't feel actually good, now I have regrets that I didn't go, because I wanted to be there, because who cancels on the main rehearsal?

And I have to keep reminding myself that my husband almost took me to the hospital, that my lips went blue, and while logically I know staying home was the right decision, my heart on the other hand...

[spiltlove]

lol they’re taking away my case management services even though they said weren’t going to and i’m in the middle of applying for new housing with my cm and she’s helping me with so many other stuff. and i’m literally on the edge like what tf do they expect me to do???

[dornish-queen]

Does this sound mean? I don't want to lose customers, but shit. I can't have people hog up time on my schedule and then tell me whatever excuse why they can't make their appointment. Do these people understand losing that open spot means that I lose potential income? 😡

[eskamtrash]

I just learned that my ex best friend, who stopped talking to me out of the blue and when i asked for an explanation two years later told me it was because i was toxic, still uses the nickname i GAVE her as her artistic name. And i find HILARIOUS that because of that she will always have to be reminded of me

[yaviae]

So I rewatched that Hänsel and Gretel movie from my childhood yesterday. I found it super scary as a kid (I mean that witch LITERALLY had a wind chime out of bones at her front door, wtf). But I thought 'I was a kid back then,the movie probably just has a nice aesthetic.' turns out the movie is FULL of jump scares, damn fkn ass scary and super dark for a goddamn children's movie! And yes on the way to the bathroom this night I felt haunted.

[doom-dreaming]

"when i was your age, i was working three jobs to help support my family" and "when i was in college i was sleeping on a mattress on the floor and living off of soup"

YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD TO DO THAT. NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TO DO THAT. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT THIS ISN'T A CHARACTER-BUILDING LESSON, IT'S JUST BAD

[kingdomhearts-and-soriku-trash]

AAAAAAAAHHHH!!! I WAS SO CLOSE!!!! BUT HE GOT ME WITH THE DOOM LIKE DAMN FUCK YOU😭😭😭

EDIT: I EVEN AVOIDED THE DOOM TWICE!! LIKE IT DIDNT EVEN TOUCH ME BUT THEN IT GOT ME AND OFC I COULDN’T REACH MY 0s IN TIME ABDWHWBQHWV.

[bbyvrare]

been super depressed recently after my dads passing & genuinely wondering if I’ll ever be able to pull it together for my family and finally do something with my life but 👍🙌 no luck yet

[astralriver]

God i hate this egg discourse why the hell is it so wrong to think maybe a guy wants to be a girl but isnt out yet why is it so wrong to have gender as an open discussion "oh he might be uncomfortable" yeah and i wonder why its a difficult thing to talk about i wonder what reason we would wanna talk more openly about being comfortable exploring ur gender

It all has such a vibe of just "but maybe he wouldnt wanna be...that" just say it coward, look me in the eyes and say you dont want another tranny around say that we scare you say that youre uncomfy cause i would rather give you a fucking reason to be scared than keep getting it projected on me

[moramaisis]

I'm going through this weird shit again. No idea how to label or describe it. Basically, i feel so alienated in my own body. What i see in the mirror has nothing to do with me, it's not even me or has any relation to what kind of a person i am. If i stare into the mirror i almost start to dissociate, my own face scares me. It's alien. And my body, i am so bothered that i'm just a chunk of meat wrapped in pale freckly skin. I'm just meat that learned to think and write. My body is just a random addition that i got, it has nothing to do with me. Sure, i live in it, feed it, but it's just some random fleshy crap i was assigned. I never chose it. My body has nothing to do with me. I just live in it. It started when i was a kid and read encyclopedias (yeah, i had a small collection and other science books) about human anatomy. The way i saw everything from a single person's point of view- and the fact that others saw me the same way, from afar- just freaked and weirded me out. I remember staring at my knees and being so disgusted that i have bones inside me.

[lifeinhoodie]

You wanna know what bullshit I just encountered today

I had a Spanish test today and one of the questions was “what does ‘Que tai ‘ mean “

And the answer choice of “how are you?” Was wrong and the correct answer was “what’s up”

🙂

THEY MEAN THE SAME GOD DANM THING

[tmnt2k12defender]

Some people are freaking I swear. Live debates on TikTok are idiotic to have. Especially if your audience likes to call out if you’re defending what they’re debating.

You end up getting called a groomer for supporting trans kids etc. Dude wtf are you on? I’m just done. If I knew how to block lives from coming onto the fyp, I would completely do so. But apparently blocking the creator once doesn’t help. Full on stop.

[ducktracy]

there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love

[pinkpepsican-moved]

STOP SENDING ME AUDIO MESSAGE FOR FUCKS SAKE I DONT WANT TO LISTEN TO THEM!!!! YOUR KEYBOARD IS THERE FOR A FUCKING REASONNNNNNNNN

[teaboot]

There is an odd sort of desperation in trying to make up for being an awful, critical, abusive, shitty teenaged caregiver by being patient and careful and better when you're all grown up

Like

I was a kid, and it shouldn't have been my job to be a good dad for you, but it was my job, and I fucked up, and I wish that you'd tell me you hate me for it because then at least I'd know you understand that you deserved better

And maybe if you could hate the person who I was, I'd know you'd be safe from it happening again, now that this better version of me isn't always close