astralriver
astralriver
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astralriver · 8 days ago
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It's a lot healthier to go for a daily walk than to sign up for a gym membership you won't be using because you hate that kind of exercise. It's a lot healthier to eat a frozen meal than to skip a meal because you were too tired to cook something healthy. It's a lot healthier to take a quick shower than to procrastinate an elaborate routine for days. Don't aim so high that you won't be hitting anything!
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astralriver · 8 days ago
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Taking hrt is something presented as simple easy and safe and generally it is but there is a certain risk when reducing hormones without giving enough to keep the body healthy. I experienced this and i would never want to scare anyone away from starting hrt, everyone i see is doing amazing and so happy with their changes and i am so happy for them
But im scared for myself and im hurt and im tired and i want to share this cause,, idk why i just need it out of my head i need to not feel so alone with this
High dose Tblockers and low dose Estrogen can and will cause many side effects, two key ones being menopause and osteoperosis. I experienced the first for about a month and it was hell and its still unclear if i have the second but if i do its basically permanent.
I was put on this dose cause uk doctors are fucking useless and hostile to trans people. I was lucky i questioned it early, i was collapsing from exhaustion just from getting up to spend time with my boyfriend to the point of aggravating him with how tired i always was. I barely made it through november before i just stopped functioning altogether.
Im trying now im really trying but im scared im broken. I have more work to do for trans people ill be running an exhibition in march for trans day of visibility and something else for pride. I want to help people be okay but im not okay myself im scared im so scared and tired
Im scared i might have lost control of this body, that ill never look how i want, that even if i do ill be stuck unable to do what i want, some days im still scared to move im scared im not enough like this if its permanent if all i ever get from hrt is side effects im deeply envious that i cant be like those other trans girls and im hurt i almost dont want to share this cause i want to grab every trans person and hold them tight and tell them go take hrt go live happily its worth it but my hearts not there im not the right person to tell them that anymore.
Idk this is just a long vent ig
And ill keep trying anyway im stronger than that, i know i have to place less of my self worth on if im useful, ive got to be a better person, for now im scared and it hurts though
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astralriver · 18 days ago
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If you're happy about the ceasefire news, consider donating to a Palestinian fundraiser! Even just $5!
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astralriver · 26 days ago
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Hi! I've been mutuals with amal for a couple of weeks now and her campaign is starting to stagnate.
She's like my own sister in a lot of ways. Smart, kind, well spoken, and 26 years old studying for her masters degree. But instead of getting to pursue her passions, her university was destroyed and she has to focus on the survival of herself and 20 other family members while also bearing the weight of massacres she's witnessed.
Considering I've amassed a big following over the years, it's only right to expose her campaign to more eyes to help Amal, her husband, one year old daughter and extended family stay warm, fed and as healthy as feasibly possible during an ongoing genocide.
Currently she's residing in her uncle's tent since hers was washed into the ocean last month. A new tent alone costs four thousand dollars USD, which is especially hard to come by when you have no income and food is just as expensive. Everybody, including Amal, deserves a place to call their own. Somewhere they can have room to stretch and privacy to study, even if it's just a tent. I hope one day they can move back into a house and give their daughter a peaceful childhood like every kid deserves, but in the meantime @amalashuor needs aid now.
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astralriver · 1 month ago
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Deadline 29 Dec
Subject: Collecting the second part of the tuition fees
Current process :
USD 4,738 / $5,900
Hello my dear friends, thank you for your support and your donation to me, but it is still $1162, fortunately I contacted the university, and she told me that it is the deadline to pay the fees on December 29, we still have 3 days to collect $1162, we can do it, friends, we are close
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astralriver · 1 month ago
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my friend ibrahim and his family still need help! in addition to ibrahim only being 15 years old, he’s also been struggling with repeated illnesses that make it difficult for him to function, let alone campaign for himself and his family. every time he seems to recover from one, he gets another.
they’re currently at €36,273 of their €50,000 goal. for the new year, we should try to hit €40,000! please help my friend and his family out, they’re all very dear to me and i really do consider them my second family.
❤️❤️❤️❤️ donate here
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astralriver · 1 month ago
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They are now calling for a boycott of all Starbucks stores for December 20th to December 24th.
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astralriver · 1 month ago
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With the approaching opening of the Rafah crossing and the occupier allowing travel soon, I may be able to get my family out. Your support now is very important to get them out. Your previous support helped me keep my family alive and provide them with the necessities of life and food.
I am grateful to all of you. Your support is now very important to get my family to safety.Link here Support link
Donate here
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astralriver · 1 month ago
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Ibrahim is 15 years old and his family is in need, dealing with dire circumstances such as food shortages, high prices on toiletries, and low supplies of fresh water.
the war has caused the suffering of many displaced Palestinians including Ibrahim and his family, who lost everything, along with his mother suffering with chronic illness.
any amount of money can help Ibrahim and his family survive and possibly escape the war torn area.
24,497€ have been raised so far and we need to get him to his goal of 30,000€ anything helps and I'm asking you all to give a boost.
help him here
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astralriver · 2 months ago
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a whole bunch of gazan mutual aid projects and nonprofits. if the decision of which individual fundraiser to give to feels too daunting, or if you just want to help as many people as possible in one go, these are great initiatives to support.
care for gaza - focuses on providing food and essential supplies. donate here or here.
connecting humanity - securing internet access via donations of virtual sim cards (esims). if you can't afford a whole plan yourself, crips for esims is a communal pool that will use your donation to purchase and maintain esims
gaza soup kitchen - provides food, medical care, and classes for children. also has a gofundme
glia gaza medical support initiative - provides medical care through field clinics and tents at hospitals. donations can also be sent through their website.
ele elna elak - provides clean water, food, clothing, and shelter. they also have a gofundme
life for gaza - raising money for the gaza municipality to repair water and waste management infrastructure
taawon - partners with local civil organizations to provide food, water, medical care, shelter, and basic supplies
the sameer project - running various initiatives providing tents, medical care, and necessities. they have their own encampment project focused on sheltering families with children, sick and disabled members, or members in need of perinatal care
islamic relief worldwide's gaza emergency appeal - provides food, water, hygiene kits, medical supplies, and psychological support
baitulmaal - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, shelter, and medical supplies
gaza mutual aid fund - distributes food, hygiene products, water, and other essential supplies, including financial support. run by @/el-shab-hussein's amazing friend Mona. updates can be found on her instagram.
hygiene kits for gaza - provides hygiene supplies including menstrual products, wipes, and toothbrushes/toothpaste
anera - provides a variety of necessities, including food, water, hygiene supplies, medicine, blankets and mattresses, and psychological care
palestine children's relief fund - provides supplies and support with a focus on children. also has an initiative for lebanon
dahnoun mutual aid - provides water, food, tents, baby supplies, financial support, and other necessities. updates can be found through their instagram
certainly this is not an exhaustive list, so please feel free to add on other projects or organizations that i didn't include. and as always, please take the time to donate if you can and share. it truly makes all the difference.
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astralriver · 2 months ago
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We don't ask for much, just 20£ should be enough!
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By donating, you are not only helping me, you are saving me and my family.
We have managed to raise 554£ since the beginning of our campaign thanks to you, and like any other Palestinian fighting for his life against the oppressors, I do not wish for us to surrender to the murderous regime. Please, together we can raise enough to afford basic necessities and also to enable us to escape through the border crossing, once it opens.
Can you help me reach $2000 within two days
My heroic friends who support the Palestinian cause... Today, after we have lost hope in this world, I ask you to help us and stand by🇵🇸💚🍉
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astralriver · 2 months ago
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URGENT HELP SAVE THE LIFE OF MY CHILD
Dear humanity,
Please Help Me – My Son May Die at Any Moment.
I'm Amal, a mother of three children, living under the weight of the genocide taking place in Gaza. 🍉
Here’s my story, and I’m reaching out with a hopeful heart 💔✨, hoping someone will feel what my family and I are going through.
My son is suffering from a severe and life-threatening injury after being shot by Israeli drones. He urgently needs medical treatment outside Gaza.
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Time is running out, and we are facing a critical situation. I am asking for your generosity to help us save him either through a donation or by sharing this urgent plea with others
I beg you, i kiss your feet, to help my son. My son may die at any moment
I lost most of my family. I'm afraid to lose my son too 🥺 .
So I humbly ask you to donate even a little or at least reblog my post.
Please Donate now:👇👇 👇
Gofundme.com
paypal.com
Thank you for your compassion and kindness
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please share urgently!
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astralriver · 2 months ago
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But seriously, if you keep pushing yourself past your mental or physical limits, it will catch up with you. You cannot live forever on three hours of sleep and caffeine and willpower. You cannot keep overpowering your very natural need to relax and recharge. If you don't treat both with care and respect, at some point your brain and your body will reach a point of breakdown and burnout - and any mental or physical conditions you may have tried to ignore and power through will kick your ass. So take that goddamn nap or that break now. Don't wait for yourself to shatter and fall apart before you tend to the cracks in your body and mind. Just because you may have the choice to ignore your limits right now doesn't mean it's the right thing to do. Take care of yourself now or you WILL regret it.
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astralriver · 2 months ago
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DO NOT SUPPORT SALVATION ARMY 
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astralriver · 2 months ago
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Hi can you match me and donate £20 or reblog and share please?
Rana Sobhi - €2,449 raised of €50K goal
Mohammad Al-Serr - $120 AUD raised of $20K goal
Dr. Mohamed Al Mashni - €4,667 raised of €45K goal
Wasim - $158 USD raised of $20K goal
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astralriver · 2 months ago
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Next donation post will be done today/tomorrow im behind cause of pain/hrt imbalance
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astralriver · 2 months ago
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I did not get any dollar since 2 days can someone make my family happy and donate anything 😔😔☹☹ I need to buy milk and diapers for my little child Ibrahim 9 months old... sorry baby to living this situation and suffering a lot in this life from beginning you came to this world 🌎
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