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#sooo normal about the first 19 minutes of this movie
joespinell · 1 year
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Melvin and Howard (1980) Dir. Jonathan Demme
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kimmysurveyblog · 1 month
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1 - What time did you wake up this morning? Is there a particular reason you woke up at that time? 6:50am. I slept pretty well last night so I naturally woke up 10 minutes before my alarm.
2 - What was the first thing you did after opening your eyes? Scrolled for 10 minutes.
3 - What did you have for breakfast? Are you even a breakfast person? I don't eat breakfast. I had a breakfast sausage and some salad for lunch.
4 - Have you left the house at all today? Where did you go and what did you do? Yes. Went for a nature walk this morning, and to my bf's dad's this afternoon.
5 - What's your favourite time of day to shower/bathe? Have you done either of those things yet? I shower right after getting my daughter up from her nap. Yes.
6 - Did/do you have work or school today? No.
7 - What made you decide on your current outfit? What are you wearing, anyway? I'm in pajamas because it's night time.
8 - What was the last thing you cooked? Did it taste good? Breakfast sausage, toast & eggs. Yes!
9 - Do you spend a lot of time with the people you live with? If you live alone, who do you spend the most time with? Sooo much time. I'm a SAHM and my boyfriend & I are homebodies.
10 - When was the last time you got caught in the rain? I don’t remember.
11 - Who was the last person you spoke to online? Do you know them in person or not? They are my online friend but we've met a bunch of times. I think I'll be seeing her later in the year.
12 - If you could change any law that exists in your current country, what would it be and why? I’m too sleepy for this one.
13 - What were the last toppings you had on a pizza? Bacon and green olives.
14 - When was the last time you cut your toenails? A few days ago.
15 - What do you take the most photos of? Do you post them anywhere in particular? My daughter. No. 
16 - What's your favourite way to eat potatoes? Mashed.
17 - What time of day do you feel at your most productive? Like... all day while my daughter is awake.
18 - Would you rather spend an hour walking a dog or riding a horse? Walking a dog.
19 - Do you ever have fairy lights up even though it's not Christmas? I put some in my daughter's room. 20 - Do you freak out when you need to visit the doctor or the dentist? Oh absolutely!! The dentist especially. I’m a little excited for my doctor apts these days. :)
21 - What do you tend to spend most of your free time doing? Do you do that activity alone or with other people? Scrolling on my phone, playing video games, journalling, watching the shrimp tank.
22 - When was the last time you met someone new? What were the circumstances and did you get along? No idea.
23 - What's the job of your dreams? Is this something that's achievable to you at all? Being a SAHM is the job of my dreams! I love getting to spend these years with my daughter.
24 - What will you be eating for your next meal? Will you be cooking, eating out or ordering a takeaway? I have no idea.
25 - Are you still living under COVID restrictions or have things mostly gone back to normal for you now? Back to normal.
26 - What time of year would you say is your favourite, weather-wise? Autumn.
27 - Do you have any irrational fears or phobias? No.
28 - Do you prefer The Lord of the Rings or the Hobbit movies, if you like any of them? Neither.
29 - Which Harry Potter film was your favourite? What about your least favourite? Never seen them.
30 - Do you ever get in the mood to clean/tidy/organise? When was the last time that happened? On and off all day.
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kimnjss · 4 years
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keep going | jjk
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⤑  series: cherry pickers
⤑ pairing: gamer(fuckboi)!jungkook x video vixen(virgin)!reader
⤑ genre: smut!! (and the start of angst at the end...)
⤑ rating: explicit
⤑ word count: 4.8K // unedited.
⤑ warnings: cursing, slight dirty talk, oral sex (m/f. receiving), handjob, cum shot, face sitting, spitting, grinding, (half-assed) 69-ing, nipple play, groping, dry humping, they’re both half drunk nd messy.
⤑ A/N: hiiii! how are you? sooo ., i decided to make the party two parts bc i had terrible time management today nd it’s getting late - buut i really wanted to post today. sooo part two up tomorrow!!
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MAY 8TH, 2020 | 23:30
Jungkook hears your squeal over the booming bass of the music, long before you're appearing through the crowd of drunk partygoers. Jimin is steps behind you, large black glasses resting on the tip of his nose. Eyes likely bloodshot underneath them obvious from the stumble in his walk. Your hair fans out behind you as you run, jumping with a shout onto your boyfriend. Who is more than ready to catch you. Hands splayed over the small of your back, while your legs wrap around his waist.
Giggling, even though nothing's really funny. Cold hands finding his cheeks as your hair creates a curtain on one side of his face. “My baby!” Speaking a bit too loud for how close you are, but he doesn't mind it. Especially since you're quick with covering his mouth with yours. The strong taste of alcohol hitting his tongue as if how drunk you were wasn't already obvious.
The kiss doesn't last long because you're being distracted by your thoughts, lips parting from his, you begin to bounce in his arms. Thighs brushing against his waist and the skirt of your dress riding up the swell of your ass. “Jimin said you got dressed up for me,” You're wearing this pretty smile on your face, cheeks tinted pink and he's not too convinced it's just from the alcohol.
He nods without a bit of hesitation because he had nothing to hide. Wouldn't even be stood here in this outfit if he didn't think you'd find him attractive in it. Another squeal is leaving your lips, legs leaving his body as you jump down out of his grasp. Taking a step back to fully take in his appearance.
“You look good enough to eat,” Moving in close to him, your arms lift to wrap around his neck. Tugging gently so his face is level with yours, the tip of his nose nudging against your cheek as you lean up to reach his ear. “We'll get to that later, though.” A gentle kiss pressed to the outside of it and you're sure you hear a moan leave his lips.
Not dwelling too much on the sound, you pull back, taking his hand in his, leading him into the kitchen where you swear you saw Jimin disappear. Probably in search of smoother drinks to accompany the numerous shots swimming in his stomach. Jimin was quite the drinker and a bit hard to keep up with, either way, you managed without falling over. That was definitely a plus.
Jungkook had been here an hour or two before you showed up. Found Taehyung in the crowd and Yoongi after that, the three of them spending time drinking and talking while he waited for you. Your friends were cool and he was enjoying the music and everything, but at the end of it, he was most looking forward to seeing you... even if he had been with you just the day before.
Shots were passed around and Yoongi had his mind set on getting absolutely trashed, him and everyone within a ten-foot radius. Which had him refilling every single empty glass in sight. Including Jungkook, despite the fact, he was on the far end of the couch. So yeah, not as drunk as you, but definitely heading in that direction.
Who cares, though? It was a party after all.
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MAY 9TH, 2020 | 00:19
Sat up on the kitchen counter with Jungkook beside you, quietly sipping from his cup while you talk a mile a minute with the guys in the room. Taehyung has taken an interest in Jimin who has made it his entire business to play hard to get. The whole nine yards, honestly, not looking directly at him while he spoke, acting aloof when it was clear to any of your close friends that Tae was enjoying the undivided attention.
Yoongi had gone somewhere a good half hour ago, nothing but a brief mumble of his departure which was drowned out by the music. Hoseok was leaving a few moments after him, loudly declaring he wanted to go dance. Yet, you have yet to see the inevitable circle form around him.
That left Joon and Jin with you and Jungkook, the four of you laughing and talking loudly about something that you'd no doubt forget in the morning. Well, three of you... Jungkook only half listened, the rest of his attention on you. Hadn't taken his eyes off you since he was setting you down on the counter and it was getting a little hard to ignore his stare.
Jungkook was always obvious, hardly ever beat around the bush... especially when it had anything to do with you. So just one look in his direction and you could tell that he was undressing you with his eyes, playing a dirty movie in his mind where the two of you were the stars.
Normally, you'd tease him. Get him all riled up until he was whining, basically begging for some type of release. It was always fun to see how far you could push him, how much you could get away with before he was becoming a mess of himself. 
Strangely tonight, though, you didn't feel like teasing. Wanted him just as much as he wanted you, if not more. And with this liquid courage cruising through your veins, you didn't care if he knew it. You didn't care who knew it. Jin has sparked Joon's argumentative spirit, claiming he was right about something that Joon literally based his entire life on.
It's not often you get to see Joon get riled up, especially in the face of a stranger. But the oddly sexy vein popping out at the side of his neck is very low on your list of concerns. No, your focus is on Jungkook and how you can get him from this room to upstairs a little more private.
“Koo,” His head snaps in your direction in an instant at the sound of your voice, cloudy eyes taking in your outstretched arms. Instantly putting together that you were beckoning him toward you, he doesn't waste a moment to stand in front of you. Palms settling down against the tops of your thighs, the coldness of them forcing goosebumps to rise on your warm skin.
Long legs stretching out to wrap around his hips, pulling him closer. You always wanted him closer. Fingers tangled in the hair at the nape of his neck, pulling him down closer to you. He kisses you immediately, hands wrapping around your thighs, using his grip to pull your body toward him. He's hard. Can feel it pressed right against your thigh, a curious hand dropping down his torso until you're able to reach him.
Jungkook flinches at the touch, hips jerking forward and teeth scraping against your lower lip. The subtle pain pulls a moan from your lips that's quickly muffled by the determined twist of his tongue. Hesitant fingers inch underneath the hem of your dress and then back down your thighs, up a little higher, and then back down. His fingers repeat their movement three times before you're pulling away from his lips.
“What are you doing?” Your words come out through a laugh, hands on either side of his face as you look down to watch his fingers on your skin. “I'm just checking...” All slurred and barely coherent, he's not looking at you instead he's tracking the movements of his fingers as if he was in the midst of creating a masterpiece on your legs.
You can't help the laugh that slips past your lips at his focus, fingers racking through his short hair. Pushing the fluffy strands out of the way so you can get a better peak at the look of concentration on his face. “Checking what?”
Dark eyes lift to find yours, teeth catching his lower lip as he searches your features. Looking for any hint that you were uncomfortable. That you wanted him to slow down. Something that you constantly caught him doing if the two of you were moving past a peck. It was sweet, nice of him to always be thinking of you. But it did make you feel fragile like you needed him to look out for you. Never did you like this feeling, but coming from him... it didn't feel so bad.
“How high up you'll let me go this time. Do you want me to stop?” There's a second question hidden in there. He wasn't just talking about his hands on his legs, but rather how far you were willing to go tonight. It's obvious because Jungkook was horrible at hiding what he was thinking, every thought written on his face at all times.
Which is why you're so quick to shake your head, using the hold you have around his waist to pull him further between his legs. His hardening length brushing against the crease of your thighs and you're humming at the feeling of warmth that spreads throughout your body. “Not yet. Keep going,”
That's all he needs to hear and it's like a switch has been flipped inside of him. Whatever restraint he had been using since you first jumped on him going out the window as his hands move higher up your legs, face nuzzling in the crook of your neck. His teeth catch your skin, blunt nails dragging their way to your ass and all you're left to do is whine and moan underneath him.
A hand running down the front of his pastel-colored pants to cover his crotch. Fingers flexing around his bulge, shamelessly palming him through his pants in the middle of Yoongi's kitchen. He's letting out a breathy groan, head falling back as his hips move in motion with your hand.
He looks so hot, it's almost unbelievable. Eyes squeeze shut, with his lower lip tucked between his teeth. Thick neck on full display, you can't help but lean up and kiss it. Sucking open-mouthed kisses into his skin, while your hand moves over him. 
“Fuck,” he groans, loud enough for just you to hear. The sound sending a pang of arousal pooling between your legs. “I want to fuck you so bad,” It's a drunken confession that he's barely aware of, his focus on his hands squeezing your ass over the fabric of your dress.
Leaning back enough so your eyes catch his, he's looking at you with such desire and want. A look that you're no stranger to, but it definitely has you feeling a little less out of control tonight. Tilting your head up, you press a soft kiss to his lips, pulling back just before his tongue is able to slither past your lips. 
“Wanna go upstairs?”
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MAY 9TH, 2020 | 00:57
Jungkook takes two steps toward you the moment Yoongi's bedroom door is secured shut. Hands on either side of your face, holding your head steady as he goes in for a kiss. A sloppy rushed kiss that pulls deep groans from his lips. Fingers curling in your hair while his hand drops low on your waist, pulling your body into his.
He's spent long enough holding on to restraint, not wanting to tip the scale in either direction in hopes to keep you from pulling back. Only going as far as you'd let him, but now you were giving him the green light for more. And although, he wasn't sure how much more you were willing to give... he was going to enjoy all he was able to take.
His mouth falls from yours, fingers moving toward the neckline of your dress. The same tiny dress you deemed too tight to wear anything underneath, besides the lace thong that does nothing but look pretty against your skin. With a fluid motion of his hands, your tits are spilling out the top of your dress, nipples peaking from the cool air circulating around the room.
His cock stiffens in his pants at the sight. Trying not to be obvious with the way the sight of your bare chest makes him drool. This was so far from being the first time he's seen boobs, but this was the first time he was seeing yours and that felt like the first time ever. He didn't know what to do with himself. Brain working overtime trying to figure out where to start. He wanted all of you, that much wasn't a secret. But he knew that he had to be careful, this was a privilege of course. A rarity. One wrong move and he fuck it all up for himself. 
The blank stare on his face does nothing for the pounding in your chest. Wishing that he'd just say something instead of staring the way he was. Not even looking directly at you. Did he think they were weird? Were you doing too much? Should you cover up?
Two strong hands wrap around your thighs, lifting your body off of the ground. Finally, finally looking up at you with those dark brown eyes of his. So easy to read, so filled with lust. For you. Long strides taken across the room and before you know it, your body is being surrounded by fluffy sheets and the smell of Yoongi.
“You're so perfect,” He sounds like he's in disbelief, shaking his head at his own words as he climbs onto the bed with you. Your head trapped on either side of his arms, hips pressed flush together. He fit so well between your legs.
Warm lips meet yours, tasting heavily of alcohol and his fruity lip balm. He's swallowing the moan that falls from your lips, tongue pushing against yours as his hips move in a slow rut. Kissing you breathless with his hand wrapped around one of your breasts, thumb flicking against your nipple. So easily pulling moans and whines from your lips with a simple flex of his muscles. “I can't believe I'm with you,” His words murmured against your lips, but your heart is standing at full attention, ready to swell in his favor.
Pulling back only to leave a trail of wet kisses down the length of his neck, mapping his way to your breasts. A breathy cry of his name falls from your lips when his teeth scrape against the hardened nub. Chuckling soft, his eyes lift to meet yours as he wraps his lips around it. Tongue moving just as it had been inside your mouth and you can't help but wonder how it'd feel in other places too.
Always ten steps ahead of you, Jungkook's hand outlines the curve of your breasts all the way down to the dip of your waist, passing your hips until the tips of his fingers catch the hem of your skirt.
He pulls off your chest with a pop, a thin line of spit connecting his lower lip to your skin. His tongue juts out to break it while his gaze lowers to watch himself reveal more and more of your skin with each movement of his hand. It's not long until your entire dress is bunched up at your waist, the maroon thong you had shimmied into on full display for his greedy eyes.
The growing wet patch between your legs is all he can seem to focus on. Jungkook startles you with his quickness, head dropping between your legs in an instant. Arms looping around your thighs to hold them apart, nose nudging against your covered clit as his tongue flattens against your slit.
“Holy fuck!” It's like someone has lit your entire body on fire. Back arched off the bed and toes pressed against the sheets. He's letting out a laugh, the prettiest sound you've ever heard paired with that toothy grin of his. Three gentle kisses are placed right on top where his tongue just had been.
Reaching down to find his soft head of hair, you gently drag his face up away from your sensitive pussy. His nose bumping against yours and his stiff cock resting just above your clit. Much harder than before and you can only guess why. Yet, despite his obvious arousal and his desperate want to continue, he's still able to compose himself enough to ask.
Pressing the softest of kisses to your lips, fingers pushing strands of your hair out of the way. “Keep going?” Silently hoping that you answer in his favor. Pretty much over the moon when you're nodding, hips lifting to meet his. It's his turn to curse, teeth cutting into his lip to keep from being too loud.
Kind of hard with the way you were grinding against him. Even through your useless panties, his boxers, and pants, he could feel you. How warm you were, wet too. So sure that his fingers would slip right in. How many would you actually be able to take? Just one? Two? Maybe three?
Had to be at least three if you expected to take his dick after. Never one to brag, but Jungkook was a decent size. Thick in the places that it mattered most, long enough to boost his confidence. Definitely took pride in the way your eyes would go wide when seeing it. Were you thinking about it too? Him fucking you.
“Yn, fuck.” He's hissing through clenched teeth, only now noticing the work you've done at the front of his pants. Buttons undone and fly wide open, your warm hand down the front of his briefs to fish out his throbbing length. It only grows harder in your soft grip, twitching at the brush of cool air.
It takes two of your small hands to cover him, the pink mushroom tip peaking out from your closed fists. Hands twisting in opposite directions and he doesn't even hesitate to fuck into the hole you've created. Eyes fluttering as breathy moans fall from his lips, heavy balls slapping against your covered pussy.
Jungkook's got a firm grip on your breast, the other hand clutching the bunched up fabric of your dress. Head bowed as he watches his cock disappear and reappear between your hands. He has no shame in the fact he's imagining it's you he's fucking. That he's being squeezed by the tightness of your walls. Imagining that you're reaching your limit too, instead of him selfishly getting his release. Every single time.
He loses it when you're sitting up, spitting into the palm of your hand to create a much wetter slip for his cock. Hands tightening around him and moving at a much faster pace. He's gasping and groaning, fucking forward as if he's buried inside of you. And you're close too, it makes him feel a lot better about the loud way he spills his load onto your stomach.
Warm and sticky against your clammy skin, you're lifting a hand off of him to dip your fingers into the mess. He watches the way you drag through it, bringing your index finger up to your mouth. “Oh, God.” He groans, earning a pretty giggle from you. His mouth is on yours again within an instant, fingers tangling in your hair as his tongue rolls around the inside of your mouth.
Tasting himself on your tongue and that just makes him want you more. “Please let me taste you.” His eyes still feel heavy and his body too, but that's the least bit of his concern. He wants to make you feel good. It's only fair, with the way you're constantly catering to him. You deserved it. “Please,”
Not even worried about sounding desperate or even whiny, he just wants you. He wants you to want him. And you do. Have wanted him since the first time you met him if you're honest. Tonight all of that was only amplified, a mixture of the alcohol and the realization of how quickly you had fallen for him.
Didn't even realize it was happening until it was done. Jungkook was quickly becoming it for you. Not a day went by where he wasn't on your mind, yearning to see him, to talk to him, to kiss him. Needy in ways that were nearly foreign to you. Always so good at keeping it together, but when it came to him you just couldn't.
And you didn't really want to either.
“Okay,” His face breaks into this huge smile and you can't help the laugh that falls from your lips. “Okay?” He has to check, make sure that he's hearing you right. And when the sound of your laugh fills his ears, followed by another confirmation he's almost ready to jump for joy.
Springing up, he's shrugging his shirt off. Wiping the drying cum from your stomach as a true gentleman would. Tossing the dirty fabric to the side, he's shifting to lay on his back before you're stopping him. “Take this one off too,” Reaching for the sleeve of his undershirt and he doesn't waste a moment before tugging it over his head and tossing it to the side.
He's moving to lay on his back before you're allowed the proper time to admire his well worked on chest. The ripples in his stomach that can only be accomplished with hours upon hours in the gym. His head lifts to find you sat up in the same spot, this quizzical look on his face which you return with a laugh.
“Come sit on my face,” He says it like it's the most obvious thing in the world, reaching out for your wrist, to gently drag you toward him. Your eyes are saucers, cheeks flushed at the thought of being sat up on him like that. “Why?” It's obvious to the both of you why, but you wait for his answer anyway.
His shoulders lift in a slight shrug, lips stretching into a slow sexy smile. “I've always wanted you to sit on my face,” He's so calm about it too as if he didn't just admit to the dirty secret thoughts that bounce around his head when the two of you are alone. You're so inclined to give this man whatever he wants that you don't bother to fight it anymore, simply lifting yourself up to stand over his head.
Taking in the way he's smiling up at you like a kid on Christmas, arms looped around your legs to help you lower yourself onto him. The tips of his fingers latch onto the waistband of your panties, tugging them far enough down your legs so he's getting a good look at your bare pussy.
Lips glistening with your arousal, slightly puffy from the bit of stimulation. There's a small patch a hair above it, trimmed into a neat triangle. Almost like an arrow saying: Jungkook's mouth goes here. And he's forever one to follow a sign. With his arms looped around your thighs, he's lowering you comfortably over him. He lands an open-mouthed kiss on your clit, using the grip he holds on your thighs to hold your body still.
Gasping, your hips jerk, body lunging forward to brace yourself on his stomach. “Fucking cute,” He murmurs into your pussy, head tilting to the side so his tongue can reach deeper inside of you. Paying close attention to the sounds of your whines to make sure that you're enjoying yourself just as much as he was.
Much sweeter than he had thought, arousal dripping down the sides of his lips. You've got a tight grip in his hair, hips moving in stuttered thrusts against his mouth. A hand pressed onto his stomach, nails scraping against the skin. He's cautious with introducing his fingers to the mix, teasing your hole slowly before he's pushing one in. Cock stiffening at the loud wail that leaves your lips, legs spreading wider for him.
It's never felt this good. Not when you're alone with your own hand down there. His is much longer, thicker. Reaching deeper inside than you ever could. With lips latched around your clit and a single finger fucking inside of you, Jungkook's pretty sure he's died and gone to heaven. The sounds of your moans being the welcome bell.
His tongue moving around your clit in quick circles and he swears he feels your walls clench around his fingers. So wound up, it's not long before you're nearing your end. And he takes the chance by pushing another finger alongside the first one, much tighter and harder to move but the sound that leaves your lips eggs him on.
“Shit, baby...” He pants against you, the warmth of your hand around his shaft making him lose focus. You stroke him lazily, barely able to keep your head up with the way he's making you feel. But you manage, tongue poking out to roll against the tip. His whines vibrate against your pussy and throughout your entire body, forcing an involuntary roll of your hips.
Fingers plunging deeper inside of you as his hips lift, cock brushing against your lips at the same time he's curling his fingers. Pressing against the rough patch that has you spiraling out of control, hips bucking against his face and grip tightening in his hair. “Jungkook, fuck! I'm...” Pretty much delirious at this point because he has no interest in letting up, determined to knock you over the edge if it's the last thing he does.
A string of curses leaves your lips. Sloppy kisses landing on his length, a failed attempt to muffle them. All at once you're feeling pressure build and snap in the pit of your stomach, a wave of heat washing over you. Your legs shake on either side of his head, loud cries of his name and incoherent sentences falling from your lips.
Jungkook holds you steady through all of it, the movement of his tongue slowly as you come down. Lips puckering to plant a gentle kiss to your lips, just as your body is falling limp against his. Slowly pulling his fingers from inside of you, he doesn't waste a moment with sucking your juices from them, humming contently at the taste.
“So sweet,”
Shifting in his hold, you move to sit on his lap. His nose, mouth, and chin are shiny with your arousal, cheeks flushed and eyes hooded, hair a knotted mess. He looks absolutely fucked out and it's so hot. Lowering yourself, your mouth is finding his, tongue plunging into his mouth as you lower your body. The tip of his cock nudging against your clit, forcing a moan from your lips.
All it would take is a certain angle of your hips and he'd be sinking inside of you. Stealing away your virginity with a single thrust of his hips. You wanted that so bad. With him. Only him. “Jungkook.” Sighing his name out, his cock twitches between your legs. And from the way his eyes go wide, you can tell he's just noticed how close you actually were. 
“I want you to fuck me. Please, Kookie,” There's slight whine in your voice, but you don't care how desperate you sound. You've never wanted something this bad. Felt it in your chest, your stomach, your core. You wanted him.
He doesn't say anything for a while, eyes scanning over your features for a little longer than you'd like. Before he's letting out a soft sigh, his hand reaching up to push his hair back on his head. Sitting up with you in his lap, his hand lifting to wipe at the wetness around his lips. “Fuck, princess. Not tonight. Not yet,” Two large hands set on your shoulders, he's offering up an apologetic smile.
A pout is already forming on your lips. You can't help it, your brows just seem to automatically furrow and your lip pushes out. “Why not?” His hand is lifting to pat your hair, head tilting up to press a soft kiss to the tip of your nose.
“Because, when I fuck you... I'm gonna fuck you.” You'd think he was explaining the cuteness of puppies with the way he was looking at you. The tone he was using. “And you've been drinking. I need to make sure you remember every second,” His fingers rub against your scalp lightly before he's going in for another kiss.
Not even a moment is granted for the sting of rejection to settle in. The moment he's pulling away and gently nudging you off of his lap to redress, there's a loud knock on the door and you're becoming all too aware of the party that was still going on downstairs. A loud crash follows the knock and you can hear shouts from two very familiar voices.
And then another, much harder knock. Joon's voice sounding from the other side. Hurriedly explaining all the commotion going on downstairs. 
“Hoseok and Yoongi are fighting!”
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— known for your body and surrounded by rumors about your sex life… rumors that he doesn’t think to doubt. until he’s meeting you… forced to realize there’s much more to you then the thonged shorts and lacy costumes.
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wordsinwinters · 3 years
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Then Again, Chapter 11: An Unheard Apology
Summary: After an intense fight and a forced-to-share-the-bed situation during their junior year decathlon trip, Peter and the Reader examine their faults and failings. As they attempt to fix their mistakes and improve their friendship, that friendship quickly begins to evolve into something else.
Betas: @fanboyswhereare-you and @girl-tips-from-satan
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Then Again, Chapter 11: An Unheard Apology
(Word count: 1,103)
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Part 15, Part 16, Part 17, Part 18, Part 19, Part 20, Part 21, Part 22, Part 23, Part 24, Part 25, Part 26, Part 27, Part 28, Part 29, 
Standing up, I turn and survey the area by default. Cars are gliding down streets, two workers from the hotel are smoking outside, and the bugs from the trees and lamp posts are buzzing and flying without purpose.
Everything is calm, normal, and still. It gives me another dose of hope. I can fix this.
I’m going back and making things right. I’m ready to apologize. Maybe I can salvage this trip, the thing she’s been so excited for. Speaking of which, I’ll definitely need to apologize to Ned and MJ too. The whole team, considering.
I pick up my phone, wondering if I should send her a text so I don’t waste another minute of her being upset or worried while I figure out how to sneak back in the building.
My screen is full of ignored messages.
“Ned: did you just leave? seriously?"
“I heard the door. was that you or her?"
“MJ said if I can’t hear yelling under the door you’re probably not there. sooo where are you??"
“unless you’re there by yourself."
“but i’ve heard you cry and that’s not you."
“I know my messages are going thru. you’re totally ruining whatever chance you’ve got."
“dude this is like the worst peter parker behavior ever. way worse than ditching me and MJ at that party. she’s seriously upset. you should be there."
“may said you’re still being unreasonable. come on bro. this is the last text I’m sending u.”
The last message is from half a minute ago, half an hour after the previous text.
“DUDE.”
Shit.
It’s like ice water has been poured down my back. I’ve never seen Y/N actually cry over anything. Like sad-scene-in-a-movie cry or just-finished-reading-a-really-good-book cry sure, but nothing real. She’s only quiet if something gets at her. I’m the one who can almost never keep my emotions off the radar. If I could, my eyes and throat wouldn’t still be burning and my face might look less red than my suit. (Not that I have it. Aunt May has it on lockdown at home.) Ned’s right: I should be there. I should have been able to stay with her in the first place to talk this out.
As I picture her in that room, crying alone, I feel my gut drop and my throat itch. This is the worst part of tonight.
Ned is definitely right. Or was, half an hour ago when he dubbed this my worst behavior ever. I have to go back immediately.
Get it together. You’re Spider-Man.
The whole walk back, I think about how I left her alone and probably more confused and hurt than I was when I stormed out. I’m such a shitty friend. This is exactly why I don’t deserve to be more than that to her. Jogging up the stairwell, I imagine how many people are in this hotel, all concentrated in the area I’m about to enter, and how if each of them knew how horrible I’ve been, they would probably kick me out. I can’t believe I left her crying.
I pause at the top of the stairs. I take a breath and I open the door.
Quietly with the key Ned and MJ left me, I slip into the room. For the split second it takes me to shut the door, light from the hallway falls over a massive blanket cocoon huddled on the left side of the bed. It’s something she does whenever she’s stressed or anxious. Anytime she has an important paper or project or presentation, she ends up like this the night before it’s due. It helps when she gets headaches too, I think.
You did this, dumb ass.
My chest is tightening all over again. I take a few steps forward and kneel beside the bed. I’m semi-prepared. I tug a corner of the blanket away from her face and lean in near her ear to whisper.
“Hey, you awake? I know you probably don’t want to see me right now. I just want to say I’m so sorry. I... I’m an idiot. A bona fide moron. If you never want to talk to me, I understand. But if you do, I’ll make it up to you. I’ll be your personal butler for a month. I’ll let you wear the suit whenev— like twice a week. I’ll do anything you want. I’m so sorry I freaked out and messed everything up.”
That wasn’t so hard. I exhale.
She doesn’t respond.
She’s not even awake.
The faint glow from the streetlamps outside and the alarm clock on the nightstand is enough to outline her face in pale red. Not a muscle moved. I’ll say it again tomorrow. More. And I’ll say it better. If I practice a better speech in my head a thousand times, maybe she’ll forgive me. Then we can work on never letting this happen again.
God, I’ve been such a moron.
I stand up and head to the bathroom to get ready for bed. Maybe it’s from trying to talk to her after today, but there’s this numb tingle in my arms somewhere between an itch and restlessness. It reminds me of how weird the first week was after the bite. Like the rest of my body is pushing my skin too far.
I look at the mirror. Shit. If Aunt May were here, she’d probably be freaking out a bit. I look rough. I look like shit.
I shake my head and focus on just getting ready to sleep. As inconvenient as it is, the competition is still tomorrow.
On the sink: my toothbrush, toothpaste, and retainers. Right where I left them. My bag.... Not where I left it. It was on the floor. Now… it’s not. It’s not in the bathroom at all. There’s a bag, but not mine. I turn off the light and open the door.
I use my phone to look over the room with dim light. Nothing. I open my messages.
“Ned, did you take my bag by accident?”
Whoosh.
Ned might be asleep now; MJ definitely is. If they have my bag, I don’t have my clothes. I planned on sleeping on the floor, but I really don’t want to be just in my trunks when she wakes up and we talk. That’d be weird.
Buzz.
“Ned: not an accident. MJ’s idea. you’ll be the most vulnerable person in the room and self-conscious enough to feel cornered into a bit of honesty. it might help the mission. it might make you think before you speak.”
Life would be easier if my friends weren’t so smart.
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taebear0801 · 4 years
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Stray Kids Reaction to getting caught by a member in the act.
Warning ⚠️: this is smut also I am going to include Jeongin because he’s already turned 19 (he turned 19 in February).
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Bang Chan
He’s a busy guy and maintaining a relationship with you is hard. So when you guys get free time together it’s honestly such a blessing. Today was that day. You came over midday to bring some lunch for the boys who were hard at practise. And after a while, some of them decided to go to the arcade and the others stayed in the studio. So Chan took this opportunity to steal you away to spend some time together.
You guys were just enjoying each other’s presence while watching some tv and just talking but one kiss led to another and you were being carried by Chan to his bed whilst sucking on his soft skin.
“Babygirl, remember no marks, I still have promotions.”
“Well then I guess you will need to punish me” you whisper while looking at a red patch on his neck that is already turning darker.
Chan then lowers himself and positioned him between yours legs. Teasingly, he peels off your panties and the cold air hitting your wetness makes your moan.
“Please Chan. Do something.”
He beings to eat you out. He sucks and nips at your clit enjoying the way you squirm and whimper under him. But a couple minutes into this.
“Changbin messed up the wires in the studio-“ Jisung bursts in. “.. again”. He’s wide-eyed at the sight. Your naked form arching and responsive to Chans touch. His face buried in-between your legs with his strong arms pinning down your hips. Chan looks up threatening and Jisung takes his leave out the door.
“You ok y/n?” Chan asked with a sigh and he would not continue. Chan always forgets about his job and stress during intimacy and Jisung bursting in would ruin the mood for him. He would help you get dressed before helping Jisung and Changbin with the wires. Of course he would talk to Jisung about what he saw and would make sure he locks the door next time.
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Lee Minho
You were in Minho’s shared room and the boys left to give you guys some well-deserved privacy. You are sitting on his lap and hungrily kissing each other. With the TV still on and too preoccupied with each other, you guys did not realise that Felix and Jeongin didn’t get the memo and kept playing video games in their rooms.
“I want you so bad” Minho says whilst nipping at your collarbone.
You tug at his shirt and he quickly complies. His hands also roam your naked half and now fighting for dominance you kick off your jeans and peel off his sweat pants.
“I finally have you all to myself” you say whilst he flips you under him. His heart flips when he hears your possessiveness. He pushes a finger in and relishes in your responsiveness to his touch.
“So fucking tight. Has it really been that long?”
“Please” He smiles and grabs a condom from the night stand. You feel him teasing your entrance before slowly pushing in. Both moaning at the closeness.
“Hold on baby” he warnes and before you realise it he’s pounding into you and your legs try to hold on to his hips. He rests your left leg on his shoulder and maintains his fast speed. Your moans are partially drowned out by the TV but Jeongin and Felix are concerned, thinking maybe you were crying. So they burst in without knocking and panic at the sight of your fucked out face and Minho pounding your body.
“Get the fuck out” Minho growls whilst buried in you and pulling the blanket on your form to protect you from their view. The boys gulp and run out the dorm, traumatised.
You were dazed from being fucked so you don’t fully comprehend what happened but Minho would continue fucking and probably be glad when he hears the boys slamming the front door. He would be salty like very upset because he thought that they definitely heard you and thought they wanted to see you guys fuck. He would not buy the excuses and you would need to reassure him.
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Seo Changbin
It is 10pm and you and changbin are alone in the recording studio. You were sitting on the couch and on your phone waiting for changbin to finish so you guys can go back to the dorm. You love changbin with all your heart but he can be so stubborn.
“Just leave it overnight so you can get some new ideas tomorrow.” You try to convince him.
“But this isn’t perfect.” His frustration apparent.
You go over to him and start kissing his neck.
“Baby. Is you rest now you will think better later” he always listened to your advice and it was probably something the boys loved you for. He turns around and pulls you on his lap.
“I’m sorry for neglecting you baby” he whispered.
“You’re not though.” Reassuring him.
Your light grinding turns him on and before you know it, you feel him poking your inner thigh.
His chair was very expensive so he didn’t really want to get it dirty. So he carries you to the couch you were just on and position you on top of him.
“Ride me Jagi, I know you want it.” The thrill of fucking in the studio was always something you wanted to do. Him focusing on music producing was so attractive in your eyes.
Both of you are still clothed, because you can’t be fucked to get dressed after. So you take off your panties and push your skirt up whilst he pushes down his sweat pants to expose his member standing straight up.
You’re on birth control so it’s not your first time doing it raw. You line up your entrance and sink down deliciously down on his member. He throws his head back at your tight wet walls and let you bounce on him. His hand rests on your hips and guide your movements whilst trusting up.
Chan walks down the hallway of the studio intending to tell Changbin to take a break and go back to the dorm. But he walks in out you riding him and he is fed up. Poor Chan just wanted you guys to rest and he is low-key disjusted.
You and Changbin were embarrassed. You buried your head in his neck and sit there with his hardness still in you. You guys end up stopping but your blow him so that he can relieve himself and you guys would sneak back into the dorm and ignoring the disappointment from Chan.
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Hwang Hyunjin
Hyunjin comes over to your shared apartment at around 4pm after his training on Friday. They just finished promotions and JYP gave them the weekend off to just chill. So Hyunjin takes this opportunity to spend the night at your apartment which is only around 20 minutes away from their dorm. So Hyunjin picks up some snacks at the store and you prep the movie and game night.
Its around 5 and Hyunjin realises he forgot his phone charger. He texts Seungmin and asks if they could deliver it to him when they go out to eat tonight. Seungmin texts back that they will go out to a resturant near your apartment soon but it quickly slips his mind when you start blowing Hyunjin on the couch.
Your warm mouth wrap around him and slowly bob your head. Hyunjin fed up by this takes control.
“So this is how you want to play Jagi” He flips you on your hands and knees and pulls down your sweat pants.
“Take off your shirt” hyunjin growls and you quickly take off his shirt you were wearing.
“No bra? My baby was ready for me”.
“Please fuck me”
He is stark naked and rips the condom wrapper with his teeth before rolling it on. Hyunjin gropes your ass and teasingly stroking your lips. Groaning out of frustration Hyunjin takes the hint and thrusts his length in fully. It takes you time to adjust but Hyunjin begins movement quickly. Your hands are fisting the couch but the fabric keeps slipping so you end up strugglingly to take the pleasure.
However, the jingling from the spare key Hyunjin gave Chan unlocks the front door and Seungmin enters with Hyunjin’s phone charger. The sight makes seungmin scream which catches hyunjins attention and he shields your vulnerability from Seungmin. But seung already dropped the charger and quickly exited.
Hyunjin would want to continue fucking you but would make sure you were confortable and would be glad that it was only Seungmin that caught him because he wouldn’t tell the other members.
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Han Jisung
Jisung was practising his dance in the dance studio and you would visit him and watch him dance while he messes around. This time he would want you to dance with him and hold your waist as you guys joked around.
“Baby lets pretend like we are rich!” And so he would hold your waist and ballroom dance. But the close proximity would have both of you guys flustered.
You were pressed against him and his lips attaching on your neck. Your moan hungers him more and so you end up turning around and pressing your lips against him. Both of you fight for dominance and you win briefly scoring your tongue to roam his mouth but when you break away slightly, his tongue starts dominating your mouth. His hard on is pressed against your stomach so you break away and lower yourself whilst staring right at him. You knew he had a thing for you on your knees so you look this time to slowly untangle the straps to his sweatpants and free his member.
You take it into your soft hands and start tracing his veins. Jisung is a mess and he feels like his knees are going to fail him anytime. You start with kitten licks on his tip whilst stroking his base. This frustrates him because he knows from experience that you’re going to drag him out. So when you wrap your lips around him, he takes control and pushes himself in, resting his hands on the back of your head.
“I know you can take me like a good girl.”
And with that you gag when his tip hits the back of your throat roughly. Changbin enters the dance room bored without thinking about knocking and is disgusted at the sight. Jisung scrambles to pull his pants up and you standup and brush yourself. But Changbin closes the door and like chan just wants to erase that memory.
Jisung would be hysterical because he would be sooo embarrassed that his hyung saw this side of him and would not continue and would take sometime for sex to return to normal.
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Lee Felix
Felix is a little weird. He’s shy but confident at the same time. So when you guys are playing games in the living room of the dorm at 4am and the other boys are in deep sleep it was a risky situation to fuck.
But that was the exact situation you were in. Felix kissing your jaw whilst fondling your breasts in his small hands. He is topless whilst you’re naked and he positions you on top of him. You’re confused by this because he still has his shorts on.
“Ride my thigh.” You begin to rock your body back and form and his hands are focused on your breasts. He enjoyed seeing how affected you were when he pinched your nipple or flexed his thigh.
But what he enjoyed most was when he edged you.
As you feel your orgasm creep up and Felix knows, he notices the way your legs twitch and close and how your hands grip onto anything you could. So Felix lifts you up and flips you on your back. Whilst he pulls down his shorts and rolls on your condom.
“I was so close why did you stop me” you whisper loudly angry and with tears in your eyes.
“To prepare you for this” Felix answers and he thrusts his wrapped member around you.
You bit your hand to prevent screaming and he maintains a slow and steady pace. It’s slow enough for you to beg for more but fast enough to feel the pleasure.
Except as you feel like you were about to come, Hyunjin walks to the kitchen to get himself a glass of water. He doesn’t hear you and you don’t hear him but when he walks into the living room to see how you were still awake. But poor boy almost drops his water as he walks in on you guys. You see him first because Felix’s back is to him. But you yell out and pull the blanket over you guys. Hyunjin would kind of just stand there and swear at you guys.
“Why the Fuck would you do this not the couch. We live here and use this couch.” Hyunjin would yell. Felix wouldn’t respond and just wrap both of you up.
“Go back to bed” Felix would angrily exclaim. Felix would be too shy to continue and would try to sleep it off.
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Kim Seungmin
You are over at the dorm with Seungmin with the other boys still in the dorm. You guys have never had an issue with the boys because they always respected your time with Seungmin. You guys have had sex in the dorm with the boys before and they have never found out. Today was even better because Chan, Changbin, Jisung and hyunjin and Felix were in the studio working on a rap. So there weren’t many boys to disrupt you guys.
At first you were listening to Seungmin’s struggles with the new comeback and how stressed and empty he has been feeling recently.
“You are enough Seungmin. You always have been” you tell him to his face as you both sit on the bed. Seungmin feels his heart melting at your words. He always felt safe and happy with you.
“Thank you Jagi. I really needed that” You peck his lips softly and Seungmin grabs your face with his hands and returns with a deeper kiss. The kiss intensifies and he lays on top of you.The sensual feeling of his hands roaming your body and worshipping you like a doll had you so needy.
“Seungmin” you gasp rather loudly. He looks up and smiles at your fucked out expression. He prefers cute and caring girls but accompanying that he also has a corruption kink. So you being so pure usually but also being so needy in that moment gets him hard.
He teasingly strips you down naked and enjoy the sight of your needy expression. You sit up to kiss him and tug at his shirt and he takes it off. You run you hand down his v-line admiring his body. When seungmin takes off his pants, you position yourself on top and seung grabs a condom. You take the condom and put it on his member for him. Doing so drove him absolutely crazy.
“Use me Jagi” seungmin whispered. And without another second you line yourself but the moment you sink down on his dick. Minho bursts in-
“Have you seen Soonie? The orange one..” He stops when he looks at both of your naked forms. Seungmin quickly grabs the blanket to cover you but Minho spots soonie in the corner.
“I can’t believe my cat saw you fucking. You guys are disgusting” he would say jokingly but also dying on the inside from the sight he saw. Seungmin you probably put on a movie and snuggle with you to get both your mind off it and might laugh if off.
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Yang Jeongin
You just got back to the dorm from shopping with Jeongin. Today was a free day and all the others went out either shopping or eating or playing. So when you guys got back to an empty dorm after you both teased each other in public, Jeongin would pounce on you. You guys would be kissing hungrily before he pushed you on to the bed.
“You thought you could be a fucking tease today and get away with it” he growled. And takes off your bra.
“So now you’re silent.” He laughs.
You decided to be more of a brat, “then show me.” And you wrestle his shirt off before licking a strip up his abs. Pushing you on the bed he removes your skirt and roughly pushes 2 fingers in.
“So wet baby. Did I do this” you nod finally succumbing to obedience. He fingers you to the point where his other hand had to press your stomach down to continue fingering you. You feel your orgasm crash over you. Your legs shaking and your hair messed around his pillow whilst you pant. Cheeks flushed, Jeongin would be so needy to fuck you roughly.He rolls on a condom whilst you calm down.
“You ok for my to continue” Jeongin asks still willing to show his soft side to you.
After you give your affirmative, he thrusts into you with your legs still shaking from that orgasm. Jeongin knows that you’re over stimulated and he loves how tight you are. As your nails dig into his shoulders to try to stop your body bouncing at every rough and fast thrust. Jeongin looks at your exposed neck and lightly wraps around your neck. This makes you moan louder and Jeongin would smirk at this.
“What a dirty girl, you’re tighter after I choked you”
“Im not” you say back.
But what you guys don’t know is that Cham came back with Jisung after grocery shopping. And they hear bed sqeaking and realise that it was jeongin and you.
“Should we-“ Jisung asked.
“Nah lets just pretend we didn’t hear this” and would leave the dorm with the bags and wait in the car. Poor Jisung.
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moonofthenight · 4 years
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Skip a Beat
Part One
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Credit for O’Knutzy goes to @lumosinlove
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Thank you again, love @spookypotato
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Same CW’s as before! Enjoy the little “date” ;)
Chapter Three Part Two
The not overthinking didn’t quite work out. He has been standing in front of his wardrobe for the last 10 minutes, thinking about what to wear. He thought about calling June, but that would be too embarrassing and his feet would fall off any minute so he just pulled out his favourite black mom-jeans, a white T-Shirt and threw it on. His hair looked good enough to go out, so he grabbed the gray jeans jacket and his white converse, as well as his keys, wallet and phone before he jogged down the stairs to get into his car.
Sid’s was a 15-minute drive away from his apartment and it looked like the typical Italian restaurant. It was warm inside and soft Italian songs could be heard over the chatter and laughter.
Leo and Logan were already waiting for Finn, sitting at their usual table in the back.  
“Harzy, over here!”
Finn turned at Logan’s voice when he stepped into the restaurant and he could see them waving him over.
“Harzy?”, he said when he was close enough to be heard and slid onto the bench next to Leo.
“We are professional hockey players, don’t expect us to not come up with 100 nicknames”, Leo said, bumping his shoulder playfully.
“You are what now?”
“Oh right, we didn’t tell you. Sometimes I forget there are people that don’t watch ice hockey. Yeah, we play for the Gryffindor Lions. I am a goalie and Logan’s a right wing.”
Finn looked very confused and Logan smiled.
“You have no idea what we are talking about do you?”
Finn shook his head.
“Come to a game with us. Then you will see”, Logan said with a genuine tone in his voice.
“Maybe.”
They ordered their food and drinks- or well, Logan and Leo ordered the food and drinks, both of them insisting to pick for him.
“How come you ended up in Gryff? Your accent sounds different.”
“You have time? It’s going to be a long story.”
Both boys looked at him expectingly. Finn didn’t know why he offered to tell them; he normally didn’t like to talk about it, but something about those two made him trust them.
“Well, I was born and raised in New York, lived there my whole life and it’s where I started dancing. I went to the All Star Studios as a child and eventually started studying Classical Ballet and Dance Performance as well as standard dances and I made my degree.”
“But- ugh, it’s still difficult to talk about it, but I was working too hard. I was at the top of my career and I pushed myself, didn’t listen to my body and as it was bound to happen, I injured myself. Badly. So badly that I needed to give up my career and well, I couldn’t stand to stay in New York, sooo I moved here. Sorry, that was probably not interesting for you.”
Finn’s eyes where everywhere but their faces, he felt a bit ashamed.
“Don’t be silly, we asked. I’m sorry about your injury”, Leo said with such a soft voice it made Finn want to cry.
He was about to respond, but was interrupted by the waiter.
“Alright boys, pizza tonno for all of you.”
Finn waited patiently for it to cool down, driving Leo and Logan mad. He eventually picked up a slice and instantly moaned when he took a bite, causing Logan to choke on his drink.
“Oh my god, this is delicious.”
When he opened his eyes again, both boys looked incredibly smug.
“Told you.”
They ate in silence for a while, enjoying the food. By the time Leo spoke again, the pizza was almost finished.
“You know Lo, we are actually getting better at dancing. I’m looking forward to the wedding.”
“Me too, it’s going to be amazing.”
Logan took Leo’s hand, starring at him lovingly. Finn felt his heart sinking. Wedding.
“Oh, I- congratulations”, Finn pressed out with a tight smile.
Leo’s head snapped towards him.
“What? Oh no, our friends are getting married! Two of the team, you’ll love them.”
And suddenly, Finn felt like he could breathe again. He shouldn’t care, but he did and it was not good.
“Okay who is up for some cocktails?”, Logan said, clapping his hands once.
“Let’s pick one for each other!”
“Oh no”, Finn shook his head rapidly.
“Yes, absolutely.”
Before Finn could protest, Logan waved the waitress over to them.
“I pick one for Finn, Finn you pick for Leo and Leo you can pick for me but make a good choice.”
It was almost adorable what a scene they made out of this. All of them pointed secretly at the drinks, smirking. The waitress gave them a small nod and moved behind the bar.
“Let’s play 20 questions while we wait”, Logan said, looking Finn in the eyes, waggling like a puppy, “We will ask you 10 and you can ask us 10, okay?”
How could Finn say no to that?
“Fine. But I’ll start. How long are you playing for the NHL?”
“I’m only one year in but Lo has been playing for two.”
“So, you two met through hockey?”
“Yes.” Leo grinned, pressing a kiss to Logan’s knuckles.
“Oh, I never asked. How old are you?”
“I’m 24 and Leo is 19, the little baby.”
“Wait. How can you be 19 but be like, twice of Logan’s height?”
If looks could kill, Finn would be dead now, but Leo laughed loudly, throwing his head back, tears making their way over his face.
“Finn, you are on thin ice right now”, he managed to say between his laughter.
It made Finn laugh too and he blew Logan a kiss, who only scoffed in response.
“It’s cute.”
Finn regretted saying it, the warmth creeping up his neck, but Logan just smiled at him.
“Ehm alright, I have three questions in one next. What is your go to work out song, why and what do you normally do while listening to it?”
“I normally just press shuffle on my playlist because I am horrible at making decisions” Leo grinned, answering fast.
Logan thought for a while before giving his answer.
“I would say Guns and Ships from Hamilton because it’s hella motivating. I warm up to it.”
Finn gasped, his eyes starting to shine.
“You like Broadway?”, he practically screamed, getting really excited.
Leo groaned next to him.
“No. Not you too!”
Both heads snapped towards him, looking rather offended by what the blonde had said.
“But it’s so good!” they said in unisono.
Then looked back at each other and high fived over the table.
“Alright, next questions. Do you have siblings and how many do you have?”
Leo was the first to answer again.
“I am an only child but not spoiled! Looking at you Lo.”
“Yeah, yeah, sure. Whatever helps you sleep at night. I have three sisters; I love them all.”
Finn nodded, “Okay a difficult one. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would it be?”
“Italy", both said at the same time.
“It’s a bit of a dream of ours.”
“Well, not so difficult as it seems. Last one! Favourite movie?”
“Tough. I’ll go with Aladdin”, Logan said.
“Aladdin?!”
“I grew up with three sisters, what did you expect?!”
Leo shook his head fondly.
“Mine is Pride and Prejudice.”
“Oohh, I love that one.”
Logan slammed his hand on the table.
“Our turn”, he said, grinning excitedly.
“What is your favourite colour?”
“Blue.”
“What did you want to be as a child”, Leo blurred out next.
“A dancer, actually. My grandma took me to the ballet every now and then.”
Leo looked at him, smiling.
“Dog or cat?”
“Dogs. Puppies.”
“You have one right in front of you.”
Leo and Finn laughed at that.
“Do you do anything else besides teaching to dance?”
“I’m studying English literature but just for funsies.”
“Left-handed or right-handed?”
“Right.”
“Do you have a sibling?”
“I do. Alex, he is my older brother. Jesus why are you going through those so fa-“
He was cut off by the waitress for the second time this night.
“Three cocktails for the three gentlemen.”
Finn eyed his one skeptically when it was placed in front of him.
“I’m scared”, he admitted.
“Just drink it!”, Logan grinned wickedly.
He held it up, sniffed it first before taking a sip, starting to cough immediately.
“Logan! For fucks sake. I am a dancer; I don’t drink alcohol! You need to warn me. Fuck, is this gasoline?”
“No, tequila”, Leo laughed.
Logan was unable to breathe, let alone talk. He was bend over, laughing so hard he was nearly wheezing, causing the other two to laugh even more.
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Finn went home happy that night, laying in his bed, thinking about Leo’s curls and eyes, and dimples - god those dimples.
But right as he was drifting off to sleep another name popped up in his mind – Logan’s name.
Oh no.
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Thank you so much @ashenwren for tagging me!!! This was sooo fun! 😍 I loved reading your answers as well!! It's going to be a bit long so it’s continuing under the cut! :D I won't be tagging anyone this time around :)
Go on reading if you want to know random things about me ;D
1. What is the color of your hairbrush? Black!
2. Name a food you never eat. I can eat almost everything but some types of read meat are just a no-no for me, I don’t like the taste brrrrr
3. Are you typically too warm or too cold? Usually very warm, but highly depends on how much I’m moving in that moment xD If I start walking a bit fast, I can feel too warm very quickly!
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? Watching Nirvana in Fire :D
5. What’s your favorite candy bar? I’m not sure if it’s a candy bar, probably not, but it’s from Ferrero so... It’s called Kinder Fetta al Latte in Italian (something like “milk slice”?) and it’s my absolute favorite sweet snack to eat! Strictly speaking of candy bars, I love Kinder Maxi King!
6. Have you ever been to a professional sports game? Yes,several times! I used to go see games of the fotball team I’m fan of, that is AC Milan.I love going to the stadium if I have a nice place to seat in, I’ve been to the hardcore fans sector more than once but it takes 3 days for me to recover afterwards ahah 
7. What is the last thing you said out loud? “Are they really going to show this movie tonight?” I was speaking about Alvin Superstar 4...
8. What is your favourite ice cream? Such a hard question!!! Probably hazelnut, but honorable mentions go to pistachio, melon, coffee, cassata and tiramisù 😍
9. What was the last thing you had to drink? Water ahah
10. Do you like your wallet? I stopped using a wallet years ago because I’m scared it will get stolen on public transport so I only have a small, rainbow colored card holder and I love it :D
11. What is the last thing you ate? A biscuit eheh
12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? No
13. What’s the last sporting event you watched? I have been feeling very disconnected from watching football games lately, probably because seeing the stadium completely empty makes me sad... And I was feeling so down during the first lockdown that I couldn’t bring myself to watch football games :( But the last event I watched was certainly an AC Milan game! 
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? The plain one! 
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? I sent to a friend of mine a video of my cat sitting under the tv while the New Year’s concert in Vienna was playing 😂
16. Ever been camping? I haven’t! :( My family has never been into it, but I’d love to do it some day!!
17. Do you take vitamins? I used to take vitamin D but now stopped.
18. Do you regularly attend a place of worship? I don’t
19. Do you have a tan? I don’t really like being in the sun for a long time and this year I’ve been staying home most of the time so no tan for me xD
20. Do you prefer chinese or pizza? Don’t make me choose between good foods, my brain just can’t do this 🥺💔
21. Do you drink your soda through a straw? I rarely drink sodas but I love drinking through a straw!
22. What color socks do you usually wear? Usually plain black! 
23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit? No because I can’t drive! I really should get a license but it’s expensive and I don’t really need a car right now!
24. What terrifies you? Getting stuck in a narrow tunnel and never get out... Seriously, this is one of my recurrent nightmares when I get anxious or I’m in a bad place mentally. It’s just... terrifying 😰
25. Look to your left, what do you see? The door 🚪
26. What chore do you hate most? I actually enjoy cleaning if I have time to do it and I don’t mind most chores because I A) transform them into some sort of game (hanging and folding the laundry it’s my fave and also doing the dusting) or B) sing while I do them 😂 but if I have to pick one I’ll say making the bed because I have a bunk bed and I sleep in the top bed so it’s a struggle 😆
27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? I like it! I’m not super familiar with it but I like it!
28. What’s your favorite soda? not a fan of sodas but I like Fanta!
29. Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? I never eat fast food but since I don’t drive I’d go in xD
30. What’s your favorite number? 13!
31. Who’s the last person you talked to? My dad
32. Favorite meat? Meat is my least favorite food category but I like chicken 🤔
33. Last song you listened to? In Quest For by Avantasia ❤️
34. Last book you read? Oh dear... I haven’t read many books this year, mostly because I've read so much fanfiction and also... 2ha happened 😂 But the last one I’ve read is Una Donna by Sibilla Aleramo!
35. Favorite day of the week? Saturday, hands down! I think because I associate it with when I was in high school and uni and Saturday afternoon was “sacred”: no homework and no studying (unless I had an exam the week after), Saturday afternoon was made for meeting friends, enjoying my hobbies or just relaxing! And it still retains that atmosphere for me!
36. Can you say the alphabet backwards? Probably? Oh my goodness, I think I could but very slowly??
37. How do you like your coffee? I used to only drink it with milk but lately I like to have a good espresso in the morining! But my favorite always remains my dear cappuccino 💕
38. Favorite pair of shoes? My black combat boots 🥺
39. Time you normally get up? When I was working at the theatre I usually got up at 7,30 am, now I usually get up at 9am!
40. What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Ahhhh some sunsets make me sad, but it depends on the situation, so I'm gonna say sunrise!
41. How many blankets on your bed? one
42. Describe your kitchen plates. If I could decide I would always have colored/patterned plates because I hate white, empty things (empty walls 😭), they give me a sense of unease! Unfortunately my parents bought white plates xD
43. Describe your kitchen at the moment. Not so tidy ahah
44. Do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? I don’t drink alcohol because I get sooo sleepy and lightheaded after half a glass of wine 😂 I can relate to lwj so much... But I love sweet wine!! Just in very small doses and preferably with a very low alcohol percentage 😂
45. Do you play cards? I used to play cards a lot!! My favorite games where scala quaranta, burraco and scopa, they're Italian games and I don't know if they have an equivalent in English 😱 My problem is I forget about the rules of the game if I don't play for some time xD
46. What color is your car? Don’t have one xD
47. Can you change a tire? I have no idea!!! 😱
48. Your favorite state or province? I suppose this is about the US but I'll talk about Italy and while my region is beautiful my favorite one is Tuscany! :D But there are some regions I've never been to!
49. Favorite job you’ve had? The one I was doing before this pandemic so ballet dancer! I tried different things to survive but honestly nothing beats the feeling of waking up, leaving the house and knowing your workplace is the theatre... Climbing the stairs to the ballet studio, walking through the corridors and hearing opera singers and musicians rehearsing, going to the stage or in the seats just to have a look at the empty theatre 🥺 Ahhh I'm making myself cry here, Gloria out!!! 😂
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Sunday Home Cinema: Army of the Dead!!
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I haven't done one of these reviews in a long time (thanks to Covid-19 ¬¬) but I'm glad this film was the one to get me back in doing these reviews.
Honestly, I found out about the film about two weeks ago when I clicked on it on YouTube out of curiosity. It looked good and I'm an all big fan of zombie films and series and every zombie-themed film/series, even if it's extremely bad made (e.g. Z Nation but it's so funny to watch).
Sorry for any mistakes or things that make not much sense but I'm writing this at 2.30am and I just wanted to write this down while it's still fresh (I might review it later on if I feel like it).
> SPOILER ALERT AHEAD!! <
Apparently, Zack Snyder's Army of the Dead (here's the trailer), which can be watched on Netflix, is the prequel of Dawn of the Dead from 2004 also directed by him, which was a remake of the George A. Romero classic. I've got a hard time seeing this due to the zombies being so different but well, let's just roll with it.
Scott Ward (played by Dave Bautista) is offered/hired for $50 million by Bly Tanaka (villain/businessman played by Hiroyuki Sanada) to break into a walled Las Vegas after it was overrun by a zombie outbreak starting at the outskirts of the city with patient zero aka alpha zombie Zeus (more to the different zombie types later on) to "apparently" retrieve $200 million that is stashed in a safe at the casino's basement. Basically, it's like Ocean's Eleven but with zombies giving the film a nice touch.
I knew from the moment Tanaka offered Scott this job that there was going to be more to it. Why else would a stinking rich guy like Tanaka need to have a group to retrieve some money when: a. the insurance paid him some of that money back. I know he mentions he can't use it but come on, people like him know how to find either a way around whatever rule there might be or even wash it. And b. he looks like a guy who understands how business works and is well off, so you're telling me he wants to send a group there just for $200 million? B*tch please, I'm sure that's just petty cash to him, and there's surely more to it, especially after one of his goons (Martin) "invites" himself to tag along with the group to "make sure" they get the job done.
If I was offered that kind of money to go to a completely sealed city ruled by zombies, I wouldn't accept it no matter how bad my situation might be. The probability that something might go sideways is too high not to mention the risk that the virus spreads out to the rest of the world, I wouldn’t be able to live with that on my conscience.
In order to pull off this heist Scott assembles a team for the mission:
Vanderohe, the tank and chainsaw man. There'll be a little paragraph for him since his fate doesn't make entirely sense to me.
Marianne Peters, the pilot.
Maria Cruz, the mechanic.
Kate Ward, a volunteer in the quarantine zone. She's Scott's daughter and the only (human) survivor in the film.
Geeta, the mother. She ventures into the zombie-infested Vegas to find money in order to pay for safe passage out of the quarantine zone for herself and her children. I believe she dies in the helicopter crash but we don't see her body, so she might be alive somewhat?
Ludwig Dieter, the thief/safe expert, and I love how he questions everything lol!
Lilly "The Coyote", "the one who knows her stuff" aka zombie expert. Somehow interesting that she's got a conscience/good heart.
Martin, the inside man, and Bly Tanaka's right hand and got the death he deserved by kitten Valentine.
Mikey Guzman, the Sharpshooter and a YouTuber.
Chambers, the muscles and Guzman's sidekick (sort of). Her death was very predictable and her own fault! Girl, why the hell would you tell Martin that you don't trust him directly to his face?! That's such a rookie mistake!!
Burt Cummings, also the muscle for like 5 minutes before turning into the bait/bargain chip for a "deal" with the zombies in order to pass their territory. Overall, he's just a big jerk.
We see the first five people are survivors of the outbreak when Vegas was "freshly" being overrun by zombies and barely made it out of the city before it was completely sealed off. The rest of them are new characters. Almost none of them have any deep character story/feeling/development, most of them are quite plain and you don't care whether they survive or not. I've got also a hard time seeing any father-daughter relationship between Scott and Kate. I get that they haven't talked to each other since Scott had to put down Kate's mother after she got turned into a zombie but if I hadn’t seen the beginning I'd say they're just two strangers who met during the outbreak and he saved her at some point.
I very much like the fact that they introduce different types of zombies! On one hand, we've got the standard zombies aka shamblers who move slowly and are dead if you blow their brains out and if they bite you you become a shambler too. Then, there are the alphas who are fast (so fast that they can dodge bullets), they can also think, take orders, and are very organised. If you're bitten by one you become an alpha too but they also die if they're shot in the head which is easier said than done! We've also got a zombie horse, that's more bone than anything else, and a big tiger kitten called Valentine who used to be part of Siegfried & Roy's show (which also throws in the question, during which year is this movie set? They've both already passed away and they haven’t been retired from the entertainment world for a while before they passed away, and we see Tanaka carrying a modern mobile, so it must be during the past 2-3 our years.)
Their leader is patient zero aka Zeus who we see at the beginning being transported by a convoy of soldiers from Area 51 to somewhere else but never makes it there because he breaks free due to part of the convoy crashing into a car of a recent married (while the guy gets a blowjob and doesn’t watch the road!). He also takes the Bride as his queen (later on she's beheaded and her head still alive), who we see to be pregnant!! HOLY COW!! This throws in sooo many questions! For instance, how do zombies reproduce? The same way as we humans? What will the baby look like? Full zombie? A hybrid, half-human half-zombie? What power would they have? Do I even want to know or see this? Probably. Probably not. How many times did I wish they'd have introduced something like this in TWD (before I stopped watching it). At some point the virus that makes people zombies is supposed to mutate, every virus mutates at some point. We did already see a zombie baby in Dawn of the Dead but that was different since the woman was already in the late stages of pregnancy when she got bit. This one was one that was produced from zombie sex. I’ve got a feeling that their sex must be quite violent to say the least. Also, they way how the care for each other, especially Zeus for his Bride and child and seeks vengeance for both their deaths showing they’re capable of feeling and caring for their people. Maybe, just maybe want to find a way to survive without having to turn people but I think they’ll still need humans as a source of food. I don’t think they’re capable to live from eating normal food.
I've to make a special mention about Vanderohe. Besides, the fact that he's very attractive, there are a few things that don't make entirely sense to me.
He survives the nuclear blast of Las Vegas since he was looked inside the safe, which I can see being possible but (a little more possible than Indiana Jones seeking shelter in an old-fashioned fridge from a nuclear blast in Indiana Jones and Kingdom of Crystal Skull)... the whole city was nuked! And I mean big smoke of mushroom nuke! So, shouldn't the place, I don't know, be radioactive or something like that? And shouldn’t he find the nearest decontamination shower? Furthermore, it doesn't make sense that he gets infected, i.e. bitten. He gets into a fight with Zeus while they're in front of the safe and I watched that part several times and in slow motion too and we don't see Zeus bit him. There's one time where Zeus almost bites him but his teeth don't end up sinking into the flesh. He has Van in his hold, dislocates his right shoulder, and almost bites him there but only almost! In that same moment, Dieter hits Zeus in the head and pulls Van into the safe closing the door behind him (and most likely gets killed/turned by Zeus). I repeat there's no "visible" scene of Van being bitten by Zeus or any other zombie in another scene. So, where the f*ck did he get the bite and from who? I've also read that there's a theory of Van being immune because he's not turning as quick as the soldiers at the beginning of the movie when Zeus escapes the convoy (he still might be able to infect others though). He starts to feel lightheaded/dizzy and his body feels cold to the touch on the plane, and around the bite we see the veins turning black but that's it.
As much as I love the concept of the movie, it's very predictable as well as easy to figure out who makes it out alive and who makes it out the other kind of "alive" and it also reminded me a bit of Resident Evil (the first film was good and the rest just a waste). Tanaka wanting a fresh sample of an Alpha to make a virus that enables him to create an army of zombies he can control and take over the world. He could be Wesker's twin and his company the equivalent of the Umbrella Corporation. It's worth to watch but it doesn't compare to other zombie films such as 28 Days Later or even Dawn of the Dead (the classic and newer version), and many others.
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hello! this is my stupid naive child with a heart of gold oliver !  i’m very excited to about him, so pls give me all of your affection & plots 🥺  i wrote like a whole novel under the cut because i had this man for like a year now, so please bare with me
chicago’s very own oliver park-davies has been spotted on madison avenue driving a maroon jeep wrangler , welcome ! your resemblance to charles melton is unreal . according to tmz , you just had your twenty fourth birthday bash . your chance of surviving new york is uncertain because you’re withdrawn, but being empathetic might help you . i think being a cancer explains that . 3 things that would paint a better picture of you would be lazy mornings in bed, getting the job done at the last minute, & a soft voice  . ( i stole the test answers for my college finals to impress my parents ) & ( cis male & he/him) + ( hailey , 19 , she/her, cst)
— “ basics ! ’ 〉
full name. oliver park-davies.
nicknames. oli, ollie, park, davies obviously lmao.
age. twenty-four.
date of birth. june 26.
occupation. singer/songwriter.
sexual orientation. bisexual.
birthplace. new york.
zodiac. cancer.
spoken languages. fluent in too many languages thank you.
— “ backstory! ’ 〉
oliver park-davies was born in chicago to two extremely loving parents, and his seven other siblings of which he was the oldest, they were this gigantic loving family, and everybody wanted to be like them
okay well when i say loving i mean that’s how they appeared on the outside, his family was very broken, his parents constantly on the edge of divorce, him and his siblings didn’t get along at all, and in the park-davies house there was always something to argue about
the park-davies were billionaires, this was due to their extremely successful business endeavors, and knew when and where to invest their money they had enough money to buy whatever they wanted whenever they wanted, they never looked at the price tag, to quote ariana grande, “they want it, they got it.” their business headquarters is in texas! and oliver’s parents constantly just left him n his siblings in chicago while they went to texas
but he spent his summers their and it’s basically home away from home
his parents often tried to basically bribe their kids to love them because they were honestly the worst, they often emotionally abused their children, and neglected them, and the only time that their parents did want anything to do with them is when they needed to make a public appearance
was very much the rich kid that raised by nannies and butlers rather than his actual parents, and in a weird way he sorta became this surrogate parent for his siblings, he was the one they looked up to and came to for advice that sorta thing
oliver,,,just needed something anything to take his mind of it, so immediately he threw himself into studying and books, and to quote matilda, “the books gave him a comforting message...you are not alone.”
his parents ended up figuring out that their son was smart, like hella smart, by 10 he’d mastered latin, and by 11 he was already reading at college level
bUT despite being able to graduate college by 12 at the rate he was going he wanted as normal of a childhood as possible, and so he continued with his regular grade level, and tried his best to be ‘normal’
honestly his love of books got to the point that his room essentially turned into a small library of it’s own, it got to the point where his parents reluctantly gave him his own room to house all of his books
books weren’t the only thing that oliver found his passion for, when he enrolled in his school’s choir, he realized his love for singing
he wanted to share his music with people without having the recognition, so he uploaded a lot of his music to soundcloud under an alias ( vc: conan gray / cavetown i can’t decide yet lmao rip )
he gained a massive following, that not even he expected, which would seem like a great thing if he wasn’t expected by his parents to take on the family business
one day his parents sat him down and he saw it a good a time as ever to tell his parents about the success he hoped to gain from singing, his parents cut him off immediately and told him that his father was suffering from cancer
due to his revelation his parents ostracized him more than they did before, and slowly but surely he began to be iced out, no longer showing up in appearances, and just avoiding any press altogether
as his father got increasingly more sick, oliver began to realize the mistake that he made, and on his death bed oliver promised his father that he would do as both of his parents wished and take over the family business
oliver had the scores to get to any school that he wanted and decided on business school at columbia, where his father was an alumni, the agreement that he had with his mother was that once he graduated he’d begin shadowing his mother to learn to run the company
the school and the city itself was immediately overwhelming to my boy who came from not so humble beginnings in his small town, and he was unsure of where he belonged in this huge school
until!!!!! he found friends!!!! and they made him feel accepted!!! and it was great!!!!
once his friends heard his voice and of his dreams they encouraged him to join the university’s men’s choir, and was prompted by the director to join the university’s theatre department, where he appeared in a overwhelming majority of the school’s plays and musicals
he was discovered one night at this open mic thing he went to and it was great! he was signed to a record deal with a label! and my bby’s dreams were finally coming true!!!
lmao but the one condition that he did have for his label was that he had to graduate school first, and it was accepted
he graduated early! because of course he did only because he stole the test answers because his grades were sorta declining and finals were coming up sooo
his mom was expecting him to come back to texas and maintain the family business, but he pulled a whole uno reverse card, and ended up disappearing from whatever world it is that him mom lived in
he became pretty successful in the music industry, coming from this cool indie artist that only about a few hundred people knew about to this seemingly overnight sensation
my bb is still v e r y unused to the attention, mostly because his parents never gave it to him and he was like, adoration???? attention??? care??? what’s that
has recently started a band! consisting of people he met a columbia, so him, a guy friend, and olivia dkfsjdkj guy friend remains unnamed because it’s a wc
— “ personality / headcanons ! ’ 〉
is a huge dork that just loves to make people smile and when he sees people genuinely happy his heart melts a little bit inside
is very much the shoulder to cry on for people, and even if he doesn’t know you he’ll sit and listen to your whole life story and just try to cheer you up because that’s just in his nature?
has started his acting career! first it was just cute small little cameos in movies and tv shows, but now it’s turned into him getting his own show!!! he couldn’t be more excited tbh
remember how i said that he’d sit and listen to a stranger cry? if he shows even the slightest bit of emotion that isn’t happiness he starts malfunctioning and just trying to make the people around him happy
he’s honestly probably said, “alright i have to go back to being funny again.” to himself so many times before??? he’s so broken on the inside but has just put up so many barriers
despite the many walls he has to protect himself from other people, he’s just the nicest purest soul, he treats everyone like his family, and just has the insatiable need to be liked dkkfkdkd, pls be fragile with my boy thanks
ollie is left-handed
loves singing show tunes and has gone to too many shows on broadway????
has a special room for playbills because he likes getting them signed and they’re very important to him
hates talking about his family and will probably cry if you make him bring them up lmao
he’s such a himbo ... just kind , beefy , and stupid
he often just dumbs himself down, not because he thinks he’s better than other or something weird like that, buuuut he feels like people will judge him and make fun of him like others did when he was younger
— “ wanted plots ! ’ 〉
some potential wc i’m terrible at thinking of these so please don’t feel limited by this list!
best friends!!!!
roommates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! think this, this, this, this
guys he can hang out with sdksdflfkj idk a close knit group i’m thinking of ross, chandler, and joey or smth he’d be joey obvi
romantic plots can fuck me up any day of the week
i’m a slut for a good exes plot
unrequited crush, it can be that he has feelings for someone way out of his league, or someone has a crush on him and he’s just oblivious 
someone who broke his heart n inspired his music
band members!!!! would’ve had to attended columbia 
someone who he’s a good influence on
bad influence, he’s too good corrupt him do it cowards
former / current hookups 
ex friends 
straight up enemies
smth like one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten, eleven, twelve, thirteen
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horansqueen · 5 years
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AM Conversations : chapter 33
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A Niall Horan fanfiction ; rated MA
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CHAPTER 1 || CHAPTER 2 || CHAPTER 3 || CHAPTER 4 || CHAPTER 5 || CHAPTER 6 || CHAPTER 7 || CHAPTER 8 || CHAPTER 9 || CHAPTER 10 || CHAPTER 11 || CHAPTER 12 || CHAPTER 13 || CHAPTER 14 || CHAPTER 15 || CHAPTER 16 || CHAPTER 17 || CHAPTER 18 || CHAPTER 19 || CHAPTER 20 || CHAPTER 21 || CHAPTER 22 || CHAPTER 23 || CHAPTER 24 || CHAPTER 25 || CHAPTER 26 || CHAPTER 27 || CHAPTER 28 || CHAPTER 29 || CHAPTER 30 || CHAPTER 31 || CHAPTER 32
NOTES:
-one chapter is her pov, the next is his. -4.2k -im sorry, i never proofread, i hate it. -there WILL be smut. but not only smut. -this is a romance, comedy, smut story. -for the summary, check my MASTERLIST.
- if you want to be notified when this is updated, please message me or leave a comment!
- you can send me questions and theories and comments. tbh they all make me SO SO SO SOOOO HAPPY! and make me want to write more! you can also tell me if there are things you WANT to happen. you never know, i may add it :P
- note for this chapter: sooo uhm, im not getting many comments these days sooo is this story still good? also, keep sending ideas for this story! i’ll try to add as many as i can. ALSO: if you guys know about things Niall did in 2016 and when he did it, MESSAGE ME! i really need a timeline, thanks!
Chapter 33 : Her chapter
OLIVIA
The pub was not too crowded and as soon as I sat at a table, Niall sent me a smile and bent down slightly to kiss me. Every single time, it made my whole body throb. I think the fact that we were together now hadn't sunk in yet and when he kissed me, it still felt unreal, like I was imagining it or simply hoping for it. But it was true, and every time it hit me, I felt a wave of excitement wash over me.
"I'll get us beer, just find a table."
I frowned as he left until I realized he meant a pool table. I got up again, happy that I left my purse in the car, and grabbed two sticks and a rack. Niall came back and handed me my beer before taking one of the sticks. I put my mug on the nearest table and tilted my head as I looked at him apply chalk to the tip. Just looking at him doing that made me realize I was going to lose, there was no doubt about it.
"So, you're gonna show me how to play?" I asked, feeling my lips curl as he looked up at me.
"Yeah." he smirked, grabbing the rack before looking up at me. "Just so I can put my arms around you."
"And feel my ass against your crotch." I added, rolling my eyes with a smile. "I've seen those movies, too."
This time, he laughed and handed me the chalk and I did exactly what he did with it only a few seconds ago. He placed the balls in the rack and took it off, leaning against the table with his stick, ready to start. I stared at him as he licked his lips before looking up at me and raising his eyebrows.
"It doesn't matter." he just started, giving a short and quick hit on the balls. "All that matters is that i'm gonna win."
My eyes followed the balls and I raised my nose up, biting my bottom lip. Of course he was going to win, there was no doubt about it, but I would definitely try my best. It was not until he put himself behind me and moved his arms around me that I finally relaxed and decided that victory wasn't that important, after all.
"Okay, place your hands like that."
I felt my eyes flutter at the feeling of his breath on the skin of my neck while his hands grabbed mine ti place them on the stick and my lips curled before I turned my head slightly to look at him. He noticed my gaze and moved his head slightly my way, sending me back my smile. Our lips were almost touching and I liked it.
"Liv, focus." he insisted, raising his eyebrows but still smiling.
"I am." I argued low. "I'm focusing on the most important thing in this room."
His eyes dropped to my lips and without thinking I licked them quickly. To say I loved Niall was an understatement and to say I lusted him was an euphemism. I needed to get rid of those fears as soon as I could to live this relationship the only way it should be lived : intensely and plenty.
"How about you do like those movies you just talked about?"
This time, it made me chuckle and slowly, I pushed my ass against him. I watched as he closed his eyes and it made me chuckle again. He groaned and I did all I could to stop myself from kissing him.
"I'm buying a pool table tomorrow." he just pointed out, pushing himself against me and making me raise my eyebrows.
"Why?"
"Just so I can fuck you on it."
I let out a laughter and put the sticks away on the table, turning in his arms to face him and wrapping my arms around his neck. His face expression changed and I noticed fondness in the way he was looking at me. I wanted him to kiss me and somehow, I felt like he wanted it too, but he glanced around and finally took a step back, grabbing his stick back.
"Too much pda always turns into way too many online articles." he pointed out with a weird smile. "Trust me."
I couldn't hide the hurt on my face but at the same time, I understood. I knew that by dating Niall, it would never be a 'normal' relationship. Of course, it was a bit harder for me to understand because I was not a celebrity and that's probably why Niall dated girls who knew exactly what it meant, even if sometimes, they didn't feel the same way about how to handle things, like with Maya and that instagram picture. I almost wanted to go back home now so I wouldn't have to check every single action i would do but I decided it was not worth ruining our first official date.
We finished the game and although I lost, I realized how much fun it was to be with him, just like it was when we were just best friends. it made me think that we would never be just best friends anymore, that time was over. We would either always stay together as lovers, or break up and become ex lovers and maybe even stop talking completely. That thought made my heart twist in my chest but I quickly shook my head to get rid of it. Niall and I had been dating for about 24 hours, it was ridiculous to be afraid of something like this for now.
We quickly finished our drinks and walked back in the cold weather of winter. It started snowing though and the cold wasn't as rough as it was a few hours earlier. I felt his fingers grip mine as we walked back to the car and I squeezed them quickly.
"I'm sorry." he let out after a few minutes of silence. "I didn't want to ruin this date."
I felt my heart melt and my traits softened as I turned my head to send him a smile. It was so futile, so unimportant, and I didn't want to put energy into analyzing it.
"You didn't."
He stopped right in front of his car and turned to me, his hands reaching for my face and I tilted my chin up, waiting for his lips to meet mine. His mouth was warm and it was a great contrast with the rest of my body. The kiss was slow but deep and I just decided to enjoy this pda he was not supposed to give me.
"Come on, let's go back home." he whispered, his lips brushing against mine.
"Which one?" I asked with a grin, making him chuckle and smile too.
"I was thinking mine, but I can bring you back to yours if you prefer."
We stared at each other for a few seconds and I finally shook my head, making him peck my lips again. The ride home was silent, but not an awkward silence, and when he parked in his driveway, we both got out and walked to the door. He searched through his pockets and groaned before sighing.
"Just a second, I think I forgot my keys in my car."
I nodded and watched him leave but finally leaned on the door as I grabbed my cellphone to check the notifications I could have received. I didn't really have time to see anything and I jumped in surprise when a snowball hit me on the arm. My jaw dropped and I frowned, half-shocked and half insulted, and my eyes moved up only to see my boyfriend smirking at me and raising his eyebrows.
"Bet you didn't see that coming, did ya?"
Slowly, I put my phone back in my purse and left it next to the door before walking down the few stairs and closer to him, but still remaining at a fair distance.
"You planned this, didn't you?"
He chuckled and smirked even more.
"Oh ya, the minute I proposed that date." he confessed without shame. "I know you, you're proud enough to play the game."
I pressed my lips together and my nose raised up, a bit annoyed that he was right. I bent down to grab snow in my hand, molding it into a ball with both my hands and just shrugged.
"I am." I just admitted. "This game though, you're gonna lose."
I threw my ball as fast as I could but he started running and without thinking, I ran after him as he laughed.
"Wow, Liv!" he let out sarcastically with an other laughter. "You only missed by like, a mile!"
"Shut up, Niall!" I let out a bit too loud, grabbing more snow quickly as I kept running before throwing it at him.
He laughed again and I dodged one of his snowballs with my elbow, feeling my heart jump in my chest knowing how close it was to my face.
"You're gonna pay for that!"
This time, I caught his chest and he looked so surprised that I had time to throw him an other snowball that hit his right leg. I don't know how long it lasted but I ended up tripping on my own feet and grabbing myself on the back of his coat, making us both fall on the ground. I could hear him pant in-between laughs and I did too with a big smile on my lips. I stared up at the sky, watching the snowflakes fall from the black sky and came to the conclusion that I was happy. I had never felt happier in all my life.
Niall rolled around and ended up on top of me, hiding a big part of the sky from me, but my lips curled in a fond smile. The sight of him with snowflakes falling around his head was incredible and I wanted to remember it forever.
"I love you, Niall." I let out without thinking.
His face softened and his eyes roamed on my face before he moved closer and kissed me again. His lips were cold now but he tasted just as good. I could feel his nose rub gently against mine as he moved his head to kiss me from a different angle. I didn't move. I didn't even bring my arms around him. I just took it all in, all the love and affection he was giving me. It was like a tank I needed to fill and it had been almost empty for so long that I felt like It would never overflow.
"I love you too, Olivia."
I kept my eyes closed as he talked and after a while, he moved off of me and got up. I opened my eyes but didn't move and finally just started moving my arms and legs to make an angel in the snow. It made him laugh and when I was done, he held his hands out for me to help me up, making sure the angel I made remained intact.
"Cold?"
I chuckled but nodded frenetically.
"Okay, how about cuddling inside?"
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It took us about fifteen minutes to get inside, get changed, get prepared, and end up in his bed. I stared at the ceiling as I waited for him and when he got out of the bathroom, I expected him to turn the light off but instead, he walked up to me and pulled the covers off me to lay on top of me.
"I'm better than blankets to keep you warm." he just pointed out, making me smile.
His smile reached mine and he kissed me again, holding himself on his elbows on each side of my head. It always felt incredible when we kissed and I didn't care how cheesy and eye-rolling it could sound. I wanted to feel my heart jump in my chest every time his lips touched mine for the rest of my life.
"You know what you asked me when we were eating?" I let out in a low tone, making him frown and back away slightly.
"Maybe we could do that now." I proposed after he nodded.
His eyes traveled from my eyes to my lips and back to my eyes.
"You don't have to if you're not ready, no pressure, you know that, right?"
His voice was soft and it made a shiver run in my back, making my lips curl into a fond smile.
"I really want to."
This time, his smile changed into an amused and happy one and he moved off of me to sit in bed. I did the same, leaning against the headboard, and started nibbling on my bottom lip. I was scared, a bit embarrassed, too, and I could feel my whole body throb due to how nervous I was suddenly. I swallowed and breathed in but when he put his hand on my knee, I felt my body relax a bit.
"Take your time."
It was ridiculous to be so stressed for something to normal, right? Was it normal to be scared that my own boyfriend wouldn't find me attractive? To be scared that I would look stupid? Was it normal to be scared that I wouldn't turn him on?
I squirmed a bit to take my pants off and let them fall on the floor, next to his bed, and spread my legs a bit. His eyes immediately fell down as I slipped my hand over my panties, making him look up at me.
"Last time you did that, you were thinking about me." he reminded me. "Are you gonna think about me this time, too?"
I let out a low chuckle and nodded, licking my lips and leaning my head on the headboard too. I slid two fingers on my slit and my legs tensed a bit. The way he was looking at me was turning me on and I couldn't stop thinking about how good it would feel to finally make love with him, to feel him deep inside me for the very first time. I was getting horny and I could feel myself get wet as I pressed my fingers against my panties more.
"Petal, please." he let out in a very low tone. "Take your panties off."
"Do it yourself."
Without waiting, he slid his fingers in the hem of my panties and I moved my ass up to help him before he dropped them on top of my pants, on the floor. Both his hands reached for my knees and he spread them as I held my breath. I knew he had seen me naked only a few hours before but I couldn't help but be nervous about it.
"Fuck..."
He was staring between my legs and i brought my hand back over my pussy, sliding a finger on my slit and biting my bottom lip hard. I pushed two fingers inside me and his lips parted. I brought my other hand, using two fingers to rub my clit too as I fucked myself slowly and gently and I heard him groan. He moved closer and reached for the bottom of my shirt, moving it up over my breasts and running his fingertips gently on them. I felt my eye roll back at the feeling it brought me and I let out a soft whimper. I started finger fucking myself harder, bringing myself closer to an orgasm, and when I opened my eyes, I saw my boyfriend palming himself through his sweatpants.
"Do it." I just said, waiting patiently until he took his dick out and my legs tenses again.
I looked at him stroking his cock while looking at me masturbating and I didn't know if the sight or the thought was more exciting.
"I can literally hear how wet you are, fuck."
He groaned again and it brought a rush inside me, making me close my legs and stop touching myself.
"No, no please."
With his free hand, he pulled on one of my knees and stared again between my legs, his hand still around his cock, and I could barely believe it was happening.
"Don't stop, just cum." he let out in a low but firm tone. "I want to watch you cum."
I did as I was told, biting my lip harder than before as I kept touching myself. My eyes kept traveling from his face to his hand and it only took a few minutes for me to reach an orgasm.
"Niall, i'm cumming..."
I didn't need to tell him. I started shaking and moaning louder as my eyes fluttered close. I kept touching myself through my orgasm and all the nervousness and stress suddenly left my body. I felt lighter and my lips curled before I opened my eyes again. The way his hand moved harder on his cock made my heart jump in my chest. Without thinking, I dropped down on the floor and put myself between his legs, looking up in his eyes.
"You really don't have-"
I didn't let him finish, I just took his dick in my mouth, feeling it slide on my tongue, and started sucking on it. He let out a curse word and I started going quicker and harder on him. I felt his fingers slide in my hair and grip it, holding my head down for a few seconds as he moaned a bit louder.
"Fuck, you're gonna make me cum."
The thought made me feel dizzy again and I brought one of my hands on his cock to stroke him at the same time while the other one reached for his balls. His hand grabbed my hair tighter and he stopped moving as he came. I felt the taste of his cum invade my mouth and tried to swallow what I could, feeling some slip out of my lips. He finally let go of my hair and I pulled away, wiping my mouth quickly and sitting on my legs. My knees hurt despite the carpet on the floor and I felt embarrassed for a reason I ignored.
I felt his hand under my chin and looked up as his thumb started brushing against my cheek. He sent me a satisfied and fond smile and I grinned back softly at him.
"You didn't have to, but thank you." he whispered, his eyes never leaving mine. "I love you."
I moved back up on my knees and he bent down to kiss me. I was a bit surprised when he deepened the kiss but I didn't say anything and let him taste himself for a while. When he pulled away, he smiled again and made a quick head movement before laying down in bed. I got up and walked to the door to turn the lights off before joining him in bed. We remained silent for a few minutes and I finally turned my head his way.
"Was it okay?"
He turned his head to look at me and I blinked a few times as I tried to get used to the darkness.
"Which part?"
"Everything." I just shrugged.
"It was perfect." he quickly answered, now turning his whole body my way and bringing his hand on my cheek. "Everything was perfect. You're perfect."
I chuckled a bit and shook my head but decided not to argue with him.
"Thank you for trusting me."
His words hit me hard and I realized he seemed to know exactly how I felt and how tough it could be for me. I didn't think he could understand but he was proving me the opposite and it made my heart melt. I have loved Niall my whole life but I knew I had never loved him more than now that we were together. I was seeing him in a different way, a way I never thought i'd get to live... a way I desperately needed. I was the luckiest person in the world and I knew it.
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When Niall decided we would decorate his tree a few days later, it made me roll my eyes. We did it every year, it was true, but it was the first time we did it as a couple. I knew how anal Niall could be though and I knew how perfect his tree had to be.
"Ditch the white lights, let's add colors this year!"
He turned to me and glared at me, making me roll my eyes as he placed a box of decorations on the floor.
"You need to make concessions sometimes, Niall, you know?"
He opened the box and grabbed the boring white lights before raising his eyebrows at me.
"Babe, I love you, but this is my tree, and i'll decorate it the way I want to."
I pouted jokingly and shrugged, grabbing the lights with him as we started placing them around the tree.
"I thought it was our tree, now."
He stopped moving for a few seconds before letting out a short chuckle.
"Nice try." he let out, making me laugh.
We finished the tree and as I was looking at it with a smile, I felt something around touch me and laughed again when I saw Niall putting a tinsel around my neck before pulling on it to bring me closer.
"You're crazy!"
"Mmhm." he just replied, bringing his lips on mine and kissing me gently. "Thanks for helping me with the tree."
I didn't answer but kissed him deeper, closing my eyes as butterflies started hitting the inside of my stomach again. The kiss was slow and good, and when he pulled away, he smiled at me again.
"You remember we're leaving tomorrow?"
I nodded quickly and licked my lips. I hadn't prepared my stuff yet and I knew I would probably rush in the morning and forget a few things but It was one of the things I hated the most doing when it came to traveling. I also knew Niall's bags were ready and had been for a while and although I should follow his example, I was a lazy ass who didn't really care about it.
"You should pack your stuff." he added as if he could read my mind.
I chuckled and nodded, raising my nose in a grimace.
"I knoooow, I just don't feel like it."
He laughed and his eyes roamed on my face before he raised his eyebrows and sighed.
"If you do it, i'll give you one of your presents tonight." he suggested, making me hold my breath. "If you don't then you'll have to open all your gifts at my mom's."
My eyes seemed to illuminate and my smile got as big as it was humanly possible.
"Okay! I'll do it I promise!"
"Nuh-huh!" he shook his head with an other chuckle. "You think I don't know you? You pack and then i'll give you your present."
"Unfair!"
"Very fair!" he argued with a chuckle. "Besides, if I give it to you first, you'll find a million excuses not to pack."
I groaned low and grimaced again. We both knew he was right and I just sighed and rushed to our room to pack. I tried to bring only a few pieces of clothing but ended up with too much and I had to put some back in Niall's drawers. I also added a lot of 'just in case' stuff knowing perfectly well that I wouldn't use them and when I was finally done, I walked back to the living room. I thought Niall would be sitting on the couch but he was actually sitting in front of the tree with a beer, staring at it. I sat on my knees next to him and slowly, he turned to look my way and handed me his beer. I grabbed it and took a sip before handing it back to him.
"All set?"
I smiled and nodded and without a word, he handed me a box. It was about the size of a pocket book and I pressed my lips together, taking it slowly. I had no idea what it was but I knew Niall made the best gifts.
"It's literally nothing." he shrugged, putting his beer away. "But I know your romantic ass likes meaningful things like that, and I wanted you to have it anyway."
I frowned a bit but unwrapped the box before opening it, now extremely curious on what was hidden in it. My heart skipped a beat when I noticed a napkin laying in top of red silk papers and took it off before unfolding it. My eyes roamed on the words written and I recognized the song... my song.
"I was at a bar when I thought about this song." he started, licking his lips. "It's only the first draft, and it was all I had to write it down but I kept it, just in case I couldn't remember the lyrics the next day I mean, I was a bit hammered." he laughed a bit but became serious again. "I couldn't stop thinking about you, Olivia. And honestly, I haven't stopped thinking about you since then either."
I looked up at me, feeling my heart beat all over my body and finally moved closer to press my lips softly against his.
"No matter what else you give me, nothing will top this." I whispered against his mouth. "Thank you."
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suggahsweet · 4 years
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20 for 2020 - Updated List
Having a baby amidst the Coronavirus pandemic has been an experience tho. And it means I need to update my New Year’s Resolutions because some of them just reallllly don’t or can’t apply anymore. I don’t know how long these resolutions will apply (if things get back to a more “normal” state I may want to update them again), but I think for at least the next few months, this is what I’ve got:
1. Shut off phone for 8 hours once a week: I use the phone religiously to track EJ’s feedings, diapers, and sleep. Sometimes when I’m nursing it’s the only form of entertainment accessible. The argument could be made that I should just enjoy the time with my son, but I spend about two hours a day at this activity, and I really enjoy reading on my phone while I do it. SO, the new resolution: turn my phone to airplane mode for 8 hours a week, with at least 4 of those hours being consecutive. This should allow me to use the phone for tracking and reading but also be free of the constant mind-numbing lure of Instagram/checking emails/playing endless Clash Royale games. 
2. No phone for first 30 mins of day. I honestly did pretty well at both of these first two resolutions for the first three months of the year. But staying off my phone in the morning now feels totally unthinkable. (See above re: tracking, reading, etc.) I do really enjoy the calming ritual of looking at the weather and pollen count for the day, looking at my sleep patterns on my Fitbit, checking in on my goals on League, etc. So I’m going to nix this goal entirely. Since part of this goal was so that I could go to God first and not get distracted, I’ll change it to - do devos 5x a week. This has been surprisingly difficult having an unpredictable baby around - which I knew it would be, by the way!! (I had one friend insist that “babies sleep all the time”, which, woof. We’ve had to alter our expectations on that one.)
3. Dedicate baby to Jesus. I am going to go ahead and be optimistic and believe this could still happen! I just sent an email to the church office asking how it works. 
4. Join a woman’s Bible study. Done!
5. Ask a friend to church. Again, with the specificity of this goal, going to hold out hope that this becomes a possibility before the year is out! 
6. Make a health tracker for all 3 of us. Done, and because we’re keeping distanced from others, praise God for His protection and safety, I really haven’t had to use it. Which is great, because I worry about every. little. thing. when it comes to EJ. Motherhood is an exercise in surrendering to God and living fully dependent on Him the way EJ is fully dependent on us! 
7. Get outside and walk for 20 minutes daily. I’m pretty proud of how I kept this up throughout my pregnancy and started back up about a week postpartum! Again, thanking God for great weather, an easy delivery and recovery, and an able body! 
8. Go to prenatal yoga 6 more times. I did this one, albeit modified - I did yoga using videos at home. 
9. Start running again post-birth. Done! 
10. Get back down to minus 140 lbs. Sadly, I had checked this one off on the one day I was like 139.8...but I’m back up. Significantly. And I don’t really feel like putting in the effort to lose it while I’m breastfeeding and pretty much always hungry. Sooo we’ll see what happens.
11. Eat less sugar (be mindful). Ha! May as well change this one to “bake more”...lol. In the spirit of being healthy and recognizing that food is one of my few great pleasures during this time period, I’ll rejig it to be - exercise three times a week. 
12. Go to a BBQ place with Johnny. Alas, no one is going anywhere. But I am going to change this one to have 8 date nights with jnils - works out to one a month from now until the end of the year!
13. Eat at Olive Garden. Done, and so glad I checked this one off before the borders closed!
14. Buy a better frying pan. Honestly, I don’t really care that much about this one anymore. But in the spirit of the kitchen, I would like to learn how to make my mom’s macaroni beef casserole!
15. Wear lip colour once a week. I kept up with this during the school year, but my face looks better with eyeliner and mascara, and lip colour is a waste if you’re wearing a mask! So I’m switching it to: wear makeup once a week. 
16. Buy new glasses and/or contacts. I would like to keep this one and see it completed because my glasses are old and my contacts are expired, lol. 
17. Buy and complete a puzzle. Done!
18. Read 60 books. I’m at 40 currently so I think I’m going to make it! 
19. See 10 movies with jnils. Whelp. I had watched two with him, and I meant in theatres. BUT, we did start watching through the Marvel movies pre-baby, and that is something I would really like to finish! So I’ll say watch all the Marvel movies, in order of release date.
20. Meet up with someone at least once a week after the first month of newborn has passed. Ugh. This was one I was really looking forward to. I looove getting out of the house each day, even if it’s just to go to the garden centre to pick up flowers or hang out with my parents, so I really think I would have done this one sans COVID regulations...but for some reason, I find scheduling FaceTime calls and Skype calls etc etc really difficult and energy-draining. Part of it is most people are still working and can only do them at night, which is witching hour for EJ dearest. So I’m going to do a complete about-face away from a social goal and go for one that is guaranteed to make me happy and not take away from my more limited energy resources, not that I don’t love my friends and family: Plant tulips in October! 
BONUS! Look into becoming a milk donor. I currently have about 80 ounces in my freezer and I think I could do it (you need 150!), but I don’t want to hold myself to it because then I have unnatural reactions to “wasting” my milk (like when I spilled an ounce of it today after pumping 3 and got really, really annoyed). I’m sending them an email today too! 
Overall, I’m really excited about revising my resolutions and almost feel like I should do this every year, baby/COVID or no. In any case, I am SO grateful that I and my family are all healthy and safe, and I pray that God would continue to protect us, and you too, if you’re reading this. :)
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silver--storms · 4 years
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50 Questions
Thanks for the tag my lovely girls! @satans-helper @shes-outta-sight
1. what is the color of your hairbrush?
Pink, unfortunately they were out of purple. :/
2. a food you never eat?
Uhh...I’m sooo not picky with food, I’ll pretty much eat anything. I guess fish sticks?? 
3. are you typically too warm or too cold?
I fluctuate rapidly between the two at all times and it’s super annoying. 
4. what were you doing 45 minutes ago?
I was at walmart getting cat litter, lol ~exciting~
5. what is your favourite candy bar?
I love Heath bars and York Peppermint Patties. 
6. have you ever been to a professional sports event?
Five? Four baseball, one NBA. 
7. what is the last thing you said out loud?
“Fuck, idk what to get Shelby.” lol @cantbehandled-ever
8. what is your favourite ice cream?
Birthday cake!!
9. what was the last thing you had to drink?
Unfortunately Pepsi, I really wanted a gingerale but walmart was out and I was dying of thirst. First time I’ve had a pepsi in about ten years lol.
10. do you like your wallet?
I looove my wallet, however I need a bigger purse tbh. I have a GVF wallet that the lovely @shes-outta-sight gifted me for my bday :)
11. what was the last thing you ate?
A ham and cheese sandwhich :)
12. did you buy any new clothes last weekend?
I bought new scrubs, does that count? lol
13. the last sporting event you watched?
Oh god, probably a bears game back in October? 
14. what is your favourite flavour of popcorn?
Kettlecorn and actual movie theater popcorn!
15. who is to last person you sent a text message to?
@shes-outta-sight lol about to video chat
16. ever go camping?
Yes! I used to go all the time when I was younger, would love to sometime this summer, it’s been too long. 
17. do you take vitamins?
I take a multi-vitamin and I am going to start taking vitamin D as well as Iron supplement, because apparently I’m “dangerously deficient” according to my doc.  
18. do you go to church every sunday?
I went to church every sunday, wednesday, thursday and friday for 18yrs of my life, no, i’m good on that. 
19. do you have a tan?
I’m so white, I’m practically translucent. 
20. do you prefer chinese food or pizza?
Fuck me, those are my two facs... I...Chinese. 
21. do you drink your soda with a straw?
Yup! Unless I don’t have on me, then I don’t use one. 
22. what colour socks do you usually wear
Black, always lol.
23. do you ever drive above the speed limit?
I try to stay within 5mph over, but sometimes I catch myself with my new car, baby has a fast engine. 
24. what terrifies you?
The dark and spiders.
25. look to your left, what do you see?
My kitty Eris is asleep on my lap. 
26. what chore do you hate?
Dishes, the worst. Oh laundry too.
27. what do you think of when you hear an Australian accent?
The beach.
28. what’s your favourite soda?
I don’t drink soda, but if I had no other options, I’d choose a sprite or some sort of clear soda. 
29. do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru?
I prefer the drive-thru, the less social interaction, the better!
30. who’s the last person you talked to?
@satans-helper :)
31. favourite cut of beef?
Flank steak or ribeye. 
32. last song you listened to?
“Goodnight Chicago” - Rainbow Kitten Surprise :) HIGHLY REC THE BAND
33. last book you read?
I’m still currently reading The Help!
34. favourite day of the week?
Saturday :)
35. can you say the alphabet backwards?
Yes! 
36. how do you like your coffee?
Black like my soul
37. favourite pair of shoes?
I’m a total slut for boots, any combat or chelsea boots will do. 
38. at what time do you normally go to bed?
If I work, I’m asleep by 11:30/12am, if I am off...2am??
39. at what time do you normally get up?
If I work, 5am, if I’m off, 8:30am. 
40. what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets?
Sunsets 
41. how many blankets are on your bed?
3
42. describe your kitchen plates?
Correle ( think that’s how it’s spelled?) set white, with little red dots all over them. 
43. do you have a favourite alcoholic beverage?
Whiskey and Tequila, literally anything with those included, I’m cool. 
44. do you play cards?
Yes, I love cards! I love any card or board game tbh
45. what colour is your car?
“Lunar silver” which basically means that if you look at it in the light, it’s iridescent/rainbow shine.
46. can you change a tire?
Yes, but I haven’t in a long time!
47. what is your favourite state/province?
I really liked Wyoming, but Wisconsin is pretty amazing. 
48. favourite job you’ve ever had?
My current job! Ophthalmology Technician. 
49. how did you get your biggest scar?
I cracked my skull and had to have brain surgery. 
50. what did you do today that made someone else happy?
Hmm. I think I made @satingrass-maidensfair feel a little better about recent bs? Maybe???? 
Tagging: 
@mountainofthesunn @1800endmeplease @cantbehandled-ever @karrotkate @michaalien @woman-ina-dream
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oxytcn · 3 years
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10-15 & 22-30
10. What are your plans for tomorrow?
Working, lunch date, workout, chiropractor appointment
11. What did you have for breakfast?
Eggs cooked with jalapeno/feta/cilantro butter on some sauteed greens, and a little bit of sourdough toast. All homemade by me (even the butter and bread!) and alllll bomb
12. Have you had sex in 2014 yet?
I think this is supposed to be 2021, but yes to 2014 yes to 2021.
13. Who last slept in your bed besides you?
I mean technically my cat, but an actual person would be my partner.
14. What time did you wake up today?
First woke up at six, then went back to sleep around 7:30 and then woke up again at 10:30
15. How long until your next birthday?
My birthday is in 19 days!
20. When you say you love someone, do you mean it?
Yes, absolutely.
21. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Nope.
22. Do you still talk to any of your ex’s?
Actual real relationship ex's - yes, but only rarely.
23. As of this minute, what is going through your mind?
I wish today was longer.
24. Where’s the last place you went?
The gym
25. Have you held hands with anyone lately?
Yes
26. Has anyone let you down recently?
Oh yeah.
27. Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
I honestly don't think anyone is ever trying to make me jealous, so no. I suppose if someone was ever to try I'd be annoyed because I'd just want them to be upfront about whatever is beneath that desire to make me jealous. Desiring more affection, more attention, more respect? Let's just talk about it.
28. What's the next movie you want to see in theaters?
I used to see movies once a week and now I'm sad. Nothing that good is out currently, except Zola, but I'm sooo excited for the Green Knight and the new Batman
29. Do you have more than $50 in your room?
Yeah
30. Are both of your blood parents still in your life?
Yes, though there was a period, and sometimes still are times, when things get sticky. We don't talk very regularly unless they need something and I really only see them about twice a year in a normal year though so it's no big deal.
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erectionsandtea · 6 years
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100 Questions
Tagged by @mileven-and-contemplation (you gave me something to do today)
1. What is your nickname? Maddy is my nickname :P
2. How old are you? Too fucking old, okay
3. What is your birth month? August
4. What is your zodiac sign? Leo
5. What is your favorite color? Blue, any shade :)
6. What’s your lucky number? 13, lol
7. Do you have any pets? 5 mollys (1 adult and 4 babies), 6 tetras, and a black mystery snail (all freshwater fishies and creatures) :D
8. Where are you from? ‘Murica
9. How tall are you? Like 5′7″ or so ?
10. What shoe size are you? 9 1/2 ? Give or take
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? A box-full, maybe...10 pairs if we’re including slippers? Dude, I’m not sure of anything, half of my answers will end in question marks :P
12. Are you random? You tell me
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13. Last person you texted? The bf :3
14. Are you psychic in any way?
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15. Last TV show watched? Currently rewatching American Dad, last show not rewatched though..the new season of Archer
16. Favorite movie? 12 Angry Men (and then How to Train Your Dragon)
17. Favorite show from your childhood? Depends on what constitutes “childhood”, but I’m gonna say The Simpsons and Futurama (basically Matt Groening was my childhood)
18. Do you want children? Idk, maybe someday
19. Do you want a church wedding? Sure, if I get married, but the church has to be by a beach
20. What is your religion? I identify as neo-Pagan
21. Have you ever been to the hospital? Once when 5 year-old me thought I broke my arm, and another time to the psych ward
22. Have you ever gotten in trouble with the law? Uhhh, I walked to the library once when I was like 10 without telling my parents, and a policeman picked me up, does that count?
23. How is life? A bitch, but sometimes a nice bitch, sooo basically normal
24. Baths or showers? Showers
25. What color socks are you wearing? I’m not wearing socks
26. Have you ever been famous? Briefly among Supernatural fans, when I wrote and performed this during the 2013 Mishapocalypse, I mean that’s the closest I’ve ever been (and probably ever will be)
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? I used to think so, but imagine the anxiety, fuck no
28. What type of music do you like? Literally a little bit of everything, at least one song in every genre (but mainly I’m stuck on ‘80s jams)
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? Not yet, lol
30. How many pillows do you sleep with? Four
31. What position do you usually sleep in? On my side or on my stomach
32. How big is your house? One story
33. What do you typically have for breakfast? I’d rather get extra sleep in the morning
34. Have you ever left the country? No, but that time is coming, soon I’ll have been all over the world!
35. Have you ever tried archery? Yes! Every year at summer camp for like...6-8 years? I was pretty decent, too.
36. Do you like anyone? My boyfriend and Anna Kendrick
37. Favorite swear word? FUCK
38. When do you fall asleep? After lying in bed for like, an hour
39. Do you have any scars? Yes, and let’s leave it at that
40. Sexual orientation? If I like you, I like you
41. Are you a good liar? Fuck no
42. What languages would you like to learn? I’d like to get better at ASL, and then I’d like to learn German (but I’m absolute CRAP at languages)
43. Top 10 songs? The only two that matter are Hooked On a Feeling by Blue Swede and Footloose by Kenny Loggins
44. Do you like your country?
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45. Do you have friends on the web? Yeah
46. What is your personality type? The type that people eventually get sick of and leave
47. Hogwarts house? ‘Puff pride, bitch
48. Can you curl your tongue? Noooope
49. Pick one fictional character you can relate to?
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50. Left or right handed? Right
51. Are you scared of spiders? Definitely not fond of them
52. Favorite food? Cheese, and then potatoes (especially cheesy potatoes!)
53. Favorite foreign food? Idk man, I just like food, I’m discovering new amazing stuff all the time
54. Are you a clean or messy person? I want to be clean but I’m too lazy and messy
55. If you could switch your gender for a day, what would you do? Be the sassiest, most fashionable, and most adorable drunk gay boy in the club (so basically be Eddie Kaspbrak)
56. What color underwear? Uhhh...commando?
57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 20 minutes if I actually care, 5 if I don’t
58. Do you have much of an ego? As a Leo, you’d think so, but the truth is, NOPE
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? Suck first, then bite
60. Do you talk to yourself? Who doesn’t do this at some point?
61. Do you sing to yourself? Yesss
62. Are you a good singer? I like to think so, I know I’m not terrible
63. Biggest fears? Being alone
64. Are you a gossip? Not really..?
65. Are you a grammar Nazi? I wouldn’t be if people knew how to spell and use proper punctuation, etc.
66. Do you have long or short hair? Short on one side, shorter on the other :P
67. Can you name all 50 states of America? No, I always forget at least one
68. Favorite school subject? Choir :P (until college, then my favorite class was psychology)
69. Extrovert or introvert? An extroverted introvert
70. Have you ever been scuba diving? Yes, I took classes a year-and-a-half ago and we went to Monterey bay!
71. What makes you nervous? The better question is what doesn’t make me nervous?
72. Are you scared of the dark? ...yes. Sometimes.
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? I try to
74. Are you ticklish? Everywhere.
75. Have you ever started a rumor? Nope
76. Have you ever been our of your home country? Not yet, but soon
77. Have you ever drank underage? Yep, started trying things when I was 13
78. Have you ever done drugs? Yup
79. What do you fantasize about? My ships
80. How many piercings do you have? 6 lobe (3 in each ear), 2 helix (in my left ear), 1 tragus (in my right ear), and 1 nose piercing (next I’m planning to get a daith piercing, idk which side yet) (here is a chart for anyone who does not know the ear terminology)
81. Can you roll your R’s? I’ve done it 3 times in my life, all 3 were luck
82. How fast can you type? Super fucking fast, bro (and without looking at the keyboard)
83. How fast can you run? I haven’t’ run for like, 4 years, idk, but my best mile time was around 8 minutes in high school :P
84. What color is your hair? You tell me, I think it’s brown, but sometimes it looks different, like dirty blonde..?
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85. What color are your eyes? Hazel :)
86. What are you allergic to? Probably dust or pollen, and my mom thinks I was allergic to our cat, but that was never looked into
87. Do you keep a journal? Tried, could never keep it up
88. Are you depressed about anything? EDIT: okay, mildly depressed, idk about what, I wish I did, but oh well, life fucking sucks that way
89. Do you like your age? ????
90. What makes you angry? Stupid drivers and people who are assholes to customer service workers
91. Do you like your own name? Uhh, it’s unique, so yeah I guess
92. Did you ever get a foreign object up your nose? Yeah, I once put a tiny plastic decorative berry up there just to see if I could, and it got stuck but I was able to get it out just before I had to go onstage for a play I was in :P
93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? One of each!
94. What talents do you have? If being mediocre at things still counts as talent, then I guess I can sing, play guitar, ukulele, and piano/keyboard, crochet, knit, rap, and write...but meh, I’m basically an expert amateur
95. Sun or moon?
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96. How did you get your name? My parents wanted something unique, and they thought this name was elegant
97. Are you religious? Not at all
98. Have you ever been to a therapist? Yep, still seeing one now and planning on continuing in the future
99. Color of your bedspread? The one on my bed right now is red, but I also have a blue and an orange
100. Color of your room? White, but covered in posters and things
Idk who to tag, but if you want to do this, please do it, feel free! :D
Except for @killian-morelike-killingme and @textualselection, because I just feel like it xD
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torimonster2000 · 7 years
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QnA :P
Uh, sooo, I was tagged into a small QnA thing by: “@idontevenfreakingknow22″ and so Im’ma go ahead and do it cause I actually like doing things like this.
1.Nicknames: Tori, Torington, Monster, Sloth, Torlito, and I think there might be more, but I’m not too sure.
2.Gender: I’m a woman
3. Star/Sun Sign: I’m a Libra, although at one point, I remember I thought I was a Virgo.
4.Height: 5′4″. I’m a tiny lil shit.
5.Time: Time is a bitch. One minute, I'm drawing and making comics, maybe even writing a story, but then when I look at the clock, fucking three hours have past by and I’m sitting there like: “. . . What?!”
6.Birthday: Sept. 27. Oh yo, that’s tomorrow!!!
7.Favorite Band: Honestly, I don’t have a favorite. I’m the kind of person who just listens to songs and if I like it, I’ll listen to it on repeat until I get tired of it. Or sometimes, I find a song on YouTube that I’m not familiar with and listen to that.
8.Favorite Solo Artist: Same answer as #7
9.Song Stuck In My Head: Actually, I have two. “Southern Nights by: Glen Campbell” and “Died In Your Arms by: Cutting Crew”
10.Last Movie Watched: If I remember correctly, it was “Wonder Woman”. I’m honestly not that big into the recent live action DC movies -I’m a bigger fan of the animated ones- but, “Wonder Woman” was pretty good.
11.Last Show I Watched: “We Bear Bears”. It’s a really cute show and the only thing on before I hoped onto YouTube to watch some Game Grumps.
12.When Did I First Make My Blog: I mean, it’s been a while, but I think I got it close to the time I got my email. Not too sure how long that’s been, though
13.What Do I Post: Well, I was originally going to post art, maybe some comics, but my blog ended up being a bunch of reblogs. . .I could have done better.
14.Last Thing I Googled: “fantasy game generator”  I needed it for a story I wanted to write. Oh, yo, I could post short stories. Maybe some one-shots. Hell yeah!
15.Do I Have Another Blog: I’ve thought of making other blogs for certain things, but, now that I think about it, I could make one for short stories and my art. That’s be neat.
16.Do You Get Asks: Haha, I wish. It’d be cool, though, answering everyone’s comments and questions with maybe some cute little doodles. Yeah. . .
17.Why Did You Choose Your URL: One of my friends helped me choose it. I wanted something dragon themed -cause I actually really like dragons- and they helped me chose one and -after a couple other options- Dracorexidae was born.
18.Following: 58. . .I honestly thought it was more, but hey.
19.Followers: 13. . . ;-;
20.Favorite Colors: I really like green, especially the shade of green that you see during the spring. The bright green grass is probably my favorite thing about spring.
21. Average Hours of Sleep: On weekdays, it’s at least 6-9 and at least 9-11 on weekends when I don’t have anything I need to do.
22.Lucky Number: I’d say 7, but only because I use it a lot. BUt, for the most part, I don’t have one.
23.Instruments: I use to be a percussionist back in 6th grade through 9th. I wasn’t very good and didn’t enjoy it as must as I use to, so I ended up switching over to technical theater. I am currently the prop master for a fall play my school is putting on.
24:What Am I Wearing: Michelangelo socks m TMNT-, normal jeans with a hole in my right knee, an Overwatch shirt, and a large grey hoodie.
25.How Many Blankets Do I Sleep With: When it’s a decent temperature, I sleep with one blanket, but in the winter, I sleep with at least seven blankets.
26.Dream Job: Mascoting for Disney or just for professional games, being animator, or going into technical theater.  
27.Dream Trip: I don’t know, probably back to Disney :/
28.Favorite Food: Hot wings. OML, I could eat those forever.
29.Nationallity: American.
30.Favorite Song Now: Uh...I don’t know. I've got a handful. :/
So, apparently, I need to tag others, but I don’t know anyone to tag, so anyone can do it. Have fun, folks.
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funloving16 · 7 years
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Get to Know Me Uncomfortably Well
1. What is you middle name?
elyce
2. How old are you?
21
3. What is your birthday?
96/10/25
4. What is your zodiac sign?
scorpio
5. What is your favorite color?
blue or like a green
6. What's your lucky number?
16
7. Do you have any pets?
got a cat and a puppy 
8. Where are you from?
canada
9. How tall are you?
5′1
10. What shoe size are you?
depends usually a 4 1/2
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
10 i think..
12. What was your last dream about?
it was a cute dream. it was about a date that me and my boy went on and we went for a walk and held hands and talked and laughed then we got some hot cocoa and cuddle in bed with each other and it was perfect endless night. 
13. What talents do you have?
being annoying haha 
14. Are you psychic in any way?
nope.
15. Favorite song?
not too sure but i guess i’ll pick Hunter Hayes’ song ‘Amen’. It’s just super cute and yeaaa.
16. Favorite movie?
This is a hard question cause I hate movies but i guess i’d go with either Cinderella story, fault in our stars , or the other woman. really into romantic stuff.
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
someone that can make me smile all the time and laugh and that can have fun and isn’t super serious but is still someone you can talk to. and who’s hot with a nice body and that cares for you and lets you steal all his clothes. someone who you can be comfortable around and doesn’t keep you a secret. and that compliments you all the time and makes you feel special and liked. 
18. Do you want children?
someday. but definitely not a lot. 
19. Do you want a church wedding?
as long as i marry the guy of my dreams idc what kind of wedding it is or even if we get hitched. 
20. Are you religious?
nope. 
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
hahahaha. like every week I'm there. 
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
yes. 
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
just James Franco. 
24. Baths or showers?
I usually only take showers but i feel like taking a nice old bubble bath with someone special would be nice. 
25. What color socks are you wearing?
gunna go with purple cuz I'm too lazy to actually check. Nvm . My socks are yellow. 
26. Have you ever been famous?
No? if I was ever famous wouldn’t I still be famous? 
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
yeaaaa. i feel like everyone would like to be a big celebrity . 
28. What type of music do you like?
Pop and country. 
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
only once. 
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
i have 6 on my bed but i don't like sleeping with them. 
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
on my tummy or curled up on my right side.
32. How big is your house?
not big like a normal sized house. 
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
ew who eats breakfast. 
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
no.. unless like nerf guns count .
35. Have you ever tried archery?
yes and i love it ! 
36. Favorite clean word?
And or Like 
37. Favorite swear word?
Fuck
38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?
2 days. 
39. Do you have any scars?
like 12 tiny scars. 
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
probably not. 
41. Are you a good liar?
no I smile too much when I lie so its obvious. 
42. Are you a good judge of character?
with girls yes with men no. 
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
i can just not well .
44. Do you have a strong accent?
i actually wish i had a southern accent. 
45. What is your favorite accent?
southern. 
46. What is your personality type?
shy but very outgoing and bubbly. 
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
my jeans.. 250$
48. Can you curl your tongue?
just tried.. no i can’t.
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
innie.. kinda wish i was an outie thoooo
50. Left or right handed?
left handed. 
51. Are you scared of spiders?
:( yessss
52. Favorite food?
chicken nuggets 
53. Favorite foreign food?
im very basic so i don’t like to try new things.. so like spaghetti ?
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
more messy than clean. 
55. Most used phrased?
idkkkk
56. Most used word?
like
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
5 minutes
58. Do you have much of an ego?
yuppppppp
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
suck for a bit and then bite 
60. Do you talk to yourself?
i feel like everyone does so yes.
61. Do you sing to yourself?
i sing alone if thats what you mean..
62. Are you a good singer?
heck no. 
63. Biggest Fear?
being alone or dying. 
64. Are you a gossip?
sadly yes. 
65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?
fault in our stars. 
66. Do you like long or short hair?
on men short on women depends. like i enjoy medium length hair on myself. 
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
i could try and miserably fail at it. 
68. Favorite school subject?
gym or english or drama
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
introvert
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
nooo but i sooo badly want tooo
71. What makes you nervous?
big groups of people. 
72. Are you scared of the dark?
yea.
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
if its a really stupid mistake then yes. 
74. Are you ticklish?
hahahahaha yessssss
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
mhmmmm
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
no . thats okay tho. 
77. Have you ever drank underage?
no I'm a goodie soooo
78. Have you ever done drugs?
yes.
79. Who was your first real crush?
w*****
80. How many piercings do you have?
zero. but i really want my nipple pierced. 
81. Can you roll your Rs?"
no.
82. How fast can you type?
fast
83. How fast can you run?
real fast 
84. What color is your hair?
an ugly colour. ask me in like a month and i’ll say blonde
85. What color is your eyes?
brown
86. What are you allergic to?
lets just say shellfish so i don't have to list everything else.
87. Do you keep a journal?
no.
88. What do your parents do?
work?
89. Do you like your age?
yeaa its a good age i think. like not too old and not too young. 
90. What makes you angry?
people who don’t respond back and make you feel unwanted. 
91. Do you like your own name?
somedays
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
yes so for my boy it’ll be Xavier and for my girl it’ll be Mia
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
both. boy first then girl. 
94. What are you strengths?
annoying people. 
95. What are your weaknesses?
annoying people.
96. How did you get your name?
my parents needed a english name and came up with that. 
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
maybe, i should ask. 
98. Do you have any scars?
you already ask this. yes. aha. 
99. Color of your bedspread?
red. 
100. Color of your room?
baby blue
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