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(Lools back at 2023 [except the summer]) darn.
Ya know when people told me "when you're finally safe enough that you can leave survival mode and start to let go of and process your c-ptsd/trauma things are probably going to get really, really bad before they slowly start to get better" I thought that was reasonable. I did not understand that by "things are going to get bad" they meant "you're going to find yourself in the worst mental state of your entire life, but dw, that means it's working" and tbh I simply wish someone had been more clear.
#well#this explains WHY im currently In A Good Place Actually but my#mental health#is a hurricane of screaming evangelists and demons that really dont want to be here#whats worse is that my autism makes this entire thing WEIRD because all that i see as “happening” straight-up doesnt exist#it took a while to process shit but uh#yeag#we keep walking and it gets better#maybe you have ONE bad day#but the thoughts just... dont “go away”. they happen. you go “wellthatwasaloadofshit.jontron” and keep going because you have shit to do#minecraft to build homework to do#plans and chores and free time and MEMES#and like#eventually everything just STOPS#sooner than you expected#but around where you say it happens#on an unrealted note: self-fulfilling prophecies are the reason pessimism and other adjacient line of thought have poisoned the human mind#lel
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finally finished This Wip from Ever ago and so now i ask you ever look into another dudes eyes and suddenly want to do whatever he wants
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus lehnsherr#the kids are here too but i aint taggin them vaeLKEVJKLJ#snap sketches#posting this now and not obsessing over the details i need to SLEEP#please click/tap and zoom to read anything im sorry theres so much dialogue#i thought i was gonna finish this sooner but i went grocery shopping with my bro today and that took longer than expected !!!!#ALSO CHAT. if youre up to date on My Lore via my tags ... my prof's lettin me submit my assignment ... life's so good...#speaking of life being good i was giggling like stupid while drawing this . i named it 'this is stupid' and i stand by that#this is so unserious im gonna make myself throw up ITS SO CORNY i make myself sick with what i draw <- will continue to do this#only god knows if this is even how that power of his works i just saw an opportunity and ran with it#the trick here is he doesnt even have to use any 'power' he can just do that to charles by default#however im making them be obnoxious about it. i am making them obnoxious over dramatic grandpas because i can#my only crime is loving the utter cheese and corniness of the 60s comics like God. anyways bye !!!!!!!#maybe one day ill finish that other comic i sketched for this weekend but i fear i wont have time to so next weekend me thinks ....#for now i hope you all enjoy this. goofy as hell nonsense jLAKJVEKLVJ
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"Safety"
I just think he deserves to sit in a window and look at his stars until he falls asleep...
#good omens#good omens fanart#crowley#mine#my art#aziraphale was in the middle of clearing that space for crowley because there's a specific star you can only really see from this window#he was going to make it really nice for him#pillows and a blanket and a bottle of châteauneuf-du-pape waiting for him#but then crowley came over one day sooner than aziraphale expected#and when aziraphale comes home to the bookshop that night#he finds his demon curled up on the windowsill#draped over a few books aziraphale hadn't had time to move yet#but looking comfortable enough#and very peacefully asleep#don't worry#aziraphale is about to bring him a blanket
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Skén:nen sá:sewh
as promised, here's Precious boy™ getting kissed by Precious wife™ because he deserves all the love in the world :cc
translation: Get home safe
#nobody translate the file name#nah but home girl is the strongest soldier let me tell you#imagine date/being married to an assassin fr I would loose my mind#I'm such a sucker for the friends to lovers trope ok hear me out#Girlie is an ally to the assassin's and that's how she meets Connor and they become friends because Ratonhnhaké:ton deserves more friends o#she is VERY smart knows how to stand her ground but also very sweet and funny he respects and admires her a lot and so does she#she's from another displaced kanien'kehá:ka clan they bond really close sooner than later the feeling just blooms everyone's knows but THEM#until prob the recruits and the people in the homestead get tired of these oblivious fools in love and plot to finally get them together#I headcanon Connor didn't settle down completely until they were expecting their first child like they both panicked when they realized#I mean they're already married and stuff but still our girl is all over the place bcs she's scared of something happening to him or the bby#and connor acts cool and leveled on the outside but he's just a whirpool of emotions on the inside as well it's really funny to watch#they probably broke down in tears from both laughter and fear but they are amazing parents we are certain of it :')#I want their dinamic to be like that mainly because Connor deserves some light and laugh in his life after all the things he went through#connor i'm in love with your wife#ratonhnhaké:ton#connor kenway#connor's mistery wife#ac 3#assassin's creed#oc#the way you can tell I almost never draw men just from this sketch 💀#my art
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If Anakin gets his Vader shadow, then Maul deserves a reminder of Lotho Minor as a treat (to me) for the Hades AU
#darth maul#star wars#Wip#hades au#revenge of the 5th#Star Wars fanart#my art#this was very difficult but not for the reasons you might expect XD#I realized only when I was halfway through with this that his pose matches Moros’s pose from Hades 2#like I actively try to avoid copying poses from the game and it was not the case here either!#I just really have a thing to how maul stands with his hands behind his back that’s all#LOL if I finished maul sooner than obiwan what then? XD#maul opress#maul fanart#he looks so soooo very weird without his tattoos omg#what am I gonna do with his dialogue though good god
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Sonic is creeping up behind Shadow, looking like a Cryptid of some sort while in his Werehog form.
Shadow, without even looking behind him, throws a slice of cheese directly onto the Ouppy's face.
He wanted the sandwich Shadow was making and the Ouppy instincts took over for a few seconds.
the ouppy instincts
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#sonic the werehog#lees art#sonadow#shadow the hedgehog#theyre so silly ❤️#i got both the asks done sooner than expected... like way sooner#thank you for the request!!
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Slay the Princess and Death of The Author
A terrible "essay" I made to get all the thoughts out of my head
There is only one character death that can't be avoided in Slay the Princess: that of The Echo (or The Narrator, if you prefer), the one who created the construct the game takes place in, the entire scenario it revolves around, and the characters that take part in it. He was dead since before the game even began, the sacrifice he had to make for this all to work.
Why did he have to die? Because The Shifting Mound would have been changed by his perception of her, and thus the construct becomes even less reliable.
In order for this to have any chance of working, the number of perspectives that she can be molded by must be as low as possible, preferably zero, but, by the very nature of what he has made, there is one perspective that can't be removed: that of The Long Quiet. He is inextricably linked to her until his task is done.
This is where the meta-textual interpretation comes in: The Shifting Mound is the story, and The Long Quiet is its audience. A story is incomplete without someone to see it, appreciate it, analyse it, just like she is when we first find her. What's the point of a story if no one hears it? Without someone to make sense of it all it's just a bunch of words. She asks us to bring her perspectives, so that she may be whole. The game is asking us to experience it and bring our own interpretations to the table, come to our own conclusions about it, and thus make its existence meaningful.
The Long Quiet is similarly incomplete at this stage, unaware of his true nature as a god. Without a story to watch unfold, an audience can't exist, it's just people, and people with nothing to do at that. Put someone in a room by themselves for long enough and they will eventually seek relief from the crushing boredom and loneliness in the same place: art. They'll hum to themselves, or start twirling about in some semblance of a dance, or, maybe, a story will start to form in their mind. People are drawn to art and stories, they are the greatest constant throughout human history. It seems fair to say, for our purposes, that we, too, are incomplete without art.
Only by interacting with each other do the two gods come to realize their full potential. If you choose to ignore the princess, and just turn away from the cabin again and again, you will find only a torturous existence for both of you, with no meaning to be found.
However, there is a third option, neither engaging with the story nor ignoring it altogether. The Echo did put a piece of himself within the construct, as all authors do by the nature of creation, and thus, there is still a perspective that is not your own at play, that of the creator. If you choose to just follow The Narrator's instructions without a second thought you reach the "good ending" to the game, an obvious joke but an ending nonetheless. The game does end and the credits do roll, but you got nothing out of it. The princess is dead and you are a mindless husk, neither of you ever having reached your true potential.
Choosing to follow the "word of god", relying on authorial intent rather than engaging with a story yourself, experiencing it firsthand and coming to your own unique understanding of it, is gonna lead you nowhere. You will not have been enriched by what you just experienced, and the story will have no meaning.
#if you happened to see this same post a while back that was an unfinished draft i accidentally posted#also i did do this a lot sooner than even i expected to i just really couldnt sleep#slay the princess#slay the princess spoilers
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Panels That Make Me Lose My Mind ft. 5th moon arc & slutty bdsm fit
And of course:
#vash the stampede#Trigun#Trimax#HRBEBRBBR I HAD ASSUMED THE#‘I could have groped you 5 times’ line was 98 anime only but no. he’s just like that.#vash sweetheart.#GOD THIS GOT CRAZIER THAN I EXPECTED SOONER THAN I EXPECTED#HE SHOT KNIVES *THROUGH HIS OWN LEG????*#JESUSSSSS#im so in love with him 😭😭#I need to nurse him back to health like a baby bird and show him the love he deserves
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Okay. It's generally agreed upon that Maka's mother ("Kami" in fanon) stole Spirit away from Stein at the last minute, getting the last few souls to ascend him to death scythe. But the question is....
Did she date Spirit first and then take him away from Stein? OR...
Was her motivation to steal Spirit all along, and that's the whole reason she dated him?
These are the important questions, friends...
#soul eater#spirit albarn#kami albarn#maka's mother#franken stein#spirit#stein#CrossStitch#maka albarn#why didn't Kami have he own weapon???#seriously lots of questions here#also it's generally agreed that Maka was an accident#but the way Spirit loves that girl he always planned to be a family man it just happened...sooner than he expected#my dude what you ran out of rubbers or something come on
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“can you kiss me more?” from: me to: jason fucking grace
#i forgot i was a jason simp for a few weeks but im back guys#promise that i’ll post soon#maybe sooner than you expect#😁😁😁#ᯓ★ all my love#✮⋆˙ i’m afraid im a yapper
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I just started the new obx season and girl- why does this season actually seem good? 😭
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When I liked an extrovert, I could never tell if he was interested or just being friendly (spoilers: it was NOT the first option). It was super confusing all the time bc I kept getting all these signals like prolonged eye contact and inside jokes and not knowing if they meant anything.
Meanwhile with the introverted guy who's been hanging around lately, I've been like, "He stuck around at a social event to finish a conversation with me. Two days later, he sent me a reel on Instagram even though he isn't online a lot. He's gonna ask me out." And I was RIGHT
#he's just like me fr#all the things i do when i like someone he's been doing to me for the past few months#literally a week from the first reel he sent he asked me out#which was sooner than expected but there were some outside factors that came into play#anyway the date went well in case you were wondering#he bought me a cute copy of the canterbury tales ��#introvert#intj#intj female#intj personality#introvert things
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I may have spent all my life until this moment wasting both mine and God's time, but from tomorrow on, for sure, i swear it, i will change my ways and be better. And it'll be different from all the other times i said the same thing🧎♀️
#i'm getting up at 6 i'll be at college by 8 i'll catch a nice place away from the sun in the library and i'll do so much work#until my classes start and then after the classes end i'm going back to the library i'm gonna set up camp there bc this is obviously not th#way for me. but you know what bothers me now? the fact that the college cafeteria isn't open on the weekends.#you know how productive of a weekend i could have if i could camp in the library 8-12 then eat a quick lunch and go back 13-whenever?#anyway. i changed my surroundings got mood lighting and warm blankets and shukufuku no library on loop#idk what to write for the introduction so i'm gonna write my arguments first and then expand on them#if i can't get myself to do things the right way then i'll do it however is easiest for me and figure out how to make it seem like i did it#the right way. but from tomorrow on i SWEAR#and if i finish my essay sooner than expected (inşallah) ???#i'm writing. the bigbang until i reach the minimum and not a word more until i'm done with finals#and THEN i'm writing what i want to write. because i'm full of ideas to the point that i feel like bleeding over sheets of paper
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Summary: It always ends the way it starts— with blood-stained hands and cutthroat words. But somewhere along the way there was laughter and music, drunken nights and playful fights, and perhaps, deep down— the small creepings of something more.
Or, Alastor & Vox through the years, following the prompts for RadioStaticWeek2024.
Day 5: Rain (Part I)
“Don’t look so smug,” Vox growls, because there it is again, so blatantly obvious on his face.
“I wouldn’t dream of it!” Alastor grins, and wow, okay. The fucker really is gloating.
Alastor might think it’s funny to watch him squirm, but for Vox this is more than just a nuisance. The few drops that manage to slip between his casing elicit small shocks from his body, and he’s sure that beneath the sound of all that thunder there’s a sizzling of copper wire as his insides fry themselves like scrambled eggs.
“You’re a dick, you know that, right?”
It's at that moment, of course, that the quiet creaking of one of the large, thin branches above him sounds out.
#radiostatic#radiostatic fic#hazbin hotel fic#pennspen#writing#hazbin hotel fanfiction#hazbin hotel#radiostatic week 2024#cracks knuckles#jk i dont have the unhinged superpower to do that but i FUCKING WISH#anyway here she is...she was like. 18k and creeping#SO I CUT IT IN HALF BUT THIS CHAPTER IS SOMEHOW STILL 11K LMFAO#so part 2 of this prompt will be sooner than expected theres just a few kinks to work out#ANYWAY not super happy with this one#i feel like nothing happens but idk if thats just bc ive been staring at it for so long#or bc i had to cut it at an awkward point so it wouldnt be crazy long#or bc i just. wrote janky SDKSKJSDS#you can pinpoint the exact moment i start spiraling fr fr#if youve made it this far#then#may i just say#hehehehehehehehehe#ily<333333#okbye#romantic homicide#chapter 5#rain
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If you could travel back in time and tell yourself from 3 months ago, a year ago, five years ago, and ten years ago something (without damaging the timeline), what would you say?
#random questions#@ missy from april: hey honey it's gonna be okay. you have no idea how okay it's going to be.#@missy from a year ago: you're going to like not living at home. yes you love your parents but this will be good i promise.#pls start budgeting now tho that savings account will go down faster than you expect#@20 year old missy: take a deep breath. study a little more for tests and start those papers sooner but also you're doing fine. i promise.#@almost 16 year old missy: it's almost over. you're almost through this season. and it's okay to feel relief about that instead of grief.#soon you'll be able to rest#i speak
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got my tablet set up on a laptop!!!! im gonna be able to make silt verses fanart while im away :] big day for like 3 people!!!!
#this means... the shrimp google animatic will become real MUCH sooner than expected#dont ask about the shrimp google animatic. you will find out.#the silt verses#the silt verses.txt#art.txt#catwyk.txt
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