#song is cop car by mitski

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funny man betrays friends in space. more at 10.

[anemonet]

pro tip: you can always put the bugs in little outfits :thumbsup:

[heal2ninjagogirl]

I am cruel I am gentle I can make you laugh

[technicalgator]

“ᴵ ᵃᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ʳᵒᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᵃᶜʰᵉ ᵇᵉⁿᵉᵃᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˢᵏⁱⁿ”

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Fanart for @mxboxlocks INCREDIBLE fic “All That We Lost”! I am absolutely HOOKED on this fic so far!! The writing, the story, the way the characters are written?? OUGH it’s amazing!! I love the darker theme of this fic, and how the mercs react to said events, while staying in character! 10/10 writing!!

For you folks that liked Emesis Blue, yer gonna LOVE this fic! Basically, Emesis Red >:]

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Alt. Versions below!

[weiwx]

harrowhark nonagesimus when "i get mean when i'm nervous like a bad dog" and "i don't think about the past it's always there anyways" and "i will never die i will never die i will never die"

[finalgirlguy]

I Bet on Losing Dogs / Cop Car / I'm Your Man

[del-stars]

s.o.b.

i get mean when i'm nervous, like a bad dog // i am cruel, i am gentle, i can make you laugh // i don't think about the past, it's always there anyway // and i will never die, i will never die, i will never die

[emis1llist4r]

[artisthedgehog]

noo mitski was so real for cop car bc i too get mean when im nervous like a bad dog. AND i want to jump into blue water. i also miss riding horses and running fast, i was in fact meant for running fast. i did pretend you were mine and it made me calm. i am cruel and gentle, and i can make you laugh. i have loved many boys, i have loved many girls. i don't think about the past, for it's always there anyways. i will never die. i've preemptively blocked all the exits, and now i will burn in this movie theater.

[parlapina]

"I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog"

"I am cruel, I am gentle, I can make you laugh"

Cop car - Mitski

[invenera]

[potholefullofsoup]

the amazing devil was right. maybe if i’m good he’ll come back (he’s not coming back) (he’s never coming back) (you had everything you wanted and you ruined it because that’s the only thing you know how to do) (you get mean when you’re nervous like a bad dog) (why the fuck would he come back?)

(you did so much. you tried so hard to be good but it wasn’t enough. it has never been enough. it will never be enough. you will never be enough) (you were doing better too. you’ve been clean for so long and you were trying to get off the weed to an extent or at least use it as less of a crutch)

(but what the fuck else are you going to do now? your house is large and empty and you cannot be alone with this when you can barely handle it with your partner next to you) (what happens when they leave for work? what happens when they leave forever? who are you without the people you love? are you anyone?) (maybe when everyone finally leaves and you stand alone bleeding in front of the mirror you’ll finally see what’s underneath it all: nothing and no one) (maybe you’re as empty as your shitty apartment feels without three people in it)

(feels like a fire in your skull and your throat and your heart. feels like your body is a building set ablaze with the doors chained shut. you cannot ever escape yourself, no matter how hard you try. never forget that fact.) (the angriest dog in the world cannot move or eat or sleep as they approach the state of rigor mortis.) (feels like the wallpaper inside my heart is slowly slowly peeling off) (if i’m good will you come back?)

[problemdogpinkman]

// cop car - mitski / jesse pinkman //

[official-bagpipes]

Hi!!!!

HEWWO!!

Oh my love, oh my love, I can't hear you, my love.

Hold still, my sweet.

Everything you do I'm obsessed with you.

I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog.

I might be the villain in somebody else's story, but that's fine by me.

[crazycreatureperson]

Julian

The pilot of the crew!

1/3

[wonderrbeam]

Hey Cop Car was added back on Spotify! :D